Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Warning: thanks/edit, night/dreams, today, yesterday, sorry, & amv

Thank you for the comments!! *hugs* You're all so wonderful. :3 Should I try finding other ways to start my posts? I feel like they're always the same. XD Anyhoo, I need to type somewhat quickly here, so forgive me if I don't reply much!! Yug and Mistoffelees (maybe others??) thanks so much for commenting! I've missed you guys...it's been quite some time! ^_^ To everyone that encouraged me about that darn history project, thanks. ^^;; I'm still worried about it, but not as much...and yeah, we had lots of fun at that hockey game and all! Even afterwards, driving around and getting lost in the spooky alleyways (I swear those people were out to get us!!). [if anyone reads this...] I forgot to mention about how when we were waiting for the Mexican food, there were these guys on motorcycles that drove up! XD And one guy was in a frog suit! *laugh* A frog costume that covered his whole body, even over his helmet. XD Haha. Anyhoo, thanks again everyone! *hugs* So, yeah...it's tuesday! ^^; And that means I just have fashion marketing class today...which also means that I got to sleep a bit later. If I didn't want to post, I could've slept for maybe another hour. XD Oh well. I had trouble trying to fall asleep last night. -__-; It was because I was thinking and coming up with scenarios or what to write in the emails to my history group members!! ^^;; I was thinking up really good, solid, and authoritative business-like things to say, too. I should've been writing those emails, but instead I was trying to sleep. I can't stand having so many things on my mind!! Argh, but anyhoo, when I did fall asleep...I had more weird dreams! DUH! Several of them were L-related. XD Or, like, I would be shopping around and found Death Note merchandise and things with chibi L on them and whatnot...sooo cute. :3 I wish it were real! But one dream was slightly scary, and it involved a space satellite crashing in our yard...and people came out of it, who I thought were aliens. ^^;; Anyhoo, now I'm awake and after I post, I gotta get ready for school. So I just have fashion today, but we have a TEST in it! T__T It's on chapters 6-10...that's a lot! I read over my notes last night to study, but not very much...*sigh* I guess it's just cause I don't find this class's tests so important? ^^; I don't know, but I just couldn't make myself study more than I did. We'll just have to see how it goes! After we take the test, we're going to meet with our partners for that outfit project thing. I took pics of the clothes from my closet that I think would work, and my partner was supposed to do the same and email them to me...but she didn't. ^^; So I might have to go to her dorm room today and see what she has. This sounds like a really weird project probably, but that's cause I don't feel like explaining it. ^^; The point is that it's a hassle! Oh, and my brother finally has a job interview today! Wish him luck!!! Yesterday was an exhausting day!! I had all of my most stressful courses...I suppose you could say. But first!! I had math. -__-; This was sooo retarded. I wake up and get to class on time; I'm tired...didn't want to get up...and our teacher isn't there yet. We all waited and waited, and then when the 15 minutes was up, we left. "Crap, she didn't come! I woke up for nothing!" Then we walked down the hallway and passed the door where she has another class later in the day. It said: "Ms.Meehan's Math class 10:10 is Cancelled." -__- NOOOOOOOoooooo. *sigh* If only we saw that earlier! And if only she told us ahead of time; if she did, then I could've slept in. Oh well. Because of that, I just went to the library and visited a few sites. Then I went to history; I discussed with my teacher (via email later) my worries about our group project. She agreed with me and said that we'll probably get some time to meet with our groups on wednesday. Good. ^^; I got back my history test, and I got an 88! Not as good as I did before, but better than I thought I'd do! French was French; we had a test, and it was pretty easy. Then I had English. I got there a bit early to talk to my teacher about my email about the creepy guy. She thanked me for bringing this to her attention, and she said that she switched everyone's editing groups around to not make it obvious. That's good, but he still sits in front of me...so he still makes me feel uncomfortable just being there. :( I could move my seat, but I like where I am since I have the table to myself (the tables in our room seat 2). -__-; *sigh* Oh well. I guess I'm always going to feel tense and creeped out in that room with him. It sucks, but at least my teacher has been trying to help. Nothing else really happened yesterday...just the usual when we got home. More watching of One Piece (me loves it!) and then I studied for my test today. I felt a bit down, as usual, and felt like crying...but I didn't...that's not new. No new wallpaper yet either...sorry!! :( I've just been too busy. Here's a vid then! The song is "Player" by Origa and it's to KH2. Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me!! *hugs* I really appreciate it. I try my best to get to you guys, but sometimes I just can't...sorry. :( So I probably (like usual) won't post tomorrow since it's another busy day. Have a wonderful couple of days!

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Sunday, October 21, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep, history worries, yesterday's adventure, today, sorry, & amv

Hello. *hugs* Thanks for the comments! Yes, I know! Yesterday's post was shorter than usual. ^^; I honestly had nothing else of interest to talk about! If I made a wallpaper, it would've been longer! And yes, Steph, I did get sidetracked. XD Thank you all for your advice about what I was thinking about. Asialonewolfe, you might be right, but then again, I think those things even when I'm at school working my brain off! Thank you, Nana, for that confirmation, too. ^_^ I haven't heard of that manga before. And your riddle...I have no clue about it! ^^; Wind? Air? Anyhoo, it seems like lots of you haven't been feeling well either. :( I hope you guy can get well, too! *hugs* And welcome back to mirelle5, Hippie, S angel, kawaii kitten, Reki, and sango! It's seemed like forever! Thanks for commenting again. *hugs* So yeah...arigatou minna! It's Sunday...almost monday...*sigh* Bleh. How discouraging! Anyhoo, I slept pretty well, though as usual (this isn't new!) I had more funked (no, not the F word XD) up dreams. The good thing is that I don't really remember them for once! I only slightly remember my last one, and that was freaky. I still feel tired despite sleeping a good amount; oh well. I keep worrying about that darn history group project thing. T___T It's constantly on my mind! We have less than a month now before it's due...I wish I had my group member's email addresses or something. I'm just so conscious of things like this! I always want to know what's going on, and I don't want to be stuck doing all the work! I'm afraid that there will just be a week left, and still everything to do. :( I can't seem to trust anyone but myself to do projects/work in general. -__-;; That's why I can't stand group things! *sigh* And we never get time in class to talk to our group members so I don't know how to do it otherwise. I don't live on campus. Argh!! Sorry, I just had to get this out...I'm so worried! *panics* Umm...ok! I'll talk about yesterday! First off, I'm terribly sorry that I barley got to visit anyone. :( Forgive me! I didn't get any time. We left for the hockey game at about 5pm, and we got there...oh, I don't know, 6:20? The arena (or whatever you want to call these places) is downtown, and that's far away from us! But we got there a lot quicker than usual. Anyhoo, so we got there and found our box! Yes, we got a special box area. :3 Where there's a little bar and other seats...and we have a "waitress", too. These tickets were given to my dad by his bank or something. Oh! I forgot to say, my mom didn't come with us. :( She had a horrible migraine and wanted to stay home...I would've stayed home with her, but dad and Corey wanted me along. But anyhoo! It was rather fun! I find hockey to be a terribly boring sport to watch, however. XD So I guess what was fun was just the atmosphere and the crappy food. The people in our section were really loud and obnoxious, but at the same time they were really funny. I found myself laughing at some of the stuff they said and turning around to look at them; they'd see me and say more stuff laughing. Hah, well, we left at the end of the 2nd period (there are 3) to avoid traffic, and as we were leaving, this guy and a little kid came up to us. The guy said, "Hey, are you leaving? Can we have your tickets? My nephew and I are trying to get seats together..." O__o Yeah...right...really believable. I don't know what they really wanted with the tickets because they said/asked that to every person after us, too! And YES, my dad GAVE them 2 of our tickets. -___-; They were used tickets...why would they want so many? After the game, we left and tried to find some food! It was 9pm! And we haven't had dinner yet. XD So we were driving around the spooky alleys and one-way roads of downtown (I kept seeing kids hanging out in groups; I insisted that they were planning/plotting against us! It was very scary; I was afraid of being shot ^^;)...trying to find Pat's or Geno's cheese steak places. Dad said he knew where they were, but hah! We drove around for so long. Well, we finally found them...Pat's is inconspicuous, while Geno's has neon lights and everything! These places are right across from each other and have been rivals forever. They're very famous for their cheese steaks (Philadelphian goodness). The lines were HUGE!! Even at 9:30 at night! So we ended up not going to either; instead I got pizza and dad and Corey got some Mexican food (that still took forever to get). We finally got home at 10:30. Hence, my inability to really be on the computer! ^^;; I was so tired. Well, I KNOW this post is longer than yesterday's! I guess I'm just a detail person...I'm probably just going to get comments like "sounds like you had fun! good for you!". -__-; Well, yeah, but I didn't write 3+ paragraphs on it just to get that...anyhoo, I doubt anything is up for today. I do have a lot of homework to do...and that project to worry about. *sigh* Sorry if I can't visit much again. I missed so many that updated yesterday. :( *is interrupted many times by brother and mom* ANYHOO...here's an amv...I've shown it before. The anime is Honey & Clover, and the song is "Mad World" by Gary Jules. Enjoy! Sorry! Long post! ^^; I hope it wasn't too torturous...not interesting...oh well. *hugs* Thanks for visiting me. And no post tomorrow from me, remember! Sorry! Thanks again, and have a great couple of days! [edit: how stupid of me! XD I forgot to mention that our hockey team won! In overtime. *laugh* Silly me! And about my dog...the poor thing. :( He's still limping...]

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Saturday, October 20, 2007

Warning: longer thanks, days/sleep, yesterday, doggie, b-day list, hockey today, & amv

*got sidetracked watching that Death Note cosplay vid again* XD From yesterday's post. I'm not sure if any of you watched it, but jeez, they were all so perfect and cute! *laugh* Anyhoo...off-topic!! (I want to take an L home with me!) Thanks so much for the comments everyone. They were surprisingly really long! I didn't expect that so thank you very much. ^_^ Lestat, I'm sorry I didn't visit your site (same with Emmah and asialonewolfe), but wow, your comment was really insightful. Thanks so much. Then again, everyone gave really good advice and encouragement. I know; I've let that person's words slide now...I don't mind, but it did hurt at first. ^^; It's just stupid. Anyhoo, I hope that none of you get sick. :( It isn't fun! Especially having the stomach illness! As for how I was feeling, thanks also for your tips and everything. Umm...oh! Thanks a ton for commenting and downloading my wallpaper! Yes, it was my 200th! I couldn't believe it. XD Especially since my first 100 weren't very good. ^^; Driffter!! So nice to hear from you again! *hugs* [edit: same to EternalParadise & 9breaker!] And welcome to my new friend, xxHopelessDesire!! Some of you might have seen a couple of her wallpapers; I know sweetdevil's commented on her newest. ^_^ So visit her please! She's awesome! Thanks again for the comments! Ah, it's finally the weekend! But another weekend that will probably go by too quickly. It seems like days have been flying by lately...and I haven't really noticed. It's not like they've been good or particularly busy days, but I just haven't really comprehended them? Not sure...but, like many times before, that darn depersonalization feeling (like I'm not really here/living) has been kicking in. I hate it. -__-; Then I start contemplating life and what it is, what makes us live, think, speak, etc...I just get all in-depth philosophical! I don't like it! *sigh* Anyhoo...I slept...had lots of weird/bad dreams like usual...woke up a lot...and I still feel a tad sick to my stomach. This sucks. Ehh...yesterday...let's see...after I posted, well, I was in the language lab when I posted. XD I was supposed to be doing French work, but eh, no one checks. Just as long as I get the sheet signed by the lab aid, I'm good. We have to have 10 hours of lab work for French, and I'm up to 8 maybe. So I'm GOOD. ^^ So after that, I went home. I sure was tired and still ill-feeling...I just wanted to lay down and do nothing, but I can't allow myself to do that. ^^; NEVER! I hate naps; they make me feel so messed up--weirder and more tired than before taking one. So, the rest of the day proceeded like any other...nothing new or unusual (did start watching Loveless though, just the first ep. so far). :( Not even a new wallpaper, sorry!! I'm so determined to make an L one though... Some of you saw my "P.S." from yesterday, about my dog. T__T My poor baby!! He really hurt himself good...all yesterday, and even today, limping to the max!! :( Like not even just limping...he's literally hopping around on 3 legs. He's a 3-legged dog now! Totoro! Usually he just sleeps it off; we give him some baby aspirin to ease the pain, and he gets better, but he's been like this for almost 2 days now...poor thing...miniature poodles generally get this problem with their hips when they're older, but he's just 6 or 7, which isn't old for a poodle. That's middle-aged...so anyhoo...we might have to take the poor baby to the vet. It's so sad seeing him hop around like that. Yesterday, I searched around for potential birthday gifts...my b-day is in less than a month now. I'm going to be 19. ^^;; I mainly looked on ebay; we don't have ANY anime stores around here so yeah. -__- These are the things I either want or know I'm getting (as in, already ordered): -One Piece Nami P.O.P. DX Figure (v.2;alredy have v.1)- -Rozen Maiden Souseiseki Figure- -Sitting L Shirt- -L Plushie (though there are many dif. ones!)- That's about it...The first 2 I already have ordered, and the L stuff...not sure yet, at least not about the plush. ^^; I just wish I could get these things from somewhere NOT in China! XD Anyhoo, nothing else really happened yesterday. As for today, guess what? I totally forgot to mention in yesterday's post that we're going to a hockey game today!! Our team, the Flyers, have actually been doing well. ^^; I'm not a sports person, but it's always fun to go to these random games, like what we did with the baseball game. So that's tonight...because of that, I probably wont' make a wallpaper, and sorry if I can't visit everyone. :( Here's an amv. OMG, "Pirates of Dance" to One Piece. *laugh* It's funny. Enjoy! I think this post was shorter...wasn't it? It took a while to type up though because of me getting sidetracked and also having to find those pics for my list...^^; Thanks for visiting me, and sorry if I can't get to you. I'll try though. Have a great day!

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Friday, October 19, 2007

Warning: thanks, another bad night, yesterday, wp, rude, & amv

Thank you all, my good friends! ^_^ Thanks for the wonderful comments. I'm glad I at least have some people on here that like me! Apparently, others feel otherwise about me...anyhoo...^^; Ignore me. Thanks for the encouragement and lots of hugs. *hugs* Indeed, that dream really screwed me up! I see that lots of you have scary dreams often as well...several of you told me that you can "fight back" within your dreams and control them. Well, I've never been able to do that. -__-; I wish I could though...if I could control my dreams, then they'd all be wonderful! Oh well. And yeah, many of you dislike true/false questions on tests, too. *laugh* To think, I used like them! Now, I'm not so sure. ulterego, yuppers, I know that a new Marimite series is being worked on. :3 It's a shame that it will probably take a while! Lute, RMC, thoa-kun, angel kitsune, Madarame, and Iruka sensei, thanks for commenting again! It's been a while! ^^ Anyhoo, thanks a ton to everyone again (and to those that downloaded my wallpaper)! Well, even if I'm not feeling well, I at least like to try and make my thanking paragraph chipper. Bleh, I still feel sick to my stomach. Mom says it might be a stomach virus or a slight flu...-__-; I felt nauseous all yesterday and during the night, and I still do now. This isn't pleasant!! I'm SO tired, too. It sucks that I had math class this morning to go to! It took me a long time to fall asleep; then I woke up at 4:40 to the sound of my dog's jingle running up the steps! I heard mom get him and yell to my dad, "what's he doing up here this early??" And my dad just came in through the garage (I heard the loud garage door close), yelling, "Where's the dog??!" -__- So yeah, wake-up call...but thenI thought, "Well, if I just fall back to sleep, I still have 4 more hours until I really have to wake up." That didn't happen...for some reason, I just couldn't fall back to sleep! I couldn't breathe, I felt sick, and I don't know...I seem to be afraid to sleep and have more bad dreams or something. *sigh* I did fall back to sleep, but it was about 2 hours later... *sigh* Err...I don't remember much of yesterday. Apparently it wasn't that great! *thinks* After I posted...ah, yes, I read the book I have to read for history. That history class is death to me! So that "book report" is due in december, but then we have that group project (due nov.19 for ours...NOOooo...), and we have these tests...and all we do is take notes during class. I can't stand it! The information is interesting and all, but I don't like how my teacher goes about "teaching"! Anyhoo, I read for a bit and then I had fashion marketing. We watched one of those patented school videos made in the early 90's or 80's about how Levi jeans are made. -__-; Ugh...how very interesting. Our teacher then gave us this assignment that's due next week; we have a partner and we have to come up with 3 outfits, accessories and all, from our OWN closets. So that means that we have to work together and use clothes that we have...the problem is that my partner lives on campus, but I commute. It's a hassle! We decided on taking pics of the clothes we were thinking about bringing in and showing each other...that way, we can pick and choose the outfits from the pictures...it sounds confusing to you (probably), but yeah. ^^; Oh, and we have a test in that class on tuesday. Stupid tests!! Let's see...after that, I went home! Yay. I felt so sick to my stomach all day, it was a relief to at least be feeling sick at home. ^^; The usual happened, nothing interesting. Watched more One Piece, finished Peacemaker Kurogane for the 2nd time, watched some School Rumble again...yeah. Played video games...I'm SO interesting. What else? I made a new wallpaper. And about yesterday's Susumu one...well, it DID get featured! ^_^ Though I think it was only for an hour (maybe less?) and it was late (11pm eastern time), but still, that was wonderful! Thanks again to those that downloaded it (Gi-chan and asialonewolfe, your comments were especially helpful and sweet; I could totally look at that wallpaper all day, too *laugh*). Here's my new wallpaper (and 200th at that!); it's an Air one with Misuzu and Kanna. :3 Download/comment please! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Argh...why do I still feel sick?? :( Maybe it's just from stress...or feeling depressed. .___. Ugh. No, I didn't cry yesterday...though I felt like it, but I've been finding it harder to cry these days...like I want to stop myself from it. I don't know; whatever!! You know something that bugs me?? "friends" that never comment on your site but PM you saying rude things when you comment their site. I encountered that yesterday/the day before! This person NEVER visits me, but I visit them sometimes (not much, why should I?). So one time I comment saying that their site looks "messed up"; they changed their layout and things didn't look or work right. I couldn't read their post either. So they end up sending me a pissed off PM about my comment! Taking offense to it! O__o Then I try to clear up what I meant, but then they reply with "don't deny what you said!!" Okay... They called me rude and mean! I'm so confused. People like that and people in real life that dislike me for no apparent reason get on my nerves so much...they make me feel bad, but what's the point? *sigh* Hey, you know those Death Note amv's I showed you the other days? Well, they're both unavailable now! T__T How odd! I wonder why? They were both by different people, too. Oh well. Here's a vid now...it's called me being uncreative and showing a slideshow one with pics of Death note cosplayers. :3 They're all so cute and smexy! Darn those Japanese! *laugh* There's a Mello in there that looks just like him...and the L's! I want to take them home. XD Anyhoo, they're just showing pics to the second DN ending song. Enjoy. Sorry, this post was probably really boring! I'm sure it was! And yes, even by the end of this post, I still feel sick. Hopefully I chipper up this weekend. -__-; I'll try to visit, but again, I can't guarantee anything. Sorry if I don't get to you. :( Thanks for visiting. Have a great day! P.S. Totoro (my dog) hurt himself again. :( It's even worse than before...he's not just limping a little, he's literally hopping around on 3 legs. Poor baby. *cuddles him* It's his darn hip! I hope this doesn't become chronic...he's still young for a dog!

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Thursday, October 18, 2007

Warning: thanks, bad night and dreams, feeling sick, yesterday, wp, sorry, & amv

Thank you all for the comments. You're all wonderful friends...too wonderful for me. ^^; Um...I appreciate those that commented and downloaded my wallpaper! It's ok if you don't download or comment submissions...whatever floats your boat, right? I just ask you guys to do so because, well, because...it'd be nice if you did. ^^; Anyhoo, Joselyn, nice to hear from you again, but it's a shame my post didn't work for you! How odd. Filo and ElvenNinja, it's great to get comments from you guys again as well. It's ok if the comments were short! Several of you apologized for having to make quick comments, but it's really alright! I don't mind. ^_^ I enjoy whatever you all have to say! Vickie-chan, I totally agree about group projects...*sigh* Terrible...well, um, thanks again everyone! Well...to say it plainly...I feel like crap...*sigh* I had a horrible night trying to sleep, but I didn't want to take a sleeping pill since I did the night before. When I finally fell asleep, I had one of the most disturbing and scary dreams...well, nightmare. -__- I don't even know why I didn't wake up during it! I was in some mall or something, and there was this monster/zombie/creature thing that looks like it came from an ultra scary Silent Hill game or something...and I had to fight it...it kept coming back at me...It was so F-ing scary. When I woke up, I was so scared...and I was so nervous/shaken up that it made my stomach feel horrible. :( Let's just say I didn't really fall back to sleep...*sigh* I shouldn't have even gone to class this morning; I still feel sick. I had FYE, and it was so pointless. We got let out a half-hour early or something since we had a sub...I didn't need to come... Yeah, so I'm tired, feel sick, and until a minute ago or so, I've felt like crying. Why? I don't know. Heck, as me about why I ever feel the way I do...I don't know. Stress? Just being depressed in general? *sigh* Whatever. .___. Anyhoo, so yesterday was pretty crappy. Because of that, I couldn't think of one good thing to focus on before going to bed; it was all bad. [Sesshy, if you read this, you'd be interested to know that BACK-ON's "Chain" just came on my mp3 player XD] Soooo...I had math, and that was just boring and easy, nothing particularly bad; after that I ate "lunch" while attempting to study more for my history test. *sigh* Which I had next...well, I don't think I did very good. I studied, but I guess I didn't study enough. There were a ton of true and false questions, and I was thinking way too much into them. I hate T/F simply because I'm a terrible gambler. It doesn't matter if it's a 50/50 chance, I always get it wrong (unless I'm really sure on the answer). I didn't check my notes afterward to see if I was wrong or not; that's one thing I HATE doing...checking my notes right after the test to see if I was, in fact, wrong. Speaking of history, that group project is going nowhere. I highly doubt anyone aside from my friend and that one guy has done any note-taking. I can't rely on my group members so I might as well write the paper and do everything else myself. I sure as heck don't want to, but I might end up doing that! -__-;; *sigh* Depressing. *sneezes a few times, blows nose* Ugh...anyhoo, then I had French, which was fine. That's the only class I enjoy somewhat. I have an A+ in the class so I can't complain! Then was English...that guy...I had to be partners with him again! I've had enough. No, it's not just that he's annoying/bugging me, and no, he doesn't make fun of me. It's that I think he likes me, and it disgusts me. Some of the things he says are really disturbing. So...I finally decided to email my teacher about him. She said she was planning on switching around the groups anyway...I hope that does something. At home, it was just the usual. However, I heard about my brother having a phone interview for a job...which didn't go well because my dad sent the company my bro's wrong resum�. :( Long story short, Corey is having another interview next week, but it won't be for as good a position as it was going to be initially. *sigh* Anyhoo, I made a new wallpaper, another Susumu one (from Peacemaker); it's like my dream to have a Peacemaker wallpaper featured...but no...not yet. I'm CLOSE though so please download/comment. Maybe it'll be featured for a little bit today? Thanks, and I hope you like it. It took a long time and lots of changes. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Since I was let out early from my previous class, I have more time before Fashion marketing...I'll probably be able to visit some sites and then read. Sorry I haven't been visiting much lately. :( I feel really bad about that. I've just been too busy...*sigh* Forgive me. Well, here's an amv. Sorry, it isn't another Death Note one (but those were good, right? XD Me loves L.); it's a Princess Princess one. I haven't seen it yet, but I really want to. The song is "Missing Person", but I'm not sure who the singer/bad is. ^^; Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* Again, sorry for my lack of commenting and whatnot. Download my wallpaper if you want (please), and have a good day!

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Warning: thanks, weird dream, yesterday, classes, wp, busy today, & amv

Thank you all for the comments! *hugs* I didn't get to read them yet though. :( I don't have much time to post at the moment so I need to type quickly and not do replies! Sorry!! Thanks sooo much though...and thanks to those that haven't been around in a while! Heley, sasori, Effie, Steph, Harvey, Curse, and Angel Saku! *hugs* ^_^ I've missed all of you! And to everyone else that commented, thanks so much. I look forward to reading your opinions on my aunts and whatnot. I skimmed through them and see that many of you have a common problem with family members...anyhoo, thanks again, and sorry I couldn't do specific replies right now! ^^; I'm tired! I didn't sleep too well, and this is my morning to sleep late! T__T If I didn't want to post, then I could've slept for another hour. XD Till 10:30 because my class is at 11:35! But no, I woke up at 9:40 or so to refresh myself and get on here to post. I'm SO dedicated. [weird dream] Anyhoo, I had lots of weird dreams as usual...but the last one was about my school having some sort of fair or something. Everyone was dressed up in costumes so I'm assuming it was some sort of Halloween thing. I was dressed up as Tinker Bell O__o with her little bright green dress on and whatnot...that was weird in itself! But anyway, I recall seeing several friends in my dream that were either "ex-friends" or ones from high school that I miss. Well, ONE friend that I missed and the others were ones that sort of de-friended me...-__-; But, um, there was also a part where some guy was making fun of me...but then after making fun of me, I hit him into a fountain, and then he started saying, "What's your name? I'd like to know the name of this young lady!" As if he were hitting on me. WEIRD DREAM. Priss from the original Bubblegum Crisis was also in it. XD [/weird dream] Sorry if that was boring! It was just another one of my dreams. Anyhoo...yesterday was a busy day. I'll just speak of my classes as briefly as I can though. In math, barely anyone came to class...less probably because it was the monday after a long weekend. So my teacher was "proud" of those that came...we got into groups and worked on this word problem thing, and just for being there and doing it (not even getting it right) we all got 10 extra credit points!! XD She said, "You guys deserve those points for showing your faces here!" I think she wants to get our grades up...and also encourage us to come to class. ^^;; After that, I had lunch with Madii, and then it was history class. That class is death. -__- SOooo boring...and I hate the fact that we have that group presentation project due in about a month, and we haven't worked on it at all!! T__T I'm soo worried; I hate group projects!! It's just so hard to get the other members working and doing what they're supposed to!! Ok...so then I had French; that was normal--nothing interesting there. After that I had English. *sigh* That stupid annoying guy that I swear I just want to slap in the face...had to be my PARTNER for this thing we were doing. A worksheet on comma usage; for Heaven's sake, I could've had it done in 40 seconds. But NOOoo...he just talks and talks and talks. He made a remark about my finger nails. YES, they ARE my real nails; I know they're long. They're perfect for scratching annoying guys' faces out! >< *sigh* Anyhoo...so we handed in our essays on love...and not much else...it's just that guy gets on my nerves so much! My mom says that I should tell me teacher about how he makes me feel uncomfortable. "Tell her that he's been sexually harassing you! Then she won't pair you up with him again." Hah. Ok. Easier said than done! At home...watched some anime and then did some homework (not much). ^^; I focused most of my time on my new wallpaper, which barely anyone downloaded. .___. I mean, ok, I knew it was coming...since Peacemaker isn't a very known show, but come on! People could still download wallpapers from shows they don't know. :( And what makes it suck even more is that barely anyone submitted wallpapers yesterday so that mine was in the "most recent" section ALL NIGHT...and still, barely anyone. *sigh* Oh well...um, please download/comment!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today is going to suck...I just have my one class, fashion, and we're doing that little presentation in it...that's not what I'm worried about though; it's all the homework that I'll have to do after class. T__T I have that summary essay on that article due tomorrow in English; I have French homework to do, and I also have a history test!!! -__-; Nooo...*sigh* I was going to work ahead on the summary yesterday, but I got sidetracked with my wallpaper. This sucks. So, yeah, I'm sorry if I can't visit much today. I'm going to be busy! And sorry about yesterday, too. I didn't get to many people. :( Sorry!! Well, here's an amv. Another Death Note one (the last one was cool; if you didn't know, the singer was Melissa Williamson, who is a great English voice actress); today's song is "Bitter for Sweet" by Blaqk radio. Enjoy! Sorry this post ended up long!! ^^; I guess I really did type faster than usual! Maybe it's just cause I didn't reply to comments like I usually do...sorry. *hugs* Sorry no post tomorrow either...and lack of comments. Thanks for visiting me, and have a good couple of days! [EDIT: I feel like crap. *sigh* I wish I didn't have this homework to do as well...I just want to lie down and do nothing... Oh, and sorry my wallpaper was so swirly...]

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Sunday, October 14, 2007

Warning: thanks/replies, morning/dream, grandparents left, yesterday, today, & amv

Thankies, thankies for the comments. ^_^ Very much appreciated! Miko-chan, Ordinary Girl, and Emmah, it's been a while. *hugs* Thanks for commenting again! Miko-chan, no need to apologize! I totally understand. ^^ And you even commented on my last post, too! Thanks! Anyhoo, more replies...Vickie-chan, yup, that was Shinku from Rozen Maiden, and I've heard of Yotsuba, but I've never read it! You also wanted to know "little sister" in Japanese--that's "imouto". Thanks to everyone that said something about my grandparents; yes, I'm very thankful to still have most of them alive and all...and I had a good time despite troubles. *hugs* Anyhoo, thanks to those that commented/downloaded my wallpaper! It's just weird how it looked blurry in the preview. ^^;; Hmm...I guess that's it for here...I'll reply to some other questions in other parts of my post. Thanks again! *hugs* Oh, well you didn't think yesterday's post was boring? Well, I'm sure today's will be then! ^^;; Unfortunately, I didn't have any anime-related dreams last night...at least I don't remember if I did. For once, I didn't really remember my dreams...I woke up a lot, and it was hard falling back to sleep, so yeah. The night before's dreams were weird, but not bad at least. *laugh* Gi-chan, yes, I think I DID hug him! XD Indeed, Near is like a teddy bear. Hehe. ^^ Anyhoo, the only part of my dream last night i remember is doing a fashion show (which was actually supposed to be graduation or something), and I couldn't find an outfit that fit me!! And when I walked out, it was like I wasn't walking on the floor...I was floating and going the wrong way. How embarrassing! ^^;; It was really weird...and I didn't like it. Stupid dreams! And for some reason last night/early morning, I just didn't want to fall back to sleep...like I was afraid of sleeping or dreaming...I'm not sure. ^^; Oh well... So, my grandparents left this morning. EARLY morning. I woke up after one of my dreams right before I heard them talking and about to leave, which was at 4:45am!! O__o Torture! That's too early. Luckily my dad is an early-riser and always has been, so it wasn't a problem for him to take them to the airport. Yes, they're going back to California, where they've lived for most of their lives. Lots of you asked "who are they staying with?" and things along those lines; they live in a condo my dad bought them, by themselves. My mom's sisters (my aunts, their children) all live in CA as well, very near by. The only thing is that they don't take as good care of them as they should. My aunts are very cheap and never help them out with buying clothes or anything. My one aunt Melinda is really rich, too...-__- My aunt Sunny is dirt-poor (literally), but at least she tries to help them and is caring about them. Aunt Glory is a cheapskate and always has been. So basically, my family, though we live in PA, helps them out the most. Anyhoo, so yesterday was their last day staying with us. Most of the day was just the usual; Corey and I watched anime (mainly One Piece and we finished watching JoJo's Bizarre Adventure for the 3rd time or something; it's such an awesome show!) and played video games. Then after dinner, we wanted to play one last game of Sorry! (board game) before they left. Well, my oldest bro Derek and his girlfriend Susan came over to say good-bye...so they ended up playing the game with us. Susan is really nice and very cute, but like I've said, she is really ditzy...not very smart. ^^; She didn't know what D meant when he said "cut the cards"...and just her overall, um, everything makes her sound dumb. And she thinks D is the greatest guy in the world! They call each other "baby" and all sorts of stuff like that. O__o I'm not used to words of that nature coming from my oldest brother's mouth...he's never had a girlfriend before (not a good one anyways) and he's 28...but anyhoo, so we played Sorry! while I had my Angela Aki CD in. XD Grandpa won the game though we were all sooo close!! After Suze and D left, I got Corey and Mom downstairs to say good-bye to grandma and grandpa...since there was NO WAY that we'd wake up early enough to say bye this morning. ^^;; Mom ended up crying, like usual, and same with grandpa. We all hugged and said bye a billion times...I don't think Grandma knew what was going on though; she seemed really confused, and when grandpa said, "Say goodbye to your daughter", she looked at me, not mom. :( Oh well...I really hope that she can be helped somewhat. It's very sad for everyone. Anyhoo, so that was yesterday...my grandparents are gone now, and things will be back to normal. -__-; UGH, so today I have to revise my essay on love because it's due tomorrow...I should probably start my other homework, too...wednesday we have another essay due (it's a summary) on another article in this book we have. Coincidentally, the article I think I'm going to summarize is called "Think, therefore IM", which is about the rampant use of IM terms in people's everyday writing and whatnot. *laugh* Funny, right, Vickie-chan? XD So yeah, today I'll be busy, and my computer decided to die yesterday...that's why I couldn't make a new wallpaper, though I have some good ideas for ones (an L one and Susumu from Peacemaker Kurogane)!! T__T I'll see how many people I can visit today. Argh, youtube is being a butt today as well, VERY SLOW! Well, here we go...a Death Note one, an L tribute. ^^ Enjoy! [spoilers!] Thanks soooo much for visiting me. I'm really sorry if this post was too long!! I never plan right, do I? I thought it'd be short and boring...well, I won't discount the boring part...anyhoo, sorry if I can't visit everyone, but I did yesterday! *nods* Tomorrow, no post. :( Have a great couple of days!

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Saturday, October 13, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning/dream, yesterday, wp, today, & sorry

Thank you all for the comments! ^_^ I was expecting to get many because of that darn problem MO was having...or whatever it was. So thanks a lot! *hugs* Especially since yesterday's post was quite the long one! I didn't think it was going to be. ^^;; I appreciate those that read most of it! Anyhoo, friends that haven't been here in a while: 9breaker, Yug, kyofanatic, asialonewolfe, fox, ulterego, and anime snow girl! *hugs* I've missed you guys!! Don't worry; I wouldn't forget such good friends. XD And zabuza sama, hooray! Thanks for your first comment on here! ^_^ No problem, call me whatever you'd like! I realize that I'm older than most of my friends on MO. XD So I'm called onee-chan, senpai, and sensei by some. Or K-chan, AZ, Zaku, Zakuro-chan...yeah. *laugh* Or just my name, Kelsey. Anyhoo...thanks for the wonderful comments and encouragement with everything. I won't go into detail this time though, or else this'll be as long as yesterday's. XD Now then...it's another chilly morning! I think that my mom had to turn on the heat because it got so chilly last night. *nods* I had more weird dreams, and A LOT, too! I must've had 10 or something because I woke up so often. The only one I remember right now that wasn't too bad was one where I went to McDonald's, and there I met a couple of my old friends from high school (saying that makes me sound SO old). I guess we talked for a bit, but I do remember wanting to order a Big Mac, but they didn't have it on their menu! XD NOoo! *laugh* But what made this dream more interesting is that Near (from Death Note) was working there!! I thought that was so out of place and funny...it was either Near or a guy that looked just like him. I just wanted to pick him up and hug him! XD Maybe I even did? Weird, I know. My dreams are never normal. Oh dear, this post will be a boring one! But at least I know it won't be as long as yesterday's (which you're all free to read if you didn't!). Let's see...yesterday...well, it was quite the nothing day. I had off from school, and mom took Corey to the chiropractor. I was like, "Hooray! Finally, I get time to myself...I can go on the computer and visit all I want" etc...but because MO was having that maintenance done or whatever, I couldn't do anything. -__-; I muddled around for most of the day, waiting for my grandparents to get ready to go with my dad somewhere. Grandma was having a lot of trouble understanding anything. Grandpa told her to go DOWNSTAIRS to brush her teeth; well, she ended up going UPSTAIRS...and she's scared of the steps sooo much so she was crawling up them, on her hands and knees. It was very hard getting her back down; boy, she holds your hand strong! She wanted to just sit on the steps and slide down or something...I don't know, but it's just sad. After they finally got ready, they all left, leaving me home alone. FINALLY. Well, I couldn't really do much...I just played Persona 3. :3 I wubs that game. Nana, I know you don't like all the fighting with the "level grinding", but I don't mind it all that much. Anyhoo, that was fun for about an hour...and then Corey and mom came back. I immediately wanted them back OUT. -__-; Corey proceeded to get on my nerves right away. Argh, he still doesn't have a job!!! But whatever...we just watched more One Piece (basically all I've been watching lately XD) and then later I made a new wallpaper. It sucks, and for some reason the thumbnail/preview makes it look all blurry!! T__T It's not fair! It isn't blurry...but stupid preview! Anyhoo...please download/comment. Thanks! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today, my parents want to go to a movie. I'm not sure if I'll go along or not. Grandpa didn't want to go to a movie though, so he and granma will do something else. Today's their last day here. :( Tomorrow morning they leave to go back to California...and who knows when I'll see them again? Sure, it was really stressful with them here...and sad at times, but it was fun in ways, too. So anyhoo, hopefully I can visit people today...I got to a lot yesterday when I could. Sorry if I can't get to all of you though. I've been thinking of and stressing over my future homework assignments...I have so much to do!! T__T I should get started on stuff...Ohhh...-___-; youtube isn't working for me right now so sorry no amv. Thanks for visiting me. *hugs* You're all so sweet. I'm glad to have such great friends! I don't know what I'd do without you. ^^;;; Have a great day!

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Friday, October 12, 2007

Warning: long thanks, morning, yesterday/fashion, writing/dinner, & amv

*huggles* Thanks sooo much for the comments, you guys! ^_^ I loved reading them all. This morning I'm taking it easy and just posting slowly, taking my time...because I can! Hah! Anyhoo, thanks again for all the comments. Kaisap, no lie! It really was that hot a few days ago. We've been having really weird hot and humid weather in October...now it's much cooler, but it'll still be warm for usual. Alex, yes! *hugs* Of course I appreciate your comments; they're always very helpful and encouraging. ^_^ Hehe, plus you're the only one that has more than one person help me in your comment (Megumi, Misuzu). *nods* So thanks again! Lute, yes, people can use other people's wallpapers from here on their sites as bg's if they want. ^^ Give them credit in your profile if you wish. Sesshu (sesshomaruluvr XD), please don't say those things. :( You're not stupid at all! *hugs* Don't put yourself down. You're wonderful!! Anyhoo, I see that most of you hate (of course) people that dis anime/manga! Of course. I mean, she's my "friend"...and just...eh, whatever. I won't take it to heart, but people should stop making fun of things that are different. -__- Mami-chan, it's been a while! *hugs* Thanks for commenting again! ^^ And EternalParadise, you're welcome for the card. I'm glad you liked it! Thanks again! Was that longer than usual? I'm not sure, but I could've probably gone on longer! What with all the wonderful comments I get. But anyhoo...as I said, I'm taking it easy this morning. Mom just left with Corey to go to the chiropractor so they'll be gone for a while. Oh! And yeah, I don't have school today. ^_^ My grandparents are still here, and I'm sure grandpa is waiting for me to come downstairs and have some of that "big breakfast"...but I'm going to post first! I have Totoro (my dog) here by my feet on the bed...and he's sleeping. *laugh* For once, he's behaving for me! As for my sleep, it was ok, but again...not good dreams. Yeah, Gi-chan, I can somehow remember my dreams. ^^;; It's probably because I'm such a light-sleeper. I wake up a lot...and I just really can remember and picture my dreams. I won't talk about them this time though; they weren't that weird/different. It was very chilly though so that made it hard to sleep! *shivers* It's windy outside, too... Ok, well, I guess I'll just talk about yesterday. After I posted, I braved the rain (though I love the rain!) to go to the "snack bar" to eat my lunch (more like a snack). I just listened to my music and ate; then my friend from French class came with one of her friends, who happened to be the roommate of Najah (the girl I tutored before). She's the one with the Johnny Depp obsession. XD We talked for a bit, and then I had to go to my fashion marketing class. A lot of you aren't familiar with such a class...well, it's the first class for those that want to major in fashion marketing, whether it be in buying, selling, retailing, construction (making clothes), or designing (what I want to do). So we did that group thing that I talked a bit about before. My "inspirational" items were just two pictures I printed out online. One was this pic of a "blue sky", which looks more like a painting or something, and then the other was this pic of a black bird on a fence. I thought they'd be really cool to base designs off of. So me and my partner just had to look through magazines and find pictures of apparel that would represent our designs and color schemes. The color schemes (color "stories" they're called) were based off of my pics: blues, black, yellows, gold. I didn't really like that assignment. It was a bit of a pain, and my partner didn't help too much. ^^; We didn't know exactly what to do...but we present that next class. At the end of class, our teacher asked us how we like "college life" and whatnot. Well, I was totally opposite of the other girls. XD They all live in the dorms, and they were complaining, "It's too strict here! There are too many rules! You can't do anything. Like, you can't even have your boyfriend stay over the weekend in your dorm. And when I sit outside at 11pm, it's totally DEAD--no partying, no noise, no nothing. It's not like that at all at other colleges." -___-;; Hmm...I wonder why they have such rules??? I WONDER what you and your boyfriend are going to do in YOUR dorm. Ugh. So yeah, I didn't chime in, but my opinion wasn't the same as theirs. XD Sure, I don't have a boyfriend, and I also commute (don't live in the dorms), but eh...I think the rules are just fine! It IS a Catholic university, too. (I'm not Catholic though; you don't have to be to attend.) So after that I went to the writing center to have that writing conference about my essay. The girl that helped me was a real help! She gave me lots of good ideas and things to add/change. My English teacher was there, too, helping another girl. XD So she knew I came and even added some of her own input. She complimented my writing and said maybe I should become a writing assistant in the future! Anyhoo, so I have that paper to revise majorly! It's due on monday. *nods* After that, I went home...nothing interesting until later; we went out to eat. Before leaving though, something good actually happened with my grandma. I don't know still if she knew who I was, but she complimented my singing! ^__^ I was singing to Pink's "Who Knew" because it came on the radio, and grandma turned around and said, "You have a really pretty voice!" T___T Aww, that was just so sweet! It meant so much to me especially since she wasn't able to form ANY complete sentences yesterday...except that. *made me happy* So anyhoo, we went out to eat...all of us, even Derek and his girlfriend Susan. XD A family of 8! Well, the dinner ended up sucking though. Everyone's food was horrible!! We never get good food out at restaurants! Bleh! And it was just really awkward with Susan there...she's sweet, nice, and cute, but she's so darn ditzy. ^^;; It gets annoying! Sorry, this is taking forever, isn't it? Is it really long??? ^^;; I'm even leaving out details I could talk about! Oh well. So today, like I said, I have off! I don't know if I'll have to "babysit" my grandparents though...so who knows if I'll get to visit much. I'll try to though. *nods* Here's an amv that I've shown a lot before, but i like it so much...and I already mentioned singing this song earlier. XD Pink's "Who Knew" with Ouran. Enjoy! Thanks sooooooo much for visiting me. *hugs* I love you guys! ^_^ Even though I'm usually darn depressed during the day, getting things out on here and reading your comments really help. Thanks again. Have a great day!

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning/dreams, today, yesterday's stress, & amv

So many wonderful friends!! *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments. ^_^ Lots of friends that are new or that haven't been here in a long time! *group hugs* New friends like InfiniteRain141 (I know you commented before, but I didn't get to welcome you!) and ElvenNinja! Welcome to my site! *hugs* And people that haven't been here in a while: Gi-chan (I've missed you!!! Yes, your comment made me smile. ^^ *hugs*), Emmah, Kiyo-chan, Iruka sensei, Roleni-chan, IchigoShirayuki, Sesshy, and Amila! XD That's so many people! For some of you, it's been like a month! *hugs* But thanks so much, and thanks to everyone else, too. A lot of you asked "what is Persona 3"? Well, it's a video game for PS2. *nods* Veryvery fun, and like I said, addicting! Thanks to those that commented/downloaded my last wallpaper. I think it's one of my faves, too. Mello and Near. ^^ Thanks for the encouragement and the sympathy and whatnot about my grandma...you're all wonderful. Thanks again! Ooooh, I so wish I were at home right now...still in bed...sleeping the day away! It's chilly and rainy!! T^T My favorite kind of weather to be at home relaxing in! Darn it, why'd I have to wake up early this morning??? The stupid FYE class, that's why! It's sooo pointless...but anyhoo, I slept pretty good. I usually sleep well when it's raining. It's finally feeling like fall! Up until 2 days ago, it was still 90 degrees (32 C) and humid! It was insane. So hopefully now it'll start getting cooler...umm...as for my sleep, it was ok, but I had several bad/scary dreams. :( Ones with wild animals attacking me and one with some scary lady calling on our phone...like coming to kill us or something; the electricity was out, and she kept saying, "You're gonna die" or something. It was just scary...I hate my dreams!! >< So yeah, here I am now...in the library...waiting to go to the bathroom. XD The janitor lady is still cleaning it! Hurry up! *laugh* Anyhoo, I have about an hour until my fashion marketing class; today we're going to do some group thing where we had to bring in "inspirational items" (either print out pics or bring something in) and we're going to come up with designs for outfits? I'm not sure. Then after that, I'm going to the writing center to have my meeting and get help with my English essay (the one on love -__-). I don't really like getting help on writing and whatnot...makes me feel uncomfortable and stupid, but eh, I get extra credit if I go! ^^; I don't know if the writing assistant will help or not, but we'll see. This essay is due monday, and then we have another essay (a summary) on wednesday! Too much! So yesterday...was a pretty crappy day! I become utterly socially exhausted! Just like that other day...-__-; My sociability is completely depleted. *sigh* In math, well, again not many people came...and lots of kids were asking questions on the homework; I thought, "oh good! They're finally doing stuff in class", but then...well, they just kept asking our teacher to do EVERY problem! They obviously didn't do the homework, and they were just hoping to copy it all. -__- LAZY! *sigh* After that, I ate lunch alone, and then I had history. It was boring as heck, and my "friend" in that class was talking to me in the beginning about how she and her roommate were watching Kenshin together. I was like, "Oh? Kenshin? I love Kenshin! I didn't know you liked anime!" Well, NO. She doesn't...her roommate does...so she basically kept making fun of anime and dissing it. *sigh* That's where I began being socially exhausted. >> You KNOW anime is my life so don't go saying "WTF?" about every aspect of it!! -__- So anyhoo, I should meet her roommate though...apparently she's a big Utena fan as well. ^^ Très cool! After that, I had French...nothing interesting. Then English...torture, mainly because of the annoying guy. UGH. Just die or something!! Well, not die, but still...leave me alone! *sigh* Blah blah blah...then I'm finally home, yay. Grandma and grandpa came back just as we arrived (practically) from taking a ride somewhere (dad gave grandpa the keys to the car). Now here's another sad and really bad example of that darn Alzheimer's...so grandma came in first, and she just stood at the end of the hallway, right before the kitchen. She just stood there and STARED, open-eyed and shocked...scared. Mom was there and we both said, "Hi, grandma! Welcome back. Did you have a nice time?" She kept staring...then she looked at mom and said, "Where?? Is this...? Is this...? Am I?" No complete sentences (she really can't form any anymore...); she didn't know where she was. Mom answered, "you're here, momma! It's my house; you're staying here, remember?" *sigh* Well, she finally acknowledged that...but then she saw ME. She stood there, stared, and then pointed at me, shock in her eyes, "I don't know...! I don't know! Who??" T__T Mom: "It's Kelsey; my daughter. You know her!" T__T No, she doesn't...I've been forgotten...oh, this is just terrible and heart-breaking. :( What's worse? To forget or be forgotten? Neither. *sigh* So yeah, I've had enough of people...though, I still really appreciate you guys. I'm glad I've found such wonderful friends here. Anyhoo, I have no school tomorrow (YAY), but I'm not sure what we're doing. I'll hopefully post, but if not, don't be alarmed. *hugs* Ugh...I feel sick...I haven't been eating much lately; darn you, stress...darn you, feeling like crap! -__-; Well, anyhoo, here's an amv. It's an Utena one. The song is "Castles in the Sky" by Ian van Dahl. Enjoy! Well, this has gone on for long enough, right? Sorry. ^^;; And no wallpaper either...*hugs* Sorry for anything; I'll see how much I can visit today. Have a great day!

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