Monday, July 2, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep, chiropractor, yesterday, wallpaper, & amv

*huggles hugs hugs* T-T Thanks for the comments...my number of comments is going down (hah, lots of you will be like "WTF??? you're still getting a ton!!"), but that's ok! Just know that I always love you guys no matter who comments or when!! ^^ And plus, I don't even deserve the amounts I've been getting...since I haven't gotten to visit very many people that often...I'm sorry...TT-TT Anyhoo, did you LIKE the last post? Did you enjoy it being so short or did you miss my usual long ones??? I'm curious! Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on my wallpaper and everything. I, unfortunately, have to make this post short again today...though hopefully not as short as yesterday's!! To those that liked my poem from the other day and wish to quote it, go right ahead! Yes, just make sure to give me the credit, but I'd be honored! ^_^ Oh, and of course, thanks more to people that have been concerned about my sleep. ^^;; I love you guys! *hugs* Well, yes...umm....I didn't sleep that great; nope, not at all. I didn't feel like wasting my time tossing and turning and thinking non-stop, so I took a part of the sleeping pill a bit early. Please, don't go saying, "WHY? Stop taking them! They're bad for you!" Thanks yes...*hugs* I only take a part of one, and the way I see it is if I'm getting the sleep I need then it's fine. ^^; I'd rather take a piece of a sleeping pill and SLEEP than not take any and get NO SLEEP...but anyhoo, this morning was sooo darn disruptive. Totoro was barking non-stop at the neighbors' dogs outside, the phone was ringing, somehow the clock in my bathroom went off (alarm--VERY annoying...it beeps...), and other noises that prevented me from sleeping well...and it sucked cause I was so comfortable, too!! T-T So, yeah, I have to make this post shorter than usual (or at least type faster) since Mom, Corey, and I are going to the chiropractor. No, that's not a masseur/masseuse, he's a doctor that gets the "kinks" out, if you will, from your neck and back, etc...so yeah, we all need adjustments. ^^; We'll do that and then probably some other little shopping...so I don't know when we'll get back, and again, I'm really sorry about not visiting more!!! TTT-TTT I didn't get to much at all yesterday...I got to 4 people maybe. I really hope you guys can forgive me...though it's hard when several friends' policies are "I visit you if you visit me that day." >> So it seems I'll never get certain people to visit when I have less time on the computer...sorry again... Yesterday was eh...well, I was tired for one. *nods* I was such a zombie all day...jeez, this is horrible!! Zombie Zakino/Zaku etc. *laugh* Ugh, but anyhoo, all I really remember doing is watching One Piece movie #1 (yes, we went backwards watching them! Started with 7), some Death Note episodes, making a terrible wallpaper, and watching Pucca (hah, I love that show!! It's on toonDisney/Jetix, and it's seriously the best cartoon on TV...*laugh* It's not anime, though it sure is similar; I think it's Korean...anyhoo, I love it). <--Pucca Umm....so here's my terrible wallpaper!! I know, it sucks...that's why I'll never make a landscape one again!! TT-TT I should just stick to my usual style...download/comment if you wish...>> Hosted By theOtaku.com. Well, I should go now...gotta get ready to go. ^^; I'm sorry again for my lack of visiting. *hugs* Oh, an amv...Within Temptation's "Stand my Ground", and the anime is Blood+ (never really got into it...). I like the song and all. Enjoy! Thanks for taking your precious time to visit me!! *hugs* ♥ I'm sorry again. Have a good day!

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

Warning: abbreviated post thanks to stupid deletion

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPP.......>< OMG, WTF???????? I just was finishing up my whole freaking post...and you KNOW how long those are...and somehow...POOF! Gone. No more...I'm soo pissed off...*sigh* I'm sorry...oh jeez...>> *sighs more* Well, I'm not going to write all of that again...so I'll give you an abbreviated version...for the first time in history!! *sigh* ♥Thanks a ton for the comments!! Though I didn't appreciate the ones teasing or making fun of Puffy, my puffalump (a stuffed animal)...Lots of friends came back, whom I haven't heard from in a while. Thanks soo much. *hugs* I've missed you!! Like Imasyon! Thanks for the compliments on my poem and wallpaper...if you didn't see those in the last post, please go right ahead and look!! ^^ I'd appreciate more comments and whatnot. And Sevbla, that's amazing that your cousin is the drummer for the Dresden Dolls! -I didn't sleep well at all last night. I didn't take a sleeping pill though, and that was the main cause...cause I didn't WANT to take it...so I laid there for like 3 hours or something trying to fall asleep...and when I did, I had more dreams involving people want to kill me. Now I'm awake, tired, and filled with this anxiety feeling. Not fun. >> My doctor's appointment is in less than a week so I'll talk about my insomnia or whatever then... -Yesterday, nothing much happened. Corey came home and is now jobless until that friend of his comes through for him with that job at the department store...man, siblings can be annoying... -The "Otakulypse" is over with for now...what it was is that the submissions from the day before got all screwed up...nothing showed up right in any section and then those got deleted. People (like me) had to resubmit yesterday. -I made a new wallpaper yesterday. It's light and green...different for me...please download and comment. I'd really appreciate it. It, and my one from yesterday, are both featured now. ^_^ Thanks. Hosted By theOtaku.com. -I don't think we're doing anything today...I doubt it...but I doubt I'll do much visiting. I'm sorry ahead of time for any lack of visiting that might occur during my brother's time of being jobless...>> Here's an amv. I've had this song in my head all night, so yeah. "Lift me Up" by the benjamin Gate..and another song is in it, too. The anime is mainly from the Air movie (I liked the series way more). Enjoy. Have a good day! Sorry for this crappy post...but...well, yeah. Crap happens, and it sucks.

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Warning: thanks, druggie-girl?, poem, crappy yesterday, wp, today, & amv

Thank you guys soooo much! *huggles* ♥ Hehe, hearts! I can make them now! *laugh* Anyhoo, thanks for the comments...I sorta feel guilty getting all these nice comments from you guys when I haven't been doing the same...as much as I should anyways. *bows in apology* Um, so yeah...anyhoo...*hugs* Jungy!!! Yes, yes, I'm a druggie-girl...*laugh* That cracked me up!! I think it's great that lots of you picked up on "the pill" joke; haha, I'm not taking THE pill...just a sleeping pill. Um, Silver Star Rose, it's been a while!! *hugs* Yay! But, no! I didn't get a REAL horse; *laugh* that was just in the video game I was playing. ^_^ Yug, I loved your comment as always--what with its random Death Note-ness. No, I'm not Kira; I don't want to kill you!! *huggles* With hugs maybe. ^_~ Curse, don't worry about it; I'm guilty of the same thing...so don't worry about commenting. Thanks for the comments and whatnot on my wallpaper! I'm glad you liked it! I'll talk more about that stuff later though. ^^; Oh, and some friends were super surprised that I liked Cantarella (apparently not many people know about it!); Yes, I DO! And to those that seemed interested...remember, it's a manga, not anime. Thanks again, and I hope that some of you will look into Monster sometime as well. ^__^ Ok, so I was a bad girl last night...T-T I took 1/4 of a sleeping pill. *laugh* How can I be a druggie-girl if I don't even take a whole piece?? ^^; But anyhoo, it was rough again trying to sleep last night...so I just didn't want to waste any more precious hours of sleep...that's why! I didn't get it either because I felt so tired before I lied down! I thought I was going to fall right asleep...but instead thoughts kept going through my mind. NON-STOP. I wrote a poem (I'll post it later), and just the whole time I was laying there I was just thinking angry and totally emo thoughts. ^^;;;; *sigh* I swear, I really wanted to stab something...of course I couldn't so I just ended up hitting my bed...and my head (don't worry, I didn't hurt myself...my tiny little arms couldn't hurt a fly). >> Well, so when I did fall asleep I had crappy dreams about my favorite stuffed animal Puffy (you know, Jungy) being ripped up. TTT-TTT Yeah, well, that was my night... Here's the poem that I wrote...it didn't really convey how I was feeling...like, at the time. I wanted to make another frustrated and depressing one, but instead I made it more analytical...I don't know...um, I hope you like (?) it. ♥ They say to "listen to your heart," But that's a hard thing to do. It doesn't speak in terms That are sensible to you. So what about the mind? Can't we think our problems through? No, that makes it even harder To decipher what is true. I don't quite understand them-- These faculties of ours; Our minds that think too much, And our hearts that push and cower. It's sometimes just too confusing; To which should we look for power? A combination of the two; Of course that would seem right, But balancing both sense and passion Provide an un-ending fight. So I'll give up for now on this Until someone comes through with the light. ♥ Yeah, I used a lot of big words it seems! That's why it's not like most of my others...^^;; Ok, so yesterday...well, for the most part, it was another nothing day...but it was even more nothing than the other. I wasn't in the best of moods...for some reason I couldn't concentrate on ANYTHING. Like visiting sites--I'd go to one of yours and start to read, but then I'd get this feeling that shook me...I just couldn't focus on anything. I'm really sorry. I only got to like 5 people MAYBE. T_T I'm sorry. I was in an emo mood I suppose...it was good early on in the day, and I was chatting with Box (aka Rachel aka aurionaddict) on myspace (heave forbid! I haven't been on there in soooo long) and some with Jungy via PM's...and a new friend that also likes Cantarella. Anyhoo, then as the day went one I just couldn't keep happy... Another thing that frustrated me was MO! So I made my new wallpaper...and I went to the page, and everything was screwed up. Some of you already saw that update about the possible "Otakulypse 2.0"...yeah, I knew something was up!! >< ARGH, so it really pissed me off...now things are supposedly back to normal, and I had to re-submit my wallpaper...and it sucks cause I already had 20+ downloads on it despite the messed up site. T-T Well, so yeah...I really like it. I'm proud of it. It's of Shinku from Rozen Maiden...please download/comment!! *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com. Yeah, so today is Corey's last day at work...last f-ing day!!! >< Boo on him...why is he such a lazy jerk??? Anyhoo, so now his "real summer", as he puts it, will begin...he had better get another job soon...soon! Anyhoo, so with that comes less "me time" for, well, me. These coming weeks when he is jobless will cause me to probably go slightly crazy. I won't get much computer time so I'm terribly sorry ahead of time for any lack of visitations...*sigh* I'm already bad enough as it is!!! I hope you can forgive me. Um, so....I don't know what else to say. I wish he were like my oldest brother D...but he's not... Ok, I'll go look for an amv now. *laugh* Well, this one is just crazy. Some of you (Driffter, Shishou) have heard some Dresdon Girls songs!! And they're, yup, crazy...anyhoo, this is "Girl Anachronism" and the anime is Ouran. It revolves around Renge...haha...be prepared. ^^ I like it though; it really grows on you the more you listen! Well, I must thank you dearly for visiting me. *hugs* I love you all...I'm sorry I haven't been a better friend lately. Have a wonderful day!

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Friday, June 29, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep, more thanks, yesterday/cantarella/wp, downloading, & amv

Thanks a ton, you guys!! *huggles* ^^ Lots o' comments again! *hugs hugs* Sure, some of them expressed a lot of hatred towards Sasuke or Avril Lavigne, but that's ok. *laugh* Because just about an equal amount also liked them! I found it funny that lots of people didn't say anything about the amv except that they didn't like Sasuke (not just you, Reth-chan). Anyhoo, that's not important! *hugs* Joselyn, hehe! I'm just gonna keep on hugging. *laugh* Reth-chan, you did in fact get the third comment! Good job! ^^ Roleni-chan, I agree...I wanted Natasha to win, too!! TT-TT NNM, I'm glad you like my music choices as well! ^_^ Rie Fu is a really good singer! I enjoy her songs, though yes, folk/country-ish. Jungy, we SOOOO need to take a vacation, just you, me, and the man slaves. *laugh* Of course, others can be invited, too...I suppose. ^__^ Sevbla, that wasn't a stupid question! Um, we OWN our own pool...at our old house, which we are attempting to sell. Since we haven't sold it yet, we can still drive over there and use our pool. ^^ Anyhoo, thanks for the compliments on my Air wallpaper and congrats on my sleeping. *laugh* You're all awesome. Well, I slept! Without a sleeping pill, yet again! What is it? 3 days in a row now? Sweeeet. Though I must admit that I had a tough time falling asleep and staying asleep. While trying to sleep, I was thinking up poems. Argh! It's annoying...because I don't even write them down...cause I'm trying to sleep. ^^; I woke up at 2-something (AM, yes, some of you might still be up then! ^^;) really freaking HOT!!! It was horrible! I was sweating for goodness' sake...and it just wasn't comfortable at all. I had no clue why I was so hot, but I was. Well, then I fell back to sleep after putting some water on my face...and continued to have crappy dreams involving school and my friends totally abandoning me. >> They weren't fun dreams, that's for sure. I woke up many subsequent times, and there were a ton of phone calls in the morning hours. I swear, I want to just KILL THE PHONE. Anyhoo, at least I didn't take a pill...I guess. ^^; [side note: I found it hilarious when some of you would call it "the pill", as if it were THE pill to prevent pregnancy...hehe!! No, it's NOT that!] *looks back at comments* Jeez, there's still things I wanted to reply to! *laugh* Well, I'll just say "Welcome!" to my new friend, Albhed Panda! ^_^ Very nice to have you here! *hugs* And Chimoko, thanks so much for your comment; it was your first one on my site! *huggles* Oh, and Iruka Sensei, it's great to see you're back again!! ^^ Ok, I just had to mention those...*tip-toes off* Now then, yesterday was a day of nothing! Total nothing. *shakes head* I played Harvest Moon (Woot, I gots me a horse now! *laugh* I named him Johann, after the Johann in Monster. ^^ I heart him) and visited a good lot of you!! I so diligently went through the list one by one and visited ALMOST everyone...I might've forgotten 2 or so. I'm sorry to those that I forgot! *hugs* Anyhoo, I also made a wallpaper. ^_^ Because it was timely...well, it's a Cantarella one! Some of you wanted to know about it so click that link if you wish. ^^ Wikipedia gives it a very vague overview, mainly focusing on the historical aspects. It doesn't mention (I don't think) the shonen-ai part of it. I love it! Um, the art style is really beautiful (as with all You Higuri works), and the story is really good. Action, romance, and history! Anyhoo, here's my wallpaper. Please download/comment! *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com. I wonder if it'll get featured? I have just about as many downloads on it already as I did on my Air one all day yesterday. T-T Not many people downloaded my Misuzu one...oh well. Um, Sevbla, you also asked about downloading brushes and fonts!! ^^ DaFont is a great place to download fonts for your computer. You need to save them and then unzip the file and extract it to the "fonts" folder on your computer's control panel. As for brushes, you can get them many places, but most of the ones I use are from aethreality.net. You need to right-click on "ABR" and open/save that and then extract it to the "brushes" folder in Photoshop. ^_^ You do have Photoshop, right? It doesn't work though (I don't think) if you're using the trial version. Anyhoo, there's some helpful info. Today will probably be like yesterday, with me doing the usual nothing. Mom and I might go out shopping, but that's a big MIGHT. I have to enjoy my last couple of days when Corey's working. TTT-TTT Noooo....tomorrow's his last day...PLEASE get another job SOOON!!!!! T_T Anyhoo, I'll find an amv now...OK! It took a while, but I found a Monster amv! ^^ It's hard since, well, "Monster" could be the name of a song or anything else...anyhoo, the song is "Snow Brigade" by Mew. I think it's a pretty good amv. It has some spoilers, but eh. The subtitles aren't even in English. Enjoy! Well, I hope this post wasn't too long or boring. ^^; *hugs hugs* Thanks for visiting me, and have a great day! P.S. Such a useless p.s. at that! *laugh* I forgot to mention that it thunderstormed again last night. ^^ Again, while we were watching Ergo Proxy (VERY good!). I went outside in it and got soaked. I loved it!! And right now, it looks like it could rain some more. ^_^ Ok, I'm done now! P.P.S.♥♥♥ Thanks to Rachel (AA), I've learned how to make these hearts!! No one can stop me now!! ^_^ ♥♥

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep, writing?, pool, wp, rain, & amv

Gosh, I love you guys to death. ^___^ Of course, I wouldn't want you dying though...so I'd just have to revive all of you anyway. *laugh* I don't know how I got so many comments, but I'll certainly take them!! I can't argue with that. ^^ *hugs* Steph, oh you KNOW I'd love to help you build a spacecraft! Hehe, definitely, we'll send our brothers to Mars. *nods* Olette-chan!!! OMG, thanks soooo much for your comment. You're such a sweetie. ^_^ *glomps* I'm glad you're feeling better now...and wow, I wish there really was a party going on now! Everyone would be invited! *dances around and throws confetti* Anyhoo, thanks so very much to everyone that commented. I really appreciate everything that was said!! T-T Sesshy, here. *hands you ICEE* You definitely need to get yourself some at the beach. ^^ Lys, and everyone else that wants to, I'd love to invite you to Karaoke Revolution with me!! It'd be soooo cool. Koten, yes, you're cute; and that's FINAL!! Oh, and I wanted to say more in Japanese, but I didn't. ^^; I really should've though. *laugh* To everyone that apologized for whatever reason: it's ok!! *huggles* I understand, and I still love all of you. ^__^ Oh, and One Word, yeah, you have permission. XD Thanks again for the comments! *hugs* *laugh* Krusty, did you have said dream? Haha...but anyhoo...I just had to throw that in...um, well, more celebration! I, yet again, slept without a sleeping pill!! Haha, I know, it seems retarded to be so happy about something so common and natural...but, yeah. ^^; Gi-chan, you don't have to force me to stop taking them anymore. *hugs* So yeah, it took me a while to fall asleep though...and I was really tempted to take a part of a pill, but I just persevered and didn't give up! Yes, I didn't give up on sleep...*laugh* I had dreams involving getting lost on the way to an anime con (I've never even been to one...and I don't drive yet either), being on America's Next Top Model, and...well, something else that I don't remember. ^^; I haven't had a dream with anime characters in it for a while...darn, how uneventful. Ok, totally random, but the other day, Lys, you commented on my poem and said that it was like Avril Lavigne lyrics. ^_^ I forgot to say "thanks" for that; I really love her songs...and that was just such a major compliment to me. Thanks again. ^^ *hugs* I wish I could write lyrics...I wish I could do a lot of things, but I'm totally incapable. I don't write on a daily basis (other than posts *laugh*). I write when the ideas come to me. I'm still quite at a loss for what career I want to get into...unless I can somehow combine fashion design, poetry, singing, and graphic design all into one job. Can I? *laugh* So yesterday, as I said, Mom and I went over to the pool. ^^ Since it was sooo hot, it felt really nice to go in. Totoro had fun being splashed so it wasn't like last time where he hurt his back. He was able to enjoy it this time! ^_^ I read some manga (Cantarella vol.6; I love it!!) and played some pokemon. Then when we got home, I went on the computer and visited some sites. I ALMOST got to everyone...almost. I missed like 3 or something. ^^; So I'm really sorry if I didn't get to you. *hugs* Um, then I made a wallpaper!! Sweetdevil, thanks so much already for your comment!! And 9breaker, too. It really makes me feel good to get great compliments on a wallpaper by awesome wallpaper makers. ^__^ Anyhoo, it's an Air one! Yuppers, of Misuzu. At first I really disliked it (like last night), but I think that's just cause I was staring at it for so long...now I like it again. I hope you do, too! Please download/comment if you want!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hmm...what to talk about...other than complain about Corey...oh!! Last night it thunderstormed. ^^ The lightening was just so cool and non-stop! But I love the rain part most of all. I just walked right outside into it. *laugh* Yes, yes, lightening...thunder...danger, but I didn't care! ^^; Corey came out and was like, "Boy, you sure are weird. You never go outside unless it's raining." I think he also called me a freak, but I don't care. I love the rain!! I find the sun to just be so darn boring...sunny and warm...so uneventful! Give me some action! Haha. Ok, that was random...yup. Anyhoo, nothing's up for today; just a stay home and do nothing day. ^^ Now for an amv I suppose. *looks* Yes, I like this one. ^_^ The song is one of my favorite Frou Frou songs, "It's good to be in Love", and the anime is Naruto (yeah, you know, not one of my faves). It revolves around Ino and Sakura and their love for Sasuke (edit: yes, some of you hate him, some love him. I'm not a fan...just enjoy the vid for what it is! ^^;). I like this vid though. ^^ Enjoy! Ok, I must say thanks a lot again! *huggles* Thanks for visiting me. ^^ I hope you have a wonderful day!! [edit: I've been getting lots of comments regarding hatred towards Avril Lavigne! Ok, I KNOW. Not many people like her, but I like her music...>> So please don't focus your comment on that...]

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Warning: thanks, good sleep, yesterday's fun, complaints, & amv

Thankies!!! *hugs* I love yous guys. ^^ All of the comments were much appreciated, but I must say that I was upset by those that said they'd shorten their comment!! T-T I LOVE reading your comments--the longer the better! Just because I said it took me a while to read them yesterday doesn't mean that you should go making them short on purpose...^^; But it's ok. *hugs* Whatever length is fine. *nods* Anyhoo, resengun, nice to hear from you again! That's too bad about your computer. How annoying! Oh, yay, and rethguals!! *huggles* Welcome back!! Teehee, you mentioned Doremi, and yes, it's super cute and funny! I love it. In fact, I was going to have a Doremi-themed amv today, too! Hah. I'm glad that you all liked my cute wallpaper. *laugh* I was amazed at the compliments on it!! ^_^ Yes, it was totally the opposite of the Mello one...though the Mello one was different from what I do usually anyway. Anyhoo, and about my poem, thanks for the comments on it as well. Yes, frustrated I suppose...to tell you the truth, I just came up with it right then and there on my post, and I didn't think much about it...I haven't even reread it, so yeah. It was all instinct. ^^; NNM, I'll try to make NON depressing/angry ones...but it's hard...>> Anyhoo, thanks a ton everyone. *hugs* Guess what?? I SLEPT without a sleeping pill last night!! *dances around* Isn't that great? *laugh* Well, it is to me anyways. ^^ I actually slept naturally...haha. I think it's cause I was quite exhausted from the day since it was different from my usual low-activity day. *nods* I even had dreams that I remember...something about me having to put out this fire in a house. It was a bit scary, and I didn't know what was going on, but I had to put that fire out! ^^; Then I had dreams involving...*cough*bras*cough* and...well, now I don't remember the others. *laugh* I lied; I don't remember them, but I know I had them!! So yeah, I was able to sleep better because yesterday I did more things than usual!! See, usually I have such a sedentary with no exercise or anything...but yesterday, as I said, I did things with my friends. ^^ Kupo (yes, that's been her nickname since middle school; her real name's Sian, and everyone, even her mom, calls her Kupo now...like what the moogles say *nods*), Madii, and I got together. I went over Kupo's house and Madii was already there; we started out by finishing up the Pokemon episode that was on...and watching it with the hearing-impaired closed captioning on. *laugh* It was funny. Then we walked around town ("town"?? I don't live in a town, but they do...) in search of this place to eat lunch, in the steaming humid and hot weather...bleh, it was horrible!! When we got there, it turned out to be closed and also taken over by some other business. ^^; So much for "Beanie's". After that disappointment, we walked around some more, and then we found this place that Kupo's been to before. It was a really cute cafe, and the seats that they used were church pews and those tall chairs that kings would sit in or something. ^^ The waitress was really nice to us, and I swear, she must've thought we were the most polite kids ever to come in. I couldn't count how many times I heard them say "thank you" and "please" as audible as they did. That's certainly not bad at all, but I was just amazed! ^_^ Of course, when we were talking though, conversations were speckled with cursing...but that's them. I don't curse. *laugh* Anyhoo, so the food was good, and then after that we walked around more, this time in search for a job...well, Madii wanted one. After a couple of stops and "no, we're not hiring", we decided to go back to Kupo's house cause it was too darn hot!!! When we got there, the singing ensued. 2 whole hours of karaoke revolution. *nods* Tons of fun!! Madii's voice is so pretty so she did the best. They said that we should do this again sometime, and I agreed. ^^ Hopefully next time we can get Narret to join us...she's a poor thing that has been working to death this summer, with little pay. Anyhoo, when I got home, the usual nothing happened. Played games, watched anime (currently: Death Note & Ergo Proxy, both very good). I didn't make a wallpaper so if you didn't see yesterday's, go ahead. ^_^ It's super cute!! Hmm...now I need to complain about my brother, Corey. So this is his last week at his job...he quit before, so yeah. *sigh* It's going to SUCK SO MUCH!!!!! T-T I just wish that he was like most of the world and had a sense of duty...but he doesn't...he just wants the easy life with no working...jeez, this is going to suck. So once he's done, I'm probably not going to be as chipper as I have been. Next week then, who knows how much time I'll get on here...the jerk...>> I just hope and pray that he gets a new job SOON. So yeah...um, today mom and I will be going over to the pool (I think...). It's deathly hot and humid out there so that should be nice. I'll try to get to more sites today since yesterday I could only get to 5 or something. ^^; Now for an amv...it isn't boxing, don't worry. Hajime no Ippo is a very good anime; it's nothing like Baki the Grappler (I thought that SUCKED). Boxing or not, the storyline is great...anyhoo, this time it's a super cute shojo anime-filled one. I love Sugar (the pink-haired fairy)!!! ^_^ Anyhoo, enjoy!! I know, this post was probably really long with not much of a point! Sorry!! ^^; But, um, thanks for visiting me! *hugs hugs* Have a wonderful day!

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Warning: thanks so much, sleep, yesterday's diligence, wp, poem, today w/friends,& amv

WOW! Holy...crap...dude, that's crazy!! ^^;;; *huggles you all a ton* >__< Thanks so much for the comments! Definitely a record there!! I've never had so many on one post before! *hugs* I LOVE YOU ALL. Do I ever get tired of thanking you? No! How could I? Maybe from this though...cause that's a lot of comments...over 30...I haven't even read them all yet. ^^; Sorry. It's taken me 15 min. or something just to get through 20 or something. *laugh* Anyhoo, Lys, of course you've been missed! We love you!! Shizuka, same with you, and a dream? Wow, you've had dreams with us together before. ^^ That's so awesome! Driffter, how could I forget you?? *hugs* And Koten! And my dear friend Emi has returned with a different alias. ^_^ I heard from so many of you that I haven't in a while; thanks!!! I see that lots of you dislike phones as well...I'm glad I'm not alone. ^^;;; Stupid phones. I'm also glad that you liked my wallpaper! Yes, Mello was quite, um, *laugh* smexy in that one? Well, thank Yug (DarkXBlood) for it! She found it! ^^ Oh oh, and Roleni-chan!! *huggles* Welcome back! Jeez, too many people...thanks so much for everything. *laugh* You're the best. ^_^ Well, a lot of people sure updated yesterday so I'm glad that I got so many comments. ^^; Cause I visited a lot...not all, but A LOT. Anyhoo, last night was similar to the night before in which I slept fine because I took a sleeping pill (only 1/4 of one though). Maybe it's all power of suggestion? Just give me a half of a placebo and I'll fall right to sleep not knowing! ^^; Hmm...I did wake up several times though, like every half-hour this morning, and I had dreams that I actually remember. They were school-related, and my family and I were at some party thing with a talent show. I was supposed to sing in it, but I couldn't find my lyrics sheet...and I was panicking. Other stuff happened, but I don't wanna waste your time with it. ^^; So yesterday...I was a very diligent worker!! I stopped procrastinating and got things done! *nods* I did that math placement test. It was all algebra so it wasn't that hard. Normally, it'd be a breeze...but since it's been a couple years since I've done some of it, well, I didn't remember it. ^^; So I'm sure I got some wrong, but oh well. It's done and that's all that matters! So I was apparently on a roll from doing that...and decided to clean up my backpack mess in the middle of the kitchen. *laugh* I sat myself down and cleared things out; threw some stuff away and decided what I wanted to keep. I hate throwing ANYTHING away (except for garbage of course), so it was hard for me to do so...even with notes and things. ^^; But I did!! And then I just shoved my backpack into my closet. ^_^ Done and done. After doing that and having lunch, I played some more Harvest Moon. It's so cute and fun, despite it being very repetitive. XD (I never do those smilies!! Haha, but it matched!) It's just water crops, feed cow, pet cow, milk cow, train dog, talk to people, give items to people, plant more crops, fertilize field, sell milk/crops, and go to sleep...that's all. That's all to do really, but it's still fun!! ^^ Anyhoo, so I played that and then made a new wallpaper. How many do a make a week? Well, sometimes I make one everyday, but not always...so I say maybe 5 a week? ^^; Anyhoo, this is a cute one--total opposite of yesterday's. I hope you like it; I do! Please comment/download if you want. ^_^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Umm...here's a short little poem I just came up with...well, two lines came to me last night...yes, while trying to sleep. It could be longer; I know, but I'm comfortable at this length for now. ^^;; Anyhoo...it's...pretty self-explanatory, I think. Confusing, annoying- They just won't shut up. Talking endlessly, Swirling around my head, It just kills me. I wish these thoughts were dead. They won't leave me alone, No matter how hard I try. So why should I brother? It's all just a lie. Even when sitting, And standing and sleeping, They won't leave me be... I just don't get it; Why plague me? Did you like it? One Word, if you want, you can put this on the Poetry Union site. Anyhoo, Corey's home from work today, and otherwise I'd probably be pissed off...but today I'm going to do things with my friends!! Yes!! I know, how rare! I'm going over Kupo's house, where we'll meet Madii, too, and then we'll walk over to this place called Beanie's and get lunch. ^^ It's funny cause before Kupo wanted the time to be at 11:30 or 12 to meet...and I was like, "UMmmmm..."lunch"? That'd be more like my breakfast. I'm just getting up then!!" So we changed the time to 1 or 1:30. After lunch, I think we're going back to her house and then we'll play some karaoke revolution and other games. ^_^ I hope it's fun. I know it's hot out though...bleh... So because of that, I don't know if I'll get to any sites today. ^^;; But knowing me, like yesterday, I probably will. Or I'll try...but who knows. If I can't, I'm really really sorry! *hugs* Now then, amv time! Yes, yesterday's had girls kissing in it. ^_^ That's cause it's Marimite...anyhoo, today's doesn't. It has masculine men boxing! The song is "Come out Swinging" by the Offspring, and the anime is Hajime no Ippo (one of my faves!! I LOVE it. 70-some episodes, and yes, it's a boxing anime and oh-so-good!). This amv matches quite well, too. ^^ Enjoy! Well, I thank you all veryvery much for visiting me!! *hugs hugs* It means so much. Have a wonderful day!

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Monday, June 25, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep, phone worries, yesterday, wp, friends, today, & amv

Thanks so much, everyone!! *hugs* My wonderful, wonderful friends! ^^ I love you all. Yes, all of you are such good friends to me! Now then...thanks for the comments! I got more suggestions about my sleeping problem...but most of you agreed that counting sheep probably wouldn't help. *laugh* I'll see a doctor soon...though I don't know when. I'm not sure if I'm addicted to the pills, but they sure do help! ^^;; Alex, yes, you're the plushie man indeed! The plushies help me feel well. ^_^ Sevbla (Seventh Blackbird, I've decided to shorten your name! *laugh*), of course I'd mention you! You're a new and great friend already. Oh, and there's more than just 2 One Piecen movies. There's actually 8 now!! I've seen all but the newest (8) and 1 & 6. #4 is my favorite so far. Anyhoo, sweetdevil, wow! I was amazed at your translating abilities! Thanks so much!!! *hugs* Haha, I see that some of you enjoyed that story about what happened to my brother (note: he WASN'T drunk, his friends were). *laugh* Jungy, you were the only one that cut to the quick on the matter though!! *hugs* Hehe!! Yes. ^^ Anyhoo, thanks again to everyone!! Hmmm....well, my sleep was...uneventful. I took a half of a sleeping pill to put me to sleep, after laying there for a while...with thoughts non-stop. That's one of my problems! My mind just keeps going and going with ANY thoughts possible! It just doesn't shut up! *laugh* I was honestly hitting my head trying to make my thoughts shut up...thoughts and songs. ^^; That's ANOTHER problem. I enjoy listening to and singing to songs practically all day so it's impossible to not have a song in my head by the time I go to bed...and well, it doesn't help me sleep! *sigh* I suppose the only way I'd be able to sleep well is if I walked around with my eyes and ears covered all day. NO STIMULATION at all! >> Ugh. Maybe tonight will be better...thanks so much for sticking with me and hoping for the best. One of the thoughts (ridiculous, I know), which flowed through my mind last night, involved leaving a message on one of those message things...that people have been putting on their sites/posts as of late. Jungy and Koneako recently posted them, and I wanted to leave a message yesterday...the problems: 1.The signal/reception where I live is the WORST ever!! >< Everything gets cut off...all the time...I tried to leave one on Jungy's, but it cut off. 2.I'm scared to death of the phone. It takes so much strength from me to dial a number on the phone. ^^; I'm always so afraid! Why? I just am!! It's stressful...*sigh* Even though that was just a message machine, for heaven's sake... 3.I don't think there's a 3, but lists are always better in 3's and 5's. So, yeah, I'm ridiculous...and I was worrying and thinking about what I'd say on those if I did. ^^; Yeah, I know...stupid...sorry!!! Really stupid. Yesterday...umm...other than that...Corey and I started watching Death Note (finally, I know). Only 3 episodes so far, but so far they're good! ^^ I'm enjoying it very much! I know tons of you have already seen all of them...or read the manga, so yeah. Um, so yeah, watched that...and then Mom and I went over to the pool. Corey and dad went fishing for once. Totoro hurt his back again so he wasn't having as much fun as usual...he was really timid; the poor thing. He always loves the pool so much!! So we had/have to give him more baby aspirin. Anyhoo, when we got home, I went on the computer and visited some people, and then I made DarkXBlood's requested Mello wallpaper (#140!! Woot!). ^^ It's featured now, so you might've seen it there! I really liked it, but now I'm like "jee...it looks so similar to my Kaname/Tessa one! Darn." Oh well. So yeah, please comment and download if you want! Hosted By theOtaku.com. I tried to get to everyone's sites yesterday...despite my attempts at limiting my computer time. I couldn't though because last night, when I was trying to visit more (Squeaker 1, S Angel, etc.) Adam was doing maintenance on the site so nothing worked. After, when I thought it was done, it still wouldn't work for me...so I'm really sorry!! Other things dealing with friends, I haven't heard from kirbysdouble in a while...I miss his comments and whatnot. I suppose he's just busy with looking for a job. There are tons of other friends I haven't heard from in forever either...T-T Like rethguals! Though it hasn't been forever, but still... Today I MUST take that math placement test for college. I have the brochure about it right here next to me. *laugh* So I can't avoid it any longer!! After I post, that's what I'm going to do...I wonder how long it'll take...jeez, I haven't taken a math in a year! I don't even have a calculator. T-T They're going to probably put me in the dumb class...despite me already having taken Calculus. *laugh* My mom's been bugging me to put my backpack somewhere still...so I should do that, too...but, well, procrastination; you all know the deal. Ok, now for an amv I suppose. Sorry if this post is rambling on forever...it's almost over! I posted this amv before, but I love the song a lot. ^^ It's a Marimite one, and I have no clue what the title or singer is of the song. Maybe you know? Anyhoo, enjoy! Well, thanks soooooo much for visiting me. *hugs hugs* I love you all!! Sorry if this post was too long. Have a great day!

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep ok, no naps, memory loss, today/tomorrow, & amv

TT^TT Aww!! *huggles* Thanks sooo much for the comments. *hugs* You're all so sweet...so many of you are so concerned for my sleep, so much so that you'd cyberly force me to go to a doctor! *laugh* Thanks, KJ-11. I appreciated all of your suggestions and everything...Marisela, I do believe I worry at night, and yeah, that seems to make it hard to sleep alright! Though usually I'm worrying about sleeping!! ^^;; But of course there are other things. One Word, thanks for the suggestion; I also have to agree that it might be too much stimulation during the day (computer and tv), and that's why I tried to not be on as much yesterday. ^^; TRIED. Anyhoo, Shizuka, I've missed you! I've seen you commenting on Mizuki's site so I'd get upset that you didn't get to mine. T-T But that's ok. *hugs* And Jungy, great to hear from you again and your smexy man slaves. ^__^ I'd gladly take help from them! *laugh* Nyuu!! A new friend alert!! ^^ Thanks Seventh Blackbird for commenting!! *hugs* Everyone, do visit her! She's new and wonderful! Anyhoo, thanks again everyone! Well now...as the order of most posts go...I shall talk about my sleep! I KNOW, I bet you're all sick and tired of reading about my sleep!! ^^;;; I'm sorry!! >> But, um, I slept better last night! Well, certainly better than the other night anyway. My mom tried to help me out with sleeping by doing what moms might do with little kids! *laugh* She sat by my bed and read (not TO me, just read) while I got drowsy. Haha. Well, I wasn't quite drowsy enough when she left though...I thought I could sleep on my own, but I just took half of a sleeping pill. I didn't want to risk staying up all night like before. ^^; Yes, yes, I have to go to the doctor's soon for a check-up so I'll mention this along with my breathing problems and whatever else may be bothering me!! Thanks for everyone's concern. *hugs* Hmm...as for yesterday, well, it was a pretty crappy day...crappy as in I was in quasi-sleep mode all day...or something! I was so tired and my eyes didn't want to be fully open all day! My head hurt quite a bit, too, and I just wanted to sleep...BUT I refuse to take naps. I can't stand taking naps, no matter how tired I am during the day. They make me feel all out of whack...weird, freaky, more tired. ^^; That's what happened the last time I took one (a few months ago), when I was super tired and depressed...ugh, I felt so horrible afterwards!! Anyhoo, so I didn't sleep any more yesterday. I tried to stay off the computer, though I still went on and actually visited a lot of you. *nods* I didn't make a wallpaper though...sorry! If you didn't see yesterday's, go ahead! ^^ Another thing about the sleeping pills is that if you don't get enough rest when you take them (at least 7 hours or so), then it messes with your memory. You pretty much can't remember what goes on during the day. ^^; Like Corey (older bro) and I watched the second One Piece movie, and I don't remember it at all...it was good though, but I could barely focus on watching it...or anything. Haha, speaking of memory loss due to these pills...it reminded me of something that happened to Derek (my oldest bro). A month or so ago, he was at his apartment, and it was pretty late. He was just out drinking with his friends from work (well, FORMER friends), and he got back...he figured he couldn't fall asleep so he took a sleeping pill. He's just about to go to bed, when these friends from work COME TO HIS PLACE. They're all drunk, and he's, well, practically drugged up from the pill...*laugh* They came and they were doing stuff, but he doesn't remember a thing!! He didn't remember anything that went on, and the creepy thing is...that when he woke up, he was somehow IN bed, but with his pants undone? Haha...yeah...CREEPY...>> And when he tried asking the guy and girl about that night, they'd always avoid it...it's still a mystery, and eewww, who knows what happened?? Ok, so yesterday we didn't go to the pool, but today we're supposed to. I hope we go at least. ^^; Um, tomorrow I'm making my mom FORCE me to take that math placement test for college...cause I've been avoiding it. It's online so it's readily available, AND avoidable. So...I haven't been doing it...or cleaning up my backpack and whatnot...I need to do stuff, but I always get sidetracked on here! I really should take a break sometime, but I don't want to leave you guys. T-T *hugs* Plus, I'd probably be bored to death. Now for an amv. I looked through my faves and whatnot and found one I haven't shown you yet! ^^; The song is "Aqui" by Allison (I think...). It's in Spanish, and I don't know what he's saying, but I like it! The anime is Honey & Clover. Enjoy! ^^ Thanks so much for visiting me!! *huggles* I really appreciate it. I don't know how much visiting I'll do today, but knowing me, I'll get to some sites even when I say I won't. ^^; Have a good day! P.S. I WAS going to say that Seventh Blackbird was my 371st GB signer, but...2 people have deleted their sign/account! So now it's down to 369. T-T I hope it's no one I'm good friends with...

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

Warning: thanks, insomnia, today/sorry, yesterday/wp, & amv

>>...><...*sigh* TIRED!!!!! Anyhoo, thanks so veryvery much for the comments!! *hugs* I love you all...but I haven't gotten to read them all yet, as I'm very very tired right now...my eyes don't want to open all the way. Anyhoo, JUNGY!!!!! *glomophuggleattack* You're back, finally!!! *hugs* TTT-TTT You don't know how much I've missed you!! My dear Jungy, we can't ever forget those days of chocolate sponges, sipping tea, and being, well, naughty in general! *laugh* Oh, I'm so glad you're back. Krusty, thanks so much for the Zoro plushie!! ^_^ I'll wub it just like I wub all my Misuzu etc. plushies that Alex as given me!! Hehe. Now I need a Sanji plush...you have one in that closet, as well? ^^ Anyhoo, thank you all for the comments on my post yesterday...I don't even remember what I said though...oh, and Yug, I hope things go better for you and your mom. *hugs* I'm sorry to hear about that. Anyhoo, thanks again! So...as you can probably tell...I DIDN'T SLEEP WELL. *sigh* I just don't get it!! I don't f-ing get it!!!! >< Gods, last night was terrible!! So after I read, I went to bed at around midnight...and after that I was just laying there...and laying there...AND LAYING THERE. I felt tired so I thought I'd be fine, but NOooo! I didn't want to take another sleeping pill so I tried my best to just go to sleep without it...well, I couldn't. It was terrible because I was hearing voices in my head! It was as if I was hearing dreams, instead of seeing them...^^; I was going crazy!! And unlike most insomniacs, I don't get up and start doing things (go on the computer or whatever) because I just keep hoping that I'll fall right to sleep! Well, hours later...at 3:30am, I get up and sneak into my mom's room to get a part of a sleeping pill. I thought, "Good, now I can sleep..." Well, I go back, and lay there...more and more...and wonder "Why the F am I NOT asleep yet??" Well, I just got darn fed up with it...and started crying...because getting NO sleep is frustrating!! T-T That just added to one of my problems of having a stuffed up nose! So I couldn't breathe, and I just couldn't sleep...so finally at almost 5am, I got back into mom's room, crying, and telling her I can't sleep. She gave me another piece of a sleeping pill (so I took a total of 2/3, not even a whole), and then back I went...attempting to sleep...you know it's bad when you're just falling asleep and you can hear the birds chirping, just waking up. *sigh* Yeah, so I finally feel asleep past 5 or so...and I woke up at before 10...yeah...GOOD sleep...>> I'll try to spare you with this post and make it shorter. I know, I just spent a good 2 hefty paragraphs on explaining my sleep! Sorry. I'm tired, and I don't feel like doing anything today...we might go to the pool, but I don't know. Sorry if I don't visit anyone, but I'm not feeling well. I just want to sleep all day...though I know that's impossible. Anyhoo, Corey's at acupuncture at the moment, so that's some ME time for me, but that won't last long...he's home so that also means less computer time, sorry...so basically, what I'm saying is forgive me if I don't get to sites today!! Yesterday we took Totoro to the vet. He hurt his back somehow (wow, chipmunklover, you were right!) so that's why he was whining and not acting himself. He also had a slight fever, but we're hoping that that was just from being in the hot car and being nervous. We've just been giving him baby aspirin, and that's been working fine for him...he's getting better already. I also made a wallpaper yesterday. It's Madarame2's requested Yuu from Comic Party wallpaper. *nods* I'm content with it. ^_^ It's not as good as my others, but I still like it. Please comment/download! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Umm...I got nothing else to talk about...sorry. I'm not up to doing anything today...*sigh* So, yeah, I guess I'll go rummage up an amv...woo...this totally describes this summer! The song is "Cruel Summer" (haha, yup), and it's by Bananarama (this is the remix version though). The anime is Tokyo Mew Mew. Enjoy! Well, I think this post was shorter...most of it was about my lack of sleep...sorry for boring you. *hugs* Thanks for visiting me, nonetheless. Have a good day!

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