Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Warning: thanks/cooking club, sleep/boys trip, imeem, yesterday, wp, today, & ?'s

Hello everyone! *hugs* Thanks so very much for the comments yesterday. ^_^ I love you all! Several people went on over to the COOKING CLUB and signed the GB and even commented! How exciting! Thanks a lot. I've added those that did to the club. ^^ Some said that the posts are cut off...well, for some reason they ARE when you use internet explorer; it's best viewed with Firefox. So in case you wanted to check it out...anyhoo, thanks a lot for the comments! *hugs* I'm glad you liked the wallpaper. *huggles Shi-chan* You're welcome again!! Anyhoo, about my brother, he bought his own car...a USED car for cheap. He had enough money saved from his previous jobs to buy it. He doesn't have a job yet...>> unfortunately...Roleni-chan, of course you can make a wallpaper request! I'd be happy to make it. ^^ New friends, yay! Thanks to coolgirl118 and angel kat for visiting me! *hugs* Happy to have ya. Anyhoo, thanks again to all that visited!! Yup, my sleep paragraphs haven't been as long lately...that's cause I've been sleeping well. ^^; I didn't last night though. :( I had way to many things going through my mind...I was like totally awake! Bleh, it sucked. I could breathe ok...but I was thinking too much and too uncomfortable. My neck and back hurt...they still hurt! >< I think I need a new pillow, too...my one I'm using now is SO FLAT it's like I'm not even using a pillow. *laugh* So yeah, then I couldn't sleep well this morning because of the noise my dad and Corey were making...today they left for their fishing trip! Yay! Though it's only for today and some of tomorrow...*sigh* But at least that's SOME breathing room! Some time away. ^_^ I'll hopefully be able to visit more of you today and tomorrow. Hmm...so yesterday...I don't really remember it! *laugh* Um, I DO remember trying to upload more music to my IMEEM. It took quite a while...and I attempted so many times! I don't get it...like right when one of the songs is ALMOST finished, it freezes up! So I gave up until later...and I just uploaded them from my laptop. Anyhoo, so I re-uploaded Angela Aki's "Hallelujah" because the one I uploaded before was of bad quality...and then I uploaded 2 other Angela Aki songs. ^_^ They're in my playlist now. Feel free to check out my imeem account if you want. I don't have anything on there except songs though. ^^; Yesterday Corey and dad went to see if he could get a part-time job at this place...well...ummm...we're not quite sure if that'll happen. ^^; You see, my dad had him check out this place that sells car parts (wtf??) and hoped that he'd get a good position in sales...he had him dress nicely and have his resume with him and everything...well, no sooner than they left, they had returned (only 20 min. or less later), and I figured that couldn't be good. ^^; Corey told me that the guy he spoke with about getting a job had this rugged beard, tattoos, and had rock music blaring. XD Um, yeah...he really need to dress nicely for THAT! *sigh* So who knows if he'll get a job anytime soon...bleh... During that time I went on the computer, did some visiting, and made a new wallpaper!! I'm so proud of it. ^_^ It's featured now, and it even started to be featured last night!!! I haven't had a wallpaper be featured like that in a while...lately, they haven't even been good/popular enough to be featured. *laugh* So yeah, please comment/download!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. I honestly don't know where this post is going. I don't feel like I'm thinking right or something. ^^; I think I'll get more short comments again since there's nothing of interest to comment on! T_T *sigh* Well, since the boys are away...it's just mom and me at home. And our dog Totoro of course. *laugh* Mom and I are going to do some errands, and that's probably all...so I won't be able to visit till later. My brother, being the control freak that he is, gave me a LIST of things to do before they get back..."download this", "bid on these auctions", "make this"...blah blah blah...*rolls eyes* Whatever. For a lack of interesting content in this post, here are some questions. 1.Do you use firefox, internet explorer, or something else? 2.Did you check out the otaku cooking club (link in first paragraph)? If so, was the post cut off? 3.Do you listen to the songs on my site or just turn it off right away? 4.If I didn't post for a day or two, what would you think happened? 5.What do you do when you feel depressed? Yup, questions! Please, don't just answer those...comment on my post and download/comment my wallpaper, too!! T^T Thanks. *hugs* Now for an amv...eh...nah...it's ok, sorry, no amv for today! Only a few people watch them anyway. Sorry if you look forward to them though. *hugs* I've got nothing else to talk about...how boring...thanks for visiting me!! It really means a lot to me. Have a great day!

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Monday, July 30, 2007

Warning: thankies, sleep/morning, club, NNM, yesterday, wp, today/tomorrow, & amv

*hugs* Thanks for the comments everyone!! I'm glad that the post wasn't too short or too long or anything. ^^; Though I still think it was shorter than some of mine have been! Anyhoo, thanks for the comments!! Most of you really like the rain and thunderstorms, too. It's so cool. ^^ I'm used to people saying that they don't like the rain so I'm glad that so many of my friends on here are like me! Yes, and you all have your different types of music that you like and listen to depending on your mood. *nods* Some of you even told me them. Doas, I'm glad you have a longer list of ones that make you happy/calm than depressed! ^_^ That's why I fill my playlist with nothing but calm music (pretty much). *laugh* I want my site to be a nice, friendly, and calming environment! Anyhoo, friends that I haven't heard from in a while...SSR (I'll PM you the link to my wallpaper), Jay, Chibi-mashumaro, and Angel Kistune! *hugs* Thanks so much for commenting again. ^^ Steph, hahaha...*laugh* I don't know about that concoction! It seems awfully dangers; even the ninjas are hiding. XD Anyhoo, thanks again for the comments! Sometimes my thanking paragraph is the longest one in my post! Just think if I didn't thank you guys. *laugh* Then my posts would be shorter. ^^; Eh, but this is me! It's what I do. Anyhoo...I slept pretty good. It took me quite a while to fall asleep though...I couldn't breathe at all. >> Stupid sinuses!! T^T I used my medicated nosespray, and that worked...a while after...but boy was it a struggle to go to sleep! But at least once I did, I stayed asleep for the most part. I had lots of weird and disturbing dreams...but they're done with, so yeah. ^^; Then I woke up and came on my computer! I'm subbing for Kaisap112 this week while she's at camp so I posted for the COOKING CLUB before coming to my site. Please check it out! We only have a few members...if you like to cook, bake, eat, whatever! I've been PM-ing my friend Neko Nana Mode a lot more lately than I ever have. XD He's hilarious. I said I'd pimp him so here I am! *laugh* Please visit his site, add him as a friend, and stay in contact. Sure, he's a bit weird...but he's nice and really funny. He writes really good stories and accounts of his strange dreams. I've been the only person to comment on his site so I think that his posts/stories deserve more people to see them than just me. ^^; Thanks! Anyhoo...yesterday...it was a pretty normal day. The usual watching anime and whatnot...but then later in the day, we needed to get milk so Corey and I went to do that, in his new car. First we dropped off at GameStop to trade in some DVD's and games/controllers. They never give much money though. >> But at least it was more than we probably would've gotten on ebay! Anyhoo, so he traded stuff in while I looked at games...eh, they didn't really have anything I wanted. I want the new Karaoke Revolution!! *laugh* But they didn't have it...and all other games of interest were too much. So with the trade-in money ($17) we decided to get the special edition FFXII used. Hah, so he only had to pay $6 for it. XD After that, we went into Blockbuster, but didn't find anything to rent/buy...so it was off to the grocery store. He sent me in to get the milk, and I did...and I made a fool out of myself with something I said to the cashier girl, but oh well. *laugh* I'm never going to see her again so it doesn't matter! When we got home, I got my computer time...so I visited some, struggled with uploading more music to Imeem (sometimes they don't all upload...then it freezes up...and it pisses me off!), and made Shi-chan's requested wallpaper. I hope she (and you guys) like it! I think it's cute...and good...I didn't get many downloads, but that was to be expected I suppose. ^^; Please download/comment!!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today is the day my dad said he'd take Corey to check out that place to get him a job...hopefully he does that...other than that, it'll be the usual nothing day. Tomorrow and wednesday is when they'll be on their fishing trip; yay!! So I can't wait for my freedom from them. *laugh* I'm not sure what kind of fishing they'll be doing though...^^; Umm...hopefully I stay in an ok mood today! I wasn't "happy" all day yesterday, but at least I wasn't depressed. Now for an amv I guess! The song is "Animal Instinct" by the Cranberries, and the anime is Tokyo Mew Mew. No, it isn't the 4kidsTV song with the same name (though I love that one, too XD ). Enjoy! Ok, longer post...I think. ^^; Please check out the club, my friend's site, and my wallpaper! Thanks a ton. *hugs* Thanks for visiting me!! Sorry again if I don't visit all of you. :( Have a good day!

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, music, yesterday, today, shorter post, & amv

*laugh* I love you guys. ^_^ I loved reading all of your comments!! I know Saturday seems to be the worst for commenting so I understand getting less, but heck, I appreciated them all, and they were fun to read. Thanks, my dear friends! *hugs* Yeah, I'm crazy. XD I thank so darn much. Anyhoo, hehe, yesterday's post was full of CUTE. I'd say that was the theme for the day! Cute wallpaper (though no one else commented, that's ok; thanks for the downloads), cute meeting, cute girlfriend of D, cute...umm...cute other things, too! Hahah. I don't think today's will have a theme; in fact, I don't think it'll have much of anything! Anyhoo, thanks for the comments about my sleep. Don't worry, Gi-chan, I don't think I'll become like Gaara. *laugh* I don't want to! Talim, Akula!! Wow, I haven't heard from you guys in a long time! ^^ *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments! Ordinary Girl and Marisela, too, it's been a few days or something. ^_^ *hugs* Thanks again to everyone! (Oh, and Steph, I'm not so sure if I'd trust those concoctions of your ninjas. XD Give 'em to Corey!) Ahhhhh....this morning is such a nice one!! I have my window open and I'm thoroughly enjoying the thunder and rain. Yes, a thunderstorm...it's one of the best things I can wake up to. *laugh* I'm not like most. I love thunderstorms so much!! I hope I finish this post up quickly so that it's still raining...so I can go outside and enjoy it! Before, I didn't get to. :( The rain stopped when I stopped...boo...anyhoo, I slept good! I had weird dreams, but they weren't particularly bad! At the moment, I'm listening to my IMEEM playlist. I love doing that. ♥ I uploaded a couple more songs last night to it (more piano and calming things from anime), and I added an Utada song that I really like...I'll probably show this amv with it today. It's amazing how listening to music can affect your mood...you know? If it's music you like and is calming, then it puts you in a better mood! Like right now, I can say that I'm in a fine mood (but then again, it's only the morning, and I haven't encountered Corey yet. >> ), and like before when I listened to that LostProphets CD I felt so darn depressed because of the memories it dug up. ^^; Do you guys have any music that makes you feel one way or the other? Yes, I have a feeling this post will be a short one. ^^; Whether you like that or not...well, yeah. Hmm....yesterday...was a pretty average day. I don't really remember it. More watching anime and whatnot...after lunch we went to the pool in Corey's new car (he drove us). I had a relaxing time there, mainly reading manga and going in the jacuzzi (despite it being really hot). Sure, Corey got on my nerves...but what else is new? Dad said that he'd take him to this place to see if he'll apply for a job there on monday...oh! And apparently they're going on a fishing trip this week! I'm not sure the dates, but that'll at least give me a couple days of breathing room from Corey and dad. *nods* ^_^ Umm...I didn't get to make a new wallpaper yesterday since I didn't really get much time. I could only visit some people...and I actually chatted with Alex (destinyssweetman) on AIM! I never chat with people on there these days, and we've never been on at the same time so that was cool. I can't really think of anything else that happened yesterday! This rain and music must be putting me in some sort of trance or something. XD I wish this trance stayed all day! Watch, I'll be in this great mood at the start, but then it'll end up being a terrible day thanks to someone...^^; Let's hope not though. Umm...I really don't know what we'll be doing today either...hopefully I can get some visiting and wallpaper-making time. Shi-chan requested one from me, a Digi Charat one. *nods* It's funny cause that's one of the manga I read yesterday. Hmm...yes, this post is going to be a short and boring one; my apologies! Well, SHORT for ME...yes, lots of people tend to correct me when I say that this post is "short"..."Short? Haha...no...it's still quite long..." Whatever, um, I guess I'll think up some questions? Nah...that never seems to work for me. I can't think of any good ones...soooo I'll just go get that amv...some of you might remember me posting this one before! The song is "blue" by Hikaru Utada (the one I just added to my list), and it's with Advent Children. Enjoy! (or not; whatever) Yes, yes, much shorter than usual...sorry about that...I'm guessing I'll have really short comments, too, because I totally didn't talk about anything interesting. ^^; Sorry. *hugs* I'll try to visit people...when I can...have a good day!

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/anxiety, DoD, yesterday, wp, today, & amv

*hugs* Thanks for the comments everyone! They were all quite long, and I got a lot...somehow...which always surprises me. ^^; *hugs* So I haven't gotten to read them all yet...but of course I will!! I always love reading them. Anyhoo, thanks for everything said...about my grandma (wishes for her to get better), about our horrible dinner, the movie, meeting D's girlfriend, etc. *hugs* Let's see...who haven't I heard from in a while...Roleni-chan!! boredteenager, kyolover, Shi-chan, Emmah, Arduous, asialonewolfe, Reki!! *hugs* Wow, that's a lot of people...for some of you, it's been over a month. ^^ So nice to hear from you again! Hmm...well, I'm going to make this thanking paragraph a bit shorter this time, ok? But you all still know how much I love your comments! *hugs* Hmmm....yup...the "sleeping paragraph"...anyhoo...I fell asleep rather quickly; I didn't know how! ^^; But I did, so I'll take that. *laugh* I slept pretty solidly, with more weird dreams of course, until 9am! But then I fell back to sleep...had another weird dream...and then couldn't sleep more because of that darn anxiety feeling. -_- I have no clue why either...it's not like I have anything to be nervous about yet or anything like that...I couldn't breathe (nose or mouth), I felt sick to my stomach, and I was shaking...bleh...I still am stuffed up and feeling a bit sick...*sigh* So needless to say that my morning has started out [sarcasm]well...hah..yeah right...[/sarcasm] Last night I, realizing that I haven't read the last volume (available) of Descendants of Darkness, rushed to my boxes of manga and searched it out...*laugh* Volume 11...man, it's been over a year since this came out...and Yoko Matsushita (the manga-ka) has been on hiatus from the series since 2001!! >< I don't know how she can be sooo lazy...or whatever it is...I've been waiting to read #11 until 12 came out, but it seems that it won't be out for quite a while yet...TT-TT Argh, ok, random little rant there...most of you won't care...but oh well. *laugh* I just felt like getting that out. XD I want more!! So ANYHOO...yesterday...mom and I went to meet D and his girlfriend, Susan (but he/we call her Suze). We met at Einstein's Bagels...not my favorite place (it's all bagels!), but whatever, that doesn't matter. We MET HER!! And the best description I can give is cute. She was CUTE, she sounded CUTE, acted CUTE; they looked CUTE together, and Derek was all smiles (that never happens), which was CUTE, too! *laugh* She wasn't what I thought she was like at all. D never told me she was a bit on the ditsy side. XD I thought she was going to be a somewhat serious yet intelligent girl that could make jokes like D does...but no, she was just the sweetest and most innocent-sounding girl ever ("girl", though she's older than Derek by a year or two...30). So, yeah, she was talking a mile a minute because she said she was nervous about meeting us...she talked so much she didn't even eat her bagel. D kept reminding her to, and she's like, "Yeah, I'm gonna eat it...but I'm not that hungry..." and then kept talking to us. I didn't contribute much to the conversation, and she didn't ask me much, so whatever. She hugged us a couple times...so, yeah...all I can say was that it was a good meeting and everything was CUTE! ♥ After that, mom and I went grocery shopping...then went home. I emailed my friend that's going to the same university as me about her schedule. We, unfortunately, have no classes together. T_T And she has some different ones compared to mine...I thought I was supposed to have theology, and she does, but I didn't...so I'm not sure. Umm...so, yeah...during that time, Corey and dad were out looking for a car for Corey to buy...when they were out, I was emailing, visiting, and making a wallpaper. They came home with a car!! Yup, Corey bought his own car...a Mitsubishi Mirage, used, but in good condition. So hopefully having his own car will drive (hahhaha...corny) him to get a JOB. So here's my new wallpaper...please download/comment. *hugs* Some of you already have so thanks. ^^ It's of Sugar from Tiny Snow Fairy Sugar, one of my faves. Sooo cute. Hosted By theOtaku.com. I don't remember if anything else happened yesterday...my memory is failing me, oh well. XD It always is. Sorry I couldn't visit everyone, like usual. *hugs* As for today, I have no clue what the plans are...maybe go to the pool...I don't know. They're all up in the air for now! So I also can't guarantee more comments from me yet. -_-; *hugs* I try my best when I can though...anyhoo, is this post shorter? I'm not sure; it sure as heck ain't interesting though...umm...*finds amv* Ok, I can't resist. XD "Don't Stop Believing" by Journey, and it's to FF8. ENJOY! (if you want to) Well, thank you as always for visiting me. *hugs* It means so much. I'm sorry if I haven't been that great of a friend to you. :( Please take care today!

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Friday, July 27, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep, grandma, movie, yesterday night, today, & sorry/amv

^_^; Thanks for the comments, everyone. *hugs* Yes, ye ol' "iron will poster" (according to Angelbest) is back yet again...posting...obviously. You guys really aren't getting tired of hearing from me?? Just wondering again...anyhoo...thanks for all the comments on my new wallpaper/bg and downloads! I was amazed that it got featured yesterday! Sure, not for very long, but still...I didn't think it would! ^_^ *hugs* Thanks for the congrats to my parents on their anniversary! They've been together for 33 years exactly. *nods* I just said 30+ because I didn't know how many...but now I do...33. I find that amazing...so many couples these days break up and get divorced so easily...I'm really thankful that my parents have stayed together with relatively few problems! Anyhoo, Moon Fangs, I actually could translate most of that French you said! I didn't know you spoke it; that's very cool!! ^^ Mota, Mami-chan, Krusty...and anyone else that hasn't been here in a while; thanks so much for commenting again! *hugs* I've missed you! Doas, I always enjoy your long & detailed comments. XD You're one of the few people that give me commentary on everything I mention! I mean, lots of you do, but you do a good summary...like what I was saying before, how my posts are 80% rambling and 20% importance...I get comments 3 sentences long to my 6+ paragraph posts. Eh, whatever, sorry. Ignore me!! >< Thanks for the comments no matter what! *huggles* Yup, the "sleep paragraph"...it has found a nice home here in my posts...for the summer, at least. Before I'd talk about what happened in the morning hours of school or on the way to school, depending upon when I could post (what period)! But I no longer have that to mention during the summer...therefore, sleep talk! I slept fine. I just had a bunch more weird dreams...one where I woke up almost crying again...I almost cried, but I didn't want to...I don't even remember what it was about either...but it was apparently very stressful! I know one dream related to what my mom was telling me about last night, about my grandma...and how her condition is getting worse. Alzheimer's, you know...it's really sad. She, like most of my relatives, live in CA while I'm here in PA (the other side of the country)...so we rarely see her and the others. We only get an account of what's going on from when my aunts or grandpa call...Aunt Sunny called mom and was telling her that grandma can't even seem to talk now...she opens her mouth to say something, but nothing comes out. Like she's forgotten how to speak or something. In a way, it's good we're out here, far from them...to see this happening, but it's also bad because what if she gets much worse and we can't visit them in time? Grandma and grandpa are coming to visit here in October, but who knows if they'll be able to make it...>> *sigh* Anyhoo...so yesterday was my parents' anniversary. To "celebrate" we went to see that movie, "I Now Pronounce you Chuck and Larry" (thanks to those that knew the title when I didn't!), and I really liked it!! It was humorous, but not "LOL"-funny, but I liked it for its deeper meaning and messages. ^_^ Yeah, that may sound corny and, "How on earth can you get that from an Adam Sandler movie??" But you can! The messages it sends about love, friendship, and treatment of others, despite who they are...it was really sweet actually. I recommend it to you!! My dad, however, didn't care for it...he seems to be a homophobe, and it really gets to me...>> He oftentimes says such mean things about gays...and it hurts me because, well, i'm bi...when I said that, he thought I was joking anyway...*sigh* Anyhoo, so he FELL ASLEEP during the movie...I found that very rude...sure, he's fallen asleep in movies before, but usually they were deserving of that (boring...), but this wasn't! I still can't believe it. After the movie, we went out to eat...to this place called "Cheeseburger paradise" or something...well, we went there before, and it was pretty good...but not this time. HAH, paradise? NO WAY. The food was nasty...I'll just put it that way. No one got a good meal...it was terrible. I won't even describe it because it was so gross. ^^; *laugh* But at least we always get a good laugh out of terrible restaurants! It brings us together as a family...or something. ^^; So, when we got home, mom decided to make some hot cereal for us to have instead. XD While doing that, we put on the Lostprophets CD "Start Something"...and, well, I LOVE Lostprophets...but this CD brings only bad memories to my mind. Every song on there reminded me of that ex-friend of mine because I got it and listened to it when we were still sorta friends but going down...>> so it reminded me of all the terrible things she said...and that terrible year...and other bad things; I remember the exact day we got it (mom and I), and how Corey was in a terrible mood and made my day horrible...yeah, I remember things really vividly when music or something like that is involved. ^^; Anyhoo, so that put me in a rather depressed mood...I felt like crap for the rest of the night... So hopefully my mood picks up today...who knows...but, um, today mom and I are meeting D (Derek, my oldest bro) for lunch...and he's bringing his girlfriend! This mystery girl we've been hearing so much about...it's crazy...neither of my brothers have had girlfriends...and I've never met them when they had them (for, like, a day or something...they didn't last long). So I'm somewhat nervous about meeting her! ^^; I know D won't act like he usually does cause he'll probably be trying to show off for her or something. ^_^; It's going to be awkward. So, yeah, I'll need to get ready soon to leave for that...later, Corey is going to acupuncture, so if mom and I get back then...I'll have some computer time. Yay. Sorry I didn't visit many yesterday...I didn't feel up to it...when I got my tiny bit of time... Sorry, this post is going long, isn't it? ^^; Well, there's always a lot on my mind! >< Sorry! Now for an amv...*picks out random one from faves* The song is "Petal to the Metal" by Kazzer, and the anime is Gad Guard (really good show)! Enjoy! Well, thanks again, like usual...for putting up with me and my rambling posts. *hugs* I do apologize for any inconveniences! Whether it be my posts or lack of commenting. T-T *hugs* Have a good day!

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/anxiety, new bg/wp, schedule, fair, anniversary/today, & amv

*huggles* Thanks for the comments. Again, I'm always so surprised with the amount I get...even when I can't visit everyone...^^; So thanks again!! I only skimmed them this morning though because, I don't know...I just did! So I'll read them more thoroughly later! ^_^ Whenever "later" means...-_- Anyhoo, thanks a lot for the comments and downloads on my wallpaper yesterday! I'm glad you liked it. *nods* And that pic of the kitty...*laugh* It was soooo adorable! XD boredteenager, Magnus, Aya, and Kyolover--long time no see!! *huggles* Thanks a ton for visiting! I've missed you guys. ^^ Let's see...thanks also for everyone's opinions about my schedule. I suppose I'll talk more about that later...because I got some things straightened out. Hmm...I've been hearing some people say that they (or a relative) has the Utena game. *laugh* ^^; Each time I read that I find it funny because I'm not sure how! THIS is what the cover of the game looks like (it's a Japanese Sega Saturn import game). Just in case you're wondering...^^; Anyhoo, all of your comments were much appreciated, and those that apologized for possibly offending me...it's ok. *hugs* No worries, and thanks for saying sorry even if you didn't need to. *nods* Well...I slept fine, though it took a while...but I did, so yeah. ^^; I just had a bunch of more weird dreams!! They were very weird yet they seemed realistic, and I don't like those! When I woke up from them, I had this anxiety feeling that didn't let me fall back to sleep. T^T So I just laid there...in bed...boo...some of them had the potential to be good dreams, but strange things happened that made them not! I'm sure you don't really want to hear about them, so it's ok Doas, I'll check out that dreammoods place myself (I always enjoy the analysis you give me though from it!). So yup, I slept and then couldn't go back to sleep thanks to anxiety and not being able to breathe! Through my nose and it even felt like I wasn't breathing through my mouth either. Scary! -_-; So...I'm a bit better now that I'm awake...but eh... Reth-chan, I can't COUNT how many times I've used "chipper" in the past to describe my mood. *laugh* Whether it being "non-chipper" or whatever...I guess you just haven't read those posts or something! XD Anyhoo, at the moment, I'm not too chipper, but oh well. Um, as you can see, my site's background is now changed! Still sticking with my Haruko and Misuzu theme though. That's my new wallpaper that I finished yesterday. It took a long time to make...and it makes you wonder why?? Because it doesn't look that special/great/different...eh...so PLEASE download/comment!! TT^TT PLEASE and thank you. *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com. Ok, so yesterday, other than making that wallpaper I got some answers about my schedule for college. They didn't say why they signed things up for me, but that's ok. There isn't much I could change anyway! The reason they gave me French instead of Italian was because Italian is a once a week evening class, and they recommend that freshmen NOT take evening classes their first semester because we're still getting used to things and whatnot. I could understand that. *nods* So that's fine; I'll just take French...it shouldn't be TOO bad since I already took 3 years of it and did well. As for the math, that's also just one of the levels available to freshman; I couldn't take something over calculus...and that's fine with me. As KD said, it's an easy A. ^^ FYE (first year experience) is something for all freshmen to do; it gets us acclimated to the campus and the routines there...gives us study and money saving skills and other things. And then Fashion marketing is my major, so there's nothing to do about that! ^^; So there you have it...I didn't change anything because I couldn't really change anything! Later in the day, Corey called me useless again and said that I never do anything constructive or anything ever, for that matter...I didn't want to get into a big argument though so I tried to ignore him. After all that and watching more anime (Tenshi ni Narumon; an older series; I love it!)...then my mom and dad wanted to go to this fair that the fire company holds every year. We haven't gone in years, and now i know why. -_- We went there, and nothing was going yet (we were an hour early)...and ewwww...everything looked so gross...and all of the "games" were SO EXPENSIVE. $2-$5 to play one round of some game that you're guaranteed to lose...and if you win, well, congrats, you won a cheaply-made stuffed animal! >> So yeah, I can easily say that that was a bust...dad bought some donuts, we looked at cows (moooooooo), and that was it...yup, exciting. Today is my parents' anniversary. So happy anniversary to them!! It's been a whopping 30+ years together...jeez, that seems like such a long time! *laugh* Anyhoo, so for the "celebration" we're going out to see a movie (I now pronounce you...whatever it's called, with Adam Sandler) and then go out to eat. So I have to apologize yet again for not being able to visit. *hugs* I got to a lot of people yesterday (somehow), but not everyone...and today I'll probably get to even less. I'm sorry!! TT-TT Ok, time to wrap this up...here's an amv! It's from the anime that I mentioned we're watching currently (I LOVE IT...it's a really cute, weird, funny, yet serious at parts anime...with Tomoko Kawakami as Noelle; she plays Misuzu and most of my fave characters XD). The song is "who can say" by Enya. ^^ Enjoy (if you want)! Thanks soooo much for visiting me. *huggles* I'm glad I have great friends here...I'm sorry that I haven't been better lately. ^^; Have a wonderful day!

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Warning: thanks/emo-ish, sleep/dreams, yesterday, college schedule, hurt finger,wp, & today

*hugs* Thanks for the comments! Though, really, I'm sure you're all very tired of hearing from me...^^; Even the thanks...section...nope, ulterego, I don't change! Thanks for coming back! *hugs* Were you hoping I've changed since then?? ^^; OOh, chipmunklover and doctormister!! Welcome back also! I've missed you guys, too. Thanks for the comments and answers to the questions. I was surprised that several of you were actually early-risers! Some of you said that you wake up late, but then you answered 9am. *laugh* That's SO not late by my standards...I consider that early. XD Anything before 10 is early...so, yeah, I'm a late-sleeper. I always hated getting up early for school. -_- I'm glad not all of you find my posts annoying...there's no pleasing everyone, but oh well. I understand if you can't read my posts all the time...but really, they read fairly quickly...it's ok again though...I was getting somewhat offended by certain comments when I read them last night. ^^; I'm such a sensitive person. I won't say which ones, and it doesn't matter...no one's forcing you to visit me, so if you don't want to then that's fine. I understand. *hugs* That's why I always thank those that come...so thanks again, also for the downloads/comments (though few ^^;) on my wallpaper. I really liked that one...it's still on my desktop...thanks again! Well, yet again, I have managed to sleep without a sleeping pill...yay. I had more weird dreams with fairs, praying, car racing (probably thanks to watching the 80's movie "The Wraith" last night; it's good), being a contestant in Ninja Warrior...and probably other things, too. I won't talk too much about my sleeping because Sesshy seems intent on me writing a novel about my sleep...>> I slept, woke up a few times, blew my nose a lot (darn you allergies!), and here I am. The End. I'm not in a chipper mood so far today...yesterday's has carried over into today I suppose. ^^; After a somewhat good day with my brother out of the house (Shizuka, it's not like we don't get along at all; in fact, we get along QUITE well...I'm just tired of him always ordering me around, badmouthing me, and just being around all the time...he needs a job...*sigh*)...during that time I visited everyone (almost everyone...all but 3 people, and those 3 hardly ever visit anyway) and played more Utena. It was quite fun; I'm amazed at my Japanese linguistic skills. XD I can understand pretty much everything said in that game...anyhoo, so when they came home, things were still fine...I ate lunch and then Corey had to leave again with Dad this time...so yay again, he's out of the house. During that time though, I didn't have much fun. Mom and I decided to do some cleaning and arranging of things...including arranging of my stuffed animals in this corner we have in the hallway. ^^; Ok, that isn't too bad...but...yeah... Right when I was about to do my own things (computer etc.) they come home! They were away for like 10 minutes. -_- Well, I still went downstairs and went on the computer, but I checked to see if this lady from college replied to my email about scheduling...well, she DID, and you know what? They already scheduled for me. In other words, I didn't get a say in my classes...*sigh* I never signed up for them! Maybe they do that with every freshman, but if that's the case, then why did they keep bothering ME to sign up??? >> Anyhoo, so I checked it out and these are the classes I'm taking: >"Intermediate Math" (WTF? I took Calculus in high school...now I'm in "intermediate math"? what's that??) >English Composition (writing? I guess?) >FYE ("first year experience"; something all freshman have to do...though I don't know what) >Intro to Fashion Marketing (well, that IS my major...so, yeah...) >Intermediate French (ok, this is a WTF? situation...I signed up for Italian...and they gave me French! I took 3 years of it, and I didn't want anymore! I didn't even take a placement test for it!) I think that's all the classes...I might've forgotten one, but oh well. The only good thing is that none of them start before 8:45...the only one that does is that FYE thing on thursdays. All the rest generally start at 10-11am. Woohoo! I'm happy that I won't have to wake up too early. XD Tuesdays will be the best days because I only have one or two classes...possibly only one. *laugh* Mondays and wednesdays are the worst though because I have all but one. -_-; Bleh...the first day starts on August 27, and I'm already freaking out...*sigh* I don't want to go!! >< I have my orientation on the 9th...man, I just hope it isn't too bad. I do have ONE friend that I know that's going to my university also so I should talk to her. It's Madii, one of my friends I did things with this summer (karaoke revolution). Anyhoo, so the rest of last night dealt with figuring out my schedule and why they did what they did...then Corey and I watched the movie I mentioned, The Wraith...after that, I dance to the songs of Golmaal again (sooo good), and then...that's when I hurt my finger! After the fun, we went into mom's room...all I was doing was getting up to sit on her bed, and then...WTF??? I don't even know how I did it, but my nail bent backwards (I have long nails...>>) so that it was totally vertical to my finger. It hurt like HECK. It started bleeding and my mom quickly pressed the nail back to how it should be...it's crazy that it didn't break off...anyhoo, so it's still hurting; there's blood underneath the nail...and yeah, it sucks...but I'm not typing much with it. I don't know, but my mood was depressing for most of yesterday, and it still is. ^^; Whatever...I did make a wallpaper though...after an HOUR of a failed attempt beforehand...please comment/download if you want... Hosted By theOtaku.com. I don't know what's up for today...I want to go to the pool, but who knows. Sorry if I can't visit much again. *hugs* Instead of an amv today, I'm just going to show you a really adorable picture...that Corey emailed to me. XD It's SO f-ing cute!! I want one!!! Oh, and if you want to seen an amv, you could go to my account AngelSugarMisuzu and view some there. ^^; Sorry if you look forward to the daily AMV's. Soooo cute...I want it!!! >_< Anyhoo, I hope this post finds you in good spirits...and that it wasn't torture...sorry if I can't visit, and have a good day!

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Warning: w/o you, thanks/replies, sleep, yesterday, wp, stuff, ?'s, & today/amv

*hugs hugs* Thank you all soooo much for the comments. TT^TT Everything that you say...really means a lot to me. I don't care if I don't know you in person!! I think I'd go crazy if I didn't have an account and post here...and have all of you friends. I seriously would; I would have NO social life and no one to talk to when I'm feeling down or angry or whatever. So thanks again. ^_^ *hugs* That's one of the reasons why I post everyday I suppose! If I didn't, I'd have too many frustrations or thoughts housed up in my mind driving me crazy. ^^; I need to TYPE them out so I don't scream them out or hurt people or anything...>> So, yeah, thank you all! Now onto my usual replies... Yes, Reth-chan, you were the first commenter again. ^_^ Congrats!! Thanks to those of you that congratulated me on my 400 GB signs--much obliged! Driffter, yay, you're back!! *hugs* I've missed you!! Hehe, that anime DOES look funny; I've heard of it before but never seen it! TrigunMax, thanks for commenting!! Yes, you'll get used to the fact that my posts are usually that long. ^^; Roleni-chan, awwww, thanks. TT-TT It's ok...you didn't need to apologize so much, and don't say that! I appreciate your points of view all the time, and you're one of my great friends! Don't put yourself down like that. *hugs* And to everyone that gave me your opinions on my posting and visiting and whatnot...thank you...it made me feel better. ^^; See, I tend to rely on others' opinions way too much...even when it's about what I should be doing or not. It's like I don't have a mind of my own. ^^;;; Anyhoo, I'm glad you liked the wallpaper, too! Thanks again. *hugs* Wow, that was two paragraphs dedicated to thanking and replying...and talking about my insecurities, sorta. ^^;; Anyhoo, I slept well last night again! Sesshy, no, I don't think I could make a fic about my sleeping! Anyway...I slept fine, and I basically only had one dream the whole night. It was about me being in this mall or something with kids from school, as if it were the prom...though in one part of the dream, I was cosplaying as Misuzu. ^^; Anyhoo, there were bad guys trying to kill these dancers (who were Mew Mews???) and we had to transform or something to get them. XD It was really weird but entertaining for once. Too bad I don't remember enough to fill in the gaps. *laugh* So, yeah, then I woke up abruptly to a guy ringing the doorbell...and Totoro barking...this time it wasn't the creepy mailman, it was some workguy for the air conditioning I think...the guy that got stung by bees the last time. ^^; I didn't get much sleep after that, but oh well. I was planning on doing a super short post today...but I guess that isn't happening now, thanks to all my "thanks." Again, my posts are 20% importance and 80% useless rambling. Sorry about that. Even when I write a lot, there's sometimes hardly anything to comment on! T_T Bah, whatever...sorry again...nothing happened yesterday. Just watching of anime and corny movies (you know, movies that are so BAD that they're hilariously good? Gangland is one of those...hehehe!! It's my favorite. *laugh* It was made in 2000 but some aspects of it make it seem like the 80's or something...it's so horrible...). Anyhoo, so nothing else really occurred...sure, Corey got on my nerves still, what with his laziness and delay in getting a job...>> but we didn't argue so that's fine... I made a new wallpaper, and I'm really happy with it. I knew ahead of time that I wouldn't get many downloads, and that's because it's an Utena one. But I'm fine with it because I LOVE it, so there. ^^ I think I made it really well...with all the brushes and the texture or whatever you want to call it on her. Please download/comment! Thanks! Hosted By theOtaku.com. I have no clue what's up for today. Possibly errands...probably...nothing out of the ordinary. I still need to find out how to sign up for my classes for college...^^; I have no idea how!! TT^TT Boo...it's almost august...jeez, this sucks! Where did summer go?? *sob* Bah, oh well. Anyhoo, because this post is still pretty useless as is, I'll ask some questions!! Do try to find some things to comment on other than just the questions though...at least download my wallpaper, ok? ^^; 1.Are you a late-sleeper or early-riser? 2.If one or the other, when do you usually wake up? 3.Do you find my posts annoying? (be honest!) As in, their frequency and length? So yeah, don't just answer the questions, thanks. *hugs* Oh! My mom just told me that she's going out with Corey today to do those errands! Yippee! That means I get time to myself today. T^T Thank goodness!!! Some relief! Though it won't be much...oh well, I'll take any time away from him I can get. *laugh* Now for an amv; this was fairies wings' suggestion. The song is "Rebirthing" by Skillet, and it's a Bleach amv. I'm not a Bleach person, but I hope you guys enjoy it! Sorry for this horribly boring and probably pointless post. ^^; Tell me something interesting in your comment if you can't find something to comment on. Um...sorry again if I can't visit much...I'll get to as many as I can. *hugs* Thanks for sticking with me; have a good day!

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Monday, July 23, 2007

Warning: lots o' thanks, sleep/morning, sorries/guilt, yesterday's auctions, wp mess, radio, & amv

Thanks for all the comments, you guys! ^_^ I didn't think I'd get so many...but wow, I did! Sure, some were really short, but that's ok. ^^; It seems that my posts are 80% rambling and only 20% important things to comment on. Anyhoo, I really appreciate all of the commenting you guys did!! On my poem, the Cooking Club (some of you joined as well! ^^), and my fanart. Much appreciated. *nods* I'm glad you liked my poem, even though it was quite short. Yes, Gi-chan, you can use it. ^_^ Go ahead; I'd be flattered! Doas, I think your poems are great!! Don't give up. *hugs* Thanks for the comments and votes on my pictures, even though they were drawn a while ago! I think my drawing skills have depleted--back then was when I was best. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks for the comments about the book thing with my friends and your feedback on Advent Children. *laugh* Now then, friends I haven't heard from in a while: Roleni-chan, angel kitsune, Iruka sensei, Curse, Ordinary Girl, and Wolfspeed! Wow, that's a lot. ^_^ Thanks for remembering me...some of you it's seemed like forever! *hugs* And I have a new friend! Sasukefan32, welcome! Who was my 400th GB signer until someone deleted theirs...so then it wasn't...and then Kitsune Shojo signed...soo, congrats to them for being my 400th signers! *laugh* Thanks again! Ok, wow, that was a long thanking/replying/greeting paragraph. ^^; I suppose that's fine...that's some of the most important stuff I talk about in that 20% of my post that's important. ^^; Anyhoo, I slept much better last night. I think I was just really exhausted from not sleeping well the prior 2 nights and also being frustrated from a lot of things during the day. I'm still a bit tired, too...it's probably because for the first time in quite a while, it's a nice and rainy morning (though it's almost noon). It started raining before 8am, I think...cause I could hear it while sleeping; I love rainy days and morning. ^_^ I was so tired of seeing the darn SUN when waking up. *laugh* I'm not like most people I suppose. Hmm...some air system guys are supposed to be coming to fix things or something...I'm not sure, but they should've been here by now. Well, that's my morning/night. I'm really sorry about my lack of visiting again. ^^; I can't say it enough! I didn't get to a lot of people yesterday...and I looked at my list today and it's already filled with people that updated! TT-TT *sigh* I don't think I'll get to most...sorry. I just never know. And I feel bad that I'm posting...I post everyday (sorry...), but I don't get to visit everyday. I saw a friend say something about that not being fair. If they can't visit, then they don't post...is that what I should be doing? ^^; I don't know, but I'm sorry again...especially if posting makes me selfish. *hugs* Thanks always for coming to visit me though...cause it means a lot... So yesterday...hmm...well, it was a semi-crappy day. After watching another Marimite OVA/OAV (Yes, it can be either, Kaisap) we had lunch and went over to the pool, this time with dad and Corey, not just mom and me. It was nice, but as usual, the males were annoying...I could barely read my book...>> Anyhoo, after that, I was sent to slave-labor to put up more Ebay Auctions. Despite them being Corey's things (mostly games this time: sega saturn and genesis, but also two figures), he doesn't do any of the work. He claims to not know how to do anything so that's why I do them...it's so frustrating. So that made me upset, but I didn't say anything or else it would've caused another argument...our other ebay auctions ended, and they all sold, which was good, but they pissed me off because so many people were watching the auctions but didn't bid! So basically, we sold them for a lot less money than we could've got...and it annoyed me...oh, and Neko Nana Mode (he bid on Genshiken) lost...I wanted him to win it; oh well. Another thing though, that got me frustrated was MO and their stupid submission sections...they got all screwed up like before, like the "otakulypse 2.0", but it wasn't for as long a time or as serious...though it was still MESSED UP. Of course, I happen to finish my wallpaper yesterday and submit it when everything's not working right...so I delete it before I get a lot of downloads, and I decided to keep trying later until things worked...well, just my luck that when it works, it's really late...and barely anyone saw my wallpaper. The ones that get the most are from popular shows or are in the "featured" or "most recent" sections...mine never got to be in the "most recent" part because of the server still being screwed up...whatever, I'm just mad for a stupid reason. I thought I made it really good and hoped it'd get featured...oh well...please download/comment... Hosted By theOtaku.com. Sorry, see? I just care too much about certain things...I shouldn't care about how many downloads I get or anything...bah! >< I'm sorry...I'm so stupid...*sigh* And just the frustrations during the day made me want to cry last night and this morning, but I didn't...cause then I wouldn't be able to breathe well. ^^; *sigh* Hmm...there was something I was going to mention...something else that happened yesterday...oh! Right, dad and I were checking out the shortwave radio...and we got a station in japanese!! Well, it was part in English, part in Japanese...it was like a station in Japan for them to learn more English or something. It played some songs, though nothing that I knew...and some weren't even japanese...but it was still cool. ^^; Ah, the rain is so nice...I need to go out and look at it...or stand in it...or something...*sigh* Well, I hope today goes better though so far I'm not feeling chipper. Whatever. Sorry you guys. I don't know how you put up with me...or why. Here's an amv, it's the one that Gi-chan suggested, a Kakashi tribute/slide-show with the song "Bad Boy" by Cascada. Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I'm sorry if I don't get to your sites as often as I used to...have a good day!

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/morning, poem, cooking club, yesterday, fanart, & amv

*hugs hugs* Thanks so much for commenting. Yesterday's post was a boring so I really appreciate those that found things to comment on! *hugs* Like my L wallpaper! I'm so glad you liked it. ^_^ I do, too, so yeah. *laugh* Rethguals, congrats on being the first commenter on my post! You wanted to be that, and you did! Anyhoo, I loved all of your points of view on friends and making wallpapers and whatnot for friends. *nods* Gi-chan, you're totally right! If anyone draws or makes wallpapers and submits them, then that means they're making them for other people...for them to see, to share with them. ^^ My brother just doesn't have a sense of selflessness or giving/caring at the moment. I think he's forgotten what it's like to have friends you care about. ^^; But, um, yeah, EternalParadise and Shishou! It's nice to hear from you again. I've missed you guys! *hugs* Shishou, that was sweet of you to say that about me. ^///^ I doubt I'm the nicest person ever, but thanks. *hugs* Doas, thanks for the long comment and analysis of my dreams; that's so interesting!!! *nods* Hmm...nothing much else to say I guess...just thanks again!! Well, I didn't sleep that great...T-T Sorry. T^T My mind was just too awake and alert and thinking more! I need something to make my mind rest...other than sleeping pills! ^^; I took a third or a fourth of one past 2am...so, yeah. It sucks, but oh well...I haven't been taking them very often lately, which is good! Anyhoo, so I probably had more weird dreams, but I don't remember them this time. I woke up in the morning to our neighbors' barking dogs and other noises...so it was hard to rest...but there's nothing we can do about it! When I got up, I checked my emails, replied to PM's...and surprisingly, went through my fanart! ^^; I decided to re-submit one and submit another fanart that I did years ago. *laugh* I haven't been drawing at all lately...so I only have old artwork. I really should re-submit most of my old pieces because back then, I didn't have friends...and no one voted or commented on them. Oh well. So I'm currently waiting for them to upload so I can show you. *waits* Last night, also while trying to sleep...a poem, or at least words, came into my head. So I decided to write it down! Without a light on! Hah, but I'm so amazed that I wrote pretty darn well in the dark (well, I DO have a night-light...*laugh*). XD I wrote on the lines and everything. Anyhoo, so here it is...think what you want on it. "I'm sorry." For what? "For everything." Everything? Is that what I mean? "I don't know." I just let it all out... For loving and leaving, For losing and grieving, I'm filled with self-doubt. I just don't get it; I really don't. "I'm sorry." Am I? I just don't know... "I'm sorry." Yeah, so like I said...think what you want on it. I didn't try to force much rhyme into it this time. ^^; It's just sorta there...hmm...I won't say if that's how I've been feeling exactly, but I kind of have...I'm just going to leave it at that...did you like it? ^^; Ah, yes, Kaisap has told me, and I read in her post...and I visited etc. that the Otaku Cooking Club is now up and running! It's open for business, if you will. ^__^ All are welcome, even if you don't cook or don't think you cook well! Bakers and everyone are welcome, too! *hugs* So please visit if interested! *still waiting for art to submit* Anyhoo, yesterday...well...it wasn't that interesting. I suppose that's why I'm trying to fill this post with goodies for you to direct your attention to instead. ^^; After watching some anime (the first Maria-sama ga Miteru OAV episode) and having lunch, we were all going to go over to the pool. That didn't happen; instead, just mom and I went to the pool. ^^ The guys (aka Dad and Corey) went to this car lot far away to try and find Corey a car to buy. Yes, he NEEDS his own car...>> Maybe when that happens he'll get his job, too. *sigh* Anyhoo, so it was nice by the pool. Totoro had a fun time, though he almost always limps now. I read and went into the jacuzzi. After that nice time there, we went back home (our new home; our pool is at our old house that we're trying to sell) and didn't do much. ^^; I took a shower, then started on a wallpaper but didn't finish it...then it was dinnertime. After dinner, we watched Advent Children (finally!!), and I really enjoyed it! Of course, I liked it more than Corey because of all the fangirl service. XD *laugh* Bishounen galore, right? Vincent, Sephy, Reno, etcetera etcetera! Hehe. It's funny cause Corey must've been uncomfortable watching it or something...he talked all the way through (man it was annoying) probably because, I don't know, he felt weird watching a show with mostly good-looking guys in it? ^^; I don't know!! But he sure did talk a lot! So, yeah, now I can finally say that I saw FFVII: AC! ^_^ Oh yes, another thing that happened yesterday...was that I checked my emails and got one from a friend ("real life"), and she told me that she was having this going-away party. She's going to Argentina for a year as an exchange student or something! That's pretty darn cool! So anyhoo, she wondered if I could go to the party...I'm not sure yet. But another thing she asked was whether I had this book she gave me! ^^; She GAVE it to me. I swear I thought she gave it to me as a gift...but she was asking if I still had it as if she was only letting me borrow it...so I don't get it. She hasn't replied back yet, but um, yeah...why would she want it back after giving it to me? Well, it's somewhere, and I loved that book...and she gave it to me to keep...so I don't think I'm giving it back. ^^; What does it mean??? As for today, I'm not sure what we're doing...the idea was that we were going to see a movie, but you know how that usually goes with my family. So who knows?? I'm sorry again if I don't get to visit much. I got to most people yesterday though...MOST, not all. *looks* Oooh, ok! My pictures have uploaded! So please vote/comment!! TT-TT Like I said, I drew these a while ago...they're both Fisheye (from Sailor Moon Super S; he's one of the villains), though one is colored and the other isn't. So thanks very much if you do vote/comment! ^_^ Fisheye Colored Version Hosted By theOtaku.com. Flustered Fisheye Hosted By theOtaku.com. Okies, well, I suppose I should have an amv now. This post is full of goodies, isn't it? ^^; I hope you don't mind! Commenting on poems, post, visiting clubs, and fanart...and amv! This was Kaisap's request/suggestion of an amv! It's "Azumanga DIE-OH"! *laugh* Humorous, very. It's of Azumanga Daioh and has different songs. Enjoy! (I didn't make it) Wow, I feel like it's taken me forever to write this post! Longer than usual...and I don't even think I wrote as much...^^;;; I don't know, but I hope you're not dead from it. *hugs* Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day!!

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