Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Warning: thanks, forgetful, yesterday/cryfest, project worries, wp, break/mom

Aww, thank you all so very much for the comments. *hugs* I'm SO sorry that my posts have been rather bleh lately. :( I've made several of you worry a lot about me...and this "downward spiral" of my spirit, and I'm sorry again!! But I must thank you all so much for your encouragement and everything. *hugs* You're such sweet friends!! I don't have much time to post today, so I can't do much in the way of replying...but I'll do some. Like welcome to my new friend InsaneAndroid. :3 Thank you for your comment! *hugs* It's nice having a new friend like you. ^^ And more people that haven't been here in quite some time: EternalParadise, innocent heart, Refi-chan, Shizuka, Fox, and Kawaii Kitten. Welcome back!! It's ok about not being here in a while. ^^; I understand. Anyhoo, thank you all again. As I said, I don't have much time to post today...you know why?? It's because I have to STUDY. -___-; I totally forgot that I have a fashion marketing test today!! On chapters 11-15. *sigh* And I didn't do that great on my last test so I definitely needed to study more for this...bah!!!! My mind has just been so preoccupied with being down and whatnot that I had no room to remember this. T__T You know when I remembered that I have this test? Last NIGHT before going to bed...at midnight! I looked over my notes for one chapter and that was it, I needed to go to sleep. ^^;; So yeah, this sucks...after I post, I'm going to study (hopefully enough for the test). If I finish this quickly, I should have 45 minutes to do so, which is enough (I THINK). Anyhoo, I'll just talk about yesterday now! As you know (if you've been reading my posts), I've been pretty depressed as of late, and yesterday was no different! All of this stress from school and just everything has been building up inside of me. -___- And I let it loose at the end of history class. First of all, I had a test in history, and I don't think I did that great either...I couldn't study much (more like, I couldn't concentrate well), and I totally forgot to study some of the stuff on there. But anyhoo, after class I decided to talk to my teacher AGAIN about our group project and how everyone isn't doing their part. Danielle, the girl that wrote the paper, was also concerned about our progress and Julie was, too. So they stuck around and contributed to the conversation...but, um, I told her more about how freaked out I've been about this darn presentation and how I'm afraid it's not going to go over well...and how it's been putting me on the verge of tears. ^^;; And, well, I ended up crying right then and there... My teacher kept trying to calm me down and tell me not to worry so much, and we "have to move on" and "I never meant for this project to be so stressful!" :( Yeah. Well, whatever. I still cried, but at least Julie and Danielle were comforting, too...they reassured me that they'd help out more with the project and get the other guys to do their work. Oh, and my teacher said she'd have no problem if we ALL stood up and presented so that it wouldn't just be me. ^^; That's nice of her and all, but I'm still worried...since I am yet to see any progress with this; I don't know any information about our topic. Those guys better send me the power point WELL BEFORE sunday!! [presentation is on monday] Ok, now that I got more of that stress out of me...which I'm sorry for. You're probably sick of hearing me whine about that one project. *sigh* Anyhoo, so I was still crying when I went to French, but that's ok...no one really noticed anyway. The crying felt good; I gotta say that! Their words put me at ease for the rest of yesterday, and that's why I kept thinking not to worry about school at all...which led me to forget about the test today. ^^; Oh well, but um, nothing else really happened of interest yesterday. I made a new wallpaper though, and it's been featured since last night. :3 Please comment/download!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. So today I just have my one class and then I'm done for the week! Yay! I have the next 3 days off for our Thanksgiving break. ^^ I'm glad I can sleep late! I'm still going to have lots of homework to do, but at least I can sleeeeeep. My mom can't pick me up today though so my brother will have to. -__-; She can't because, the poor thing, has to have more work done on her teeth...this has been so stressful on her. And it sucks because it's just a couple days before Thanksgiving! The day for tons of eating. :( She won't be able to chew anything...*sigh* So it really sucks. If you're a religious person, please pray for her. ^^; She's so worried about this. Um yeah, let's see...since I have the next days off, I might be able to post tomorrow...I'll see though if I feel like it. Sorry, no amv today! I don't feel like searching one out, and I gotta get to my studying. ^^;; *hugs* Thanks soooooooo much for visiting me, and I'm sorry for MY lack of visits. I haven't had the motivation lately to get to many. Too busy with crap. But anyhoo, thanks again, and have a wonderful day!

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

Warning: thanks, depressing/morning, ironic, work, yesterday/wp, today, & amv

Thanks for the comments! Ok, MO isn't dying...it just seems some days are slower than others, and I know people are busy. I only said that cause other people were saying so. Anyhoo, anime snow girl, asialonewolfe, angel leila (though you probably won't come back again), teddy, and Aerith [and others? probably], thanks for visiting again! It's been so long! It's great to hear from you again, although some of you are pretty much done with MO. T__T That's sad. Gi-chan, it's ok! *hugs* Don't worry, and same with anyone else that apologized for not commenting. ^^; It's ok. And SORRY about saying my post was "shorter than usual." You guys should know by now that I have no sense of estimating my post's length. >> *sigh* Nana, thanks again, you seem to be the only person that has noticed. That's my onee-chan for you! ^_^ Well, thanks again for the comments; I'm not going to go into detailed replies today. Well...it's a nice and dark morning, all rainy and wonderful. It's one of those great mornings for sleeping late; it's just a shame that I have trouble sleeping all the time. I couldn't fall asleep well last night because I was thinking nothing but negative thoughts, mainly about myself. I've been very down lately, and I seem to think that whatever I say isn't worth listening to/reading. I'm always wrong about things, and I seem to indirectly hurt people with things I say...that's why it's just better to ignore me. I've also been worrying about the projects and things I have building up for school...since it's getting near the end of the semester, there's a ton of stuff to do, and it's always on my mind. So yeah, when I finally fell asleep, I had nothing but bad dreams. They were all very angry and upsetting...crying, cursing, crap like that. I'm getting out my frustrations during my sleep instead of when I'm awake...I wanted to cry when I was trying to sleep last night, but I held it back because then I wouldn't be able to breathe. ^^; I find it funny, or rather, ironic that my mom always says she's so proud of me for having "high self-esteem and self-confidence." Hah. That's a good one. I smile when she says that, and I agree with her, but I know it's not true. If anything, I have probably the lowest out there. ^^; I just don't show it around her or anyone in my family...as you can tell, I mainly let out my worries and whatnot on here; I don't know how I could survive without such a means of release. Thank you for being here for me. I'm also glad I have this "blog" because for my final English paper, our topic has to be something related to technology (mainly the internet), and I chose the topic of blogging and how it's a good thing. I have lots of wonderful reasons for that. XD Speaking of that paper, I have to do the outline today...argh...I hate outlines! I just like going right into the paper and starting it. I don't like prewriting at all. ^^;; I also have to study for a history test tomorrow...argh. -__-; And last night, I also emailed my group members again about the project because we only have one history class this week (cause of Thanksgiving break), but I doubt they'll get back to me. *sigh* That one guy that's supposed to be working on the oral presentation with me, hasn't once talked to me or shown concern about the project. He hasn't done a thing to help!!! >< He hasn't even replied to my emails! I don't know how this is going to go at all, and I really don't like it! Anyhoo, yesterday was like any other day! Watched anime and played more Samurai Warriors 2 (it's really fun!! Yes, Steph, I know you love Dynasty Warriors more though!). I don't think anything else happened that was really interesting. ^^; I don't remember anyways. [edit: I remembered a couple of good things! I finally got my L t-shirt in the mail. :3 I can't wait to wear it! And my mom bought me an adorable Winnie the Pooh plush...it's for babies. XD It has a pull string that plays a music box-like melody] I did make a new wallpaper though so please comment/download. It's of Rakka from Haibane Renmei. :3 She's my fave in the show. I think this turned out pretty well...thanks to those that commented already! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Sorry! This post is coming out really boring and depressing! And this time I'm sure it's a bit shorter. ^^;; I just don't have anything else to talk about! Don't bother commenting if you don't want to! I don't mind. And as for yesterday, I wasn't able to get to everyone. :( MORE people ended up updating than I initially thought. ^^;; Errr...yeah...nothing else to say. I'll be busy today with that homework so I can't guarantee a lot of visiting either, and I"m not posting tomorrow like usual. I wanted to show you this amv that I liked, but then I realized they disabled the embed feature! Darn it. So I'll just give you the link to it if you wanna watch it. It's a One Piece one, and it's really good and sad. It revolves around Nami and Robin's sad pasts; the song is Nickelback's "If Everyone Cared." So click the link if you want to watch it. One Piece AMV Well, thank you very much for visiting me! *hugs* Sorry again for this lackluster post. :( I'll try to visit some people today if I can, but if I can't, sorry again. Have a good couple of days!

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Warning: thanks to few, morning, yesterday, wp, scary, games, & amv

OMG, did everyone fall off the face of the MyO earth or something? O__o The amount of comments has plummeted! Oh well. I mean, I don't mind how many I get, but it's a bit worrisome! I definitely commented MORE than that yesterday...^^;; Now I see why some people are saying that "MO is dying"...*sigh* Anyhoo, thank you all very much for commenting! I appreciate those that took the time to come here and visit little ol' me. Your insight into death and whatnot [why don't teachers like that word?? XD ] were interesting, though of course, no answer has me satisfied. Nachifa (NarutoChibiFan, you now have a nickname!), your view on it is similar to mine! I'm afraid yet I'm constantly questioning my existence. ^^; Vickie, it's ok about not visiting! *hugs* Heck, you're not the only one that hasn't after all. XD Welcome back AiTenten as well. [and Effie, who commented while I was posting! *hugs* Missed you!] Aya, that image of me sounds cute; I wonder what I look like to you? Nana, thanks again for your caring comment...umm, yes, thankies to everyone! *hugs* *yawns* I don't think this post will be very exciting, or rather, I don't know if I feel like making it exciting! I wonder if anyone will read it? Hmm...tis a good question. I looked at my list of those that updated, and like only 2-3 have so far today! Usually on saturdays there are huge amounts! I didn't believe people when they said "MO was dying", but looking at that...yeah. ^^; At least that would mean I don't have to visit as much? Yeah. Anyhoo, I slept pretty well though I woke up a lot of times. I had many odd dreams, but I won't bother talking about them. No one would be interested anyway! Umm...it's COLD, and err...I'm hungry...yup, that's all I got for this morning. *gets sidetracked watching Death Note amv's* Ah...um, anyhoo!! I guess I'll just talk about yesterday!! After I posted, I ate my snack and then went to French class. I love that class so much. XD It's so funny that I would say that...but yeah, it's a lot of fun. My teacher is very amusing, and she really tolerates a lot from my class. *laugh* Mainly Pat because he's always doing odd or funny things...or pretending like he knows everything (more than Madame). In class, well, I don't really remember anything specific, but at one point we were all laughing and very loud! I'm surprised we don't disturb all of the other classes. I never seem to laugh very loudly though...^^; My brother sometimes says it looks like I'm having a seizure when I'm laughing. ^^;; Think Sakaki from Azumanga. Anyhoo, so that class was good, and then I left to go home. Again, it was very very cold out! The wind was torture, too! I like it when it's cold, but I can't stand the wind...makes everything worse. We had some snow flurries when I got home. :3 Though they were just passing and only lasted a few minute, they were still SNOW flurries! First "snow" of the season. XD Umm...I got some time to myself for once because mom basically forced Corey out to do some job hunting. *crosses fingers* He got a call from one of the banks he sent his resume to before, and they want to set up an interview with him; yay! The only thing is that it'll be after Thanksgiving (this coming thursday)...-__-; So that's still a lot more time with him being a lazy bum. So yeah, during his time away, I went on the computer, visited you guys, and made a new wallpaper. ^^ It's super cute, and thanks to Sweetdevil for the wonderful comment on it already!! :3 I didn't think it was that good! I don't think it'll get featured, but that's ok. Um, it's of Misuzu, Minagi, and Kano from Air all in chibi form. Please download/comment! Hosted By theOtaku.com. After dinner, my dad started talking about "scary movies" and other things that I used to be afraid of. We got into this discussion that lasted for quite some time!! About things that happened to me when I was little that totally traumatized me [when I was 3 or so, in our old house, I set off the security alarm at night by accident. That sound is SO disturbingly scary...It scared me half to death. My dad thought it was some burglar, but instead he found me all curled up at the steps crying...I was forever afraid of that sound because of that...] and movies that I was afraid of that I MIGHT not be now. ^^; So yeah, really fun conversation there...*sigh* As for entertainment, we watched more Nodame Cantabile (which has rekindled my want to play piano again...IF I had a piano...) and Vandread, and then we played [by "we" I usually mean my brother and I] Samurai Warriors 2(is it just 2?) for the 360. So far, that's the only fun game I've played on that system! I loved the other 2 SW games, and this one is just as good, though a bit harder. I'm not a Halo person, so I'm not going to get that or get into that at all. XD So yeah, so far the Wii is more tempting to have than this xbox! ^^; But oh well, that's what I got for my b-day gift. Anyhoo...I guess nothing else happened yesterday! As for today, I have no clue. My mom always wants to see a movie, but we never seem to get motivated enough to go. *laugh* So we'll just have to see. Here's an amv, a Death Note one. SPOILER ALERT!!! Don't watch this if you haven't seen most of (or don't already know what happens) in Death Note. The song is Linkin Park's Numb. [this person also inserted the "L and Light kiss scene", which obviously isn't real XD] Enjoy! I think this post was shorter than usual. Was it? Well, it doesn't matter. I just didn't have much to write about of interest...nor the motivation to do so. ^^; I ain't a happy camper these days. Well, thanks to those that visited me, and have a good day!

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Friday, November 16, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, imeem/exams/break, yesterday, death, & amv

^_^ Aww, thanks! Thanks for the comments! Hah, yes, don't worry, this time the thanking paragraph is in its normal place! Funny, it seems you guys are almost more OCD than I am with order! XD Anyhoo, thank you for the wonderful comments. I got a lot again. :3 New friends!! NarutoChibiFan, Yours Truly (forgot to thank you before!), Cesteel, and Ezel! Welcome to my site. ^^ Nice to hear from you. Madarame, no problem about not being here on my b-day. Lots of people were. Like Squeaker! *hugs* Long time no see!!! Thankies for coming back! Anyhoo, I'm glad you all like my new theme! It was a total hit. XD I gots lots of "best theme you've ever had!" and "sooo cool; gotta love dark themes". And yup, Aya, It's still Air. :3 Can't verge from my love for Air! Sweetdevil, I KNOW! I'll send you the links when I can and remember to...^^;; Thanks to everyone again. Argh!! Ok, this is why I don't wear pullover sweaters!! >.< It's freezing outside so I decide to wear a pullover sweater as opposed to my usual zip-up sweatshirts/jackets, and now I'm HOT. Sure, it's fine outside, but then when you get inside it's tooo much. -___-' Cause when you try to take it off, then it's all static-y! Bah. Anyhoo...*laugh* Um, it's friday. This morning when I woke up (a lot) I kept thinking it was the weekend...then I remembered NO, it's not the weekend yet...gotta get up. *sigh* Boo. I slept much better last night (was so tired from before!), and then got up, got ready for school and left. Anyhoo, it was a rough time trying to get here!! Construction jerks had BOTH EXITS out of our neighborhood/area blocked!! We [mom and I] were trapped. "Road closed." Well, they could've told us, the RESIDENTS about this. -__-; We ended up getting out (obviously) by moving the orange cones...oooh, how evil. Oh, yes! IMEEM finally fixed its shuffle problem so now my playlist shuffles again. :3 But if you wanted to hear the new songs I uploaded, they're the first two on the list, and I have more at the bottom (that are non-anime). Thanks again for the compliments on the layout! ^_^ Anyhoo, I had math before this...nothing exciting there. We're getting close to finals time so she told us when we're having ours. I'm lucky because I'm going to be done all of my finals in the first 2 days of testing! Monday and Tuesday (Dec.10-11), then I'm free for winter break!! Until January something. :3 Ah, that's one good thing about college...nice, long breaks! At least between semesters. Next semester, my schedule's going to be busy. -__-; Because of French class, I couldn't have certain classes since they were at the same time...so I won't be able to take my next fashion class when I should. I'll have to take it next year. Boo. Anyhoo, enough of the future...let's talk about yesterday! After I posted, I...hmm...I ate, and then had fashion marketing. We took notes the whole time, and then she told us about our test on tuesday. -__- The next few weeks will be torture!! Tests, projects, presentations, papers, final exams...ugh. *sigh* So not looking forward to this crap. After school, I went home and nothing new really happened. Yes, Krusty, Vandread is a great anime. I'm actually rewatching it for the second time. :3 Both seasons, of course. So watched more of that, Nodame Cantabile (again, very good!!), and played some games...err, I couldn't make a new wallpaper yet again. *sigh* I wanted to, but my brother Derek (the grouch on my b-day) came over, and he wanted to use Photoshop to make a b-day card for his girlfriend [her birthday is today]. *rolls eyes* So he worked on that for a long time...in other words, I didn't get to make anything. As for visiting sites, my internet was screwy most of the night so I could only get to some. Sorry. :( Well, now I'm going to talk about some worries on my mind! Other than all of the school-related stresses, I've been thinking about death. Isn't that horrible??? I know, some of you totally disregard it as something bad...some are even suicidal [*sad face about that*], but I've been thinking about it a lot lately. It seems that everywhere you look and listen, there's something about someone dying. Whether it's on the news, in one of your posts, on a TV show, anything...people DIE. I know, I'm young, and I shouldn't worry about such a thing, but it's been on my mind a lot...and I don't like the thought...I hate the unknown, and that's one of the greatest unknowns out there. ^^;;; I've just been depressed, and that topic really gets to me...sorry. Feel free to rationalize it or tell me your side to the whole thing or just ignore me; it's fine. I've been afraid of death since I was 6 years old or something; I remember telling my mom...bah!! Sorry, anyhoo, I'll stop that... Nothing else to say. I have French after this, so yeah...then it's the weekend, yay. Gotta find an amv...Ok, here's a Nodame Cantabile one with Angela Aki's song "Home." Enjoy!! Thank you ever so much for commenting...taking precious time out of your day to visit me. ^^;; Sorry if this post was long and/or boring!!! What can I say though? It's my life. -__-; So yeah, thanks again, and have a great day! *hugs*

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

Warning: new layout, thanks, sleeeep/morning, yesterday, down, & amv

Hello all! *hugs* Thank you so much for the comments. First off, I'm going to talk about a very obvious thing!! My new layout!! As you can see, it's totally different from before. A couple of you late commenters saw it already...but maybe didn't think it was new? I don't know, but anyhoo, yeah! I worked on it for probably an hour or more last night. ^^;; I don't know html very well so it took me forever to find the right codes for how I wanted the text box...and you'll see in the profile that I put stuff in a scroll box as well! Also, since IMEEM still isn't shuffling the playlist *rolls eyes* I added some new songs, and this time I put them at the top so you'll hear those instead (if you still listen to my playlist...). They're from the anime Silent Mobius, which is older and very good. Anyhoo...the bg I got from good ol' xanth reborn; she sent me a ton of Air images as one of my gifts. :3 I loved this one, and I thought it was about time for a DARKER theme! Thank you for the dear comments. ^^ More happy birthday wishes! It's never too late to say happy b-day. XD Thanks. Krusty, dude, it's been forever!! It's so nice hearing from you again!! Same with Hyli, spirit, and S Angel! Gi-chan as well. *hugs* Some of you were jealous of my presents, but yeah...I do get a lot of things for my b-day. ^^; I think it'll be bigger than my Christmas. And my brothers were jerks, yeah. -__-; Oh well. About the xbox, well, it's okay, but I'd much rather have a Wii...anyhoo, thanks again! [I loves my L plushie. :3] Yes, how odd that my thanking paragraph came second! It's just that I wanted to point out the obvious first. ^^; I really love how my site looks now!! :3 I hope you do, too. Anyhoo, I ish ultra super tired right now. It's my early morning this morning, but THANK GOODNESS!! It's my last one! My last FYE class was this morning so no more waking up at 7:40 for a class...yay. I'm so tired because I couldn't sleep well at all last night. My mind was on hyperactive (when isn't it??) and I kept singing songs in my head! Bah! I love the song, but I'd rather sleep! [the song was the ending to Nodame Cantabile sung by Crystal Kay; I'm totally obsessed with it lately!!! SUCH a good song and anime!!] Argh, so I ended up taking a sleeping pill at 2:30, only giving me about 5 or less hours of sleep. -__-; I had school dreams, which I hate...argh, and then having to get up early in the RAIN [I love sleeping on rainy days!] just bummed me out. My FYE class was useless; if I didn't have the final paper to hand in, I totally wouldn't have gone. Hmm...so what else to say? Well, I suppose I'll talk about yesterday. It was my busy day of school...math, history, French, English...errr, nothing interesting in math; after that, I had lunch ALONE. I have no clue where Madii is!! :( She hasn't replied to any of my text messages either. I hope she's ok. Anyhoo, I studied during that time for the history quiz. I don't know how well I did...I might've gotten some wrong, but oh well. -__-; Um, the girl in my group wrote the paper (though I'm not so sure on how GOOD it is...) and she handed it to Julie, who will edit it. She also made an outline and gave that to the guys in charge of the powerpoint. So thank goodness! She did it!! TT^TT Now it's just a matter of me panicking to be prepared for the oral part...15-20 minute presentation...*sigh* That's on the 26th so at least I have plenty of time! Let's see...I don't really remember French class or English. Oh! Well, I do remember that in French, we were singing this song to help us learn some vocab. XD And well, *laugh* that guy Patrick, the one I said sang happy birthday to me, started dancing!! Like, REALLY dancing. It was hilarious! My friend and I sit in the front while he's in back, so we missed it the first time, but then our teacher told us "tournez!" [turn] to see Pat dance the second time. *laugh* He's really nice and funny; I like my class. XD So yeah, that's all I really remember from yesterday. These sleeping pills sometimes mess with your memory! So yeah. ^^;; After school, went home, watched an episode of Vandread (older, very good) and Nodame Cantabile (VERY good!! I recommend it! I know Lute's been watching it, too), then I had to work on that darn paper for FYE. I managed to spew out enough to make the 5 pages in less than an hour. XD I'm amazing. I felt down yesterday, and I still do, but oh well! What can I do? My mom's right, yesterday she said that I never look stressed or nervous during the day. She asked me WHEN do I! I said, "All the time; I guess I just don't show it." Well, apparently...I keep my worries inside [unless I type it all out on here] and then they come back to haunt me at night, causing me to not sleep. -__-; So yeah, my sleeping troubles are probably partially caused by my keeping my feelings in during the day...*sigh* I try to be cheery and alert with others, but I guess it backfires. ^^; Anyhoo, no new wallpaper or anything. I have fashion marketing to go to after this...probably another boring class to work on our project. I'll go search for an amv...*tries to find one with the Nodame song* There! Enjoy! [hopefully it's good; it wouldn't load for me so I couldn't watch it XD] Thankies a ton for visiting me. *hugs* Yesterday I was too busy to get to many people at all. I'm SOOO sorry!! :( I don't know how/when I can make it up to you...but I'll try my best. Sorry again. Have a wonderful day!

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Warning: THANKS, morning/dream, yesterday, b-day, & amv

THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!! :3 *hugs hugs* Thanks for the wonderful birthday wishes!! I haven't gotten so many comments in a long time! I think it's cause my post was so short...and it was my b-day. XD Any other day, I probably would've only had 10! But wow, thank you all again. I got more and more cards and gifts from you guys, too! And if you didn't make me anything, that's FINE!!! I'm just happy having you all as my friends. ^^ I didn't say you had to make me anything...so yeah...I totally understand being busy and all. *nods* Plus, I'm a terrible friend at returning the favor! I don't get to make b-day cards that often. ^^;; Several of you had birthdays, and I'm pretty sure I didn't send you anything...sorry. But, um, thank you all again! I have loads of PM's and emails from you to reply to. ^^; That'll take some time... Wah...I'm tired...even though this is my morning to sleep longer. ^^; It always seems to be rainy on tuesdays and thursdays (my days to either sleep late or wake up EARLY), which I love, but I wish I could sleep as long as I'd like! I could always get another 1/2 hour in on tuesday mornings, but I decide to wake up and post instead. XD Anyhoo, I slept pretty good, but I did have a scary/sad dream...I didn't like it at all. :( I can still picture it in my head, too! Argh, but I also had some good dreams...Luffy (One Piece) being in one of them. Um...*laugh* I'm going to say something here and, haha, "I slept with L last night." XD You know how?? Cause I got that adorable L plushie that I wanted for my birthday!! :3 Hehe!! So I had him next to me on my bed while I slept; hence, I slept with L last night. XD Ok, so obviously yesterday was my birthday! I'll just go about as usual talking about my day. I had math first, and that wasn't anything different; then I went to eat my lunch like I usually do with Madii, but she wasn't there. :( I text messaged her, too, but she never replied...oh well...so it was a lonely b-day lunch. ^^; After that, I had history! The girl in charge of writing the paper for our group project actually came up to me and told me that she has all the research done and will have the paper done by wednesday! ^_^ Wonderful! It will probably need a lot of editing though, but at least that will be out of the way. ^^;; Now I just need to freak out about the rest of the project...but! At least I have 2 weeks to do that. XD Anyhoo, also during history, we watched a part of Monty Python And the Holy Grail. *laugh* Too bad we couldn't watch it all! But that class sure seemed LONG...never-ending. -__-; Umm, after that I had French...which wasn't any different, and again, my teacher totally lectured us on how horrible "we" are doing on our tests and everything. By "we" she means everyone but me and my friend. ^^;; People did horribly on their last tests...like I'm surprised at that, too! They don't know how to do such simple things in the language! Anyhoo, aside from that, Madame sang to me in French (happy b-day) and gave me a pencil in a bookmark. XD I felt like I was back in elementary school! Hah, and at the end of class, Patrick, the class clown (well, class personality) and guy that gets along with everyone, sang happy birthday to me. O__o And he has a really good voice, too! It was somewhat awkward and embarrassing but nice! *laugh* No, I don't think he LIKES me; he has a girlfriend. XD But yeah, that was funny. Then I had English, and nothing new there... So now I'll talk about my birthday "party" at home. First, the gifts! I already mentioned my L plushie (soooo cute). I also got that Nami (One Piece) figure that I showed you guys before and the Souseiseki (Rozen Maiden) figure, too!! They're so cute!! ^__^ I got some manga (mainly continuing some series that I had before), scarves, other clothes, boots, and another Hello Kitty watch. My brother Corey got me (though it's really SHARED between us...) the Digi Charat special edition box and Monster Rancher Evo (for PS2). Derek, my oldest bro, came over, and he got me a $40 gift card to Toys R Us. The BIG GIFT was an xbox 360. O__o Though that's not just MINE anyway...it's shared, but still...and it was somewhat of a disappointment because it was just the "Arcade" version, which is the lowest/cheapest. We really can't do much with it. -__-; *sigh* Anyhoo, the "party" was good except my brothers sorta ruined it for me. D was a total grouch the whole time since he saw I was getting the Xbox. He was jealous, and he sure made it known!! He wasn't nice to me, just sat and watched TV, and he just plain ol' ruined the mood! And Corey, like last year, didn't even say "happy birthday" to me once. Mom had to make him...and he only cared about GETTING the xbox, too. He didn't care that it was my b-day at all. *sigh* What immature 20+ year old brothers... So that was my b-day. Something bad always has to happen, but oh well. Thanks again to those that sent me gifts and birthday wishes. :3 *hugs all* I'll get to replying to those when I can. I only visited 3 people yesterday, but that was to thank them/see something on their site they made for me. If I didn't get to yours, and you wanted me to see it, PM me! Oh, and no new wallpaper, but thanks for checking out my One Piece one. :3 It got featured for a bit!! Anyhoo, I gotta get ready for school now...fashion marketing; we're going to work on our store ideas. -__- Argh, well, here's an amv. *inserts random one* Thank you all again for everything!! *hugs* Thanks for visiting me, and sorry AGAIN for not getting to you guys much. ^^;; Today will be no different...I know I have papers and things to write. *sigh* Well, do have a good day!

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Monday, November 12, 2007

Warning: tis my birthday!! thanks & a wallpaper :3 - short post!

Yet again, this isn't a "real post" from me! It's just a super quick little diddy, which happens to be a shameless advertisement. I'd like to thank you all SOOO MUCH for everything...you're all too good for me...too good for me, you hear me?? Or, well, read that?? XD But it's true. Thank you all so much for your comments, and arigatou for the birthday wishes. Yes, today is my birthday!! :3 Woo! *throws confetti and hands out cake, cookies, whatever the heck you want* I've already gotten some gifts from you guys (cards, wallpapers, other visuals and goodies), and I wanted to say thank you again. *hugs* You're all so sweet to me...really, I don't deserve any of this. :( But I'm grateful to have such wonderful friends, even if you are just "online friends", and even if I won't meet you in person...you keep me sane (somewhat). ^^; So yeah, it's my b-day today, and I really hope that it goes well. It sucks that I have to go to school..and have it be my busiest day with the most classes, but oh well. -__-; I'm sure I won't get anything from people at school, but that's fine; like I've said, I don't really have many "friends" in real life...anyhoo, I wanted to make you guys aware of my newest wallpaper. ^_^ I finally got to make a One Piece wallpaper, and I think it turned out really adorable. XD I hope you guys think so, too. Please download/comment!! [think of it as a party favor!] Hosted By theOtaku.com. Thanks again. ^^ Sorry, but I probably won't visit sites much today since I'll be busy at school and with "celebrating" my birthday. No parties or anything, just family...like every other year. ^^; I'm just hoping that nothing bad happens...nothing to make me depressed! *pushes thoughts away* So yeah, um, thanks again, sorry again, and have a great day!

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

Warning: thanks, dream, imeem, b-day stuff, yesterday, wp, today, & amv

I'm posting later again...I was spending too much time responding to PM's (some) and going through the wallpaper section doing some comments...also, it's just so hard to get up in the morning when it's cold!! XD Anyhoo, thanks so very much for the comments!! Not as many, and they were shorter, but that's a-okay cause I knew my post sucked. XD Not only that, but people are always so busy on the weekends!! So thank you all so much for commenting. ^_^ Hah, several of you referred to Air and Misuzu with my dreams of flying. Crazy coincidence, right? ^^; A bit scary...she and I are far too similar. I sure hope that I don't...yeah....anyhoo, thanks for the comments about my dog! He is getting older, but he's always disliked me. He has moments when he'll let me pet him, but if I pet him for too long, then it's over. -__-; He growls and bites at me. Argh. Um, Lory! Nice hearing from you again. *hugs* Same with Dicer, elvenNinja, and Ninja Lover. :3 Oh, and thanks to those that wished me a happy early b-day...I'll get more of those today probably. XD Thanks again! Well, it's yet another morning...though now it's almost noon...bah, that's what weekends are for, right? Sleeping late if you want to! Anyhoo, other than difficulty breathing (stupid sinuses!!), I slept pretty well! I had several dreams, but the one I remember most is one where I'm at my old house (I tend to be at my old house more often in my dreams than this one...); it was raining, and I looked out my window onto the porch...what did I see? A whole bunch of animals. XD There were wolfies, foxes, pandas, and a lot of other cute animals. :3 Throughout the dream, I was trying to take pictures of them with my camera, but it ran out of batteries! So then I had to find my mom's and dad's camera...well, I just couldn't seem to get a good picture of any of them. XD The camera died right when I was taking one of the baby panda! I remember my mom was trying to get me to leave, but I didn't want to for fear that we might scare all of them away. *laugh* What an odd yet cute dream. XD Before coming on MO, I was checking my emails. I have 2 different accounts; infiniteciel, the one that I use most often for friends and whatnot, and then angelnightkaori, which I use for when I make an account somewhere. I used that one for when I joined IMEEM; good thing I did! I don't check it as often, but I did today, and I had 43 new messages!! XD They were all notices about new comments, polls, friend requests, etc. I figured out that you can change what things emails are sent about...thank goodness! Now maybe I'll just get 10! But um, speaking of imeem, they finally emailed me about my question/problem with the playlist not shuffling when it's supposed to...they sent an email saying, "Are you still experiencing this problem? Please send a reply with information regarding blah blah blah..." Um, YES. I STILL AM. -__-; It took them 2 weeks to reply...I find it funny that they ask, "Are you still experiencing this problem?" Because they knew they took forever in getting to me! Anyhoo, yes, tomorrow is my birthday! ^_^ I hope it goes well. It's a shame that I can't skip school because of it. XD Well, I COULD, but I'm not a bad kid to do something like that. ^^; Um, some of you said you'd make me a card or something! That's very sweet of you! You don't need to though, but thanks if you do! A got a couple of questions regarding the sending of a card via PM! You could always just email it to me as an attachment to my email address. *points to the side information* It's right there, OR if you want to upload it and copy and paste the link to the image in the PM, you can use Imageshack. It's easy to use if you've never used a site like that. So yeah, thanks a ton if you feel like making me a gift...you don't need to though. Well, NOW I'll talk about yesterday. It was pretty much a nothing day. We didn't see the movie (of course) so we just stayed home all day. ^^; Watched anime, played video games...you know, just plain old lazed around. What can I say? I have no life!!! NO LIFE. I had periods of feeling depressed though yesterday, but whatever. That happens all the time these days! I don't feel "alive", and I don't want to do anything either. -__-; Bah...but umm...I made a new wallpaper. I know; it sucks. I only got 6 downloads on it. I made it as a request from sesshomaruluvr47 to be her site's bg...she probably won't even use it for it though...it isn't that great. Sorry!!! :( Well, I hope someone likes it...if not, maybe I'll just delete it. ^^; But yeah, it's of Sesshomaru; please comment/download if you want. Hosted By theOtaku.com. This post is really a rambling one, isn't it? Not much to comment on; I KNOW. I can't think of anything else...nothing interesting at least. I have homework to do today, but at least I finished that final draft of my synthesis...so I won't need to do that. *sigh* Tomorrow's my b-day...I'll be 19...I don't look 19...I look 13. -__-; See, I haven't even gotten my driver's license yet (I'm lazy), but my dad said, "You know. I don't even think they'll believe you're 16!" Yup. So anyhoo, here's an amv. Because I'm uncreative, here's that hilarious Azumanga one I showed before. XD With the Team Rocket (Pokemon) song!! It's great. Enjoy! Sorry if this post was boring or you can't find much to comment on. I don't mind. Sorry again for not visiting everyone...I just don't get much computer time these days. -__-; *sigh* And sometimes I just don't feel like commenting...*gets anti-social* Thanks for visiting me though. Tomorrow's (monday) my b-day, but I still won't post. So have a good couple of days!!

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

Warning: thanks/new friend, sleep, dog, yesterday, b-day/

OMG, thanks sooo much for the comments!! O__o Those were the longest and most I've gotten in quite some time!! They took a while to read, but they were so worth it. *hugs* Thanks a ton! ^_^ First off, j'ai une nouvelle amie ["I have a new friend", in French]! Her name is Kazukii, so please go visit her if you have the time (and if you read this)!! Thanks for visiting me; you're welcome here! Anyhoo, tons of people visited that haven't in a while...like Steph, Necury, arduous,amila, Refi-chan, and others. Yug, you DID use your old account; that was funny! And Lute, wow, I got 3 comments from you! XD I gave you a modified link to that playlist, so hopefully it works now. Anyhoo, thanks to everyone for the wonderful comments...about George and Gage, about my other classes, about WHAT you read of my posts. All very helpful and in-depth! *hugs* I'm just going to be vague here though so thanks again!! Well, I don't think this post will be very long or interesting this time! I woke up later, and it took me more time to read all of those comments. XD That's not a bad thing at all though so don't hold back!! I slept pretty well last night! I was so tired from the week, so yeah. As for my dreams...there were several where they were pretty fantastical...I was flying in some (I usually NEVER fly in dreams), and there were parts when I'd go through some other dimension and end up in some place. *laugh* My favorite was this old lady's house that had all sorts of doggies (real and fake/statues) in it!! It was sooo cute. I remember in my dream that I was laughing and smiling so much at that point that I had to cover my face [think Sakaki from Azumanga Daioh]. Was there an anime character in my dream this time? Hmm...I don't remember, but if there was, I'm guessing it was Luffy or Nami from One Piece. XD At the moment, the evil dog Totoro is at my feet on my bed. Tis veryvery cute, but I gotta say...his kindness and lovability has really decreased these days! I mentioned this the other day, but yeah, he totally hates me. -__-; He's biting and growing at me more and more lately. And for NO REASON, too! :( I'm the nicest to him, love him the most, I take care of him when he needs it...takes him to the vet, cuts his hair, etc. *sigh* I keep saying that I want a new dog, but that won't happen as long as Totey is around. Which is fine, I still think he's the cutest and I still love him, but it's a shame that he doesn't love me back...evil dog...[/random conversation] Yes, anyhoo...umm...yesterday was a pretty good day I suppose. After I posted, I went to the language lab to get some more time for French [we have to have a total of 10 hours in the lab, I have almost 9], and the lab aid wasn't there! You see, we have to get this sheet signed by the lab aid (the person stationed there to help) to prove that we were working there on French stuff. No one was there when I got there and for a good 1/2 hour...I got lucky though because my teacher came in looking for the lab aid! So she saw me there and just signed the sheet for me. ^^; Anyhoo, in French, we had a test...I think I did well...I hope. After that, I went home and did the usual nothing! Finished Potemayo, watched more One Piece, started Gate Keepers 21 (an older series). So why was yesterday a pretty good day? I don't know actually. XD I think it was because I was in a better mood due to the fact that monday's my birthday! Thanks to those that already wished me a happy early b-day and to those that said you'd make me a gift!! :3 You don't have to, but go right ahead if you're so inclined! I don't know what I'll do though! I usually don't post on mondays...so should I write a super short post about it being my birthday or not? ^^; Oh well, we'll just see...I guess it doesn't really matter. On a topic somewhat dealing with that...about friends, I find that I'm growing further and further away from "real life" friends! I rely more on you guys than anyone in person...is that bad? ^^; It's just that at school, I haven't made any really good friends; classmates, yes, but not "friends." And I haven't emailed my friends from high school much either...I'm just getting more and more anti-social I suppose! I always hear about people going to wild parties, and that just frightens me. XD I'm sort of glad I don't have friends like that! Ok, this is just getting rambly and boring, right? I don't have anything of interest to talk about. Today I think we're going to a movie...that's I THINK. It's never a definite thing, but my mom said we would last night. We might see American Gangster (is that what it is?). Alright, I'll shut up now! AMV time. Several of you probably remember this one...it's the One Piece amv to the "I need a Hero" song [when I had it up first, you all corrected me that it was the Shrek version. XD]. Enjoy! Well, thanks a ton for visiting me. *hugs* I really appreciate it. :3 And don't worry if you can't comment on everything...it's just me typing whatever's on my mind. ^^; Thanks again, and I'm terribly sorry for not commenting everyone lately. :( I have no clue about today either...so sorry ahead of time if I can't. Have a good weekend!

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Friday, November 9, 2007

Warning: thanks, dreams, post?, morning, yesterday, same wp, b-day, & amv

Thanks for the comments, you guys. *hugs* You're all so nice. :3 But I noticed not many checked out my wallpaper...oh well. I'm going to put it in this one, too. XD Anyhoo, Saijinto, coolcatkyo, filo, thoa-kun, Aya even (yes, it's seemed like long time...*hugs*), it's been a while! Saijinto, it's been months!! XD Thank you for returning, even just for one day in a while. Umm...thanks for the compliments on my math score. ^^; Yes, I got well over 100% just because of getting one extra credit problem right! I think my teacher wanted to help out the kids in my class that are failing so badly, but it still didn't work out...poor kids. Emmah, your comment really cracked me up, especially the part about putting fireworks in my group member's pants. XD I totally pictured that, too. Thanks again to everyone!! *hugs* For everything. ^_^ Ok, well, I slept better last night. I think it's because I was sooo darn exhausted from my previous nights' lack of sleep. XD It's just a shame it wasn't a weekend! Oh well. Um, before going to bed, my bro and I watched the newest South Park episode (I don't watch it all that often), and it was about Kyle and Stan becoming champions at that Guitar Hero game. I've never played it before (well, I tried it out once at Circuit City for a bit and SUCKED), but yeah. Because of that, I had a dream where I was playing it. XD And the song I was playing was Patty Smyth's "The Warrior" (I'm pretty sure that's not really on the game...) because of that Loveless amv from the other day. ^^; Hahaha. I have such amusing dreams. Even in my dream, I SUCKED at playing it. I think L was in my dream somewhere as well...*laugh* Ah, jeez, I love my dreams sometimes, and other times, I HATE them (ultra super vivid and scary). My dreams seem more real than my real life... I was wondering, do you guys read my dream/sleep paragraph? I know some of you do, but not everyone comments it. Just wondering...it's fine regardless. ^_^ Oh, some of you commented on the music on my site, thanks! But I don't think it's on shuffle yet...is it? Stupid IMEEM. I wish they'd fix that. -__-; [some of you get it on shuffle though...how odd and lucky!] This post is going nowhere and fast...I've been just staring at the screen for a while. XD Woooo~. I guess I'm still tired. Anyhoo, I just had math class, and nothing special there. Then I came here to the library but came across George and Gage (handicapped older man and his dog) and talked with him for a while. He's so nice and fun to talk with. He always thanks me after/during we talk. I suppose it's because of his being "different"; you know, being in a wheelchair and all...it probably drives a lot of people off from talking with him and treating him like any other person! I HATE THAT. -__-; So I guess I'm a rarity to him...a friend to actually talk with on the same level, regardless of his disabilities. Anyhoo, I told him that monday's my birthday, and said maybe I'll see him then. I wonder if he'll get me a gift? XD Hah, probably not, but he's very nice. Now I'm here posting in the library (duh), and then I have to go to French in about an hour. Yesterday...let's see...oh right! I had fashion marketing. It was super boring for most of the time...then we got our partners for the final project. -__-; Lo and behold, I got one of the biatches as my partner. *sigh* She's the one that dissed my (and my partner's) outfit that we came up with for that prior project...>> Ugh. But at least I didn't get one of the other girls who I dislike more. She seems like she'll be pretty easy to get along with, it's just that I have to go with HER ideas. So our store concept is going to be a "unique" jewelry store. BORING. Whatever. I came up with the name of the store though; it's in French, "angelique ciel", which is angelic sky. :3 Umm...so we worked a bit on that, and then I was done for the day! I went home...and then the day went as usual. Corey and I watched more Potemayo, which is, yes, a VERY good and cute anime!! I totally recommend it. It's too short at 12 episodes though, but what can you do?? XD Uh, let's see...I worked ahead and finished my final draft of my synthesis for monday, and I visited some people. No new wallpaper, so here's mine from the other day. :3 It was FEATURED, but I barely got any downloads! ^^;; So odd...the wallpaper section isn't like it used to be...[please comment/download if you want!] Hosted By theOtaku.com. Let's see...I guess I have nothing else to talk about. I'm looking forward to my birthday on monday, or at least the gifts. XD I know I won't get any presents from "friends" at school, but that's fine. Even during my other school years, I never would...^^; Do you usually get presents from friends on your b-day? (at b-day parties don't count!) Now then, here's an amv. This post probably LOOKS long...and it took a while to post, but eh...sorry. *inserts random amv* A bunch of anime to a German song. XD Very cool. Thanks soooooo much for visiting me. *hugs* I got to MOST people yesterday, but not all...sorry. :( I do what I can. Um, yay, it's the weekend finally!! And then my birthday! Well, have a great day!

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