Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Stand Up

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Warning: thanks, morning/totoro, songs, comment rant, wp, bro rant, & amv

Thanks you guys!! ^_^ Thanks for the comments (though I'm going to rant on commenting later). *laugh* Yug, I just love your comments...I swear...yes, 3 toilets in our OLD HOUSE!! Aka the one we're not living in anymore; remember, we moved? And we're selling that one! *laugh* Ok, anyhoo...I could do my own little summary of Air, but since I don't want to take up all your time...direct your attention to HERE! It's just a link to Wikipedia about the storyline. It also has info on the game (I have the Dreamcast version, the non-adult version *nods*). Anyhoo, thanks for your comments on my wallpaper!! Yes, it was very bright and yellow, not my cup of tea, but it matched. ^^;; Thanks very much for your concern with my bad dreams and all...*hugs* Boredteenager!!! >_< Dude!!! It's been so long! I was so surprised to see you update yesterday! Thanks so much for commenting!! *huggles* I've missed you!!!! Gi-chan, thanks for your comment! Yes, everyone's going to be surprised by that wallpaper, but it was for Alex, so yeah. One Word, that was a cute quote. *laugh* New friend alert! KanonGirl15, welcome!! *hugs* ^_^ Ok then, thanks again to everyone for the comments! *is eating breakfast* You know what I'm eating?? They're these things that are LIKE corn-dogs but breakfast versions! Breakfast sausages wrapped in pancakes! *laugh* They're surprisingly yummy. Anyhoo, I slept much better for once! Sure, I woke up a lot, but at least I was able to go back to sleep sorta. I only had one bad dream that related to school, but I don't think I had any more where people were trying to kill me! ^^; Hooray! Let's hope these bad dreams stay away from now on. Umm...nothing else to report on this morning...but I will say this: the other day (I forgot to mention this) Corey gave Totoro (my dog) a haircut...*laugh* And it's the worst ever!!! He looks like a mental patient dog or something...like he took the shaver to himself! He has bald patches all over his back, and his head looks like he has a mohawk. *laugh* It's so terrible-looking yet adorable...I need to take a picture to show you. Hahaha, the poor thing... Oh, as you can tell, I added a lot more songs to my playlist!! Air songs, Maria-sama ga Miteru songs (I uploaded those and some of the Air ones), Aria songs, more Angela Aki, and other songs that I like in general. I tried to keep things mellow and relaxing though cause that's what fits and it's what I like. ^_^ I believe every single one has piano in it...if it isn't ALL piano. I hope you like them as well. *nods* Ok then, please bear (or is it bare?) with me on this...I need to do a little ranting on commenting...*hugs hugs* You know I always appreciate the comments, no matter how many I get. I'm just a bit annoyed because...I actually commented a DARN lot yesterday. ^^; Did you know that on my friendslist roughly 40 people updated yesterday? ^^; That's a lot (and yes, a lot of time, hence my being annoyed)...and I got to all but 3 people...I know, I counted. *sigh* Maybe 4. That's a lot of time...and I just feel like, what's the point? I certainly didn't get 40 comments...*sigh* Oh well, whatever. It shouldn't matter, but it just gets to me when most people don't comment like that...T-T I'm sorry. I hope none of you were offended or anything...you know I love you guys. Well, yesterday was pretty boring. I don't remember it much at all. I don't think we did anything...oh yeah, Mom and I went grocery shopping. Wooo~~. I made a wallpaper though, and yes, I know...you're all going to be like "OMG??? WHat??? She made a Bleach wallpaper?" Yeah, well, it was a present for Alex. ^_^ He requested it a while ago actually. Sorry it isn't very good, but again, it was tough to work with not-so-good screencaps. It's of Yoruichi. Please download/comment if you'd like. Hosted By theOtaku.com. One more thing to rant on...sorry. My brother Corey has begun his numerous threats to quit his job yet again...*rolls eyes* He has quit so many jobs in one year. *sigh* And it's sooo annoying because when he's home, I don't get my relaxing time like I like (aka being on the computer as long as I want etc.). He's taking off tomorrow to have his doctor's appointment, and he thinks that after that appointment, he'll quit...that the doctor will recommend that he quit. >> Argh, it's so annoying...so forgive me if tomorrow I'm not on as much...and if the next day's post is full of angry ranting...he's just so annoying. He might get a part-time job at JC Penny's (hah! he HATES department stores; he knows nothing about clothes or anything) just because his friend that used to work with him got a job there. Ugh. Well, now for an amv I suppose. The song is "Mr.Brightside" by the Killers. The anime is FLCL. If you haven't seen it before, well, it's very weird but GOOD. ^_^ Enjoy! Well, thanks so much for visiting me, no matter how many or how much you read...*hugs* I hope you have a lovely day!! I'll try, too! ^^;

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Monday, June 11, 2007

Warning: thanks, bad dreams/morning, changes, yesterday, wp, depressed/today, & amv

Helloz everyone! *hugs* Thanks ever-so much for the comments yesterday. ^_^ Well, and today, too. Thank you all! Yes, yesterday's post was shorter than my usual! Some of you liked that, but some of you were shocked by it! I suppose I should just stick with...well, however much I end up writing. I just shouldn't care, right? ^^; Anyhoo, I appreciate everything that was said. Yug!! I love hearing from you!! Hehe. Yes, you said before that I'm like Tohru, and I agree...in fact, one of my friends (that ex-friend actually) said I was just like her, too. ^^; So, yeah. *nods* Rethguals, I always love your comment on the amv; yes, that on was really funny! I love it. And it was great when your kitty jumped on the keyboard. *laugh* Roleni-chan!! *huggles* It's been so long!! ^_^ I'm so happy to hear from you again!! You never replied to my last email, so yeah. Latias freak as well, nice to see you again. ^^ And Hinata! *hugs* It's been, what? 4 months? Haha! See? I never delete good friends cause they'll come back sometime. *hugs hugs* ^_^ Well, there isn't much to really reply to...oh, silver star rose!! >_< Another friend I haven't heard from in a long time! Well, if this isn't a great post of reunions! *laugh* Driffter, too, it's been several weeks...wow...I love everyone here. Thanks for visiting me!! Well then...another morning, well, afternoon rather...and another set of bad dreams. ^^; Jeez!! Can't I have ONE night of peaceful and/or fun dreams? I don't know why someone wants to kill me in every one these days...or something else gross or disturbing occurs. It makes no sense. They're scary, and I wake up scared, too. I don't watch or play anything scary or action-packed before going to sleep...I read or play Pokemon for goodness' sake. Anyhoo, so my sleep was disturbed by the crappy dreams, trash trucks, and grass cutters...yet again...SOOO LOUD. >< *sigh* I also woke up one time not being able to breathe...not just out of my nose, it felt like I was suffocating or like my heart totally stopped...I hate that feeling...*sigh* So yeah, then I had my breakfast of honey toast, and mom and I have been looking at these "Kids draw their Dads" in the newspaper, where little kids, well, drew their dads and sent them in...they are some of the MOST disturbing looking fathers ever...*laugh* What can you expect from 3-11 year olds though? As some of you might be able to tell, I changed up my site a bit. My profile area that is. I now have more buttons made by friends and I have them organized differently up there. Another big change is that I have my banners/cards and clubs moving UP instead of side to side, so now they don't cover up my info on the side. If you're using Firefox, which I am, sometimes it takes a bit to load so at first they might be covering the post...but just wait, and they'll fix themselves. I also made myself a playlist last night, which has my favorite Angela Aki songs, those FF songs, my 2 favorite Honey & Clover songs, and some Frou Frou songs on it. It took me a while, but I'm happy with it. ^_^ So I hope you enjoy the music. Today I plan on uploading and then adding Air and Marimite music to it as well. *nods* Ok, so yesterday Mom and I went over to the old house to do those cleaning things and whatnot...cleaned the toilets (Yug, we only have 3 in that house, but when you don't use them for days, the water just sits in there and starts to cause rust stains and whatnot), watered the plants, and then...LOOKED for the vacuum. It was nowhere to be found. ^^;; I looked in every single closet or place with a door...couldn't find it. So I didn't have to vacuum!! Haha! Then mommy had me turn on the lights in the house to make it look nice for the open house...ok, so we did that, then went home. Mom noticed that they didn't put out the "open house" sign yet, so she called up our realtor (sp?) to see what's up...well, she was on vacation. Yeah, she said that since my dad was on his trip that she assumed we wouldn't have the open house....So we did all that work for nothing...stupid biatch...dad told us to get the house ready; there wasn't good communication there. So when I was home, Corey and I finished watching Black Lagoon 2 and didn't do much else. I made a new wallpaper, and I was disappointed to see so few downloads on it. ^^; I thought I did well on it...but why I think I didn't get many was cause it wasn't in the "recent" section for long because certain people submitted like 10+ wallpapers at once! I find that so annoying...there should be a limit to how many you can submit. It then backs up that category or then just takes up all the room with theirs so that others aren't shown. *sigh* Oh well, Please download/comment if you'd like! I don't care for yellow, but it matched, so yeah... Hosted By theOtaku.com. Um, other things yesterday...nothing really except that Mom and I had to drive over at night to turn off all the lights that I had turned on in the house since no one was coming. ^^; What a pain. That whole day though I was quite depressed...I don't know why like usual, but I sure was. I was sorta tearing up all day...off and on. ^^; Like I'd cry, but not really...just a few tears...cause I didn't want to just have an outburst of crying for no reason while watching FLCL. *laugh* That would be weird. I have no reason to be depressed or to have these bad dreams now...I'm on my summer vacation! So why????? Anyhoo, today I might go with mom to do some errands, like grocery shopping...I was able to visit quite a few of you yesterday, and I'm happy about that. Hopefully I can get to a lot today, too. Here's an amv then! The song is "Better Days" by the Goo Good Dolls. The anime is Vandread. I really like this one...it matches pretty well. ^_^ Enjoy! Ok, that's it...how long was the post this time? ^^; Oh well, whatever it is, it is! *hugs* Thanks soooo much for visiting me, and I hope you have a wonderful day. ^_^ I'll try my best to get to your sites. P.S. Happy birthday, Alex!!! ^__^ And yesterday was Shi-chan (lunar eclipse)'s birthday!! ^^

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

Warning: thanks, today's chores, morning, yesterday, & amv

Aww...thank you all a ton!!! *huggles* The comments were all sweet and fun and full of congratulations. Yug!! It's been so long since I heard from you!!! Olette-chan, too!! *glomps* And all of my other friends, too that commented! Sorry yesterday's post was really long...^^;; More paragraphs than usual, but they were shorter ones!! Sorry again though!! Today's I assure you will be MUCH SHORTER. I mean, my post had to have been long if Gi-chan said it was! *hugs* Anyhoo, thanks for the congrats, and lots of you gave me plushies and other gifts. ^__^ I wish I really had them!! I'd kill for a Misuzu plushie in real life! I have Michiru and Minagi ones, but no Misuzu. T-T Yes, that lack of AC was terrible...but again, luckily I was wearing white (our gowns are white; school colors are blue and white, and the guys wear blue). Yup, Christine is the same age as me...but she does look older...then again, I always look much younger anyway. ^^;; And my bad dreams...I don't know what causes them! *sigh* Thanks for your condolences about them...ooh, and lots of you love Frou Frou, too. ^_^ I just recently got her CD, Details, and I LOVE every one. *nods* Well, thanks again everyone for the comments!!! I'm sorry I barely commented on anyone's sites yesterday. I didn't have any time. ^^; And today...I hope I'll get some, but I don't know...right after I post, I have to eat breakfast, and then mom is making me go with her over to the old house AGAIN to do what I've been doing...clean toilets, water plants, etc...but this time, and added bonus is included in the jobs!! Vacuuming! *sigh* How fun...when dad gets back from his trip (tuesday), I won't have to do this anymore. Mom wanted to have Corey come and help, but we don't think we'll take him cause he'll just complain and not do anything anyway. We have to do all this since there's an Open House from 2-4. I HOPE people are interested and come...we need to sell the house... Anyhoo, so I slept...ok. More weird dreams, and at one point, I woke up and accidentally poked my eye. ^^; I have long nails, too...and it hurt...I think it's fine now though. Umm...I won't mention the dreams cause they're not that important, but they weren't good again. Oh, and about that ex-friend; yes, I need to ask around...because even though she was so mean to me, I can't help but worry. Unless it's more curiosity than worry. Either way, I wonder if she's ok. So yesterday...the first part of the day was spent at home, just watching anime. Then I got ready and went to Narret's grad party. It was...*sigh* not that great. I was first to arrive at her house of the friends she invited, and that's usually how it is. I'm the type to arrive early and LEAVE early. This party was huge...she had so many relatives visiting that came to her graduation and everything. There were scary aunts, uncles, cousins (they were cute though. adorable matching dresses!), grandmas and grandpas...along with family friends, too. Everyone possible was there. Because of that, it wasn't that fun...she couldn't act like her crazy self. She made all of us bracelets (so nice of her!); mine looks like it has a katamari ball on it. Um, there was food out back...and it was hot...we mostly just stood around, and I was introduced to the family...smoking grandma, crazy aunt, and hunchback grandma...um, they were interesting. Anyhoo, when our other friends got there, we started playing a board game, Cranium. That was the most fun (though I sucked). The rest of the time was spent feeling awkward, not only around the relatives, but around the friends... Like I said, I left early...only 2.5 hours after. My mom picked me up, and Kupo (one of my good friends; the only one that's been over my house in many years) walked me outside. She invited me to have lunch with her and Maddii (another friend that was there) sometime. I thought that was really sweet of her. ^^ And because of that, I felt like crying...see?? I'm not used to such kindness. ^^;;; Being invited to things means a lot to me, even if I'm not having fun...it at least means that I'm included. Is that ok? Anyhoo, Narret, if you read this, THANKS SO MUCH for having me; I'm sorry I couldn't stay longer, and I hope you had a fun time. Well, see? This post WILL be shorter!! Nothing else happened yesterday, and I already told you what Mom and I are doing today. Corey's home, and that's who messes up my computer schedule so hopefully I can get on later to visit. *hugs* I'm so sorry again!!!! Now for an amv (yes, youtube wasn't working for me yesterday!). It's a hilarious one (beware of the one guy's butt; yes, short nudity, but it's humorous). The song is "Pretty Fly for a White Guy" by Offspring, and the anime is School Rumble. *laugh* Enjoy! Well, I made it shorter. *nods* At least...I think...^^; Thanks for visiting me, and I'll try and hope to get on later to visit you guys back (I've been horrible lately!). Have a great day! P.S. Sorry if my site is a bit glitchy! I'm trying to change some things...like now the banners/clubs marquees go up. It sometimes overlaps the post, but you just need to wait for it to load. It's usually fine on internet explorer though. ^^; Sorry about it.

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Saturday, June 9, 2007

Warning:thanks, dreams, yesterday day, graduation, friend mystery, sorry, party. & amv

Thanks a ton for the comments!! *huggles* All of the congrats were well appreciated. ^_^ Several of you are also graduating (or graduated this year), which is sooo cool!! MO class of 2007! *laugh* It's awesome! Congratulations to all of you as well, and to those of you that will graduate sometime in the future. Rethguals, awwww!! *hugs* You're so sweet to draw me a pic!! Thanks! I can't wait. ^^ And, yes, you should watch Air!! Alex, that sounds terrible about what happened at your school!! Jeez, schools really should better consider the elderly at those events...I'm glad mine did. A super special thanks to my 350th gb signer One Word, who also commented! ^_^ My new friend! Madarame, hehe, thanks a lot for the compliment on my wallpaper. *nods* And to everyone else that really liked it, too!! I was amazed! Thanks again to everyone! Sooo....morning after graduation...do I feel any different? Nope. I don't think I will for a while anyway. So I slept pretty good, aside from waking up again with this terrible fear in me...that was mainly because of another bad dream of murders and me being the next to be killed. ^^;;;; I also had a dream where I went back and had another cooking class with Mrs.Bakken, and I gave her a farewell hug...and cried. Then I also had a weird dream involving one of my ex-friends...and her whereabouts, because, well, there's a reason for that. I guess I'll talk about it later. Anyhoo, so now I'm awake, and my head hurts a bit...yup. Yesterday!!! First Mom and I went back over to the old house to do what we did before. I got to clean the toilets again, water the ferns (I didn't get AS watered as I did before *laugh*), and check the basement for leaks. I did that while my mom took care of the pool (cleaned out the filters, put in chemicals). I ran my fingers along my old piano...and it was soooo dusty. T-T I want it back...anyhoo, so when we got back home, she and I worked on baking that chocolate mint cake. It ended up pretty good, except that the mint layer was TOO minty (Derek and Corey said it tasted like toothpaste...), and the chocolate frosting layer was salty (should've used unsalted butter instead). Um, yeah...so then I just read (I'm continuing the book I was reading before instead of starting one of my new ones; it's getting really good!!!) until I had to get ready to go for graduation. I got my outfit on (all white), along with my cap and gown. My friend Christine came to pick me up, right on time. I was amazed that she found my house so easily. ^^ Then the journey to graduation began...in her car without AC...it was TORTURE!!!! >< Being out in 100 degree humid weather in a car without air conditioning...it was terrible. And what made it worse was that we got lost trying to find the parking lot we seniors were supposed to park in. They didn't really give any directions about it...we had to turn around and wait and stuff, and then we just went in the normal school lot, and the guys were like (to each other), "Are they both seniors? Is that a parent? Her mom?" aka they thought Christine was my mom...*laugh* The guy then came around and asked, "Are you both seniors?" Yes. "More seniors...don't they know where to park?? Fine, just park here." Hah...yup...well, we seniors don't know anything with bad directions. Ok, so then we went in and waited in our designated classrooms for over an hour...it was sooo boring...we finally were able to go out, and then we had to wait some more at our "checkpoints" to make sure we were dressed correctly and didn't carry anything on us. So blah blah blah, we walk in...I see Mom and Derek (Corey stayed home...), and the commencement...well, commences. Many boring speeches later I get my diploma, and then we exit...well, I didn't really get the diploma there, we all had to pick it up outside the library. Anyhoo, after I got it, I didn't say goodbye to anyone...just found Derek and high-tailed it out of there. We were starving since it was past 8, and we didn't have any dinner. I ended up having waffles at home. *laugh* Corey was sweet though and gave me a monetary gift, along with a nice little note and pics of my fave characters. Then I opened the gift from Mom and Dad...which was monetary as well...A LOT...I've never seen a $100 bill before, and I certainly never saw [insert # here] in a row before... Yup, so it was good I suppose. Oh, I was going to mention that ex-friend...I'll try to make it quick. Well, we were best friends for years, and then a few years ago she was a total biatch to me, and totally ruined our friendship. Anyhoo, I was really wondering about her this year cause she didn't get her pic in the yearbook...I saw her around school sometimes, but not often at all. And apparently she wasn't called (or her name was skipped over/not read right) at graduation...I didn't see her there, nor at the rehearsal or anything. I was just very puzzled. I didn't pay attention to the diploma-callings much, but the guys next to me mentioned her name in question, and looked in the pamphlet for her...she was in the list, but was she not called? I'm not sure...but I'm really wondering about her. My one friend said she was really super depressed lately...but I just wonder what happened to her...where was she? How come she didn't have her picture in the yearbook or write a quote or anything? It's all a mystery to me...even though she was really mean to me, I'm still worried. Ok, this is getting long...sorry...today is Narret's graduation party. I suppose I'm going. It's at 3, which is a sorta inopportune time, and I don't know how many people will be there...I'm pretty nervous for some reason, and I sort of don't want to go, but I said I would so I should. I'm terribly sorry again that I probably won't visit much if at all today. *bows* Yesterday I got to some people, but not all...and today will probably be worse...I'm sorry!!! Sorry! Ok, here's an amv now..."I Must be Dreaming" by Frou Frou (I love her music), and the anime is Tokyo Mew Mew. (youtube has been pissy so far for me, so I don't know if it'll work or not...) Thanks soooooooo much for visiting me...I'm sorry if this post was long!!! ^^;;; I appreciate you all so much. *hugs hugs* Have a wonderful day, and sorry again!!

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Friday, June 8, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning/night, grad rehearsal, mrs.bakken/hot graduation,wp, today, & amv

Thank you all ever so much!!! (British accent...or I've just picked up how the crow girls talk in the book I'm reading *laugh*) I got a lot of comments. ^_^ 21! That's so amazing...because I didn't think I'd get so many since I barely visited anyone yesterday. For that, I'm sorry. ^^;;; Anyhoo, I really appreciate everything you said. Jee, if I had an online graduation, you'd all be invited, and I know you'd all be there for me. *hugs* You're all so sweet. Gi-chan, totally, that stupid ocean just gets in the way of things!! And for most of the others, it's stupid states or borders that separate you from me...arggh...anyhoo, thanks again for that. Mota, graduations were broadcast online? That's so cool!! Nope, mine definitely isn't. ^^; I had no idea that was possible anyway! Doasinfinity, it's ok that you commented late!! *hugs* That's cool you enjoyed the amv yesterday, oh, and that's a guy with the gray/white hair. ^_^ So no, it's not shojo-ai. Rethguals, so you've seen princess Tutu before? Awesome! I really want to see it...but I just haven't gotten to yet. ^^; Shi-chan (lunareclipse) I'd be glad to make you a banner or something for your b-day; just be patient. *nods* Anyhoo, thanks a ton everyone for the comments!! Was that a longer thanking paragraph? I don't know, but I could've actually added more! ^^; Silly me...oh well. Anyhoo, it's the morning of my graduation day! *sigh* I didn't sleep that well (yes, sleep always seems to escape me...) thanks to worrying and whatnot about it. And I also had more freaky dreams, and I woke up at 3 or 4am just being plain old scared! I don't know why...I didn't have a scary dream or anything...but I just laid there thinking, "It's TOO quiet...is something wrong?", and I worried that I was hearing high-pitched noises and things...I was expecting a ghost to come out or something...that's how weird it was. ^^; I don't know why I had that feeling, but at least I went back to sleep after it. Then I couldn't really sleep as long as I wanted this morning cause of thinking and worrying about graduation... I'll try to make this post shorter since yesterday's was extremely long. ^^; Thanks again to those that read and commented on it all. Anyhoo, so yesterday was the rehearsal. It was quite useless. They talked to us about what to wear, what NOT to wear, how to walk out, and we found out where we're sitting. Only a few rows got to actually practice walking up as if getting their diploma, mine NOT being one of them. I'm left side, row E, seat lucky #13. ^^; Anyhoo, what made all of this confusing and a total waste was that we practiced walking out to the stadium, as if we're entering for graduation...and then we get in our seats...and then much MUCH later, our principal says, "Oh, by the way, tomorrow [as in today, graduation] you're all going to be reversed. The people that are "left" will be over here instead, and the people that are "right" will be over there...ok?" We were all like WHA--?? REVERSED? Then have us practice how we're ACTUALLY coming out!! *sigh* Ugh, I don't know how this'll go...at least I'm not first in the lines or anything...I just have to follow everyone else. Sweet Mrs.Bakken (my cooking teacher that gave me the award and gave me my prom dress and all of that) just called. ^_^ She called ME! She's just so sweet...anyhoo, she called to congratulate me on graduating and see if she could meet my mom before commencement. She said she wanted to talk to her and tell her how much she loves me and how much I made an impact on her life. ^///^ Isn't that just the sweetest??? TT-TT Gosh, it makes me want to cry...I've never had a teacher so nice and dear to me. And she also said that they're not sure yet if graduation will be inside or out...it's supposed to be the hottest yet (and super humid), and that's not going to be good with grandparents and other older people prone to heat stroke. ^^; I hope it's inside!! Ok, so back to yesterday...I made a new wallpaper, and GAWD, it took me forever...I spent 3 f-ing hours on it. ^^;; And you really can't tell by looking at it! *sigh* It's being featured now (along with Gi-chan's! *hugs*), and I was so surprised that people liked it so much...after staring at it for so long and changing it so much, I thought it was terrible...but apparently it isn't. So thanks so much!!! Please check it out. *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com. So today's going to be really busy! Mom and I have to go over to the old house again to take care of the pool, water the plants, and see if we should turn on the AC cause of the heat...>< Man, why won't people buy our house??? It's so beautiful!! And we're selling it for SO CHEAP!! T-T I miss my piano...I haven't played in so long...but we couldn't take it with us...*sob* Anyhoo, so other than that, we're going to bake this yummy mint chocolate cake dessert (cause it's awesome!!!), and then I have to get ready for graduation. My friend Christine is going to pick me up and take me since we have to go earlier than parents. I hope she finds where I live...^^; So I won't really have time for dinner at all...and I'm sorry, but I don't think I'll do much visiting AT ALL today. *bows* I'm so sorry...but it's just going to be so busy. Forgive me! Now for an amv!! The song is "Angels" by Within Temptation, and the anime is Air. ^_^ Enjoy! Again, I don't make any of these!! ^^; Was this post any shorter? ^^;;; Probably not...and I thought of more stuff to say...oh well. Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day! EDIT: The graduation will be inside! Woot! No dying of heat at least. ^_^

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Thursday, June 7, 2007

Warning: thanks/replies, rehearsal/lunch, yesterday's pros & cons, unimportant, amv, & koneako

[is writing the night before...to make time...] Well, thank you very much for the comments. ^_^ Though at the moment (night before) I still have nine...which is how many I had when I checked earlier (whenever that was)...oh well. Thanks just the same!! *hugs* That post wasn't very exciting...and it was quite long...so I'm terribly sorry about it! Rethguals, I appreciate your lengthy comment!!! ^^ Hehe, only the first ep. of Monster then? Well, it certainly gets better, and I won't give anything away, but I sure could with what you said!!!! >_< Ah, I want to watch it again now! *laugh* KD (yes, kirbysdouble! you figured it out), well, we more or less purchased Monster...well, the files anyway...that's how we (my brother and I) watch our anime; we have this "connection", if you will, and she has all this anime downloaded, and then she burns the files onto discs and gives them to us. ^_^ So no anime on youtube? Really?? Man...that's horrible. Anyhoo, um...*thinks* S angel, no problem! I understand. *hugs* Everyone doesn't need to comment everyday. Lately, I haven't been able to get to everyone's sites...so I'm really sorry. I suppose that's why I didn't get as many this time around! Ah, yes, thanks for the compliments on my wallpaper!! I was quite proud of that one as well. ^_^ My friend littlemiko11 is using it as the bg of her post box!! Woot! Anyhoo, thanks again for all the comments. [edit: I ended up with 11! Thanks RMC and doasinfinity for commenting. ^_^ ] I just read an email from Magnus/Steph, and she's so sweet...her emails really cheer me up (*hugs her*)...anyhoo, I'm getting up early (8:40-ish) because of the stupid graduation rehearsal...we have to be there by 9:45am, and it's supposed to last from 10-12. WTF??? Why does it need to take 2 hours?? *sigh* How can it take so long just to find where we're sitting and be told how to walk up and get our diplomas? Ugh, this will totally suck...At least we don't have to wear our caps and gowns for it...well, anyhoo, I hope it goes well. I'll either post about it later today or just write on it tomorrow (more likely). After the rehearsal, Mom and I are going to meet Derek (oldest bro) for lunch...possibly at this place called "Zoup", which is, pretty obviously, a soup place. I LOVE soup. ^_^ I hope it's good. Yesterday...Mom and I had quite the adventure out. So Barnes and Noble was fun. I got 3 books (1 manga & 2 fantasy novels). The Wallflower volume 11, The Dragon Queen by Alice Borchardt (I love her books; I've read her "Wolf" series), and Dragons of the Dwarven Depths by Weis & Hickman (I never understood how 2 authors could really work together and write a book...). I can't wait to start reading them. ^^ I still have to read this other book I've been meandering through...Someplace to be Flying by Charles de Lint (it's really good, but I haven't read much cause of school; now I can though!). Anyhoo...so after that, we went shoe shopping...woopty doo...it took quite some time. I tried on SO many shoes...all uncomfortable. I'm not used to high-heeled things anyway.The whole time, when trying on shoes, I asked, "Are these SANDALS??" Because we're not supposed to wear sandals...define sandals!! So finally we decided on...Sketchers!! Hah, they look like "dress shoes" because they're made that way...they're sorta fancy (white) looking, but they're comfortable like sneakers. ^_^ Darn them if they make me change my shoes though...they wouldn't dare...I hope. Um, so then I got my lunch of Chick-fil-A...included was a vanilla milkshake (yummmm). Then we had to do more shopping for things...at K-mart again (2 days in a row!). After that, we FINALLY went over to the old house to do the cleaning and fixing of the pool. I got to clean the toilets...yippeeee....and water the ferns (they're hanging ferns...so they were too high up for me to reach; I got watered quite well though...hooray for being short...). Then we FINALLY went home...my goodness, it took us 4 hours or something to do all that. On the way home, my mom wanted to have some of the shake. Well, she grabbed it, and the top came off...spilling the shake everywhere in the car. It was horrible. ^^; *sigh* At least my books were safe in their bag. So, yeah, that sucked...when we got home, she cleaned it up while I helped her by watering the plants outside (guess what?? A major LEAK in the hose!! I got even more wet!! ><). *sigh* So needless to say...this day wasn't that great! I didn't make a wallpaper, but if you didn't see yesterday's, go right ahead. Corey and I watched the first ep. of FLCL again (we got the DVD box set), and then watched a Black Lagoon 2 (Revy needs to work on her English. *laugh*). But in the middle of those two episodes, mom and we discussed our plans for my graduation. *double sigh* It's going to suck...I believe that I've been dubbed "unneeded", "unimportant", and "a pain" by my family...well, not my mom at least. Dad's not going to be there cause he's on his fishing trip...Derek has been complaining about it a lot, but I think he's still going; I hope...and Corey said that he doesn't want to go at all. He'll be "TOO TIRED"...it's going to be "a pain"..."I don't want to go...it'll be boring; what's the point?"..."I didn't ask you to come to MY graduation." "I'm just getting home from work then; you won't be tired from work..." *sigh* He said all this...I wonder if he'll go...I wonder if ANYONE will go...my graduation isn't worth anything. No one cares. At least my mom does. Whatever...I don't even want to go...it's going to suck. Just send me my diploma or something. Umm...so, yeah...that's tomorrow...in the evening...HOT and HUMID day...I hope it thunderstorms, at least then we won't be out in the sweltering heat in the bleachers. BAH! >< Now for an amv...Oh, I'm glad you liked yesterday's. Yup, very sad. T-T I love it. Anyhoo, I was going to show you a Monster amv, but I figured there'd be too many spoilers since a lot of you want to watch it. ^^; Instead, here's "Pretty Girl" by Sugarcult, and the anime is Princess Tutu. Well, thankies for reading/visiting me. *hugs* I appreciate it. Have a wonderful day!! P.S. Koneako's mom took away her modem from her hospital room...so she won't be able to get online for about a week or so...so no chatting or anything. *sigh* That sucks. I hope she stays well. So if you don't hear from her, that's why.

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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning annoyances, people in the house, yesterday, wp, today/sorry, & vid

Wow! ^_^ Thanks a ton for the comments!! I got a lot! *hugs hugs* 20, wow. Thanks so much! And I heard from friends that I haven't heard from in a really long time again!! Mota and Fred!!! Wow, it's been months...and just like Paintwriter, I never deleted you guys cause i knew you'd come back. ^^ Paintwriter I had to wait 5 months for to come back...but she was such a wonderful friend, so yeah. It wasn't as long a time for you guys...I don't think...but still, quite a while. *hugs hugs* Nope, I still haven't graduated, Mota...our school is slow. S angel, I haven't heard from you yet! Thanks a ton! ^^ I'm glad that you guys liked my new theme again. Shishou, I know, you could make my site look like a masterpiece if I asked!! But it's fine how it is for now. ^^ Ulterego gave me some box codes, but I might not try them out yet. RMC, I'm glad you enjoyed the amv a lot. ^^ I knew you would! Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on the wallpaper. I'm glad that it didn't look TOO similar to the other one. KD, no problem...*laugh* I was debating whether to use that pic or not, seeing how revealing her swimsuit was and all. Hehe. So, yes, thanks to everyone that commented! I love you all!!! Even if I'm not in a chipper mood, my thanks paragraph is usually filled with happiness because of you guys! ^_^ Anyhoo...I can't really say it's morning...cause it's noon now...but I'm still eating my "breakfast". *laugh* I got up later than usual so, yeah. It was yet another disruptive morning/night of sleep...more bad dreams...I remember it being a whole slew of scary/crappy dreams!! But I don't remember what they were about now...thank goodness...but at the time they were NOT good. ^^; More death and killing probably. Oh, speaking of which, Rethguals, you watched an ep. of Monster? Did you like it? It gets REALLY good as the story goes on...like if you just watched the first one, you wouldn't think much of it...but then...the twists and turns!!! >_< Anyhoo, sorry, off topic...*laugh* So I had more disturbances of annoying birds, huge trucks ("meeep meeep meeep CLUNK"), Totoro barking, phone calls, and someone ringing our doorbell...who got the wrong house. Don't these people know that there are PEOPLE IN THIS HOUSE STILL SLEEPING??? (that line has a story behind it...since I don't have much to talk about, I'll get into it... *laugh*) Yes, random, I know. It seems stupid to talk about that...in fact, I might've had an account on here and posted about it when this happened...anyhoo, it's really not that important...but there was one morning (early) when we had to have workmen come in or something (last year or longer ago...). Oh, right, I think we had the carpets being replaced...so I remember my mom had to be sleeping in my room and whatnot. Anyhoo, so my dad gets the door, and greets the workguy with, "Could you guys try to be quiet though? We have people in the house still sleeping." *laugh* So we got really mad at him for that...seeing how we, his FAMILY were just "people in the house." You know, like we were just some roaming bums that happened into this house...ok, some of you probably found that boring/off-topic/stupid/unimportant, but it was funny to us. ^^; Now then, to talk about yesterday...we (mom and I) were supposed to go over to the old house and do some checking and sprucing up of the inside and of the pool. Well, we couldn't really do anything...cause we didn't have the key to the house. ^^; So I just helped mom some with the cleaning of the pool area and whatnot...and then we left. We went to K-mart and did some shopping...and then went home. Yup, really interesting. Though we only did a few things, it sure seemed to take a long time...^^; When I got home, I did some more visiting, chatted with Rachel for a bit (we haven't talked in a while!!), chatted with Markie...wanted to talk with Koneako, but she wasn't on (sent her an e-card though. I hope she cheers up.), and then I made a new wallpaper. ^_^ Later in the evening, Corey and I watched the Utena movie again and more Black Lagoon 2 (Revy and Eda are the MOST bad-arse anime women ever *laugh*). To make sure that it didn't end up similar to my other wallpapers...I made it a fiery red one! *laugh* It took a lot of time, and messing around with the bg...which always seems to end up completely different from how it starts out. ^^; I never have plans with my wallpapers...they just sort happen, so a lot of this wallpaper is by accident. *laugh* Oh, and it says "Play with Fire" behind the girl...yes, you can't read it...sorry, but I sorta wanted it that way. ^^; Comment/download please! (if you want/can) Hosted By theOtaku.com. Ok, so today Mom and I are going to do some things. Some good and fun, and some boring and a pain. We're going to Barnes and Noble (I have a gift card that needs spending!)--fun. We're going to the mall--fun and a pain (fun shopping and then the "we have to look for dress shoes and crap for graduation" shopping...). And then we have to go to the old house again to actually work on what we couldn't yesterday--boring and a pain. ^^; All of this might take a while, so again I'm not sure about visiting or chatting. Sorry!!!!!! *bows* I didn't get to everyone's sites yesterday either...sorry. T-T Argh, you know what sucks? It's supposed to be humid and in the 90's on graduation (friday)...with possible thunderstorms in the EVENING...how lucky... Okies, now for an amv I suppose. Remember, I don't know how to make them...none of these are mine...they're just ones that I like. ^^; This actually isn't an amv...it's just an insert song from Sister Princess Repure. I posted this a while ago...so some might remember, some might not. This is my favorite one, Marie's song. T-T Soooo sad!!! it's sung by Ritsuko Okazaki (Furuba singer/composer), who died a few years ago. Enjoy! Anyhoo...yes, I was going to post the dance scene from the Utena movie, but I didn't...maybe next time. ^_^ Thanks so much for reading my post (however much you did)!! *hugs* I love you all!! Have a great day!

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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Warning: thanks/rediscovered friends, morning/graduation worries, yesterday/wp,grad stuff, today/sorry, & amv

Thanks so much for the comments!! ^_^ A bit more than the other days; thankies. Though, yes Alex, I know what you mean! I feel like I commented on way more people's sites...but that's fine. *hugs* I heard from some friends that I haven't in SO LONG!!! *huggles everyone* Paintwriter and Ordinary Girl!!! It's been a really long time. ^_^ Especially you, Paintwriter! Wow...anyhoo, I'm glad that you all liked the changes to my site. I'm rather pleased with them. *nods* Yeah, ulterego, the box-dealie I was talking about is how you have the post in a box/table...or whatever. ^^; I don't quite get how to do that! Lys, I didn't know how to make the navibar reversed...I got the code from Shishou's site. ^_^ Oh, and one more point of clarity, Derek is my oldest brother, not friend. *nods* I really think I should put a glossary on my site of friends and family's names! *laugh* Wow, Shi-chan, you were able to get j-pop on your radio? I'm still yet to figure anything out with mine!! ^^; So, yes, thanks a ton to everyone that commented!! *hugs* Yup, another summer break morning...though, honestly, it just doesn't seem like it! It's probably because I still have graduation looming over my head...that's friday and the rehearsal is on thursday...I don't want to do that!! >< And it's so annoying because we girls have to wear a dress and dress shoes underneath the cap and gown. It's retarded!! I don't have "dress shoes" and not many dresses...*sigh* So we have to make a separate trip just to go buy those...man...anyhoo, so yeah, I didn't sleep well yet again. I stopped activity earlier than before so that was fine...I fell asleep quicker than before, but then I woke up several times...almost every hour it seemed. There were more annoying yardwork noises, along with trash trucks and whatever else there was outside...all of that disturbed me, and I just didn't sleep well. I had dreams of not driving well (I'm scared of driving...that's why I haven't learned yet...), eating breakfast (I was hungry!), and being banned from MO (that was scary). ^^; *sigh* Sleep...come back!!! Um...yesterday...*thinks* I was home alone for most of the day. My dad left for his fishing trip and relatives visitations...my mom went out to do errands...so I was just home alone with Totoro. He slept the whole time (what can you expect? He's just a lazy dog!). So for most of the day, I was online...visiting sites and chatting (with Markie, Alex, Koneako, and Hyli). I made a new wallpaper...and it took me FOREVER...but you know what pisses me off???? Is that I took forever on it, and then after I submitted it...and looked at it...and compared it to one I made before...I was like, "CRAP...are you kidding me? The bg almost looks identical!!!!" I went through all this time and effort to make the bg look nice, and in the end, it looks just like another one of my wp's backgrounds...I could've just copied and pasted for goodness' sake...see if you see the resemblance!!! Go to my profile if you don't remember the one I'm talking about...but here's the new one: Hosted By theOtaku.com. *sigh* So, yeah...I guess I'm not much of a happy camper on my summer break yet...^^; Don't know why, but whatever. Um, one of my friends called last night and asked me if I wanted to go out to lunch with her and other friends...well, she didn't have much specific info on it yet, so who knows. Another one of my friends wants me to come over to play DDR so that will probably be next week. Narret's grad party is this saturday...and I think hers is the only party I'm going to (or at least the only one I've been invited to). I'm not having a party...^^; Hmm...I've gotten some grad gifts from relatives though! $50 from aunt #1; a ring with pink and red stones on it (don't know what they are), which is 10k gold from aunt #2, and a Coach little handbag thing (I don't use purses...) from aunt #3. I have a lot of aunts...and that's just half of them! Or less! *laugh* All of those aunts are on my dad's side of the family (he has a few more, too), and my mom has 3 sisters...yeah, a lot. That was random...anyhoo, so today I'm going with my Mom over to the old house to fix up the pool and do some checking on the house. I wish that pool was still ours...now we're just fixing it up to look nice for people to look at to buy. Argh, I miss MY POOL!!! Um, so yeah, then we're going to go grocery shopping and whatnot...so I don't think I'll be doing as much chatting or visiting today. Sorry. *bows* Now for an amv! RMC has requested before that I have a Fall Out Boy amv...so here's finally one. ^_^ The song is "I slept with someone in fall out boy and all i got was this song written about me" (wow, they sure have long song titles!), and the anime is FLCL. Enjoy! Well, yeah, was this post really long? Sure seems like it...took me forever to type...^^; *hugs* Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day!

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Monday, June 4, 2007

Warning:thanks, bad sleep, stormy, yesterday, Monster, & amv

^_^ *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments! I've been getting fewer than usual, but that's a-okay! It's amazing that I still get over 10 when I haven't been able to visit as often as I'd like. ^^; For that, I'm really sorry again! *hugs* Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments!! Rethgauls, yay! I new friend! Thanks so much for commenting. ^_^ It was fun talking with you and doctormister on the chatbox that other day! Rethgauls, I'm glad that you love Marimite, too! Hooray! ^^ And I'm sure you, along with others would enjoy Monster very much, too. I'll talk more about it later. Anyhoo, I'm glad that you liked my wallpaper! I was very surprised to see someone like my poem that much indeed. And my wallpaper was featured for much of yesterday, too! ^_^ Thanks so much!! *huggles* About my dad, well, yeah...more on that later, too. Well, it is yet another summer break morning! Though it doesn't seem like it. ^^; I just haven't been able to sleep well at all...and I don't know why. Last night I didn't stay online as long as the other night, but I did decide to play some pokemon...I guess that just shows that I can't have any stimulation before going to bed or else I can't sleep...^^;; Usually during the summer, I read before going to bed, but even that seems to be too much...and hence me never liking to talk on the phone either! Even if I talk with a friend on the phone early on during the day or whatever, that affects my mind and I can't relax enough to sleep. ^^; Weird, yeah...anyhoo...so I didn't do well last night. I had bad dreams, too. Ones with shooting and attempts of killing in some bank or school or something...and then driving off to see dead puppies strewn about on the street...it was horrible...^^; It was especially horrible that I didn't sleep well because it was the perfect sleeping weather, as i call it. It was nice and stormy...lots of rain and all. ^_^ I love it! Last night it started, and there was just some thunder, and each time it thundered I told Koneako (since we were chatting some), and she got jealous...cause she likes the rain and thunderstorms, too, but she doesn't get it often. *hugs her* I hope you get some soon!!! *does rain dance* And for those of you that don't like the rain, I hope it stays sunny. ^_^ So...as for yesterday...*thinks* Nothing happened!! I honestly can't remember it at all...oh, yeah, we went out to eat. We went to this "pan-asian" restaurant, and the food was really good...but not really. ^^; The dumplings that were the appetizer were really GOOD!! But then my main course, which was some honey teriyaki crispy chicken thing...well, it was ok. But it was almost as if they took McDonald's or Wendy's chicken strips and then put the sauce on them. ^^;; Bleh, oh well. Anyhoo, Derek came over with his "gift". Remember, this is my pre-graduation celebration...yeah, so he baked me a cake!! Haha!! He's quite the chef! He said it was supposed to look like a book (and it sorta did), and I thought it was so sweet of him to make it for me. ^^ Mom made a cake as well; my favorite combo of chocolate cake and cherry frosting! And then I opened the gift my dad got me...it's a shortwave radio. It's supposed to be able to get radio stations from around the world. Cool, right? Well, it would be if I knew how to GET those channels...and actually have them audible. ^^; I wish there were more music channels though...cause it does me no good to get a Moscow NEWS channel when I don't understand a thing they're saying. I didn't make a new wallpaper cause I didn't really have the time...and I also barely visited anyone. I'm sorry!! *hugs hugs* Nothing else really happened either...watched more Black Lagoon 2, and that was pretty much it. Anyhoo, lots of you are interested in the anime/manga Monster! Yes, the manga has also been releasing...I'm not sure how many volumes are out here, but there are some. I haven't read them, but I imagine they're just like the anime, which is Awesome!! You can learn more about Monster at that link...it's just to Wikipedia. ^^; I'd really recommend it to anyone that enjoys suspense and violence, though it's not like the whole show is very violent...the end gets bloody though...hehe, but it's just overall a VERY GOOD anime!! ^_^ Um, today Corey has to go to this physical therapist place after work, and he's having Mom go with him...I could go along, but I probably won't. ^^; I need all the time to myself that I can get! *laugh* Other than that, probably nothing will happen...^^; Sorry for this boring post...eehhh...now for an amv. Sorry, it's another Utena one. Anyhoo, the song is "Morning Star" by Blackmore's Night. Enjoy! Alrighty, I've definitely taken up your whole afternoon with this boring post; sorry! ^^;; *hugs* Have a wonderful day, and thanks so much for visiting me! P.S. Changes to my site...how do they look? ^^; The bar's on the other side now...and I changed the colors and bg. I want to have a box-dealie, but I don't know how to do that...I just don't get it...so, yeah. ^^; This is ok for now I hope.

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