Sunday, June 3, 2007

Warning: thanks/overboard, sleep, yesterday, new wp & wp complaints,gb, today, & amv

Hmmm....*sigh* ^_^ Thanks for the comments. I really appreciate them...*hugs* You're all so wonderful. More encouragement and whatnot about me not being unneeded. ^^; Well, thanks again. Well, I still sometimes feel that way...I think I'm too crazy/silly sometimes, and it seems to "scare" people...on here and in real life. Some of you might not even know that super silly side of me because you've only read my posts, which I tend to stick to order on and no crazy conversations...ANYHOO...I'll get off of that for now. Thanks for the comments! I'm glad that you liked my wallpaper. ^_^ Very cool indeed! Yes, she's from Marimite, but she doesn't usually dress like that! *laugh* That was fanart drawn by someone and had her in that style outfit (Koten...slutty?? Heh, nice way of describing her!), and I thought it was really cool so I used that pic (plus, it's really hard to find any pics of her). Alex, you're a sweetheart. Thanks, I know you'd never hit me! ^^; Wolfspeed (Sammi? Sam?), sorry! It seems that I have a ton of difficulty with knowing you and your friend's names! So it's Bloorose? Wow, just shows how much our minds input letters that they think should be there...huh. Anyhoo, thanks everyone. Well, it's yet another morning of my summer break...this time, eh...it wasn't too good--sleep, that is. I couldn't fall asleep for quite some time, so I ended up taking a sleeping pill at 1:30 or so. Even though it was a stress-less weekend/summer night, I took one. That'll teach me to stay up until 12:30 chatting in one of those chatboxes...I'm usually in bed at before midnight, so that was too much stimulation for me to go to sleep. So I fell asleep thanks to the pill, but then I woke up in the morning a lot...Anyhoo, I do remember one part of my dreams...that I had found and picked up 2 ferret-like animals! They were very cute, but I gotta tell ya, their claws were sharp! *laugh* Yes, in my dream, they were hanging onto my arm with their claws...and it hurt...isn't it odd that you can feel pain in dreams? Have any of you experienced that before? I don't know if it's a good thing or bad. Yesterday...well, nothing much happened! Corey and I finished watching Monster (oooooh, it was soooo good!!! >_< All 74 episodes were awesome!! I just wish the ending was better...anime rarely ends with a satisfactory ending, in my opinion...Johan!!! I wubbed him.). I really recommend it to any of you! Especially if you like suspense and violence! ^_^ Then we watched some One Piece specials...the first episode of Black Lagoon 2...yeah. I made a banner for Stand Up, which you'll see under "Clubs" up in my profile. Check it out! Oh, and Alex, you are more than welcome to PM your problem or ask for advice that way. Matters will be handed totally confidentially if you'd like. ^_^ So I made a banner, chatted with Koneako and friends (sorry guys, I won't be on that chatbox again...at least not that late...), and made a new wallpaper. I'm proud of this wallpaper...and someone asked me if they could use the poem in one of their fanfics. I said "as long as you give me credit!!" Hopefully they will...anyhoo, please comment/download if you can. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Back to the topic of wallpapers and their makers...I have been coming across several people that submit wallpapers that I SWEAR aren't their own. I've seen them before; heck, I've had them downloaded for months!! And some they just do nothing with and call that a wallpaper, and some, like I said, I'm pretty sure they didn't make since I've seen 'em around...then I try to report them, but of course they don't get taken down or anything. Only the innocent are prosecuted. What do we do??? It just really annoys me. Another thing that bothers me is when I see gb signatures disappear...like I have a certain number one day, and the next it's gone down...that scares me! I'm afraid that one of my good friends turned off their account or deleted it...and it's hard to know. That's been happening a lot lately, and I just hope that it isn't a good friend that I somehow overlooked... Today we're supposedly going to "celebrate" early for my graduation. We're going out to eat and maybe doing other things while my dad is still here. Some of you may remember that my dad is going on a fishing trip that will last past my graduation...yes, he's missing my once in a lifetime graduation for a once a year fishing trip with 15 guys on a boat. Yippee. *sigh* He's leaving for it tomorrow...graduation is friday...so today we're doing that stuff. It better be fun... Alrighty, I've wasted enough of your time. Now for an amv. The song is "Don't Let me Get Me" by Pink (some of you don't like her...I do though...), and the anime is Love Hina. It focuses on Shinobu, and I think it really matches well. ^^ Ok, thanks for taking the time to visit me...whether you read all of my post or not. *hugs* As you can see, my mood isn't that good right now...anyhoo...have a great day. P.S. Don't be surprised if I barely visit anyone today again...I'm really really sorry. *hugs*

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Saturday, June 2, 2007

Warning:thanks so much, late morning, yesterday, stand up, headache/wp, today & amv

T-T *hugs all of you* Thanks sooooo much for the comments...you're all so sweet. *huggles* I'm sorry if I offended anyone by what I said or anything! I don't know why I felt unneeded, but I did just then...and I get to feeling like that a lot lately...and I really appreciate you guys being here for me. You're all DEFINITELY needed, at least for me...to keep my sanity. ^^; I'm very honored to hear that I'm a "best friend" to some of you; really, I am. Gi-chan, thank you so much. *hugs* I wish you could see that e-card I sent you! Shizuka, hehe, I'm the same way. ^^; I feel like crying when someone does something out of their way nice for me...Iruka-sensei, *laugh* thanks for biatch-slapping me back into reality!! I didn't expect anyone to do that! To everyone else, thanks again. I was just in a very negative mood yesterday....^^; Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on my wallpaper!! I got so many and so many downloads, too! ^_^ *hugs hugs* I was really surprised about that because I didn't think that one would even get featured. Asialonewolfe, I loved your comment! Very in-depth, and I love your specific criticism about the poem and all. Well, this paragraph is getting long...so thanks a ton again! I pretty much just woke up, and it's 11:30am. ^^;;; Well, I woke up 20 minutes ago...but I had to do the usual things you do when you wake up, plus read my comments on here and check emails. Anyhoo, so that means I need to hurry this post up because I don't have much time to post...I haven't had breakfast yet, and I usually am off the computer by when Corey gets up (around 12, hah). Umm...I slept much better. There were no landscapers this morning, and it was just nice and quiet, so much so that I was really surprised when I woke up to look at my clock and see "11:11" on it! I woke up earlier to go to the bathroom at about 8am, and I didn't think I'd sleep straight through that long. ^^; I had interesting dreams, some sorta depressing, some really realistic, and some just weird. I don't remember them too well, so i won't bother describing them! Yesterday was, well, my first day of summer break. I was left home alone with all of those landscaping men for a good 3 hours or something while my parents did errands. I was afraid that they would break in or something!! ^^; And Totes (one of Totoro's nicknames; others, and the most common I use, include Todey *laugh*) kept barking each time he hear them do ANYTHING!! It was so annoying...I brought him down to the lower level (aka basement) thinking that "if he can't see them, he won't bark", well, that theory worked for a little bit...but not for long. It was quite hard because I was trying to record Angela Aki's "Hallelujah" on Audacity (the program I used to record myself singing; btw, I WON!!!! *hugs all of you*), and it records other sounds that come in, too...Totoro's barking included. Why was I trying to record it? Because I had no clue how to take a track from a CD and convert it into an mp3 any other way. ^^; Do you know??? And why was I doing that? Because I wanted to upload it onto imeem since no one else had ever done that! ^^ And lastly, the reason for that was to have it on the playlist of Stand Up, the wonderful organization that Wolfspeed and I founded. She did most of the work though. *hugs her* It's going to be a place for people that need to talk about things; people that have problems that need help. She and I, and kirbysdouble, bloodrose, and Darkwolfdemon are counselors there. ^_^ We'll be the ones giving the advice. So check it out!! She got it up and running yesterday (congrats!! *huggles*), which was a lot of work. It's exciting! Hopefully it will all goes as planned...we haven't done anything yet since it's in the works, but yeah. Yesterday I had another terrible headache!! It was horrible...pounding against my skull as if my brain wanted to explode (Fist of the North Star style)...and my neck ached a lot, too. Those things combined with me being on the down side didn't make for a good day. I didn't feel like eating so I had my lunch at 4:00. *laugh* Yeah, that's a late lunch for ya...can you even call it lunch? I chatted some with Markie, but I didn't get to talk with Koneako or Rachel (she emailed me today though, thanking me for her b-day card! ^_^). I did a lot of pm-ing with Wolfspeed to get the playlist in shape, among other things. Other than that, I played some Pokemon...yup, it was a boring day. Oh, I made a wallpaper though!!! ^^;;; How could I forget??? And it's surprisingly featured today! This is Kei from Marimite. Please check it out like usual. *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today I have no clue what's going on. I probably won't get to visit many people though. I'm so sorry; that's just how the weekends are though. *hugs* I'm sorry!!! And I never know how I'm going to be feeling either. I hope I don't have another headache...and I hope I don't get depressed majorly...Umm...now for an amv. The song is "Toy Soldiers" by Martika (the original 80's version), and the anime is Sailor Moon!! Enjoy! Thanks so much for always visiting me. *hugs* I'm sorry that I don't always do the same for you...I hope you have a wonderful day!

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Friday, June 1, 2007

Warning: thanks, bad morning, soap operas, yesterday, wallpapers, hoaryu, & amv

Thank you so much as usual!! I enjoyed the comments very much. You know, I'd just feel weird if I didn't thank you guys for the comments...I mean, you went out of your way and put forth the effort to come here and comment so why should they just be ignored? I don't know how people can't thank (though it's just their style of posting which is fine) commenters...well, it doesn't matter. I'm just a freak for making a whole PARAGRAPH dedicated to thanking...lots of people say a quick sentence. ^^; Anyhoo...thanks for the congratulations on my last day of school!! ^__^ I didn't have any finals to take so I didn't need to come in today or the other days next week to take them. I just hope that they don't mark me "unexcused" absent for these days like they did during the mid-terms...it was MY LAST DAY, and they should know. Shi-chan, thanks for the compliment on my singing. ^^ Shizuka, I've missed you!! *huggles* Don't worry about the visiting though...don't feel bad! Yes, I suppose it is a weird feeling being out of school now...but actually, I don't feel like I'm done yet. ^^; Saijinto, Aya, reaper3, it's been soooo long!!! *hugs* Saijinto especially!! And Wolfspeed! Well, thanks again everyone for everything. So, um, yeah...my first morning of summer break. How did it go? Not too good! [is currently having thoughts of just stopping this post because...ehhh...do you guys really care? Sorry...I'm feeling unneeded right now. ^^; I'll continue though...] My dad had these landscaper guys come to do a total yard makeover!! Planting flowers, trees, bushes; cutting the grass; fertilizing; whatever else they could possibly do...and they started at 8 or something. I don't know, but it sure has been annoying!! They were sooo loud! And Totoro wouldn't stop barking! He just doesn't understand that barking won't do a thing...>< The guys also had their cell phones working as walkie-talkies (I'm sure you've heard them before) so that each time the guy would talk it'd do this annoying beep...and they were right outside my window. Just to sum it up, I didn't sleep well on my first summer break morning. Ah, the wonders of being home on a weekday...daytime television, aka soap operas. *laugh* Young and the Restless!!! I haven't watched that in a long time...I sure have missed Nick! He's such a hunk...hahaa...well, not really, but he sure looks like he'd make an awesome pirate (Johnny Depp style). Anyhoo, I guess I'll talk about yesterday...if anything happened. I talked about mainly what went on yesterday in the post. At the end of the day, I was able to clean out my locker and get the teachers I wanted to sign my yearbook: Mr.Bellavance and Madame Carlini. I gave them hugs, and Narret was also saying bye to Mr.Bellavance (we had him in the same class last semester; it was the best!!!). I was late to getting out to the car (my mom picks me up), and I was really agitated for some reason. I thought she was upset with me for being late, and she was worried about where I was, too. I explained, but I thought she was annoying...so I was taking offense to things she was saying, even though she wasn't upset at all. I feel bad about that. ^^;; I also wanted to cry; whether it was just stress build-up or the thought of missing my teachers/friends, I wanted to. I didn't though...after that, I had another bad headache and felt sick to my stomach (everyday after school I've been feeling like that). When we got home, I just did my usual on the computer (sorry if I didn't get to everyone...my head HURT): chatted with Markie, chatted with Koneako (she's such a sweetie), and made a new wallpaper. I checked the wallpapers section this morning, and I thought..."Wow! It's the Big 3!" And by that, I meant wallpaper-makers...except, it should really be Big 4 or 5...but....yeah...^^; Anyhoo, Shishou's, Lys's, and my wallpapers were featured. They might still be now, but who knows. ^_^ I was very happy to see that!! Their wallpapers are amazing. *nods* And I'm happy to see that mine's there, too!! That mali15 person's wallpapers are featured again as well...and I'm bothered by them because they're like that Scarlett88 person from before (they don't do much with the wallpaper at all; they just stretch a pic...and sometimes, I've seen the wallpapers elsewhere, and I don't think they made them!). Anyhoo, here's my new one...so please comment/download if you want/can. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Oh, Alex, I'm so sorry!! *hugs* I said I'd make your Yoruichi wallpaper as the next one...I didn't get to because I couldn't find any good pics of her! Please help me find one. ^^; Hoaryu wanted me to tell you guys that the internet at JC has been retarded so chances are he won't be able to comment on sites for...well, as long as the problem persists. It's also up to chance when he can post, too. So if you're friends with him, there's just a warning. ^^ Totoro's still barking!!! >< Argh! Anyhoo...umm...I guess there's nothing else to talk about. I should be happy that it's my first day of summer break, but I'm not really! Hopefully I can cheer up somehow...umm...here's an amv then. ^^; Sorry, it's another Maria-sama ga Miteru one...so it's shojo-ai, and there is some kissing scenes. So if you don't want to see girls kissing, you don't need to watch it. That's totally fine with me. The song is "Innocente" by Delirium (I think). Enjoy! Thanks a ton for visiting me. I'm sorry if I haven't been getting to you as often either. I hope you're not annoyed by my posts and the fact that I post everyday...^^; Anyhoo, have a great day!

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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Warning: thanks a billion, last day, teachers, yesterday, & amv

*hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs* DUDE!!!! >_< I love you all soooo many times over...you can't understand the depth of my love. *laugh* Look at those comments! Record!! ^_^ That is, if you combine the two posts! If you do...that'll be...38? Yes, 38!! Wow, ok, I don't know why you all visited me...but thanks so much. *hugs* I'm so sorry that I haven't gotten to read them all yet (sorry!!!). I will definitely (I mean, how could I not?) Thanks sooo much for everything that you commented on, especially the votes for me on the singing. ^^; Wow, I was surprised...I hope you didn't just vote for me because you didn't want to upset me or anything. Thanks for saying that I sounded like the actual singer (Cyndi Lauper, for those that didn't know)! My mom said that as well. *laugh* ^_^ Hehe, well, thanks again. And the MAC (mutual admiration club) really is just a silly little thing among friends that are way too nice to each other. I doubt I'll really make that club, but it's a thought! Hah, thanks again everyone!!! *gives you all cookies* So...it's...MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!! (graduation is june 8 though) Woot!! ^_^ I'm in Japanese, and not doing anything! This is sooooooo awesome...ah!! >_< Anyhoo, just got back frome the senior picnic, which was outside at the stadium. It's deathly hot and humid out there so I can say that I didn't like that, but it was still good. I had a hot dog, watermelon...and whatever else I brought (or rather, my mom packed). So the lady asked me, when I was getting the food, "Will you have chips or carrots?" I said, "No, I brought my own." *laugh* Yes, yes, I didi! Hah...anyhoo...the whole time was spent underneath the bleachers outside with my friends and "friends." Nothing but eating and yearbook signing went on. I got some crappy signatures from "friends" and such. One of my friends got water ice put down her shirt. *laugh* Poor thing...but she has many friends that are like that--jerks in a friendly way, you know? Like those people you gladly call "whore" just for the heck of it, not to be mean, just to be fun. Anyhoo... Nothing else happened today. I finished my animation and she showed it to the class...it sucked, but oh well. ^^; She said it was fine so that's good. After that I had art 3D, where I did nothing but delivery students' pottery and whatnot to them. It was terribly boring. What else....I handed in my philosophy final and that class was such a waste of time as well. Gourmet....awww, I'm going to miss Mrs.Bakken so much!!! T-T I hugged her of course after class. She brought out her old yearbook, and it was really fun looking through those old pictures! She was so pretty and also in a lot! I didn't know she was an exchange student from Turkey back in the day! Before the picnic, I went to Ms. Jones's room (since today was my service club day), and I had her sign my yearbook and got my hug. She's so awesome. She's like my humorous and sarcastic counterpart teacher. *nods* Mrs.Bakken is more like a second mom...Mr.Bellavance (I need to get his signature) is like a funny uncle; Dr.B is like...hmmm...a fun and also fun to be sarcastic with uncle or something; Madame Carlini (I need her to sign, too!) is like a sweet aunt to me. Yup, there's my favorite teachers and their classifications. ^_^ Yesterday...umm...*thinks* I don't remember it at all, honestly. I don't think my mind was there whatsoever. At least I don't think I was depressed...hmm...I don't even remember. ^^; That's not good; oh well. I couldn't make a wallpaper because I had to work on those philosophy final essays (they were pretty easy). I think I visited a lot of people though...which I'm proud of! I chatted with Koneako and Markie, and Gi-chan (GIDRA; I hope you got my card somehow!!). I also made a b-day card for Rachel (aurionaddict) since it's her birthday today!! *hugs her* Happy birthday, Rachel, my dear chipmunk!! You know who you are! Umm...so yeah...nothing else happened aside from Corey's complaining and our watching more Monster, which is one of the best anime series out there! Watch it! We're almost done though...almost done with those 70+ episodes. Oooh, it's so good. Ok then, here's an amv! This post is much shorter today because I have nothing to talk about! *laugh* Plus, most people will just be like, "Congrats! Yay you're out of school!" and stuff. Now then...this amv I had up before, but I really like it, and this time I'm sure Koneako will appreciate it a ton. The song is "Who Knew" by Pink, and the anime is Ouran. It focuses on the twins. ^_^ Well, thanks a ton for visiting me! I'm still in shock from all the comments I got yesterday. ^_^ *hugs hugs* Have a fantabulous day!!!

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

MyO Idol

Please be kind...this is for the myotaku idol that kirbysdouble so kindly set up, and barely anyone participated in!! ^^;; Here's the playlist...with the contestants...me being one of them. Just listen to them all and vote for who you think is the best. It doesn't have to be me, mind you!! In fact, I'm not that great! Anyhoo, so please do so. Do so if you can/want, that is. Anyhoo...please now go to my ACTUAL post of the day. Thanks. ^^

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Warning: thanks, MAC, today, yesterday's dinner, sorry, & amv

*huggles* Thanks for your comments!!! ^_^ Seriously, do you get tired of being thanked? Eh...probably not! Thank you very much for all that was said yesterday, from sympathies for my depression and prayers for Koneako (she's doing better!!! ^^) to comments on my wallpaper to...um...rallying against the O for deleting my wallpaper! Indeed, it's so annoying that they deleted it for that reason...I have no clue why they wouldn't have a section for j-music artists and whatnot. I mean, people can draw real people and submit them to misc anime in fanart, right? So why not wallpapers?? ^^; Oh well. Not many people commented on my poem yesterday! I don't know why...*laugh* Was it just easily skipped over? Or you just didn't have time? Well, it's ok. If you feel like reading one of my down poems (related to stuffed animals this time) go to my last post. ^_^ Thanks again for the comments!!! I'm in my last first period campus EVER!!! T-T Soooo sad!! I'm going to miss Deepthi SO MUCH!!! *clings to her* I had her sign my yearbook AGAIN, and I signed hers AGAIN as well. *laugh* We're a part of the MAC (mutual admiration club) ^_^. My mom and I basically made that up...and now I feel that a lot of my friends and I have become a part of it, too, like Rachel (AA). Hehe, it's obviously it's not a real club, but I'd say that all of us here on MO can join it! Maybe I should start it on here? *laugh* All it is that basically we just compliment each other all the time...and think the other's better. So it's like, "You're the best at____" "No, no, YOU'RE the best." Back and forth. Haha, it's great!! ^^ So maybe I'll start it up, and it really won't do anything...just be there! I'm tired, of course, but at least I slept better last night! ^_^ I was so comfortable this morning...I didn't want to get up!!!!! But, haha! Just one more morning to wake up early, the I'll be DONE!! Tomorrow's my LAST DAY! Woohoo! It's so exciting yet sad at the same time. Luckily my college is really close by so I could visit a lot of i wanted to. Anyhoo, so I didn't have any interesting dreams last night...and anything else to speak of this morning? *thinks* Well, we received these DVD's with a slideshow of senior pictures, and apparently, as a part of a senior prank, some of them had porn on them instead. ^^;;; Luckily I didn't get one of those, and neither did anyone in this class, but one of my friends said that he got one with porn, and he didn't know it! He asked to see what the slideshow was with his one teacher, so they put it on and...O_o Ahh!! So, yeah...I'm glad I didn't get one....^^; Anyhoo, today's my last day of foods with Narret! *sob* Nooooooo!!! This post is going to be really boring. *thinks* Yesterday...wasn't too bad. I don't remember most of it. I think it's because I was keeping myself busy for most of the day so I didn't have time to wallow in depression! We went out to eat, at this place called Bahama Breeze...ummm...it wasn't very Bahama-like. They had the air conditioning up to the max so we were freezing!! Derek was joking, "Yes, the arctic Bahamas...I feel like we're really there!! After all, they're known for their cold weather!" *laugh* We had a tough time with our waiter as well. He was training this girl (obviously to be a waitress), and most of the time...he was just flirting with her! GAWD. He couldn't be any more obvious!! And many sexual innuendos could be picked up (at least by my mind that's always in the gutter...or so I'm told...it's all Narret's fault!! *laugh*). "You like that?" Just a simple question as such could be taken wrongly...and that girl sure was giggling! ^^;; Bleh, so overall, the service sucked cause they were too busy talking with each other to bring us the food (took a LONG TIME), and in the end, the food sucked anyway. Because of that and having to go to the old house and help clean up the pool, I didn't have time to make a new wallpaper (sorry!). I also barely got to visit anyone. *bows* I'm soooo sorry!! I've been really bad lately with visiting. For the most part, I've either been lazy, sidetracked, busy, or just not in the right mental state (like depressed). And sorry will be no different! I'm so sorry! I really have to work on those final philosophy essays today (since they're due tomorrow)....stupid essays!! >< Procrastination has gotten the best of me! So I'm sorry again. *hugs hugs hugs* I hope I stay on track to at least work on those! Now for an amv! Oh, and my youtube account is AngelSugarMisuzu, but I don't make any vids. I just save things to favorites and whatnot. Anyhoo, this song is "With You" by Jessica Simpson (forgive me! I don't like her at all...but I do like this song an amv...). The anime is Air. ^_^ Enjoy! Alrighty, I shall go now! *hugs* Thanks soooo much for visiting me (sorry again for not visiting so often), and have a wonderful day!

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Warning: thanks, today, crappy yesterday/wp deletion, new wp, poem, & amv

*hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs* I love you guys!!! Or as people in Pittsburgh (2 hours away from me) would say, "I love yunz!!" ^^; Yes, odd ways of speaking they have!! (apparently I do, too...because that sentence was worded like Yoda!) Anyhoo, I really appreciate your comments. You're all so sweet. I thank you soooo much for keeping Koneako in your prayers (and I'm sure she is thankful, too). *nods* Or thoughts...or hopes...or whatever it is you do. ^_^ *hugs her* She is just such a wonderful girl. Anyhoo, I'm glad you all liked my new wallpaper, too! It was featured for a while. About the thunderstorms, yes, I do indeed love them!! Gi-chan, hehe, so I might like them more than you? Possibly so! Steph, I wub you! *huggles* I do believe you should get your spiders to cut your grass for you AND do a little rain dance! I appreciated all of your support with me and my depression...and annoyances with my laptop. I just don't know what's wrong with it!!! Sam, like you, my laptop was used! It was my oldest brother's, and he gave it to me for X-mas...and he's had it for some years, too. ^^; I need a new one! Anyhoo, thanks again everyone for everything. *hugs* I'm currently in Japanese class...not paying attention to class...I didn't have any free periods today so I couldn't post earlier. ^^; This Thursday is my Last day of school!!! Woot! All the underclassmen still have to be there until...well into June. *laugh* This is so great! ^_^ But I'm just as upset because, well, I'm going to miss a lot of people...T-T Soooo many people!! Well, I guess I'll just talk about my day so far...homeroom we had a sub, and she was a biatch! She didn't let me have my cell phone out (Markie, that's why my tm was a bit later than usual!), despite the fact that it's still before school and I helped set up the tv and all for the morning announcements. Also in homeroom I received...2 sweet gifts of Hershey's kisses!! And a heart balloon!! ^^ You see, we have this thing "Kiss a Senior Goodbye" where underclassmen can purchase chocolate kisses and balloons, too to send to a senior that they'll miss or whatever. ^_^ One was from Deepthi (I wub her!!), and the one with the balloon was from Alice (she's in my dance class). I'm so happy to have such great friends younger than me! In fact, I have more younger friends than friends my age. ^^;; Umm...my other classes...nothing happened. I'm pretty much done my animation except for some quirks. And nothing else of interest has happened...I had dance; my last dance class ever! Woot! In highschool at least. ^^ Anyhoo, since nothing else happened today, I'll just talk about yesterday. First off, we didn't see a movie or go out to eat. Yesterday SUCKED. Yes, I'm putting it bluntly. I was miserably depressed all day, and the major contributor to that was Koneako! I was worried about her all day!! ^^; Other than that, I was just miserable on the normal level! I couldn't help but worry and just be bleh for no other reasons. And then I went on MO later in the day to receive a PM from the mods or whatever...about then deleting one of my wallpapers!! >< That really pissed me off! They said it was because of "image quality." But then their comment was, "Please do no submit non-anime wallpapers into the misc anime category." Right...um...sure! Then make a category for NON-ANIME. It was my Miyavi one that I made for doasinfinity as a request! That was from 5/15. He's a j-pop singer...dude, I just got so pissed off about it because, well, that isn't a good reason to just go and DELETE a wallpaper...I got so worried, too. I thought that they were going to get rid of my account or something. Well, before all of that deletion mess...I made a new wallpaper. It's a cute, pretty, light, pink, girly, sweet one. As I type it's featured as well. ^_^ I didn't think it'd be featured, but wow! It was more or less inspired by Koneako and any other friends of mine that I care for. Hosted By theOtaku.com. So last night I was just really fed up with things...and I ended up crying before going to bed...I cried when I was praying! ^^; Jeez...yeah, call me crazy or whatever you want...anyhoo, before that I also wrote a poem. Enjoy! ^^;;; Plushes here, there, everywhere; Stuffed animals to keep me company. Even now, I have an abundance; Is it because of my insecurity? My need for something To love and to hug? They keep me warm When depressed in cold; They smile for me, Or so I'm told. When I'm unable to myself. Soft and consoling, Though lifeless and unreal. They're there for me, When that's how I feel. Pretty straight-forward...and "when that's how I feel"..."that's" refers to "lifeless and unreal", if you didn't realize that at first. ^^; Good? Bad? Well, that's just how I felt last night...as I hugged my many stuffed animals...anyhoo, here's an amv. The anime is Maria-sama ga Miteru (shojo-ai; I believe there's kissing in this one...), and I don't know what the song is. It's in Spanish I think! It's good though!! ^_^ Ok, thanks very much for visiting me. I think this post was long...anyhoo...I don't know how much visiting I can do today. We're probably going out to eat TONIGHT, and I have my essays for Philosophy to work on as well. Have a great day!!

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Monday, May 28, 2007

Warning:thankies, morning, crappy yesterday, wp, storm, today, & amv

Thank you all a ton for your comments!! *hugs* I got a lot from people I haven't heard from in a long time! ^^ Kayaxy, ulterego, Rachel (mewmewlover), AuroraBorealis, fmarox, sweet-mizuki, angel kitsune...wow, the list goes on! Even a new friend like Arduous and Heley! *huggles* ^_^ Yes, wow, a lot of new or rare people! Thanks so much for the comments. Not many really gave me advice about the whole helping people out career, but some of you did, and I appreciate that. GIDRA, wow, you really thought of me when it was raining there?? How sweet! *hugs* Alex, thanks for the Misuzu plushie, hehe. ^_^ I'm glad that you all liked my wallpaper, too! Wow! I got so many downloads and it was favorited a lot, too!! >_< It was like my other wallpaper...up for the whole day and just got a ton! Thanks sooooo much everyone. Heley, you had a good idea about the career thing though! Yes, maybe volunteering at church or something! I'm not Catholic; I'm Presbyterian...and, Alex, we don't go to church that often anymore. Just once a month because our new pastor...SUCKS. ^^; Ok then, thanks a lot for the comments as usual! I just woke up...well, not really...but this is the first thing I'm doing since waking up. The landscaper guys came at 10 or earlier...so, yeah, grass-cutters!!!!!!!! >< Loud and annoying again! Dude, can't you NOT cut the grass on a monday for once? It's Memorial Day!!! Take the day off!!! Bah, well, whatever...I just can't seem to get my sleep like I want to anymore. I don't really remember my dreams right now...I did...but not anymore. *remembers* Oh, I just did...but they're not too interesting to speak of, just weird. Um, so I woke up hoping that my laptop would work...lately, it's been having major problems! It's very annoying. So I turn it on and see that, yes, the internet works (yay!) so I check my emails and see that someone sent me a Hallmark e-card. ^^; I try to open it, but it doesn't work! It makes me save something, and then after that it froze up my computer!! >< So I had to forcefully shut it down. None of you sent me one, right? If it were one of you, it'd be from theO's e-cards anyway...hmm...weird...could it be a virus??? Umm...yesterday!! Yesterday we stayed home all day. *nods* Because supposedly we're going to see a movie (probably Spiderman 3) and go out to eat today. Nothing much happened yesterday. I was quite depressed, even though I thought I wouldn't be in the morning...but it ended up as such. ^^; I just don't understand it either! I just get depressed for no f-ing reason! It just comes over me like a cloud of fog or something. So anyhoo, I didn't feel like doing anything...and I wanted to make a depressing wallpaper! But I...DIDN'T. I ended up making a colorful and cute one because I couldn't find any good depressing pics. *laugh* Oh well, and you'd think making a cheery one would cheer me up, too! But it didn't. So, yeah, please check it out!! ^^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. We had another thunderstorm last night!! And it was HUGE!!! It lasted for well over an hour...maybe 2...and it was awesome!! I just stood outside (and inside looking out the windows) and watched the lightening...and heard the thunder. It was so cool! >_< Yeah, call me a freak for enjoying it so much, but I just do! It at least got my mind off of being depressed! My mom kept telling me to come inside because I might get electrocuted. *laugh* I only came inside slightly frightened when I heard these 2 HUGE BOOMING and scary cracks of thunder...yeah, that's all. ^^;;; I thought it funny that people were trying to do fireworks during the storm. Before the lightening and thunder and rain got really bad, I was hearing people setting off fireworks...and thought, "What's the point? You have your own natural fireworks here!" Anyhoo, so while that thunderstorm was going on, Corey, Dad, and I were setting up the TV upstairs with the surround sound and whatever else we had to plug into it (PS2, dvd player, gamecube), and that took quite some time. Either dad or Corey had to keep holding the tv out from the wall, and it was SO heavy...so that was hard for them. I mainly just watched and help plug the stuff in. ^^; We had quite some trouble because the wires kept on coming loose...it was annoying, but we did it. Yay! So finally we can watch some dvd's and CABLE. *laugh* Until now, we barely watched any tv because only dad's tv had it...and he'd rarely let us! Ok, so yeah, today...we might see a movie. If not, then Dad said he'd take Corey to do some fishing or metal detecting (which is a total yay for me). So if we go to a movie, I probably won't get to do much visiting at all (sorry!!!!) or make a wallpaper. If the latter happens, then I'll get some visiting done, maybe a wallpaper, but I think I should work on my homework. ^^; I have lots of essays that are due before my last day of school (thursday), and I know I'll be too sidetracked/lazy to remember them during the week. *laugh* Ok, now for an amv! I know, I posted this one before, too...but again, it's so awesome! ^_^ The song is "Dream of an Absolution" by Lee Brotherton. And why I'm posting it again is because I just recently found out what this song is from! *laugh* Believe it or not, it's the theme of Silver the Hedgehog from the Sonic game for ps3! Hah! Who knew?? I was so amazed that a song this good could be from Sonic. Anyhoo, the anime in the amv is Air so enjoy! Thanks again for always visiting me. *hugs* I love you guys. ^_^ I hope you have a great Memorial day (that's what it is in the US...is it a holiday elsewhere, too?)! P.S.Please...if you're a religious person pray for one of my (and possibly your) friends on MO, Koneako. Visit her site.She is just 12 and has had diabetes...and apparently, things aren't going well for her. Her life isn't...she's not doing well. I pray that she recovers, but who knows what'll happen. It's very sad. Just keep her in your thoughts please, religious or not.

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Warning: thanks, less sleep, yesterday, wp, helping people, today, & amv

So many wonderful comments!! *hugs* Thank you all sooo much!! ^_^ I still need to finish reading them in fact! *laugh* It's just that I needed to start posting or else I'd run out of time! Anyhoo, I thank you all for looking at the pics! I'm glad that you liked my wolfie sculpture and pendant (hahahaha, YES, I know, Krusty, it's not very good for wearing! The ends are quite sharp so it's a much better shuriken. *laugh*), even though the pictures turned out terrible!! ^^; And the one of me in the dress...ehe...yeah. Roleni-chan, you missed those posts? Well, yes, I went to prom and it sucked! If you wish to read about it in detail, you'll have to go back in my archives...to may 13th post? Yeah, that might be it. Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on the wallpaper, too!! It was featured for a little bit yesterday, and that sure made me happy! ^_^ So, yes, many thanks again to those that commented!! As you can see, I made everything centered on my page now, even the stuff in my profile (except for the "about me" sorta thing). ^^; Does it look fine? Anyhoo, back to now...or last night, or something! I didn't sleep that well! This is the third sunday in a row that I woke up early! Sure, three sundays ago was because we had to go to church, but last time and this time...no reason. I woke up at around 7 something (AM of course, waaaaaaay too early for me), and then I just laid there...and laid there...or is it lied there? Well, either way, I couldn't fall back to sleep. My nose was stuffed up, the AC was really loud, and some guy was cutting his grass or using his weed-whacker for well over an hour!!! DUDE, can't you do that later??? Oh, and my neck was hurting! ^^; So I think I finally fell back to sleep at past 9...but then I just had to have a dream! A scary/disturbing dream at that...one with, I don't know, just scary people trying to kill us and Totoro wouldn't come inside...and I wanted him safe. Anyhoo, so I had to wake up from it, and it was only 40 minutes later. So then I just laid there some more until now...11am. Whatever, I just don't get it! Well then, I guess I'll talk about yesterday. It was boring, and as I said, uneventful. It was extremely hot and humid out there; it was the kind that when you open the door and step outside, it's as if all of your strength is drained away...it was just that horrible. But then! After dinner, the thunderstorm started up! ^_^ Woo! I loved it. I just went outside and stood in the rain...and then sat and watched the lightening. Yeah, I got wet...but it felt nice! *laugh* I just love the rain. Anyhoo, aside from that, nothing happened yesterday! I felt crappy for most of the day, you know, somewhat depressed. I got to chat with Markie though (*hugs him*) and a bit with Rachel (my chipmunk!). I also was helping another friend on here that was having some troubles. I hope my advice did help. *nods* I made a new wallpaper that I'm very happy with!! I made it and submitted it yesterday, and it already started being featured yesterday!! As of this post, it's still featured (#1 spot, too!)! ^___^ Thanks sooooo much everyone! A lot of you (and other people) have already commented on it, too. So please check it out if you haven't! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Now I want to go back to the subject of helping people! I enjoy doing it very much. I love being a sort of counselor to my friends on here and in real life...I feel good when I help someone out, too. I told my mom that I was helping a friend out on here, and she said, "Oh great..." What? "Now you'll have to shoulder THAT burden, too." For some reason, my mom, as sweet/caring/helpful as she is, doesn't like it when I help people out by talking with them. My dad says that someday I'll be a social worker (what???) or counselor or something, but my mom is TOTALLY against that because my dad's sisters are into that line of work and they're not well off...they've shouldered too many of their patients' problems and now they're unstable. My mom doesn't want that happening to me. So she's against that all the way. It's not like I want to be a "social worker", but I wouldn't mind doing something like I do now...just helping people with concerns. I'm better at typing help (hah, sounds weird) than speaking in person though anyway. ^^; I don't know what I really want to do, but I just thought I'd mention this because it was bothering me. What to do? As for today, we might, and that's always a big MIGHT go to the movies. I'm not sure which...maybe Spiderman 3 (even though I've heard bad things about it) or Pirates 3 (same thing). So who knows...maybe we'll see a movie...but supposedly we're definitely going out to eat. We haven't been in a while, so hopefully if we do, the food will be good. Derek said he couldn't go (cause he was going to do things with his GIRLFRIEND, hehe!!), but he never wants to miss going out to eat...so we'll see. Ok then, here's an amv! Yes, I KNOW. I posted this one before, but I love it. ^^ The song is "Radical Dreamers" from the video game Chrono Cross, and it's to Kingdom Hearts (2 I think). Thanks again so much for visiting me. *hugs* I appreciate you all no matter what!! I'll try my best to get to sites today, but don't count on many visits. Sorry!! Have a good day! P.S.Ignore that about the movie and dinner...that's for tomorrow. ^^; Plans changed...

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Warning: thanks/new friends, morning, bad taping, yesterday, pics, wp, & amv

Ok then! I'm ready to post...after many long minutes of preparing to post first...*laugh* As in looking through pics and uploading them so you guys can see things! The things I've been mentioning! Anyhoo, that'll be later. Thanks a billion for the comments! I was amazed that I got so many even though I updated much later than usual. GIDRA and Markie, thanks for noticing I didn't post at my usual time! I'm sure others noticed as well, but you mentioned it! ^^ I'm always worried that people will, well, WORRY if I don't post at my usual time! *laugh* Because I'm so darn routine-oriented, I feel like I have to post everyday AND at around the same time...when I have that time. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks for the "feel better's" and the congrats on the awards! Ordinary Girl, wow, it's been forever!! *hugs hugs hugs* I've missed you! Same with Latias freak, Roleni-chan, and Hippie25! Two new friends commented as well! *hugs* Heley and Emmah. ^__^ Welcome, you two! Anyhoo, back to the awards thing, no, Ordinary Girl, that wasn't the graduation; it's just a thing we do before graduation. The actual graduation ceremony is on June 8, but my last day of school is May 31. *nods* Thanks again!! Well, it's just about noon here...and it's terribly HOT. Hot and humid...bleh, it's terrible!! It's supposed to thunderstorm later though, so that'll be nice. Hopefully it'll cool things off. ^^ I slept a lot last night...which is good. I needed my sleep!! I could've slept all morning! *laugh* Seriously, when I got up at 10:30, I thought, "Eh...I could get up, but...too tired..." so I fell back to sleep. Haha, even now I feel as though I could sleep more. I had many weird dreams that I won't get into, and the air conditioning was extremely loud and disturbing...other than that, fine. I hope my headache doesn't resurface and my emotional stability stays level. That's all I want! I have a feeling this post will be uneventful...umm....as for yesterday, I basically talked about everything that happened. I didn't mention though how HORRIBLE my dad's video-taping was. *laugh* It's the worst I've ever seen!!! He barely even recorded when I was getting the award! He couldn't find me in the crowd...and he ended up taping my mom's shirt or something!! ^^;;; "And the culinary award goes to two fine young ladies...Alyssa Nelton and..-----" Yeah, he basically cut it off when she was announcing MY NAME. So it's as if I didn't even win it. Oh well, but seriously, worst video-taping job EVER. Other things yesterday included signing Deepthi's yearbook and having Dr.B sign mine. I'm going to miss them soooooooo much. T-T And same with my other underclassman friend from Japanese class. She signed mine as well...we're so going to go karaoke-ing together sometime. *nods* Hmmm...yeah, nothing else happened. At home, I finally took pictures of the things I've been meaning to show you!! ^_^ My wolfie sculpture, my pendant I made, my dog, and my prom dress. Here they are, so click on the links to look at them (they're all quite crappy-looking; the camera...wasn't working well!!). Sorry, the prom picture is sideways, and I look terrible thanks to my dad's horrible camera-work (I have red eyes...oh well, at least it matches the red dress!). Pics Pendant Totoro & Wolfie Wolfie on Apron Prom Dress back I also made a new wallpaper yesterday. ^^ I'm very proud of this one as well! I hope you like it. Check it out, ok?? Hosted By theOtaku.com. I don't think anything's going on today! It's just going to be a lazy saturday. *nods* Chatting with Markie, making a wallpaper (maybe), watch some anime...clean rooms...yeah, just regular lazy stuff. Here's an amv. The song is "Let Go" by Frou Frou (it's sooooooooo awesome!!!!), and the anime is Naruto (I'm not really a fan, but I do like the characters and this amv is well-made). Enjoy! Alrighty, thanks a ton for visiting me like usual. *hugs hugs* Have a great day!! P.S.I just noticed that this is a much shorter post for me! ^^; Huh, oh well! Sorry! P.P.S. I forgot to say, Krusty, that I totally agree with your point of view on the wallpapers! It does almost seem like "cheating" if someone makes a Naruto or Bleach wallpaper! ^^; They're always featured and get tons of downloads just because they're THAT popular.

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