Friday, May 25, 2007

Warning: thanks, awards/parents, other stuff, yesterday/new wp, feeling ill, & amv

*hugs* Thank you all for the comments!!! Not as many as usual, but that's quite alright. ^^ Sorry that this post is much later than usual for me!! I'll explain why later...and I'll try to keep this short, too. Thanks for the comments on my wallpapers (it almost came up even I think...for which one you guys liked better!). Some of you that didn't comment the other day even went back and answered the questionnaire. ^^ Thanks a lot!! Rachel (AA), I loved reading your answers of course (and woohoo for you posting again!!!), and Yug, I loved yours, too!! *hugs* Alex, much appreciated as well. ^__^ Yes, and to those of you that wondered HOW MUCH our yearbook cost...it was $75. ^^;; Yeah...woo...Cassie, I commend you on being one of those yearbook people. *hugs* And to everyone again, thanks for the comments!!! Yes, I shall try and keep this short...I'm home right now. ^^; I didn't get any time during the school day to post like I usually do. Here's why! We had our annual awards assembly for the seniors (that's me~) that lasts about 2 hours. *laugh* It was always such a chore...and SOOO BORING in the previous years when we had to watch it, but it wasn't that bad this time! This time when we're actually sitting in the seats in the center...getting called. Well, the preparation wasn't that bad. We all had to put on our caps and gowns. ^^;; (horrible looking) I had a tough time having the cap stay on my head! *laugh* Anyhoo, so we walked in (to Star Wars music, which we also exited to) and sat down. Parents were in the bleachers, along with the whole rest of the school. I didn't think my parents were coming...so I kept telling my friends that they weren't. Well, I was wrong. ^^; Only at the very end did I finally notice them! Mom was waving to me, and Dad was video-taping. ^^;;; I was quite surprised to see them because I had no idea they were coming. After many scholarships (that I didn't apply for...) and awards, they finally got to the Family and consumer sciences awards...hehe! I ended up getting the culinary award. Yup. For cooking!! My friend Alyssa also go it. ^_^ She's going to the Cooking School downtown for college, which is totally awesome so of course she deserves this award. When they called my name, I was so happy!! I really wanted to cry, too. ^^; Then again, i wanted to cry all the other times when one of my good friends (like Narret) got an award or when one of the speakers was giving a really touching story...it's just soooo sweet...and/or sad...and/or happy. So, yeah, I got a plaque with my name on it and "Culinary Award", and I got an adorable apron (Mrs.Bakken picked it out! I love it!!) and pot holders (oh yeah~, pot holders. They look like a duck.). *laugh* I'm happy with them! I wish I got other awards though. They didn't give any for GPA...which they should've. ^^; My average is OVER a 4.0! Anyhoo, so other things today...I brought home my pajamas that I made and all of my art-related things. I brought home my wolfie sculpture so later I'll take a pic so I can finally show you all, and I'll do the same with my pendant. Nothing else really occurred so I'll move onto yesterday... Yesterday has escaped me. I don't remember it at all. I was semi-depressed so yeah. I did make a new wallpaper though...and I was SO PROUD of it...but what sucks is that I barely got any downloads. ^^; I thought I'd get a ton! It looks so professional and all...and I worked really hard on it...booo....*sigh* Oh well, as long as I like it, right? ^^; Please download/comment if you want! Hosted By theOtaku.com. I'm currently feeling sick to my stomach for some reason...and my head still sorta hurts. Oh, that's right...yesterday also sucked because I had a horrendous headache!! >< My head throbbed, and it was just miserable. I was also quite stuffed up and couldn't breathe. Today I can breathe better, but my head still hurts, I feel like throwing up (probably cause of the head), and my heart palpitations have been quite frequent today. I'm also feeling a tad bit down...so hopefully this weekend is good. It's a 3-day weekend, so yay! And next week is my last week! Alrighty, now for an amv. It's another from Princess Tutu (i've never seen it, but I want to!! And all of the amv's I've seen from it are great). The song is "God is a Girl" by Groove Coverage. I don't think I posted this one before...I hope not anyway. *laugh* Ok, thanks for visiting me!! *hugs* I'll try my best to get to your sites. ^^; If I feel up to it. Have a good day!

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

Warning: thanks a ton, now, today, yesterday/yearbook, new wp's, dance, & amv

*is still in amazement from the comments* >__< GAWD....I love you guys. *laugh* But I saw that, like, everyday so of course you knew that already...and, so yeah...anyhoo, wow, I'm still really amazed that almost EVERYONE filled out that survey question thing! Thanks a ton! ^_^ It was so amusing and touching to read your answers. Grif, you're the only one that didn't answer them...but "self-centered"? ^^; Then I guess everyone else that put this questionaire thing up is, too! *laugh* I appreciate your honesty though. Oh, and Steph, you didn't either, but that's totally fine. ^_^ I can understand why you didn't because, yes, if I want your answer to these, I can just ask you in email. *hugs* Anyhoo, I of course appreciated the comments and whatnot on my Sora wallpaper and also the encouragement to cheer up! *hugs* As for the answers, hehe!! You all read my like a book...or maybe it's just because it's so darn obvious! Everyone (except for kirbysdouble, who said Angela Aki, and I totally think that's awesome of you!! ^^) said that Air and/or Misuzu reminded you of me. Hehe. ^_^ Or NocturnalClivya said a cute little puppy! Awww, thank you. And about my personality, I really loved reading your points of view!! "Sweet, silly, sincere (all S's!)" among other things! Well, I'll stop going on about this...but I really thank you from the bottom of my heart, and I'm sorry if it took you a while to do! ^^; I will never ask you to do something so arduous again! Nyuuu....nyuu? Yes, anyhoo, (haha, I guess I am silly! *laugh*) I'm in my 5th period campus right now...no, i mean 4th period! Woo, I'm still off-kilter. I'm sitting here by my friend Kailey, who's the little sister of one of my friends that graduated last year, Cara. She's flipping through...*drum roll* My yearbook! Yes, yes! I got my yearbook yesterday. I'll talk more about that later. Back to right now/today...I just had computer animation, and I'm just about done with my project! I just want it to be done so I'm sort of giving up. *laugh* Can't it just look like the wolf is going to eat the stone (a part of my storyline)? ^^; I don't feel like animating it! Um, before that...hahahaha...I had philosophy, and over half of the class was gone! They were on the physics field trip (which is to Six Flags, a theme park!), and you know what we did? First my teacher let anyone go to the cafeteria for 10 minutes that wanted to, and then he searched around for something for us to watch...and we watched the original Batman movie. *laugh* The one made in the 60's!! It's the CORNIEST movie ever...and that makes it great. Haha, the shark! For heaven's sake, of course Batman happens to have "shark repelent spray" with him! "Holy Merlin Magician, Batman" says Robin...oh wow...I love that movie. It's so BAD. Before that I had gourmet, and you know what? ALL of the biatches were gone! They were on the field trip, so that just left me alone in my "family". That meant that I actually got to do some cooking. ^^; Mrs.Bakken helped me out though so that was good, and then I had her sign my yearbook...she's so sweet. She signed it "your fan club teacher"...aww!! >_< She's the best. I'm still going to keep in contact with her, especially about Cooking for Friends. Whenever she starts that again, she'll email me about it and then maybe I can come in to help cook or still make the poem menus. ^_^ As for yesterday, ummm...well, good news! I finally finished my pajamas in fashion trends! I finally finished sewing those horrid things. *laugh* Ah, that's great...they won't fit well at all, but that doesn't matter! Anyhoo, so when I finished I asked to go pick up the yearbook. It's really nice, too! It's all in color and everything (boy, was it expensive!). I had Narret sign it, and my friend Maddie (we're both going to the same college), Karen (very good friend who was going to go to prom with me but couldn't cause of her mom), Charlotte (whom I call "Char of Lotte the badger girl", just because...and we've been friends since elementary school), Christine (friend since elem.school as well), and Georgie (the only guy friend I have). I hope to get my other favorite teachers to sign it and some of my other friends. *nods* ^_^ I was looking through it, and I hate every pic I'm in (which isn't many), and I found out that I know very few people! *laugh* I looked through the senior class and thought, "Wow, I don't know MOST of these people..." Haha, but then again Mrs.Bakken said the same thing about teachers! Other things of yesterday...nothing! Oh, nothing except chatting with Markie (super fun crazy conversation! Hehe.) I did make 2 new wallpapers though...well, actually one and made variations on it. It's an Utena one. I love her. What can I say? I just love making wallpapers of her! ^^; So, here they are. One is all bright and colorful and the other I made her black and white and changed the other thing's color...I like them both, but which do you like better? GIDRA, thanks so much for your comment already. ^_^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Ok, I think I've been rambling too much...^^; I have dance next (nooooooo!!!!), and I think we have to perform our choreographed dance. ^^;;;; I don't want to! *laugh* Hopefully my group members are all there cause, yeah...Anyhoo, here's an amv. It's an Utena one (sorry, Utena overload!), from the movie. The song is "Castles in the Sky" by Ian Van Dahl (you've probably danced to it in DDR). Enjoy! Alrighty then, I'm done with taking up your time for today! *hugs* Thanks again sooo much for visiting and everything. Have a lovely day!

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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, yesterday's reality, wp, today/questionaire, & amv

*huggles* I love you all!!! >____< Seriously, I don't know what I'd do without you guys. I got really great comments...from such great friends! *hugs* Even if you didn't comment yesterday, that's fine; I still love you! Do I throw the word "love" around too easily? Well, it doesn't matter! Anyhoo, thanks so much for everything. Jenna!! *accepts your super gigantic monster huggles* I've missed you! Olette-chan, you as well! Hitsu, it's been a while! ^_^ Angelbest and Yug, too! Wow...I sure got a lot of rarities yesterday! Steph and everyone else, too! I love you guys. ^^ Anyhoo again! I'm glad that you all liked my wallpaper! I was very surprised to see good comments on it. About the leaves, just don't ask...they looked flame-y when I made them...that's all! Lys, your comment was especially appreciated. I'm sure you know other people (like yourself) that can use the liquify tool well, but that really made me feel good! Thanks also everyone to your sympthy and whatnot about my brother. *nods* I appreciated everything said. ^_^ Well...I'm in my first period campus (free period) with my old programming class. Deepthi is awesome, and we've been talking. I'm going to miss her SOOOO MUCH when I graduate...I said I'd come back just to visit her...and I'd end up asking the counseling office for her schedule and become a stalker of some kind.*laugh* Other than that, the guys in the class are fooling around with the robot they've been programming. It's just going around in circles...and it plays a song. Yeah, awesome. Anyhoo, I'm really tired...and it's only wednesday! I actually had no idea what day it was today. I forgot to change the date on my clock, so when I saw it this morning, it still said tuesday...and I was like, "Are you kidding me??? It's really just tuesday?? I HOPE it's wednesday..." and it was! ^^; Yeah, well...this week is going to last forever...bleh. Yesterday was...not that good! I was somewhat delirious all day yesterday. Completely out of it and I was depressed as well! I seriously didn't know what I was doing for most of the day. I just wanted to sleep or cry or something...I think reality was really hitting me then, too. Seniors were able to get their yearbook yesterday (I didn't cause I didn't have the money...I'll get it today) so lots of my friends had theirs. I was looking at them, and I felt really sad...I'm going to actually miss people! I thought that I'd just be like, "Woohoo!! Out of school! Screw you guys!" but that feeling is only towards some people...not all. Most of the people I'm going to miss are teachers and underclassmen friends. Narret, of course, and other friends that are graduating, too...so I suppose that just hit me like a ton of bricks, and whatever other problems I have. Either way, I just didn't feel mentally stable at all. Hopefully today will be better, but so far...I'm still iffy. *laugh* Well, I did end up making a wallpaper though. I was going to make an Utena one at first, but then I came across this pic of Sora that I LOVE. So I made wallie of it...I have the quote there that's from KH2 I believe, yes. I just love those grungy flower brushes. ^^; If you couldn't tell, I've been using them in almost every wallpaper since I got them! *laugh* Anyhoo, I hope you like it. Please comment/download! Hosted By theOtaku.com. I finally saw Narret this morning! As I was coming here, she was going somewhere, and I saw her. She didn't even check MO so she didn't know that I posted on her site! I told her about it, and she was surprised and amused. I have foods today so I'll finally see her again. ^_^ It's been so many days! She was at envirothon (science knowledge competition thing) yesterday and monday. Anyhoo, on Koneako's site, she had this questionaire thing...I want to have it here...but I'm afraid that either no one will answer ANY or people will JUST answer the questions and not reply to my post at all! ^^; So please answer what you can if you want! Or not at all, but please DON'T JUST ANSWER THESE AND NOT COMMENT ON THE REST OF MY POST. It's either everything or my post and SOME questions (that's ok). Thanks so much for putting up with me. ^^; I'm sorry if I sounded mean or something! It's just now I know what Magnus would feel with her posts! What would you think if: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1.I committed suicide: 2.I said I like you (for opposite gender): 3.I kissed you (for opposite gender): 4.I liked someone you didn’t: 5.I was hospitalized: 6.I ran away from home: What you think of my: 7.Personality: 8.Who are you? 9.Are we friends? 10.When and how did we meet? 11.What do you think of me? 12.How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? 13.Do you love me? 14.Have I ever hurt you? 15.Would you hug me? 16.Would you kiss me? 17.Are we close? 18.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 19.How long have you known me? 20.Describe me in one word. 21.What was your first impression? 22.Do you still think that way about me now? 23.What do you think my weakness is? 24.Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)? 25.What reminds you of me? 26.What's something you would change about me? 27.How well do you know me? 28.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 29.If so tell me now? (or PM me) 30.Do you think I would kill someone? 31.Are you going to put this on your otaku site and see what I say about you?? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thank you so much if you took the time with that. Again, you don't have to answer any of those at all. Only if you have the time. ^^; *hugs* Here's an amv, as if I didn't take up enough of your time already. ^^;; I'm sorry!! The song is "You Are" by Atomic Kitten, and the anime is Chrno Crusade. Thanks so much for suffering through my posts. ^^; *hugs* I'm sorry about anything and everything! Have a good day!

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Warning: thanks, art, today, brother, yesterday, delirious, & amv

^__^ Thanks so so so so much for your comments...I love you guys so much!! This time I won't hug and love you to PIECES though...some of you got that way and never re-assembled yourself again. *laugh* I'm very appreciative for all of your sweet comments on my poem. I see that most of you agree. ^^ I enjoy hearing all of your opinions about that subject...or, well, any subject for that matter!! NNM, I already know your deal. *laugh* And sorry for that comment again. Anyhoo, again, thanks very much for your views. Alex even pm-ed me yesterday with more about it!! Very interesting! *hugs* I enjoy pm-ing him; he is indeed a very good friend! He even gave me more Peacemaker plushies. *laugh* Aya, I do belive you (and other people) wanted to know about that anime! Well, it revolves around the shinsengumi...if you've seen/read Rurouni Kenshin or Samurai X you would know a bit about them. It's a comedy with action, too. It's just VERY good. Sorry i can't really give you a detailed summary of it, but yeah...you could look it up at animenfo. *nods* That's a great site for info on anime! Obviously! Anyhoo...I'm glad you liked the wallpaper and everything. Thanks so much for your comments!! I don't know how this post will come along...I'm feeling sort of awkward and pressured here while typing it...you see, I currently have art 3D! But since I finished my wolfie, and I'll only have one more class of it...I couldnt really start a new project. ^^; For the first part, I washed these clay wheel pedestal things...oh FUN, but really, it wasn't that bad (I'm weird and like cleaning things). And now I'm in the computer lab supposedly "working" on my computer animation. I just feel awkward because I don't know this class AND I'm using this other kid's computer...who knows if he'll come back and take it away! *laugh* Anyhoo, another thing if interest that happened during art was this one girl had her ipod BLASTING! It was so loud! But you know what was cool??? It was anime music! I had NO CLUE that this girl was into anime/j-pop. I didn't talk to her about it...but still...I have that song; I don't remember what it's to, but I have it! Some rude kid said, "Who's playing that horrible music???" Hopefully she didn't hear...probably not since it was so loud, but still. I just wish I knew earlier that she liked anime...or at least the music. I'm horrible at talking with people out of the blue like that! Especially if we've never talked before... Umm...before this I had philosophy. I handed in my poem, and then we just watched "The Incredibles"! ^^; Yeah, apparently it has a lot to do with objectivism and other theories. I had never seen it before, so this was my first time. It was good...and certainly didn't seem like a kid's movie. Anyhoo, as for sleep...I didn't sleep that well. It took me a while to fall asleep, and then this morning I was quite FREEZING again. I don't remember...well, i sort of remember my dreams, but nothing special there. I'm tired...that's all I can say!! I'm tired and hungry! I'm starting to feel sick...argh...and I still have Japanese after this...I don't feel like doing anything. ^^; Anyhoo, I'll talk about yesterday now. Corey had his doctor's appointment, and it wasn't that good...apparently, he has a lot more problems than he/we initially thought. Scoliosis among other things, which aren't life-threatening of course. It's just...bah, you know I complain about him a lot...but I feel bad. Most of the reasons for my complaints are because of it's just his way of getting out his frustrations...he's actually quite depressed, but he doesn't let out his depression with crying or anything...heck, he hasn't cried since his pet bird died (which was 6 years ago or so). [this post was interrupted by change of classes! now I'm in Japanese] He just complains about anything and everything...and apparently controlling me and mom and making us feel bad all the time is just how he gets it out...well, so yeah, I don't know where I'm going with this! *laugh* I guess I'm just trying to say that I'm sorry for always badmouthing my brother like that; he's not fully a bad person at all...he's just very mixed up and stressed out, and yeah. Anyhoo, so the doctor said that he should get some x-rays so he's doing that today. In other words, he's home again...and because of that my computer time will be off. ^^; Ok, I have no clue what I've been going on about...my mind is currently not here at the moment! *laugh* I'm not even following what I'm typing so I'm terribly sorry if this post is a bit unorganized or just plain old doesn't make sense! ^^;;; Yesterday I made a new wallpaper! It took me a while, and it really came out...different...from what I wanted. Or at least different from where I started! I hope it's ok though! It's of Souji from Peacemaker Kurogane. ^_^ Please comment/download! Thanks Alex for your comment already. You didn't hurt my feelings at all...heck, like I said, I didn't even know what I was doing with it. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Sorry again! I honestly don't know where this post is going...^^;; I'm delirious!! Umm...I posted on Narret's site...*laugh* She was logged in still in the computer lab...what a crazy coincidence that I used the same computer that she did!! So that post on there was written by me (as I stated in it). ^_^ Ok, I'll end this crazy post soon...here's an amv!! The song is "Perfect World" by Simple Plan, and the anime is Tokyo Mew Mew. Enjoy! Thanks sooooooooo much for putting up with me...I always appreciate your comments and everything. *hugs* I hope you have a good day, and I hope I find my sanity!

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Monday, May 21, 2007

Warning: thanks, right now, today, poem, yesterday, wallpaper, & amv

I must thank you all so much. *huggles* ^_^ I love you guys to pieces!! You get that?? PIECES!! That's probably not exactly a good thing, but I don't care! *laugh* Thanks a ton for the comments. Of course I enjoyed reading all of them. ^^ Alex, you're surprised by the length of the comments I get? Well, you shouldn't be! After all, I write really long posts...so I would think it's natural. ^^; You give me really long comments, too, and even though before it sort of was, it isn't a contest. I'm happy with whatever anyone says...just as long as it isn't, "Man, your posts are long," and that's the end of it. Anyhoo, thanks for your comments on my poem. Yes, depressing indeed! Some of you found it true and others didn't...I just write what comes to mind, whether it's what I believe or not, or whether it's what I feel like doing or not! Don't worry, I'm not suicidal. ^_^ Though my poetry may be. *laugh* As for my wallpapers, yes, they did suck, and thanks so much Alex for your comment on that one (no one else did!). It's ok, that just wasn't my day for wallpapers. I appreciate everything that was said though. Shizuka, so nice to hear from you again! *hugs* And GIDRA as well. ^^ Thanks again! Well, currently I'm in the library. I have service club right now for Ms.Jones, but she isn't here! ^^ The sub looked at me oddly when I came in there...he said, "She doesn't have a class right now..." I said that I of course knew and that I was supposed to be there for service club. ^^; He repeated what he said, and I repeated what I said...then asked if I could go to the library so here I am! Hooray! I just finished reading an email from Steph/Magnus, and that really put me in a good mood. She is just SO sweet. *hugs her* Her email made me smile the whole time, what with her constant compliments and whatnot. She's a dear, and I'm so glad I've been contacting her outside of MO, too. She's doing fine so don't worry. She still has a bit of a cough, but nothing too serious! Her spiders have also been burning all of the bows that I've been trying to make them wear...that bonfire has lasted for over a week! *laugh* I insist that they wear cute little bows though!! Hehe. ^_^ I hope this good mood stays with me...though I doubt it will! Anyhoo, other things that happened today...in gourmet 2, we plated up the snacks for the arts festival today to be put out during the intermission of the dance show for the people to, well, eat! After we filled the platters, we then were able to eat whatever was left. The mint-chocolate dessert that Narret and my group made was delicious. I just tried my best to ignore the biatches so all I ended up doing was listen to music and do my poem for philosophy. You probably don't remember, but it's supposed to deal with applied ethics...and whether we think a certain controversial thing is ethical or not. Anyhoo, I made a poem and it's about homosexuality. *nods* I think it's pretty good...but it was hard to include the theories or whatever in it. ^^; Well, whatever. Here it is...say what you think about it. "People are People" Is loving another Of the same sex Really so wrong With our ethics? He loves him; She loves her; It does no harm, Though few concur. It's a part of our rights, To have our lives And privacy, Free expression, And safey. If there is love, Then there should be no problem, But not everyone agrees-- "It's against religion." What's in the heart Is all that should matter, Not on the outside, Pleasing the social ladder. Autonomy rules-- It's what's in our heart and mind, To do what we want, And love our own kind. ^_^ Good? And by "our own kind" I mean another person, another human...we're all the same. Anyhoo, you don't have to agree with me AT ALL. I totally understand that some of you are against homosexuality. *nods* And that's fine. ^^ *hugs* Anyhoo, other than that today...I had computer animation. I'm almost done; I just have to finish this one scene. It's TERRIBLE...*laugh* but at least it's almost done! Then I had lunch...so, yeah, nothing else interesting. I saw my wolfie sculpture in one of the display cases, and it looks pretty good! When I get it back, I'll take a pic of it and show you all. Yesterday...I don't remember it much! Nothing happened. Watched more Honey & Clover II (it's getting really good! poor Hagu!!! *sob*) and Monster (sooooo good...it's so suspenseful!! ><). Then I made a new wallpaper. I wasn't going to because I was still a bit depressed, but then I saw Alex's comment (destinyssweetman), and it inspired me!! Therefore, it's a Hijikata from Peacemaker Kurogane wallpaper. ^_^ Alex, this is sort of dedicated to you! I hope you guys like it. Please comment/download if you wish! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hmm...this post has been going on for a while, hasn't it? ^^; Don't worry, I'll end it soon. Today, Corey took off work because he has a doctor's appointment...boo...so that means a lack of computer time. Sorry! *hugs* I'll try my best to visit though. Now for an amv. It's another Utena one (this time from the movie), and the song is "Dare" by Stan Bush!!! Ahhh, a total classic!! It was in the original Transformers Movie...man, that's a great movie right there. 80's, yay! The vid is a bit odd, but then again the Utena movie is odd, what with all of the different symbols and all. Anyhoo, enjoy! I think I've wasted enough of your time. *laugh* sorry! *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me, and have a fantabulous day!

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

Warning:thanks, chilly morning, order, yesterday sucked, depressing poem, & amv

Well...I can't think of an interesting way to start this so...just...thanks for the comments!! Just 10! That's ok though; I suppose lots of people were busy having fun on their saturday or something. ^_^ I'm pretty sure I visited more than 10 people, but it's fine! *huggles* I appreciated all of what was said. Xanth, it was nice to have a good lengthy comment from you once again! *laugh* That's right, slaves! I just need armies of slaves to do the sewing work for me. Haha. darkeangel, I thank you for your opinion on bras...*laugh* It most definitely amused me! I'm glad that you all liked my wallpaper, whether you knew the character or not (I didn't even!), and some of you liked that amv but not everyone. That's fine. ^^ Hmmm...I didn't get any other eager responses though...about MyO Idol! Sorry, kirbysdouble, it seems that I have failed! I don't think we'll get any other entries. ^^; Anyhoo, I feel like I should put up a glossary in my profile or something about commonly used names in my posts! That way you'd know who's who. ^^; destinyssweetman, Markie is Hoaryu on MO. We don't know each other in person yet. *nods* Hmm...so, yes, thanks again for the comments!!! *yawn* I wish I could've slept better this morning...argh...I woke up at 8:30 to go to the bathroom, and I was like "brrr....it's cold!!! Luckily I'm still tired so I'll be able to go back to bed...in my covers..." So I lay back down, and I bundle up, but nah...I was still cold (dude, it's probably 50 degrees out there, NOT freezing...yet I'm cold?) so I even put my jacket on...still cold. I couldn't fall back to sleep!!! >< I hate that! So I just lied there until 10:30...being uncomfortable. ^^; I'm still chilly, even now! If it isn't 80 degrees+ outside then I don't think we need the air conditioning on. Anyhoo, other than that...well, I don't remember my dreams this time! So I suppose that's it for my morning time. Just a quick question, do you guys like how my posts are always organized? Because I pretty much have this same order of paragraphs each time...is that good? Or do you like more random/spontaneous posts? If that's the case, I'm sorry! ^^; I'm quite concrete sequential and have OCD tendencies like that! But putting this question here made it different from usual. ^_^ As for yesterday...yesterday sorta sucked. I did get a lot of visiting done, and had a good amount of time to myself when Corey was working, but I was that chipper. ^^; I got into one of my down moods...and I just didn't feel like doing anything or being happy! I felt like crying, but I didn't. If I don't have a specific reason to cry, then I shouldn't...like I don't know why I get depressed most of the time; I just do. Anyhoo, so I made two new wallpapers yesterday...two new wallpapers! But they SUCK. I'm not very happy with either of them, and I was surprised to see how few downloads I got on the one...though usually my wallpapers in that style get a ton! I think it's cause it really did SUCK, and I shouldn't have even submitted it. The other one I'm getting used to, and I think is ok...but as some people in the comments already mentioned, it IS too busy-looking and some stuff wasn't needed. I guess I just wasn't in a good wallpaper-making mood either. Maybe I should take a break? If you want to see the wallpapers, you'll have to go to my portfolio and see them yourself; I don't feel like putting them in my post for once. ^^; Constructive criticism is much appreciated! Though I don't always take it well. *laugh* Sorry, this post is taking another depressing turn! Here's a poem I wrote last night, before going to bed! ^_^; It's um, ABOUT suicide. That doesn't mean I was being suicidal. Why is it that we suffer Through life, Despite knowing that it's So easily ended with a knife? The strength to go on Isn't always there-- It slips away so simply With a thought of "I don't care." Some fancy objects that are sharp, Others pop too many pills, But in their thoughts it doesn't matter, Just as long as it kills. So how does one handle All these morbid feelings? Being cheated and ripped off By the life God's been dealing. I had more at the end of this poem...but I took it off because it didn't really fit. I don't know; whatever! ^^; Depressing? Yes. I'm sorry if I ruined anyone's day with this! It could use a better ending, but I didn't know if I wanted to keep it morbid or make it uplifting...so it just ends there. You like it? ^^;; Now then, as for today...I hope I get out of this slump of a mood and have a good day. Corey's home, of course, so who knows how much visiting I can get done today. I'm sorry if I don't get to all of you. *hugs* I don't know if we'll do anything though, like see a movie or whatever, so yeah, I don't know! Anyhoo, here's an amv! The song is "Castles and Dreams" by Blackmore's Night, and the anime is Utena. ^_^ It's from the show, not the movie this time! ^^; In the tv series, Utena's (pink) hair is long, but it's short in the movie. This is shoujo-ai, but I don't think there's anything in this one...unless they show the ending when Utena and Anthy kiss. That's all. Enjoy! Thanks so much for visiting me...and putting up with this post of mine! ^^; *hugs* I hope you have a wonderful day regardless!

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Saturday, May 19, 2007

Warning: thanks/replies, morning, yesterday, new wp, MyO idol, & amv

*huggleglompattack* Thanks so much!!! I got so many comments!!! ^^; 24! *hugs* That's almost a record I think...I don't remember what my highest was...but this is definitely up there!! ^__^ I thank you all from the deepest depths of my heart! *laugh* I'm glad that you all thought the post to be interesting as well...interesting to say the least. *laugh* What with talks of boobs, Dr.Seuss being a pedophile, and my hatred towards bras. Haha...yeah, I'm glad not many of you thought TOO strange of me. In fact, many of you girls agreed with me!! Hehe. ^_^ I could go in depth with that, but I won't. *nods* It's just, yes, when you have small boobs...it's easier to get away with not wearing one, so when you HAVE to or FEEL that you have to, then it's like torture. *laugh* Ok, I'll get off of that topic now...now that you all think I'm crazy. Anyhoo, as for my wolfie sculpture, I'll definitely take a picture of it and show you guys when it's done. ^^ It's going to be in the art show on monday so I have to wait until after then to take it home. I hope it looks ok! Hehe, well, thanks again!! *huggles* Saturday morning!! Well...it's actually almost noon now...*laugh* I am able to have my relaxing schedule of posting and visiting and whatnot today because Corey (yes, my BROTHER, and yes Shishou, lots of people seem to get confused by that!) is working. ^_^ Though he probably only works for about another hour or 2...but still, it's enough time for me to not be annoyed by him. *nods* I'm eating toast with peach preserves, and enjoying my glass of milk. Isn't that exciting??? Anyhoo, so I slept pretty well last night, except for waking up early (but going back to bed) and being cold!! Sure it was cooler yesterday, but I was freezing in bed! ^^; Other than that, I had very weird dreams...one that seemed to go on forever, dealing with some race and these strange guys. I think I was fearing for my life with their horrible driving, and before that I remember a part where Corey and I were playing some video game...that then ended up being kingdom hearts, and I said it was #3. *laugh* I had weird dreams!!! Other parts were weird, but I won't mention them! Now then, yesterday...yesterday...*thinks* Oh, well first, I want to reply to what some of you said about me not wanting to go into fashion marketing. Well, I DO like fashion but just mainly the design part. I just don't like the sewing part and whatnot, which is what I've been doing in my fashion trends class in school. *nods* Anyhoo, back to yesterday...I felt pretty bleh all day. I felt lonely and somewhat depressed. I felt like I was being ignored or at least not included by certain friends, which are my only friends really. ^^; Um, I'm trying to think if anything specific to talk about happened yesterday...well, I suppose the best thing is that I'm exempt from my English final!! Yay!! ^__^ That means I don't have to come in for ANY finals! We have a take-home one for philosophy, which he was supposed to give to us already...but hasn't...but other than that, nothing. ^^ When I got home, after a few errands with my parents, I just did my usual: chatted with Markie, visited some people (sorry, I still don't think I got to everyone!), and made a new wallpaper. ^__^ The new wallpaper was requested by Madarame2!! He even advertised me and it on his site yesterday, and that made me really happy. *nods* Thanks again!! So here it is, it's of Nodoka (apparently aka Library-chan; I don't know since I haven't seen/read Negima yet) from Negima. Please comment/download if you want!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Other topics of interest yesterday included me struggling with the program Audacity in attempts to record me singing...*laugh* For the MyO Idol!! Check out kirbysdouble's site for more information! We need more entries! So if you like to sing, then please enter!! ^__^ It should be fun so don't be embarrassed, especially since it's just 3 judges, who are your friends. I'm one of them. ^^ As for today, I doubt I'll do anything interesting! Probably make another new wallpaper, play some Pokemon, and do whatever visiting I can. Then once Corey comes home, who knows. Now for an AMV then!! ^_^ The song is "Spirit Never Dies" by Masterplan. It's a really great amv, too. They use soooo many different anime characters (even City Hunter! he's at around 1:52, or 3:41 remaining or something...if I remember correctly, and other older or unknown characters!) and it's all a lip-syncing one. Whoever made it did a great job! Enjoy! Well, thanks so much for visiting me. *hugs* I love you guys! I hope you have a good day!! ^_^

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Friday, May 18, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, yesterday, interesting conversation, facts, & amv

*huggles* Thanks so much for the comments!! ^__^ Oh, and yesterday, I said "arigatou, minna", "minna" means "everyone." *nods* Now you know. Anyhoo, thanks for the comments though fewer than usual, but that's totally understandable since I barely visited anyone yesterday. ^^; I'm so sorry. I just wasn't up to it...among other things. Anyhoo, I'm glad you liked my new wallpaper! Lots of wonderful compliments. ^_^ Krusty, don't worry, very few people actually comment ON my wallpapers these days. Yug!!!! *hugs back* hells light, yes, Corey is my brother. *nods* I have two brothers, Derek and Corey. Derek is the oldest of 28, and Corey is 26. Some of you actually noticed that yesterday's post was shorter! Well, today's is probably going to be even worse. ^^;;; Thanks again everyone! *hugs* Yes, so it's first period, and here I am with my old programming class. No fun stick figure drawing though. Deepthi is learning/getting help from Dr.B with chemistry. Just before this, he was showing us a chemistry experiment dealing with blowing up a balloon by putting baking soda in it and vinegar in a beaker...then putting the balloon over the beaker. It wasn't that interesting, though we thought that it was going to explode for a while. ^^; We all quickly stepped back, and he just kept laughing...nothing happened; oh well. Um, other things this morning...I woke up very crabby...I didn't want to wake up; I just want to sleep more!!! Other things kept pissing me off, too, including running late...but I made it to school on time because I either ate my cereal more quickly or maybe I just didn't eat as much. ^^; I'm not sure! I dropped off my wolfie sculpture to be fired in the kiln today, and if that works out, then it'll be in the art show on monday! ^_^ Yesterday was...ummm...pretty crappy. I got home to see Corey home of course, and that just immediately annoyed me. As you know, whenever he's home, my schedule of relaxing and having MY fun is greatly disrupted...all in all, I barely went on the computer. Even when I got my time, I just worked on glazing my wolfie (aka painted my wolf sculpture; which was QUITE annoying as well...I had to do it outside, and there were flies bugging [haha, corny, yes] the heck out of me! And I don't even know if I glazed it enough...). I was feeling "anti-social" all day yesterday, so I'm really sorry that I didn't get to many of your sites. Even if I felt like doing it, I wouldn't have been able to probably. I hope you forgive me. ^^; Also because of my small amount of time on the computer, I didn't make a new wallpaper...so this post is going to be really boring. I'll find something... I'd say the thing that picked me up the most yesterday was my chat with Rachel (aurionaddict) online last night. It was only for a half-hour or so, but wow. *laugh* Our conversation included the following topics: rants on being female, boobs, and Dr.Suess being a pedophile among other disturbing things. We came to the conclusion that all of his books have underlying and disturbing meanings...I mean, come on!! Hop ON Pop...there's definitely something there. ^^; And that conversation came from the one about boobs...after we talked about how it's fun to draw them. *laugh* Yes, ok, sorry, this is very weird...but it was amusing! And, no, not like drawing naked women or anything like that. Umm...ok...I'll stop now before any of you think MORE wrongly of me. I have been tagged 3 more times since I last wrote a list of facts...by I don't even remember who now. *laugh* I'll just put some down if I can remember them, but I won't tag anyone else. 1.I tend to have very sexist views...I can complain a lot about the inequalities between men and women, but I'll spare you all before you hate me. 2.I'm going to major in fashion marketing in college, but I don't know if I really want to do that...I, for some reason, really want to do something with poetry or graphic design, but I doubt anything will go as I want it. 3.I hate wearing bras...>_> 4.Because of #3, you're all probably going to..umm....I don't know...spare me, please. *laugh* 5.I think I give up on these facts. 6.I have philosophy, foods (with Narret), photo, and fashion today. Yeah, those are all really interesting, right? ^^;;;;; I can't wait to see your comments, especially if you really read them. Sorry guys. Anyhoo, I suppose I'll give you an amv to watch now. The song is "Ever dream" by Nightwish, and the anime is Saint Seiya...well, one of the newer series though I'm not sure which. I really like Saint Seiya; it's an older anime classic. Enjoy! Thanks so much for visiting me! *hugs* I'm sorry if this post bored the heck out of you. I appreciate your still coming to visit me. ^^; I'll try better today to get to you all! Have a good day!

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Warning: thanks, japanese crap, today's stuff, yesterday, new wp, amv, & sorry

Arigatou, minna!! *huggles* I might as well thank you all in Japanese since I'm in Japanese class right now. ^^; So thanks again for all of those comments! I enjoyed reading them of course. Yes, ali-chan!! My stick figure Eety was supposed to be a play on E.T. *laugh* Way to notice it!! ^__^ Eh....I just had to interrup this post in order to take my Japanese converstaion And it took TOO LONG!!! I won't complain about it here, since this is the thanking paragraph, but yeah. ^^; Anyhoo, I'm glad you all liked my new wallpapers and everything!! *hugs* I see that some of you have read Imadoki as well. ^^ Madarame, don't worry! I haven't forgotten your wp request!! I just tend to stray off and do my own thing first...sorry! I'll get to it and whatever other requests I have as soon as I can. *hugs* Thanks again everyone! Oh, and Olette-chan, you're so sweet. ^__^ Thanks for your compliments about how I write/speak! Sophisticated? Hehe, I dont' know about that, but thanks again! Argh, so anyway...I just had that conversation, and it was SOOOOOO stupid. I had to have the conversation with another school on the line, too. So I was with these other two girls...jeez, it was horrible. It took so much longer than usual because of them!! The topic was on our dreams for the future, and what's the luck that all three of us answered with "writer/author"??? So then our grader went on and on asking us about what we want to write and stuff...bleh, it was just really stupid. It wasted my posting time. ^^;;; Now I only have 8 minutes left...argh, I'll have to make this really quick then. Today so far...nothing much has happened. I had gourmet 2 (we made chocolate covered pretzels for the art festival), philosophy (someone kill me...I was so tired and it was soooo boring...I almost fell asleep), computer animation (I didn't really work much again...it's not going to be finished in time, but oh well, I just don't feel up to doing anything on it), art 3D (I finished my wolf last time, so I just waited around; then me and this other girl helped out by taking down pots to be displayed in the cases for the show; I'm taking home my wolf today to glaze it there since I won't have any time BEFORE the art show to do it), dance (the one girl in my group was absent so we just practiced without her; we could've performed today, but we didnt' since she wasn't there), lunch (didn't sit with Narret today because it was too packed around the tree where we usually sit. I haven't talked with her all day either...I'm feeling too anti-social today to make an effort anyway), Japanese (already explained). Yup, that's my day in a nutshell. Yesterday was...I don't remember. There was a nice thunderstorm though! I loved it! ^__^ I went out and walked in it for a while. Corey and Dad came home, and didn't make much trouble since they were tired. Today, however, will be a different story...since Corey TOOK OFF...*sigh* So I'm terribly sorry if I don't do as much visiting or whatever because of that. Argh, he never works. Other than that, I'm not feeling too chipper anyway, so yeah. Here's the new wallpaper I made yesterday. ^^ It's been featured since last night, so yay! I hope you like it. Download/comment please! Hosted By theOtaku.com. And now for an amv! Sorry this post is becoming really short...but I am pressed for time. ^^;; The song is "Loves me Not" by tAtu (sorry if you don't like them or whatever, but I love them!! especially this song...I feel like I can relate...or something. ^^;). The anime is Fruits Basket! Enjoy! Thanks so much for visiting me, and sorry for this rushed and boringly short post. ^^; Have a great day! *hugs*

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning w/Deepthi, yesterday's fun, new wp's, today/tomorrow, & amv

*huggles* Thanks so much everyone!!! I got a good amount of comments. ^__^ I haven't gotten to read them all yet though...because I'm sorta short on time seeing how I've been having fun with Deepthi! *laugh* Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on my wallpaper. ^^ I'm glad you liked it! Jee, I don't even remember what I wrote about yesterday! Oh, right! Narret and my exciting lunchtime. *laugh* Haha! I'm glad you thought that amsuing, and some of you have played that game as well! Isn't it hilarious?? Roleni-chan, thanks for showing me a pic of you! You're cute!! ^^ Yay for being fair, hehe! Umm...yes, so I'm not really sure what else to respond to as far as comments seeing how I didn't read them all yet! ^^; Sorry!! *hugs hugs* I will later though. Thanks again soooo much everyone! So right now I'm in my first period campus, hanging out with Deepthi in programming. ^__^ She's so awesome! *laugh* We were just spending time drawing stick-figures. She was saying how she can't draw at all, but I wanted to at least see her stick figures! They're quite nice! *nods* There's Bob, Fredie, and Linda. Then she wanted to see MY stick figures...well, they didn't end up normal! *laugh* I have an alien one named Eety, and then a clown one as well named...CLOWNY! *laugh* Very creative, I know. I think they turned out well...my best stick figures yet! ^^ I autographed them, and now she thinks they'll be famous...I doubt that, but yeah! Anyhoo, other than that, this morning has sucked! I'm really tired and I'm feeling sick! ^^; I wish I had TODAY off instead...boo...grrr...well, at least Deepthi has boosted my mood for now. Yesterday was a good day! I had off, and Mom and I went to the mall after meeting D for lunch. ^^ We shopped around, and I got a couple manga (Imadoki volumes 4 & 5; by Yuu Watase), and we also went to Hot Topic, where I got a couple of tops as well...one I'm wearing right now that has cute pandas on it!! ^_^ They look like Narret's new character, Panda Lurks. *laugh* I'm sure she'll love it. Anyhoo, then we did some other shopping in the feminine-wear department...if you will. Yeah, enough information right there! Teehee. So it was just the girls day out (no night out...), and then when we got home, I went on the computer. I was on the computer for quite some time yesterday since Corey wasn't there to bother me and get me off!! I made 2 new wallpapers, and I even started another one, which I'll finish and submit today. I also played some Pokemon of course, and did my Japanese work. These are the two new wallpapers. Both are sorta requests! Well, the one definitely is. doasinfinity13 requested a Miyavi wallpaper! He's a J-rock singer. ^_^ I think it turned out really well! I'm proud of it, seeing how it's quite different from my usual ones. I discovered the star brush! *laugh* Well, I've known about it, but I never made wallpapers using it before...now I really love it! The other wallpaper was made with a pic that ulterego333 had in her photobucket, and she wanted a wallpaper of. I think that one could've come out better...the pic wasn't of that great quality, so when I used some filters on it, well, now I don't think it looks good. ^^; Anyhoo, please comment and download; thanks! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hosted By theOtaku.com. As for today, I have those FFFFFfffffun....classes. Philosophy, foods, photo, and fashion. ^^; Foods WILL be fun though since Narret will be there. *laugh* My "secret lover." Hahaheh, I love that class. And she's so awesome! ^_^ Other than that, I don't think my other classes will be fun! Oh well...oh, and in Japanese I have to call up my teacher and present my project. I had to revise my script last night so that when I read it to her today, it'll be all grammatically correct. Hopefully I do well! Another thing about today...that ISN'T good...is that the guys, Corey and dad, are coming home tonight!! I thought they were away for another day!! NOoooooo!!!!! >< And what makes matters worse is that that lazy bum Corey is taking off tomorrow!!! Just to take off...this is ridiculous. Does he EVER WORK???? Anyhoo, I suppose this post is a shorter one! ^^; Now for an amv! The song is "Mata Ashita" from Ouran High. ^__^ All of the characters take part in the singing. Enjoy! Well, thanks very much for the comments! *hugs* I love you guys! ^^ Have a great day!

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