Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Warning: thanks, late morning/new songs, yesterday fun, today, & new wp/amv

Seeing as MO has decided to stupid at the moment...and refuses to load, for one of the first times ever I�m writing my post in Word! ^^; Anyhoo, wow, thanks soooo much!!!! I got so many comments...21 again! Isn�t that crazy? Those other few days back I also got 21...like 3 times in a row. Crazy! Hehe. ^_^ Thanks so much! Again, I really wasn�t expecting that many...anyhoo, I�m very thankful to you guys and your comments on the pic of me. ^^; I�m amazed that none of you said I was ugly! *laugh* Many of you thought I�d look exactly like Misuzu though. Well, I wish I looked like her! I could if I lightened my hair...and my hair was just done up that way for prom; usually I have it up in a ponytail with my long bangs to the side, which is similar to Misuzu�s style. Anyhoo, sorry to disappoint you all though! ^^; Thanks nonetheless. I�m also glad that you liked my new wallpaper! I was amazed at how many downloads I got on it because I didn�t think it was that great! Plus, I didn�t get that many on my other Ouran ones. ^_^ So thanks a ton! Roleni-chan, I�d love to email you! My email address is over there on the side. *points to side links under �contact me�* Oh, and as for my height, I�m 5�2� about...so I�m actually taller than you! But not by much. Thanks so much again everyone!!! *hugs hugs* It�s almost noon!! And I can safely say that I just woke up. ^_^ Yup, I don�t have school today, which is totally awesome. If only the landscaper dudes didn�t come!!! Argh!! >< I swear they just cut the grass last week! Boy, they sure were loud. They were loud, and Totoro was, too, because the boys (dad and Corey) were getting ready for their fishing trip. Yay!!! They just left, so now I won�t have to see either of them for 3 days. ^__^ Yes, that�s days and nights! *does a happy dance* Too bad I still have school the other days, but at least I can enjoy it to the fullest today. ^^ Anyhoo, I don�t remember my dreams last night...at least not right now, but I did earlier...oh well! As you can tell on my site (maybe you can or not), I now have a different imeem dealie on here! I found this wonderful playlist on there. Chock full of Angela Aki songs and my favorite songs from FFX! I love piano music, as you can tell, so yeah. I hope you enjoy those songs as well. Ok, now for yesterday...*thinks* well, after my post yesterday I had dance. We worked on creating our own dance routine that has to express a theme (yeah...how stupid!). Our theme is cultural diversity. Anyhoo, so I thought it�d go over really terribly, but luckily we have this girl, Valerie, in our group. She loves dance, and is a very good coordinator. *nods* So she basically came up with all of the dance moves and everything for us. *laugh* Yay for no thinking!! Yup, so that was dance...then I had Japanese (watched the class and visited some sites), and then English (finished watching �A Streetcar Named Desire� and then finished reading the play version). Oh!! I forgot to mention lunch! *laugh* That was most definitely the best part of the day! One of the very few things I remembered!! Narret and I were having a grand ol� time! We sat outside with the others, like usual, and she decided to play this game that I remember her and Susannah playing last year. Hehe. I don�t remember the exact lines of what you�re supposed to say, but it goes something like this...oh, and it�s preferably between two girls. One person says, �Darling, I love you so much...so why won�t you smile for me?� (this person can touch the other person or get as �close� as they�d like, too *laugh*), and then the other is supposed to say, �Dear...you know I love you, but I just can�t smile...� The point is for that second person NOT to smile or laugh during all of this. If they do, then they lose, and they have to be the first person to someone else. *laugh* It�s really a test of how comfortable you are with someone of the same sex saying those things to you and hanging all over you!! Hahaha...anyhoo, so the first time I ended up laughing cause I didn�t realize it was a game. ^^; Then the second time she did it...well, she was pretty much right on top of me, stroking my hair and face and everything...and somehow I didn�t laugh! I did it back, and it was just hilarious. We couldn�t see anyone else in the courtyard, but they were probably all staring. *laugh* Narret�s awesome. ^__^ Sorry to those of you that are like, �Eeewwww...lesbian activies, eeeww!!!� This is just a fun game anyway. More on yesterday! I got the new Pokemon!!!! ^___^ So I started playing Pearl. *nods* It�s fun of course, and I chose the penguin as my starter. I just don�t like how they made the environment more 3D...I was so used to the other games being super 2D and all...but oh well, I�ll just have to get used to it. It�s still awesome though! Today, as I said, I have off and Corey and Dad are now gone. ^^ I have to get ready soon because Mom and I are going to meet Derek for lunch. Then after that, we�re going to go to the mall and shop around! Woot! Hot Topic and Borders, here I come! About Derek, he seems to be doing very well with his girlfriend. ^_^ It�s so sweet! And just soooo great for him!! He�s been so much happier lately, and it�s...just wonderful. *nods* Now then, I suppose I�ll...crap! I made a new wallpaper yesterday, too! *laugh* So here�s the new wallpaper AND an amv. The wallpaper is of Akira from Aria the TV (or Aria the Natural), and the amv is �What have you Done� by Within Temptation, and the anime is Gunslinger Girls. Enjoy and download/comment (for the wp) please!!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Thanks so much for visiting me! Was this post really long? I can�t tell since I�m in Word! *laugh* It probably IS really long...if so, sorry!! ^^; Thanks again, and have a great day! *hugs*

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Monday, May 14, 2007

Warning: thanks, today, prom pics, mother's day, new wp, break, & amv

I have to say thanks a ton to all of you. ^__^ Thanks so much for putting up with my long-arse posts that are now in small font. ^^; I still think the small font looks good...some people just might have to copy and paste to read it if their resolution is higher! Anyhoo, thanks for all of the comments/sympathies/etc. about my prom experience. I wish you guys were there. ^^ Then it would've been soooo much fun!! Linds, thanks for your compliment again, and I'm sorry that I didn't say bye to ya. Ali-chan, you cried?? Really? Well, there was no need, but I suppose I should thank you for that. *hugs* Darkeangel, I'm happy to have you as a friend now!! ^_^ To everyone that apologized for not visiting me the other day or not being able to read all of my post yesterday, it's ok! I understand. *hugs* No hard feelings. ^^ I'm glad that you all liked my new wallpaper, too! I was quite proud of it. *nods* Thanks again!! I'll try to make this post shorter. *nods* It most definitley will be shorter than yesterday's because I don't have a whole prom to complain about. *laugh* I'm currently in my 5th period campus (free period), in the library. Before this, I had computer animation, and I brought in my Marimite soundtracks to use for the bg music in my animation....I really didn't do anything else, but I just don't feel like it. I dont' know how to do anything, and it's getting towards the end of the year...I have no drive. ^^; Anyhoo, before that was philosophy, and he gave us an assignment. We have to do something (essay, poem, video, song, etc.) that relates to an ethical issue and whether you think it's ethical/moral or not. Then you have to use these principles to prove it...or something. I don't know. ^^; I think I'm going to do a poem, and it'll be on homosexuality (my side being that I think it's fine; you don't have to agree with me of course. ^^; ). I had gourmet 2 first period, and we made the batter for peanutbutter cookies that will be baked for the Spring Arts festival. So, yes, so far today is just average. I shall talk just a bit more about prom stuff...Narret said she had a lot of fun, which is great. ^_^ She even complimented how I looked, which is quite sweet of her. Anyhoo, so I was looking on the school site yesterday, and they had up the arrival photos. ^^;;;;; So I shall give you the link to the page where she, Ben, and I are. So click here if you want to see them...first picture on the left; I'm the not-so-pretty one in red. ^^;;;;;; Narret is in blue, and Ben is obviously the guy. Narret and I could be sisters, don't you think? *laugh* I just find it funny that we look pretty similar...except that she's several inches taller than me. That's not a good picture of me, so whenever my dad gets his pics on the computer, I'll show you the ones before I left for prom...and one of them isn't that bad actually. Yesterday, well, yesterday was Mother's day. We went to church, and the sermon was atrocious. It was about taking care of your aging parents, and how the older generation (our parents) should be thinking about their parents and their own plans for death. ^^; Yeah, really happy topic there..."For some of you, mother's day and father's day is a very painful time..." Yeah...nice way to start it out. *laugh* Then, like I said, he said things like, "You, as children [to the middle-aged people] have a duty to take care of your parents in the last years, and you must also plan for your death so that you don't burden your children." I'm sorry, but this wasn't a good choice for a sermon on Mother's day. *laugh* Anyhoo, after that, we had lunch, and then went home. Some time later, I made a new wallpaper (requested by ulterego333), and then Mom opened her presents. ^_^ She loved them all of course, and dad even got her a video camera! We've never had a camcorder before. ^^; So, yeah, awesome. She was very happy!! Here's my new wallpaper. Ulterego gave me this screencap from Ouran that she really liked, and she wanted a wallpaper out of it. ^^ She likes it so I'm happy! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Tomorrow shall be great! You know why? I have off from school! We dont' have school tomorrow, and you know what makes it even better???? Corey is going with Dad on a fishing trip for 3 days!! ^__^ Woot!!!! 3 days of freedom without those men! Haha! Mom says we'll probably go to the mall or something tomorrow. *nods* Now for an AMV!! The song is "Goodbye to You" (not meant to be a cover of the original song or anything) by Michelle Branch. The anime is Air. ^^ It focuses on Haruka's relationship with Misuzu, which is very apropos to Mother's day! Speaking of which, I made Mom a card, with a poem and all, and I used a pic of those two together. Misuzu hugging her. ^__^ It was very sweet. Thanks sooo very much for visiting me! I hope you have a grand (that's a different word...) day! Great, I have dance next...boo...^^; *hugs* Thanks again!

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

Warning: thanks, early morning, the story of prom, mother's day, new wp, & amv

*is tired but still posting anyway* Thanks so much for the comments!! It was interesting to read encouragement for prom AFTER prom. *laugh* Well, the morning after prom...yup, so thanks for that. I'll tell you all about it later. I'm glad you guys liked my new wallpaper! ^_^ Thanks for the helpful tips on it as well, Lys and GIDRA. I don't think anyone, other than Markie, commented on the amv I put there, but oh well. It's really good! ^^ You can still watch it if you didn't! Wolfspeed, I'm so glad to hear from you again! *hugs hugs* And new friends as well! Doctomister, CurseOfTheZodiac, and Olette-chan as well! ^__^ Thanks so much! I'm also glad that you like the new theme. I think the small font is nice. Sorry, kirbysdouble, that it was too small for you to read!! ^^; I was worried about that, so I'm really sorry, but it IS staying this way. I hope it isn't too much of an inconvenience. Well, thanks again! I want to go back to sleep...I might've been able to...but eh...I had too much on my mind and I couldn't breathe. My nose is all stuffed thanks to allergies or possibly my being on the brink of crying last night! ^^; I woke up at 8am this morning, and I just lied there until 8:40 or something...decided I couldn't fall asleep again, and then just went on here. Normally I'd just try and try to go back to sleep, but seeing how we'll have to get ready for church at 10 anyway...I didn't see any point in NOT posting right now. ^^; So, yeah, I'm tired. I never wake up this early on the weekend...anyhoo, I had to take a sleeping pill last night because my mind was thinking too much about prom, and I could still see the flashing lights. I shall now talk about prom...what they titled "A Night to Remember". All I have left to remember it is my painted nails, crumpled up ticket, and still-gelled hair...and of course the dress that's hanging up in my closet... The preparation for it was probably the most fun. Having my mom do my hair up (in a bun, and then my bangs, which have formed themselves into two curls/ringlets on either side...well, I wanted the one side to be swished onto the other side), and paint my nails (toes and fingers)...that was nice. She even put some make-up on me (lipstick and blush), and I actually thought i looked pretty. It was crazy. That point was when I was most excited; I thought it'd actually be fun. I'll show you pics of me in the dress and all whenever my dad puts them on the computer (they're on his camera). So, yesterday it DID end up thunderstorming, just as I was getting ready to go. Luckily it held up enough for me to get there. When I arrived, another stroke of luck (or so I thought) came in the way of seeing Narret and Ben coming in just as I was. That was great because I ended up sneaking in their arrival picture...so at least I wouldn't be in one by myself...that tagging along just began the long road ahead, of being a third wheel. For the rest of the night, or at least the rest of when I stayed there, I was a THIRD WHEEL, to every friend I met...they all had their dates and friends they came with. (Aside from "third wheel", I was also the guidepost to Narret...pretty much every friend wanted to find her, so I'd point her out or take them to her/our table...) Sure, they said, "Oh, Kelsey!! You look so pretty! I LOVE the dress. I didn't think you were coming!" Some of them took a picture, and then that was it. I'd follow whoever it was I then saw next to somewhere, talked for about a minute before they went back with their date or whoever, and then I just went on...ignored...trying to find SOMEONE to talk with. At one point, I just stood at one of the balconies, looking down at the kids dancing (to ATROCIOUS music...every song was hip-hop/rap [not that I hate ALL of it], and all of the kids were dancing...provocatively to say the least), feeling lonely. I was on the brink of crying, when Sammy (good friend that's in foods with Narret and I) came over and talked to me. She said she noticed me over here all alone and looking, well, lonely. I thought that was sweet of her to try and comfort me...but it didn't last that long. I walked with her down back to Narret, and we talked some, complained about the music, and I think that was the most socializing I did that night, other than the vast amount of chatting with my teachers. ^^; I also went to the bathroom a lot, as it was quiet there, and it even had a couch and a tv! I just wanted to stay THERE all night. Anyhoo, so when I got really tired of being a third wheel to everyone, I decided to just sit down. I sat, and after a while Mrs.Bakken (the sweet teacher that gave me the dress and everything) came over and said that she's had about enough of the prom. ^^; I agreed with her, so we went out to the lobby, I called Mom, and then we stood there and talked while waiting for my parents to come and pick me up. That was around 9:30. I only stayed at prom for 1.5 hours, but it seemed like forever...heck, I was ready to leave at 8:30...I couldn't imagine staying there until midnight. I wonder how long Narret and the others stayed? I didn't even say goodbye to anyone...I also wonder if they looked for me at all. Oh well, it doesn't matter. It's over now...and I'm glad it is...I went to it, and that's all that matters. I went, experienced it, and confirmed my point of view of me not liking big social events. There's more I could talk about...rather, complain about, but I shouldn't waste any more of your time. I know a lot of you were awaiting an eager and happy review of this prom, so I'm sorry to disappoint you. ^^; Anyhoo...let's switch topics... Happy mother's day!!! Make sure to love your mommies today. ^_^ I can't wait to see if my mom likes her gifts! I still need to make her a card though. Oh, and...THANKS FOR THE 4000 VISITS!!! Yes, holy crap, I have over 4000 visits now!! ^___^ *huggles* It's so awesome!! Oooh! THanks!! *hugs* Oh, and right! Before getting ready for prom and all, I made a new wallpaper. I really like how it turned out. It started getting featured last night, and it still is featured. ^^ Please check it out! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Alright, this post is almost over...here's an AMV. The song is "Smoke" by Natalie Imbruglia, and the anime is Lain. ^_^ Enjoy! Thanks soooooooo much for visiting me...I'm sorry if you got annoyed by this post about prom. Have a wonderful mother's day!

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

Warning: thanks, prom today nervous, yesterday's shopping, new wp, today, & amv

Wow...*just finished reading comments...after roughly 10 minutes* Is that pathetic? That it took me THAT long to read your comments? No, because you all wrote quite a lot! *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments!! ^__^ There's a new friend alert!! Olette-chan, thanks very much for your first comment on here! I hope that everyone else here decides to visit you as well. *nods* Olette-chan is very sweet so everyone go visit her!! ^^ Anyhoo, thanks for the compliments on the wallpaper (GIDRA was the only one not to compliment it! She agreed with me that it needed some work! *laugh*), and um...the congratulations on whatnot. Also, I see that a lot of you have a similar problem with your dad about Mother's day! I suppose they just act that way. I'll talk more about that later. As for prom, yeah, thanks for the encouragement there, too. Joselyn, I'm so sorry you couldn't go!! *hugs* Well then, thanks a ton for the comments again! *takes deep breath* SO....today is prom...*takes another* I'm nervous!!!!!!!!! >< Even though prom is, like, 10 hours from now...at 8pm...but still!! I've been worrying about it all morning! In my dreams, too!! I'm not worrying about how I'll look or get dressed, I'm just worried about the overall thing...how social it is, and how I probably won't be able to find my friends! And if I do, I'll probably be left out anyway...jeez, my heart has been beating really fast. ^^;;; Is this ridiculous or what? I should be excited about it, not nervously scared! But this whole thing has been nothing but trouble for me anyway; I can't wait for it to be over!! Sounds stupid and the opposite of what normal people would think, but yeah...ugh!! I just hope that it'll be alright. I got out my jewelry that I plan on wearing...thank goodness for my love of the combo of black and red! And red stones like garnet! And thank goodness for my Hitomi pendant (the pendant Hitomi wears from Escaflowne; it's for "cosplay" purposes, but I don't cosplay!), which is also a matching red. So, yeah, obviously my dress is a red! A dark red. *nods* Oh...if only I didn't have to go alone!!! >< Anyhoo, off of that subject for now...I shall talk about yesterday. It ended up that dad DID pick me up after school so we could go shopping for Mom. We went to the mall, and wow, she got a lot of stuff. After getting a snack, we went to borders, and got her three books (suspense thriller ones/murder mysteries; she loves those); then I said that we should go to Hot Topic. Of course I wanted a lot of stuff there...but I had to refrain...anyhoo, we got her a cute top from there that I hope fits her. *nods* We always have to as for the smallest size of anything since my mom is tiny! ^^; Yeah, so I somehow managed to get out of there with nothing for myself except for these cute hair clips that are red bows (to go with my dress). Then we went to the music store, but all the CDs were TOO much money...then...to the GAP, where we got her another cute shirt. After that was Hallmark to get cards (I'll make her one, but maybe no elaborate poem) and a cute little bear (well, one for her...and one for me, hehe). ^_^ So, as you can see...it's going to be like a mini-Christmas for my mom! When I got home, I went on the computer, did some visiting, and made another new wallpaper. I think it's better than my last one. *nods* Please download/comment!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Thank you!!! So anyhoo, today will probably be a nothing day until later...when I gotta get ready for prom. ^^; I'm going to have my mom paint my nails and attempt to do something with my hair. I'm not bothering with going to some salon...that would be a waste. *crosses fingers* I just hope that it goes well!!!!!!! >< As long as I find some of my friends, then I should be ok...I hope... Ok, time for an AMV. Yes, destinyssweetman, you now see the pattern! ^^ I never did this before, but I sorta got the idea from Amila (talim of the wind) because she would do that...and I always find videos that I really like and would like to share! This time the song is "Remember" by Bt, and the anime is Key the Metal Idol (I love that show; it's a classic!) Enjoy! Well, thanks so much for visiting me!! *hugs* I hope that you have a great weekend! ^^ P.S. So I'm terribly sorry if I can't visit you all today!!! ^^;;; Seeing as I'll be pretty busy. *hugs hugs* Sorry!!! Oh, and bad news weather-wise! This EVENING it's supposed to thunderstorm now...when prom is...great. At least it's inside, but still! ^^;; I hope we don't have to walk far to get to the entrance! P.P.S. New layout! Er, well, theme! ^^; I wanted something summery...does it look ok? I mean, now the text is small. I think it's alright...how about you?

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Friday, May 11, 2007

Warning: thanks a ton, this morning, mother's day, yesterday/wp, sorry, prom stuff, D's gf, & amv

*hugs a bunch* I have a to thank you a ton for all the comments yesterday. ^_^ And I also have to apologize a TON as well for my lack of commenting/visiting lately! I haven't been able to get to all of your sites these days!! I shall apologize more later! For now, I must stick to thanking. I'm glad that you liked my wallpaper! Heck, it was a total hit!!!! >_< It was soooo exciting for me to see it in the #1 spot all day! It was like, "HOly crap!!" Because I got 125 downloads on it...in ONE DAY...that is a record for me!! ^___^ Thanks soooo much! I guess I'll have to keep making wallpapers like that then! Most of my wallpapers don't even have 100 downloads, so to do that in one day...wow. So thanks again about that, and thanks for the encouragement with prom. Oh, and the congrats about my Japanese final. Yes, I take Japanese, Shelby. ^^ And Koneako, yup, I know...Air is being dubbed...and by ADV no less! ^^; I really don't like their dubs at all!! >< Bah, anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments (though I honestly didn't get to read them all yet! ^^; ). So I'm in my first period campus (free period), but not with my old programming class! Dr. B wasn't there for some reason...he apparently never came!! ^^; So even though I love Deepthi to bits, I didn't feel like waiting outside the classroom forever! I wouldn't know when I'd be able to get on here then. I hope they got some teacher to let them in the classroom though! ^^; We thought that he was just late from the honor roll assembly (we had the honor roll assembly this morning during homeroom...it's just basically where we all sit in the auditorium, get handed our "congrats you got honor roll" awards, adn then have teachers give speeches...it only lasts 15 minutes or something), but the other teacher said that he wasn't here at all. ^^; Weird. Well, other than that, this morning's a dark and misty morning--very humid. I just want to SLEEP. Last night and this morning, my dad has been bothering me about Mother's day. Yes, it's this Sunday...and he keeps on yelling at me about "When are you going to get her something??? You HAVE to! It's the ONE DAY [me: one day? you can't appreciate your mom on other days??] you can show your mom how much you care!" etc...and I just don't get why he tells me this. I wanted to write her a poem like I did for her birthday; she LOVED that...and she cried when she read it, too. ^^; My dad isn't bugging my brothers about it...even though they're the ones that are ungrateful! Mom has been complaining about how they haven't mentioned anything about Mother's day. And Corey told me that he's just going to get her some rolls of new money from work (the bank)...yeah, real creative gift there...so anyhoo, my dad might be picking me up after school today to take me shopping, though I really don't want to. Well, yesterday was ok. Again, I don't really remember much of it. I got to chat with Rachel (AA) and Markie a lot more than I've been getting to. ^_^ So that was great. Unfortunately, I don't think Rachel won any awards at the art show...and because of that, she's depressed again, and I really want to kill my art teachers for being such jerks and not realizing her talent. Anyhoo, other than that, I made a new wallpaper. I really like the overall look of it...but not the pic I used. >< It wasn't of good quality, and then my messing with it to try to make it look better just made it worse! ^^;; So I'm really sorry about that! I think I'll make one very similar to it but with a different picture...you know, just redo it. Well, here it is though so please take a look! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Ok, so yeah, I just wanted to say sorry again for my lack of commenting!!! *bows* I haven't gotten to everyone's sites as of late...I've just either not felt like it, haven't had the time, or would get side-tracked...so I'm really sorry. And I know this weekend won't be any better, that's for sure! What with Corey not working and me having prom...I guess I am going, but just for a little bit...I'm not even getting so into it like all the other girls are. *rolls eyes* "OMG, I'm getting my nails done! I had to make the appointment at 9am though because my hair appointment's at 1...uh-oh, what if my hair won't stay up for the rest of the day?? That'll suck!" Yeah, that's what I've had to listen to. Oh, and all of them are going to tanning salons, too. I don't see the point...it's just one f-ing night! Why go through all that trouble??? ^^; If any of you have already gone to your prom and did all that...well, I'm sorry if I offended you. One piece of good news! I just can't contain it any longer!!!! Derek, my oldest bro, has a girlfriend!!!!!!!!! >_< He finally told me yesterday! He's been keeping her a secret for like 3 weeks (except from mom). They've already had several dates, and they've even kissed!!!! I was like, "OMG! Really?????? (this was over the phone) I'm so surprised! And happy for you!!!" So, yeah, I just had to share this with someone. He swore me to secrecy, but it's not like you guys know him or my dad so I don't think you'll tell. ^^; I have foods today with Narret, and my other classes that start with the "f" sound...photo, philosophy, fashion. Hopefully they go over well. ^^; Anyhoo, time for an amv, and don't worry...it isn't Hilary Duff! I'm surprised so many of you dislike her. ^^;;;; Sorry! Anyhoo, this one is "Boys of Summer" by DJ Sammy, and the anime...well, it's a bunch like DN Angel, Negima, Tokyo Mew Mew, etc. Enjoy! Well, thanks soooooooo much for visiting me, and I hope you have a great day!! *hugs*

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

Warning: thanks, japanese final/today, yesterday, wp, prom stuff/more today, & amv

*huggles* Wow, I'm having a 21 streak of comments these days! ^_^ Thanks so much! When I checked this morning I had 17..I think...yup, so thanks to my wonderful 4 friends that still commented today. ^^ I love you all!! *hugs hugs hugs* Anyhoo, you guys knew that already, and I totally say it all the time with earnest. *nods* Thank you for the wishes of good luck with my japanese final. I just took the last part, so I'll mention that later. I'm glad that you liked my wallpaper, despite Kikyo's messed up hair. ^^;; Really sorry about that. I only started getting bothered by it AFTER I submitted it...I guess when you stare at a wallpaper you're making for so long, you can't tell what's wrong with it! ^^; Anyhoo, comments about the prom thing are also much appreciated. More on that later as well. *hugs* Thanks again everyone for the comments, and yay, Yug! You could comment again! ^_^ Oh, and Madarame, yes, I have some Dynasty Warriors games, but I prefered the Samurai Warriors games. *nods* Thanks again! Alrighty, so as I said...I just finished my second part of the Japanese final, now I only have about 15 minutes left in class...so I should make this quick. ^^; This part had the kanji on it, which I was totally worried about, but it wasn't that bad!! Lots was matching, and I didn't think that's how it'd be! I think I messed up on one kanji though...for "10,000", which is pronounced "mahn". Um, other than that...oh, the one section I might've messed up on sorta, but probably not much! Ok then...so that's my Japanese class! Earlier today I had my service club with Ms.Jones. I got to grade more stupid freshmen's papers. *laugh* I can't believe how badly they did!!! ^^;;; Haha! Before that I had art 3D, and I finished my wolfie statue. ^_^ Isn't that exciting? So quickly, too! Other than that, computer animation, philosophy, and gourmet 2 (we made breakfast--eggs and pancakes). As for yesterday...it pretty much sucked! I don't remember much of school...*thinks* No, not really. Apparently my school's art teachers went to judge the art pieces of Rachel's (aurionaddict) school's art show. ^_^ That's sooo cool!! I hope they judged her artwork well and gave her a medal because I KNOW she deserves one. *hugs her* When I got home, I chatted a tiny bit with her (like 10 minutes), and after that...it was up to the annoying, controlling, and addicted to buying crap on ebay brother Corey to make my day suck. *sigh* He's just SOOOO annoying...gah!!! >< I didn't get on the computer till past 5, and I started on making a wallpaper...well, he kept on interrupting me because his internet decided to die, so I had to help him with it, and then after that he made me bid/buy some stuff on ebay...jeez...as if he can't do it himself!! So I was much delayed with making the wallpaper, and even studying for Japanese...*laugh* I didn't study at all last night. ^^; And I only got to chat with Markie for about 30 seconds, really. I got to send him one PM, that's it. Well, here's my new wallpaper. ^_^ A lot of work and frustration put into it! Apparently it's featured today (yay!! thanks for the comments already! it's in the #1 spot, too! ^___^ Hehe! I'm so happy!), so please take a look! Thanks!! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Anyhoo...*thinks* This morning, my dad was getting pissed at me for no reason...so that really started my day off wrong! Then I wasn't looking forward to going to gourmet because of the biatches (the main one wasn't there though!), and because I feel bad about the whole thing with Mrs. Bakken..and her giving me the dress and ticket and all. ^^; Just before Japanese, I went to pick up the ticket...so I suppose I'm going...but not for long. I'll probably stay for an hour or something, and then leave. I've been weighing the pluses and minuses about the prom, and the minuses outweight the pluses...but I guess I'll go. *sigh* ^^; Just not for long so I don't have to be awkward and left-out for 4 hours. It's supposed to thunderstorm today! ^_^ I can't wait! It's sooooo humid...which is only good for my hair. *laugh* It's so curly. ^^; Oh, I just remembered...it was SO HOT last night/this morning in our bedrooms, that Totoro (my dog) was panting really heavily. He sleeps in my dad's bedroom, which is across from mine...I could hear his panting through the doors/walls! I got really worried because, well, yeah....you usually can't hear his breathing through 2 walls, a hallway, and 2 doors. ^^; So I got up at 4:30am, went in there, to find my dad gone, and I consoled Totey (his nickname). I put his waterbowl in his cage, and he drank a lot...but he was still huffing loudly so I still worried. I didn't sleep much after that. He's fine now though, but still! I guess here is the perfect place for an AMV. It's a girly one, sorry. *laugh* "I Am" by Hilary Duff, and the anime is Princess Tutu. ^_^ Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day!! *hugs*

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Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Warning: thanks, japanese stuff, deepthi's sorry/prom decision, today, yesterday/wp, lazy bro, amv, & dizzy??

^__^ *huggles* Thanks soooooooo much for your comments yesterday. I really appreciate them. *nods* All of your sympathy and everything towards me and my friend...yes, her mom is a stupid and old-fashioned, well, um...yeah...she was totally just making up excuses!!! Thanks again for your input on that, and just everything you guys said. ^^ I'm glad you didn't think that I was a whiner or anything for going on and on with my complaints! ^^;; It's just that it really pissed me off! Well, more like upset me...after all I DID cry for a couple hours after it. Jee, it makes it sound like I broke up with my significant other (yes, that's right) or something! *laugh* Oh jeez...anyhoo, I thank you all again for everything. ^_^ Well...here I am in Japanese class. I just took the first part of my Japanese final. I had time to take the second part...but I'm not exactly prepared. ^^; Kanji is my mortal enemy so I really need to study for that part!!! Yup, so I have the next part tomorrow to do...I guess that means that I won't be able to take the conversation. I'll just have to make that up sometime. So I think I did pretty darn well! It was really easy! I took like 10 minutes to finish it all. *laugh* When the teacher said, "Give your students 30 minutes to finish"...so, yeah, not too bad. Ok, so today so far...well, first thing in the morning, Deepthi caught me as we were going into school. She apologized like crazy about not getting back to me sooner about the prom thing. For one, she had that AP test to do, and I totally understand...and even if she didn't have it, she wouldn't be able to go with me because she's having relatives come over from India on saturday (the day of prom), so yeah. ^^; She can't exactly get out of being with them!! As an apology, she gave me a nice little bag of chocolates. Isn't that sweet? If she were next to me right now, I'd hug her again. *nods* I wish she could've gone with me, but oh well. As you can see, I'm not longer upset about it, I'm just nonchalant...apathetic...or, well, something like that. I just don't really care. I dont' know what I'll do still, and it doesn't matter. I think I"ll probably go just to go. All of you have pretty much urged me to do so anyway. ^^ I got more advice from another friend as well, and it's true...if I don't go, I'll be wondering "what if I went...what did I miss?" and stuff like that! So if I go, even if it's alone, I can still see what it's like. If I hate it, I'll just call my mom to take me home. So, yeah, I guess that's my decision...FOR NOW. Don't be surprised if I end up changing my mind to staying home later! *laugh* I'm not a decisive person at all!! *sigh* Anyhoo, other things today...I had philosophy, and we started this project thing. We have to do a "photo essay" dealing with the different normative ethics theories. Not very interesting, but for some reason Word refused to let me save my document...It just wouldn't!! It saved the first time, but then after that it would say that my disc is full...even though I deleted crap. ^^; After that I had photo and I developed my film. My somewhat broken camera ended up screwing up my photos...though not completely. There's just a black streak on the side of every one. *sigh* Oh well...I wonder if my camera will work enough for the next project???? We'll just have to see!! Anyhoo, so today we have our 8th period options since it's the even block day. I always do cooking for friends, but Mrs.Bakken cancelled it...so now I have nothing to do, and I can't sign up for anything since I signed up for that! So I just hope that I can find someplace to go...computer animation and fashion trends, my most disliked classes, are what I need to work on so I hope they can fit me in!!! Yesterday...*thinks* I honestly don't remember anything about it. I was in a daze for most of the day...probably just from all the stress and crap. I didn't know where my mind was, and I couldn't think really! ^^; Today I'm sorta the same, too. Anyhoo, but I did make a new wallpaper!! It's the wallpaper requested by Joselyn! ^__^ I don't make wallpapers from the big 3 anime, if you will, aka Naruto, Inuyasha, and FMA...but this one IS an Inuyasha one since that's what she wanted. ^^ I hope it's ok!!! I took a really long time on it....and, yes, I understand that Kikyo's hair looks off...but it was hard to decipher her hair from the bg of the pic I used! ^^;;;;; Please comment and download! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Alrighty, so umm...*thinks* I guess...no, wait! >< Grr...Corey decided to be a lazy bum again today...and he called off work. *sigh* He has NOOO work ethics whatsoever!!! He just thinks that he can do whatever he wants, whenever he wants..."Oh, I'm tired...I need my sleep...I'm calling off tomorrow" he says last night. Argh, he's horrible. He doesn't take any job as a challenge or anything...he just wants everything handed to him on a silver platter; I swear! Ok, sorry, so yeah...with him home, I don't know when I'll get on the computer and how much visiting I can do. So sorry in advance!!!! *bows* Here's an amv then. ^^ After I got out that rantage. *laugh* The song is "Hold your Color" by Pendulum, and the anime is Wolf's Rain. Enjoy! Ok......my head....dizzy...not good....crap...ahhh....*literally just had dizzy spell* Ummm.....thanks for visiting and have a great day! >< My head! WTF???? Ok, I'm ok...I think...

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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, yesterday's prom excitement to disappointment, & amv

*sigh* ^_^; Haaa....*is tired* Umm....thanks a lot for the comments yesterday. *hugs hugs* I got so many!! And that was really surprising because, well, I didn't get to many sites yesterday...that will be explained later. ^^; I appreciate all of your advice on the prom thing. After today I'll probably shut up about it. *nods* So I'm really sorry if I ever sounded like a whiner or just really annoying going on and on about my indecision. I'm not a very decisive person...I never know what I want so that's why a lot of the comments that said, "Just do what you want! Go with your heart/feelings!" don't really help me much, but thanks all the same. *hugs* You guys tried! ^^ I still love you all. I got comments from new friends, too! Destinyssweetman, I'm happy to have you as a friend now. ^_^ Same with Siaras Kaiba, lunarXeclipse, and the other commenters that I haven't heard from in a while (or this was the first time hearing from)!! A lot of my older friends seem to be coming on MO less and less so I'm very grateful to be gaining new friends. I'm sorry I'm not a better friend to you all! ^^;; Anyhoo, thanks again for the comments. Well, you can probably already tell that I'm not in the best of moods! Just not that energetic...not as cheerful as usual. [Just a complete side-note...after emailing Magnus a lot lately, I feel like I'm typing/writing more in her style! *laugh* She's so great. *hugs her*] I'm in my first period campus (free period) in my previous programming classroom...where Deepthi SHOULD BE...but she's not because she's taking the AP test for computer programming (the other guys in the class aren't taking it because they suck *laugh*). I really wish she was here right now...and more on that after this probably because it's a big problem (mainly for me...). She NEEDED to be here so I could talk to her...*sigh* Now I don't know what to do...anyhoo, I'm tired, and I didn't want to go to school today, but that would accomplish nothing. Alrighty, I guess I'll talk about yesterday. Isn't it amazing how quickly joy and excitement can turn a complete 180 to become disappointment and loneliness? Just with the simple ring of the telephone? I'm sure you've all experienced that at some point..."Ooh! I can't wait! This will be SO much fun! ^_^" -----> "*picks up phone* What??? You can't come? So...what will I do?? *sob*" Yeah, that was yesterday for me. After school, I went to see Mrs. Bakken to look at the dresses she brought. I took my friend Karen (friend of 3 years, and she's one of the only people I've done things with...aka going to the mall) with me, and beforehand I asked her if she was going to prom. She said, "Well, probably not...I was going to go if YOU were going to go..." Well, I answered with, "Mrs. Bakken is going to get me a dress! So I think I'm going to go, and I didn't want to go unless I knew someone else to go with...like you!" So, our plans were all set...we were happy and looking forward to prom, finally!! We went to look at the dresses, and they were so pretty. She let us both take some home to try on. ^^ That's the point in which we were probably happiest! So I get in Mom's car, and go home while I tell her, "I'm going to prom," with a smile on my face and the dresses in my lap. She's just as excited as I am. So I get home, and I quickly start trying on the dresses. ^_^ They're all so pretty, but the first one I tried on (and saw) was the one I decided to go with--a dark red (burgundy?) long one. It looked good on me, and I even had my outfit all picked out, accessories and all. I then proceed to do my usual routine of chatting with Markie (and Rachel, too this time!), until...I hear the phone ring. I thought it wasn't going to be anybody, but then the message machine came on...and I heard Karen's voice. I thought, "Oh great...now what? This can't be good..." Well, her mom decided to be a stubborn biatch and told her she couldn't go. She couldn't go...COULDN'T go...why? YOu wanna know why? Because her mom's such an old-fashioned old maid, that's why. Her excuses (and I could hear these all over the phone): "You can't go unless you have a date! A male date! You can't just go with a friend, espcially a girl. They'll think you're lesbians!! *arguments later* And, your father's flying in this saturday! [at what time?] At 4pm!! [prom is at 8...that's 4 hours earlier!!] *more arguments later and another excuse* Your brother is going in for surgery on [when??] MONDAY. [hello??? Monday is TWO frickin' days AFTER prom...does that have anything to do with anything???]" So in between all of those pathetic excuses, she kept telling Karen, "I love you...but you can't go..." Needless to say, she was crushed, and I was, too...then I started to cry. I ended up crying for about 2 hours. I know, I sound like a wuss...and to cry about that especially makes me immature. Well, SORRY. I haven't cried in a while so it was a good time for release I suppose. Later, my mom and dad get back, and then I try to call Deepthi and see if maybe she'll go with me! I got her answering machine...and she never got back to me...and that's why I wish she were here in class right now...*sigh* Well, I'll shut up now. I'm really sorry for ranting on and on about this same point. I could've summed it all up in 4 sentences, but I didn't...sorry I'm so verbose...I guess I'll just go alone...though I don't really want to, but I don't want Mrs.Bakken's kindess to go to waste. I just hope that something good will happen today. Remember, I'm writing this first period...so maybe I'll hear good news later? I have foods with Narret after this (and, yes, she's going with Ben, her boyfriend, and other friends), and I'll just figure things out. So, yeah, sorry again I couldn't visit many people yesterday...and no new wallpaper either...my day was pretty much shot after that phonecall. I'm sorry again for being a whiner. The comments I get today will probably all be the same. "Stop complaining! Just do something about it! Or...awww...that's too bad..." and nothing else. Here's an amv, I hope you enjoy it. You'll probably like it more (if you can see it!) than my post. ^^;;; The song is "Dream of an Absolution" by Lee Brotherton, and the anime is Air. Thanks for visiting me...sorry for all the crap I talked about, and I hope I can be in a better mood to visit today. *hugs* Have a good day!

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Monday, May 7, 2007

Warning: thanks, today/morning, today's problems, yesterday's work, & amv

*is currently watching Japanese class while typing this* Hmm...I actually didn't even remember about posting today...like for some reason it was furthest from my mind! ^^;; Anyhoo...uh...thanks sooooo much for the comments! *hugs* I don't have them open right now so I won't be able to do direct replies so forgive me! Some of you did in fact request some wallpapers! ^^ Thanks! I'll get right to them as soon as I can. Some of you said that you had requests, but you'd tell me later so yeah. I apologize ahead of time if they don't turn out that great! ^^; I'm not as good of a wallpaper maker as GIDRA, Lys, Shishou...and a lot of other people. Thanks for the requests Joselyn, bisexual angels, and doasinfinity! If there were others and I just didn't remember, I'll make sure to see them. ^_^ Anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments on my wallpaper, too! *hugs* I"m glad you liked it. And..umm...oh, right, thanks for the encouragement for the yardwork etc. I had to do yesterday! I don't remember what else I talked about or what else anyone said...so sorry, but end of thanks. Thanks again! Ok, so as I said...I'm currently watching my Japanese class along side this post! ^^; Multi-tasking, yay! And not very well. *laugh* My finals...yes FINAL for Japanese starts tomorrow, but it's going to be on wednesday for me since we have a block scedule day tomorrow, and I don't have Japanese. Anyhoo, I shall talk about my day so far...it hasn't been that great. My dreams were weird/scary last night, and I was awakwned like usual by the barrage of trashtrucks that come every monday and thursday (?) morning...starting at about 5am. Grrrrr!!! >< They always disturb my sleep. *sigh* Anyhoo, so I get to school and I see Deepthi. ^__^ She's so awesome. She was already all hyper and thanking me some more for everything the other day. I wish I had a friend like her in my grade!! I'm going to miss her SOOOO much when I graduate...she's like the only friend ever that I know that actually looks up to me. *sigh* She looks UP to me and treasures me as a friend! Sure, Narret is a good friend, but in no way does she look up to me because I'm not better than her in anything anyway. I guess it's just cause Deepthi's in 10th grade and I'm a senior. ^^; Anyhoo, so seeing her made me happy, but then stuff just sorta went downhill from there. First period I had gourmet 2 with the biatches. We ate our blueberry pie that we made last time. It was pretty good, but I thought it wasn't sweet enough. This morning was the morning when Mrs.Bakken (my cooking teacher) said she'd show me her daughter's prom dresses...well, I glanced at them. They're all so beautiful. She's just TOO NICE...TOOOOOO nice...*sigh* And this brings me to a problem. She wants to give me one of the dresses (for free), AND she even said she'd BUY ME a TICKET...she would actually do that! T-T She said that she'd do all that she can to get me to the prom...if it'd make me happy. That's so darn sweet of her, but now I'd feel guilty if I took up her offer...but I'm also confused as to whether I want to go or not. So many problems. *sigh* If only I had a friend that I knew was going without a date or whatever. This sucks...what do I do????? Well, I'm looking at the dresses again after school...so we'll just see...my mom said that it's really up to me, but she doesn't want Mrs.Bakken paying for the ticket; we would still. *sigh* Tomorrow is the last day to buy the tickets, too...so I need to make up my mind TODAY... Other than that, my day has been normal. Other than the fact that I've been feeling sick to my stomach for most of the day. It was probably the pie. Just wonderful. Well, anyhoo, I worked on my wolfie sculpture and it's coming along nicely. After that I had dance, and it sorta sucked. We have to come up with our own hip-hop dancethat reflects some sort of message, and we have to have it done NEXT CLASS!!! >< That's not possible!! Grrr...this all sucks!! As for yesterday, we went over to the old house to clean out stuff and take the cover off of the pool. That took a couple hours...a lot of sweeping, wiping, carrying, and stuff like that. It wasn't very fun, and I ended up having lunch at 4pm. Yup, yup. McDonald's...lunch at 4...then we got home; I gave Totoro a bath (btw, he's a miniature poodle that looks more like a bear, hehe); and then we set off to move the computer back DOWNSTAIRS. The men (aka my dad and brothers) didn't want to move it again, but I had to be done sometime!! So, yay, now it's back in the lower level, where it can get good internet reception and it won't be right next to Corey's room...no more "stop typing so loud!!" Yay. That was my day. Sorry, I didn't make a new wallpaper since we had the computer all unhooked and stuff anyway. ^^; Now for an amv!! Umm...*thinks and tries to remember* Right! ^^ The song is "Everything is alright" by Motion City Soundtrack (I love them!), and the anime is Ouran Host Club. Enjoy! Thankies for visiting me, and I hope you have a good day! ^__^

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Sunday, May 6, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, yesterday/wp, anime, today's work, amv, & requests?

*yawns* Morning everyone! Though like I say almost each time I say "morning"...it's probably not going to be morning when you read this! ^^; Anyhoo, thanks a ton for your comments. I was surprised I got as many as I did because when I checked during the day yesterday, several hours after I posted, I only had 4! But, wow, thanks a lot everyone. ^_^ Yup, so that culture fest thing was really fun (sorry I spent so many paragraphs talking about), and it's too bad to hear that most of you guys haven't had one of those, or if you did, it was a total bummer. NNM, I don't know why you were placing such restrictions on words used in my post. *laugh* You KNOW you'd want to see a belly-dancer, or at least two yuri ones. Haha. Anyhoo...on to other comments...I'm glad that everyone liked my 100th wallpaper. ^^ Even though I still think it was too plain, but still, thanks again!! Well, I still don't know about prom, but I am yet to see her dresses (tomorrow she's going to show them to me) so yeah. Thanks again! Hmmm....this time I KNOW this post will be shortER...fine, I won't say "short", just "shorter" since no one agrees with my definition of the word. *laugh* Unless I can dig up some topic to talk about. Anyhoo, so I slept pretty well last night...had more weird dreams; I think one of them involved the cast of Descendants of Darkness. *laugh* Yup, that one was interesting...uh...other than that, I don't remember exactly! I did wake up a few times though, being unable to breathe...stupid allergies! So I just kept blowing my nose to no avail. Um, yeah, so that's my morning so far...real interesting. As for yesterday...uhhhh.....*thinks* Nothing happened. I was on here for most of the time while Corey was at work, then I got out my DS and played some Fire Emblem (the second one); I haven't played that in months! I just sorta left it untouched for a long time because I got stuck on a level, and also because I haven't found the time for it! The last time I played might've been last summer!! ^^;; Anyhoo, so Corey got home, we had lunch, then he rested (yay!) so I played some more FE and then made a new wallpaper. It's of Misuzu. ^_^ Lots of you seemed to have not seen this picture of her before! Well, thank the members of animesuki forums because that's where I got it. This picture and some others were from an Air Calendar, and same with the one used on my 100th (that's from a different Air calendar). So, yeah, it's cute, but I could've made it look better. ^^; I envy Lys and Shishou and so many others SO much...they're wallpapers are always so perfect!! >< Anyhoo, here it is so please comment/download! *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com. Well, nothing else happened yesterday...nope, nothing. Started watching GunXSword. Have any of you seen it? So far the first episode is pretty good. Also started Gunbuster 2 (aka Top o Nerae 2), which is the second series to the original Gunbuster, which was made in the 80s. The 80's version was really good (we have the first released original subbed VHS), and this new one certainly isn't the same! Especially since the artist/character designer is the same as FLCL! A lot of the characters seem similar to those in FLCL, and I just wish that they had Pillows songs playing in it! *laugh* It's not supposed to be like FLCL though. ^^; Anyhoo...so, yeah...that's all about yesterday... Today we're (my family) going over to our old house to take the cover off of the pool. *sigh* Take it off of the pool that we CAN'T use anymore...since we're attempting to sell the house. So we're going to have to use all of our strength and whatnot to take it off...and that will take up a part of today. Other than that, I have no clue what we're doing...probably nothing. So I'm terribly sorry if I don't get to your sites today. *bows* I'm sorry!! I've got nothing else to talk about so here's an AMV! It's another Honey & Clover one!! ^^ The song is "Mad World" by Gary Jules. I think it matches pretty well. I love that song (it's soooo sad!!). Enjoy! I suppose I'll end this post here. But first, a question!!! Do any of you have a request for a wallpaper? A certain character or theme (happy/sad/color scheme)? Request away! And I'll try my best to convey your thoughts onto photoshop. ^_^ If you have a pic you really like and want used, PM it to me. Ok, now I'm done...thanks for visiting me, and have a beautiful sunday!

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