Friday, March 28, 2008

Warning: thanks, morning/dog, yesterday, brother, & amv

Hello. I'm posting at my more regular time today! Thank you so veryvery much for the comments, both on here and VV. I really appreciate them. You guys always manage to be there for me, huh? Even when I think no one will! And welcome to two new friends, Kytes and hihi4! It's nice to have more friends that are sticking with MO. Foxerz, you and wolf of sorrow had a great idea with that listing thing! :3 Anyhoo, those that haven't been here in a while...like Yug, Lute, anit4e, Emmah, darke, Sesshlu...wow, there's a lot of you. XD It's nice hearing from everyone that commented. About my mom, yes, she has these terrible allergies to just about everything (not food-wise though). Um, only my "old" friends on here know about that in detail. ^^; And about popularity, thanks for your insight about it all. From anime to theO's popularity...yes, it's a shame MO doesn't have its list back yet. Oh well. Thanks again! So I'm here in the library, my second day back to school from break. I do find it ridiculous that we didn't get these last two days off and this weekend...what's the point of going back for only thursday and friday? -__- Oh well. Um, so I just had math class (well, not just; that was about an hour ago now...), and we went over the assignment packet we had. I'm pretty sure I got some wrong...stupid trig. We have a test on monday, darn it. *sigh* After class, I came here to the library and talked some with George and Gage (handicapped man and his guide dog; they're, well, he's very sweet...the dog is sweet, too!). He's always so grateful to talk to me because barely anyone speaks with him just because he's "different." He's in a wheelchair, and he is mentally challenged in some ways. Anyhoo, he was so nice! He just asked me if I wanted to take Gage for a walk sometime. Since George can't go places other than concrete (cause of his wheelchair), he wanted me to walk him around campus. So I'm going to meet him monday and do that. :3 Gage is a black lab, rather large...I'm not used to that. XD Hopefully he won't drag me all around! He probably asked because he notices that I always pet Gage when I talk to him...and I always smile when I see dogs. XD I've told my family about this new friend of mine, and my oldest brother was like, "OOh, do you LIKE this guy??" Um. NO. Ewww. Sorry. I think he's about 50 years too old for me...thanks. ANYHOO, I guess I'll talk about yesterday? *thinks* So I had health class and history. In health, we had a guest speaker who talked to us about his life story with alcoholism...pretty boring. It was also torturous because I felt sick to my stomach the whole time. I zipped to the bathroom promptly after. >> Anyhoo again...I ate my snack, and then I had history. It was all taking notes like usual, but my teacher got off track some and was cracking his usual jokes. XD It's so funny because he has allowed us some extra credit opportunities! They were just randomly mentioned things here and there, but he promised it'd be fine! They have nothing to do with history--write a sonnet and read it to the class and/or watch this corny Lifetime romance movie and write a summary/review on it. XD After class...went home...ate...watched more anime (Oofuri, which I'm almost done with! No! :( And then...Yakitate Japan). My brother (corey) was a total pain yesterday. See, he is somewhat of a hypochondriac! Everything is a major health problem to him, and then he always acts helpless. This time he has some sort of lump beneath his chin (like a swollen gland in the throat), and he's thinking it's cancer. No. It wouldn't be. *rolls eyes* Or, "Maybe it's a tumor?" IT IS NOT A TUMOR. XD But really, it's very annoying and stressful listening to him complain, whine, and want attention and everything done for him...all the time. He acts like an invalid. And this isn't good because now he has a job. You see, he's been "making his own hours" at his work...the manager hasn't made a schedule, so my brother goes in whenever he wants. And that's barely ever! Sure, he has to work certain days, but it seems like he never works...he has NO motivation to do anything. Sorry, anyhoo...no new wallpaper yet (I need to think of something...no good ideas are coming), and I'm still stressed and worried about a lot of schoolwork and SLEEP. Last night was horrible. I won't go through it all, but I'm so very tired today...the sleeping pill took forever to work. T__T Ugh. Of course, I've still been rather down...don't worry, Yug, I'm not ready to hang myself at any moment! I'm afraid of death and don't want to kill myself, even if my thoughts say otherwise. *sigh* Anyhoo, I'll bring this to an end now. I have French soon so I need food...it's the weekend, yay, but I have homework, boo. Here's an amv that my dear Jungy had on her site. Enjoy! It's Air. Sorry if this post was rather long...I'm not sure if it was, but it seemed like it took me a while to write. I still have other things I could mull over, but I won't. I'll leave you at that! Thanks so much for visiting. *hugs* Have a good weekend! P.S. I uploaded new songs to my imeem list...so they're somewhere in the shuffled mix. They're by Hayley Westenra, who has a beautiful singing voice. I also uploaded a couple other songs that are from the "new" Mermaid Forest, so you'll just hear them when you come across 'em. :3

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Warning: thanks, much later post, sorry!!, today, yesterday, etc.

Hey, guys. Thanks for the comments!! I know, this post is A LOT later than I usually post...but at least I'm posting. ^^; I wasn't going to at all here since I didn't get the time, but I figured I should still...or else some people might worry! I probably won't get as many comments, but that's totally fine. :3 I love you guys no matter what! Thanks for all the encouragement in your last comments. It's wonderful to have such understanding and sweet friends. To all that haven't been here in a while, welcome back and thanks for commenting again! *hugs* And yet again, I must say a "farewell" to a good friend. Grifter99 has decided to take his leave from MO/theO. :( He's been a wonderful friend, and he'll be missed greatly. So goodbye and thanks for everything, Grif!! Anyhoo, thanks again to everyone. So why didn't I post when I usually do today? That's because I simply didn't have time to! And instead of just posting a short something quickly here or on VV, I just decided to wait...I wasn't going to post at all, but I might as well. I didn't have time earlier because we went to the chiropractor, and our appointment was at noon. ^^; That's TOO EARLY for me...I like sleeping in past 11, thank you...and I did...so that's why I didn't have time to post. I hope you all don't mind. Today's my last day of "spring break." I go back tomorrow. Ugh. T__T Back to the dreaded school. Back to homework, papers, projects, waking up early(-ish), stress (more than now). *sigh* And I didn't even work on any papers during my break...I probably should have, but I didn't want to. It's "break", I should've been relaxing, right? I ended up not really either...I think I felt more stressed than ever! Ok, so back to today. We (mom, Corey, and I) went to the chiropractor. I was so achy all over, and he really had to crack my back and neck good. XD Um, something that sucks is that our chiropractor had a fire at his office the other week. He's ok, and most of the place was fine...but they had to repaint a lot. Now, a lot of you probably don't know why that would be a problem for my family! To put it super simply, my mom and brother have allergies to fresh paint among other chemicals (it's more serious for my mom). So that meant...they couldn't go in, well, at least my mom couldn't. :( The chiro had to adjust her OUTSIDE; he brought out his massage table out back...poor mommy. After that...we went to the mall. I realized that anime is everywhere in so many stores now, at least the "mainstream" ones. I'm somewhat sad to see Death Note plastered all over the place in Hot Topic, Suncoast (dvd store), and Borders (books)...it doesn't seem special anymore. Suncoast is having their annual "Animania" night sometime soon...where you can come in cosplay, buy anime DVDs for half-price, and...I don't know. XD There's a contest. We never go, and I still don't want to go...but L was on the poster. Hehe. They had adorable Death Note magnets!! Have any of you seen them? Chibi L is freaking adorable! But again this brings up my point of, "It just doesn't seem special anymore!" Do any of you feel the same way? Or do you like anime becoming more mainstream? Anyhoo, I got one manga...lunch...and we went home. Now I am having "alone time" because my brother just left for work. Yesterday...I don't remember it all too much. I guess nothing special happened. *thinks* Stayed home? Watched more anime and played video games? Yup, that's all. TheO (VV) now has a member list and whatnot for "popularity" rankings in all categories. I'm not sure if that's a good thing...but I'm pretty happy about it. ^^;; Obviously because I'm in the lists. I can't believe it! I'm not trying to brag, and I really hope I don't offend you guys by saying this. But I'm in the top 10 for a couple things--overall and wallpapers...though not "all time." Well, whatever! I took screenshots so you could see. Several of you are in there, too! It's amazing! I just don't think the popularity thing for overall members is a good thing...or accurate; it's just based off of how many people subscribe to your World. ^^; Sorry, this post seems really...odd...and rambling, and I honestly don't know what I'm talking about. I don't think I'm making much sense! Why did I bother posting today?? I'm sorry for wasting your time! And sorry, but there's another reason why I'm a hypocrite, I guess! About the whole popularity thing...after all, I keep saying I'm not popular, and I don't care about that stuff, but I obviously do. *sigh* Sorry. Ummm...about making wallpapers, I'm not going to stop. I don't know when my next one will be, but I won't give up. Thanks again for the encouragement. I'll stop wasting you guys' time now! I hope this post wasn't TOO taxing. Sorry if it was. I'll take my leave. Thanks for being here for me. :3 *hugs*

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Monday, March 24, 2008

Warning: thanks, worries, easter, wp, week, & amv

Hi guys. *hugs* Thanks for your comments as usual!! Lots of long ones...and this time, there were separated paragraphs! [well, some of you knew about that being fixed!] Alex, Hanyuu, Nicole, and AiTenTen, it's soooo great hearing from you again. It's been a really long time especially from you, Nicole! ^^ And Skomie, that was so odd about your comment! I wonder what happened...so many problems around this place. Thanks, as usual, to those that gave me encouragement on everything. *hugs* You're all wonderful! Dafeather, I still think I'd want you to try to sing me to sleep! Hah! XD Thanks again everyone. *sigh* ~_~ I'm tired...of everything. Sorry!!! Um, last night was just the usual of how my "sleep" goes. I try for an hour, give up, take a sleeping pill. *sigh* And last night, before bed, I had the worst feeling of anxiety or depression of whatever! I think I have a bedtime phobia now. I've been disliking going to bed for so long now...that it really has become a time for me to worry! I don't WANT to rely on sleeping pills to sleep, but it seems that that's the only way I sleep these days. I worry about taking them; I worry about sleeping at all; I worry about when I have to wake up...just everything. :( My heart was beating so fast last night (anxiety!!), even while trying to relax and read. *sigh* And then I was thinking about the wallpaper I made...and how it definitely needs to be changed since I don't like it anymore. I shouldn't be so negative, and I'm trying to tell myself more positive things, but then I feel like a hypocrite. I feel like I'm lying, to myself and others. It's hard to truthfully feel like I'm "good" or like I'm worth things...and then I'm always giving you guys advice when I comment about how your feeling. I say how you should feel and go about feeling better, yet I can't do the same thing. -__-; Sorry. I'll stop being bleh in this post!! Let's talk about yesterday. It was Easter (and Skomie's b-day), so happy both of those holidays! In the morning, we went to church. It was boring, as usual, but then at the end...we all knew it was coming. On Easter sunday, the choir invites anyone that wants to sing the Hallelujah chorus up to do so. My dad always wants to, and we never let him. ^^;; But I knew he really wanted to this time, and I thought that it might be fun...so I went up with him. I didn't want to be separated from him up there, so I ended up standing in the Alto/Bass section of male singers. ^^;; Ahah. I obviously can't sing that low. So I tried my best to sing my soprano part...but it's hard when you're surrounded by all these old guys singing low! So I mouthed the words for most of the song. XD I only sang when I could HEAR my part. I felt kind of embarrassed being up there...being in the wrong section, but I didn't want to leave my dad. *is a frightened little kid in groups* That put my dad in a good mood...for a little bit. Not far after church, my dad got crabby again over little things and was yelling at my mom. -__- Oh well. Umm...then the rest of the day went as usual, but then later we colored eggs. Usually we dye eggs the day before Easter, but we didn't get to this time. They're all quite cool looking...but I like my brother's the best. I wish I took a pic of it. It's basically black with purple swirls. Mine are...not that great, but my hands sure are colorful. I don't think this dye will ever come off. I will forever have pink-splattered hands. It didn't help that I voluntarily painted my hands, too. XD After that...watched more Oofuri, and then I finished my wallpaper to go along with it. I don't particularly like it anymore, despite what I said in my description. I'm going to change it. That's what I was worrying about a lot last night...I need to get rid of the butterflies. Thanks for looking. I know it isn't popular at all. ^^; [edit: I got rid of the butterflies...and changed some other stuff. It was bothering me so much, I did it right away.] Let's see...umm...I'm also not happy that my spring break is coming to an end. I go back thursday. I should probably work on some homework this week...but I desperately don't want to. *slumps* I desperately DO want to go to the chiropractor though...my back and neck have been killing me. I don't know what we're doing today...but I'll try to visit you guys later. I hope I can get to some. Sorry I didn't visit yesterday or most of this weekend. :( Alright, here's an amv. It's a cool one that features my last favorite anime, Seirei no Moribito. It shows Balsa in all her coolness. *_* Enjoy. Sorry if this post was overly long!!! I needed to get this all out. ^^; Baaaahhhh...*sigh* Thanks for reading and commenting and being my friends. *hugs* Take care!

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Friday, March 21, 2008

Warning: thanks, post, morning, essay, yesterday, wp, & sorry

Arigatou, arigatou, minna-san. Thanks for all the comments. *hugs* I am still amazed that I'm getting more comments! I guess that means that people are still staying on MO...at least my friends are. ^^;; It's nice hearing from a lot of you that haven't been around in a while, too!! Miko-chan, Sesshy, Foxerz, wolfspeed, Kyofanatic, and Aya! I've missed you guys!! It's been probably the longest from you wolfspeed. *hugs* And no one needs to apologize. If more people haven't visited in a while, and I didn't mention your name, sorry! But just know that I'm glad to hear from you! Anyhoo, thanks for all the encouragement with everything. *hugs* You're all awesome. I wish I could really solve my problems though. ^^; Umm...I see barely anyone else watches sports anime; that's fine. XD So yeah, thanks again to everyone for everything! *hugs* This post is little later than usual...because my internet was being stupid this morning. Also, my brother is at work, and that means that I didn't have to rush to post at the time I usually do...before he gets up. -__- Yes, if you didn't know, I'm always on a strict time schedule when my brother's around. *sigh* So I'm always ecstatic when he works! That's why I so wanted him to find a job...which he finally has, although it's only part-time. Boo. Anyhoo, I haven't been doing too well mentally, in case you didn't know. ^^; Sorry. Some of you realized that more after reading my short post on VV...not that important. Forgive me for always using the word "hate," whether it's about other people or myself... Um, I'm tired. It was so hard to sleep (hah, as if it's ever easy for me) last night and this morning because of all the noise. As I've complained about before, I can't stand the wind. That's definitely my least favorite type of weather...so yeah, it was extremely loud last night and this morning with the wind banging the shutters outside our windows. UGH! And then this morning, my dog was barking for (mostly) no reason, the doorbell rang...and my brother slammed the door closed when he left. As for the doorbell, a policeman was at the door, looking for the previous family that lived here. [we moved in last year] Apparently they have a lot of things that need paying...or something...a whole stack of papers with their names on it. ^^; Yeah, they're in trouble. And the police can't find them since they never updated their address at the post office [we keep getting their mail]. So who knows what's going on there! I just updated my "poem world" on VV. This time it isn't a poem; it's my essay for English that I wrote last semester on blogging. Some of you might remember me talking about it...or complaining about it. XD I even submitted it for publishing on theO...but I'm not sure if it'll be accepted. I thought that a lot of people would be interested in reading it...since blogging is what we do here on MyO/theO! Ne? *hugs* [it was accepted as a "fan word" so please check it out!] Yesterday...let's see...well, I was in my crappy mood all day, but then again it seems like I'm down all the time. :( Um, we went out...and went to this sporting goods store to shop for shoes (for me and Corey since he had off from work). After a lot of waiting and dealing with absolutely terrible employees, we got some new shoes. Sneakers, yay. After that, we went to Walmart, ate, and gots me some new glasses. Well, I didn't get them YET. It takes over a week for Walmart to get glasses done...I was lucky enough to find a new pair of frames that look pretty good on me (I guess) so those will get my new prescription. My eyes got a bit worse since last time. Now I'm -4.25 in both eyes. Thank goodness I found a new pair though, instead of having new lenses placed in the ones I'm wearing now, because then I'd have to go blind for over a week. ^^; Umm...at home...nothing else really happened. The other day I submitted my new wallpaper. A lot of you already saw it, but if you didn't, please check it out. I think I'm really rambling in this post...I'm honestly not following anything that I'm saying. I'm kind of just unconsciously typing. I think I've been unconsciously doing things a lot this past week...I've been thinking and thinking and worrying about other things so much in my mind that I can't focus on what I'm doing at the moment. Argh. *sigh* Forgive me as usual for my lack of comments, too. It's hard to focus on other people's lives as well as my own at the moment. ^^; But thank you so much for being here for me. I guess I'm done...typing for now. I can't think of other things to say, although I can...but they'd just be self-deprecating thoughts anyway, and it'd probably take up a lot of space. ^^; Sorry! No amv today. *hugs* Thank you all so very very much for being such great friends!! I'll try to visit when I can. Take care! Have a great weekend and Easter!

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Warning: thanks, worries, thoughts, yesterday, oofuri, glasses, & amv

Wow, you guys! Thanks so much for the comments. How did I get so many??? I feel bad because so many people are not getting as many as they used to...and here it seems that I'm getting more. ^^;; I guess that shows that MyO isn't dead! We will survive, ne? *hugs* Thanks for the comments on my wallpaper!! I'm glad you all liked it. And thanks for the words of advice and whatnot about my worries...and spring break. Let's see, who hasn't been here in a while? Hoaryu, KD, and Kilwoon!! Other people haven't graced me with their presence either, but these guys have been MIA for quite a long time. :3 So welcome back! Thank you for checking out Passive Dissent! I'll put the link in here again. Thankies for everything, my dear friends! *hugs* Boo. My spring break is dissipating so very quickly! I still have a week left though. I just wish I could have a break where I didn't worry about anything. Even though that's the basis for breaks...*sigh* I've been worrying about projects and papers that are due sometime after break. And I mean someTIME, like late April! T__T I'm the type that worries and worries about things like that that are due...but doesn't want to work on them ahead of time. It's the principal of the thing, you know? It's BREAK; therefore, I shouldn't have to do school work. But maybe the beginning of next week I'll do something...*sigh* I worry about too many things. From schoolwork to commenting to sleep and wallpaper-making! Ugh. I just want to shut my mind up. The other night...while I was trying to sleep (haha), I was thinking about a lot of things! My main focus, however, was my bad memories with these 2 friends that abandoned me. I was reliving everything I went through and all that they said and did to me. If I wrote it all out, it'd end up being 5 pages at least. It's just...I wish I could erase memories and people like that from my mind. But instead I always remember them...and mull over the bad things. I think that's why I have trouble sleeping...I can never think of GOOD things while trying to sleep. ^^; "Just think of good and happy things to put you to sleep!" Yeah, OK. *rolls eyes* I just can't seem to. Anyhoo, I'll talk about yesterday and whatnot...I haven't been doing much. Stayed home all weekend and monday and yesterday. I haven't posted on VV at all since last friday, except that I did post on Passive Dissent yesterday. :3 It would be awesome if you could all go there, read it, and think about joining, too. Um, aside from Clannad, I started watching Oofuri (Ookiku Furikabutte), which is a baseball anime! I really love it. XD I tend to like sports anime a lot. ^^; The main character, Mihashi (a pitcher), cracks me up...because he's so wussy! He's always crying about everything. And maybe it's just my imagination [fangirl imagination], but it seems like he and Abe-kun (another guy, the catcher) have a thing for each other. Teehee. Yes, I don't think this anime is supposed to be shonen-ai...but sometimes it seems like it could be. I'll put a pic here of them: Abe-kun ----- Mihashi Anyhoo, other than the usual stuff, I haven't done anything! I started a new wallpaper yesterday (of Misuzu), but I don't know if I'm liking how it's turning out. -__- We'll just see. I played more PSP goodness...like LocoRoco and Patapon. Those games are so cute and fun! They make me smile. ^_^ And not many things make me smile these days! Dogs/puppies and those games! Hah. I'm sure there's more, but eh. Soo...I'm running out of things to say. Today I'll be going out...to the eye doctor's! Yes, I'll finally get my eyes checked and hopefully get new glasses. Then I can see again. Well, I'll stop wasting your time now. Here's an amv that my friend Vicki-chan (infiniterain141) made! I love it! Thank you all so very much for still being my friends! *hugs* For being with me and putting up with my complaints and worries and everything. I'm sorry again for my lack of comments. I'm trying my best...though my best isn't that great. :( Sorry. *hugs* Thanks again. Have a good couple of days!

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Monday, March 17, 2008

Warning: thanks, break, VV, weekend, wp, & sorry

*hugs hugs hugs* Awww. Thanks so much for all the comments!! I got a lot...especially from totally awesome friends, which is all of you. XD I haven't heard from many of ya! Skomie, Jay, Driffter, Shishou, doas, and Necury...but unfortunately, that's the last comment from Necury. :( Since she's leaving MO/theO. I'll miss you. But with an absence comes a new friend! Wolf of Sorrow, welcome! *hugs* Thanks to everyone for the, yes, "ugly" long comments. I wish that adam would hurry up and fix these comment boxes. It's so hard to read huge block comments. Thanks for the comments on my wallpaper and everything else. You're all awesome friends. Wow, this is the first day in a long time...that I'm posting from home! In my bed! XD That's because I'm on Spring break now. It doesn't seem that great...so far, but oh well. I have a little over a week off, and I'll take that! But you know, when I was younger, I always thought that college students had HUGE spring breaks, like a month off. ^^; I guess it's because of the commercials or movies or whatever...where it's "YEAH! SPRING BREAK!" and they're all partying. Hah, as if I'd "party" anyway. So yeah, here I am, at home, with my dog at my feet, posting. I'm hearing this strange sound outside...and I don't know what it is!! I stopped typing up my post to get my dog because I thought he was whining...but since he's here, and I'm still hearing it... ^^; Hmm. So, how are all of you adjusting to VV? XD As far as I'm hearing, and I'm also agreeing, most people are staying here! There are also several sites cropping up for "MyO Equality," if you will. Rallying against the inequalities brought about by the VV revolution. XD We demand equality! PM's! Better comment boxes! A link to both sites! Etc. Ok, but yeah. Kitabug has a site for that..."Passive Dissent." I'm still trying to get to it...it's a World, and yeah; it's like impossible to search for things on VV. -__- Anyhoo, yeah. I have more complaints about there, but I'll just mention the ones about wallpapers. "Views." WTF are "views." Are they downloads or just people looking at the wallpaper? And then "hugs"? Those are separate from faves...I wish it was like before, kind of. And wallpapers are organized by either "most active" or "freshest," that's it. I thought we were going to be able to search by artist and whatnot! Argh. [click the banner for "passive dissent"] Umm...there isn't much to talk about as far as my weekend goes...I didn't do anything. I stayed at home both days, and my brother Corey had work (wow, that's amazing). Derek (oldest bro) was sick and still is...with a flu so he's been miserable alone at his apartment. :( He didn't want anyone to get sick, so yeah. My friend Karen wanted me to do things with her and my other friends...but we ended up not doing anything, which was totally fine by me. I didn't want to anyway. I'm becoming more and more anti-social, and I guess I don't mind... I've been a pile of depressed crap lately, too. If you read my post on VV, you also saw that I went through a "I hate people" rant. My dear friend Neko Nana Mode has cheered me up though. Thanks again, Nana. To thank him, I made him a wallpaper. I worked on it a lot on saturday and a lot yesterday, too...it took a while, and it was a lot of work, but I guess it was worth it! ^_^ I like it, and I love the characters and anime it's from anyway. XD Maria-sama ga Miteru's Sei and Yoko. Thanks to those that already commented and whatnot on it. If you haven't seen it, please take a look! Let's see...what else to talk about...umm...I'm finally going to start watching Clannad. I finished Seirei no Moribito last week...I haven't been watching as much anime, but I've been playing lots of video games. ^^; I don't really know what else to say...and I'm not feeling well. I need breakfast. I barely ate anything yesterday. I guess I just didn't feel like it. :( Argh. I wish I could get natural sleep...I think everything is just piling up on me...the stress. Even these sites (MO and theO) are stressing me about because of commenting. I'm really sorry that I haven't commented that much lately. :( I haven't been getting to anyone...I'm sorry. It's just harder this way, and again, I'm feeling stressed. I'll do the best that I can though. No amv, sorry. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me...and just being here for me in general. I hope you have a great couple of days. Take care!

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Friday, March 14, 2008

Warning: thanks, morning, today, psp, wp, & short post

Thanks for the comments, friends! *hugs* I'm glad that I haven't been completely abandoned here on MO. XD It's just so hard to know who's going to update where and comment where as well!! I feel like I've lost a lot of friends to VV. :( Anyhoo, thank you for *sneezes* WTF. Stupid sneezing...umm...no. Thank you for everything. :3 For the compliments on my vector etc. and also the pity for my health class...and the "narutard." It's so funny that 3 or 4 of you guys used that term, and I never knew it existed!! XD *is stupid* But yeah...scary. Thank you again for all you guys said! Unfortunately, I have another gym class to do today...so I really need to type super quickly. :( I got to the library later, too, so I REALLY don't have much time. I suppose days like this are the ones where I should just post on VV, but I don't want to seem like I'm neglecting MO...which I most certainly AM NOT. *hugs* Feel free to check out my worlds though...I added another poem to my poem world the other day. It's an older one. Anyhoo, I just had math, and now I have this sinking feeling...of sinking. I hate trig!!! I don't really understand its concepts...I can never draw the graphs or the little diagrams that go along with world problems. Madii, however, is really good at trig...she actually likes it! She's an awesome artist, and I think she just likes it because she puts more effort into the drawings than the math. XD I couldn't breathe well at all last night so it was extra hard to fall asleep...even with my sleeping pill. *sigh* I'm a pathetic mess. -__- BUT...at least after today...I'm on spring break! Then I can attempt to sleep naturally and not worry about waking up early the next day. Umm...so I have gym after this, and today I'm doing "fitness center," which I'm fearing. I do believe it's going to be lifting weights, running on the treadmill, crap like that T___T And I certainly can't do those things...my scrawny arms are worthless and weak. I even struggle to "make" a muscle. XD Ugh. I should be feeling happy that I'll be on break...but I'm not! I just find it hard to be "happy" these days. *sigh* Like I should've been jumping for joy yesterday...I didn't have classes, and I got MY PSP in the mail. :3 It's for an "Easter gift" though. Yeah, we get gifts on Easter...from the easter bunny. *laugh* But anyhoo, so I got my own PSP yesterday; now my brother isn't the only one! Though he still hogs all the games...all the games are HIS, but at least I can borrow them. Whatever. So I got it, but there's a deep scratch on the screen and some broken pixels. Darn. It was used, but the seller said "perfect, no scratches". BAH. Oh well... I really need to go soon so I'll wrap this up. I'll put in my newest wallpaper again in case you didn't see. I really love it...my second vector (if you don't know what that is, look it up! XD It's like re-drawing an image with the pen tool). I submitted it to AP, but its rating isn't that great...ratings are stupid there; they're based off of the amount of comments, downloads, and favorites...and barely anyone faves my wallpapers. :( Boo. So yeah, here it is again though. Balsa from Seirei no Moribito (I just finished watching that yesterday! It was awesome!) Sorry, no amv today. No time. *hugs* Thanks soo much for visiting me. I'll try to visit you guys...wherever you are...when I can. Take care. Have a good weekend!

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Warning: thanks, gym, yesterday, vector, & shorter post

Thank you all a ton for the comments!! *hugs* :3 I got many from people that haven't visited in so long!! I've missed you guys. Yug, shi-chan, Rachel, and Kazu-chan!! Welcome back! And thanks again to those that have been commenting. I really appreciate it. ^_^ Umm...let's see...I don't have much time to post today so I'll just skip the specific replies; sorry!! But thank you all again! Yes, see...on days like this I assumed I'd post on VV, but I didn't. XD I don't have much time to post...like only 10 minutes, and I usually have roughly 2 hours (though I don't use all that time of course...it takes me around 30 minutes or so to post my usual posts). The reason for this is because it's activity week...in other words, I have gym 2 days this week, and today is one of them. I signed up for pickleball again like last time. If you don't know/remember what it is, it's like tennis played with ping pong paddles and a whiffle (sp?) ball. It's pretty fun...but this is just a hassle for me, especially since I have classes after it. :( Ugh. I'm going to go to French and English all gross and stinky and sweaty!! T___T Ok, I'll just have to not work so hard in it then. XD Friday will be the same, except that I signed up for "fitness center," which I don't like the sound of at all...*sigh* I just realized that I forgot to do something for English today. Boo. Oh well...I'll have until midnight tonight to do it. XD Umm...so I guess I'll talk about yesterday. I got to sleep in (kind of) because I didn't have health (since it's activity week), and then I had history. Another riveting class as always...with note-taking. But my teacher is so amusing. At least he makes it more fun. After that, I ate lunch...and then I had graphic design. That went nicely. :3 People are always envying my computer graphic skills! ^^ They ask me "how did you do that? Can you show me how to do this?" *feels special* But hmm...nothing else really special there. Oh, but this guy that's in my class...apparently likes anime. O__o Though all he mentioned was Naruto. He's kind of odd...and he was trying to talk to me...and let's just say I didn't want to talk back... Why do I always attract the creeps? At home...it was just a usual day, I suppose. I don't remember much...other than homework. I've been working on my newest wallpaper that I mentioned before. I AM, in fact, vectoring the scan. That was some crazy whim that got stuck in my head, and I'm following through with it...my wallpaper will probably be done within the next 3 days. I'm actually liking how the vector is coming along. ^^ And remember, this is only my SECOND one. If you'd like to see how it's coming along, here you go: Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others! THIS is the original scan that I'm vectoring. [edit: I finished the wallpaper tonight! Please check it out! Click!] Well...unfortunately I have to go soon. :( So this is a shorter post. I'll try and find an amv for you to watch. Enjoy! Thanks sooo much for visiting me, both here and VV. :3 *hugs* I love you guys!!! Oh, I forgot to say...I don't have classes tomorrow!! My history teacher "canceled," more like he didn't want to have class. XD So yay! I have off tomorrow, and my brother has work. ^^ Anyhoo, thanks again, and take care! [edit: nevermind...my brother DOESN'T have work tomorrow...what luck.]

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Monday, March 10, 2008

Warning: thanks, stupid internet & DST, worlds, weekend/yesterday, & sorry

^_^ *hugs* Thankies a ton for the comments, you guys! I'm always amazed at how many I get! I honestly didn't think I'd get so many, what with theO's VV and all...I assumed everyone would just stay there and not check here. XD But so far, I'm wrong. SO FAR. And so far it seems more people dislike it than like. adam should get a clue... I mean, sure, it looks all sleek and new, but it doesn't seem like many people are choosing it over MO. ^^;; Whatever! Anyhoo, thanks for the comments about my indecisiveness and all. Also, I'm glad you liked my wallpaper. I did change it a bit, but I haven't resubmitted it here. So yeah, thank you all for everything that was said. I appreciate it so much. Man...it took me forever to get to a computer that WORKED!! The library is full of computers that aren't working (internet-wise). So Madii and I (yes, she was in math class this time) were computer-hopping everywhere...trying to find one that could connect to the internet. We found one. Since she had to leave before me for her psychology class, I let her use it until she left, so now I'm on it. Jeez, doesn't the school know anything?? -__- But I feel sorry for the other people looking around as well. A girl sat behind me at a computer that I tried earlier that didn't work...and she's been trying for at least 15 minutes to go online. ^^;; She just left finally. Poor thing. At least I got to one...but if I didn't, I probably would've gone to the French lab because their comps would probably work. Anyhoo... If you didn't see my last post, or if you did and it was before I changed it...well, yeah, I changed it. I'm not going to copy and paste my posts in the both places. I'm staying here. It would be too much work to do that...and people (friends) should just know to look for me, right? ^^; Though I gotta say that it is kinda hard to keep track of everyone. :( And I'm going to be honest and say sorry again for not being able to comment much. I've barely commented anyone! Sorry!! Um, I did create another WORLD...it's my Poem world, where I'll post poems I write. I only have one up right now...the one I wrote the other day, but I was thinking of posting older poems, too; it's just that they're really depressing...and bring back bad memories. ^^; So yeah. I just don't know if I'll post them or not. We'll see. WTF. WTF is up with the library's internet? Ok, so now it isn't working...I might end up having to copy and paste this into word and post later. [that's what I had to do...] Ugh. -__- LAME. *sigh* But I'll just keep typing. Anyhoo, the weekend was pretty much a blur to me. Corey (brother) does, in fact, have a job now...at Sam's Club, which is one of those big "buy in bulk" warehouse stores. It's a shame...not to put down people that work there, but it's just not what he should be doing with his college degree in business. He's the grocery guy. He puts milk away. *sigh* Oh well...but at least he has a job and is out of my hair for portions of the week. Like he was out for most of Saturday. Yesterday was the first day of freaking daylight savings time. I HATE DST!!! WHY??? Why do we still use it? It's pointless. We don't save time...it just wastes time (like sleep). Ugh. So I was still laying in bed when it said "12:30." XD Corey got up past 1! (but it feels like noon...) The day went like usual--nothing special, just watching anime etc. I was supposed to go with my dad to help out more with the old house [which is finally sold!! Closing day is next monday!!], but for some reason he decided against it. Fine with me. If you're wondering what anime I'm currently watching, it's Melody of Oblivion (I've watched it once before, and it's still pretty good) and Seirei no Moribito. Seirei is a really awesome anime. :3 I'm loving it like 12 Kingdoms. There aren't that many episodes though (26). My next wallpaper is of the main character, Balsa. She's awesome. It's just a shame that the one and only Seirei wallpaper on animepaper uses the same scan I'm going to use. ^^; And I don't know what I'm going to do with it. I MIGHT attempt to vector it...but my first vector wasn't such a success, and I'm afraid this will take too long. I'll just have to see... At night we went out to eat. We rarely go out for dinner...and we just shouldn't. ^^; It never turns out well. Ok, the clam chowder was good, but my steak...I ordered "medium", so that should be somewhat pink inside. They gave me an almost-burnt hunk of meat. It would be considered "well-done." -__- I didn't want to send it back though...cause it'd take too long, but man. Hmm...nothing else of interest there. But speaking of food, my mom made the best fried rice ever the other day!!! >_< I loved it!! I loved it so much that I remade it for breakfast the next morning with extra egg...oh...SO GOOD!!! XD Ok, I'm getting hungry now!! I better stop soon. So like I said, I'm mainly posting on here, but I'll post random shorter posts and poems on VV. Oh, this week is activity week so I won't have much time to post on wednesday and friday like usual. :( I don't know if I'll post here or VV then. Whatever. We'll see, right? Umm...I guess that's it. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me, sorry for not commenting...and take care! Have a good day! [also sorry that this was so long!!! :( ]

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Friday, March 7, 2008

Warning: thanks, posting, indecisive, morning, yesterday, classes, wp, & sorry

Hello! ^_^ Thanks a ton for all the comments [at both myO and VV]!! I don't know how I'm getting so many. O__o It's quite amazing. I thought that with the arrival of VV, that people would just desert and never comment! So thank you all! Aya, I know what you mean, and it's ok. :3 I'm still posting here so don't worry! But you are quite vehement on the topic and almost angry. :( Don't worry; people will still be your friends no matter where they post. *hugs* Anyhoo, thanks for those that looked at my "painting" I had in my last post. XD Cool, ne? I got comments from several people whom I haven't heard from in a while! So welcome back. :3 And no need to apologize. *hugs* Thanks again for all the awesome comments!! Ok, Announcement time! I have a WORLD on VV, and yes, I WILL USE IT. No, I'm not abandoning myO at all. I'm going to post on here. If you go to my world, at the top you'll see my new policy for posting. One thing that's different is that if I want to post on a day I usually don't post...and just say something totally random that came to mind, that will be done on my WORLD. So whatever. ^^; Main day posts on here and obscure posts on there. Is that fine? Sorry for any inconvenience. :( I hope that it'll work out. If not, I'll come up with another plan. I'm just so indecisive with things. I can never make my own decision on anything! That's why I'm always asking you guys about what I should do...and even at home I can never make up my mind. I honestly stand and stare at the pantry forever...just trying to decide what snack to eat. 5 minutes pass, and I haven't come up with anything...so I walk away empty-handed! Unless someone tells me what to eat. -___- I guess I'd make a good robot...or slave. *sigh* But yeah, that's why I'm so confused as to what to do about VV and posting...argh!! And commenting!! It would be PERFECT if they just had a thing to showed everyone that's updated on both VV and myO. Boo. So anyhoo, I'm in the library right now...and I just had math. For once, Madii came to class! Hah! XD She didn't tell me why she wasn't in class before...she was really dancing around that topic. Hopefully she hasn't been with her boyfriend. >> Math was boring, of course, but at the same time confusing. I hate trig. I've learned it years ago so it's really all review for me, but I hated it then...and I still hate it. Stupid cosines and sines!!! Go die!! Plus, as you guys should remember, my math teacher doesn't "teach." *rolls eyes* She copies verbatim the examples in the book. Anyhoo, I've been sleeping...thanks to sleeping pills unfortunately still. My doctor only gave me 4 because of the insurance company not covering it or something...bah!! Rip-offs. Sooooo...yesterday. *thinks* I had health and history class. Again, in health class, we were talking more about stress vulnerability and how to handle it etc. And again, I couldn't look my teacher in the eye. ^^; I swear, I kept thinking that all of the suggestions and symptoms were directed at me!! "Insomnia, depression, low self-esteem"...blah, blah...It's like, "I KNOW." *sigh* Even though I don't particularly have a very "stressful life," I don't handle it well, and I cause myself to go through this cycle of being depressed and not sleeping well. *sigh* Anyhoo, after that, I had history class. We talked about WWI...boring...took notes. The classes I never get to talk about are the ones on Monday/Wed.: English and French! So I'll just briefly say something about them. French class was canceled on wednesday, and that pissed me off cause I was rushing to do my homework for it right before. And I obviously didn't need to. -__- She didn't tell us ahead of time though! As for English, I dislike it very much because we're doing a research paper. My teacher wants us to do all these steps in between (outline, annotated bib, etc.), and they're so annoying. I hate them, and I hate research papers. Sooooo stressful. Yes, stress right there. Back to yesterday. When I got home, it was just a normal day...and later I made a new wallpaper. Some of you have already checked it out so thank you!! ^_^ Unfortunately, I don't like it too much. Then again, that's how it is with most of my wallpapers these days. The more I look at them, the more I hate them...but it's nice to see that some people like them. Thanks. Wow...it's finally the weekend. Crazy. I forgot! This week has gone by kinda quickly for once! I dont' remember most of the week...and I'm sure it's because of the pills. ^^; Boo. Um, my brother Corey is at his orientation for his job today. FINALLY. He'll get a job....though it's only part-time, darn it. Argh...let's see...anything else to ramble on about? Probably, but I don't want to waste your time anymore. No amv today either. :( Sorry. *hugs* Thanks a billion for visiting me whether it be on VV or MO! I love you guys. Sorry again for not commenting as much as I should...it's so hard to find the time. T__T Sorry. Have a good weekend!

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