Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Warning: thanks, VV, morning/storm, yesterday, art, HW/depressed, & amv

Thank you for the comments, everyone!! *huggles* I love you guys!! Even through all these tough times (as in, theO move and MY life), you guys are still here for me. :3 I didn't get to read your comments because of the "hideous" layout...and it's kinda hard for me to read them since there's no spaces in between paragraphs and whatnot. ^^; It's just all one big pile of text! But thanks for answering my questions regardless!! The reason I asked the one about clothes is because of myself. I wear things from Hot Topic, mainly black and, you know, that kind of style...but my personality isn't exactly "goth" or whatever. Sure, I'm depressed often, but eh...anyhoo, thank you all again for the comments. *hugs* I hope to stick with you guys for a lot longer, whether on here or VV. Yes, so about VV...the new version vibrant is up and running. It looks really nice, but I'm soooo confused by it. I really wish that there was an "import friends" option or something to retrieve all youse guys from myO list to there. I have no clue how to add friends (or "subscribers") on there...well, I KNOW how, but I don't know how to find previous friends. It's so confusing!! T___T And you have to come up with a name for your "world" (blog)? I don't know what I'm doing. I don't really like change...at all...and this is a lot of change. So I might just stay here and simply submit my works there, like usual. I like how they accept larger resolutions and allow for more editing/resubmitting of wallpapers now! That's cool at least. But then again, I've had that same power on animepaper. XD You know what's interesting? How many of you updated here on MO these past couple of days!! More people updated on here now that VV is up than before. You'd think the opposite. And, well, I didn't visit anyone. :( I'm really sorry. *sigh* So yeah, I don't know what I'm doing about this whole VV. That's why I wanted to know what you guys were doing...I'll probably just stick to MO, but if any of you get a blog there then I'll visit! I'm just extremely confused at the moment, and it's normal I suppose. XD It's a whole new thing! [and people that haven't been on here in a long time have no clue what's going on...] ANYHOO, enough of that, so I'm in the library right now, and I just had math class. It was boring as usual. Madii, as usual, wasn't in class. That's not good. ^^; She's missed a lot...but I guess she doesn't care. Oh well. Last night we had a HUGE STORM!! It's so odd and out of place for this time of year. We had a thunder storm. And the winds were up to 60 mph! O__o It was crazy. And my poor mommy couldn't sleep [I did cause of sleeping pills...] because of the stupid f-ing window shutters! Bah!! Knocking against the house like crazy...she said she finally fell asleep at 4 with cotton balls in her ears and her shirt covering her head. :( Yeah...um, so yesterday [well, I could talk about all the other days I didn't post, which was a lot...but I won't] I had health, history, and graphic design. In health, we talked about "stress management," and we took this quiz thing to tell you how you manage stress. XD I had, well, just about the lowest you could get. No, my number was the highest, but it was the lowest as far as how well I handle stress...so in other words, I don't do well. I suppose stress is what has been depressing me and causing me to not sleep. *sigh* It sucks!!! Rawrr! And I was uncomfortable the whole class cause I felt [mentally] singled out...as if everything was pointing to me! Anyhoo, then I had history, which I don't really remember too well...we talked about late 1800's Japan though. :3 And guess what? For those of you that remember, my teacher was pronouncing "daimyo" wrong, and after class I told him how it should be. Well, he's been remembering!! And he's been pronouncing it correctly now, and if he accidentally says it wrong, he corrects himself. Amazing. Then I had graphic design. We started using photoshop after we showed off our zoo posters (I showed you guys mine a few posts ago). Lots of people really liked it, but I find it odd that they kept pointing out the text on the side: "I think you could've had that text brigthter or something, maybe bigger, etc." Like, those were the only comments I was getting...what about the rest of its amazingness???? HUH?? I guess they were jealous...haha...I dont' know. Anyhoo, on photoshop we were "painting" a landscape. This was the first time we used PS in class so it was all new to most people (not me obviously), so we followed along with what our teacher was doing. After the tutorial we were supposed to create our own landscape painting. I liked how my trial one was so I just kept it and added to it and whatnot. I liked how it turned out so here it is: Last night I was terribly busy with homework...all English. I had to do an annotated bibliography. -__- And it took forever since I didn't work ahead on it at all...so I had to find all the sources, skim them, figure out how to cite them, etc. What a pain. Lately it seems like I have so much homework all the time...I never have time for "fun." *sigh* Mainly visiting you guys. I feel like I've barely been online at all! I'm so sorry!!!! I hope you can forgive me. I suck. I've been depressed a lot lately...like majorly, and I hate it. :( Boo. Umm...I guess I've rambled on for long enough, huh? I'll give you an amv to view to ease the pain. XD If you like it, that is. I LOVE it. One Piece (one of my faves!!) + "Rooftops" by Lots Prophets (like one of my favorite songs...) = awesomeness. Enjoy! Thank you a bajillion times over for being here for me! *hugs* I'm sorry for not visiting you guys as much. :( And man, I wish that this new VV thing wasn't so confusing and such a big deal. I liked things how they were. *sigh* Oh well. Thanks again, and have a good couple of days!!

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Friday, February 29, 2008

Warning: thanks, morning, health, yesterday/wp, questions, & weekend [pretty long, sorry!!]

Thank you, thank you for the comments. My dear friends! *hugs* You're awesome. :3 Though I got fewer than usual, it's quite alright. People are busy these days, and I understand...especially since I'm one of those people that don't really get to comment. ^^;; Which, as usual, I'm sorry for!! I'm glad you liked my poster. Yes, graphic design class is computer art. Hehe, and you all thought that dog in the video was amazing!! I totally agree. I hadn't seen it before the other night so I was really blown away that I dog could walk on his hind legs like that...his balance is crazy! And yes, to those that sympathized and empathized with me about health/gym class...thank you...it's terrible. At least the fitness classes are only twice a week every ONCE IN A WHILE. So yeah, the next "activity week" is the one after next. Anyhoo, thank you ALL again for the comments. *hugs* Much appreciated. Ok, so...another day, and it's finally friday. My goodness...this week has lasted forever!! I swear. Why is this week feeling so slow and long??? I didn't even go to school on monday and yet the week dragged on and on. Yesterday should've been friday. Anyhoo, I just had math class, and I had to address some questions about our assignment due monday. I was duly (don't you love that word?) confused on many of them...I'm still sorta confused on some, but at least she answered the others...sort of. Madii wasn't in class AGAIN. She doesn't come to class often, and that's not good. ^^;; No wonder she got a 40 on her last test. Poor thing. :( Umm, as usual, I'm tired...I'm hoping to sleep without pills this weekend--HOPING. *sigh* I don't particularly remember my dreams from last night so oh well. Well, I suppose I'll talk about yesterday first, and then I have some questions to ask you guys. So yesterday I had health and history class. In health we watched a video on eating disorders that was made in the 80's [it really showed]. It was somewhat boring, but I felt uncomfortable during it and during the lecture. No, I don't have an eating disorder, but I'm really small/thin. I'm always paranoid that because of that people think I have an eating disorder...like that I don't eat or I'm Bulimic or whatever, but I certainly AM NOT. I would know. I had a friend that was anorexic, and she was tiny...only weighed 80 pounds and she was my height or taller. She got over it though, thank goodness. My mom, though, I'm still worried about. Sure, she's only 5 feet tall, but I still think she should weigh more than 90 pounds...she looks like she's made out of sticks. :( She only eats some snacks (pretzels, yogurt) during the day, and then she eats dinner. No other meal. I just don't think it's healthy...and if some other illness occurs, she won't have much in reserve [bodyfat-wise]. *sigh* We're all worried about her, but she insists that she's fine... Anyhoo, enough of that topic. Sorry. ^^;; *feels bad for talking about people behind their back* See, my mom HATES it when I talk about our family to anyone [even friends or people at school], even if it's just something like where we sleep [I used to sleep on mom's floor]. It's ridiculous...but obviously, I've been telling you guys a whole slew of personal information. Is that bad? She also takes offense when I confide in my teachers my problems (like feeling depressed or my insomnia)...like I can only tell her things and no one else. ^^; Sorry!! Seriously, OFF THAT TOPIC! Now then. I had history class next, and it was just a lot of taking notes. Nothing special. After classes, I had to go with mom and dad to the mall since my dad needed to buy a new sportcoat. I went to Borders and gots me 2 manga. :3 Loveless vol.6 and La EsperanÇa vol.2. The rest of the trip was just waiting around for my dad to finish...but man, when we checked out...the clerk was like the creepiest guy ever!! O__o I could go into details, but I won't. Let's just say it seemed like he was hitting on my dad...*cough* Ahem, when we got home, it was a usual day. My brother is yet to have a job [argh]. I did some homework and then worked on a new wallpaper. Finally, a new wallpaper. And it's featured!!! Somehow!!! ^_^ And it was accepted to AP. Yay! Though my rating isn't very good yet. Oh well. XD It's a Loveless wallpaper, and it's not that popular...but yeah. Please comment/download if you want! Hosted By theOtaku.com. [I can see many flaws in that wallpaper that I don't care for...but hopefully other people like it nonetheless!] Ok, so I have a few questions I'm just curious about. Take the time to answer if you wish. 1.Do you believe the clothes you wear depict your personality or outlook on life? Or do you think you wear them just cause you like them? Do people judge others on what they wear? Is that right? 2.Now for a more general question. What do you think of the new Version Vibrant? Will you abandon this MyOtaku to soley be on the new Otaku or will you stick to both places? [I'm confused as to what to do...and what others will do.] Alrighty, that's all I have. Sorry to have taken so much of your time!! *hugs* I enjoy this typing of my post time very much...it lets me release things on my mind and lets me feel like I'm doing something productive. Me = depressed yesterday. Me = eh today. Anyhoo, I have French today...my presentation went ok on wednesday (I suppose)...I don't know what the rest of the day holds, but I'm probably not posting on the weekend like the "new usual" for me. Oh wait, VV is releasing this monday? Is that it?? *slumps* Well, whatever happens, happens...*is confused as to what to do* Well, ok! Sorry, no video today. Just take your time with this long and rambling post. Thank you for visiting me. *hugs* Have a good weekend!

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Warning: thanks, morning, today, yesterday, wolfieposter, & stuff

Awww, thank you all soooo much for the comments. *hugs* I swear, you're the sweetest...so caring. I'm sorry for the crazy depressed post last time. ^^; But thank you for putting up with me. I even got a couple of e-cards from you guys! So extra thanks to Stixx and Roleni-chan. :3 *hugs* And welcome a new friend, DivineJudgement!! *hugs* I must've scared some of you (that haven't known me for a while) with that post...but don't worry, it just happens here and there, especially when I don't get ANY sleep like that. ^^; All of your advice and kind words are very much appreciated...and I'm glad to have you guys as my friends. Thanks for the comments on my wallpaper, too. ^_^ You're all the best!! Ok, so, I'm not well yet...as far as sleeping and my mood goes, but at least I'm not a wreck like last post. ^^; Unfortunately, that's because of sleeping pills...*sigh* I can't wait until I'm not depending on them to sleep. Bah. Whatever. So I had math class this morning, and I felt a bit out of it since I missed last class, but it shouldn't be too bad to catch up (after all, I've already learned this stuff years ago). It turns out Madii wasn't in class last time either. XD Umm...after that I had to go sign up for "activity week" days, which was supposed to be next week, but they changed it to the week after that (yay!). So I'm doing pickeball again and...fitness center. -__- *sigh* Anything with "fitness" in the word is not my friend...boo...so I signed up for those, and then came here to the French computer lab to get some hours. I had to do French work while my friend was here because she's a stickler for the rules...now that she's left, I'm free to post. XD I have French next, and I'm going to have to make up the test I missed. I better study at least SOME...oh, and during class I have my powerpoint presentation on Les Invalides (where Napoleon is buried) to do. T__T Nooo. I hate presentations...but I love Napoleon. *laugh* Yeah, I'm crazy. But thanks to an equally crazy friend, I developed the concept that I was married to Napoleon (his nickname being Nappy), and together we conquered and ruled the land. Um, yeah, ignore me. I'm crazy. ^^; But seriously, I have a stupid presentation to do!!! *sigh* Not fun. Then I have English, and I have this summary due. I don't know if I did it right though...I emailed my teacher like 3 times yesterday and the day before to confirm what I missed and what I had to do, and guess what? When did she reply? THIS MORNING. Yeah, real helpful. Oh well. Let's see...yesterday...I had health class, history and graphic design. Health-notes; history-notes and more! We discussed the book we had to read, Heart of Darkness by Conrad, and it really appeared to me (and my teacher) that no one else but me read the book. ^^;; It was pretty confusing, but at least I understood it better than those that didn't bother to read it! Then we got back our midterms. Wow. I don't get it...I got a 97!!! And here I thought I did terribly...I only did well cause I somehow am able to write essays well. So I was happy to see that...I suppose, though I don't feel "happy" much anymore. XD I always seem to be at this neutral mood or depressed. So...after history I had graphic design. We worked on our zoo posters, and I finished mine. :3 My teacher loved it! I think it's very cool so I shall show you. Please click on the thumbnail to see it. [it doesn't show up on the thumbnail preview so that's why you need to CLICK it] That isn't my final one though; I changed the colors of the words "Pack" and "San Diego" to green and orange to make them stand out. No, I don't live in San Diego...but my family used to. And yes, it's a wolfie, one of the only animals I can really draw well. XD So...I had all this stuff I wanted to talk about and analyze, but I don't really remember it...that, and I should go soon. Argh...my mind blanks so often these days!!!! Oh, well, one thing...I might have an eye doctor appointment tomorrow to get new glasses. Yay for blindness. I added some new songs to my playlist...they're not at the end, they're just random. Lena Park songs and others that my dear friend Neko Nana Mode sent to me. :3 Listen if you wish. Last night I was watching vids on youtube with cute doggies in them...and amazing dogs!! Like this one, the two-legged dog that walks on its hind legs like a HUMAN!!! It's amazing. You might've seen it before, but yeah, here it is. No amv, just a dog walking on two legs... I guess I'm out of things to say, sorry. :( This was rather boring, I know!!! *hugs* Sorry for being such a blob lately...and barely any commenting or art or anything. Sorry!! Well, I need to go now...thanks for visiting me. *hugs* Take care!

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Monday, February 25, 2008

Warning: thanks but this is a short and depressing post, sorry

Thanks for all the comments. I got quite a lot!! I didn't read them yet though...sorry, but this is going to be a crappy and awkward post. As some of you might be able to tell, I'm posting a lot later than I usually do...some of you might've thought that I had died or something! I wasn't going to post today either, but I decided I should at least let you guys know that I'm alive (in some sense). I feel bad that I had such a positive post before, and you were all so excited that I was doing better!! ...and now this post is going to crack your hopes and dreams and hate me again.. :( Sorry. Yeah, I'm miserable at the moment...I just finished crying and being fed up with myself. Of course, it's over the topic of sleep again. I had a WHOLE WEEK of good and natural sleep...it was wonderful! But then my streak was broken this weekend somehow...*sigh* And last night was the worst. I fell asleep fine (somehow), but then I woke up at 2-3am and couldn't fall BACK to sleep. I never usually have that problem...if I end up falling asleep, then I'm usually good, but not time time. *sigh* So terribly long story short, I couldn't fall asleep until past 7am when I took a sleeping pill. It's one of the most depressing things for me...knowing that I've been lying in bed for hours, not sleeping, and then to see the sun rise...that's the nail on the coffin. So yeah...I didn't go to any classes today. I slept until 1, so I couldn't make French even if I wanted to. No french, math, and I'm not making it to English either. I feel really bad about that...I always feel guilty when I don't go to school. *sigh* :( I feel like I'm a bad person, even if I have a legitimate reason for not going. Umm...so yeah, I feel sick, and I'm depressed now. I want to cry more, but I shouldn't. I'm really sorry that this post is just a depressing and complaining pile of crap. I shouldn't have posted. Here's my new wallpaper from before. I posted it in my last post kinda late so if you commented earlier, you might not have seen it. Here it is again. Comment/download please! Hosted By theOtaku.com. *sigh* Ok. I have nothing else going for me today...nothing interesting to talk about. I did homework for most of the weekend and played games, etc. Nothing new. My brother still doesn't have a job, and he (along with my other brother and dad) enjoyed teasing me last night for different reasons. I'm the butt of everyone's jokes. *sigh* I'm tired...and I feel like I wasted this day and your time. Sorry!!! I was going to ask you some questions to make this more interesting, but now I don't feel like coming up with them and typing them...so here's an amv. Thanks a ton for putting up with me. *hugs* I hope that I'll be in a better mood next post! Sorry to let you guys down. I'll try to visit some later, but I really doubt I'll get to many. I hope you're all doing well. *hugs* Take care!

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Friday, February 22, 2008

Warning: thanks, snow day/dreams, yesterday, wp, boring, & amv

Thank you for all the comments! You're all so sweet. *hugs hugs* I appreciate them so much. :3 Thanks for the get well wishes and congrats on the fact that I AM getting well...also the congrats on sleeping. XD Stixx, you seemed most excited about all of this so thank you! *hugs* Itsumademo, tenshihoshino, Spirit, and some others, I've missed you guys. Then again, I keep missing a lot of friends on here...it feels like a long time between hearing from everyone these days so a major thank you to everyone of you that visits me. *hugs* Thanks for the comments and downloads on my Kaiba wallpaper, too. I was amazed that it got featured (for only a little bit, but still...holy crap!). Thank you all again! *hugs* This is INSANE!!! I haven't posted from my bed in months!! How is that you say? because today's a SNOW DAY!!! ^_^ Yes, my first snow day of the winter. FINALLY! It's so pretty and white out there...wow...I can't believe it...finally, we got enough snow to cancel classes. Ah...and I took advantage of it and slept all morning! I woke up at 11:20. I usually try to wake up at 11 or before, but I just couldn't do it...it was so nice. And yes, another night of natural sleep. :3 It's been almost a week now without sleeping pills...let's hope that this trend continues forever now. I did have lots of dreams last night, and lots were actually pretty scary. ^^; Strange zombie-like things trying to kill us, one where my friends (online friends, too!! Lys, I remember you were there, though I don't know what you look like!) and I...well, really, our "school" was in big trouble [a fire or something], and we were all trying to escape by jumping out of the windows. It was weird, and I had all my manga there...I needed to save it! Very strange. I had more dreams, but I'll spare you. That's the longest paragraph I've written about sleep and dreams in a long time. XD Sorry. Ok, I'll just move along now...since it's rather late in the "morning," and I need food. So yesterday, I had health and history. Both involved taking notes after notes. We got back our health tests, and I got 2 questions wrong, but I got the extra credit right (for 2 points) so I evened out and got a perfect. XD Weeee. Didn't get back our history tests yet though...and I'm afraid about those. I know I guessed on a lot. ^^; Um, so after classes, I got lunch and went home. At home I played more Trials and Tribulations (the 3rd Phoenix Wright; I finished the 2nd last week!!) and just did the usual relaxing. Corey [brother] doesn't have his job yet...but he got a call to have another interview for a different job that he applied for. He just needs to get OUT somehow, so yeah. I don't remember much specifically from yesterday...that might have annoyed me or whatever, so yeah. That's good, I suppose. Later I kinda worked on some homework and then started on Filo's wallpaper request. All I did was extract the scan and attempt to clean it up last night...which was quite the pain. That in itself took 40 minutes or more. ^^;; Now I need to think of what I want to do for the background and whatnot. But yeah, no new wallpaper yet! [edit: I just finished it tonight. Check it out please!!] Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today...I guess nothing will happen! Except for playing in the snow! No, not really. I don't "play" in the snow anymore. XD And I'm still a bit sick. My dog loves the snow though. It's so cute. *laugh* He tries eating it...and just, awww! Anyhoo, as you can tell, I really don't have anything interesting to talk about! I guess this is why I haven't posted on Saturdays in a long time...because it's like today--no school but some classes to talk about from the day before. That's all. I guess snow days are like saturdays...hmm...anyhoo, I'll stop boring you now. Feel free to come up with something interesting in your comment if you want! Ask me a question! Here, have an amv! Air to "Agape" [from UFO Princess Valkyrie]. Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me, my dear friends. *hugs* I'll try to visit some of you guys later. I'm sorry again for not being around as much as usual. :( Please don't remove me from your list though! I'm sorry. If I haven't visited in a while, just tell me so, ok? Anyhoo, no post tomorrow (I think)...have a great weekend!

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Warning: thanks, sick/sleep, bad eyes, tests, yesterday/wp, & sorry/amv

*hugs hugs* Thanks so much you guys! Less comments, but it's ok!! People are really busy these days...like me! And also, the changes going on in theO seem to be deterring people from updating/visiting. ^^;; But yeah, thanks so much to those that commented on my short and crappy post! All about me being sick and not having time to post. XD Thanks for the comments on my wallpaper. ^_^ Emmah, Lys, Amila, and kyofanatic! It's nice hearing from you again. And yes, I'm sorry for not visiting many of you in a while, too. :( I'm so sorry. *hugs* Thanks again to everyone that has been my dear friend! Well, I'm happy to say that I'm getting better. Thanks for all of the get well wishes. Though at the moment, I must admit that I'm feeling sick to my stomach and kind of dizzy...which isn't good. ^^; But I was feeling ok before! And yesterday I could tell I was getting better. I'm still coughing some and stuffed up, but my sore throat has gone away and some other symptoms as well. Also, I've been SLEEPING. It's amazing. Truly amazing. I don't want to jinx myself though. O__o But since last friday, I've been sleeping without sleeping pills...and last night, though it took some time to fall asleep (coughing and inability to breathe delayed me), I slept really great...ah. It's wonderful!!! I've even been able to remember my dreams lately, and they've been rather entertaining. XD It's a record for amount of nights' slept without sleeping pills for me... Man, I really need to go to the eye doctor. I need a break from seeing doctors, yet here's another that I NEED to see. Hah, see. Anyhoo, my vision is getting blurry again...like it's hard to read the text on the screen right now. -__- And see the board and things in class. It's ridiculous. I get my eyes checked and new glasses every few months it seems...my eyes just keep getting worse!! Stupid eyes. So I just had math class, and I was worried that I missed stuff from monday (since I didn't go), but I didn't. We just got back our tests and she went over them. And wow. XD Ok, so I thought I did horribly since my mind was screwed up from being sick etc. but I didn't. ^^;; I don't know how I do it. I got the extra credit, too. So my score was 128/125. Over 100%. Since I'm on the topic of tests, I'll talk about yesterday. I had my history midterm!! T__T And this time, I'm sure I didn't do that great. I guess I didn't study enough...I used to like multiple choice tests, but now I realize that I suck at them if I don't study well. *sigh* I guessed on a lot of the questions, but maybe I got lucky on them? Then there was the essay, which went fine...that's what I studied for mainly. After history, I went home. I usually have graphic design after that on tuesdays, but I didn't go since my teacher wasn't going to be there...and she said I didn't have to go since I "know what I'm doing." At home...I had time to myself. It was great. Corey went out for a chiropractor appointment and then to pick up some papers and whatnot for tests for his [hopefully] new job. I'm assuming he's hired because they said they'd call him for orientation, so yeah. Anyhoo, I made a new wallpaper. It was thousandshadowsMP's request of a Seto Kaiba wallpaper. I thought it was a fun one to make, and I like it. Thanks to those that commented already. ^_^ Please comment/download if you want! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Yeah, so yesterday was...a good day. I can't believe I'm saying that. It's just that I was actually in a good mood yesterday. That hasn't happened in such a long time. Let's hope that I don't revert back to being depressed so soon though. Errr, nothing else really happened yesterday other than Derek (oldest bro) coming to visit...hmm...so today I have French and then English. Projects and papers coming up in those classes, darn it. *sigh* I guess that's all I have to say. I don't know (as usual) how much visiting I can do so I'm sorry a billion times over for my lack of commenting. :( *hugs* Sorry. I'll go find an amv now. "Only One" by Yellowcard, and it's to Video Girl Ai (I love that anime. it's a classic). Enjoy. Wow, this is the first time in a really long time that I've written a "full" post...fully long and rambling, right? I've written longer, but eh. I hope it was ok. Thanks so much for visiting me. *hugs* You're all wonderful. Take care. :3

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Monday, February 18, 2008

Warning: sick, short post! Sorry!!

[rawrrr! MyO is taking forever to load!!!!] No, I'm not dead...just sick. Really sick still. That's why this post is later than usual...and it's going to be really short. Sorry!! *hugs* I probably shouldn't even post, ne? I just didn't want anyone freaking out because I can't post tomorrow either. ^^;; Things aren't conducive for MO life lately...posting, commenting, etc. Sorry again!! Thanks for the comments, though I haven't read them yet. *hugs* You're all the best though. I love you guys. So yeah, I'm still sick...but I'm at school right now. I didn't go to math this morning, but I didn't want to miss French again so I went to that...and in a few minutes I have English. My head is making it hard to read and focus so that's why this post will be short! I've been terribly sick...sore throat, coughing, throwing up. Bleh. It's sucked. :( Hopefully I'll be better soon. Tomorrow I have my history mid-term...so I NEED to be better. T__T *sigh* Um, the weekend was a blur...I was just miserable throughout. I guess that only good thing is that I've been sleeping without sleeping pills, though not much...it's so hard to sleep when you can't breathe, your throat hurts, and you're coughing all over the place!! Booo. Errr....saturday I finally finished my vector...so please check out my wallpaper. I know it isn't that great though. Thanks to those that already commented/downloaded. *hugs* I'm glad you liked it. Here you go so take a look if you can! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Ummm....oh, I have some other good news that doesn't apply to me. My brother Corey, you know, the lazy bum I always complain about, just about has a JOB!! He had an interview on saturday, and he's going to have orientation this week. Finally...he'll have a job...even though it's at Sam's Club, which isn't exactly the best, but oh well. ^^; And another good piece of news it that we finally have ourselves a buyer for our house!!!!! OMG!!! After a whole frickin' year or more...our old house will be sold...we hope/think. It's pretty much a done deal, but you never know...so let's hope these people stick to it and buy our [old] house! [aka not the one we're living in now] Ok, I have to go now...to class...and yeah, I'm feeling sick, but oh well. :( *hugs* I'm so sorry for everything...for not commenting or doing "good" posts. Boo. I hate being sick and busy. This sucks. I'm sorry again. Take care!

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Friday, February 15, 2008

Warning: thanks/short, sick, yesterday/vector, & amv

Thank you, thank you...thanks for all the comments. You guys are so sweet. *hugs* I am unable to read them all at the moment because I'm feeling terribly ill, but I will later, ok? :( I think some people wished me a "happy 2-year MO anniversary" and Valentine's day, so thank you very much!! :3 Yes, yesterday was V-day, S.A.D. and my MyO 2-year anniversary...quite the day indeed. In case you can't tell, I'm trying to make this a short post...I don't know how long I can last! T__T So, yeah, I'm sick. Boo. I hate it. What terrible timing. :( I started coughing yesterday morning and it persisted all day...and then at night is when my throat started to hurt. *sigh* So now I feel like a piece of crap. Throat, head, nose, coughing, and even my stomach feels sick and I'm aching elsewhere. Sounds like the flu to me! Argh. So what am I doing right now? I'm in the library, yes, but I'm going to go home after I post...I can't make it to French class. I just had math, and I didn't want to go, but I had to since I had a test. *sigh* Which I'm not sure how well I did on it...I couldn't think/focus at all. :( And of course, I didn't sleep well at all last night either...I'm never taking those sleeping pills again. I had a terrible incident of hallucinating again...I hate it. I'm hoping my body will just be so sick and exhausted that I'll sleep well tonight. But man I was hot and cold last night!! Feverish??? Yesterday I had my follow-up allergist appointment. I totally forgot I did so that's why I didn't mention it in my last post. XD So I had that after school. My classes were health (I had a test...) and history (we reviewed for our mid-term on tuesday), so after them I went with Mom to go to the doctor's. Apparently I have slightly low blood-pressure, but at least it wasn't as low as last time [that was deathly low]. Umm, my allergist sucks and is stupid. He just asked the same questions he did last time...and came to no conclusion. *sigh* What a useless $150+ visit. Doctors sure can charge A LOT!! Err, so yeah. If you're wondering how my V-day went, it was just like any other day...only my mom got me a gift--a Beanie Baby monkey. So cute. ^_^ And I forced my dad to give me something...so I got $5. Yes, begging parents for a Valentine's day gift because I don't have a boy/girlfriend. Nice. How was all of yours? Did you celebrate V-day or S.A.D. (singles awareness day)? XD Yay for SAD. Anyhoo, other than that stuff...I did my homework, studied for math, and I worked on my vector. I was getting really pissed off and fed up with it because I did the outline wrong...so I had to redo it. -__- BUT after a while...like after dinner, I went back to it, and now I'm kind of proud of how it looks. It's not done yet, but it's getting there! It'll suck, but oh well. So yeah, to those that have requests to be done by me, those will have to wait!! I'm so sorry it's taking forever!!! *hugs* Ok, I'm done. I feel too sick to make it to French...boo...what a lousy way to start out the weekend. *sigh* I'll go find you an amv...I've shown it before, but I love it. So sweet. Enjoy! This post was probably still kinda long...but eh, whatever. Thanks soooooo much for putting up with me and commenting when you can. And I'm terribly sorry AGAIN for my lack of comments. :( Things aren't going right for me. So yeah, I don't know if I'll post this weekend...we'll see. Take care! [if there are mistakes in this post...that's cause I can't think at the moment. XD Sorry.]

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Warning: thanks/comment prob, morning, sleep, yesterday, & sorry! all text-post

Thanks a bunch for the comments. *hugs* I really appreciate all of them, no matter how many!!And I don't know if I should expect ANY today because of MO's renovations...I am unable to comment on sites. Are you having the same problem? Like, I bring up the comment box, but there isn't the area for you to type a comment...it's really weird. [edit: it works now thanks to Sesshlu's advice! So no problem!] Anyhoo, thank you all for commenting and being super sweet to me about everything. ^^ xaos, darkeangel, tenshihoshino, and anyone else that hasn't been here in a while, welcome back! No need to apologize. I've been really busy lately, too. Hmm...what else to say...oh, thanks for your opinions on the new Version. I kind of understand it more, but I guess we'll all just have to wait and see, huh? ^^; Thank you all again! It is quite the miserable-looking day today! Yesterday we got some snow and ice [not enough to cancel classes!!], and then it warmed up a bit so we've been getting rain...cold rain on the slushy icy mix on the ground. It's a frozen-over gray day...with puddles everywhere. It's a day that makes you want to climb back in your bed and not wake up for the rest of the day. XD It's really just gross looking because it's all muddy...the grass has become marshes! Bah!! Anyhoo, enough of the descriptions. What am I doing right now? I'm in the French computer lab "doing" some "French work." Hah, aka I'm just typing this post up...and doing some of the work on the side. XD Like last semester, we need to have 10 hours of work in the lab...and I don't have any yet, but eh. After today I'll have 1.5 hours. Yay? Soo...unfortunately, last night wasn't a continuation of my good natural sleep. Boo. :( I had 3 nights in a row of sleeping without a sleeping pill. Sunday night's was really good, too. ^^; But then...last night...I started thinking about crap...and, "I'll sleep tonight! How did I fall asleep the other nights? I hope I can tonight. I'm not asleep yet...what was I thinking about when I fell asleep the other nights?" See, I obviously THINK too much. *sigh* That and I was feeling really crappy all over. Like my foot was aching for no reason...it was so odd. So yeah, that was a bump in my road to recovery, but hopefully it was just a fluke...I'll sleep well tonight! *hopes and prays* ^^; Anyhoo, I just had math class, and we went over our review packets for the test on friday...oh goody. Madii wasn't there again, so maybe she's sick? :( Argh, I'm such a boring person! I'm always amazed when you guys say I'm interesting. XD Thanks. *hugs* So, um, yesterday...I had health class, and during that we watched a video on domestic abuse. How fun. It showed a video of a lady that has been abused by her husband for many years...and on camera, taped by her 13 year-old son, was an incident of her husband beating and verbally abusing her. It was terrible. :( So sad. That happened a few years ago. She's better now, and her husband was sent to jail for 36 years! But man...it was really heart-wrenching watching that. I wanted to cry! ^^; Anyhoo, after health I had history...it seemed like the longest class ever...just taking notes!! My hand was killing me. Our mid-term is next week so he's cramming everything in. -__-; Then I had my forever-long graphic design class. We shared our portfolio covers (my teacher really loved mine!! My rose "vector" was a total hit. Sorry, I don't have it on this computer so I can't show you now...) and our zoo poster sketches. After that, it was a lot of waiting...for nothing. We were supposed to scan in the pics of the animals we were using, but the scanner wasn't working. It didn't matter since I found the pic online!! *rolls eyes* BUT she insisted on us scanning. Like a half-hour or more later, I finally just gave up and used the pic from online. I'm using my wolfie idea. XD Duh, I always draw wolves. So I just worked on that for the rest of the class, and my teacher was amazed by my work. ^^ She isn't going to be here next week, and since I "know what I'm doing" (according to her!), I don't need to go. Yay! Hmm...so after that, I went home in the snowy ice! At home...it was just the usual...and more homework. Homework is so annoying. You'll never escape it. I'm so tired of it. It takes away precious "fun time." :( So I'm sorry, I didn't comment much of anyone yesterday...like usual. I wonder if the comment boxes work yet? Or for anyone? I wouldn't be surprised if I ended up with 0 comments today. XD Anyhoo, I worked a little more on my Robin (from One Piece) vector...here's what my outline looks like so far. This is the original. Now I need to color her...and that will probably take a while (for me). Umm...I guess that's all I have to say about yesterday. I've been feeling depressed and really down on myself a lot lately...like feeling that I suck and blah, blah, blah...but that feeling never seems to go away. ^^; Errr, oh yeah! I almost forgot! Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and my MyO ANNIVERSARY!! 2 years! I've been here for 2 years as of tomorrow...and I won't be posting tomorrow. :( Oh well. And I have no "significant other." Boo. So V-day is never anything fun/interesting. *sigh* Sorry...this post has lasted forever...and there's no art or video! I'm too lazy to find an amv right now, so sorry, none for you. *hugs* Forgive me for everything! I hope you all take care! Have a good today & Valentine's day!

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Monday, February 11, 2008

Warning: thanks, morning/sleep, VV, weekend, & amv

Thank you all for the comments! *hugs* I love you guys a ton. :3 It's been a whole weekend since my last post...and it's crazy how much MO has changed since then! O__o Like, WTF. They are really making things different and...odd...all for that darn Version Vibrant. Anyhoo, thanks to those that visited me!!! Sevblah, girl!!! It's been so long. *hugs* Thanks for commenting!! And Megan (DeadxOn), it's been quite some time for you, too. :3 Welcome back. Welcome back to everyone that hasn't been here in a while [Sesshlu]. I appreciate all of the comments about the whole dentist trip...yeah, no fun...and all the compliments on my wallpaper were very much loved. And if you were wondering, pickleball was actually pretty fun! Thank you all!! This is a later than usual post! That's because I had to work on a project for graphic design before this...and I had no clue what to do. We're supposed to make a cover for our "portfolio" so we could do whatever we wanted (on Illustrator)...and it was hard to choose...I ended up vectoring a rose. XD But not very good because I didn't want to spend time coloring it. Anyhoo, so that was just a second ago, and before that I had math. Madii wasn't there so I hope she's ok. It's fricking FREEZING today...like coldest ever. And the wind makes it feel like below 0. *shivers* I hate the wind! But you already knew that...umm...and I have good news for once about my sleeping. ^_~ I've slept on my own with NO sleeping pills for 2 nights in a row now. Last night was probably the best I've slept in 2 months [with no pill]. Wow. Maybe I'm finally on the right track??? So yeah, like most people are thinking...WTF is up with MO and the new Version Vibrant? Are you looking forward to it? If so, why? [I feel like I'm giving a test here] And can you tell me any good info about it as in...what the heck does it mean by MyO being "separated" from theO? I'm SO confused. Do enlighten me if you know...because I'm afraid of what's going on. Like apparently what we have and are using now won't be a part of the new version? I don't get it...*is lost* Do we have to make a new account or something??? *panics* What about our wallpapers etc. on the server? ^^;; Ok, I'm just expressing my panic in text...so please tell me stuff to put my mind at ease! Ok, so um...I guess I'll attempt to talk about this weekend. *thinks* Saturday we went to Sam's Club (like Wal-Mart or BJ's) to shop and to make my brother apply for a job there. As you can see, we're now settling for him to get ANY job. -__- Any job will do...part-time, full-time, any-time! He just needs to get out of the house. He's 27 frickin' years old now. WTF. And why there you might ask? Because he has a friend that works there...so we're hoping he'll put a good word in for him. Anyhoo, so that day was mainly spent out shopping and crap...at home, it was the usual watching anime and playing video games. I started on a vector...my first one, and it's SO hard. I'm losing patience already. I don't know how people do it. So yeah, no new wallpapers yet...and I don't know if I'll submit any until this new version thing is figured out. Yesterday was a usual day...I was thinking of posting, but once I saw all the weird stuff going on, I turned away. XD Plus, I knew I had a large amount of homework to do that evening so I wouldn't have time to visit much at all. So yeah. Um, watched more One Piece...played more Phoenix Wright and Atelier Iris 2(? I think it's 2...). I then worked on my homework, which consisted of editing a paper and doing sketches for my next graphic design project--a zoo poster. If I find time, maybe I'll scan those in and show you. I did 4 sketches, one is of a baby bear, then a wolf, a baby seal, and a panda. I love all of them but the panda...I didn't allot him enough time. XD So he's undetailed and crappy-looking. Poor panda. Is this getting too long? I don't know; maybe. My last post was days ago and very short, so there. If you're wondering, my mouth is feeling better from the dentist appointment. ^_^ And I won't say anything about being depressed because that just comes and goes as it pleases everyday. XD Anyhoo, I have French and then English today, and tomorrow I have health, history, and graphic design. I have more homework tonight...boo...so I can't guarantee a lot of visiting again. :( Sorry. I'm really sorry. Fridays are my best days for visiting...the rest of the week sucks nowadays. Ok, here's an amv. I'll shut up now. Kaleido Star with Motion City Soundtrack's "LG FUAD". If you don't know what that stands for, you'll see. Enjoy! Thanks a bajillion for visiting me...for reading all of my nonsense (or some of it), and for just being here for me. *hugs* Sorry about my lack of comments etc. Have a good couple of days!

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