Friday, May 16, 2008

Warning: thanks, morning, theme, yesterday, sports, & today/sorry

Thanks a ton for the comments, peoples! You're so great! Emmah, Iruka, and Krusty, so nice to see you again. :3 Iruka, it's been especially long for you! Welcome back! Arigatou everyone for the wonderful comments on my newest wallpaper; yes, the one I actually liked. Thanks also for the congrats on my grades and everything. Hehe, and yes, PPGZ is so freaking cute...sorry about hurting your eyes with it, Krusty. XD Hmm...and yes, sports, I shall talk a bit more about them later. It's too bad so few of you care about them! ^^; Well, thanks again everyone. *hugs* That was shorter...hmm...I'm going to try and make this post shorter, simply because I woke up later...and I need food...and it's really dark in here. It's a rainy day [hooray!], so it's super dark outside and in my room. Usually I can be in bed, on my laptop, and just have my shades open to be bright enough...but not today. Oh well. I had a lot of weird/interesting dreams last night...they were school-oriented, yet they had bits of Powerpuff Girls Z (haha), Oofuri (baseball aspect), and...well, just a lot of weird things. I always have odd dreams, and anime usually finds their way into it! Despite taking sleeping pills, I still have vivid dreams. ^^; The other night's dream was great, like I wish it were true. XD I could summon Ritsuka and Soubi (like in a video game) from Loveless...and they'd basically be my, um, servants. Teehee. *is crazy* As you can see, I changed my theme! I did it wednesday night. I actually changed it to a different bg first, but that only last 5 minutes. XD I thought, "too bright! Too much white!" So I changed it to this one and put back my black text boxes. I like this theme. But yeah, I thought it was about time to change it from the brown...make it a bit more summery/springy around here. My VV has been rather spring-like for a while. Nothing else has changed though...the comment boxes here on MO are gradually changing; I'm still happy that Adam hasn't completely abandoned us. He's trying to make improvements! Like integrating it with theO again. Yesterday, went to the chiropractor again! Yes, that's right. "But you just went on monday!" True, but mom needed to go, Corey wanted to go again, and I figured I still wasn't completely fixed. I was hesitant to go again...I felt bad. :( Like, you know, I was JUST there...isn't it awkward to come back in 3 days? I thought he'd be like, "What are you doing back here already??" and lecture me about my posture and doing those neck exercises again. -__- But he didn't, luckily. He's sooo nice; we've been going to him since we moved here 17 years ago. I've always said our chiropractor is like my second dad. XD Anyhoo, so he had that big heat pack on my back and these little electrified things on my neck [don't know how to explain them]...and he gave me the button to press to turn them off in an "emergency" or if they got too strong. Well, the tingles were getting to be a bit much, and the heat...too hot, so I pressed it. ^^; The button turned it off, but the machine kept beeping! Beeeep!! It was like an alarm. It kept going, and my brother didn't care [he was in the other room], but finally the chiro came and turned it off. He RAN in there, totally scared that something happened. ^^;; Um, well, it was too strong. He said that I was too sensitive [called me sensitive all throughout the visit], but I "did the right thing"...yes...umm, anyhoo. After that, we went to the mall. More video game searching/shopping with my brother...um, went to Borders and looked for manga. I could only get one, and I got Cantarella vol.10 because that's all they had, and I thought I needed 10 next. :/ But I actually needed 9. Oh well, I just have to wait until I find 9 first... My laptop is acting weird right now. :/ The stupid touch pad thing, that you use to move the cursor is freaking out...so I can't move my cursor where I want it. *sigh* This happens a lot! Well, I guess I have to finish this post up then! So I'll just talk about our sports teams from last night! The Flyers, our hockey team that's at a total disadvantage to win the playoffs, WON their game last night. :3 That's only one game though...the chances of us beating the Penguins for 3 games in a row without losing is VERY near-impossible. :( So we'll probably be out of it, boo. Our Phillies did amazing last night though!! [baseball] >__< Complete game shutout by our pitcher, Cole Hammels! He pitched the entire game, and didn't let the other guys score one run. 5-0. Total opposite of the night before...it was awesome! As for today, either we're going to do nothing, or we're going to see Iron Man in the movie theaters. Don't know yet. Okies, that's all for me. Gotta go before my computer blows up or something. Sorry for this post! I think it's longer than I anticipated. ^^; And there's no "fun" stuff in it. Thanks for visiting me though...I love you guys. *hugs* Have a great weekend!

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Warning: thanks, better morn, grades, yesterday, wp, sports & amv

Arigatou-minna! Thanks so much for the comments. I definitely didn't expect that many since I posted so late in the day! I guess it doesn't really matter, huh? ^^; Or maybe more people visited since it was shorter?? XD Well, regardless, thank you so much! Such wonderful friends. Alex!! Yay! Finally a comment from you; so nice to see you again! Same with KD...and really everyone. :3 No apologies if some of you haven't been around lately...I don't mind because I'm the same way nowadays! I only get to comment some people sometimes. Umm...yes, it's wonderful that theO and MO are being connected in more ways! It's about time! And Sesshy is working on the comment boxes? Really? That's so great of her. I didn't know she was. Yes, the chiropractor is supposed to help, but sometimes things feel worse right after...and I've been going to him since I was even younger! My family has neck and back problems. Thanks again for everything, guys! *hugs* Alright, so here I am posting at the time I usually would! Or at least try to normally. I put a pillow under my laptop so maybe it's a bit better? :/ It's propped up a bit on my lap...so at least I don't have to look down quite as far. ^^; Though I don't think it's helping. This morning was better than yesterday's; I'll start off with that! Yesterday morning I was thinking of maybe posting, but I most certainly didn't. I stayed in bed for way longer than usual...got up at almost noon! I wasn't sleeping that long, but I was just laying there...since for most of the early morning I was bothered by noisy grasscutters and writhing in pain from cramps. -___- Literally, writhing in pain. It was so horrible. I felt so sick...hence my not getting much sleep [as if that's ever new], hence my staying in bed for a long time. This morning, not so bad...just my breathing giving me trouble. Stupid nose/allergies! Let's see...in other news, my grades have been submitted, and I checked them online. ^_^ Straight A's again! My first year of college has been completed with a 4.0 average [perfect]. Sure, that's amazing, but I was saying that there's "no variety in that." I wish they at least gave me my percentages...just seeing the letter doesn't do anything for me. :/ An A could be anywhere from a 93% to over 100! They don't give A+'s. Oh well. I should be happy with this, too, but for some reason I'm not ecstatic. It's my stupid perfectionist personality...*sigh* And getting straight A's doesn't mean a thing in the real world. Oh well if I can write papers and memorize stuff! That doesn't mean I'm successful in life! As for yesterday, it was a nice day! The day before was really chilly and rainy [love the rain, but it was too cold], but yesterday was nice and pleasantly warm. It was a normal day of watching anime [Mokke, Powerpuff Girls Z, Gintama], and then before going to work, Corey wanted to take me to the game places to look for more games to buy. He already has a bajillion games that he doesn't play, but he still wants more. At least that trip meant I could look for Apollo Justice! I thought they didn't have it at first because the games should be in alphabetical order, and it wasn't with the A's! But I kept looking...and somehow, it was at the very bottom in the corner. Someone must've tried to hide it. XD Haha, but I got it! And it was their last copy, yay. And yes, I find the Ace Attorney games fun; they don't seem like they would be to most people, but figuring things out like that is something I enjoy. After going that that one GameStop, we went to another one somewhat far away since Corey didn't find the game he was looking for...he didn't get it there either, but he bought 2 other games. Then we got lunch [at 4pm!!], and then went home for him to zoom right off to work. I then went on the computer and worked on my newest wallpaper. Yup, I couldn't stay away from making them for too long. ^^; I feel like such a hypocrite because of that. *sigh* Maybe those two e-cards I made helped me realize that I still like walling! Anyhoo, here it is. Thanks a ton to those that already commented. :3 And I always feel happier about a wallpaper when it's accepted at AP...so thankfully it was. I'll try not to get so upset with how the ratings go though. I need to stop caring so much about things like that. I can't get straight A's in walling...rather, popularity. I don't think much else happened yesterday. I probably had something I...oh yeah! Sports. Our hockey team lost again. :( One more game to determine our fate! If we lose it, then no more hopes of going to the Stanley Cup playoffs...if we win, then we need a miracle to win 3 more games after that in a row. *sigh* It totally won't happen though. Poor Flyers. Our baseball team (Phillies) won though, which was amazing. So at least I'll have them to cheer for if the Flyers lose. Ok, enough of that! Most of you don't care about sports anyway. XD Here's an amv! It's a PPGZ one since I've been watching it lately. Enjoy! Thanks a ton for visiting me. *hugs* I appreciate it so much! It's nice to still have friends here. I'll do better with my commenting...or at least try to. I hope you guys understand. Sorry! :( Well, take care! Good luck to those with finals and papers and things!

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Monday, May 12, 2008

Warning: sorry for the later post!! short: today and yesterday

Sorry this post is so late!! :( Yeah, and it's not going to be a "real" post. I didn't have time to post this morning like I would have liked to because we went to the chiropractor. And since I just stay in bed forever nowadays...I really didn't have time. It's hard to get up before 11 now. Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments from before. You're all sweeties. I actually still need to read them...because, yeah, this isn't much of a real post. Sorry!! But thank you again!! Wowza!!! *dances around* TheO is finally improving!! If you've been there, you probably noticed this...but it's so exciting! You can now see who updates on MyO from theO's backroom. ^_^ There's actually a connection between the two. And there's PM notifications that link to VV on here again, too! Isn't that great? Thanks, Adam. Now we just need some better-looking comment boxes again. Ugh, so yeah, went to the chiropractor. I've been wanting to go for weeks! My neck, shoulders, and back have been absolutely killing me. :/ It's mostly from finals week before and just from my overall habits...of going on the computer a lot and playing handheld video games. So thank goodness we went today! He got so many cracks out. It hurt! And it still hurts like heck. I could barely go on the computer yesterday cause it was so bad. I need to limit myself more, which just means less and less visiting and time to work on wallpapers. -__- Sorry. Yesterday I was so desperate that I even took a BATH! I haven't taken a bath in like 13 years, seriously. I was really little when I last took one. It was actually more of a hassle than relaxer because it took forever to fill up...and the water kept going back down the drain. After the chiropractor, we went to Toys R Us and Target...I've been wanting to get the new Attorney game, Apollo Justice, but neither place had it. :( Oh well. Corey was a crabby jerk as usual and gave mom a hard time over stupid things, but that's how he always is. Oh yeah, yesterday was Mother's day! It went well. My mom liked her gifts, and she basically baked/cooked all day. XD That's her thing! She made muffins, a cake, and homemade potato soup for dinner. <3 I made her a card with the 3 guys we like from our hockey team. Everyone thought it looked really cool, but no one knew what "<3" meant! Obviously, my family doesn't know their internet lingo to know that's a heart. ^^; They were like, "less than 3? Carrot 3?" Hah, oh well. Overall it was a good mother's day! I was actually in a pretty good mood, too. Tried not to think about deep life questions. XD Thanks to those that checked out my mysterious disappearing e-card. Because VV has so many glitches still, it doesn't work right. :/ I submitted it, and it doesn't appear on the site anywhere. It doesn't show up correctly in my portfolio, and that's the only place you can find it; it's not in ANY category anywhere on theO...I've resubmitted and edited, and it still doesn't work. So here's the sole link to if if you wanna see: E-card Alrighty, I said this wasn't going to be a "real" post, and yet here it is being fairly long still! Sorry!! I wish I could've written this earlier; I probably won't get many comments, which is fine. Sorry I haven't gotten to you guys either. :( *is injured* Well, not injured, but aching. Thanks for putting up with me!! *hugs hugs* I really appreciate it. I'm not sure if I'll post tomorrow or not...so yeah. Take care!

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Friday, May 9, 2008

Warning: thanks, summer rain, internet, yesterday, wp, today, & amv

Arigatou gozaimasu for the comments, everyone. Again, a surprise to get so many. 10! And here I thought I wouldn't get any because many hours after my post I still only had one. XD So thank you all that visited me! *hugs* Kita, it's been so long!! How wonderful to hear from you again. And Aya, too. And a new friend, I Am Manga. Welcome! And to everyone, I'm so glad that you're all still my friends after so long (or not so long). I didn't get the time to read all of your comments, but I'm sure they're great as usual. I shall read them later. Thank you all again! *hugs* Yup, I'm on summer break. This is my second post of my summer vacation. It's crazy that I'm out so early! That's university for you. I thought it was early for me when I got out May 30 when I was a senior! But that doesn't even matter it seems...because I hear that several of you always seem to get out of school in May, and you're not even seniors or in college. XD I would be jealous when I'd read that in your posts! But now I have one up on ya. Haha. ^_~ Though I don't think it'll be THAT great. It just means an extra month of monotony and boredom. Maybe I'll get a summer job...though around here that's pretty impossible; but then again, I'm basing this off of my brother trying to get a job...and he doesn't have many qualifications...so finally getting the one he has now is amazing enough. Let's just hope he doesn't quit soon. I always end up forgetting major things to write in my posts. Like the other day...Tuesday. When I was talking about it, I forgot to say that in the evening, my internet died!! It just up and died in an instant. Because of that, I couldn't go online (obviously), and it pissed my brother off that he couldn't either. He came downstairs to me to complain and whine about it not working...thinking it was only his computer. He literally has no life without his internet; at least I have photoshop when online dies. XD But um, so for the majority of that night, I had to work on fixing the internet. -__- Because he, nor anyone else in the house, doesn't know how to do anything. So it took over an hour of me plugging and unplugging the router and modem's wires, etc. It was just like luck. No rocket science. Finally it worked. I had to do that for so long, but no thanks! My brother hasn't thanked me in years. Anyhoo, so yesterday...well, it was a nice rainy day for a good portion of it! It's another rainy one today, too. ^_^ I love it. I love the rain! I could just stand in it, or stand on the porch and look out at it for hours. I wonder why. Well...anyhoo, Corey had his acupuncture appointment, so that was going to get him out of my hair for a couple of hours. I was hoping to have alone time and just go online or finish my wallpaper, but mom wanted me to go with her to the grocery. Ok, so I did. -__- But that always takes forever!! Grocery shopping with her takes 5x longer than a normal person. *sigh* But I had to go with my mommy, to accompany her. She likes it when we go with her. Umm...at the grocery we saw a lot of odd people...scary people...one guy looked like a textbook nutty professor. He had thin, balding hair, a suit with green plaid pants, and OMG, a bowtie!!! XD After the shopping trip, Corey met us there...I was upset after that because that meant that he'd be coming home the same time as we did, giving me no time away from him! :/ And because of that, I had to do things with him until dinner instead of getting my usual computer time. That pissed me off. I was depressed for the rest of the night [well, I'm depressed all the time these days], but I was able to finish my wallpaper after dinner. I was unhappy with it...worked so hard...but then I was excited to know that AP accepted it really quickly. That meant nothing though...seeing as my rating on it is still a "C." Bleh. That site really works me up. :( Here it is on theO though...so check it out if you haven't. Well, so that was my yesterday! Today is probably going to be another boring day. Corey works later tonight at least. Oh, and he actually is working another day! 5 days a week now. I'm amazed. I just don't want him to quit, because if you know my brother...he quits all the jobs he gets VERY soon. Anyhoo, I don't suppose I have anything else to mention...oh, my oldest brother Derek is in Texas for a business presentation. He had to do a speech yesterday. He called us and was so very nervous. :( And he woke up sick, too. Poor thing. I really hope he did alright. Now then, I'll go find an amv. Sorry, I've been in a Loveless mood... Thanks a ton for visiting me. *hugs* I'll get some more time today to be on the computer, so I'll make sure to visit more of you! I'm taking a break from walling for at least a few days so I won't be wasting time on a wallpaper instead of commenting you. Thanks again. Take care!

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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Warning: thanks, summer, yesterday, boring, vector, & amv. Sorry!

Thank you, thank you for the comments. I'm always amazed to see an amount in the double-digits! I thought that was impossible these days, but I guess not since you're all such great friends. :3 And wow, haven't seen a lot of you in a long time! Heley, Hanyuu, anit4e, spirit, and Emmah! And well, everyone really since I didn't post for 3 days, which is longer than usual for me. But now I shall try better. About my brother, I appreciate all of your words, and I'm really sorry if any of you thought badly of me simply because of "talking behind his back." :( Sorry, but I need to release all the stress he gives me sometime!! And, yes, he's my older brother, but he's not the oldest. My oldest brother moved out over a year ago. Anyhoo, thanks for the cheering on about my test and whatnot, and my fingernail is getting better, though nowhere near long enough to cover my skin [you know, the skin under the nail]. Um, I'll just end this here, thanks for everything! So if you read my short post yesterday on VV, you'll know that yes, I'm officially on summer break now! I should be really happy, elated, excited, relaxed, but I'm not. At least not yet. It just feels like another weekend right now. -__- Except that I'm posting. I'm tired...I wonder when I'll be able to sleep well? I used to look forward to sleeping on days off! If I'd get up early to go to the bathroom, I'd feel so happy that I could just fall right back to sleep instead of get up for school. I'd just sleep and relax and be so comfortable, but not anymore, darn it. :( Maybe I just need an adjustment from the chiropractor to feel more comfortable because my neck and shoulders have been killing me. But that won't help with my sleeping yet. *sigh* We were going to go to the chiropractor today, but my dad always changes plans...so maybe tomorrow. So yesterday I wrote a quick post on theO, like I said, just saying that I was off and what I did yesterday. I'll still mention that now. After my health exam, which was ok...although I couldn't, for the life of me, remember the answer to the last question [which happened to be worth the most points!!], I waited for my mom to get me. She brought 2 of my text books so that I could sell them back, woot. My math book was the teacher's edition, so the lady at the bookstore gave me trouble about "we can't accept that! How could we have sold this to you?" But, hey, you guys did sell it to me so let me sell it back. Luckily she did let me. So for those 2 books, I got back $110.25. Not bad...except that it's only about half that they cost me! Umm, after that, I went home! It was only roughly 11am [my final was early], and I thought my brother would at least be awake, but he wasn't. Hmm....got up my dog, took him outside...nothing special. Then the rest of the day was like any other as well. -__- I'll refrain from badmouthing my brother for today, but you know I could say more. And no, none of us "hate" him; just for the record! We (my family) may complain, but we love him so much and that's why we want him to be more successful and a better person than he has been. Anyhoo, I wasted my day away like usual...just watching anime, playing video games...We've (brother and I) been watching a lot of different anime these days, mainly because we can't find one that's solidly GOOD. We try an episode of something and then quit. ^^; But, um, we've been watching more of Powerpuff Girls Z, Night Head Genesis [the art is SO bad that it makes it funny], finished watching Nanami-chan over, which is probably the cutest show in the whole f-ing world. Each episode is only 5 minutes long. I've only seen up to ep.26 though...don't know where to find the rest [there's 60]. Sorry, this is becoming boring already! Umm...plans for the summer are none! I don't want to get a job yet because, well, for one...I don't know how to drive yet. My dad still hasn't taught me. Now he doesn't want to because it's too dangerous on the road and he's afraid for me. ^^; I totally agree though...I'm afraid to drive. But maybe this summer I'll finally learn. And I'll try to improve my wallpapers more and more, although I think that's too hard. I've been working some on my newest wallpaper vector, which is from Ichigo Marshmallow. I took a screenshot of the first eyecatch/intermission/commercial break thing, and I'm vectoring it. This is the pic; sorry, I didn't get to screencap my actual vector's progress though. You'll see it when I'm done...whenever. Okies, I guess I'll go find an amv for you now. This post was very boring, I know...and I'm not sure if it's long or short! Feel free to comment on whatever and maybe just ask me questions or something if you don't find something to comment on here. Anyhoo, here's an amv. Imogen Heap's "Speeding Cars" to Loveless. :3 Alright, thanks for visiting me and putting up with my crap! *hugs* I really appreciate it. I don't know what I'd do without you guys. ^^; Since I don't really have "friends" in real life it seems. Hmm...yeah, well, thanks again. Sorry this was such a crappy post! Have a wonderful day!

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Monday, May 5, 2008

Warning: thanks, long time, friday, weekend, worries, sorry, & amv

Arigatou! Thanks so much for the wonderful comments from days and days ago. Yeah, I haven't posted in a bit longer than usual, eh? So thanks to those that commented on my last one! I do believe I heard from many people that I haven't in a long time, especially Steph!! Yes, the return of Magnus, isn't it great?? :3 And Aya, darke, Twsists of Rain, Yug, Driffter, Stixx, Anna-chan [thanks for commenting on that one random VV post!], Aiten, and Angelbest! Yes, I just decided to name everyone...since it felt to me like it's been a long time for everyone. XD But yeah, thank you all a ton. I don't remember what I wrote about, but I know you were all a great help! Thanks again! Yeah, wow, I didn't get to post friday-sunday! And now it's monday, and I'm not at school. :3 Yup, I don't have a final today so that means no school! Tomorrow's my last final [health, so I gotta study a lot tonight...], and then I'm FREE!! Summer break for me. Wow. I can't believe it...so soon. But it's kind of a bad thing! As I realize today and on friday, if I don't have a regular time set out to post, then I'm not sure if it's going to be an easy thing to do. I used to [last summer] post all the time here in the morning on my bed, but then I was waking up earlier so I had more time. ^^; Now I just stay in bed as long as possible...so that by the time I get up, it's much later, and that means less computer time for me. -___- That's because my brother doesn't work in the morning [if he EVER works]. :( I'll still try my best to post when I can though, don't worry. *hugs* It's just that every night is a struggle for sleep...last night and this morning sucked. I'm so tired. So...what has been happening with me?? Are you wondering? Maybe, maybe not! Well, regardless, I'm typing about it. I don't expect many comments, so it's fine. ^^; Friday I had my history final. That's why I couldn't post. I slept in, kind of, ate breakfast, studied more, and then left to take it. I studied a lot for it, more than other finals! Mainly because he gave us what was going to be on the test...short answers and essays. I'm glad I really studied a lot because for once it helped! I felt more prepared. I was one of the last ones taking the test, along with the stupid flirty girls [but i was there because I write a lot, not because I have an IQ of 2]. Haha, but this was a good thing! I KNEW that those dummies would try something on my teacher, try to get more sympathy or extra credit out of him. And they did. So I took advantage of the opportunity because the longer we stayed, the more questions they asked, and then I asked some...we were basically pleading for more extra credit questions. XD "Um...I don't know the name of that character, but what if I can name the other? What if I name that other movie's title, will I get extra credit? How about that film, something about that..." And my teacher just kept saying, "Sure! Whatever. I don't care. If you can answer that, then go ahead." Everyone else in the class only had 6 EC questions, but by the time I left, there were 10! Haha. XD It was hilarious. For once, something good came out of those stupid girls. Later that day, it totally sucked. My dad and I were "play fighting" on the couch; he kept kicking me, and he wouldn't stop. I told him to stop, all the while I was kicking back. Well, he just wouldn't! So then I put my hand down to try and hold down his leg, but right then he kicked hard. :( Now, if you didn't know, I have VERY LONG nails. And that's a dangerous thing...when he kicked my hand, it broke/bent back my one nail all the way. It was bleeding so much. .___. He thought I was just joking until he saw the blood and I was crying. Yeah. So it was bruised and terribly hurt...it's still a mess now, but at least it isn't sore anymore. But yeah, it was tough to type and do things...and if I had the time on saturday, I would've posted about it, BUT!! My brother didn't go to work. -__- My brother is really getting on everyone's nerves in my family. Whenever he's not around, the conversation usually turns to complaining about him. *sigh* I know that doesn't sound right, but it's hard not to. His behavior is ridiculous. He has no morals, and he's giving up on this job ALREADY. Now he keeps talking about clocking in and then just sleeping in his car for the rest of the day. His "injury" prevents him from "working," and his manager doesn't want their perfect injury-free record to be ruined, so she kind of allows him to do this. It's terrible!! And now he rarely goes to work...and all he does is complain about how "hurt" he feels. He's a total hypochondriac. -__-; It's so annoying to all of us!! So the weekend was filled with him, and I've been feeling really depressed lately. Worse than usual. Pondering life, if it even exists, worrying about every little thing...taking comments on my wallpapers too much to heart. It's ridiculous. I hate it. I feel scared whenever I think of the future, the day before, the state my life is in...if life is really something that exists, and then what about death. :( Boo. Sorry. This post is probably getting too long, huh? And I don't want to bother you with too much of this stuff!! Umm...thanks to those that commented and whatnot on my Monster wallpaper. :3 I appreciate it. Here's an amv, requested by Alex (destinyssweetman). The singer is Laura Pausini, and it's to Furuba. Enjoy! Thank you ever-so much for taking the time to read this and comment! *hugs* I love you guys. Thank you for sticking with me, putting up with all this crap I ramble on about...and just everything. I'm sticking with MyO for as long as I can, so don't worry. :3 Take care!

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Warning: thanks, VV, morning/finals, dyslexic, yesterday, late, & amv

Arigatou, minna! *hugs* Thank you a ton for the comments. I don't know how I ended up getting so many more than the other day. ^^; From 4 to 13. It seems like it's all luck when people happen to find time to comment, right? I'm really sorry for saying what I said last time. :( I tend to think that...I think that when people don't reply or comment me then they don't care. I'm stupid like that. I understand everyone's busy and all, just like me [see, I'm a hypocrite], but it's hard not to think that it's VV's fault people aren't visiting me here on MO. Sorry. Anyhoo, thanks to everyone. A lot of people were here that haven't been in a while, and I really appreciate you still visiting me. Thanks to those that checked out my wallpaper, too. You're all great friends, helping me all the time. ^^; I wish I were better. Argh, VV is annoying. I'm logged in, but then when I try to subscribe to someone or something...it says I'm logged out. WTF. *sigh* I wish things were back to how they were. A lot of you said that MyO is becoming a wasteland, mainly because new members can't join here, and old members are leaving. Yeah, I see your point, and it sucks. :( I suppose when the day comes that all my friends have gone from here...then I'll leave, too...but that won't be until, who knows when. Let's TRY to keep MO alive, ok?? And it's not like I'm totally against VV because, obviously, I post there sometimes and submit stuff there...and try to comment, too. It's just that trying to maintain two sites is rather tedious. -__- Darn you, Adam. Why did he have to do this??? And the comment boxes are still horrid. Oh well. So...I'm in the library. For once, I'm on the bottom floor instead of the top. I feel weird being here. XD It's darker and feels later. Madii went to math class for once, and she actually came to the library with me before going to her next class for once, too! Today IS the last day of classes anyway. :3 Last day of classes today, and then from tomorrow until someday next week are final exams. Boo. I said it before, but I'll mention them again. I have Math and French tomorrow (thurs), history (fri), nothing on monday, and then my last is health on tuesday. It just sucks because some of them I have to wake up earlier for. :( I have to GET there at 9:30am. I know, for some of you that's late, but for me...it's torture. Waking up during single-digit times is the worst thing for me. I can't stand it. At times I wish I were an early-riser, but there's no way I'd become one. XD I like staying in bed too much...sleeping when I can. [sleeping pills, yay] Because of my finals schedule, I'm not sure when I'll post. I actually might post again tomorrow, but then not post on friday. We'll just have to see. *warns you ahead of time if you care* Ugh, I keep having dyslexic moments! It's happening all the time these days. When I'm writing I end up getting letters mixed up, and the same when I'm typing. Rawwr. If I didn't backspace and edit this, then you probably wouldn't make sense of a lot of what I'm writing. XD Do you guys have that happen a lot, too? Let's see...yesterday...in health class, we did a review question game for the final. It was teams of 3...so I couldn't be with my "friends." They're not really friends; they're just classmates, but we talk sometimes...but they're better friends with each other than me...so I was kicked out of the group (4 people's too many) to be with those guys again. It sucked. It sucked more because my team of "friends" has this one girl that's super awesome in this subject. She always answers everything...so of course their team won, giving them extra credit. Oh well. Then I had history class. It was kind of fun; we reviewed and my teacher was his usual entertaining self. :3 I'll miss him. I WON'T miss those idiotic girls that have IQ's of 2 that constantly "flirt" and get all giddy with my teacher. Ugh, they were so annoying yesterday. They couldn't even read...read their sonnets for extra credit. Yeah, writing a sonnet was a spur-the-moment extra credit opportunity proposed by my history teacher in the beginning of the year. XD Nothing to do with history! In graphic design, it was the longest and most annoying class ever. I was SO bored. I mainly commented people on VV for most of the time. That's because I was done, and we all had to wait for everyone to be finished with ALL their work. Of course they were behind...and it just took forever. GAWD. We did have a "pizza party" though. It was ok. But because everyone took so long, we were stuck in class over 10 minutes later than we're supposed to...so I was late getting out to be picked up by mom. I hate being late. :( That's something that always puts me on edge...I get really upset and irritated and self-conscious when I'm late, even if it's just to get picked up by my mom. I always think she'll be mad...I always think someone will be mad at me if I'm late. I hate it. Sorry, this is getting long...and I need to eat. So yeah. Tonight I'll be studying for finals...so sorry if I don't comment much again. School's almost over so then hopefully, if my stupid brother WORKS, I'll have more time to be online. Here's an amv. I really love it. It's an Imogen Heap song [aka Frou Frou; I have some of her songs on my playlist] with Advent Children. Enjoy! Thanks for taking the time to read all of this and comment. *hugs* I love you guys. I'll try to do better in replying to emails, PM's, and commenting. ^^;; And trying to be more cheerful. *sigh* Well, take care!!

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Monday, April 28, 2008

Warning: thanks, few, morning, crappy weekend/brother, wp/vector, & sorry

Woot for the 4 people that commented!! I think that's a record low for me in quite a while, but that's ok! XD Thanks a bajillion to xaos, Stixx, Rachel, and wolf-san. I have some people that still visit and care for me! So arigatou very much. I think if I posted this post a year ago, with the same topic, I would've gotten like 20 comments all encouraging me, but 4 is good enough. I really appreciate it. Again, xaos, I feel so stupid for saying Janis Joplin was a guy. ^^;; I totally didn't know. Stixx and wolf-san, it seems like we have a lot in common, too. Hooray for being who we are. Rachel, it was great hearing from you again, too. Thanks again everyone! *hugs* Hmm...I wonder how short this post will be! Somehow, when I see that fewer people are visiting me and care, I feel like there's no point in really posting much. I suppose it's partly my fault though...since I haven't been visiting much either. :( Sorry to the max. *sigh* I just can't find the time for it. Finals week this week and next...but then I'll be free [I suppose]. Darn you, Adam, for taking away my friends. Sure, I could just move to VV, but I don't want to do that...I love MyO too much. And even when I post on VV, I get LESS comments...so it's not like people just aren't commenting here; it's probably all my fault! Anyhoo, so it's a cloudy, chilly, and rainy day today. It's great. The previous days...for like a week, it was very warm (in the 80's) so this week is a breath of fresh air. I love seeing the cute little birdies pecking around in the grass. XD We have finches and robins on our campus...as well as other birds, but those are the ones I saw today. At my house, we mainly have crows. Yay for crows. :3 So I just had math class, and we just asked questions to review for the final, which is thursday. Yeah, so it was basically a review. Madii came to class for a second, but then I told her what we were going to do [she thought our review packet was due today, but it's due wednesday], and then she said she was feeling sick...so she went home. I rarely see her come to class, any class. Kinda sucks. Umm...the weekend...well, it seemed like it went by really slowly, but now I feel like it went quick. Saturday I did nothing. Corey went to work so I just did whatever I wanted...which was mainly work on my Utena vector. I played some piano, went on the computer, played my PSP...really did nothing. Started watching Shugo Chara, which is quite cute. :3 The one guy totally makes me think he should belong in Loveless though. XD Ok, so then yesterday. UGH. UGH. F-ing UGH. My brother was supposed to work, but no, he's a freaking hypochondriac wuss that thinks something's always mortally wrong when there isn't. See, at his job, he is basically the stock guy in the grocery department...he puts things away, opens boxes, carries out stuff...real "physical" labor. Well, apparently [according to him] he really injured himself at work. I can tell ya, he probably just strained his back lifting something and same with his knees. Before this job, he was sitting-lethargy in-a-can for roughly 10 months. Yeah, he didn't do anything...so of course his body won't be used to such things!! So anyhoo, when I was trying to sleep in the morning, I heard the beeping of the phone dialing. I thought, "NOOOo. CRAP. Please, no." I knew he was going to call off work...*sigh* and he did...and that just set my day off wrong. Whenever he's home, he ruins my day. I don't get to do what I want to do; I'm controlled by his agenda. Of course, it's not like it's THAT bad, but in the morning, I seriously did not want to see his face. He always calls off work whenever there's something a tiny bit wrong...and he really milks it for all its worth, too! All day it was, "Ahh, Kelsey, do this...do that...get this...I can't walk. You have to carry Totoro [our dog]; I can't do it..." All freaking day. He was limping everywhere as if he were really badly hurt. I didn't want to be his caretaker for the day; I wanted to finish my Utena vector, wallpaper, do homework, and play games. Sure, I ended up doing those things, but all in my span of 2 hours that I got to myself...that's it. Now you can see why I don't get to visit often. My "computer time" is usually only an hour or 2...that's not enough to do everything I want. *sigh* ARGH. I'm so tired of my brother's [forgive my language] bitching and whining. That's what it is, too. And then I have to put up with his ordering me around and his making fun of me. Like I said before, he always makes fun of my hair, saying that I look like an 80's rocker guy. WTF. Sorry, I complain about him a lot, but he just makes me so angry!! Yesterday sucked cause of him. :( I'm sorry. I'll stop now... I did finish my utena vector (link to click on up there somewhere *points up post*), and then I made my wallpaper. It didn't turn out at all like I wanted initially, but oh well. I guess it's ok. I don't really like the text/title...and I kinda wish I didn't change the colors from my original. Hmm...well, please check it out, ok? Thanks. Umm...so this is my last "normal" week of school. Finals start thursday. I have math and French on Thurs., history on Friday, nothing on monday, and then health on Tuesday...and then I'm done! Then it's summer break for me! ^_^ Woohoo! Too bad I still have to get through more work and stress before then...argh. Well, this post is long enough, eh? I kinda wrote a lot more than I thought I would...sorry. I hope those of you that visit me won't mind. *hugs* No amv, too lazy. Thank you so much for visiting me, and I'll try to comment more. I appreciate your reading my ranting. Take care!

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Friday, April 25, 2008

Warning: thanks, morning, low self-esteem, yesterday, & sorry

Hello, guys/girls. :3 Arigatou for the comments!! You're the best. As I always say, I'm amazed when I get any cause I totally don't deserve them. I appreciate all of those that still take the time to put up with my posts. Soubi.Risa, Aiten, and Fox, it's great seeing you guys again! No need to say sorry...because I know you guys aren't doing it on purpose! You can only comment when you can, and I don't mind. Like I've said, I have trouble finding time to comment often lately, so it's ok. *hugs* Yes, thanks, I've been quite busy because of school and whatnot...and you all seem to be, too. Good luck to all of us. Thanks again for everything! Ah, this is the first day in a while when I could just go to the library to post and relax! I have enough hours in the French computer lab [that wretchedly hot sauna of a room] so I don't have to go there anymore. It's so nice and cool in the library. I'm currently wearing the shirt I got yesterday at hot topic. :3 It's so cute. I have a bag with the same Skelanimal on it, too, that I use all the time. I always feel weird when I wear a shirt that has a lower neckline though. ^^; *feels naked* I'm a super conservative dresser...that likes covering up what little I have. -__- *sigh* You know, I love wearing clothes from Hot Topic [it's like all I wear], but I can't seem to complete the look. It's my hair. My stupid hair. I'm now going to go on a hair rant. Ok, so I have long, light brown (kind of a dark strawberry blond at times) hair. It's wavy. It's plain. I always just put it up in a pony-tail because I'm too lazy to do anything with it. The problem is that I don't WANT to cut it, but a part of me wants it to be styled and maybe short. :( The main part of me wants to grow my hair longer to have it stand out since so many people have short hair these days. And my mom has uber long hair [roughly 5 ft. in length; it goes down to her ankles] so she's an inspiration to me...BUT!! My hair sucks! My older brother Corey always says I look like some 80's rocker guy with it down, and what made me feel really bad about how I look was a comment from a "friend." She's my friend, but I don't know anymore! On Wednesday, I noticed she got her hair cut, and so I complimented it; I took down my hair, and the first thing she says is that I look like Janyce Joplin [ok, spelling probably very wrong], and unless I'm wrong, he's a very ugly rocker guy. Go figure. So because of that, my brother's comments, and just my low self-esteem in general, I keep thinking that I should change my hair...since I'm so freaking ugly. I find myself putting myself down a lot more lately. I'm not usually so self-conscious about how I look, but these days I'm always thinking, "Man, I'm FUGLY. I don't even want to look at myself. What are other people thinking about me?" *sigh* And just because I'm thin, I always worry that people think I have an eating disorder; duh, no I don't. It's so retarded. I felt bad about myself after a person's English presentation on Wed. Their research topic was on the media's affect on women and their views on themselves. The girl doing the presentation kept saying that models these days are all skinny, and therefore, unhealthy. "Girls should have curves and actually have boobs!" I took offense because I'm very small; EXCUSE me for NOT having BOOBS. I'm naturally small and thin; for some reason I don't gain weight, but that doesn't make me unhealthy. I know; she wasn't talking directly to me...but I still took offense to her presentation...I spent 10 minutes after class stating my case to my teacher... *sigh* Anyhoo, so yesterday I had health class and history. In health, we got into groups and answered these pointless questions. Then I had history; we took some notes and debated globalization and things like that going on in today's world, like the whole oil crisis and other trading stuff. It was kind of interesting. I got back my take-home exam/essay. I got an A. :3 Somehow. I don't know how I get A's like this. Umm...after school, mom and I went to the mall! I gots me some manga and the next 12 Kingdoms novel [yay!]. Well, technically, 2 manga and a manhwa [Korean manga]. *cough*yaoi*cough* XD Then I had lunch, and then we went to Hot Topic. I got two shirts: the one I showed you and another super cute one, this hoodie. Hmm...then we went home...I had to put up with more of my brother's complaining about everything. *sigh* GAWD, he kills me. Then I worked more on my vector. Click Here if you want to see a crappy preview of what I have so far. The original is here. I have no life. ~_~ Oh, sorry. Um, last night my dad came home from a business trip to Las Vegas...he came home at 1am. Crap, that's late. It was very disturbing. Argh. I'm tired. Anyhoo, I should end this soon, ne? No one really cares about what I'm saying anyway!!!! Thanks to those that do. I'll try to comment more today and this weekend, but don't count on me too much. :( Sorry. Here's an amv *chooses randomly* Sorry if this post was annoying, too long, or not long enough!! Thanks for visiting, and have a great weekend!

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Warning: thanks, oofuri, walk, yesterday, wp/myO, & sorry

Thank you for the comments. 7 isn't too bad! Though they were quite short...which is fine. I totally understand. :3 It was still nice hearing from all of you! I haven't seen a lot of you in a long time--Twists of rain, divinejudgement, and Angelbest. I'm glad that some people haven't totally abandoned MyO. *hugs* It seems that most of you don't really care for the circus, for different reasons. That's ok. I only started going 3 years ago, and the past 2 times were really great...it's just this time wasn't. I understand your reasons for not liking them though. ^^; Thanks for the encouragements with everything else, too. Arigatou for the comments! I've been changing my avatar around...to Oofuri ones. I just can't choose which one I want to use. XD I really like the one I'm using on AP, but I wanted to use a different one here. So I'm using what I'm using now. I'm on an Oofuri binge lately...it's the only thread/forum I post on at AP, and only one other person replies, too. It's quite funny. We're the only ones keeping it alive! I really recommend the anime! :3 It's the baseball one...it's too short though...I wish I could read the manga. Anyhoo, I'm in that freaking hot French computer lab right now. It's even worse today because it's rather warm outside. *slumps* And I was outside for quite some time, taking a walk with George and Gage (the handicapped man and his guide-dog). We set it up to walk today (well, he rides around in his wheelchair), and I thought it was at 11 because that's when my math class ends, but he thought 10:30. :( So he was waiting all that time. I felt so bad!! He said it was ok, and all was well anyway because we still got to go for a walk. ^^ Like I said, it's rather warm today, so it was nice. Gage ran free in the grass...he also *cough* did his duty *cough*, and I got the wonderful job of picking up after him. XD I didn't mind though. Put that plastic bag over my hand, and I'm good to go! Um, so after walking around, talking, chasing after Gage when he started barking at these people...oh, and we had another close encounter with a car. ^^; Anyhoo, after that, I came here. I'm glad I didn't miss him this time! Good thing he came back to the library and didn't leave, or else it would've been like last week. Ok, let's see...yesterday was an average day. Health [notes], history [notes], and graphic design [finished candy wrapper, learned more useless crap on Quark, and worked on/finished the business card/envelope/letterhead project]. The business package project is our last project. :3 I'm doing it for my dad's business...which unfortunately is the least creative thing in the world. The card and whatnot is probably the most business-looking business...strict...boring...ever. [That wasn't a sentence...] But I like how it turned out. I hope my dad ends up really using my designs. Nothing different happened at home. My next wallpaper will be another vector one, this time of Utena. So I've been working on that off and on...I only just finished her outlines. I used to make so many more wallpapers more often, but I haven't had the time to lately, and also, I spend more time on them than before. I used to be able to crank out a wallpaper a day in just an hour, but now I work days and hours on them. ^^; I guess it's because I joined AP. They demand super perfect high quality wallpapers. Um, now I'll say something about theO/MyO. :( Everyone seems to be leaving...not just MyO to go to VV, but also leaving all together! *sigh* My friendslist is so barren, and most that just post on VV now...well, I don't go on there that often. I barely ever post there so it's like I'm forgotten because I still just post here. Why is it so hard to visit myO? Why can't Adam fix the site?? I wish things were back to how they were. :( I probably won't hear from 75% of my friends again...even friends that post here sometimes rarely comment me. I feel so abandoned!! T__T Sorry, I know I'm not the only one feeling this... Sorry again for not commenting much. I tried to get to sites in the past couple of days, both VV and here. It's the end of the year, so things are really busy. Thanks for putting up with me, those that have. Well, I have an oral French quiz today...oh goody, and in English I have to do my oral powerpoint presentation. :( Argh. It's going to suck. Stupid presentations and things! Anyhoo, I guess I'm at a loss for words right now. I should go so I can eat lunch...and I'm sure that you guys have had enough of me and my long posts. ^^; So hopefully this one was shorter. My life is uneventful and useless these days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for dealing with me still though. *hugs* Take care! [Mihashi w/a kitty. :3]

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