Friday, June 22, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep??, shopping, dinner, more yesterday, vet today, & amv

*hugs* Thank you all soooo very much for the comments. T-T I got so many again, and I just don't know how!! You're all too sweet to me...or maybe it's just that you feel obligated to visit me. If so, then I'm sorry! Yes, angelsbest, I somehow manage to post everyday! How? I don't know, just because I feel like it, and I'd feel weird/bad if I didn't. ^^; I talked about that in a post before! Squeaker, I've played Tales of Symphonia! ^_^ It's a very good game! I enjoy all types of video games, like RPG's (but I usually don't finish them! ^^;), but it's nice to have a game like Harvest Moon where the goal isn't that immediate or stressful. *laugh* Joselyn, yes, Imeem was being a total jerk, but now it's back to working for me. ^^ My playlist has stopped being retarded, and is now working like before! I still have my Frou Frou songs on there, despite them being 30 seconds...but I believe all the other songs I have on there are full, thank goodness. *nods* NNM, how nice to hear from you again!! *laugh* I don't think a microwave is magic though! NECURY!! OMG, it's been sooo long!! TT-TT Where have you been?? Your site is still turned off though...so I guess you're not really back, but thanks for dropping in! *hugs* A new friend, EternalParadise! Welcome!! *huggles* I need to sign your GB. ^_^ And Nisgea, it was great to hear from you as well! *hugs* Anyhoo, thanks to everyone for everything. Well, umm....no, I didn't sleep well yet. *laugh* Isn't it a shame?? When did it become so hard to find good sleep these days? I just don't get it! I had no worries on my mind at the time; I had just finished my book (Someplace to be Flying; it was soooo good!!), and before that I read Magnus's email, which put me in a good mood! (her emails always do that ^_^) So, yeah, I was in a good mood...ready to sleep, but noooo. My legs had this really tired/exhausted feeling, which is so weird...it's like they're sore and tired but for no reason! That and my head somewhat hurt, and I couldn't breathe (I used my nosespray, too..)...so anyhoo, at almost 2am, I go into mom's room (after hearing my dad up, too; he got up cause he had heartburn) and ask for a sleeping pill. ^^; I only took a 1/3 or something, but thanks to all of your warnings, I got freaked out! So I didn't go to sleep right away because I was afraid of dying for heaven's sake!! >> *sigh* I woke up this morning a lot, too, and I'm still really tired...bah...T^T Sleep! Alrighty...so sleep aside (or lack thereof), I shall talk about yesterday. Mom and I went to the mall; yes, we did. After she returned her shoes, we wandered about, looking at the clothes in Nordstrom...Heaven forbid!! >< They were all hideous! I felt like I stepped back into the 70's or something. *laugh* It's terrible! And even in the little girls' department, they're trying to sell these horrid patterns and colors! ^^; Poor little girls...anyhoo, so after that, I got lunch, and my ears barely escaped getting pierced. *laugh* Yeah, I was really considering getting my ears pierced, and my mom said it was fine, but they've been spared for now. ^^; I decided against it...for NOW. So, yeah, we went to the Sanrio store (hello kitty), and I got an adorable necklace (hello kitty and another charm that's sparkly blue angel wings). After that, Hot Topic was the destination, and I got an adorable shirt and dress. ^_^ The dress is black with red skulls and crossbones on it. Hehe! So that was the mall trip. We got home, and then we decided to go out to eat. Derek met us there, and Corey came along right after he got out of work. Anyhoo, so we went to this restaurant that we've been to a lot of times before. The food was pretty darn good, but I didn't enjoy the time out at all!! >< I was the center of all ridicule, taunting, teasing, questions, and whatnot from my brothers and Dad...*sigh* >> They're horrible role-models, too!! Derek is the only one in our family who drinks (alcohol), and he was trying to get me to try some of his beer (NO, DUH, I'm underage, and I never want to drink!!!). My dad is horrible because he joins in and tries to get me to have some, and then same with Corey. "Why don't you try some?? It won't kill you! Jeez, you're no fun! Just watch, once you get in college, you'll change. You'll start trying EVERYTHING!" *sigh* So that continued for quite some time, along with other taunts that I think I've erased from my memory for now...>> *sigh* Um, so yeah. I didn't make a new wallpaper, and I visited...random bunches of people, but not everyone (SORRY!!! T-T ). I played more Harvest Moon at night, when Corey was really tired...he practically fell asleep on the floor. *laugh* I guess being a jerk and working tires him out! I think next week is his last week at work...*sigh* NOOooo! T-T Then he'll be home and making me do stuff...but he'll HAVE to get that part-time job right away!! I HOPE!! T_T Anyhoo, yeah, no wallpaper today...thanks SO MUCH for downloading and commenting on yesterday's! I'm glad you liked it! I got lots of downloads. ^^ *hugs* Today we need to take Totoro to the vet. ^^; He hasn't been acting himself lately, and we think he's sick. He's been whining when we pick him up or put him down, and his breath really stinks...plus, he's just been weird. So, yeah, later today Mom and I will have to take him to the vet. I hope he's ok. On a totally different note, I emailed one of my friends about that "friend" i mentioned before that sort of disappeared. It turns out that she was taking time off from school because of total depression...apparently she's been in some place to help her. She DID graduate, but she wasn't at graduation. *nods* And this same friend I asked (Kupo) invited me to have lunch with her and Madii on tuesday or sometime next week. ^_^ OK! Sorry! This is getting long...*laugh* Here's an amv now. I'm glad you enjoyed yesterday's. Hehe. ^^ Um, this time it's a song I have on my playlist...you might not like it, but anyhoo, it's Katherine McPhee's "Over it", and the anime...well, there's several. Descendants of Darkness, Love Hina, Inuyasah, Furuba, etc...Enjoy! Well, thanks a ton for visiting me, of course. *hugs* I'll try my best to get to more sites today (I HOPE). Have a lovely day!

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

Warning: thanks, night/morning, yesterday, wp, wp rant, & amv

Thank you all soooooo much for the comments. *hugs hugs* You're all so sweet. ^_^ I don't know how I get so many comments, but I really appreciate them. sweetdevil, wooohoo! *hugs* I'm so happy to hear from you! Welcome to my site. ^^ Hmm...any other new friends? I don't think so...but...*hugs everyone* Thanks!! Now then...replies...hehe, I'm glad you all thought Totoro was cute!! Yes, he's a poodle (miniature). Wow, he sure is popular now. *laugh* Yug, now you worship HIM! Hah, I bet he'd be overjoyed to know about his popularity here. rethguals, wow, you have a lot of songs then! ^^ I have the Frou Frou CD, but I don't have her mp3s so I can't upload them...and I might have the Bonnie Tyler version somewhere...hah, the first time I heard it was in the 80's classic Harry Crumb movie. ^_^ Aww, and the Michiru episode! Yes, very sad indeed...but the ending's even sadder! T-T Anyhoo, thanks for your encouragements with my drawing (the pic is in my portfolio if you really want to see it), and Steph! *defends self with pillow* T-T I'm sorry! *laugh* Oh, and I see that a good lot of you are pissed off at IMEEM as well!!! >< I swear, I think almost everyone complained about that yesterday. ^^; It's horrible. Well, thanks a ton again!! I could've gone on and on with thanks and replies...*laugh* Sorry if that was long! Anyhoo, it's yet another day (my goodness, do they ever end??? Haha...I hope not...), and another night has passed...another night of crappy sleep. Yug, as I'm not familiar with the story...well, I don't know how I'm like Gaara. ^^; Xanth, I'd be willing to let you try your magic on me! I'm sure it'd work somewhat! So, yeah, it took me a while to fall asleep last night, but at least I didn't need to take a pill! Then I believe I had more weird dreams, but for once I really don't remember them now...then the morning time came and I couldn't breathe, so I took sudafed, but that isn't good...it increases my anxiety and heart rate, so I woke up an hour later unable to fall back to sleep thanks to it. ^^;; So, yeah...that was my morning... As for yesterday...heck if anything interesting happened. I tried to limit my computer time, for my eyes' and back/neck/shoulder's sake. Because of that, I didn't get to everyone's sites...sorry. *hugs* And my mode of visiting is so random; it's not alphabetical or anything; it just is. >> So, yeah, sorry again. ^^; I played Harvest Moon (the one for gamecube where you play as a girl) for a while, and it's soooo cute. You work on a farm and try to get yourself a husband! *laugh* I've wanted this game for a while, and Corey got it for me the other day since it was on sale. ^^ See? He does nice things sometimes. So I played that, did some visiting, and Mom and I made the chocolate covered pretzels and raisins. I was slightly depressed during that time, so I really didn't have any fun with it...and I did them all by myself since mom ended up baking cookie bars instead. So that could've been better... After that, I worked on my new wallpaper. Some of you may have already seen it since it's featured. ^___^ I was amazed to see it already being featured last night...and now it has lots of downloads. ^^ Thanks SOOO MUCH. It makes me happy to see people that like my wallpapers. ^^; It's one of those few joys these days! Oh, and I surpassed 12,000 downloads on my wallpapers! Thanks!! So please download/comment if you wish. Hosted By theOtaku.com. I know, I've complained so many times before about this...but I've been seeing more and more wallpapers by people that I'm pretty darn sure they didn't make!! I mean, it's pretty apparent when the person doesn't know the name of the character that's in the wallpaper or name of the show they're from...when it says it right ON there. Like one that's featured now is a Misuzu one. It says "Air" on it...but they didn't put Misuzu or Air in the tags...and I've seen that one before. The people I'm suspicious of are filo05, mali15, and Blossom...and others, too, I'm sure...>> They never give credits or anything...and I've seen a good amount of them before or have HAD them downloaded months or even years ago. *laugh* MO doesn't seem to care though! Anyhoo, sorry about that repetitive rant...um, today Mom and I are going to the mall and whatnot. I need to get ready now in fact. She needs to return some shoes, and then the rest of the time is ours! Hopefully THIS trip will be better than last. ^^; So I'm sorry again, but who knows how many sites I'll get to. *bows* Now for an amv!! The song is "Sayaendo", which is One Piece Movie 7's ending song...and it's my fave!!! >_< I was dancing to it a lot yesterday...with mom...*laugh* It was so much fun. ^^ Anyhoo, this is just the music video for it...the singer guys (NewS) are all dressed up as pirates, and it's really cute! *dances* Enjoy! I LOVE THAT SONG. It reminds me so much of a Bollywood song (Indian movies! I love their dance/song sequences)...anyhoo, thanks sooo much for visiting me. *hugs* Have a fantastic day! P.S. IMEEM is really acting retarded...my playlist won't seem to auto play the songs...and sometimes NONE will work! I don't get it. ^^; At least, not for me...did they start for you? ^^;

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Warning:thanks, stormy sleep, yesterday, can't draw, Totoro, complaints, & amv

Nyuu~! *hugs* Thanks you!! ThankS you? Hmm...yes, well, that "s" was a typo, but it's cute anyway! *laugh* Thanks for the comments!! ^^ I'm so happy to hear from you guys...Aerith and Rachel (mewmewlover)!! It's been SO LONG! *huggles* I've missed you, but have no fear, I'm not mad at all. ^^; I understand that you've been busy and whatnot!! IchigoShirayuki, it's nice to hear from you! It's your first time here. *hugs* I must add you as a friend...I don't think I did that yet...I'm terribly sorry!!!! *bows* Let's see...thanks for the comments and votes on my drawing (though few)! I'm glad you liked it. That was done months ago though...and now, I realize I'm not as good! I'm also glad that you guys liked my wallpaper! Hehe, yes, bad-arse indeed! Several of you now have that decorating your desktop or sites (rethguals! *hugs*)! Doasinfinity (you need a nickname!), yeah, you know what I mean. I guess it's just a part of life on here. ^_^ Some of you take sleeping pills...but most of you don't or can't...thanks for your warnings about them though. Anyhoo, thanks again to everyone!! Well, you know that I LOVE rain and thunderstorms (lots of you were getting them, too), right? So last night was quite the storm!! It was cool. ^_^ But only while I was awake and not trying to sleep...*sigh* Another rough and sleepless night...the thunder was really loud, and lightening was too bright, I couldn't breathe (stuffed up), and I was just uncomfortable in general (too hot, too cold). >> So I took....a sleeping pill...but I NEVER take a whole! I only take a half or less, and that's enough to put me to sleep. ^^; But this time, it didn't work as well. I fell asleep, but I didn't stay asleep too well...strange dreams (more involving school and that "friend" that disappeared), and interruptions. It rained all night and into the morning, but of course I was unlucky enough to wake up when it was over. *sigh* At least it's a bit cooler out now...jeez, I hope I sleep better tonight...I haven't had one night of great sleep yet this summer! Ok, so yesterday...um, it was rather boring...I didn't do any of the things I had "planned" on doing. You know, the things I mentioned in yesterday's post? *laugh* I didn't do any of those...no replying to emails or cleaning up or anything...Mom and I didn't even make the chocolate-covered pretzels (maybe today). I was on the computer for a good majority of the day, but I didn't do much visiting. I'm sorry. ^^; Most of my time was spent chatting with friends: Markie, Rachel (AA), rethguals, and Chimoko. I usually don't chat that much...especially on AIM, but it was good for a change. Oh, and also some talking with Magnus. She's making a story, and I'm her side-kick!! *laugh* So one thing I did differently yesterday was I drew...my character for her story. It's absolutely TERRIBLE though so I'm not going to show you. And then I came to the realization that I suck at drawing now. ^^; Remember, that Nami drawing was done months ago and WITH something to go by...it seems that I've lost my ability to draw from my mind, without a picture to draw from....I absolutely suck. I really envy those of you that are amazing artists on here. *nods* Those of you that can draw any characters in all sorts of positions and color them...and have them look great. I can make wallpapers, but I just really envy those that can DRAW. T-T I love you all! I hope no one's mad at me for saying these things...but I just had to get it out. I SUCK. What am I thinking going into fashion marketing??? I suck at sewing, drawing, and marketing? What is that, business??? TT-TT UGH...I can't do anything!!! Sorry...ummm...yesterday I took pictures of Totoro so now you can all marvel at his cuteness. The first two were taken with my dad's camera, and the last was with my phone (so it's not that good). These are all post-haircut, so they're not the punk style I mentioned my brother giving him before. *laugh* Cute? Yes, I thought so. ^_^ Hmm....we're not doing anything today...tomorrow I guess we're going to go to the mall. I might not visit many people today...cause I think I really should discipline myself to do the cleaning that I need to. ^^; I forgot that I also need to take this math placement test for college (it's online) soon, too...crap...bah...>< So, yeah, I'll go find an amv to show you...*searches* Oh, but first...I need to complain about IMEEM. They're shortening a good amount of songs (I think they're ones that a lot of people have uploaded or something) to sample-size. It's quite annoying!!! So all my Frou Frou songs on my playlist are only 30 seconds (THE JERKS!!). They've been doing that to almost all songs on there!! *sigh* How retarded...they better not shorten my Angela Aki's... Sorry, um, amv time! The song is "I need a Hero". It's been done over by a lot of people...but it's NOT the Bonnie Tyler version. [that was a edit; thanks to those that corrected me!] The anime is One Piece. ^^; Enjoy! (sorry, I'm one piece overloading you!) Thanks for putting up with me! *hugs* I hope this post didn't torture you too much or anything. Do have a good day!

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Warning: thanks, hot/morning, to do list, yesterday, wp & pic, other things, & amv

Sooooo many comments! *huggles* Thank you all so veryvery much!! ^_^ *hugs* You're the best...regardless of how many comments...cause I still love you!!! Yes, you should feel loved here. That's what I strive for! ^^ A place which is calming and welcoming...or something like that anyway. Anyhoo, thanks a ton for everything that was said!! Driffter, it's been a while yet again!! Same with Aurora, resengun...and other people, too I believe. I have a new friend!! ^^ Ninja Lover, welcome! And I don't think I mentioned you before, so Squeaker 1, I'm glad to have you as a friend, too. *hugs hugs* I appreciated those that went back to my other wallpaper and commented/downloaded. That was very sweet of you. *nods* And yeah, I can see that lots of you have similar opinions about bashing...it's not good. And now that friend knows what happened, and she's dealing with it in a way. *hugs her* Um, I also got lots of advice and whatnot with the piercing of ears! I'm not sure if I'll do it or not, but it was just a thought. ^^; I'm sure I'll still cry since I'm a total wuss with pain, but hopefully the earrings they put in will be of better quality than they were before...Emmah, that sounded terrible. Poor thing! Eew. Anyhoo, thanks again to everyone for everything! *hugs* Okies...so it's yet another day...another summer day...man, it's HOT!!! Super hot and humid today, but luckily the weather people say that it'll thunderstorm and get cooler this evening and into tomorrow. *nods* I love the rain. I'm envious of all of you that said it was raining there! Anyhoo, if we HAD our pool HERE, it'd be fine...but remember, we moved so the pool and jacuzzi I spoke of is at our old house...we have to drive over there and make it a whole trip or something to get there. *laugh* So it isn't convenient anymore. Anyhoo, I slept great! You know why??? I took a sleeping pill!!! WOot! Ah, the wonders of modern medicine...they make you sleep. ^_^ So, yeah, I didn't fall asleep right away, so around 1 I took a sleeping pill. Then after that I had dreams of being Yuna (FF10) and going around shooting pots (right...). ^^; Man...I have some emails I should reply to...>> Steph, I hope I can get to yours sooner than a week after you sent it to me...*laugh* So, yeah, maybe I'll do some of that today...I really should...other things I SHOULD do include put away my backpack and school things, empty out those tubs in front of my room in the hallway (still from moving), clean my toilet (haha...), and make chocolate-covered pretzels and raisins (requested by my mom for my dad). I never do those things cause I'm too wrapped up in visiting all of you. ^^; I have NO LIFE!!! *sigh* Is that bad?? Probably. I mean, all I do for most of the day is go on here, visit you, and make wallpapers...I should do other things...everyday seems to be so repetitive to me, and I feel like I'm wasting my life!! But what else can I do? ^^; I enjoy doing these things...but at the same time, I feel like I should be doing something else with my life... Ok, so anyhoo...yesterday...was the usual nothing day. Except that I did some downloading of music (mainly One Piece songs). I can't remember most of the day, so I'll just skip it and go right to my wallpaper. I said it didn't take that long on my description, but I think it probably took longer...I just never keep track. ^^; A lot of brushwork and fooling around for the bg, and then I had to find the perfect pic to match. Hehe. ^_^ It's a Full Metal Panic one, of Kaname and Tessa being totally bad-arse. Please comment/download if you wish!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. And this morning I finally snuck into Corey's room and took the Nami drawing, which I did for him for his birthday months ago, to scan it in. *nods* It's Nami from One Piece...if you click on it, you'll see more details about how I drew it and whatnot. ^^;; Wrapping paper!! So please vote/comment!! *hugs* Nami Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hmm...so...today I should probably do some of those things I mentioned before. ^^; Tomorrow I think I'll go to the mall with my mom so at least that will give me a change of pace. Wait, one more thing to complain about before the amv...Corey put in his two weeks at work last friday, so that means that I think next week will be his last there at the bank...TT-TT NOOOOOooo! That means another job that he's quit...ANOTHER...argh!! >< Can't he stay with a job for longer than a few months??? *sigh* I hope he gets another job RIGHT AWAY...>> Well, now time for an amv! It's a Tokyo Mew Mew one, featuring the last few episodes...so they'll be spoilers if you never saw them (and had the intentions of doing so). The song is "Ashburn" by Hikari, which is one of the songs I so desperately searched for yesterday to download. Enjoy! I hope this post wasn't that long or anything. ^^; *hugs* Thanks soooo much for visiting me, and have a wonderful day!!

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, views, pool, other stuff, & amv

*hugs hugs hugs* Thanks so much for the comments!! I love you all...a ton...T-T You're so sweet...anyhoo...yeah. ^^; Ali-chan and Ha-harumi!! *huggles* It's been quite some time! I'm happy to hear from you again. ^^ NNM, too! Jeez, man! *gives you a million bucks* There, now you not only FEEL like it, you have it! Haha! Anyhoo, thanks to everyone for the wonderful compliments on my wallpaper!! I loved that one indeed! ^_^ I was quite proud of it...and I thought of the idea with the blue moon from one of the songs that's now on my playlist, "Once in a Blue Moon" by Sydney Forest. *nods* I hope that I got the kanji on there right though. *laugh* If imasyon were here, she'd be able to correct me! Anyhoo, thanks for everything about my dreams and whatnot, too. I don't take any medicine for my heart murmurs, but we're going to the doctor soon to see. KD, yes, I've been loving the One Piece movies!! And specials! So far movie #4 is my fave...but 3 and 5 were good, too...and 7...*laugh* ^_^ Yug, so you're in Mexico? Cool, well, don't worry about the commenting! *hugs* Reth, thanks so much for your drawing! *huggles* Anyhoo, thanks to everyone...I'll stop here, but I could thank and reply all day! Now then...it's really warm!! >< Yesterday it didn't get to be as hot as we thought it'd be! But it's already quite draining today...As for sleep, I slept much better!! I just had weird dreams, but I don't remember them that well! Other than those, trash trucks, and the noise made by my dad and Corey getting ready for work...well, yeah, it was fine for once. *hugs* Thanks to everyone for your prayers and whatnot about my sleep! Heh, Gi-chan, it could've been you!! Anyhoo, the grass cutters are here YET AGAIN! They don't need to come every week!! >< But they insist on it! I swear, we don't have any grass to cut anymore! They've been charging so much money each month because they decide to cut the grass every week...and it's at THIS house AND our old house! *sigh* My dad gets so mad...but he hasn't told them to stop. ^^; Bah... Other things are on my mind as well that aren't making me feel happy! I would be specific, but I don't want to because it involves a certain friend on here! Let's just sum things up with...I hate it when people bash what other people like!! If someone has different tastes in things, that doesn't mean that you can just be rude about it. (note: this has NOTHING to do with the Kelly Clarkson deal *laugh* I know, some of you don't like her so that's why I said that before the amv) I came across a friend's post today (no longer my friend), and this person was so rudely bashing something that I like and something of another friend. It's just not right. I read it, and it made me feel so upset...so I'm still irked by it...sorry I'm being so vague, but yeah. Everyone has their own opinions, and I respect that...but..it hurts sometimes. ^^; Ok, now that I got that out...somewhat...I'll talk about yesterday! It was father's day! Nothing happened for most of the day, but then we went over to our old house's pool. We took Totoro (I'll get pics of him up sometime...just be patient!) along, and he loves the pool!! ^^ He doesn't LOVE going in it (he's quite scared of going in), but he loves being splashed by the water. *nods* It's so cute! Anyhoo, so we go over there, and the realtor lady is there...sitting by our pool...cause, yeah, NO ONE came to look at the house. *sigh* She sure does have an easy job! All she does is sit around by our pool and in our house doing nothing because no one ever comes by...anyhoo, we put the heat on in the jacuzzi, and then we went in. It's really funny because this algaecide (used to get rid of algae, that green crap in the pool) my dad used makes the water SUPER foamy! *laugh* So the jacuzzi was more like a bubble bath! It was hilarious. Mom took videos of it. We were able to take the bubbles and make beards with it and whatnot. It was really crazy...so, yeah. After that, we went home (new home!) and...I took a shower...then Dad opened his presents. Nothing exciting there. He got a new BBQ-er/grill though...umm...*thinks* I didn't make a new wallpaper because we were out most of the day and all. Sorry! But if you didn't see yesterday's, please go look! ^_^ I really loved it! I don't remember if anything else happened...hmm...I've been rethinking the idea of getting my ears pierced again. ^^; You see, I had my ears pierced in 3rd grade, but they sealed back up thanks to an infection and stuff so I don't have pierced ears anymore! I cried like heck when I had them done so I'm still afraid that it'll hurt...>> I'm horrible with pain...shots...things like that. But I sorta want to have my ears pierced again. ^^; I don't know. Just a random thought... Ok, nothing's going to happen today...so I'll just show you an amv. Mota, I haven't RUN out...but I liked that one. ^^; Now because I've been into One Piece as of late...here's an amv with it. The song is "Stronger" by Trust Company. Enjoy! Alrighty, I hope this post wasn't too...umm...long or anything. *hugs* Thanks for visiting, and have a great day!

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Warning: thanks, wake up, yesterday, wp, today/pool, & amv

Thank you guys!! *hugs* Lots of wonderful comments yet again. ^^ Fewer than before, but I don't care cause I love you!! *hugs hugs* Anyhoo, it was interesting to read those comments...especially the ones about my wallpaper! Haha, yes, most of you were utterly surprised to see a Naruto wallpaper from me. ^^; As I said, it was a request! I have only done 2 Naruto wallpapers and one Bleach one, and that's because dear friends of mine requested them. ^_^ Emmah, so I see you think the same way! I totally agree! That's why I usually don't make them! But yeah, lots of you adored it, and some of you liked it despite your non-liking of Naruto (how I am). *hugs* Thanks! As for my dog...*laugh* I'll have to take more pictures of him I suppose. Gi-chan, I'd love to see pics of your dog, if you still have any. ^^ And yes, his name is Totoro after "My Neighbor Totoro", the studio Ghibli anime. *nods* OMG, and that guy I mentioned in my P.P.P.S. (haha, yes...) submitted even MORE wallpapers yesterday!! It must've been 40 or so! All crappy ones! >< I'll complain more on that later...*laugh* Anyhoo, so thanks very much for the comments! Oh, and Alex, I add you to my contacts on AIM (what a strange id you have). I love how it takes me 5 whole minutes to write my thanking paragraph. ^^ Anyhoo, I bet you're all wondering how I slept! Maybe you're not, but oh well. I slept fine until, yet again, the morning hours! ^^;;; It was terrible then...I woke up first at 7 something, and I don't really remember why...at that time, my dreams were just a bit weird, with strange old guys looking at mom and I through our windows, and apparently they were guys that wanted to look at our house to buy. ^^; Anyhoo, then I fell back to sleep...and woke up at 9, and then fell asleep again just to wake up 20 minutes later from a horrible dream. I woke up crying!!! >> It wasn't that horrible, but it was painful! In my dream, after other bad things happening, my heart had a huge palpitation and it hurt a lot...I cried in my dream, and when I woke up, it was too much so I started crying in real life, too. ^^; Maybe my heart really did do that? *sigh* Stupid heart palpitations...if you don't know what those are, it's when your heart skips a beat so then it beats harder and faster to make up for it...I have a heart murmur, and that's what happens. Anyhoo...sorry...that went on for a while I think...um, so yesterday...nothing much happened. Totoro got his wonderful grooming session. He's adorable now!! Tiny head!! *laugh* Soooo cute. And yes, this groomer lady comes to our house...that's her business. We never liked leaving him at grooming place because he wasn't treated right, so this is much better. *nods* Other than that, Corey and I watched more One Piece (movies and specials; I haven't seen the show...but we got the movies and specials in japanese)...and nothing much else. I made a new wallpaper, which again, I'm really proud of!! ^__^ I love it! It's featured now, and I didn't think it would be cause of that guy who submitted so DARN MANY after and before it...he submitted like 40 something, and they're just old crappy pics from older and unpopular anime pasted multiple times on the wallpaper. >> Stararnold...he should stop submitting...I wish there was a limit!!! Anyhoo, here's my wallpaper. I hope you like it. ^^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Okies, so today we're supposedly going over to our old house and will be using our pool! Ah...it's going to be so nice! And I hope that the people that look at the house really consider how nice it is...cause we need to sell it!!! >< It'd be the perfect father's day gift! *sigh* So, yeah...it's father's day! Have a good one, good father or not...*hugs* And if not, well, at least have a good sunday if you don't celebrate it! *hugs hugs* It's supposed to be really hot and humid today and the next few days so it'll be great pool weather...I just need to find my swimming suits...^^; Well, amv time! I'm glad you liked yesterday's! I LOVE Gankutsuou. We got it on DVD...I just didn't think the ending was that great, but the rest of it was perfect. ^^ Rethguals, I'm sure you'll enjoy it, too...cause you're awesome like that! Anyhoo, today's amv...I shared with you a while back...so most of you probably haven't seen it, but some might remember. The song is "Breakaway" by Kelly Clarkson (some of you hate her; some like her...I like her), and the anime is Air!! Enjoy! Oh, I forgot to mention that I added more songs to my playlist. Now you'll never get tired of coming here! ^^;;; So, yeah, I hope you have a wonderful day, and thanks so much for visiting! *hugs* P.S. Sorry if this post was long. ^^; Just bigger paragraphs, that's all...*hugs* And sorry if I can't visit much...we'll probably be busy most of the day. I visited more than I thought yesterday though! Have a good day again!

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

Warning: thanks, groomer, sleep, yesterday, wp, weekend, ,& amv

Thankies ever so veryvery much!! (haha, now I AM talking like Zia and Maia from the book I'm reading...) ^_^ *hugs* I love you all!! Thanks for the comments!! It wasn't as much as the other days, but that's totally ok because, well, I didn't expect to get so many before anyway!! *hugs* Wow, I just noticed that I used two exclamation points after each sentence...not just one, but two each time! Anyhoo, (ah, just one there! *laugh*) I'm glad you all liked my wallpaper. Yup, I was really proud of that one for once! I liked how it ended up. Anyhoo, thanks also for the sweet and caring words about me being depressed and not sleeping well. *hugs* And, yes, the shopping trip...I can see that most of you dislike shopping as well! Especially if it's for clothes or for other people. Shishou! *hugs* Shizuka! *hugs* Resengun and angel kitsune, too! More and more people I haven't heard from in a while!! ^_^ Curse and Sasori, too! *hugs* I'm happy to hear from you again! One word, could you give me the name...of the club again? So I can go and add it? Yes, I'd love to have the banner. ^^ Well, thanks again everyone! Totoro is barking like a mad man! *laugh* He's getting groomed today, and the groomer lady just arrived...so, yeah. We never liked leaving him at groomer's so we have this nice lady come over here to do it. *nods* He won't look like a...whatever he is...anymore! Too bad I never got to take any pics of him with his patched punk hairstyle. Sorry! You'll just have to see him all trimmed. ^^; Anyhoo...so I slept better. I only had weird dreams, no particularly bad ones. I had friends and family in them visiting! And for some reason we were in Florida (in a wooden hut), despite me living in PA, and the rest of our family members being in CA and other places...it was strange. I could go into it more, but most people dislike hearing about other people's dreams! *laugh* Another one was weird...and took place in a grocery store or something...I don't know; I don't remember them that well now. ^^; I just know that I slept better than usual...just waking up in the morning hours and not being able to breathe. That's all. Thank you all very much for your prayers and whatnot for my sleeping and depression! *hugs* Um, so yesterday...I stayed home all day. (what's new?) I went on here, visited ALMOST everyone (sorry to those I didn't get to...), and I chatted with friends. I played Pokemon and read (Someplace to be Flying; the book in reference in the first line of my post; I'm finally getting near the end of the book! It's really good!!). Then I received requests for wallpapers! I made the one for littlemiko11 (Meghan *hugs*). It's a NaruHina one. Yes, OMG, I made a Naruto wallpaper! See, I usually just make those when they're requests. ^_^ It turned out pretty well! I like it. Some of you may have noticed that it's already featured! (WOW!) I like how i made the bg so maybe I'll do something similar to that for my next wallpaper. Well, anyhoo, I hope you like! Please download/comment if you wish. ^^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today will be a nothing day, like usual. As I said, Totoro is being groomed...Corey is working (he works until early afternoon), and yeah...nothing else. I'll probably just do my usual nothing and attempts at visiting. ^^; It's getting much warmer...and tomorrow and the next few days will be SUPER HOT AND HUMID. Bleh...um, we're having people come and look at our old house (BUY IT!!! ><) tomorrow, and the realtor lady says that we should go over and use our pool to make the house seem nice, lived in, and pleasant. Ok by me! I haven't been in the pool all summer. T-T I miss having it...but luckily we can still use it since we haven't sold the house yet. *nods* It just entails having to drive over there instead of just walking out into the yard. Well, I guess I have nothing better to do than to find an amv for you guys...The song is "Already Over" by Red. The anime is Gankutsuou ~Count of Monte Cristo~. That's one of my faves of all times (the anime)!! It's so awesome...it's roughly based on the novel. I love the art style...it's so unique! Anyhoo, enjoy! Well, that's all for me. *hugs hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me. I hope you have a wonderful day. P.S.Happy birthday, Wolfspeed!!! *hugs* P.P.S. Sorry!!!! Either my computer or just MO is being retarded for me...and all sites are being super slow to load or not loading at all. ^^;;; So I'm terribly sorry if I am unable to comment!! *hugs hugs* P.P.P.S. (yes, a lot) That guy stararnold...is really annoying...OMG, he submitted 29 craptacular wallpapers today!! ALL TODAY. They're just clogging up the category!! >> Now no one will see my new wallpaper...

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Friday, June 15, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, crappy yesterday, wp, dad, & amv

TT-TT I love you guys!!!!!! You're all so sweet...and I got even more comments! 27! ^^; And I didn't even comment much that day...wow, thank you soo sooo sooooo SO much. I read every word of course. *nods* I always do. ^_^ Reading your comments and hearing from you guys is one of the best things that happens in my day! Yeah, that sounds weird and corny, but it's the truth! Thanks so much for the compliments on my poem! Most of you said it was very "deep"; yes, I suppose it was! I really liked how that one came out...it just came to me, like I said, when I was outside--the idea anyway. Then when I posted, I came up with it...the first several lines came just like that, and I was surprised that I got a rhyme scheme out of them cause that was totally by accident. *laugh* I guess it took me 10 minutes to think of...or so...anyhoo, I'm glad you liked my wallpaper, too!! ^^ I love you guys. Hippie25, hey, I've missed you! *hugs* Marisela and Koten, too! One Word, thanks for your comment on my poem, too! I belong to (is the vice pres. actually) the Otaku Literary Society, but I wouldn't mind joining your club, too! Anyhoo...thanks again for all the comments! Ah...so...it's past noon now! ^^; Later than my usual post...by some minutes...anyhoo, my sleep!! I fell asleep somewhat well...it took longer than the other night, but at least it wasn't that bad. But the morning was bad like usual...door bell ringing, phone ringing, dog barking, cold (yes, I was COLD!!! it's not cold outside though!), and feeling like crap for certain reasons girls can understand...^^;;; Bleh, so this morning sucked again. I can't wait to be able to say, "I slept great!" I wonder when that will be? Never. Anyhoo, at least I'm feeling happier today...for now. *hugs* Thanks to everyone that has showed me love. Alex, hehe, thank you for yet another Misuzu plushie! *hugs plushie* If only I really had one! Ok...I'm adding in more thanks! Sorry! >> Though I'm sure you don't mind! Ok, so yesterday SUCKED. I was miserable all day...mom and I went shopping for father's day, like I said, and it wasn't fun in the least. It was a lot of boring meandering around, waiting, and crap like that. I don't like clothes shopping, especially for other people!! It was torturous...though at first it wasn't that bad, but as it neared 4pm, and I still didn't have any lunch...then, yeah, torture! *sigh* Plus, being depressed and feeling sick to my stomach didn't help at all. The only thing I got out of this shopping trip WAS lunch. No manga, books, clothes for me, or anything...just food...so I didn't like the trip at all. When we got home, I ate, and then I continued to be miserable...the highlight of fun being this new collar we bought Totoro (it has blue flames on it!!) so I put it on him and laughed at how cute he was. After that I went on here, visited an extremely FEW amount of sites (I'm sorry...I was too depressed to concentrate on others...), chatted with Markie (he ended up calling me out of extreme worry, too...*hugs him*), and made a new wallpaper. I really like this new wallpaper. *nods* I'm proud of it. ^_^ I had fun with new brushes that I downloaded at aethereality.net. I didn't say it on the wallpaper, but I also used "snow drops", "photography", and "wallflower" brush sets on it. It's just a really sweet one...that I just really like. It's not often that I enjoy my wallpapers that much (I usually hate them). I believe that making wallpapers is a good type of therapy for me. It helps me relax and not be so depressed...^^ So, yeah, that's why I make them all the time. Please comment/download if you want! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today will be a stay at home day for me. Yesterday was too stressful for me...getting out of the house makes me exhausted! ^^; So, yeah, mom and dad will do some shopping today...Mom was just going to get and get more gifts for him, but he wanted to come along. I guess those gifts won't be surprises then! He doesn't deserve them though...he was so mean yesterday. My dad was getting so upset and angry about anything and everything! He's home ONE DAY from his fishing trip, and he's already pissed. Corey was trying to tell him his plan with his job (quit but go straight to this part-time job, and during that he'll look for a career with him), and Dad was so upset with him...*sigh* Corey stayed calm, but you could tell that he wanted to scream at him...Dad was just...ugh, he gets so hardheaded and HOTheaded! After that he got mad at everyone else for just about anything. So, yeah...*thinks* I guess there isn't anything else to mention. I'll try to get to more sites today...while my mind is in its right mood. I'm so sorry again about not visiting most of you yesterday. *hugs* Alrighty, now for an amv! The song is "Fall" by Something Corporate (I have a couple of their songs on my playlist ^^). The anime is Chobits (I've never seen it, but several of you really like it; Shi-chan especially!). Enjoy! I don't know if it matches, but I like the song. ^^; Well, I guess this post was...normal-sized? I don't know, and I guess it doesn't matter. *hugs* Thank you all a ton for visiting me!! *hugs hugs* Have a great day!

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

Warning: thanks, sleep, outside/poem, yesterday, wp, today's shopping, & amv

Hello! Wow. ^^;;; How'd I get so many comments again? *hugs* Thanks so much...wow. 25! Just, um, I'll just say "wow" one more time...wow. Ok, anyhoo, thanks so very very much! *hugs* I love you guys. I just can't NOT post everyday...it's not a chore; I enjoy posting. It's just that sometimes I feel like whatever I say isn't important at all, and why would you want to read it. But anyhoo, everything that was said is super appreciated...*hugs* Steph!! (aka Magnus) Thanks so much for commenting! ^_^ To everyone that mentioned my posting...yeah, it just wouldn't be me if I didn't post everyday. ^^;; I guess it's not a bad thing. But just tell me if I get to be annoying! thoa-kun, it's been so long! *hugs* I'm so happy to hear from you again! And Mizuki as well! Nocturnal Clivya, it's been a while, too. And hells light *laugh*, thanks for commenting twice on my post! I guess you forgot that you did! Doasinfinity, your comment was really long, and I appreciate that! *hugs* No matter what you talk about in it. ^^ Alex, thanks to you, I now have a pile of stuffed animals, plushies, and multiple Misuzu's. *laugh* Thanks so much; that definitely made me smile! And thanks for everyone's compliments on my wallpaper! Thanks again for everything. I think that was long...^^; I just had a lot of people to thank! And if I didn't specify you, just know that I could've said something...but I didn't want to make that the longest paragraph ever. ^^; Anyhoo, I know...I'm sure this is getting annoying...me talking about my sleep. But, um, I slept ok. By ok I mean that I FELL asleep quicker than the night before and slept fine until the early morning hours where disturbances and bad dreams took their toll. I read before I go to bed or play pokemon so it's nothing stressful...though my book had some threats at gunpoint in it! Gosh, if that's what caused my dream...then I guess I can't read before sleeping either! It's much cooler out today....in fact, I was quite chilly when I went outside, and I was freezing while trying to sleep this morning, too (just one of the reasons...). It's cloudy...like it has been everyday, but they don't seem to be the thunderstorm clouds, darn it. So I took Totoro out (yes, my dog) this morning...and I examined what I saw and heard outside...and here you go, a somewhat depressing poem about my view of it. I can hear the crows cawing, Their innumerous amount. Their calls echoing death Underneath the solemn gray clouds. They perch themselves On the branches of the tree, The tree that never blossoms, That's dead all year-round. No green even though it's summer, Nothing but bare arms. They stretch out, up, and down, Shadowing the landscape, Eating up the half-dead yard. Brown & dry, collapsing on the ground, The plants and flowers wither As if water were never found. And the crows keep cawing, Signaling more death. Their calls echoing into the day, Into every single breath. *hums* Pleasant? I think not. ^^; That's how I view my yard...woohoo...um, yes, there's a dead tree in our yard. It's just...dead. It'll never have leaves or anything. It's rather depressing to look at, and our neighborhood is inhabited by so many crows...>> Um, yeah, anyhoo...I hope you liked it! Maybe if I were happy that poem would've been more bright! As of this moment, I don't think any of you would want to see my house. *laugh* At least not by that description. (though a bit exaggerated with death) So yesterday...nothing happened...Corey went to his doctor's appointment and proudly brought home a slip of paper listing the 3 "diseases" that he has. He's still working though, thank goodness...so I guess he won't quit just yet. At least I hope not. I did nothing, like usual (just went on here, watched anime, played games, etc. felt depressed...), and I made a wallpaper...also like usual. I hope that you like it! It's a cool one I suppose. ^_^ So please download if you wish etc. It's already featured, and my one from yesterday was featured, too (I have to count how many of mine have been! It's crazy! ^^;) Hosted By theOtaku.com. Ok, well, today Mom and I are going to go shopping for Father's day. *nods* I must get ready now in fact...I think we're going to the mall so maybe I can slip in some purchases for myself, too. Hehe. ^_^ So I'm sorry if I don't visit much again today...yesterday I didn't much either...but the places I did visit just made my mood worse. I need to remember to sort out my mental health before trying to help others. ^^; Yeah... Sorry for this somewhat downer of a post. *hugs* Now for an amv that will pick things up though! I had this up before, but it's hilarious and I love it...so, yeah. The song is "1985" by Bowling for Soup (I think...), and the anime is Azumanga! Hehe, it revolves around Yukari-sensei...and it matches so well!!! Enjoy! Well, thank you very much for visiting me. I hope that this post wasn't too hard on ya. I think it's shorter, too...I don't know. Anyhoo, have a good day! *hugs*

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Warning: thanks, lack of sleep/last night, shorter post, yesterday/wp,lazy bro, sorry, & amv

TT-TT OMG, thanks so much you guys...I got so many comments...practically a record...I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for what I said in yesterday's post, but it just annoyed me. I'm sorry! Thank you all very very much for being my friends...I don't know what I'd do without all of you. Yug and your hilarious comments (believe me, my brother would LOVE to be a househusband if he could...he just needs a wife first...), Alex and your always sweet and detailed comments (Misuzu plushie!!! *holds*), and well, just everyone...I can't be specific anymore or else I'd take up 5 pages or something. *laugh* I just love you all. ^_^ Doasinfinity, I'm glad to hear that you're happier! Boredteenager, I really should check that site out then; you seem really into it!! To everyone that asked what kind of dog Totoro is, he's a miniature poodle (parti-colored; he's black with white-ish creamy paws, eyebrows [yes, he has eyebrows!], and muzzle). I had pics of him up before, but I suppose I should take some more to show you. ^^ Thanks for the empathy, compliments on my wallpaper, and everything else said. *hugs* Oh, and yes, visiting that many people took a long time...but I didn't do it all in one sitting. ^^; Umm....so....I'm tired.....*sigh* That night of good sleep and non-bad dreams only lasted that ONE NIGHT. >> Last night sucked horribly. Bad dreams and not being able to sleep until, I don't know, 3am? And then even in the morning, while trying to sleep, I couldn't. Dogs barking, crappy dreams, couldn't breathe, other noise, uncomfortable...it was terrible. SLEEP! I miss you!!! TT-TT Kirbysdouble and others know one of the reasons why, too...it had to do with a certain chat we were having last night with other people...and it wasn't good. *sigh* We Stand Up counselors are on the job, out on the field...not just waiting around for people to come to the site, I guess...anyway, so my mind was going from that...plus, my dad came home from his fishing trip late last night as well so we had to greet him and whatnot. He brought me gifts though! Pretty silver bangles/bracelets (3 of them), and I love wearing them and hearing them jingle with them all on!! Forgive me if this post is shorter...I'm not really up to posting much...and, um, yeah. So yesterday was boring. Mom and I cleaned the hallway of some of the boxes that were still laying around from moving (there's still several that are mine...). I played Pokemon Pearl (gotta love the slot machines!!!), read, and went on here obviously. I stayed on my site a long time, just listening to my playlist...^^; I didn't visit everyone though; sorry. I helped RMC with resizing her pictures...and I made a new wallpaper. I'm rather pleased with it. It's a bit different for my style, but I like it. ^_^ I hope you do, too! Please comment/download if you wish. Oh, and yesterday's Yoruichi one was featured so thanks a lot! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hmm...so today Corey's off, like I said yesterday. At the moment he's at his doctor's appointment with mom, and then after that they're going to the chiropractor. Krusty, yeah, he has scoliosis among other things...but, dude, he's working in a bank. >> My brother is just the laziest bum ever. His dream job would be sitting at home and doing nothing but complaining cause that's all he does and is good at. So I don't know when they'll be home, but once that happens, eh...I guess I won't be on here. So I'm sorry if I don't visit much today. I'm not in a sociable mood as it is. I even contemplated not posting at all, but I know that you guys would actually worry, seeing as I have OCD-tendencies to have to post everyday. ^^; I think I'm too obsessed with here or something...is that bad? My life seems to be on this site now. All of you, my friends, are there for me more often than friends in real life...(except you, Narret)...and, I don't know, just...is it a bad thing?? Do you think I'm crazy for posting everyday? Is it annoying? Am I annoying? Whatever, see, I really have nothing to talk about today...SHORT POST. Sorry to those that actually like reading my long posts...there isn't much for you to comment on I suppose. Here's an amv...sorry if you don't like tAtu or this song (I just added it to my playlist, too) or shojo-ai. ^^; I posted this video before, but I love it. The song is "Gomenasai" by tatu, and the anime is Marimite. Enjoy! Alrighty, sorry if this post was short or boring or whatever. Thanks for putting up with me. ^^; *hugs* I hope you have a wonderful day.

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