Thursday, September 13, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning/dream, tuesday cuteness, yesterday, wp, & sorry!

^_^ *hugs* Ah, a post! I still can't believe that I don't post everyday now. XD Some of you can't either!! Haha, and yes, this post box creates the "illusion of a short post." A lot of you thought that I wrote a short post but then realized that, no, there's a scroll bar! *laugh* Anyhoo, thanks sooooo much for the comments. I'm glad you all like the new theme (courtesy of Gi-chan!) and everything. ^^ Lute, hehe, thanks! Yes, I love listening to relaxing music so that's why I filled my playlist with it! It's great to work to, read to, anything! Steph (Magnus), that didn't happen to me in highschool! If you sat alone, you sat alone. I think my school was just full of really rude people though. ^^;; Thanks for the compliments about my math skills...I'll talk more about that later though. *laugh* And thanks just for everything! My saying for today would be "it's hard to keep sane while suffering in silence." -__-; I forgot my mp3 player at home...so I'm in the library right now, typing on that super loud keyboard without any music!! I'm going to go crazy!!! >< Ugh, how could I forget it?? T__T Well, anyhoo, I actually slept pretty good last night! I had one long and continuous weird dream. *laugh* Weird yet entertaining...I don't remember it all now, but I do recall a nun in this super fast silver concept car driving through the streets killing people...*laugh* NOT nun-like, right?? What a strange dream. XD I had to wake up early since I had that darn FYE class today. It was boring and stupid like usual, and afterwards Jess and I took a good 20 minutes or so to go find Student Affairs, which is where our FYE teacher's office is. We're supposed to have a meeting about that stupid survey we took before, and we have to meet him there. My meeting is tomorrow. -__-; We got so lost, but we ended up finding it...then we went to the snackbar. She was talking on her phone with a friend for most of the time, eh... Ok, so wow, I didn't post yesterday...umm...so on tuesday I had fashion marketing. Nothing too special there. I stayed at school for an hour after so I could do some French work in the lab. That's one hour down, 9 more to go by the end of the semester!! -__- I was going to do some more today, but since Jess and I took so long doing that other stuff, I don't have time. Oh well. After getting picked up, dad and I had some food and then looked at the pet store!! >__< OMG, pure cuteness. I squealed with delight at the puppies!! T^T I was literally hopping up and down just by seeing them...I wanted them!!! There were these tiny dachsunds (sp?), and the one kept whining at me!! He even licked me..awwww!! I can't describe the adorableness of the doggies there, but man, I wish I could have one. XD I just have Totoro, the bear-like koala-like dog that just loves Corey. :( Nothing else interesting that day. I sure wanted that puppy though...I took a pic of it on my phone. XD Anyhoo, yesterday was my long and exhausting day! Lugging those heavy books around! So in math...^^; I felt SO bad. I got one of the problems wrong in that packet that I taught the girl...so I taught her wrong. :( I apologized to her a lot, and she said that it was ok, but I still feel bad about it. SOOOooo stupid. -__-' I shouldn't tutor anyone...nope...so I'll put that on hold. Umm...after math, Madii and I went to the little café that our university has. After a lot of waiting, we both got a hot chocolate. It was ok; not very chocolatey though...but it was pretty fun since I actually had lunch with her instead of being alone. ^^; The place has coffees and lattés and whatnot, but I don't drink those so yeah. Then it was history...boring...we have a quiz/test on monday though. T__T Noooo...so I'll actually have to read the chapter. *sigh* I'm not looking forward to that. Then I had French; nothing new there...then English...our personal narrative is due on monday. XD I already did it! You know how??? I'm just using one of my essays that I used in my autobiography last year. *laugh* Yeah, I'm being a total rebel here and reusing an essay. I changed a lot though, to make it current and whatnot...I'm just afraid that since it's already been edited before for the grade that my professor will be like, "this is TOO perfect...well, Kelsey, I look forward to having this quality EVERY time!" ^^; Uh-oh...hopefully not...but, well, I didn't want to write another one since I'm all personal narratived out from that project. -__- At home, nothing interesting. I made a new wallpaper. It's featured somehow...I don't like it as much as my last one though. :( Oh well. Please comment/download. Thanks! Hosted By theOtaku.com. After this I have fashion marketing...probably more notes...and we'll have some project due soon, too. T__T Ugh. I'm getting my bookcases today FINALLY so I can finally put my books/manga on shelves!! It's been months!! XD Ok, nothing else! I'll stop here. ^^; Sorry if this is really long...like usual. SORRY. :( I won't bother posting an amv today either...sorry if I wasted a lot of your time. *hugs* Have a great day!

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Warning: thanks/new layout, theme/sleep, sept.11, yesterday, wp, today/tom. & amv

*laugh* Yes, the illusion of short, I like how you put it Aya!! XD Thanks for all the comments! As you can all see (some saw it when they commented later) that I now have a new layout/theme! It's now a scrolling postbox (wee!!) so it DOES give the illusion of my posts being shorter. But they're not! I like that! Now I won't get comments that just flat-out say "man, that's a long post! O__o" Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments. I was surprised that a lot of people commented yesterday despite me not posting. ^^ That was nice to see! *hugs* And more people voted for my wallpaper on that contest; thanks! I'm not advertising anymore for it. I figure that I have no chance anyway, and you're all tired of being annoyed by it anyway! Anyhoo, it seems most of you have never seen the movie Blues Brothers (the original, made in 1980, not that new one). Well, again, I recommend it! As for that ridiculous grammar sentence I'll talk about it later. Thanks again to everyone that commented, and I'll miss those that probably won't be able to get on for a while. :( *hugs* So again, new theme yay! The wallpaper and avi are courtesy of Gi-chan. Thanks so much again, Gi-chan! I requested the wallpaper and avi from her, so yeah. ^_^ Aren't they pretty? I never have purple! As for the codes for the postbox, I got them from Kaisap112's html help-site, Overruled. She was a big help! I still don't understand html at all, but this is a start (copying and pasting codes) XD. Anyhoo, as for my sleep...it was a bit difficult. -__-; My mind just kept on going...so I had to take a piece of a sleeping pill. My dreams weren't that great, but they weren't bad. I'd have to say that they were annoying. Like that annoying guy from Jordan who's in my English class that talked to me before was in it...being annoying. -__- Argh. And now I've woken up a bit early so I could post before going off to school! It looks like it rained in the morning/night so that's nice...but I'm sure it's still super humid, and it's not like I could enjoy the rain! :( Oh yeah, it's September 11th...*moment of silence for those that lost their lives during the 9/11 incident* T__T As for yesterday and the other day...well, sunday was boring, nothing interesting there. I'm glad I didn't post yesterday. XD Otherwise, it would've been a crappy post! Yesterday wasn't that great. It was my super busy day with all my main classes: math, history, French, English. I had to lug those super heavy books around...I swear, my arms are going to be buff soon. *laugh* Hah, that's impossible. But anyhoo, it sure is exhausting! I can't drop them off anywhere since I don't live in a dorm there, and I don't drive there (my mom drops me off). ^^; Bleh. Well, I'd have to say that math was the only class where something somewhat interesting happened. There's this girl that sits next to me (sometimes), Naja, and she's one of those really outgoing and loud types. XD But anyhoo, she saw I had out my assignment (due wednesday) and she asked me for help on it! ^_^ So it was quite funny that the WHOLE CLASS, even during our teacher's lecture and whatnot, I was helping her with that packet (explaining how to do the problems). And after each problem she'd say, "Ok, ok, now let me see if I can explain it to you now." After helping, she thanked me a ton; she then proceeded to get more help in the math tutoring room...but she said I really helped her get started~! ^^ I should get a job at the math tutoring center...they do get paid...I just don't know when I could fit that in. ^^;; Um, the other classes weren't noticeable...I forgot to do part of my French homework though so I rushed to do it before class. XD And you know what? We didn't even CHECK it! Ugh, I hate it when that happens! Oh well! As for lunch, I ate alone again. :( Madii was feeling sick still so maybe she went somewhere to rest. I guess I'm just always going to eat alone. -__-; Oh well, at least I have my mp3 player...*sigh* Anyhoo, I DID ask my English professor about that stupid sentence; she said that "yes, it's grammatically CORRECT, but it sounds terrible. It could've been worded differently." There you have it. At home, it was basically just the usual day...though I did more homework, and Corey rested for most of the day since he felt like crap (he had terrible trouble sleeping). After doing some homework, I worked on a new wallpaper. It's featured, which I'm really happy about. I was afraid it wasn't going to be!! Even though I really thought it turned out well. ^_^ Please download/comment!! It's of Suigintou from Rozen Maiden. Yup, I went a different route and made it blue! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Okies, I'll have to get ready to go soon...so I have fashion marketing today, and that's my only class. But I'm staying after for about an hour to work on some of that French lab work...gotta get those 10 hours in before the end of the semester. -__- Oh JOY. And remember, I'm not posting tomorrow (Wednesday) due to it being like monday, a BUSY day...here's an amv. The anime is Rozen Maiden, and the song is from MaiHime. Enjoy! Thanks a billion for visiting me and reading my post...or at least, however much you read of it. *hugs* I know, they're long, so that's why I thank you so much. I'll try to visit some today; I got to a lot yesterday. Have a wonderful Tuesday and Wednesday!!

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Sunday, September 9, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/grammar, yesterday, vote wallpaper, today/tomorrow, & amv

Thanks soooooo much for your comments. *hugs* I can't believe I got so many this time! 20! ^_^ It just goes to show ya that what day it is really matters...but usually I barely get any on saturdays; how weird! Thanks to those that yet again voted for my wallpaper on the contest! Remember, you can keep voting everyday. ^^ So thanks again. Yes, at least I'm trying in the contest...I wasn't going to enter at first, but I decided to anyway, though I know I can't win. Lys, thanks for your helpful comments on both wallpapers. *nods* I completely agree with you! On my contest wall, I couldn't quite get the colors of the trees and whatnot right...it just looks odd. ^^; And as for yesterday's wallpaper, I agree as well. Thanks to those that downloaded/commented. I still don't know why I get lots more downloads on wallpapers that aren't as good as my others. -___- Thank you all for the encouragement and sweet words to cheer me up. *hugs* You're all so insightful; innocent heart, your advice was really good, and I think you're right! We do seem to be quite similar in ways. Effie, Lute, DD, Heley, littlemiko, Amila, and Joselyn (and Reki!) it's been soo long! I've missed you guys. ^_^ *hugs* Thanks for commenting! Thanks again to everyone for everything that was said! Well, I think I'm going to try and make this post shorter today...actually, I probably won't have to TRY; I don't have much to talk about! As for sleep, well, I slept fine! I woke up a lot, and I was thirsty. XD But I was too lazy to get up and get a drink of water. Well, more like tired than lazy! Oh, I forgot to say in my thanking paragraph about that grammar sentence! I know! I'm glad you all agreed that it made no sense. -__-; Now if only the online course recognized that fact! I showed my mom that answer and some others that I got wrong, and she agreed that they didn't make sense. What an inaccurate test! Oh well. Anyhoo, back to sleep...I slept fine and had weird dreams but not bad ones. ^^; Nothing else to say there! So yesterday we went over to the pool later in the day. It was really hot outside so it was nice going in. ^^ After that I just read...I don't think I got sunburned this time so that's good. XD Yesterday my brother and I watched The Blues Brothers (the original movie from 1980). I haven't ever seen ALL of it, but I finally did! I really liked it, even though it was quite long (over 2 hours). It was a comedy mixed with a musical mixed with action mixed with practically every star of the time! It was insane how many famous actors/musicians/models/etc. were in it! Have any of you seen it? If not, I recommend it! *nods* Other than that, we watched more anime (Kimagure Orange Road, Please Save my Earth) and had arguments that annoyed me. -__- Corey is SO messed up in his mind right now...it's killing me. I must take at least a half-hour everyday going to mom and just complaining straight out about him...*sigh* He's just ridiculous...and I can't believe he hasn't gotten (or even TRIED to get) a job yet...>> MAN!! Also yesterday I spent a good amount of time chatting with Madii (my friend from high school that's going to the same university as me) on AIM. I usually don't go on AIM so that was rare. Most of the conversation revolved around me complimenting her drawing skills, her complimenting my wallpapers, and me being down on myself like usual. -__- It turns out that she's got bronchitis so I hope she gets well soon. We also talked about DeviantArt and how great the artists are there (though she's just as good! she has an account I think) and how I never want to join since I'm so intimidated by them. Anyhoo, nothing else really happened yesterday...this post is just boring!! I'll try the "embed" feature this time for voting for my wallpaper...so please click and vote...I have nothing else of interest for you to do. Thankies. Anyhoo, as for today...nothing. I just have homework that I need to do...stupid homework. And tomorrow is my ultra busy day so I'm not posting, ok? It's just like wednesdays. I'm sorry. :( I'll only post if I write it ahead of time today or if I make a new wallpaper and just want to show you...if not, then sorry, no post. *hugs* Now for an amv. I love this one to death. I used to have it in my profile a while back. The song's on my playlist...it's "I'm gonna fly" by Sydney Forest (the Kiki's delivery Service song), and it's with Air. ^_^ Enjoy! Thanks so much for visiting me. *huggles* I love you guys!! You always manage to make me feel better...even if it's just for the moment. I'll try to cheer up and hopefully school goes well tomorrow...sorry if this post really wasn't that short...or interesting. :( Have a wonderful day!

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Saturday, September 8, 2007

Warning: thanks/contest, sleep, math, yesterday, wallpaper, depressed, today, & amv

Thanks for the comments you guys. *Hugs* I got 10, that's less than usual...but more than I expected. ^^; Cause when I went to bed, I only had 5; can you believe that?? Even people that updated and I visited didn't visit me...though they usually do. :( Oh well, I guess my long posts just scare them away. Anyhoo, thanks a lot for everything. Yeah, my allergies are torture...I don't know what to do! Roleni-chan, sinusitis is terrible! I've had that so often, and yeah...I've been told that some sort of surgery might be the only option. :( It sucks. *hugs* Oh well. Um, thanks a lot to those that supported me with the brickfish contest. Thanks for voting...though I have no chance at winning. ^^; Click that link if you want to VOTE for me please! T__T If you haven't already, do so. I know I can't win...but it'd be nice...anyhoo, thanks for the downloads on my wallpaper, too. I'm glad you liked it. Thanks again for everything. Ugh, I'm wasting my time...I was checking out the contest again, and everything is so slow on that site...and it screws up for me a lot, too. -__- It's probably because I'm using Firefox. Anyhoo, I slept well...I couldn't breathe very well, but at least I slept. i had very disturbing dreams, and I don't want to think about them at all...*shudders* Eew. Anyhoo, my sleep was disturbed this morning by my dog though...he was barking nonstop at anything and everything. -__-; But I was so tired that I just kept falling back to sleep... Oh yeah, and just to say about math...math wasn't always easy for me. ^^; I had the worst time with it in 9th grade. I was so frustrated with it that I'd cry when I'd get help from my teacher. It was terrible...it's just that after that, it seemed to get easy for me. The reason why the math I'm taking in college right now is so easy to me is because I'm not in an honors class. My last math class I took was in 11th grade, and it was AP Calculus. ^^; So what I'm doing now is like what I did in middle-school...that's why. I've always been in the high/honors courses...but now I'm not, and I don't want to be out of fear for more stress! That was random, but I forgot to reply to that note in my first paragraph. Anyhoo, so yesterday...*thinks* After I posted yesterday, I was still in the library for a bit. I was doing this grammar diagnostic test online that we have to do for homework. ^^; It took a really long time, and it was SO stupid...you really have to examine each sentence to a "T" in order to see which one is correct! So I ended up with an 82%. That pissed me off!! I looked at the correct answers, and some of them sounded WORSE than what I chose. EXAMPLE: The workers having failed to close the valves properly, the heating oil began leaking from the barge overnight. Does that make sense to you?? That's the correct answer...it doesn't sound right at all to me. -__- *sigh* Anyhoo, so after that ridiculous-ness, I ate lunch outside, alone like usual...I was chased by bees again, and it sucked. I hate it. Then I forgot that I had other French homework so I quickly rushed through my book and did it...then I was off to French. In French we have to do 10 total hours of labwork (aka work in the computer lab with French supplementary work), and that's just plain retarded. It's harder for me since I commute; I don't live on campus...so it's not like I could just stay there and do a good amount in my spare time. We have to get this sheet signed by the monitor in the lab to get credit. -__-; It sucks. So I have until the end of the semester to get those hours...ugh...umm...so after that, I was done so my mom picked me up and we went home. At home, nothing interesting happened. It was just the usual...then I wasted more of my time making another wallpaper. It's already featured, and I can't believe it. It isn't that great, and that bench doesn't look like a bench at all...it's so retarded. >> I'm not too happy with this one, hence me not even bothering to enter it into the contest...why bother? So yeah, please comment/download if you want. Hosted By theOtaku.com. I haven't been chipper in a while. Yesterday was a depressing day for me. I just wanted to lie around and do nothing...I also wanted to cry, but I didn't...I haven't really cried in a good while...that's probably not a good thing; I don't know. I don't know why I get depressed so often these days...bah, but whatever. My problems are nowhere near as bad as a lot of people's...so many people are suffering, yet we're all so inclusive that we just care about our own menial problems. *sigh* Corey is the epitome of that..he's the king of self-pity, and it's getting on our nerves so much...>< I could complain more about him here, but you guys probably don't care...so I won't... Today we're hopefully going to the pool. It's been hot lately, and I wanna go in. If not, then I'm not sure...just the usual nothing I guess. Here's an amv...it's my most favoritest (not a word) sad Misuzu tribute...with "Concrete Angel". Enjoy! THanks for visiting me. *hugs* Thanks for going through my long posts, especially when you don't have much time. ^^; Thanks for voting for my wallpaper, if you did, too. I hope you have a great day!

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Friday, September 7, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/allergies, math, yesterday FYE, wallpaper contest, today, & sorry/thanks

Thanks for the comments you guys. ^_^ I didn't get as many, but that's ok since I'm sure everyone's really busy. ^^; I was, and that's why I didn't post the other day...and I barely commented at all yesterday. :( I'm really sorry about that. *hugs* Anyhoo, thanks again for everything. Yeah, those dreams of mine...I don't know what to do. It's getting very stressful! I think it's making me NOT want to sleep or something...*sigh* Um, ah, and yes! The loud keyboards. XD I'm on it again!! If only my laptop wasn't such a clunker...then I could bring it with me and use it instead!! Stupidly old and clanky keyboards...anyhoo, thanks for the comments! And don't worry about reading all of my posts or not...I understand. ^^; I love you guys nonetheless. Well...I didn't sleep very well...I know you're all TIRED of me talking about it so I won't mention much. I had to take a piece of a sleeping pill. Even though I was so tired from waking up early and school and whatnot, I couldn't sleep...mainly because of my terrible allergies. I couldn't breathe at all!! T__T I hate it SO MUCH. I have taken every possible allergy medicine there is out there and all sorts of combinations; none work. -__- I woke up again with bad dreams...this time with snakes and bees. I woke up startled, thinking that a bee was in my hair...ugh. When I was up, I kept blowing my nose over and over and sneezing a lot...and I almost threw up. :( I felt so sick! Stupid allergies and crap... I just had math class. It's as easy as ever. I swear I did this crap in middle school. Oh well, easy "A"...that's for me! Yet at the same time I feel bad because some kids in my class have never done this stuff before! It's like, "How could you now learn this already?" So that makes me feel bad because it's all so easy. :( Is that bad?? I don't know. Anyhoo, so we were learning about graphing (I've always hated it; why do I have to do it again??) and yeah...now I'm in the library waiting out my 2-hour interval until French class. I put on this body spray (like a light perfume) this morning that I haven't worn in a while...I don't want to wear it again. -__- It still smells great! Really pretty, but it reminds me of bad/sad memories...that I now associate with because I wore this a lot when my mom was having that illness and we moved...T__T Ugh, I hate sensory memories!! Ok, so yesterday...umm...oh yeah! ^^; There was that stupid FYE course (after fashion, which was the same boring stuff) thing! We gathered in the auditorium...and I felt really nervous. You know why? Everyone had this green sheet that I never got!! That's because I didn't go to that last orientation, which was on a SUNDAY. We apparently needed that sheet to get signed at the booths we went to at the involvement/club fair...-__-; I felt so bad!! At least I found Madii, and she didn't have it either. XD So we just wrote the clubs out on a sheet of paper and had the people sign them. It was SO HOT out...it sucked!! And we were going around, trying to find the choir club...well, when we finally found it, no one was there!! ^^;; So much for that! There were interesting clubs that I'd want to join, but all the meetings are late at night! O__o I'm not going to a 10pm meeting! It's hard for me to do that since I commute, not live on campus. -__- Oh well. After school, I went with mom and dad to pick up mom's special birthday cake. It was so pretty. ^^ White frosting with pink and yellow roses and other flowers. When we got home, it was just the usual schedule until my computer time. Now I'm going to ask you all a major favor!! I worked a really long time on my wallpaper yesterday...so I'm sorry I didn't get to visit many people at all. :( I wanted to sign up at brickfish for that contest that they're holding! For some reason, my computer was retarded and it took me 45 minutes just to sign up and submit my wallpaper. -__-; So PLEASE, what I'd like you guys to do is not only comment/download my wallpaper here, but also click here and sign in as a guest and VOTE for my wallpaper. I know I'm not going to win since so many great people are entering, but I'd like to try. ^^; And also, here's the usual MO thumbnail for you to check out. THANKS!! *hugs* It's featured now, too! ^_^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. So yeah, if you could do that...it'd be great. ^^; But it's ok if you don't; I know I can't win. Oh, and the link to the site is also in my description of the wallpaper here. Anyhoo, I have French after this...I did my homework for it...*thinks* I have a lot of homework to do for my other classes next week though. -__-; It totally sucks. So today's going to be another lonely day...I was depressed yesterday as well...just things were bothering me I guess. Oh, but my mom's birthday went well. I could talk more about it, but that'd take up all of your time...sorry. :( Oh, and sorry...no amv today! I don't know which to choose. XD Plus this post is getting long. Thanks for voting/rating my wallpaper if you did and also for just downloading/commenting on it here. ^_^ *hugs* If you didn't...that's ok, too. I'm not forcing you. Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day! Hopefully I can visit more today...sorry again for not doing so much lately. :(

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Thursday, September 6, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning/dreams, fye, yesterday, utena, today, & amv

Why is this keyboard so darn loud?? *laugh* I feel so awkward typing on it...^^; But anyhoo...thanks so much for the comments! I was surprised to see that people actually went back to my post and commented yesterday, too! Thanks a lot!! XD And thanks to the first commenters that corrected me over and over with the fact that there's only ONE FMA movie...I didn't know that. ^^; Mami-chan, Krusty, angel leila, it's been so long!!! It's been practically a month for a couple of you. *hugs* I've missed you!! And new friends, too!! Crystalflute and Angel Saku!! Thanks so much for commenting. ^^ Angel Saku is new here so please visit her, ok?? Thanks! *hugs* Xaos, awww, I'm the first one you've "hugged" on here? Thanks. XD I guess I'm a huggable person! I'm always giving out hugs to people on MO...so yeah. *laugh* Some of you still can't believe that I wouldn't post for even one day, but that's the truth now... :( I can't post everyday anymore, and I sort of like it! Anyhoo, thanks again for all the comments. ^^ So...by my first line, it's apparent that I'm posting in the library on this really loud keyboard! I came here with Jess after our FYE class. She's really nice; I wish she were in my other classes, too. T__T Then I'd have a friend...bleh, but I don't. *sigh* At first I wasn't sure about her, but it turns out she really is nice and easy to get along with, though we don't have much time to really talk or anything. ^^; Anyhoo, as for my sleep...it was rather tough, and I had some more scary dreams! One where an Italian mafia or something was trying to kill me. -__-; They shot me, too!! it was scary, and I woke up sweating...bleh. It sucked. I had other baddish dreams, too. I hate it...other than that...umm...nothing really. Just before this I read another email from Mrs.Bakken; I'm going to try and send her one everyday. She reads it before school starts, and she says that it makes her smile and starts her day off right. ^_^ She was the best teacher ever. I'm glad I had her. So...as I said, I had that FYE class. If you forgot what that was, it's a class that all freshmen have to take...it's there to teach us study skills, coping skills, our learning styles...it involves a lot of surveys. ^^; Today we did this activity where you sit back to back with a partner. One person has a picture of something, and the other has to draw it just by the description the other person is giving! It was somewhat hard...I liked doing the drawing better. XD I couldn't describe very well at all!! After that we went to the computer lab to take this survey about our learning styles. I did this EXACT same one last year in philosophy and psychology class. XD My answers changed a bit though...but I'm still an extremely sequential learner! So yesterday...hmm...*thinks* well, for one, it was my really long day. I sure was exhausted after it...um...math was boring, like before. It's soooooo easy right now...I swear I did this stuff in middle school. -__-; Then I had lunch, alone. I looked for Madii, but I couldn't find her...I dragged my heavy books all the way to the cafeteria even, but no, she wasn't there...so I just ate there alone anyway. *sigh* Yesterday was such a depressing day!! I was so lonely and just depressed; it sucked. So after lunch I had history, and that was just more lecture and note-taking (on the ancient Egyptians and Mesopatamians). Then I had French, which was fun. My teacher makes things fun. ^^ That's the only class I actually talk in...or, interact rather. Aside from that, I'm an anti-social...person...that no one talks to. So yeah, oh well. After that I had English, and we had this presentation from the publishing company of our books...they told us how to get to and use their online site. We have to use it to do grammar exercises and get graded... When I got home, I wanted to sleep, but of course I didn't. I hate naps. Umm...I forced myself NOT to go online...not to go on here or comment at all. I did for the most part...but I was unfair and visited 5 or so people. :( I'm sorry. *hugs* I'm sorry I didn't visit everyone or be fair and just not visit at all...sorry again. We'll see if I can visit much today or not. I just don't get much computer/relaxing time. When I did yesterday, i had to do homework anyway. -__- So I couldn't make a new wallpaper or anything. Later I played the Utena game (for sega saturn, import), and I FINISHED it...and you know what SUCKS?? Is that: 1.It was such a short game; I probably only played it for 2 hours total. and 2.I got the worst ending possible. It was SO depressing...Utena duels my main character and kills me...shows me in a puddle of blood, "fin." XD How retarded! I didn't get any good ending at all...I got the depressing terrible one...and I don't know why!! T__T Ugh, so much for that. Today is my mom's birthday!! Happy birthday to her!! ^__^ We're not going out to eat or anything though, just having food at home. I didn't really get her a gift...she got a gift for me to GIVE to her though. ^^;; Anyhoo, I have fashion marketing today and then this stupid "involvement fair" to go to...I think there will be booths or something to check out clubs and whatnot. I don't know. -_- Well, here's an amv. It's with clips from the Utena game. I don't know exactly what the song is, but I like it. Enjoy! Sorry if this post was really long. ^^; Thanks soo much for visiting me! It means so much...especially since I don't have many friends in "real life" these days. :( So yeah, please have a great day! I'll try to comment when I can.

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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Warning: thanks/texhnolyze, sleep, yesterday, today, & amv/sorry

*gotta type fast* Thanks so much for the comments everyone. *hugs hugs* You're all so sweet! And encouraging...and everything. I was only able to skim them this morning since I don't have much time to post. :( I'm sorry! I didn't wake up ahead of time enough to post a "normal" sized one. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks to those that commented and downloaded my wallpaper! Much appreciated. And I see a lot of you can't answer my pondering question there...about life...*sigh* Obviously, it's something that's hard to fathom, same with death. It's just...bleh, those thoughts have been in and out of my head a lot lately!! A lot of you were interested in Texhnolyze or already have it and just haven't watched it (Gi-chan!), but YES, it is good! I'm on episode 11 or something, and it's still really good and interesting. Sure, it's a bit weird and all...but it is good. The first episode is really strange though, but once you get past that...yeah. XD Ooh, a lot of people who haven't been here in forever!! Koten, Aerith, purplerainfall, kyofanatic, and Refi-chan! ^_^ Thanks so much for not forgetting me!! And thanks again to everyone. So....I'm pretty tired at the moment! Totoro DID go to sleep much better last night though. XD My dad ended up kicking him out once, earlier in the night, but then he was fine when he went in later...as for me, I slept ok, but I woke up a lot with scary dreams. -__-; I hate them! *sigh* So scary dreams...and noises...my dad makes so much noise when he's up! i could hear him frying up eggs or something for breakfast with the fan on. And then later, he was doing some yardwork outside my window or something...and then LATER he got Totoro up; I think he thought that I had to get up earlier today. -__- Which I didn't! I only have one class today...I could've slept till 10:30 (if I didn't want to post). Bleh, oh well. Sleep... So yesterday was a boring day. I must say that nothing really happened...except for not going to the pool, it was a repeat of the previous days. Just watching anime and whatnot. Corey let me watch him some Persona 3. I think it's a really cool and fun game!! He even said that I can play it now. XD I hope that he really means it...because I DO want to play it (though I have a ton of other games I never finish that I want to). He's weird that way; he buys games to collect and for him, and he says that they're not for me...yet then he lets me play them when he gets tired of them. But they're still HIS. -_- Eh, whatever. He's sooo screwed up in his mind that nothing ever makes sense...I wish he'd get a job already!! >< He's always making up excuses! So like I said, today I just have one class, fashion marketing...I hope that it isn't another day for just taking page after page of notes. ^^; I had to do some homework for it yesterday, too...argh, I have more books I need to buy as well; it's sooo stupid!! T__T So far, college isn't that great! *sigh* But anyhoo, I got an email from my old cooking teacher (Mrs.Bakken, some of you might remember her; she gave me her daughter's prom dress and got me the prom ticket), and she wants me to come visit! They're still doing Cooking for Friends (a club to cook for the homeless etc.), and the first day for that will be th 25th, a Tuesday! That's great because I could probably go since tuesdays are my one-class days. ^_^ I miss her so much! And my other teachers, too. Well, I really need to get ready now...so I should stop this post. Sorry it was really boring. :( Like...REALLY boring. Feel free to read yesterday's if you didn't and check out my wallpaper if you want, too. I didn't make a new one yesterday, so yeah. Here's an amv...I showed this one before...but anyhoo...it's "Approaching Lightspeed" by Wolfsheim, and the anime is of the FMA movie...which I've never seen. ^^; Enjoy! Well, thanks for visiting me! I'll read all your comments later...and sorry again for this shorter and very boring post. :( *hugs hugs* Oh, and remember, chances are...I'm NOT going to post tomorrow. Sorry...I don't think I'll have the time; I'll try and visit though...if I can. *Hugs* Thanks again, and have a great day!

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Monday, September 3, 2007

Warning: thanks, totoro's sleeping habits, sunbunr/yesterday, anime/wp, no posting, life, & sorry

Thanks for the comments everyone! I know, it was a lot less...but that's sundays for you. ^_^ But I don't care cause I got comments from such great people! Not that they're the only great people. XD I'll just have you know that I care about all of my good friends...if you don't comment me, that's up to you, but please don't NOT comment with this in mind: "Eh, she has so many friends already; she won't miss me if I don't comment." I get that sometimes...and I see no reason for it. ^^; I'll miss you regardless!! >> Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on everything. Hippie, no, don't worry. XD You're not one of those people I mentioned...you haven't even been posting! That's ok. *laugh* Xaos, yes, isn't it weird? The nicest people also seem to be anti-social. ^^; It's more like I'm...uh...shy? No, just I don't like doing things with lots of people...I'm comfortable with a friend or two, and I enjoy listening to them and helping, but I'm not a "party person." Anyhoo, thanks again to everyone for everything! ^_^ Well, I can say that I slept pretty good! Although I had more weird dreams (Kaisap, your name was involved!) that I, for the most part, don't remember. XD But um, it was the before bedtime that was stressful! My dog Totoro, you see, sleeps in my dad's room...in his cage (more like a "playpen"). He always has (in this house anyway), and he's been fine...but lately, he hasn't wanted to go to bed. ^^; He's been whining nonstop and barking at anything so that pisses my dad off! My dad likes to go to bed early (sometimes even 8pm!) so that even though we're all still up, he wants to be sleeping...so Totoro really was bothering him last night, even to the point of kicking him out and really yelling at him. :( Poor thing. "Screw this dog! He wont' shut up!" So dad ended up sleeping downstairs on the couch while Totoro was still upstairs...T__T I hope he goes to bed better tonight...it was quite stressful and wasted a lot of time, trying to put him in his cage, take him out...blah blah. Yesterday we went to the pool. It turns out we're not closing it tomorrow; we're closing it the 24th because we need it open longer to try and sell the house. -__-; So anyhoo, we went over to the pool much earlier than usual! Right after "breakfast" (which is at noon anyway XD). Usually we putts around all day until 3 or 4 and then go over...anyhoo, so it was very bright and sunny over there! It was really nice. You see, I don't go out into the sun much...*laugh* Only if we go to the pool. Yesterday was the one and only day I've ever put on suntan lotion (well, it's been a long time...), and guess what???? I actually got sunburned. -__- How ridiculous! I never get sunburned, and the one day I put on the sunblock is the day I get sunburned. So my shoulders, neck, and collarbone areas are red...and they hurt, and last night they itched. Bleh. How stupid. So when we got home, it was just a normal day...watched stuff, played games, etc. Currently, my brother and I are watching a lot of different anime: Kimagure Orange Road (80's series), Texhnolyze (very cool; by the creators of Lain, Haibane Renmei, and NieA_7), Samurai Champloo (for the 4th time or something), Midori Days (Midori no Hibi; 3rd or 4th time over), and Maria-sama ga Miteru (2nd time over). So yeah, those are all really good shows, especially the ones we've watched several times over. XD Anyhoo, so when I got my computer time I visited some sites and then made a new wallpaper. it's of Cain from the Cain Saga or Godchild. He's soo cool. Um, I liked how it turned out...I'm surprised how few downloads I've been getting lately. -__- I can't even get featured anymore...*sigh* Oh well, please comment/download if you want! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Ah, yes, it's MONDAY today, but it's Labor day here...which is a holiday...so yay. On any other monday, I don't think I'll post...same with wednesdays. Those days are just too busy with classes to get any time. :( Sorry ahead of time. Tomorrow I only have one class, fashion. I need to type up my homework for it though...so I'll do that today. I also need to buy my English books tomorrow so hopefully they're in!!! Random thought paragraph: I've been thinking about life and its meaning again...T__T *sigh* It really bothers me!! Lately I haven't felt "alive." I've been like "I'm I really here? Why am I here?? Is this living?" You know, stuff like that. -__-; Ugh, and I'm constantly fearing the unknown of death...I know, I'm not dying or anything, but you can't help be afraid...all these thoughts are depressing. :( I need to be reminded that I'm here and alive, but boy, sometimes it's unbelievable. Do any of you have those thoughts? Or have any answers?? Well, I think this post has run on long enough...sorry. :( It's probably really long. -__- No amv today, simply because I'm lazy. I hope I can post tomorrow...I'll have to wake up early-ish to do so...but anyhoo, thanks soo much for visiting me. *hugs hugs* It means so much. Sorry if I don't visit all of you. v__v I'll try. Have a great day!

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Sunday, September 2, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/labor day, yesterday boring, tagged, & amv

Thanks a ton for the comments everyone!! *hugs* I really appreciate them all. ^_^ You're all so darn nice! But then again, it's easy to be extra nice online...and mean. XD Cause you're not really there face-to-face with someone! Anyhoo, that was a random point...but thanks again. Xaos, thanks for commenting!! Welcome to my site since you're a new friend. ^^ I'm glad to have ya! Wow, a lot of people commented that I haven't seen in a while...but then again, that's like before. *hugs* Innocent Heart, angel kitsune, angelbest, Steph (Magnus), wolfspeed, asialonewolfe, Reki, and Filo05! Thanks for visiting again. I'm glad you guys liked my new wallpaper; I got more comments than people that downloaded. :( Oh well. Um, thanks for the congrats on getting 6000 hits! Yes, I find it quite amazing indeed! And about that guy, well, he just wanted to talk because my friend Madii introduced him to me before...otherwise, he wouldn't have talked to me, and I'd have rather had it that way! ^^; Bah, whatever...thanks again for everything!! I woke up later this morning so that also means a later start to my posting...so I should type quickly if I want to visit some people this morning. -_-; Anyhoo, I slept fine last night! I had weird dreams that I don't remember...so yeah. I woke up a lot this morning and just kept falling back to sleep. XD I was so comfortable! I love it when you can do that! So I'd better take advantage of it on this 3-day weekend. Tomorrow's Labor Day here in the US so that means no school! ^_^ That's extra great for me because it's a monday, and mondays (like wednesdays) are my busiest days! I go back tuesday, and I only have on class that day. *nods* So at least I get a little break...now, if only I could get a break from my brother...-___-; Yesterday was rather boring day...well, boring in the sense that it won't be interesting to read about. *laugh* Watched more anime...I sang a lot (karaoke revolution), and it's so much fun. ^^ I almost got diamond records (perfect scores) on 3 songs on hard!! XD But darn it, I got one "good" rating. Anyhoo, During my computer time I just went through and visited; I didn't make a new wallpaper. I just visited...so I diligently got to everyone for once. ^^; Well, everyone except for people that NEVER visit me...and that's like only 2 or 3. I hate it when people bug you to add them (they even PM about it), and then when you add them and even visit...they never get back to you...then if you try to delete them from your list, they notice it and PM you about it. "Why'd you delete me?? How come I'm not on your list??" -__- Why do you THINK??? But then I end up re-adding them anyway...but I just don't comment them anymore. I stopped reading the book I was before (Roleni-chan, the book that guy was talking to me about wasn't some book for class; it was just one I was reading for fun) yesterday because I got this other book I ordered. ^^ It's the next in the Tales of Guinevere series by Alice Borchardt (my fave author), The Raven Warrior. So yeah, I was excited to start that instead. XD Let's see...I honestly don't think anything else happened yesterday...my brother was a controlling jerk as usual, and he really pissed me off. But then again, when doesn't he?? *sigh* He needs to get out of the house...bleh. Yup, told ya, yesterday was BORING. I shouldn't have even posted! ^^;;; ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've been tagged like 50 billion times, but I haven't done any facts yet...I don't feel like it, but I'll just do it here once. I'm not tagging anyone though so don't worry. XD Here's just 8 facts to count for the 5 times I was tagged or something. 1.I used to wear all my shirts really large so that they'd be long and baggy on me (usually anime shirts). Now I mainly wear shirts from Hot Topic, form-fitting. 2.I have never read a single Harry Potter book in my life; and no, I'm not going to read them so stop telling me. 3.I may have anti-social tendencies, but it's only with certain people...if I'm with good friends then I act totally different--I'm constantly cracking jokes, being sarcastic, and just being a fun and out-there person. XD 4.We moved from our old house in January; we've been trying to sell it ever since...and it's still not sold. 5.My upper arms are really itchy...and bumpy...it's been quite annoying. -__-; What's wrong with them??? 6.Despite being 18, I don't know how to drive or anything like that. My parents still have to drive me to COLLEGE. 7.I want an L plushie. Gimme!! 8.It's hard to come up with facts for these things since I've done them so many times before...I thought tagging was dead. Who started it again?? It just goes around full-circle... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *laugh* So there you have it! ^^; If you want to do facts, go ahead! Or comment on my facts...since I have nothing else to say of interest. I think we're going to the pool today (I hope) so yay. Oh, yesterday I also got the Please Save my Earth dvd...so here's an amv from it! The person made this like an image song amv thing. Anyhoo, I like it. Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me. *hugs hugs* Sorry if this post totally bored you to death or something. ^^; Should I not have posted?? Anyhoo, sorry if I don't get to everyone today...cause I got to everyone yesterday. ^^; Sorry. :( *hugs* Have a great day!

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Saturday, September 1, 2007

Warning: thanks/6000 hits, last night thoughts, yesterday, wp, mini rant, & amv

Thanks for the comments everyone. But first, a super thanks to EVERYONE for the 6000+ hits! Yes, I have over 6000 visits. XD Wow, that's amazing, and it's all thanks to you. *huggles* I don't deserve you guys. ^^;; Anyhoo, thanks for the comments; I got more than usual! I heard from lots of people who haven't been around in a while!!! ^__^ Gi-chan, Shishou, 9breaker, Roleni-chan, Ninja Lover, Sesshy, Yug, Effie, and others probably...*laugh* That's a lot! *hugs hugs* Thanks for not forgetting about me. It's ok that you haven't had time or whatever; I think we can all relate to that. *nods* KD, I don't know if I'll win the MyO Idol this time around...XD And no, I don't live on campus. My house is about 15 minutes away, and I certainly didn't want to go through the trouble (and expenses) of living in a dorm there. About the other day, no, I didn't get stung by the bees luckily! ^^; Thanks for everything about my feeling depressed and anti-social...I should make friends soon; I mean, it's only been the first week. Stupid me. Thanks to those that downloaded/commented on my wallpaper, too...your encouragement really helped! Thanks again! It's saturday...yay, finally. And of course when I can sleep late, I don't! -__-; Oh well, I slept longer than I'd usually get to so I guess it's fine. I was tempted to take a sleeping pill last night, but I didn't and fell asleep sometime...I don't know. ^^; It was hard to fall asleep because so many things were on my mind...and they made me feel like crying!!! :( I was thinking about my old teachers that I befriended in in high school and my underclassmen friends that who knows if I'll see them again...I really miss them. v__v And thinking about them just made me feel sad...sometimes I wish that I were still going to high school! I know, not many people like that thought, but the people that I befriended there were sooo great...now I don't have anyone (yet). *sigh* Sure, I'm still close-by so I could visit, but would I? Anyhoo...off of that topic, I had weird and bad-ish dreams that were too action-packed for my sleeping...-__-; I didn't like them at all...so I woke up a lot. Bleh. Now here I am, blowing my nose like crazy (thank you, allergies). Hmm...I guess I'll talk about yesterday some more. I already mentioned my math class, and then I had that 2 hours in between...after posting and some visiting, I went outside to eat some food and read. Then this guy from Jordan, who's in my English class, came up to me and started talking...about the book I was reading (a fantasy), and just about anything in general. I really didn't want to talk to him though. -__-; I just wanted to read! And it's hard to understand him sometimes because of his accent...and he's a bit annoying...but anyhoo, he finally left, and then I continued what I was doing for a bit more before going to French class. French was fun; though I've already learned this stuff years ago, it's fun to re-learn it...and my teacher is really nice. For some reason I've always had such great Madames (what we call our teacher), except for Madame Ostien (we all called her "Frau Ostien" because she taught German, too)...she was nice, but all her french sounded like german. *laugh* And she'd give a lot of homework...anyhoo, so after French, I was done for the day. My mom picked me up, and then we went home. Dad sent Corey out just to go OUT of the house...of course, he didn't go looking for a job though. -___- He went to the mall. *sigh* HE NEEDS A JOB. Ugh. So anyhoo, while he was gone, I went on the computer and visited some people and made a new wallpaper. It's a much brighter one than usual, more colorful and light...so if you don't like that, then yeah. ^^; It's a Cardcaptor Sakura one. I think it turned out pretty good, though I had some doubts. Please download/comment!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Argh, I've said this a billion times, and no offense to those of you that like Bleach or Naruto (cause I know a ton of you do), but I'm tired of seeing Naruto and Bleach wallpapers being featured. -__-' I mean, it's basically automatic because they're so popular...sorry again, but it just annoys me! Anyhoo, I don't know what's up for today. We should go to our pool this weekend though, because we're closing it on tuesday. :( Our last time ever in our pool...because I'm sure (well, I HOPE) that by next summer, our house will be sold. So I'll just play today by ear, but I'm sure I won't get much computer time like usual; sorry. v__v I'm glad you guys liked yesterday's amv; I love Heart. They're an 80's group...and I just love 80's music. XD Anyhoo, today's amv is "They" by Jem. It has a lot of anime in is, so yeah. Enjoy! Thanks sooo very much for visiting me. *hugs* Honestly, I don't know what I'd do without you...and I don't know why I deserve such great friends here! ^^; *hugs* I'll try to visit when I can...have a great day!

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