Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Warning: thanks/love reponse, sick night, cold, yeserday, sad things, & amv

*bows* Thank you so veryvery much for the comments. I got a lot, and they were all so long! I couldn't believe it! ^_^ I guess my post was actually interesting for once. I got lots of good input about "love", and I see most of you agree with me. And you know what's a crazy coincidence? Is that for tomorrow, I have to read this article on "the future of love: kiss romance goodbye", which is almost like what we were talking about! XD Talk about psychic! So I already have good ideas on that topic when we have to write about it. Yeah, I guess I'm just not interested in having a boyfriend or anything yet...I never really was; sure, I've had crushes, but nothing more. -__-; Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on that...and the sympathy...welcome to my site, icebox! *hugs* Well, Lory. ^^ I'm glad to have you as a friend! Shishou, KD, Aya, Xanth, Yug...ahhh, more people, too. *hugs* I've missed you guys so much! No need to say sorry. ^^; If anyone apologized for not visiting, it's ok!! No worries. Thanks again! Ugh....I made that longer than I thought I would. -__-; So, yeah, as I said in my post...I'm sick. :( SICK. SICK!!! I feel absolutely terrible. That night was just a precursor to a horrible day...and another horrible night...last night was like torture. So basically, I have a head cold--a bad one. Last night I couldn't breathe out of my nose at all; I had to blow my nose every few minutes. I took different types of cold medicines in hopes of helping me sleep, but none worked...instead, one of them made me feel like I was hallucinating. 0_o- I felt like I was on a boat or an airplane, constantly wobbling about...and here I was, just trying to sleep! I also thought that I was on an elevator and going up levels...it was terrible. I must've blown my nose so much that I blew out my equilibrium! Even now I'm still feeling iffy...then again, I also barely got any sleep...*sigh* I got up past 12 and told mom how I was feeling...I could barely walk there...I don't remember what she said now, but eh... So yeah, yesterday was a miserable day...Sunday was the start of this miserable cold! I just wanted to sleep all day, and we even went to the pool, and I could've just fallen asleep there...other unlucky things happened to me that day like hitting my head on the freezer door (owww, I ended up crying) and burning my thumb on the toaster oven door...-__- Needless to say, Sunday sucked. As for yesterday...I had to go to school since I had that history test. It wasn't that bad, luckily, but I might've gotten some wrong. The school day itself wouldn't have been bad had I didn't have this cold!! >< I had to blow my nose every couple of minutes...no kidding. :( I swear, I disrupted every one of my classes...and I ran out of all the Kleenex that I brought so that I had to use crappy toilet paper. *sigh* My nose was soooo red and it hurt so badly...I'm lucky that I only have one class today, otherwise I would've died. :( It sucks though because today was the day that I was going to visit my high school and partake in Cooking for Friends...it was always so much fun, and Mrs.Bakken was looking forward to seeing me. .___. I still typed up the menu/poem for it though so I emailed it to her. Something sad...always sad...is cancer. I heard yesterday that this girl that went to my high school (she was in my law and justice class) died over the weekend. She had cancer...*sigh* So young. :( She was either 17 or 18...man, this sucks. She was so nice and funny, too...well, pray for her family and everyone. I hope a cure for cancer is found soon. T__T Sorry this post isn't very chipper. It's just filled with negative things it seems...*sigh* Ugh, I still feel like crap...*sigh* And I have more homework to do for tomorrow...I did SO MUCH last night, and I thought I was done; I checked my emails, and my fashion teacher sent one saying, "Sorry I didn't mention this before, but you have an assignment due tomorrow." O__o Talk about short notice. She had 5 days to tell us about this, and instead, she told us the night before...via email. -__-'; I did it, but still...argh! Errr...sorry, here's an amv...I'm making this post go on too long! Sorry for my lack of comments lately...I've been busy and sick. :( I can't guarantee much today, but I'll try...and tomorrow I'm not posting so beware! Unless I make a wallpaper and want to show you...anyhoo, thanks for visiting me. *hugs* Have a good day!

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/sick?,

Thanks for the comments, you guys. ^_^ All sooo sweet of you!! Though I gotta admit that I'm a bit saddened. :( I definitely commented on more sites than that...and I didn't get comments back from a lot of friends that updated. T__T *sigh* Oh well. I knew that some were really busy...but it always makes me feel bad when I see them commenting on other people but not me...oh well. I understand. Sorry about that, because I do that a lot to you guys, too...I'm a hypocrite. :( Anyhoo, thanks to those that commented! *hugs* Effie, amila, MDA, sweetdevil, animegirl, Emmah, and even Steph! It's seemed like quite a while--a week for some, longer for others. XD I'm glad you've returned! *hugs* Thanks for the comments. Thanks to those that download/etc. my wallpaper. I got quite a few! ^^ And yes, I was listening to French music in the lab! It was quite cool. Okies, thanks again to everyone! *hears sawing outside* O__o Hmm...well, I guess it's my dad doing something...err...anyhoo, I'm tired. Gosh darn it. It's the weekend. .___. I didn't sleep that well last night because of: 1.my overactive mind (for the following reasons, I thought that poisonous gas was leaking into my room and I was going to suffocate) 2.My sinuses were terrible. My nostrils were really dry and they hurt (one of the reasons for #1) 3. My throat hurt... and 4.Weird dreams and hearing my dad up early making noise. Yeah, weird. Your mind comes to strange conclusions during the night. Obviously there was no poisonous gas (I don't think!), but the other things did happen...argh, and I still hurt. Maybe I'm getting a cold?? T__T I haven't gotten sick in a long time...argh, I hope I'm not. Ok, random thought/topic..."love." This was brought on by Koneako's post yesterday. She mentioned how people use the word "love" too lightly these days, and I totally agree. I mainly agree because that's what my mom/dad always tell me..."You can't say that you love them. You like them." Even with my brother (Derek; not the lazy one, the one that has a g/f) my parents and him say that he's not "in love" with his girlfriend. It's like a law not to say the word "love" unless you TRULY mean it, and I guess what they mean by that is "unless you're getting married." ^^; I don't get it, but yeah...I've never been "in love" I guess. In all of the 18 (going on 19 in november) years of my life, I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend. Nothing. No one. -__- One reason is that I'm afraid, and another is that my feelings wane quickly...more like they retreat inside of me and deny themselves, which would be because of fear anyway...*sigh* Anyhoo, what about you guys? How old are you and have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend? I'm just curious. Yeah...I just had to put that out there...anyhoo, yesterday was boring. Nothing exciting happened. My parents went to see the movie Superbad while Corey (the lazy bro) and I stayed home. Just did the usual watching anime and playing video games (he's basically turned over Persona 3 to me to play; I LOVE it. It's so much fun). A lot of our conversations yesterday revolved around my grandparents. You see, they're coming to visit (from CA) in a couple of weeks...and they're going to STAY for almost 2 weeks. -__-; Ok, it's good because we never get to see them, but it's bad because that's a long time...and they're going to be staying IN our house, not a hotel...and my grandpa's knee recently got surgery so he's not fully recovered, and my grandma has signs of Alzheimer's. T__T She barely ever talks for herself; she forgets people, keeps eating unless told to stop, and she even forgets to go to the bathroom...that's why we're "afraid" to have them come here...it'll be a lot of trouble. *sigh* Ugh. Well, I'm going to be at school for most of the day when they'll be here anyway...but anyhoo, nothing else yesterday. I didn't make a new wallpaper, instead I spent a lot of time reporting stolen/ripped/plagiarized wallpapers. -__- It's a shame. Why do people do that??? And a lot are SO obvious! Like they don't even bother erasing the original creator's name...dude, how can you NOT tell? Anyhoo, as for today, I have homework to do. I need to study for my history test tomorrow (ugh), and do some other things...maybe do stuff that'll be due this week. We're going to go to the pool again today because we're closing it on monday. :( I'll miss it. *sigh* Unless we build a pool here at our new house...I won't have one next summer...so yeah, sorry if I can't visit everyone. It looks like a lot updated today...sorry. Oh, and sorry again, but I'm not posting tomorrow since it's my busy day. Ok, so here's an amv. The song is "Lovely" by Michelle Tumes (I love her!), and the anime is Air. Enjoy! Well, no entertainment as far as wallpapers go in this one...just a lot of reading. ^^; Sorry about that. Thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I hope you have a wonderful sunday AND monday!! [edit: I AM sick...T__T I've been blowing my nose all frickin' day...and my throat hurts...ugh, this sucks. How timely...I've been so miserable today. I need sleep.]

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, school, yesterday, wp, today, & amv

OMG, thank you guys. *huggles* I love you all a ton. If you didn't know that already...well, you should now! Umm, yes, my room really is (and was) packed full with anime figures and whatnot. Now it's slimmed down...but the figures are elsewhere in the house. *laugh* It's funny that we've made our whole house into an anime-residing place. XD Wallscrolls everywhere...I had pics of my OLD room, but not what my room looks like now...so I could do that sometime and show you. Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on my L wallpaper; I still adore that one. XD I loved that one, and it just really irked me that it didn't get featured. -__- I appreciate all of the sweet words trying to cheer me up. I know I have lots of good friends here for me so thank you. 9breaker, Ordinary Girl, shi-chan, Krusty, asialonewolfe, spirit, Aurora...wow, so many people that haven't been here in a while. *attackleglomp* I've missed you guys. ^_^ Thanks again everyone. Well, it sure felt good to sleep as long as I wanted this morning! Ah, the greatness of saturdays! I woke up several times from very weird or bad dreams, but oh well. ^^;; When I woke up one time, I heard it was raining outside...ahhh...sooo nice. We haven't had rain in forever!! T__T But it lasted for only a short time...and I was asleep during it...boo. :( So now it's still cloudy out, but not raining. Please rain more!!! Have you guys had a lot of rain lately or none?? Hmm...I had a random topic to talk about here, but I forget...*thinks* *thinks more* Uh, I guess it wasn't important...so I'll just talk about yesterday. After I posted, I visited some sites in the library and then went outside to eat my lunch. After eating, I headed off to the language lab to get more hours (I now have over 3 hours done; I need 10 by the end of the semester), and it was great. XD One of the things I could do was listen to a French music CD...so I did while going on MO and visiting more sites. I'll definitely do that next time, too! Much easier than fuddling around with ancient CD-roms that look like crap. XD They haven't gotten anything new in that department; they're all from 1996. Hmm...so yeah, after that I had French class. It was good, like usual, except that she yelled at our class because some of the kids ("kids", hah! we're in college now...) were text-messaging during class and chewing gum. -__- It's like being back in middle school. How immature. After school, we went to the pool, yay. We're closing it on monday so we have to enjoy it!! T__T As for my old house, we've been having lots of families look at it, and many of them are interested in possibly buying it!! This realtor company is much better than what we had before; they're actually showing the house. We've gotten some offers, but they haven't been good enough...this house problem has been plaguing my dad with sooo much stress. We just need to sell it so hopefully we will soon. After going to the pool, I made a new wallpaper; I made it with a vector that sweetdevil dedicated to me. ^_^ She's sooo nice! She's going to make a wallpaper with it, too, to submit to a Carnelian contest on minitokyo (right?). It'll be way different and better than mine though (probably). Somehow it's featured now...I don't get it. I don't even like it that much. .___. Why is it that the wallpapers I'm not that happy with get featured and the ones I like (like my L one) don't? Hmm...oh well. I guess it's good then. Please download/comment! Thanks to those that already did. ^^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today...today will probably be a boring day filled with nothing. My parents want to go see a movie, but I don't really. -__-; So yeah, boring. I'll try to visit when I can, but I can't guarantee anything. Yesterday i was able to get to everyone (pretty much), so yay about that. Sorry if I can't today. :( Here's an amv. It's an Ouran one. The song is "Everything is Alright" by Motion City Soundtrack. I love that one. XD Enjoy! Thanks a billion for visiting me. *hugs* Sorry if this post was really boring...it didn't have anything random or exciting in it. -__-; It was just the usual blah of my life...so thanks for sticking with me. Have a wonderful day!

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Friday, September 21, 2007

Warning: thanks, room, yesterday, wallpaper, today, & amv

Thanks a bunch for the comments. *hugs* You guys are great! I know that lots of you don't like long posts...but when you think about it, mine aren't THAT long. 2 paragraphs are usually about the same thing so you can essentially skim those. XD But anyhoo, I understand...I still like to try and comment on ALL of your posts, even if they're long. :( I try. Anyhoo, thanks for the fun comments about the men's bathroom...*laugh* And the sympathy for being called "emo." Gi-chan, I must say, you had the BEST response to that!! "U know how it is when child learns a new word,he is like that now." I totally agree. XD He's just like a little kid learning a new word. I'm not "emo"; I'm just depressed more often lately and like wearing things from Hot Topic. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on my wallpaper, too. Anime snow girl, nice to hear from you again! I've missed you! And RMC. XD And I have a new friend, CartelRose; welcome! Please visit her. ^_^ Thanks again you guys! Now then, I don't have much to talk about as far as my sleep. I was really tired so I just slept. XD When I had to wake up, I couldn't believe it! I could've slept all day. So...um, Madarame, in response to what you said, I'll talk about my room! My room in our old house was FULL of anime figures/gasahpon, wallscrolls, manga...everything. It was like an anime warehouse. *laugh* Since we've moved, my room isn't as jam-packed. We left a good amount of the figures in boxes because, well, I don't have enough room to display them all again. ^^; So sure, I've got my Winnie the Pooh plushies, bedspread etc. and my other stuffed animals, but I still have anime statues/figures/gashapon in random places. XD I finally got my bookshelves last week so I need to put my manga/books on them! I can also display more figures on them, too. There you have it, a little description of my room. Yesterday was...uh...*thinks* A day that slipped my mind. I don't think I was paying attention to anything all day yesterday...I was pretty much in a daze. -__-; Just wondering if I was really alive or not...I keep having that darn depersonalization feel. I keep questioning life and crap like that...so that yesterday, I was just sort of doing things without really realizing I was doing them. I don't know; I just haven't been chipper lately. I need to cry... *sigh* So um, anyhoo...oh, right. I had my fashion marketing test. It was easier than I thought, and we were allowed to leave after we finished; I was the first one done so yay. Then I waited a bit, went to the language lab to get more hours for French, and then I went to the auditorium for the, I guess you could call it "assembly" for FYE. It was about civility...but the speaker lady made it more interesting, but still. Madii didn't come (though it was "mandatory"), and I texted her to remind her. Oh well. I wonder if she'll pass this class. After that, I went home; just the usual watching anime (rewatching Peacemaker Kurogane, Someday's Dreamers; still watching Texhnolyze and Kimagure Orange Road). Then I did some homework and then made a new wallpaper. It's of L. ^^ Kunoichi warrior requested a death Note wallpaper for her b-day gift, so yeah. I really like it. I was saddened to see so few downloads. :( I haven't been getting many lately...I'm sick and tired of seeing crappy wallpapers being featured (ok, not ALL are, but you can tell that a lot haven't had much effort put into them; they're there cause they're Naruto or Bleach). -__-; Anyhoo, sorry. Please comment/download!!! *hugs* I really like how it turned out for once. Hosted By theOtaku.com. So today I've had math, and it was boring...yet confusing at the same time. I already learned this crap in 10th grade, but I've forgotten it...and my teacher is really horrible. She doesn't explain things well; so after class I just felt overwhelmed and confused. *sigh* Now I'm here in the library...I'm probably going to eat and then go to the language lab...after that, I have French class. Then yay, it's finally the weekend! T__T Thank goodness. Here's an amv. I showed this one a couple times before...it's a Marimite amv, and the song is "Koi Kaze Fuku Tabi" by NANA. I love that song. Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I visit who I can, when I can. :( Sorry again if I don't get to all of you. Forgive me. Thanks again, and have a wonderful day!

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

Warning: from short post to LONG post...the usual order

*hugs hugs* Thanks for the comments. XD Yes, I know...that was like the shortest post in MY history. Most of you were quite surprised and disappointed!! T__T I'm sorry. No post is better than none, right? Maybe? I don't know! But I wasn't even going to post yesterday...so, yeah. Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments. Only a few downloaded my wallpaper so I'll put it in this post, too. It's a shame because I liked that one SO much more (and most of you did, too) yet I got way less downloads. ^^; The other got featured...anyhoo, yes, I love my Winnie the Pooh plush. XD I adore Winnie the Pooh; my room is filled with Pooh stuffed animals, sheets, pillows...etc. As for the other day's comments, thanks a lot for the sympathy and advice about stuff. I'm glad I have you guys around. Imasyon, Filo, Fred, Iruka sensei, kyofanatic, Akula, My Last Breath...probably more people, too. ^_^ I've missed you guys a lot!!! *huggles* Thanks for remembering me. *hugs* Just thanks all around and sorry for that short post yesterday! I didn't think that so many people actually looked forward to my LONG posts. ^^ Anyhoo, I'm in the library right now...loud keyboard!!! >< Oh, one more thing! Some of you assumed that I live on campus here at college! No, I don't. I commute so I'm not here at the university 24/7. *nods* Now then...I'm really tired! I didn't get much sleep last night. I had to wake up early this morning for my FYE class (we learned about note taking -__- OMG, boring), and last night it was just torture trying to fall asleep. I heard my mom and brother still up past 1am, talking and going up and down the stairs...I was like, "What are they doing???" Essentially nothing. It was just annoying. When I finally fell asleep at past one, maybe 2...well, I didn't stay asleep. I woke up at 3am with my arm/hard completely asleep! Numb, dead, it felt terrible! T__T I was scared, too. I kept massaging it, but I couldn't even feel my hand massaging my arm...it was so freaky and uncomfortable. Bleh. I also woke up a lot more...so yeah, I'm tired. Hmm...yesterday. *thinks* It was my long day...math, history, French, English...uh, nothing really interesting happened in any of them. I got a perfect on my history quiz, a 98 on my French test...in history, we got in our groups and talked a bit about our group presentation and what we'll do for it. We have the most people in our group (6) so the work will be really distributed...I don't know what I'll be doing. ^^;; I guess that's good, but I don't know how the girl that's going to write the paper writes. I only trust myself...so I have a feeling I'll constantly want to change what she has!! But she insisted on writing it...it's not like I WANT to write the paper, but you know. ^^; Anyhoo, that annoying guy didn't bother me much yesterday, thank goodness. I hope he's getting the signal that I don't want to have anything to do with him!! At home...I was really tired and bleh feeling still!! -__-; Seriously, it sucked. Aside from that, we went out to eat at this diner place. I got this breakfast "special" for dinner, which had pancakes, eggs, bacon and sausage. XD Of course I couldn't eat it all. I eat very little. *laugh* But it was still pretty good. We all had pretty good food for once. After going to the bathroom and finding my dad didn't wait for me (I had no clue where he went!!), I found him outside looking at the dessert items they had. I got "mad" at him and then somehow the topic of conversation was men's bathrooms. *laugh* Corey, dad, and I ended up with a crazy perception of men's bathrooms of the future...*laugh* It was really hilarious; heck, I've never been in a men's bathroom before...I don't know how it works! XD All I know is that guys never seem to have to wait in line, but women always do! Don't you all notice that, too? So anyhoo, they got me laughing so much I cried. Lately, I haven't cried, but when I get to really laughing...that's when I let it out. ^^; Oh, my brother Corey also remarked on how I looked. He called me "emo." -__-; It's funny because he never even KNEW what the term emo meant before! I'd use it, and he'd be like "What? What's 'emo'?? How retarded." So now he's been using it like all the time when it doesn't apply...sure, I've been wearing more black lately, and I don't smile all the often these days (unless it's about random remarks referring to men's bathrooms *laugh*), but whatever...anyhoo, once home, I did some studying. I have a Fashion marketing test today. *sigh* I need to study more...this will suck. Here's the wallpaper I made the other day; it's the same as in yesterday's post. Check it out if you didn't, thanks! Hosted By theOtaku.com. So yeah, today I have fashion marketing, during which I have a test...*sigh* Stupid!! And then right after that is one of those stupid big FYE meetings. Ugh. .___. What a waste of time! *rolls eyes* So I guess today is a sort of busy day anyway...yesterday I visited some people, and most were the "sorry I don't have time..." comments. I hate giving those; I'm really sorry. :( Today I don't know how it'll be...but I'm glad it's almost the weekend. Oh! Speaking of which, if you haven't voted for the MyO Idol yet, please go right ahead. Visit Kirbysdouble's site, and read his post...vote in the comment. Thanks. Here's an amv. Since I'm on an Enki binge lately. *laugh* 12 Kingdoms is the anime (one of my faves!) and the song is from Tsubasa Chronicles. Enjoy. Well, this post was LONG. Right? ^^;; Sorry if it was too long this time...I can't get it right. Well, thanks for visiting me. *hugs* Sorry if I've been too busy lately to comment thoroughly. :( Have a good day!

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Warning: post? Kind of...mainly a wallpaper & sorries

Thanks so much for your comments! (especially to those whom I haven't heard from in FOREVER. Lindsay. T__T) *hugs* Yes, I KNOW...I said I wasn't going to post today...and I'm technically NOT. Consider me not here, ok? XD It's just that I made a new wallpaper, using the same scan that I used before...and I wanted to show you cause like I said, I just wasn't satisfied with the other one. Though it did get featured. ^^; Thanks a billion! *hugs* Anyhoo, here's my new wallpaper so please download/comment. It'd be much appreciated. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Yeah, so I shouldn't really be posting...I said I wasn't going to. :( Today's my super busy day at school so yeah. Don't count on much commenting either. Sorry that I couldn't get to a lot of people yesterday. I was busy with more homework...if you were wondering, yesterday was an ok day though...mom and I went to the mall after school, and I got more manga and a Winnie the Pooh plush. XD SOoooo cute. I loves it. >> I'm hoping that that annoying guy doesn't bother me today. -__-; I can't stand him...so please don't say anything about giving him a chance or ANYTHING. Ugh. Anyhoo, thanks for the comments. If you didn't read yesterday's post, go right ahead (though most don't). Sorry again for lying...about posting...but yeah, I'm still going to be busy today. Thanks, sorry, and have a good day!

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning/dreams, sunday, yesterday, wallpaper, today, amv, & sorry

Thanks for the comments you guys. It's seemed like a while since I've posted or commented, though it's only been a day. XD Silly, silly me. Thanks for all the comments and downloads on my wallpaper and the "good lucks" for my homework. *nods* Hah, some of you wanted to go to that food festival I mentioned!! Well, we ended up NOT going so yeah. ^^; DD and others maybe, you asked what church I go to. I'm Presbyterian. We haven't gone to church all summer because during the summer they make the services at earlier times. That just shows how lazy my family is. XD Gi-chan, I've missed you too!! *huggles* Same with Effie, Shi-chan, ulterego, 9breaker, Kunoichi, Joselyn...wow, a lot of people who haven't been here in a while. *hugs* Oh, and xaos and Refi-chan! XD Well, thanks again everyone! It's yet another chilly morning! But yes, Lys, as you said...it's going to warm up again. ^^; Well, I guess that's fine since we'll still have months of fall and winter weather. *nods* Anyhoo, I'm not feeling that well at the moment...my head feels really weird...like fuzzy/dizzy. v__v I wonder why? I also wasn't feeling that great last night! Not just sick feeling, but depressed like usual...I didn't even know if I wanted to post today. Again I just felt like hiding somewhere and not coming out. .___. *sigh* But um, I slept ok, and I had lots of dreams, though most were really weird. Probably the best one was where I was watching a baseball game and then the next batter was L!! (death note) XD Except his name was "L Light" (creative, right?) and he looked like a combo of the two. He had L's eyes and overall look, but he had brown hair styled a bit differently. *laugh* He was also in my next dream where I was at the grocery store. Hah, I wish my dreams were like that more often. -__-; Yes, my head is bothering me! Well, I'll just have to take some advil after this or something. Anyhoo, like I said, we didn't go to that food festival thing on sunday; I had too much homework to do anyway. I got it done and all...and I'm glad about that because I wasn't in any mood to do more homework LAST night (I worked ahead on stuff due today). Something scary that happened Sunday night though was that I was on my laptop by my window, which I had open, and then I started hearing someone screaming. "LET GO OF HER. JUST GIVE HER BACK!" And all sorts of stuff like that! So I ran downstairs and went outside, and I could still hear this girl yelling hysterics. :( I told mom and dad, and after a while we figured what happened...it was our neighbor's daughter, and she must've gotten in a fight with her dad (he's divorced; she usually is with her mom). She just wanted to go home...didn't want to be with him, and the dad was holding her dog hostage. *sigh* It was really scary to hear, and the yelling went on for at least an hour...then it finally calmed down. I hope everything was ok after that...but man, it was depressing. Yesterday I had my busy day of classes. I can't say that much happened other than in English. -__- We moved to a different room to be more convenient for our teacher. I sat in the same area that I sat before, but that annoying guy (that I'm afraid likes me, which I DON'T WANT) sat right in front of me!!! T___T UGH!! Just kill me! He's even annoying to sit near! He kept picking up my things and looking at them. WTF?? You dont' just do that! I don't like YOU!! Bleh! And to make matters worse, he's in my peer editing group. Him, this cool girl Aly, and me. Aly is awesome to be with...but why did that guy have to be in it???? -__- So we started going over our personal narratives...mine was the longest (of course), and yeah, that's the one I just reused from last year. XD I only got positive feedback, and one of them said, "wow, this is almost as if it's your final copy!" ^_^;; Yeah...it sorta is...*laugh* But because that annoying guy wouldn't shut up about things, we had to stay after class to finish. -___- After school, I got home and was in an odd mood. I was actually energized and extra sarcastic? Or something...but that dissipated...and I was back to my usual bleh mood. *sigh* Anyhoo, I didn't want to do any homework so I didn't...instead I worked my butt off on my newest wallpaper...which now I'm not very proud of. .__. I want to redo it...change the bg. *sigh* But I sure went through a lot of work for it. I've never scanned in my own image and had to extract it before...I just use scans and whatnot from online. So yeah, I'm happy with the scan, but not the wallpaper. :( But please comment/download anyway! It's of Enki from 12 Kingdoms (juuni kokuki). Hosted By theOtaku.com. Well, I have fashion marketing today. We have to go over our fashion forecasts. -__- I don't want to...mine's probably waaaay different from everyone else's. And that thing took forever to do! That's why I'm glad I did it sunday instead of last night. It was hard for me since I really don't know much about current fashions. ^^;; Something else related to fashion is my history class. We got our groups for the big group presentation/paper, and we randomly chose the topic. Our group got "fashion as a status symbol in civilizations." XD Crazy coincidence! Though I'm still not looking forward to that project... Ok, I'm uncreative today so here's an amv I showed before. It's a Honey & Clover one. Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me. *hugs hugs* OMG, I forgot to apologize for yesterday... :( I took a total break from MO yesterday...I didn't even visit anyone. Usually I try to visit even if I don't post, but I just couldn't...and didn't feel like it. I'm sorry. I commented on wallpapers though, and I've commented 1000 times on submissions! Woot! ^^ Anyhoo, thanks again, and have a good day! Remember, I'm not posting tomorrow. :(

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

Warning: thanks, quick post, yesterday, wp,today/tomorrow, & amv

*hugs* Thank you all soooooo much for the comments. ^_^ Though I visited many more than 10 sites yesterday...oh well. ^^; It's ok! *hugs* I appreciate everything that you guys say, whether it be a short comment or long. I've really missed a lot of you, too!!! Like Saku, Ali-chan, innocent heart, ha-harumi, and xanth!! ^__^ Thanks for commenting again! I don't have time to read the comments at the moment, but I'll do that later. Just know that I love you guys to pieces. Yes, I have to make this post really short...like REALLY...or at least type super fast. We have to get ready to go to church...and I wanted to post before leaving since I'm never sure when I'll get enough computer time to post later. -___- So yeah, I'm sacrificing here! It's quite chilly now! It was really cool out yesterday, like I said...I just wanted to stay in my covers. XD Oh well...gotta get ready... Yesterday we went over to the pool. It was too chilly to go in the pool, so we just stuck to the jacuzzi. ^^ That was nice, but it sure was hard to get out!! Brrr!! >_< I had to really wrap myself in two towels. *laugh* It wasn't COLD, but when you just get out of warm/hot water into whatever temperature it was outside, well, you feel cold! Anyhoo, so that was ok...then when we got home, I got some computer time. I visited a few people and then worked on my wallpaper. I thought the PNG I extracted was so good that I submitted it to beloved-melody.org...I still haven't found out if they accepted it or not. -__-; Probably not. Oh well. So yeah...here's my wallpaper...it's of Haruko from FLCL. I sort of reverted back to my old style I guess...boring...uncreative...not that great, sorry. Please download/comment though. Thanks. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Yeah, I really don't remember much of yesterday...I still had the same down feeling that I've had for the past several days though. *sigh* It's exhausting feeling like that... As for today I have a lot of things to do. Well, first we're going to church. After that there's this food festival sorta thing that's going on, and my dad wants us to go. I DON'T want to go though...it sounds like a total waste of time, especially since I have homework to do. I have to study for my history test tomorrow...or quiz, whatever. I haven't read the chapter yet so I need to do that. ^^;; I figured that i should either start or finish all the way my "fashion forecast" project for fashion marketing that's due tuesday because I'm always too lazy on mondays after my long day to do anything...my personal narrative is due tomorrow, but luckily I "cheated" by just reusing an essay I wrote before. .__. So yeah, I'm sorry. *hugs* I'll be busy today and probably not visit much. I'm sorry. :( And I'm NOT POSTING TOMORROW because it's busy monday...so yeah...sorry again. Ok, here's an amv...super cuteness with one of my favorite songs, "Dream of an absolution" by Lee Brotherton. It's amazing that song is for a Sonic game. XD It's to Ojamajo Doremi...there was an amv with the same song to Air, and it was the BEST ever...but they took it down. :( *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me. Sorry if this post was boring...it was much shorter than usual. ^^; Some of you probably enjoyed that!! Sorry if I can't visit much today...and no post tomorrow...*hugs* Have a good day!

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

Warning: thanks, weather/friend, yesterday, fye advisor, today, & amv

Thank you everyone! ^_^ Yeah, I KNOW that a lot of you don't bother really reading this paragraph. XD It's ok...I mean, I'm just thanking and replying to comments! It's the same all the time! But at least read it if you see your name here! I'm sure you do that! Some people reply at the end of posts, but I do it first! *hugs* So thanks again for the comments. Yug, Reki, and Squeaker!! Yet more friends that haven't commented in a long time!! *glomps* Reki, I'm glad that you liked your wallpaper present. ^^ Thanks to those that downloaded it, too, though few commented...but that's ok. Some of you listened to the MyO Idol playlist and commented on my singing. XD xaos, thanks, cute? Hah, well thanks again. If you wanted to vote, go to Kirbysdouble's site and just say who you liked best in a comment. Anyhoo, thanks for the encouragement and sympathy and whatnot for how I was feeling. *hugs* You guys are the best. Thanks again! Ah, I have my window open right now and it's sooo nice outside! It's cool-ish and so refreshing! We had a little bit of rain last night (not much T__T) and that cooled things off. It's great not being steamy and hot for once! That's what I like about autumn--the cool weather and rain and all. ^^ Anyhoo, I just read an email from my friend Karen. She had eye surgery yesterday to correct one of her eyes (I'm not sure exactly what), and since she emailed me that means she's doing fine! I'm glad! I didn't think she'd recover so quickly and could see. XD It's amazing. She's so happy about it, too. I'd be scared to death if I had to have eye surgery or something! x__x As for my sleep last night, it still took me a while...but eh...that's not new. ^^; Saturdays are now the popular days to post! During the summer barely anyone would update and comment! But because of school, it seems that more people find the time to do so today. It's nice in some ways, but at the same time I feel bad since I can never seem to visit everyone. :( I did yesterday though...I think. Anyhoo, yesterday...I talked about the morning...after I posted I went outside to eat my food alone like usual. It was nice and cloudy out! Umm...just as I was finishing up, my friend in my French class asked me if I wanted to go eat with her. :( That was nice, but too bad I finished and I was on my way to the language lab...-__-; So I went there and attempted to use some French language CD-roms. Well, like none of them worked! It was so frustrating and a waste of time. But at least a waste of time like that is useful for this...since I need to have 10 hours of labwork total. XD I got about another hour in yesterday so that means I just have 8 left! French class was next and nothing particularly exciting there...we were supposed to have a test, but she didn't leave us enough time for it...so we'll have it monday. After French, I treaded off to see my FYE advisor. -__- It took 7 minute of walking to get to the stupid student affairs office...then when I got there, I went in, and the secretary looked at me, "Hi." Me: "Hi, I'm here to see my FYE advisor ____." Her: *gives me a weird look* "Is he expecting you?" Me: "Yes...I set up an appointment..." Her: "Oh, ok then. Have a seat." So there I was sitting and waiting, like in a doctor's office. I hated it. When I finally went in, it was just as I expected...just like a counselor visit. Ugh. He went over my survey results, just like I thought, asking about the ones that were low and why I think I got low scores there...like my sociability, opinion tolerance, desire to complete college, and other things...-__- He asked personal questions about my family, and he said that he "didn't want to directly ask them". Yeah, OK. And what I disliked was that he laughed at some of my results on there...like the things I needed help on. "Discuss feelings of unhappiness. *chuckles* Okay..." .___. And the others, too. As if he were making fun of me...I hate counselor-type people...so why am I such a good one? *sigh* At home I didn't feel much more chipper than earlier. I didn't make a new wallpaper; I visited people and searched for a good pic to use in my new one...then I found a FLCL scan I Loved and started to extract it. -__- So nothing interesting to show you. My bookcases smell funny...random, but true. I'm not sure what we're doing today. We might see a movie, might go to the pool...or just do the usual nothing. *sigh* I'm beginning to get tired of my life...or at least life-style. I don't know, but I'm not a happy camper. Here's an amv. It's a Bleach one. Yeah, I've never really watched it, and I don't plan to...but I like this song. "FCPREMIX" by Fall of Troy. Enjoy! Sorry if this post was long like usual...or boring. *hugs* Also sorry if I can't visit everyone. :( I try my best, but I don't have all the time in the world. It sucks. Thanks for visiting me; have a great day!

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Friday, September 14, 2007

Warning: thanks, ?/night, math, yesterday, wp, today, & amv

Aww, you guys. Thanks for the comments. *hugs* And thanks to the few that listened to the MyO Idol playlist. Though I didn't get any votes! Oh well, I knew that I didn't sing that well...and YES, my dog did in fact start barking towards the end. *laugh* I just deleted that post though because having 3 posts on my site messes up the layout on firefox. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks for the comments about everything...and those that looked at my wallpaper. *nods* Driffter and Necury, it's so nice to hear from you again! I swear it must've been a month or so...maybe more. XD Crazy. Umm...thanks for the encouragement with everything and the consensus that puppies are adorable! Though Steph, piranhas?? Ok, well, we all have our different ideas of cute! *laugh* ^_^ And yeah, I hope my english teacher doesn't think there's something up with that reused essay! ^^; Oh well. Thanks again! Yes, my posts are always long, aren't they? It's mainly because I have this set pattern/organization of my posts! I always have these first two paragraphs be basically the same thing, so yeah. ^^; Do you not like that? Is it annoying? Do you even read my thanking paragraph or not? Just wondering. Sorry if my posts are sometimes overkill. -__-; *sigh* Anyhoo, it took me a while to fall asleep because 1: my sinuses were terrible. I couldn't breathe at all!! and 2: I got those new bookcases yesterday (yay!), but we had to rearrange my room a bit so I wasn't used to it!! ^^;; I don't like change, even the slightest bit! So it was just weird...umm...my mind was also preoccupied with tons of things, and I felt depressed for a good portion of the day so I felt like crying then. I didn't for the sake of my poor sinuses; they'd plug up even more. -__- I don't remember my dreams...so yeah...at least I didn't need a sleeping pill, SOMEHOW. I just had math class; it was boring like usual. I got back that assignment, and she took off 6 points from that one problem I got wrong!! T__T They were worth 9 points. Ugh. Oh well. The girl I helped before was still raving about how I helped her so much though!! Even though I taught her that problem wrong. ^^; She even told this other girl, and now guess what?? She wants my help, too! Oh great...what did I get myself into? So now I'll have to plan to have some sort of study group with them and tutor them both. -__-; I mean, I'm flattered that they think I'm smart and all, but I don't know if I want to do all that. *sigh* More pressure on me! Sometimes it sucks being nice, you know? Yesterday...umm...I don't really remember it. I remember being tired and feeling depressed though. Fashion marketing class was fine though. We did this activity and one part was that we had to design an outfit with inspiration from a non-apparel item (anything that isn't clothes). So I did the drawing, and my teacher really complimented me. Well, I DO want to go into fashion design, unlike the other girls that want to be buyers and whatnot. Um, other than that...my mom and I went to look at the puppies again. ^///^ SOOooo cute. The one dachshund was sold though! I hope he went to a good home. Anyhoo, once home I just felt bleh! -__- I just wanted to crawl into a hole and never come out. I felt sick to my stomach and just depressed...it sucked...today I'm still feeling a bit the same, but hopefully I'll feel better. *sigh* I made a new wallpaper. Barely any downloads, but that's ok. It was a gift for Reki (Claes) since yesterday was her birthday!! Happy b-day again! She and I love Haibane Renmei, and our nicknames are characters from that (she's Reki and I'm Rakka). So I made her a Rakka wallpaper. It's super grungy. XD Please comment/download!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. After this I'm going to eat and then go to the language lab to get some more time in for my needed hours there. After that I have French class anyway...we're having a test. So hopefully I'll study while in the lab! Once French is done, I'm done for the day as far as classes go, but I set up that meeting with my FYE advisor to go over those survey results. -__- Oh JOY. He's probably going to be like, "you scored so low on ___, ___, ____. How come? Do you have problems at home or something?" It's going to be like a counselor visit...*sigh* Anyhoo, here's an amv. It's a death Note one with the song "Intertiatic ESP" by The Mars Volta. Enjoy! *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me. I'm really sorry that I haven't been visiting much lately...either I've been too busy or just not feeling up to it. :( Forgive me. *hugs* Sorry again. Have a good day!

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