Saturday, July 21, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep, yesterday, wp, today, tangents, & amv

Hello, everyone. *hugs* Thank you all so much for the comments. ^_^ They really helped! But, of course, they always do. I'm glad you liked the wallpaper and the banners for the Otaku Cooking Club. It isn't up and running yet, but you can ask Kaisap112 for more info on it if you're interested. I'll tell you about it then, too...when it's set up, that is. *nods* It's ok, you can be a baker, chef, or even just a simple pasta maker (sweetdevil) *laugh*; it's all in having fun with food, I suppose you could say. Anyhoo, I really appreciated the comments about my mood and the general emo thoughts I was having. ^^; Mari-chan (yes, I shall call you that now! *hugs*), thanks a ton for your long comment; it was very sweet and gave me good insight into my conundrums. I suppose everyone has a time when they worry about those things, some more than others...and we'll never know about death until it happens, and that's just darn scary. ^^; Oh well, thanks again. Angelbest, I still don't like how you comment on how I post. >> I can't help it if I'm OCD with my posting...Silver Star Rose, it's been quite some time!!! *hugs* Thanks for commenting again!! ^_^ And Mi-chan and Lys! Anyhoo...thank you all again! *hugs* I love you guys. Sleep was...eh, not great, but not TOO bad. I had trouble falling asleep again, and I was tempted to take a part of a sleeping pill, but I didn't! I was about to, but then I thought "Nah, I'll try sleeping again...without it..." despite my mind still seeming very much awake! ^^; But after a while, I did fall asleep on my own. ^_^ But then I woke up a few times, like at almost 7...and had a hard time falling back to sleep again! I couldn't breathe (oh, I got different meds for my allergies, but eh...), and I was hot and cold. I can't stand fluctuating temperatures! Anyhoo, I had weird dreams...being chased by some sort of mafia...playing a crane game with some stuffed animals that I used to have or still have now...oh, jeez, and I forgot my other dream, but I know it was weird. So, yeah, now I've woken up...answered PM's...read comments...and am now posting. Hmm...*thinks* I guess I'll just talk about yesterday. We went to the library to return the DVD's...then we looked around to see if we wanted to get anything else, but didn't. Mom found a book that I might like (a fantasy one), and got it for me. ^_^ See, our library (yours might, too) has shelves in the front with books that were donated for sale. They're only 50 cents per paperback and $1 for hardback! XD The paperback books used to be only 25 cents, but they raised the prices; oh well! Too bad no one ever donates manga...like I said, my library has such a horrible selection. ^^; Anyhoo, so after the library trip, we got lunch...at Wendy's. I can't stand their food. >> Some of you might love it, but I'm so tired of it...Corey always wants it so that's what we get, and I'm just tired of it...bleh. So, yeah, we had lunch, and then we WERE supposed to go over to the pool...supposed to, but then Dad called and he changed the plans around! He always does that. So no pool for us. Boo. Instead, we just went home, and did the usual nothing. Watched some anime, played some games, and I made a new wallpaper. It's an L wallpaper, from Death Note. XD He's sooo cute! *laugh* This was Rethguals' request! Instead of going with my other style, that I've been doing with DN characters, I made a collage-type. Thanks, Gi-chan, for already commenting! *hugs* I was hoping to get it featured, but oh well, that won't happen. ^^; I'm sure if I made this wallpaper a month or 2 ago, it would've been featured in an instant...because that's when Death Note was most popular, I suppose. Anyhoo, please download/comment. I hope you like it! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today my mood is...undetermined, I suppose you could say. I could complain more about Corey...but I'll spare you. Let's just say he said things that I found quite rude about my wallpapers. And about my "friends", which would be you guys...he thinks that you're not real friends, and that I shouldn't be doing wallpaper requests..."Oh, another wallpaper for your 'friends'. Why don't you just make ones you like? Why make 'em for them??" >> I LIKE making wallpapers, and I LOVE making them for my friends...because you guys are. Anyhoo, sorry...I won't say anymore...*sigh* Um, our ebay auctions are over tomorrow, and I'm hoping more people will bid! MONEY. TT-TT Today, I don't know...since we didn't go to the pool yesterday, mom said that we probably would today. Hah, who knows...no one in my family ever sticks to a definite plan...I remember when last summer was supposed to be the "summer of fun", and we were supposedly going to go to a theme park and all sorts of crap...no, that never happened...it was one of the worst summers of my life, thanks to the illness with my mom. I was so depressed. Some of you long-time friends probably remember last summer of mine...anyhoo, sorry, off on a depressing tangent again! ^^; I need to try to think about the happy things, darn it! >< Umm....so hopefully we go to the pool today...or do something fun...crap, I have to register my classes for college...*sigh* I don't even know how to do that. Crap. Alright, enough of that, here's an amv. This is the one that Rethguals suggested. ^_^ I had a Princess Tutu one up before with this song, "Pretty Girl" by Sugarcult, but this time it's Love Hina! Enjoy! Well, I don't know how much visiting I can do today...I was rather pleased with how many people I got to yesterday, but who knows about today! I'm sorry again if I don't get to you. *hugs* Thanks for visiting me, and have a great day!

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Friday, July 20, 2007

Warning: thanks, eh sleep, sorries & banners, yesterday/wp, emo-ish, & amv

TT^TT Aww, thanks you guys sooo much! *hugs* Thank you all for the great comments. I got a lot despite my not visiting many people...which I'm really sorry for. *hugs* Anyhoo, thanks for answering those random questions! *laugh* I knew it! Everyone that answered has an innie!! I suppose having an innie for a belly-button is like being right-handed-- it's more common! Pretty much all of you said you liked/loved the rain also, especially thunderstorms. XD Cool, just like me! *hugs* Not many of you have played import games, but that's fine. You really need to know Japanese in order to enjoy them fully. ^^; And thanks to those that gave me some of your favorite amv's! I glanced at them, and I'll start putting those up, saying who requested them! Anyhoo, thanks for the comments about my sleeping (Sesshy, yes, I had a yuri moment in my dream *laugh*), possible illness, and everything else! I also heard from people that I haven't in a long time or are new friends! Welcome fairies wings134~! *hugs* I'm glad to have you as a friend. "Sea" or "ocean" in Japanese is "umi"! ^^ And people I haven't heard from in a long time, Gi-chan!!! *huggles* I've missed you!! TT-TT Same with Fox, Colette, Amila...lots of people. *hugs* Oh, and sweetdevil, yes, I've seen Kaleido Star. ^_^ Thanks again everyone!! Well, I'm sorry to say that last night I didn't sleep very well! My mind was still thinking about things and keeping me up...I also couldn't breathe very well. ^^; I must've been on the computer for too long (it was being a jerk last night, not loading right...) at night (though only a half-hour)...well, just on too late...then I read, and I guess my mind was still too awake. And when I'm trying to sleep, I think about a lot of things, including stuff on here. ^^; That's not a good thing! I think as if I'm writing a post, and I think about things I didn't get to do...or things I did that day...T-T It's very annoying! That must just mean I'm too obsessed with this site or something...I don't know...though I haven't been on as much as I used to, thanks to Corey. >> *sigh* I'm sorry. Oh, and my throat was still hurting, but it isn't as bad so if I'm sick...it isn't anything major... *sigh* I'm tired...hmm...anyhoo, really, I'm sorry I can't visit all the time like before. Yesterday, though Corey and mom left, giving me time to be on the computer, I didn't get to visit a lot. They weren't gone for long, and I was working on Marisela's wallpaper and banners for the club Kaisap and I are starting, the Otaku Cooking Club! I'll show you those in a little bit. Again though, sorry if I didn't make it to your site. If your name came after Kaisap's, then I probably didn't get to you...TT-TT I'm really sorry. Umm....so, yeah...>> I just feel bad. You say it's ok, but I still do...anyhoo...here are the banners I made for the new club; it isn't up and running yet, but it'll be awesome once it is (thanks to Kaisap!). Anyhoo, yesterday was a boring day...I don't remember it much...I know Corey and I watched ALIEN 3, which obviously came after the movie ALIENS...and it was really good. *nods* I didn't play any more Utena (Fox, is that the game you said you had? You HAVE the Utena game? ^^;), and I really don't think anything else happened...other than making the banners and wallpaper. So here's the wallpaper! It was sunrisesunset's request of a Saint Seiya and Athena one. ^_^ I know, it isn't that great (like some of my others), but she and her brother liked it a ton, and that's what matters!! You're welcome again, Mari-chan, I'm so glad you liked it. ^^ *hugs* So please download/comment if you want. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hmm...I'm not feeling too great today! It must be from the lack of sleep...or...yeah...^^; I feel like crying for some reason, and I don't know why!! I just feel bad about things...from things...I feel tired and just depressed about how this summer is going. It's almost august already...and my family hasn't done anything fun...I've been tortured by my brother being home, and that's it. It SUCKS. My life is a waste, too...jeez, it always has been. I don't understand life at all...why are we living? WHY? And are we really? I don't get it...and I'm scared so much of dying...death in general, well, we just don't get along. So I'm sorta stuck in the middle...in limbo! I think my life is a waste, yet I don't want to die. Well, there ya go...I guess I'll just keep going at this snail's pace of living and do nothing...bah...>< Sorry about this...I'm getting emo or something...sorry... Today we have to return the DVDs to the library...then we might do some errands and go to the pool. I'm not sure. Everything's still up in the air about the plans...so, yeah... Alright, here's sweetdevil's amv she gave me to show! One that she really liked, that is. It's a Kaleido Star one. Yes, that show is good. ^_^ I love the song here, too! Move has done a lot of the songs for Initial D. XD Yay! The song is "Destiny"; enjoy! Thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I hope that I can get to your site if I haven't in a while...if not, sorry again. I really appreciate you guys...umm...have a prettiful (not a word) day!

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/dreams/sick?, today/wp annoyances, yesterday, more today, ?'s, & amv

Helloes, everyone! ^_^ *hugs hugs* Thanks a ton for the comments!! I love you guys. I don't know how I keep getting so many because I haven't been able to visit much. ^^; Anyhoo, Little Birdie! It's been FOREVER since I heard from you. *hugs* Thanks for commenting!! And Refi-chan and Reki, too! Ah, I love my friends. ♥ Angelbest, the way you talk about my posting everyday makes it seem like it's a bad thing! ^^; I don't know why though...um, Krusty, you were quite wrong about the creator of Video Girl Ai, but that's ok! *laugh* His name is Katsura Masakazu, and if you click his name there you'll see the little list of things he's done. Everyhing's only 6 episodes, too! I didn't care much for I's, but Iria is another classic anime. *nods* Anyhoo, I'm glad you all liked my wallpaper!!! I got a lot of "wow, that's SOOO cute!" and "it's too cute! It's blinding!" *laugh* ^_^ So that's a good thing. Yes, Bottle Fairy is very cute! Haha, and I knew that I'd get a lot of comments saying, "What?? You've never seen Advent Children before???" Yeah, and I don't know why. I loved FF7, and I could talk about it later in this post if I have room...It was also interesting to read all of your descriptions of your groups of friends and whatnot. ^^ Thanks for sharing! *hugs* Thanks again everyone for the comments! Hmm...well, last night I slept pretty well! I was having a bit of trouble breathing, but I used my medicated nose-spray and that worked. ^^ So I slept fine, and then I had dreams...that weren't SO bad, just weird. I had another Death Note dream, but this time it HAD L and Light in it. I don't remember what happened, but I know they were in it! And then the other weird dream involved me getting on the wrong train for some school field trip...and on the field trip I ended up kissing one of my ex-friends! O_o (who's a girl) Weird...*laugh* Anyhoo, I woke up a lot during the night with a sore throat. It's still hurting a bit now...but I hope I'm not getting sick! I haven't been sick for a year, and I don't know how I could get a cold...I haven't gone out of the house much. *laugh* Well, I'm posting a bit later than usual today (by an hour or so)! That's cause Mom and Corey have yet again gone to the chiropractor. *nods* Giving me some time to myself. *sigh of relief* So I can visit some, maybe make Marisela's requested wallpaper and do other things that I want to do! Speaking of wallpapers, I'm sorry, but I have to make a little rant on them again! Yesterday I noticed that my wallpaper was featured (yay! but for only an hour or so), and above it was another Bottle Fairy wallpaper. Well, I looked at it...and the person TOTALLY did NOT make it. It was one made for the original Japanese site (it had all the Japanese credits on there). So I reported it...twice...with a proof URL and everything! Well, I look today, and they didn't take it down! >< It annoys me so much! MO doesn't know what's what...the mods here need to a better job. It was obviously plagiarized, and I reported it twice, but they didn't do anything about it...I hate it because lots of people are getting more downloads on wallpapers they didn't make than people that work HARD on their own. Anyhoo, yesterday was one of those days where nothing much happened. Watched anime...finished that movie I spoke of, Golmaal, danced to its music...*laugh* Yeah, not much. Corey didn't get on my nerves too much, and he's been saying that he's going to go to this place to find a job with my dad next week. I hope that he does in fact do that!!! Hmm...I didn't get to make a wallpaper because we went out to eat. We went to the same place that we've gone to for the past couple of times. It was ok, not great, but good enough. I had a turkey club sandwich. ^^; When we got home, I visited some people, and then played the Utena game! Woot! Yes, we got the Utena import game for the Sega Saturn (yeah, old). It was very fun though. ^__^ I love playing import games like that...I love it even more because they have it dubbed all through (in Japanese) instead of it just being text. I understand almost everything spoken (not written ^^;) so I can actually know what's going on! So today I'll enjoy my time to myself, maybe play more Utena, and yeah...I don't know what else. Oh, I have to answer some questions on some of our ebay auctions! Ooh, and we got more bids on the Fushigi Yugi box set. ^_^ *is excited* Hmm...now I could talk some about FF7 and how much I loved it and was obsessed with Cloud etc. 10 years ago (when it was released), but I won't. *laugh* Looks like this will be a shorter post. Should I ask some questions? Hmm...sure! Why not? But don't just answer the questions and not comment on the post!!! Thanks. ^_~ 1.Do you have an innie or an outtie? (bellybutton-wise, of course) My Answer: I have a strange combo of both! It's half-way in and half out...it's weird...*laugh* probably cause I was C-section born. 2.Have you ever played an import video game? My Answer: Yes, many. XD I love them! Sakura Taisen (like 5 games), Utena, Shenmue II (before it was released here), Doraemon, etc... 3.Do you like the rain? My Answer: Heck yes! I LOVE IT. I love walking around in it and getting soaked. 4.Is there a certain AMV you really like that you want me to show? If so, give me the link! Random questions, I know. ^^; I should've asked better ones...oh well, I usually don't, so yeah. Again, please comment on my full post, not just those questions! Okies, now for an amv...the anime is Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne (I've never seen it), and the song is "You Came" by Kim Wilde. Enjoy! Well, I hope this post was okay! Length-wise and interest-wise. *laugh* *hugs* Thanks everyone for visiting. You're the best! ^_^ Have a great day!

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Warning: thanks/info, sleep/morning, friends, yesterday, wp, today, & amv

*hugs* Thanks for all the comments, everyone. ^_^ I got more than usual because I got ones from several new friends! StarFire100, Kunoichi Warrior, aNiMeGiRl 7, and Hishyama Shark. *hugs them* Thanks so much for commenting!! I hope to hear from you again...and that my "long posts" won't scare you off. And I haven't heard from you, Siaras, in quite some time! *hugs* Thanks for commenting. ^^ Same with Ali-chan, Kitty-chan, and both Rachels. Anyhoo, I appreciated the comments and few downloads on yesterday's wallpaper, though I know it wasn't that great. ^^; And of course it's ok that you can't bid on my auctions. *nods* No problem!! Um, about my brother, it isn't as easy as just talking to him or even having my parents yell at him to "GET A JOB"...he's just that lazy and hard-headed. I can't count how many times they've told him...*sigh* But I'll stop talking about that; I know you all are tired of it. Anyhoo, some of you were interested in the MyO Idol! It's something set up by my friend Kirbysdouble. I wrote more info about it on Stand Up. So if interested, go there & scroll down to the posts. Anyhoo...just thanks again for everything! *hugs* Well, I slept good last night!! I had some strange dreams, but nothing too horrible. I just wanted to sleep all day I was so comfortable...that usually doesn't happen. *laugh* Totoro was barking for who knows why, but that didn't last for too long...um, so yeah, that's it. I slept, woke up, and came on the computer. I checked my emails...oh, and some of you were suggesting things about the mp3 files and how to send them or whatever. Well, TrigunMax has sent me (emailed me) some sites where you can upload mp3s...well, I just hope this one works. Anyhoo, nothing has happened of interest this morning so I'll stop this paragraph now. I have a feeling this post is going to be boring and a waste of your time...>> Sorry. *thinks of something* Well, for one, I'm really missing some friends on here!! There are very good friends of mine that haven't updated for a while...I know, I mentioned this just last week or something, but I hope they're ok. I know the circumstances of some of them, but not all. I've been gaining a lot of new friends, too, but there are just some that you can't replace, you know? ^^; I love all my friends here. *hugs* And I thank you every post for visiting me cause you mean so much. ^_^ Oh, and in real life, I'm not really that POPULAR. I was being sarcastic yesterday. I just have two groups of friends (totally different; one is the more girlie type that's down to earth and the other is the crazy, more tomboy-ish type that enjoys video games and anime/manga), and that's basically it. And those "groups" aren't big anyway. What, 3 people each? ^^; I've been staying home basically everyday this summer...I never do things with friends...I'm so used to people NOT inviting me that when they do, it catches me off guard! Well, yesterday was totally different from what I said it'd be like. Mom and I got into lazy moods so we just stayed home all day instead of going to the mall. Luckily, Corey didn't sleep well at all the night before so he was somewhat subdued...*laugh* So he couldn't be mean to me! And it's so funny...because I don't know how...no, nevermind, I won't talk about him anymore! You're sick and tired of hearing me talk about my lazy brother so I'll stop. Anyhoo, we just did our normal watching of anime and movies. Watched some of Golmaal (a Hindi/Bollywood movie we got at the library; it's hilarious!! I love it. *laugh*) and Advent Children (yes, I've never seen it before! I'm really loving it though. XD ). Later in the day, I got some computer time...and for most of it, I was trying to upload those songs for TrigunMax. I gotta say, that was a lot of work...and then the site stopped working...and I sent her what I did, and it turns out she can't download them from the site she sent me first. >> So all that time seemed wasted...but during it, I was making a wallpaper anyway so it's ok. I like this one; I think it's cute and looks good for once! No, it isn't a request (I'll get to those when I can...). It's of Kururu from Bottle Fairy (REALLY cute show). I like how I made it...it's just too bad that I can't seem to make them good enough to be featured these days. ^^; Though featured wallpapers quite often (as of late)...haven't been that great. A lot of them are just images copied and pasted onto a white bg, that's it!! >< That annoys me so much. Of course some are worthy of being featured, but not all. Anyhoo, please download/comment!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hmm...today mom and dad are going to talk to some guy about blinds for the house (for the windows). We need more privacy, especially for the ones by the front door. ^^; That creepy stalker mailman could just peek in anytime...and I don't know. *laugh* So they're doing that, and I guess I'll be staying home with lazy-bum Corey. I'm sorry again for not visiting much lately...yesterday I got to some, but not many. *bows* Okies, AMV time! (again, I don't make these!) I like this one. ^_^ It's hard to find amv's of older anime! This is of Video Girl Ai (I love that show; it's only 6 episodes...but soo good. I can mimic Ai's English voice perfectly, too. XD). The song is "Only One" by Yellowcard. Enjoy! Thanks SOOO much for visiting me. *hugs* I hope this post wasn't too boring or anything! I'm sure it was though. ^^; Anyhoo, have a good day!

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/friends, auctions, yesterday, mp3s, wp, today, & amv

Awww, thanks everyone!!! *hugs* So much!! ^_^ I enjoyed reading all of the comments, and it was great hearing from more people again! I also welcome a new friend, jwitham89! Thanks for commenting. But I have to point out one thing, I didn't make that AMV. I don't know how to...I just find ones that I like and post them. ^^; Sorry! Anyhoo, Doas, I appreciated your long comment very much! It was interesting to read that little dream analysis, and I think it's quite right. *nods* Shi-chan, it says what your theory was about my dreams correlating with my brother! Oh, and Yug, he's older than me, but he's not the oldest. Another reason he probably takes things out on me is because our oldest brother Derek, when they were little, used to pick on him a lot. It's just a line of dominoes falling...except when it gets to me, I have no one to take my anger out on so instead I upset inside and release it on here (but before I couldn't do that), and just become more "servile." >> *sigh* sweetdevil, nice to hear from you again!! Hah, I wish I could be sarcastic with him...it just makes things worse...Hyli, wow, it's been forever also!! Welcome back. ^^ Koten, too! *hugs* littlemiko, don't worry! You don't have to apologize. *hugs* Well, thanks again for all of your sweet comments. I'm glad I have friends to lean on here! Sleep...I slept better! I had strange dreams, ones involving friends...but nothing BAD. I woke up this morning, and it was hard falling back to sleep, but I did. So no major things to talk about here. *nods* The friends in my dream were friends that I was supposed to do things with today! Madii and Kupo (before we sang karaoke revolution and went out to lunch) wanted to go to this comic store in the mall (I've been there before; it isn't that great, but oh well. ^^;) today, but then something came up and today wasn't good...so then they asked me if tomorrow was fine, but I don't think I can tomorrow because it would be out of the way since my parents have to go do something around the same time...yeah, cause I still don't know how to drive. ^^;; Anyhoo, so I'm not sure when I'll do things with them, unless they find out how to get to my house and pick me up! Then my other group of friends want to do things, too, and that might be friday...>> Why all this week? Boy, am I popular or what? ("what!") Well, great news with our ebay auctions!! XD Major thanks goes out to Neko Nana Mode because he bid on one of them!! On the Genshiken box set! Thanks so much!! ^__^ Hah, I was so amazed to see a bid yesterday, and then I read my comments, and he said he did! Crazy! We also got a bid on the Fushigi Yugi box set; was it any of you? Probably not. ^^; Anyhoo, take a look at them...maybe you'd like to bid on them? XD Nah, it's ok. Only if you want to. Thanks again! Yesterday was a better day compared to the other! That's for sure. It's just unfortunate that mom and Corey didn't stay out for very long. T-T Before I knew it, they were back! I only got to visit a few people by that time...and I didn't get to make a wallpaper then, but I did later in the day. I spent a lot of time attempting to sing and record for MyO idol...^^;;; That didn't go over too well this time, but I submitted it anyway. I didn't sing as well, and Totoro (my dog) started barking towards the end of the song...so in between my singing, you also hear barks. T^T So NO, it's not ME barking or coughing or anything...and it's not a part of the song. *laugh* Oh well. I'm not winning this time! So anyhoo, that took a while, and I also tried for SO LONG trying to rip songs from my Sister Princess Repure CD and send the files to TrigunMax (she really wants those songs!)...apparently the file size is too large or something because it's been impossible to email them to her. (not even one at a time) Do any of you have any suggestions? So later in the day, after watching some anime, I made a new wallpaper. It sucks. This one definitely proves my theory of "I'm getting worse." T-T I don't know what I was thinking. I didn't need those black specks...oh well...please download/comment if you wish, but all of your comments don't need to say, "Yeah, it isn't one of your best" or "it's not one of my faves" cause I already KNOW it isn't. ^^; Hosted By theOtaku.com. Well, today, Mom and I will be going to the mall...leaving Corey home, though he should really be out looking for a job. Yesterday, mom was supposed to be taking him around to stores to apply for one...but NO. He got out of that by holding her over with, "I won't go for any part-time jobs anymore. I'll start looking for a full-time career now." >> YEAH RIGHT. Ok, well then, let's see that HAPPEN. I can't believe mom let him go with that...anyhoo, so she and I will be at the mall for who knows how long. I doubt I'll be able to visit much today. I surprisingly managed to get to almost everyone yesterday. ^^ So I'm sorry again about all of this. Alright, there might've been something else I wanted to talk about, but I've forgotten...and it'd be a waste of time anyway. ^^; Here's the amv for today. Again, I DON'T make these. This one is a Sailor Moon one! Ah, the good old days. The song is "In the City" by Bloom 06 (which is Eiffel65's new name). Enjoy! *hugs* Thanks again everyone for visiting me. ^^ I'm so glad I have such great friends. Sorry for always complaining; I bet you're tired of hearing about my brother. -_- Well, I am, too. Anyhoo, have a great day!

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Monday, July 16, 2007

Warning: thanks, ok sleep, break today, yesterday crap, auctions, & amv

*hugs* Thanks so much for the comments, my dear friends!! T^T I love you guys. You're all so darn sweet to me...even when I don't get to visit!! T-T You're all wonderful pep-talkers! I love your advice and encouragement...because I usually don't get that from people in real life. Anyhoo, people I haven't heard from in a while!! RACHEL (aka Box), OMG, thanks for commenting! *huggles* Same with Imasyon, Jay, Heley, and Monica! I'm glad you haven't forgotten about me. ^_^ Thanks for the compliments on the Light wallpaper I made the other day! I'm glad you liked it. Marisela and Alex, you two are awesome. *hugs* Marisela, your comment really helped to calm me and everything! Such great advice! And Alex, thanks for giving me another Misuzu plushie and having her be with me. ^_^ Reth-chan, those odd sleeping habits don't sound normal! You poor thing; I think something's up! *hugs* Alrighty, thanks a ton again! Well, luckily that other night must've just been a fluke! I slept fine last night! Well, I FELL asleep fine at least. It was the dreams and then falling back to sleep after waking up at 7am part that troubled me! I had extremely stressful dreams where I was crying a lot in them...and it was most definitely caused by the things that happened yesterday. ^^; When I woke up at 7, I couldn't breathe at all, and I heard some sort of strange beeping sound...I didn't know where it came from, but it sure did annoy me! It actually might've been a bird, but if that's the case, then man, thats the weirdest sounding bird! *laugh* I don't know, but I couldn't fall back to sleep for a while...but I finally did to get another hour or so of sleep. ^_^ As you might be able to tell, AngelBest probably has, I'm posting a little later today! That's because it's the first morning in a LONG TIME when Corey isn't here to torment me. T-T He and mom went to the Chiropractor. *nods* So as I said, I'm finally getting a break from that tyrant of a brother! Mom is taking him to the chiropractor and then after that, she's taking him to the mall to go around to stores and hopefully apply for some jobs. *prays* I really want him to get a job!! So today I finally have time to myself. *giant sigh of relief* It might not be for long, but I'll savor it! I can visit people, make a wallpaper (maybe), and possibly even sing and record for the next round of MyOtaku Idol! Brought to you by Kirbysdouble! I'm not sure what song I'll sing...anyhoo, so everyone interested is welcome to enter! ^_^ Go to his site for more info or PM him about it. Oh, Kaisap, my imeem playlist is working again. For some reason it was down yesterday, but it's fine now. ^^ Ok, yesterday...sorry, but I'll probably end up ranting more about my brother...because that's all that happened yesterday, he made my day horrible. ^^; *sigh* So anyhoo, the morning time was fine (I finished all of those thank you letters, yay!), no arguments...but after that, yeah. >< I don't know, he's just been a total jerk lately. My mind isn't even thinking straight right now so I'm sorry! I was quite depressed yesterday, and it was mainly cause of him! He took out more of his frustrations on me (Yug, I think you're very right)...I'm tired of his mental and verbal abuse. You see, he wanted to set up these auctions in Ebay, right? Well, he never does any work so of course he'd be making me do them anyway...well, he gave me lots of trouble with them...cause I didn't want to do ALL the work like usual. >> He called me flat-out "stupid" to start with, and then he started another argument about me being selfish, easily angered, mean, and unsympathetic. Can you believe that?? You see, he hurt his hand a little bit before this argument happened, and because I wasn't showering him with sympathy he calls me all of that. It's VERY HARD to show him sympathy when he NEVER shows me any...when he just makes things worse for me. For goodness' sake...he's just ridiculous...anyhoo, he said other things like me never doing anything "productive" or anything to repay him and mom after "all these years of us buying you things." WTF??? I'm sorry, but he is just retarded...he gets on my nerves so badly...sorry I always complain about him, but I can't help it. I know there's love in him somewhere, but his personality has been warped these past few years...>> Anyhoo, if you'd like to see the auctions I worked ever-so hard on, click here. I know, only 4...but they take a while...plus, I had to take all the pictures, too. *sigh* I hope they sell. So yeah, yesterday sucked, I didn't make a wallpaper, and nothing happened except me getting upset! Today will be better since they're out of the house! I hope! T-T Anyhoo, sorry about this boring post! Here's an amv now. It's a Samurai X one; the song is "Swords" by Leftfield. Enjoy! Well, thank you VERY much for visiting me. *hugs hugs* I appreciate those of you that keep putting up with me! ^^; Have a good day! P.S. Yesterday I also made another MO account, Angel Misuzu. It's not on or anything, it's just in case this one ever screws up (Heave forbid!). ^^

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep eh, letters/contest, wallpaper downloads, pool jerk, yesterday, today, & amv

Thanks for the comments, everyone! *hugs* That's the least amount I've gotten in quite a while! I suppose that was a combo of it being a busy saturday (or something) and my lack of visiting before. ^^; If so, sorry! *hugs* I'm losing friends!! TT-TT I don't know, whatever, it's fine. *hugs* I loved each comment I received!! They were all wonderful, and I liked the especially long ones since I didn't have as many comments to go through! ^^ Hehe, so you all enjoyed and were equally freaked out about the mailman I spoke of!! Yes, I thought my mom was going to get him switched, but she hasn't done that yet! ^^; Yes, eww, what if he likes her?? Ugh, we need to get rid of him! Oh and yeah, a lot of the times he doesn't even need to ring the doorbell...he's just a freak...Anyhoo, thanks SOOO MUCH for your support with the contest...I'll talk more about that later. ^^; I'm also glad you liked the Light wallpaper (I barely got any downloads though T^T), but yeah, I think Light is a bit too annoying and evil for my tastes. *laugh* Hmmm...yes, people I haven't heard from in a while! Joselyn, Yug, Krusty, Koten! *hugs* Welcome back to my site. ^_^ Alrighty, thanks again for the comments! I'm unfortunately going to disappoint you all with me saying that I didn't sleep well last night! ^^; I broke the good cycle. T-T I must've jinxed it! My mind was thinking about too many things I guess...it just wouldn't rest. Even though I went to sleep and did my usual reading and everything like I've done every night before! I laid down at midnight (like usual), and then I was still awake at 2:30...so I took a half of a sleeping pill. ^^; I tried not to, but I had to sleep...oh well. I think I had at least a whole WEEK's worth of good and natural sleep so that's a record for me!! I woke up this morning from more disturbing dreams and just being uncomfortable...boo...and thinking about things that I have to do! >< Like write THANK YOU LETTERS to relatives and people that gave me gifts for graduation... *sigh* Yeah, I need to write those letters...it's just hard to find time! I forget about them, and I never get time to do anything I want to do anyway...>> Anyhoo, I must also thank you guys for your voting yesterday for me on the contest!! ^__^ I thank you, but I also have to apologize! After you went through that, well, Sweet-Mizuki decided to stop the contest...cause it wasn't exactly going as planned! Since only two people entered (me and TrigunMax), and both of them were two totally different entries (wallpaper and site layout), it just wasn't fair exactly. So she's just decided to stop it and give us both the prizes. ^^; But I felt bad since it's not like either of us completely WON so...I'm just going to choose one thing (either a wallpaper, avi, or layout) instead of getting all. *hugs her* Thanks, Mizuki! Speaking of wallpapers and things, I didn't make a new one yesterday (sorry!)...and another thing, Lys and I keep having these sinking feelings that we're getting worse at making wallpapers!! ^^; Neither of us have been getting as many downloads as usual, and I know that mine haven't been getting featured like they used to. Maybe people just aren't around the O downloading like they used to? Or maybe we ARE getting worse??? T-T I'm not sure, but wallpapers in the #1 spot used to be getting 80+ downloads, and lately they've barely been getting 50! I don't know what's up, but I hope it's not our skills going down. ^^; Mine were never as good as hers though. Anyhoo, yesterday...what happened?? We did in fact go over to the pool. It was quite a bummer...I was already feeling down, and then going there made it worse, thanks to Corey being a jerk. He's such a child!! He's 5 in a 26 year old body; I swear. Sure, he's not mean ALL the time (like I make it out to be, he's actually quite nice when he wants to be...but I just find the things to complain about...), but it seems that his personality has been warped lately! Anyhoo, we get to our pool, and we're short a chair to sit on! I had my stuff on MY CHAIR, like my book, towel, and DS, and I was only in the pool helping mom with this new thermometer we got (it has a cute rubber dolphin on top)...but then I was going to get out and read first...>> well, HE sat in my chair...and I said, "Mom, he's sitting in my chair!" Well, then Corey retaliates with, "Jeez, you only care about yourself! You're so selfish! You don't have a back problem like me!! It's not YOUR chair." *sigh* "Back problem..." "SELFISH"...>> That argument always hurts my feelings despite me knowing it's not true...and he's just being childish, but still...selfish? He has NO CLUE...he must be blind or something to all of the things I'm always having to do for and with him!!! And he never apologizes... Anyhoo...so after that...I just sat in the jacuzzi being depressed and alone cause no one else went in. The water's acidity was really high, but I didn't care. Corey didn't go in, instead complained about us staying for so long, and dad went in later...I just played with the dolphin thermometer...yeah, like a rubber ducky in the bath. ^^; The rest of the day went like other days (except at night we finally used our sparklers and fireworks from the 4th of July...woot, our 14th of july!)...I didn't get any computer time...but I somehow managed to visit a lot of people when I COULD go on... Sorry, umm...today we might be seeing the Transformers movie. I'm still hesitant about it because Derek saw it and told me about it...I know, it's good as a separate movie, but if you compare it to the original, then it's "meh". ^^; So I don't know! If we don't see it, then I don't know what we'll do. Ok, I think I took up enough of your time. ^^; Here's an amv! The anime is Angelic Layer, and the song is "Perfect Day" by Hoku? I guess? Anyhoo, it's cute. Well, thank you all so very much! *hugs* I love you guys. Sure, myO won't last forever, but I gotta enjoy it while it lasts. ^_^ Thanks so much. Sorry again if I don't get to visit. Have a good day!

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep/morning, yesterday, wp, VOTE please, today & amv

Thanks sooo much for the comments!! *hugs hugs* Man, I really need to type quickly! My computer was being a totally slow jerk this morning!! I had to wait 20 minutes basically...just to get here! I don't have time to read all of your comments. I skimmed them though. *hugs* ^__^ Thanks a ton for the compliments on my wallpaper. Yes, I got more about the contrast not being enough, but I like how light it is! And thanks for your support with the contest!! Even though the link/banner is in my profile, I'll post it in this post, too. ^^ Thanks for your sweet words about my personality, too. *laugh* Some of you are similar to me in that respect (caring too much or whatever). Ordinary Girl, that cracked me up when you called me "dork" though. XD Reth-chan, wow, thanks for that long comment!! How strange that your sleeping habits are out of whack; it's ok though. ^^ KJ-11, wow, you had a really long comment, too!! CoLours? I don't have that channel! It sure sounds interesting though! I wish I did! I have a new friend now, too, Angel Leila! *hugs* Thanks for commenting. ^_^ Well, thanks again to everyone!! Yes, sleep. I slept well again. ^_^ I'm quite surprised! I don't know how I am, but I shouldn't think about it. *laugh* I had some bad-ish dreams that involved my account on here being deleted or something and I had to use another...and I was all upset about it! Then I had another dream with kids from school...and it was just weird...I don't remember the details, but I do remember it being weird!!! I was startled awake by the doorbell this morning, most probably rung by the disturbing mailman. You see, our mailman seems like more of a stalker or something...^^;;; He rings the doorbell by holding it in for a while and then releasing, and then he stands there...and stands there...and then walks up the lawn and stands and stares at our house. He just STARES. Then he walks up to the mailbox, still staring at the house, and then finally he gets in his mailtruck and leaves...>> He does this all the time when mom's just home, and if she answers the door, he just stares at her. It's really freaky!!!! >< Anyhoo, so during that, Totoro was barking non-stop and being very annoying! I fell back to sleep, and then woke up...and then went on my computer, only for it to be retarded. I was trying to re-submit my wallpaper I did last night...and my computer was SO SLOW. It wasn't working! Argh! So now I keep reloading on another tab, hoping that my wallpaper is uploaded... Anyhoo, yesterday was...hmm...well, it was ok. I was fairly depressed though for most of the day. I didn't feel like doing anything or being "fun". We went out but didn't meet Derek for lunch. He didn't want to because he wanted to eat earlier. ^^; So Mom and Corey and I just went to the library (got out Princess Tutu vol.1 and some other DVDs; I looked at our library's manga collection...pathetic...we have 15 volumes of Whistle, one of Hikaru no Go, one Fruits Basket, and then a few other totally obscure manga that are who knows how old), EB games (got some DVDs, no games), and BJ's (buying food in bulk sizes is fun!). Then we got home and it was somewhat late...giving me NO computer time before dinner... So I'm sorry yet again for any lack of visiting on my part. ^^;; I got no time!! But after dinner, Corey and Dad went to look for a car for Corey...he really needs to buy his own...that didn't last long, and Derek came over for dinner so I had to do things with him instead of just going on the computer. I at least got to make a wallpaper (though rushed because of COREY), littlemiko's request, of Light from Death Note. It's finally uploaded so please download/comment! I like how I made the texture on him. This style is similar to my Mello one (they're both Death Note after all). I hope you like it! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Ok, starting today is Sweet-Mizuki's graphics contest voting! ^_^ Thanks to those that said they'd vote! I really hope you do...if you liked yesterday's wallpaper that is. Please vote for me! T^T Thank you so veryvery much if you do!!! If I don't win, that's ok, too, since my wallpaper wasn't that great anyway. *copies and pastes what's in my profile* ^--Please!! ^^ This is my submission. Today, I'm not sure what we're doing! We were going to see the Transformers movie, but that will probably be tomorrow instead. We might go to the pool, we might not...I'm hoping that dad takes Corey out of the house to look for a car or job or something though. ^^; Um, so yeah, I'm sorry again if I don't get to your site. *hugs* Now for an amv! I don't remember if I showed this one before...it's an Ouran one. The song is "Dream a Dream", you'll know it from DDR. XD Enjoy! Thanks sooooo much for visiting me. *hugs* I love you guys!! ^^; I'm sorry again if I can't visit or whatever. *bows* Have a good day! P.S. Sorry this post was so long! ^^; Anyhoo, just in case anything happens...I just made another MO account, Angel Misuzu. Just in case. ^_~

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Friday, July 13, 2007

Warning: thanks, slept, contest/wp, yesterday, too caring, sorry/today, & amv

Thanks for the comments!! I got quite an array! From super short ones to long ones, and I enjoyed all of them. ^_^ It's ok if you couldn't comment much do to not feeling well or whatever cause I totally understand! *hugs* And to those that gave me long comments, I loved them, too; they weren't annoying or anything! Anyhoo...KJ-11!! Welcome back!! *hugs* OMG, so you love Ninja Warrior, too?? Yes, I love Makoto Nagano! *laugh* Even though he's older...and just a fisherman...but dude, I was sooo excited when he won before! ^__^ Let's see...other people I haven't heard from in a long time! Monica, Kyo, Grantinator, Aurora, 9breaker, Amila, and Mi-chan! Wow, that's a lot. ^^ *hugs* Thanks for commenting again. I'm glad that my layout/bg is still getting compliments (yes, they're from Air--Misuzu and Haruko). LittleMiko, I don't think G4 shows any anime actually...other channels do though, but I'm not sure about them! ^^; Anyhoo, thanks for the comments/downloads on my wallpaper, and just everything! *hugs* Duhn-Duhn-Duhn~~!! It's Friday the 13th. Yup, it sure is. Hmm...it'll probably just be like any other day though...that's how it usually goes. ^^; Oh well. Hmm...well, I slept fine! I had some school-related dreams (I hate those), but I don't remember having any especially weird or scary dreams...so that's good. ^_^ Yeah, wow, I think that's all I have to say about that...I slept...huh, that's just amazing! Some of you might've noticed, or at least SHOULD notice the banner that's in my profile! *points up there* The one at the bottom...yes, a contest! I'm entering a contest! Sweet-Mizuki's. *nods* If you click that, it'll take you to her site (where she'll have the voting), and below it is my submission (which is what I'm going to put in this post anyway). Voting starts tomorrow so I'll remind you guys then, too. ^_^ It'd be awesome if you could vote for me...but then again, that's only if you like my piece best...I suppose. ^^;; I was hoping it'd get featured today cause I worked really hard on it...and I'm quite proud, too. I think it's pretty...I've gotten some comments about the sky being too pale/light, but if I had it more blue then it didn't really match the girl as well. ^^; Anyhoo, here it is. Please download and comment! And then vote on her site when the days come. *hugs* ^_^ Please! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Ok then! Umm...yesterday...was a very boring day! These work-guys totally came unannounced to start working on this fence by our porch. *laugh* It was supposed to be done over a MONTH ago...but they didn't do it for some reason...then they just decided to come yesterday without a phone call or anything. ^^; It looks nice though (the fence)! Corey complained non-stop about their being loud and working right by his room. >> SO annoying. Anyhoo, so the rest of the day was filled with doing nothing exciting...we started Pumpkin Scissors, and so far it's pretty good. Ummm...nothing else really happened (aside from making my wallpaper)...I felt slightly depressed for one reason or another, and I didn't want to do much anyway. I think I visited a good amount of people though...when I could. Sorry again if I didn't get to you. Some thoughts that came to me yesterday, that made me feel down, were ones involving my personality! Sometimes I just feel like I'm TOO nice or I care TOO much...that makes me easily taken advantage of, and I just can't seem to say "no" to people or be mean outright...like with my brother. And as far as friends on here go, I sometimes take things that they say to heart too quickly and seriously. If someone mentions "a friend" saying or doing something, I immediately think that it was me and MY fault...then I think about it for the rest of the day pretty much, feeling bad. I guess you could say I feel guilty often for things that I shouldn't...but I think it's my fault. ^^; I'm sorry if my "sorries" get annoying, too! I'm always apologizing for things, but do I have to? I just feel that I should or else you'll get mad at me or something...anyhoo...yeah...^^; Sorry about that! >> Um, yeah! Anyhoo...today we're (mom, corey, and I) supposedly going to meet D (my brother derek) for lunch. After that we'll do some shopping, maybe at the mall, and go to the library! I haven't been to the library in a while. So because of this, I probably won't get much time AGAIN on the computer, so please bear/bare/whatever with me with my commenting. I don't really have a set style of visiting either...like A-Z or Z-A or whatever else. It's just random. ^^; I just hope that Corey can find some sort of drive in him to make him want to get a job. TT-TT Ok, amv time! Is this post shorter? ^^; I don't know...anyhoo, I know I showed this one before, but it's just so cute and I love the song. It's "Follow me" by Eiffel65, and it's with Spirited Away! Enjoy! Thanks so much for visiting me! *hugs* It really means a ton to me. ^^ Have a wonderful day!

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

Warning: thanks/replies, sleep/morning, tag, yesterday, wp, today, arm, & amv

Thank you; thank you! *hugs* Wonderful comments, wonderful people. ^_^ Thanks so much. I'm glad that some of you still see me as a good friend despite my sometimes lack of commenting...^^;; And I'm also glad that you don't mind my long and everyday posts. KD, no, that part wasn't directed at you...don't worry. It was just a general statement!! I'm sorry again if I offended you! *hugs* Let's see...though fewer comments, I have to reply to some more to clear things up. ^^ First off, Tiggerola, welcome!! Refi-chan is now one o' my friends I suppose! *hugs* Yay! Um, littlemiko, no! ^^; G4 wasn't showing Death Note, I was talking about this show called Ninja Warrior that they've been showing. *nods* It'd be awesome if they were though! ^_^ Emi, I just love you're always sarcastic and somewhat violent comments. *laugh* They bring joy into my world. I wish that you could come here and act out those things to my bro. XD Alex, yeah, we have several K-marts around here! At least 3 within 20 min. of each other. kaisap, the chili wasn't spicy at all. My mom and I can't stand spicy food either. ^^;; Totally too sensitive so I understand. *hugs* Hippie25, nice to hear from you again! ^__^ Well, yeah, thanks again to everyone for your awesome comments! Hmmm...well, I slept ok! It took a bit longer to fall asleep, but not as bad as it's been before. ^_^ I just had a lot more not good dreams...disturbing ones with creepy stalker guys trying to harm Puffy (yes, my stuffed animal ♥) among other things...doing things with my friends and still seeing that stalker guy...getting lost and just stuff that I'd rather not dream about!! ^^; Yeah, Sesshy, isn't it amazing? I can post about my sleep. *laugh* You should, too, if you want! ^__^ Anyhoo, the freaky thing is that one of the dreams, as I said, involved me walking around with some of my friends...well, this morning, I checked my emails, and there one was from said friends! Inviting me to go to a comic store with them sometime! Crazy, huh? Well, they're not sure when yet, but I guess it'd be fun. It's just funny that my dream was somewhat psychic... Ah, before I forget, Reth-chan tagged me yesterday to write down 1 fear, 1 wish, and 1 secret! So here they are!! Fear:I'm scared to death of flying bugs, mainly bees/wasps and anything that buzzes...so I get freaked out if even a fly gets near me. ^^; Wish:I always wish for my loved ones' health and happiness...I really want my friends and family to be happy and well. Secret:I don't really have any, and if I did, well, telling it wouldn't make it a secret anymore! I won't tag anyone, but if you'd like to do this, you're more than welcome to. ^_^ Ok, so yesterday...*tries to remember it* Ah yes, first off...those AC maintenance guys? Remember? Well, they couldn't fix it...you know why? ^^; Because there were yellow jackets (dangerous stinging bees) around the air system thing outside. The guy went out there to look at it, and he ended up getting stung at least 3 times!! T-T Owwww...so, yeah, he left and said maybe he'd come back in a few days...*laugh* You know he won't want to! Anyhoo, so after that, the day proceeded like usual, doing nothing...then Corey decided to start the huge project of emptying out the boxes that still remain from moving...they have all of our anime figures in them. ^^; And there's a lot...so that took up at least 2 hours of time yesterday. Now we just have piles of figures (capsule size ones and larger ones, from tons of anime XD ) in the one room...it's a mess!! We picked out some to sell though. So the second half of the day involved watching the last ep. of the first half of Death Note, 26....right? Is there 52 episodes? Anyhoo, very good, but now I have to wait to get more...TTT-TTT Oh well, we'll just start another show while waiting...like Saiunkoku Monogatari or Pumpkin Scissors. Anyhoo, like I said, we chose some things to sell...and I took pictures of them to put up on ebay. He's also selling some video games and some anime DVDs. So we'll have a lot of work to do in the ways of setting up those auctions! ^^;; Bleh...oh well....um, so yeah, I made wallpaper yesterday, Xanth's request of Kanna from Air. ^_^ She likes it so that's great! Just a few more downloads and it'll be featured, but oh well if it doesn't. ^^; It's simplistic and not that creative, but I still think it turned out nicely. Please download/comment!!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today is just going to be one of those days! One of those boring, gotta stay at home days...cause we have to wait for ye ol' delivery man to come deliver some furniture or something. You know how they are, too..."We'll deliver somewhere between 8am and 4pm." Oh really?? Wow, thanks for narrowing down the time slot! >> And then it's always the case where they don't even come during those times..."Oh, sorry, we got lost...How do we get to your house from here?" So we'll just see how today goes. I was hoping to go to the pool, but I guess we won't. ^^; Oh, and about my arm...that got the TB test/shot (shi-chan, no I don't have TB), it's been more irritating! It's so odd...it's almost been a week since I got it and the red bump is still there and it's been itching a lot. ^^; Did any of you that had it done have that for a while? Anyhoo, time for an amv I suppose! It's an R.O.D. (Read or Die) amv...the song is "Thin as Paper" (I think), but I'm not sure of the artist. Enjoy! Thanks as usual for your comments. *hugs* I love you guys. ^^ Sorry again for any inconveniences!! *bows* Have a good day!

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