Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Warning: Craaaaaaaaaap (now edited with more substance!...that sounds so wrong!)

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP. *sigh* I don't know what happened...but somehow...my whole post disappeared...like it reloaded or something, and everything was gone...and I was almost done, too...and craptacular, I don't have time to re-write it...I have to get ready for school. *sigh* Sorry...crap...*sigh* Well, I'll just be brief...thanks a ton for the comments before...thanks a lot to the people I haven't heard from in a long time; you know who you are. *hugs* Yesterday was an average day, just stressful. I haven't been feeling well lately (sick to my stomach, anxiety, depressed)...sorry for anything and everything. My grandparents are still here, and things are very sad dealing with my grandma. :( Today I just have one class, and I might go to the mall with my mom...so sorry again for not visiting much since I've been really busy and stressed and whatnot. Crap again...*sigh* I had so much written! It was going to be a NORMAL post for me. -__- ARGH!!!!! If only! ARGH!!! Well, anyhoo...whatever...here's my new wallpaper...another Death Note one. I love it to pieces; I hope you do, too. Please comment/download. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Well, I don't have time to say anything else, sorry. *hugs* :( Jeezz...this sucks! Well, no post from me tomorrow either. Sorry you haven't had my usual good and long posts lately! ^^; Things just haven't been going my way! Here's an amv to pass your time if you wish though... Thanks for visiting me, sorry this was boring and...*sigh* Have a good couple of days! [EDIT: I can't leave all of you with such a pathetic post! Thanks to those that already commented on what I had...my frustrated post of "craaaaaaap". *laugh* Well, I'm just going to add some here so I at least get some comments of substance! Nothing really happened yesterday. In every class though, I was always the one answering questions or asking them. It's amazing how LAZY people are! I swear! That's one thing that really really gets to me--people that are too lazy to even bother raising their hand to answer a simple question. Math class was like before; barely anyone came. I'm guessing they're all dropping it. ^^;;; In English, I got back my rough draft of that essay on love...not too bad, but I'm going to go to the writing center to get help on it this thursday. In one of our English books, it has many essays and articles in it that we have to read; one section is full of articles about the internet and whatnot. XD There are ones on blogs and the reasons people blog! *laugh* I laughed at it when I read it because it's SOOO true! At least of me. XD I apologize all the time to you guys for things, but why? What makes me think you'll care? All sorts of things like that...very interesting. As for my grandparents...we played more Sorry!, and again, grandma was unable to really do anything! :( It took us forever to finish, too...we had to interrupt our game so she could take a pill, and it took at least 5 minutes! She couldn't even understand, "Ok, grandma, take out the gum you're chewing and then take this pill. Swallow it." She kept putting more and more gum in her mouth...she's a poor thing... I've been playing Persona 3 all the time now; it's very addicting, and I just love it! It's so aptly named, too. The main character you play as really does become your persona, your other self. I find myself really caring for and making connections with the other characters and worrying about keeping their friendships and whatnot. It's a great game! XD I'm always so conscious of others' feelings, even in a video game. Ok, that's all! Thanks for taking the time to read my edit. ^^ I'm glad I could get some time to add to this! Sorry if you just read my short post earlier. :( Have a good day!]

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Sunday, October 7, 2007

Warning: thanks/today, wp, yesterday/short post

Thanks for the comments!! *hugs* You're the best. ^_^ *laugh* Most of you agreed with me on Light! XD L is forever!! Hehe. But yeah, I think that any Death Note images make for good wallpapers...so that's why I made a Near one yesterday! Yes, I didn't think I was going to post today, and technically I'm not...this isn't going to be a "real" post of my usual fortitude! We're going to church today with my grandparents, and well...after that, we're supposedly going on this 1 1/2 hour train-ride to nowhere. -__-; It's scenic. Ah yes...*sigh* That should be REAL interesting. [EDIT: Nope, no train ride; grandma wasn't feeling well...so nevermind that!] Anyhoo, thanks again for the comments...yes, Aya, we did get "grandma diapers" for her...they don't work well enough. ^^;;; Umm...oh! Thanks also for the compliments on my new layout! I'm glad you like it; I do, too. XD It was nice hearing from a lot of you that haven't been on in a while, too!! *hugs* VERY nice. You know who you are, and no need to apologize. ^^ So yeah, here's the wallpaper. Please comment/download! Yesterday, barely anyone downloaded my wallpaper...oh well. .__. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Yesterday was an ok day, though still stressful with the grandparents. We played a board game, "Sorry"...Oh jeez...though it's really sad! My poor grandma seriously doesn't know how to do anything. :( She couldn't even play that game right...*sigh* But during it and after that, we had on some anime music (bgm from Haibane Renmei, Someday's Dreamers, etc.) and we were just dancing around! Grandpa enjoyed it, and he tried to get grandma to join, too, but she didn't really even know how to do that. *sigh* It's sad seeing her like this...argh...anyhoo...nothing much happened other than the usual. So yeah, like I said, I'll be really busy today...probably won't visit much, sorry. :( And tomorrow, I'm not posting like usual. Sorry for this super short and boring post!! *hugs* Thanks for visiting, and have a great couple of days! P.S. I'm feeling incredibly tired...and I've been feeling nauseous the past few days...haven't been able to eat well cause of it. .__. *sigh* P.P.S. Our baseball team, the Phillies, SUCKED. We were all excited that they made it to the playoffs, but that was short-lived...they lost in the first round/series to the Rockies. Boo. Our teams always suck.

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Saturday, October 6, 2007

Warning: thanks, new theme, morning/stress, yesterday, wp, today/sorry, & amv

*yawns* Ah...I AM posting today...though I'll probably have to make it shorter...-__-; Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments! I didn't think I'd get many because when I got home yesterday I still had 0. XD But, yeah, thanks! *hugs* So many people that I haven't heard from in sooo long!! Xaos, sweetdevil, doas (it was great reading your HUGE comments again; seriously, how long did it take you to write all that?), EternalParadise, Angel Saku, asialonewolfe! *hugs hugs* No sorries needed. ^^ I'm just excited to see your comments again! And I have a new friend, Soubi.Risa! *huggles* Welcome and thank you again. As for the comments, yes about everything...the global warming, how it's sad to see my grandma like this, how it was crazy that so many people skipped math class...T__T Oh, and thanks to those that checked out my fanart and wallpaper! *hugs* Thanks a lot. ^^ If you didn't, feel free to click the links in my last post. Thank you all again! Well, as you can see...very obviously, I have a new theme. ^^ All courtesy of Lys! Just like my last theme was all made by Gi-chan, this time Lys made my avi and bg. ^^ Thanks again. Yup, now I have an October/Autumn theme! I usually don't do that. XD Sweet-Mizuki, if you're reading this and wondering "why hasn't she used my layout yet?" I'm sorry!! :( I'm just sort of afraid of putting that totally amazing HTML-superior layout up...because I"m afraid I might screw something up. ^^;;; But I'll use it probably next! *hugs* So yeah, new theme; I hope you like it. As for sleeping and whatnot...I fell asleep well, and I had more weird dreams...but they weren't bad. XD For some reason, I've been having more anime-related ones these days. This time, Mikami (Death Note) was in it...and same with Soubi and Ritsuka (Loveless), though I still HAVEN'T even seen it. XD *laugh* But I did look through the manga yesterday at Borders! Anyhoo, so I couldn't sleep very well during the morning time though because of that darn anxiety feeling, my nose being stuffed up, and my grandpa making lots of noise...making breakfast and whatnot. Because of the foods he used and everything, my mom got really mad. :( She's so stressed and angry about grandpa because he just does whatever he wants, even though mom has been telling him not to use certain things or not to be so loud. -__-; Poor mommy. *sigh* This experience hasn't been fun for her at all. And they're still going to be here for over another week... Yesterday after school, mom and I went to the mall. Went to Borders and I got some manga (the last 2 volumes of the Cain Saga and a new series by Ai Morinaga, something to do with Hockey *laugh*); while there, like I said, I perused the manga...finding an exuberant amount of yaoi. XD Like, wow, the lady in charge of ordering manga for my Borders must be a yaoi fangirl! It's awesome (so many to choose! So hard to choose!). Hehe. I didn't get any though...unless you count the Cain Saga as one. But yeah, wow...and I just glanced through Loveless...so that's probably why I had a dream involving them. *laugh* Anyhoo, yaoi aside, we went into Hot Topic and looked around; they have such cute halloween costumes!! Too bad I wouldn't look good in them, and also, I haven't gone trick-or-treating in about 10 years. -__-; *sigh* Errr...I had lunch there...and then we went home. At home, I took pictures of my rooms for that contest I mentioned yesterday. If you don't know about it, you have to go to the archives of the anime news on here. It was from a week ago or less. I doubt I'll win, but it's fun to enter. ^_^ Let's see...other than that, it was just the usual, and yeah, grandma doesn't know who I am. I won't talk more about it...but it's just sad. I made a new wallpaper, and it's a totally different one from yesterday. XD It's of Light from Death Note; I really can't stand him...but he made for a good wallpaper. When I get the chance, I'll probably make a Near one next. Anyhoo, comment/download please! I tried to give it a very "poisonous" and dark look, so yeah. Hosted By theOtaku.com. As for today...we WERE going to go to a movie, but I'm not sure if we will or not. It all depends on my grandparents...my poor grandma is always wetting herself. My mom has also had to do SO MUCH laundry since they came...everyday she has to wash the bedsheets and their clothes...um, but yeah...we MIGHT see a movie; if not, I don't know what we'll do. I probably won't get to visit much though. :( I'm sorry. Also, we're going to church tomorrow, and I have a feeling I won't post...unless it's a short one with a wallpaper (if I make one). .___. So I'm sorry. And I'm not posting monday...so you might not see me for 2 days...who knows. *hugs* Sorry for anything and everything though. Since I've been watching One Piece a lot these days, here's a One Piece amv. It's with footage from the Arlong arc...no, I didn't make this. Again, I NEVER make amv's. XD I don't know how. The song is "Tomorrow" by SR-71. Enjoy. Thanks soooo much for visiting me. *hugs* I'm sorry if I can't get to all of you today. :( And I might not post tomorrow either...we'll see. So have a great weekend!

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Friday, October 5, 2007

Warning: thanks, math, morning, yesterday, wp/fanart, today/contest, weekend, & amv

Hello, minna! *hugs* Thanks for the comments. ^_^ You're all so sweet and caring...especially about my grandma. :( Most of you said that you'd rather die before having Alzheimer's happen...well, I don't know what I'd want, but it's sure sad seeing her like this. Anyhoo, thanks for the encouragement and sympathy. *hugs* And the congrats on the math test. Yes...it was very surprising and disappointing to see so many people fail! Another guy got a 17/150! O__o I'll talk more about math later...umm...Driffter, anime snow girl, Lory, sesshoumaruluvr (you need a nickname! That's too long XD), it was nice hearing from you again! *huggles* It's seemed like a while, especially you, Driffter. Of course I'd comment your site! ^_^ Ooh, glasses? Yayness! Lys, thanks for your words, and thanks for the new avi. I'll change it once I get my wallpaper. Thank you soo much! I bet it's awesome! *hugs* Thanks again for the comments everyone! Ok, so I wasn't sure if I was going to post today, but obviously I am! XD I just had math class, and boy...my teacher apaprently scared everyone away from last time...either that, or they were just like, "I failed that test; screw math class! I'm never coming again." because over half the class skipped. v__v Including Najah. I wish I could've taught her better, but well, she didn't understand it...I really hope that she drops this class and takes the easier one in the spring. *nods* I can't do everything for her. :( Anyhoo, so we just started another lesson...stuff that I already did, of course. But, just wow, I'm amazed how few people came to class...oh, and I had to correct my teacher again. It seems that I always have to point out a mistake in her "lesson" at least once a class. *sigh* See? She really isn't that great a teacher...-__-; And she wondered why so many people failed... Before school this morning, I went downstairs to have breakfast...and grandpa was already up and getting ready to make ye ol' 4-hour breakfast. Seriously, it was the same yesterday. He just keeps fixing food from 10am (or so) until 2-3pm!! He and grandma just keep eating! I mean, grandma doesn't really understand when to stop anymore...but grandpa doesn't help. So essentially, they fuse together breakfast and lunch (and every hour in between) into this massive gorge-fest! O__o They pretty much eat all day...what great entertainment. I could never do that...I get full so easily. XD So yeah...umm...it's another foggy morning, but it's going to be hot and humid again today! Steph, the reason why I wore sandals is because it's still HOT!! It's October for goodness' sake! Where's the autumn weather??? Yesterday was...umm. *thinks* Oh, I had to present my fashion designer posters. It went ok, although I forgot to say some stuff...and I was pretty nervous, but eh, it's over. XD After fashion, I had to go to that darn FYE big group meeting. We had the same speaker as last time, and we had to do this stupid thing where we had to find people that knew/could do these certain things on this list...it was retarded because the people that signed were just signing anything--they didn't really know it...so when it came time to call of them, well, they delayed...it was just stupid. -__-; A waste of time. After that, I went home...nothing much happened, just the usual...then I FINALLY had time to make a wallpaper! Yay! It's featured right now. ^_^ So please comment/download! Thanks to those that have already. *nods* Hosted By theOtaku.com. I also submitted some FANART. XD It's horrible, and I don't have any votes of them yet...which is sad, but oh well. So if you want, please check out my fanart. Thanks if you do. One is of Yakumo from School Rumble, and the other is Sanji from One Piece...they were both done in about 5 minutes... Let's see, after school today (which is after I spend my time on the computer here! I have no French class today!) mom and I are going to go to the mall. She needs a break from her parents...she's been really stressed out and having a ton of migraines from them being here.-_-; Just stress everywhere. So yeah, gonna go shopping...speaking of which, since I might get some manga...I was thinking of entering that "ultimate otaku" contest (or something)! Did you read about that? You take 2 pictures of your room to show off your otakuness (as in merchandise, manga, anime dvd's, posters, whatever), and then submit them. Well, I just wish they accepted more than 2 photos! I can't capture it all in just 2...T__T I have sooo much stuff. So yeah, I might enter that...though the prize isn't that great. I guess I don't have much else to talk about...I MIGHT NOT post tomorrow or the weekend at all...seeing as my grandparents will probably make me get up and partake in their 4-hour breakfast. -__- So I probably won't have my usual time to post...maybe I could get one in tomorrow, but I really doubt it on sunday since we'll be going to church, too. Well, we'll just see, but don't be alarmed if I don't post! *hugs* And I've tried my best to visit a lot of people, but sorry if I can't always get to you. :( Now for an amv. The song is "Goodbye to You" by Michelle Branch (not Patty Smyth's! XD), and the anime is Air. Enjoy! Well...this post was longer? ^^; *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me. I'll try my best to get to you guys when I can (IF I can). Oh, and if you were wondering, I'm not feeling too depressed at the moment. ^^ Yesterday was so-so, but yeah. Anyhoo, thanks again; have a great day!

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Thursday, October 4, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, past few days/grandparents, busy, sorries, & amv

Awww, you guys. You're the best. ^_^ *hugs* Thanks a ton for the comments! Sooooo many people commented that I haven't hear from in ages!! Some longer than others (like it's been 6 months or something!). Doctormister, Curse, midnight-chan, littlemiko, chii00, DD! O__o Wow, that IS a lot of people! *groupglomps* I've missed you soo much, especially those that have been MIA for half a year. XD Anyhoo, thanks for all the comments about everything...the sympathy for how I was feeling, the encouragement on my work...just everything. Gi-chan, I hope that you cheer up soon as well. :( It seems like a lot of my friends are depressed these days! Let's all cheer together! ^^; It seems that many of you have the same problem with cheating (well, people cheating off of you and whatnot), it sucks! Aya, it sounds like you studied some really interesting stuff! Thanks for telling me. ^_^ Well...thanks again for everything. I'm tired!! This is my early wake-up day...oooh, I was so comfortable...I didn't want to move! Plus, it's all dark and foggy out...T^T Well, anyhoo...I just had FYE, and this time we came to the library and was shown the archive room of the university. It was really quite interesting! Lots of posters with old photos, awards, a signed page of a bible by Mother Theresa...just anything that had to do with our school and its history. It took a long time though, and we had the stand...and i'm wearing my sandals today. ^^; Not very comfortable. I didn't know that it was going to be foggy and damp out today! What poor planning. XD So, yeah, I have some time before my fashion marketing class...after I post I need to do some more research for my project! My poster(s) all done and...*laugh* I didn't want it to get wet, but I didn't put it in a trashbag before leaving...so just a little bit ago I asked the janitor that was cleaning the bathroom if she had any extras I could use. XD How awkward! She did though...and let me have one...but still...awkward. Ok, I'm going to start this by saying that I'm feeling a bit better (mentally and physically). I'm still blowing my nose a lot, but I guess I'm getting over this retched (sp?) cold. And at least at the moment, I'm not feeling so depressed...not like the other day. -__-; Yesterday wasn't so bad either, but eh...anyhoo, I suppose I should talk about my grandparents first! They arrived tuesday night, VERY late. My brother and dad left to pick them up at the airport at 6:30 or something, and then didn't come back until 10:30! The reason for that is because they went out to eat...and, well, my grandparents don't know how to STOP eating. -_-' My grandma certainly doesn't...it's sad. Because of that darn Alzheimer's. *sigh* My dad said that they were there for 2 hours, and she didn't even finish her hamburger or soup. She just kept holding the spoon and hamburger (she ate very slowly and very little, but she wouldn't put anything down!) so my dad had to take them out of the restaurant and then take the hamburger from grandma. XD Anyhoo, so when they arrived, I helped get their luggage from the car and bring it in the house. Grandma just kept staring at me...no "hi" or anything. I said, "hi, grandma!" but she just kept staring...I don't think she knows who I am. :( She's said "hi" to everyone else...but not me...I really think she's forgotten who I am... So things haven't been too bad with them here though, at least not for me. I'm at school for most of the day anyway. We have to help my grandpa walk up the steps because of his knee (he got knee surgery recently), but we ALSO have to help grandma. :( She's really afraid of steps for some reason now. She starts shaking...she won't go anywhere without grandpa, and she really can't say anything of her own volition. She can only answer simple questions: "Do you like the house" 'Yes, I like the house.' "How are you doing?" 'Fine.' *sigh* And last night she was even getting "upstairs" confused with "downstairs"...poor thing. It's really sad. And she wears grandma diapers...T__T Ugh. Anyhoo, it's nice having them around, but it's quite stressful. These past few days I've been really busy with school-work. It took me two days of homework time (plus more!! Many hours...) to do these darn posters for fashion marketing; they're of two fashion designers. It was really hard for the one guy because the info online was different from what my teacher told us and what was in the book. -__-; So I don't know if I'm right at all...ummm...I also had that love essay...and it's the WORST essay I've ever written. We got into our peer editing groups yesterday (ugh, the annoying guy), and they didn't help! They thought it was really good! T__T *sigh* I didn't...oh well. I guess nothing else interesting has happened...just things dealing with my grandparents, like how they took from 10:30am until 2pm to have BREAKFAST. Grandma won't stop eating, and grandpa just keeps cooking...we can't go out to eat ever...it'll be torture... Sorry, this is really long! *hugs* It's just been a long couple of days since my last post! Tomorrow I'm not sure if I'm going to post or not. I usually do, but French is cancelled tomorrow so I won't have that time in between my classes to go on the computer. Oh, I just remembered another thing!! I got my math test back, and I got a B+, and almost everyone else in my class failed. Najah, the girl I helped, got a 21/150...*sigh* We got a speech on how those were the worst test grades she's ever seen. -__-;; Fantabulous. I could talk more about it, but I won't waste more of your time. Err, here's an amv! Sorry if this post was like 50 pages long. ^^; Thanks soooo much for taking the time, ANY time to visit me. I'm really sorry for not commenting as much lately. :( Please forgive me. *hugs* Thanks again, sorry, and have a good day!

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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, yesterday, work/depressing, grandparents, & amv

Thanks for the comments...seriously. *Hugs* Though I still don't know where everyone went. :( I guess that just shows that most people don't read/comment on posts that are a day or two old...-__-; If it's not highlighted in blue, then forget about it! *sigh* Yes, my 5th and 6th commenters (that commented sunday) said "how can you have so few comments???" I was just as surprised...oh well. Everyone's just busy...and way too busy for me. .__. It's ok though! *hugs* No problem. Thanks to those that did comment! Those that didn't, tis ok; don't bother apologizing. Um, anyhoo, yes, I have a lot of manga! Remember, it's been accumulated over many years! XD And about 70 or so of them came from this anime dvd/manga lot that I won on ebay, which basically cut the price of them in half. *nods* Anyhoo, thanks for the cheering up and whatnot. Don't worry, I would never hurt myself...I hate pain way too much; I'm too afraid. Just the thoughts come to mind. -__- *sigh* Lys, I hope you feel better soon. *hugs* chii00, darkeangel, and ulterego, welcome back!! At least for that one day it was nice hearing from you again. ^^ It's been soooo long! There's more I could reply to, but I won't...thanks again everyone! *blows nose* Ugh. Still sick...this is sooo stupid. I thought I was getting better...but apparently not! This morning I woke up with that stupid anxiety feeling, too. I hate it. So because of all this mess I couldn't sleep as long as I could've...this is my day where I just have fashion marketing, and it starts at 11:35am. I have my mom come in and get me up at 10:30, but since I'm already up posting...she doesn't really need to. But this morning, I basically woke up the same as my other days--more around 9. *sigh* I'll be tired again today...of course, I had really weird dreams again. School Rumble morphing into Loveless. Very strange. Note: I've never seen Loveless before; I want to though, and we're going to buy the DVD set online for about $22. XD So why am I having dreams involving it? Weird. I also had a dream where I was in French class and didn't know what I was doing; I started crying in class...and in real life...it hurt...so, yeah, waking up crying ain't fun either. *sigh* Umm...so yesterday...sucked...mentally. -__-; The actual day at school wasn't too bad. I took the math test, and it was only 10 questions!!! NOT GOOD. The test is worth 150 points...so 15 points each...I hope I did well. I think I did. ^^; Najah tried to cheat during the test off of me...God, I really hope that our teacher didn't see it...PLEASE. My problem is that I care too darn much about other people...so that I felt bad for her not knowing; I wanted to help, but it's a test! Argh.. T__T Anyhoo, after math I was supposed to meet Madii for lunch...so I went to the cafe...and waited...and waited...she never came. *sigh* That was depressing. I thought she forgot about me or something, but no, she was being talked to by her teacher...she didn't do any of her work. ^^; Oh well. Then I had history. We watched a video on ancient Greece and whatnot; all I got out of it was how gay they were. *laugh* How it was totally normal for men to have young boys as lovers...teehee... Hmm...then I had French. *thinks* I don't remember much of it; I guess nothing really happened (thank goodness it wasn't like my dream). Then I had 10 minutes or so to myself; that's when I went to the library and just checked MO...I have a lot of PM's to reply to. -__-; So just hold your horses if you sent me one; I've been really busy and not in the right mind to do anything social...*sigh* So anyhoo, I had English, and I wasn't up to it. Stupid love essay. STUPID. It's due tomorrow, and I finished it last night...I did it early because of those darn fashion designer posters that i have due on thursday, and I wanted to work on them today. Well, I worked on my essay last night, and I can tell you that it's the worst thing I've ever written. It's horrible. I couldn't collect any good thoughts about my thesis, and it's all jumbled up. My mind was too preoccupied on being depressed and feeling sick...*sigh* I even emailed my teacher about it...she says to go to the writing center...-__-; Sorry, this is getting long...and I haven't even begun to tell you about how crappy I feel. But I guess it really doesn't matter. You're probably all tired of hearing friends being emo on here. *sigh* It's just that I haven't been happy at all lately...yesterday was terrible...and blah!!! >< I have lots of things due this week; I'm not looking forward to the posters! My grandparents arrive tonight...oh goody. *sigh* The next two weeks are going to be really weird, slow, and stressful. We just don't know how it's going to be with them living in our house for that long...so, yeah, they arrive tonight...I'm sorry ahead of time if I barely get to visit during the next 2 weeks with them here. I don't know how my schedule will be, so yeah...busy...crap... Meh...so here's an amv. The song is "Alone" by Amorphis, and the anime is Samurai Champloo. Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I'm sorry this post was so low-key...sorry for burdening you (if I am). Also sorry for pretty much NOT commenting at all yesterday. I just couldn't do it. .__. *sigh* Thanks again, sorry again, and have a good day!

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Sunday, September 30, 2007

Warning: thanks/replies, morning/dreams, yesterday P3, bookshelves,hypocritical thoughts, & amv

Thank you, thank you. *hugs* Thanks for the comments. ^^ More than before, yay! But still less than I visited. XD Oh well. It's ok that lots of people are busy...I'm one to talk since I barely get to visit. Anyhoo, thanks for all the comments about everything. *nods* I see that a good majority of you are also NOT looking forward to Death Note being shown on tv! And being dubbed horribly at that. Brad Swaile can NEVER be casted as a "cool" or "tough" guy...no, he's always going to be Quatre (Gundam Wing) to me. -__- Or Mousse from Ranma or Yota from Video Girl Ai (all of these guys are losers/nerdy). Anyhoo, I just hope that it won't end up like Naruto. Now then...thanks for all the compliments on my wallpaper and music I uploaded. I'm glad you enjoy it. ^_^ And yes, I've gained a couple new friends...one's a dog and one's a handicapped 60 year old guy--what a pair! XD I'm so popular. *laugh* So yeah, thanks again! *still feels like crap* I'm still sick, darn it! Certainly not as bad as I started out, but I'm still stuffed up and having to blow my nose a lot, and now I've been coughing...like, not the dry coughs, the ones with phlegm. -__- Eewww. And yeah, now I feel even crappier thanks to that time o' month. I hate it. >> Umm...as for my sleep and dreams...ok...I did have some more weird dreams, some good and some bad. One I remember being really depressed in it (bad) and one I remember picking up and getting L and Near plushies (good). Most of them occurred in a mall...errr...yeah. I DO want an L plushie though...why was that just a dream?? T__T I woke up again feeling like crap...nothing else to report on. *coughs* Yesterday was a full day for me...or something. Not really, but I didn't get as much computer time! I still managed to catch up with visiting at night though (sorry to a couple people that I couldn't get to). Anyhoo, so during the day it was the usual watching anime and playing video games. I've been playing Persona 3, and I really like it...but I sure got pissed off by it yesterday! -__- I played for, like, 40 minutes or something in Tartarus (the dungeon place that you fight guys), and I was probably one level away from the teleporter and boss of the stage...then I fight these guys that are usually weak, but they were getting me GOOD. -__-; So I decided to "escape," but hah, you know you can't always escape!! *sigh* They ended up killing me cause I couldn't run away...argh...game over...I threw the controller to the ground and everything. XD Oh well, just gotta try again today. After the usual, I got my time to do what I want (finally, right?), and that's when I usually go on the computer and make a wallpaper and whatnot...but this time I didn't. I instead worked on my bookshelves, putting the shelves in and putting all my manga/books on them. ^^; That took over 2 hours! Before dinner and after dinner. I had to get out all my manga and put them together in their series, which took a while...but the end product looks nice! It's like a mini-bookstore! ^_^ I kind of counted how many I have...and that's over 200. XD Crazy. But that's why my rude brother says, "Well, you have all that manga! That's why I get to keep all of the anime when I move away." -_- That's only because he DOESN'T READ. He's too stupid. Sure, he reads subtitled stuff all the time, but eh...whatever...alls I knows is he can't spell "doubt." I guess nothing else happened yesterday. I just did a major clean-up/makeover of my room. There's still lots of boxes filled with random crap in here though...that'll take even more time...*sigh* I was a bit down yesterday though...like I said. I was even thinking about things...that aren't good. Sometimes I feel like such a hypocrite. I'm always concerned about you guys and I hate hearing when one of you "hurts yourself"...it doesn't solve anything. Don't worry, I didn't do anything like that...but I was thinking about it. I don't know why I think that getting hurt or sick will make me feel "better". Before, I WANTED to be sick, just so I could be miserable in other ways...well, now I'm sick and I don't like it. So hurting myself would be the same thing...depressed minds make you think crazy thoughts... Well, as for today, nothing. I just know that I have homework to do...French, study for math...other things that are due this week. *sigh* I'm not looking forward to that poster. -__- Oh, and remember, I'm not posting tomorrow. Too busy...sorry. Here's an amv. The song is "See who I am" by Within Temptation, and the anime is Loveless. Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* Sorry that this post was probably really long and boring...I can never gauge it. I'll try to visit today, but I can't promise anything. Have a wonderful sunday and monday!

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

Warning: thanks, death note, morning, yesterday, wp, non-cheery, & new music

*hugs* Thanks for the few comments!! ^_^ I guess everyone died or something, huh? XD It's ok. *hugs* I got wonderful comments from wonderful people! I suppose everyone is still really busy on fridays now...just everyone's busy in general around this time of year. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on everything. I'm glad that MORE people look at my wallpaper and all. ^^ I really appreciate it! And yeah, thanks for the advice and encouragement about the math tutoring...exactly, we can't be perfect, and I taught her the best I could...I just didn't read the directions correctly. -__-; I still hope that she understands the stuff better because monday's the test! Hippie, kyofanatic, so nice to hear from you again! *huggles* Thanks again everyone! Now here's another part of the replying...about Death Note... Yes, a good majority of you reminded me (though I knew) about Adult swim showing Death Note on tv...*sigh* Like many of you, I'm pissed off about that! They're totally going to screw the show over with a horrible dub (like Hikaru no Go and Prince of Tennis) and probably ridding it of its wonderful songs! -__- I'm glad I watched it in Japanese first...but man, now more kids will know of it and it'll be a craze...*sigh* I don't like it when shows become mainstream! It's better when it's still "special" to some people, like us...sure, DN was popular before among the Otaku crowd, but now even MORE people will know about it...but they'll know about it and SEE it not in its original awesomeness. -__-; Oh well...that's my little rant at Adult Swim...it's ok if you're excited about them showing it though; I'm just not. Anyhoo, I'm still a bit sick here. I slept sort of ok, but I had more really weird dreams that weren't that great...and I woke up at 8 with terrible cramps. -__- Ugh. Umm...I could talk about my dreams, but that'd just waste your time anyway! Let's just say that they involved my dog being up a tree somehow! Anyhoo, I don't know what else to say in this paragraph so I'll end it as such! XD Now then, as for yesterday...after I posted, I visited some sites then I went to buy a Snapple tea (peach flavor) to drink with my mini-lunch/snack. While there in the "snack bar", the handicapped guy that I always see on campus with his black lab guide dog came in. I've always wanted to talk to him and get to know him better...mainly cause of his dog. XD Well, he must've known that because he brought his wheelchair near me enough to start a conversation...or did I start it? I don't know. *laugh* Anyhoo, his name is George, and he's 60 years old or so. He comes to my university to tutor business and financial students (for free). At first, I always thought he was mentally handicapped, too, but he isn't at all...just physically. He's really nice and everything! His guide dog's name is Gage, and he's adorable. ^^ I got to pet him a lot, too...so we just talked about things in general: my major, what I've been doing, how we both like helping people/tutoring, other things that he does, etc. I really enjoyed talking with him! So I guess you could say I made 2 new friends, George and Gage. *laugh* After that I had French class, and it was fine. Patrick, a guy in my class, was as entertaining as ever. He's always really funny...this time he rode his scooter into the classroom. XD He usually ends up breaking out into horrible song and dance during class, too...anyhoo, so after that I just went home. The usual watching anime and whatnot occurred, and then I went on the computer. I visited some more people (I got to EVERYONE that updated yesterday; I guess that's why it's odd I got so few comments) and made a new wallpaper. I also ripped/uploaded more songs onto IMEEM--all of which you can find on my playlist at the bottom. They're Someday's Dreamers songs (the bgm is soooo pretty) and 3 Frou Frou songs. XD So anyhoo, here's my new wallpaper; please comment/download. Hosted By theOtaku.com. *is disappointed that so few downloaded* Oh well. It doesn't matter. Umm...*thinks* Nothing else happened yesterday I guess...we watched the Phillies game, and we won (woot!) so that means our team actually has a winning chance to be in the playoffs! I believe the Mets lost so that means we're first in our division anyway! XD Anyhoo, I wasn't as cheery last night as during the previous day and whatnot. My depressed feeling is yet again lingering...and just in time for the weekend. -__-' *sigh* And I have all those projects and papers that are due next week...and then my grandparents are coming...so next week will be really busy. :( As for today, we might see a movie, but I doubt it. Regardless, I'm not sure if I can visit everyone or not...sorry if I can't. *hugs* Sorry, no AMV today. Just listen to the music on my site...like the new ones I uploaded...if you want. ^_^ Thanks a billion for visiting me. *hugs* I appreciate it sooo much! I don't know what I'd do without you. XD I'm glad I joined this site...so yeah, thanks again, sorry, and have a good day! P.S. I've been getting a TON of spam in my emails lately...and they're all Ukrainian!! WTF? I keep getting "mail failed to reach sender" as if I've been sending Ukrainian emails to some unknown address...it's just freaky...have you gotten any of those? ^^;

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Friday, September 28, 2007

Warning: thanks, math/morning, yesterday, watching, grandparents/same wp, & amv

Thanks everyone! *huggles* Thanks for the comments and everything. ^^ You're all so wonderful! I also read the comments from the previous day that I didn't get to before. XD I'm overloaded with opinions on love and marriage. *laugh* I can't wait to just write that essay and get it over with! Yes, yes, I agree that marriages can happen without love (heck, that happens ALL the time), whether it be for convenience or whatever, but in my opinion, marriages will only be happy and last if there really is love. ^^; ANYHOO, ugh, that guy was SOO annoying...I wish he'd get transfered out of our class. -__- Umm...thanks for the compliments on my wallpaper and my tutoring skills. XD If any of you need help, ask me! Seriously! I could try via email/PM! Chupacabra dear! *hugs* It's been forever! Same with RMC. ^_^ Well, thanks again for everything! Soo...I just had math. We went over the packet that I so diligently helped Najah with, and it turns out that I got a problem wrong. -__-; So once again, I have failed to teach her properly! *slumps* I feel bad again...argh...well, I didn't get the problem wrong exactly, it's just that I didn't read the directions right so I just did the first part of it...*sigh* Oh well. :( Hopefully she doesn't take too many points off, but at least I got the super long and confusing one right! So, yeah, we have a test on monday. Oh JOY. -__- I really hope that Najah understands it better because I obviously can't help her through the test. ^^; In other news about this morning, it sprinkled some (no good RAIN though...), and I slept ok aside from having lots of really weird dreams...*sigh* Hmm...so now I'm in the library until whenever because I have a little less than 2 hours now until my next class, French. *thinks* Yup...so yesterday was pretty good. I think that helping Najah out in the morning helped put me in a good mood. XD Crazy. Fashion marketing, just like I thought, was just note-taking. We did have to choose designers though to do this project on. -_- I hate making posters!!! >< We have to make a poster about 2 fashion designers--one "legend" and one more modern one. I chose Jean Patou for the legend (he designed/invented the "flapper" look of the 1920's) and Alexander McQueen as my modern one...apparently he does really outrageous outfits. *laugh* So anyhoo, that's due next thursday...stupid posters. After class, I went home...and then the usual nothing happened. Watched wednesday's episode of America's Next Top Model. XD I LOVE that show (if you didn't already know that). Then just more anime watching and game playing... We finished watching Death Note last night (I know, took a while), and I really liked it! I was all like, "Go Matsuda!!! WOOOT." I won't say anything else in case of spoilers...but, yeah, I was pretty content with how it ended (though a tad sad). I've never read the manga though, which is probably better? Maybe? I don't know. What do you think (those that read the manga AND watched the anime)? [I've been tempted to find and buy an L plushie and t-shirt...] Umm...oh, *laugh* something that's funny is that I've been into baseball lately!! Ever since we went to that baseball game a month ago, we've been religiously watching the games! Our team, the Phillies, usually SUCK horribly (and they did), but now they've been making a comeback so they might be in the playoffs! I used to think baseball was the most boring sport ever to watch, but I really enjoy it now. XD Now then, tuesday night is when my grandparents will be arriving...Steph, I'm not sure if I'll disappear, but I probably won't visit much. :( Time will only tell! It's just going to be weird since they'll be staying IN our house...not a hotel. -__-; *sigh* So my schedule will be messed up, as far as computer time goes. I'll probably still post, but like I said...not much visiting or wallpaper-making. I didn't make a new wallpaper last night either, so here's just the same one from the other day in case you didn't see it. ^_^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Errr...it's friday, yay! Finally the weekend...I can't wait to sleep late. *coughs* I'm still sick, but at least my sinuses are a bit better. Now I'm in the coughing stage...-__- Again, forgive me if I don't visit much these days. *sigh* Anyhoo, here's an amv. Lute, since you asked about Honey & Clover, here's one with it. ^^ The song is "Light Surrounding You" by Evermore. Enjoy! (i've shown this before) Thanks for visiting. *hugs* I really appreciate your comments and everything. It's ok if you don't comment everyday, especially since I haven't been doing the same lately. :( Sorry. Well, have a great day!! *hugs*

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Warning: thanks, math help/tutoring, sick,

Thanks soooo much for the comments you guy. *huggles but makes sure not to get you sick* You're all so sweet! Thanks for the wishes to get well...and I appreciate more advice/opinions on the word "love" and also love in general these days. XD I'll talk about that more later. *laugh* Anyhoo, thanks again. I haven't gotten to read ALL of your comments yet, but the ones I did read so far are wonderful. I hope that those of you that are also sick or have family members that are ill get well soon. :( Or at least recover...it's not fun being sick, no matter the illness. Thanks, Alex, and those that cheered me up about my classmate that died from cancer. It's a terrible thing, and we can only hope that a cure will be found soon. Anyhoo, thanks again! *hugs* Yeah, that thanking section was a bit short...but I gotta kinda type fast. ^^;; I usually have 2 hours inbetween my classes on thursdays, but you see, I spent an hour of it helping Najah with math. She's the girl that I helped before with that assignment; she asked me to tutor/help her again, and I of course said ok. ^_^ I was actually looking forward to tutoring her. XD Isn't that crazy? Like last night and day I was thinking of ways to help her remember things...or if I should show her more examples on problems and stuff. So anyhoo, after FYE (all we did was play some stupid games) I went to her dorm. I've never been in a dorm before since I commute. XD It was pretty cool actually, though very small. Her roommate was there, and she was quite OBVIOUSLY a Johnny Depp fan to the max. *laugh* She had a cardboard cut-out of Capt. Jack Sparrow and pictures posted everywhere. I guess Najah doesn't mind! Hah, anyhoo, so after that (for an hour) I went through the assignment packet and helped her with every problem. I gave her some extra examples, and then she went through again and tried to explain them to me. I don't think she understands them yet...but she still thanked me a ton for getting her started. ^_^ Our teacher is a horrible teacher, so yeah. Now then...I'm still sick, but I'm doing a bit better, thanks! Yesterday and the days before, i was terrible! -__- It was constant nose-blowing. I'm still blowing a lot, but not as much...so I guess that means I'm a bit better. I slept ok last night, but the other nights were torturous. Like I said, that one night it was like I was hallucinating! That sucked! Ugh, and these past few days the headaches along with the sinus trouble have been terrible...like I could barely visit anyone (SORRY!!!) because of it. :( So I'm sorry I haven't visit as many of you lately...*hugs* Forgive me. :( Yesterday I had my busy day. *thinks* I'd say that nothing special happened all day until English. *sigh* Man, that guy is SOOOOOO f-ing annoying. We got into our little groups again to discuss that article we read about LOVE. Hah, ok, first I want to say what's cool about this...the day before we got that assignment is when I POSTED about the word "love" being overused and whatnot. XD So it was like totally psychic, and now we have to write an essay about our opinion on the future of love, or rather, what we think marriage/romance/love/lust have to do with each other these days. Quite the coincidence!! And thanks, you guys, for your input because you've given me ideas on what to write about. ^^ Anyhoo, so yesterday we got into those groups, and the annoying guy Ramsey wouldn't SHUT UP!!! >< he and Aly kept debating back and forth...he wouldn't give up his point on "marriages can happen/last without love" and she was the opposite. I didn't have a chance to say anything cause he wouldn't shut the F up...and because of him, we didn't even finish what we were supposed to do. -__- At home, well, I got back much later since my mom was late...I was starving so I ate, and then the usual stuff...eh...then I made a wallpaper! My head hurt a lot, but I still wanted to make one. XD It's featured right now, too, which makes me happy. ^_^ Thanks everyone. *hugs* It's of Yume from Someday's Dreamers. She's one of my favorite characters, too. We've been rewatching the anime series, and I've been reading Spellbound (second series, manga). So please comment/download. Thanks!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. So after this I have fashion marketing...I doubt we'll do anything except take notes. -__- Then I'm free for the day, yay! Umm...I have some homework to do...argh...hmm...*thinks* Grandparents are coming over next tuesday for about 2 weeks...I'll warn you guys about that again, but when they're here, I probably won't be on much to visit or anything. :( Anyhoo, nothing else interesting to mention, sorry. So here's an amv. The song is "Cloud 9" by Maaya Sakamoto (it's from Wolf's Rain), and the anime is Air. ^^ Enjoy! Thanks a billion for visiting me. *hugs* Sorry that I haven't been able to get to all of you lately. :( Being sick sucks so stay healthy!!! Or get well. I hope this post finds you well...^^; Have a good day!

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