Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, prayer concerns, yesterday's good & bads, today, & amv

*attempts a smile* ^_^; Thanks so much for the comments yesterday!! *hugs hugs* You're all sooooo great. And, yes, I'm going to say it again...I love you guys!! And Hyli, kirbysdouble...*glares at them* Go ahead and mock me!!! Grrr....anyhoo, I'm just going to keep on thanking everyone and being like this! Whether you find it funny or not! ^^ Anyhoo, wow, I was amazed at all the great feedback on my poem, and how I was feeling. *hugs* Thanks for the compliments on it and all of the encouragement. kirbysdouble, I really appreciated yours; thanks. Grifter, you're totally amazing at poetry so I definitely thank you for the compliment! ^_^ Rachel (Aurionaddict), hooray! You finally got to comment on my site! *huggles* Thanks so much. Hitsumaru, wow, it's been forever since you last commented, too! It's great to hear from you again! And same to everyone else! I'm glad you loved my wallpaper, too!!! More on that later I suppose. Thanks again. Morning, free period, programming room...Deepthi's getting help on chemistry from Dr.B, so she's not sitting here talking with me! But that's ok cause I'm, well, posting! ^^ It's so funny cause whenever she sees me on here, posting or commenting, she's always so intrigued/amazed! She's like, "Ooooh!!! This is SO COOL!!" Haha, that's cute. Anyhoo, I'm very tired right now, and I just want to go to sleep...or cry cause I haven't cried in a while...and I wanted to last night, but I didn't. Uhh...*thinks* Nothing else has happened this morning! My dreams were...normal I suppose. Can't remember them too well. Anyhoo, I do suggest to you (or request rather) that you pray (if you're religious) for a couple of my friends right now. HellKaisersAngel (aka Steph) is going into a very important/upsetting/life-changing/major/yet also good in a way surgery today. I won't say what it is, but just pray that it all goes well. AurionAddict is going in for some oral surgery (eeewwww....dentistry!!) today so pray for her also (it's not life-threatening, but still!!). *hugs them both* Koneko, I also pray that you get better soon! *nods* Just so all of you know (sorry if you guys don't like religion or don't like it when people mention it...) I pray for my friends every night, whether I know you in person or not!! ^_^ Now then...as for yesterday...oh, Lys! I took your wonderful advice, went to dafont, and got some new fonts! ^^ So when I make a new wallpaper (probably today) it will probably have a new and exciting font! I spent a lot of time yesterday looking through them and being all like, "oooh! This one's cool!!" so, yeah. My wallpaper that I showed you yesterday was featured for almost ALL DAY!! ^__^ That's a record for me! It got 94 downloads in one day! Other than those exciting things, some problems occurred yesterday as well...involving certain friends, and I felt really bad about it. ^^; One of the reasons I wanted to cry but didn't. I think things are sorted out now...but, ah...*sigh* Sorry again to those involved. So because of that, and having to do my japanese work, I didn't get to make a wallpaper! Sorry! I was just really preoccupied with things...and by the time I was going to make one, it was dinner time. I have my idea of what i want to do though...and it's probably going to be another dark one. *laugh* Roleni-chan, thanks for your comment on it, but "morbid"? Really? ^^; Sorry!! Today...*thinks* I have photo (oh, and markie, my teacher's a lady! a very nice lady. ^_^ She's just a total scatterbrain), fashion (oh great...), and foods with Narret. Hopefully that should be fun. I haven't talked with her as much lately, but that's mainly because I haven't sat with her at lunch...I'd want to, but she and the others have been sitting outside (since it's been nicer out), and I just don't like eating outside. ^^; Yeah...so...nothing else that I can think of for today...hopefully I'll cheer up though! Oh, America's Next Top Model's on tonight, yay! RMC, we're totally rooting for Britt now~! Now for an amv because I have nothing else of interest. The song is "Light Surrounding You" by Evermore, and the anime is Honey & Clover!! ^_^ Oh, and by the way, I'm glad you guys enjoyed that FLCL one yesterday! I did think it matched as well! Well, I'm done going on and on (haha...just like the Angela Aki song..."On and On"...maybe that's why it's on my site?) so thanks a lot for visiting me, and have a great day!

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Warning: thanks, new stuff/morning, yesterday, new wp, corey quitting/poem, & amv

Standard greeting time! Thanks for the comments, everyone! ^_^ I'm pretty sure you're getting to the point of being tired of hearing that...but, haha, at the same time I doubt it! *laugh* People like being thanked (or at least I do! ^^;) so yeah, you all deserve thanks. Driffter, yes, it's been a while! *hugs* But it's ok that you don't comment that often! I totally understand. ^^ Same to you, Xanth!! *huggles* I remember when you used to comment everyday last summer, and so yeah, it's quite alright! I would never delete such great friends. Lys, thanks again for everything! I read your comments on my wallpapers, even my new one (and I replied to your comment ON the wallpaper comments...so, yeah! ^^; Read it if you want.) I'm glad that some of you liked my wallpapers from yesterday; I got a good mix of people saying, "The flowers match well" and "The flowers really look out of place...", so yeah. ^^; I guess that's why I usually never combine real pics with anime ones! I just can't do them justice! *laugh* Oh well! Anyhoo, thanks for everything said, and I see that most of you were also surprised at Corey's act of kindness! *laugh* Yes, little did we all know that he has an unselfish side! ^^ Anyhoo, yeah, thanks again! Wooo...I'm in my one and only 4th period campus (free period), just listening to music (at the moment, "This Love"--Angela Aki)...and speaking of music, I changed the song on my site to...yes, another Angela Aki song! *laugh* "On and On." It's sooooooooo good. It's probably another cover (because that's most of what she does), but whatever it is...I LOVE it! ^__^ Anyhoo, other than that...I slept ok last night...certainly could've used more though! And this morning, I've already had gourmet (yes, with the biatches, but yet again my teacher saved me from them and had me help her out ^^), philosophy (eh...just the usual talking), and computer animation (....^^;;;; I suck...). I'm currently wearing one of my new shirts that I got at Hot Topic the other day. It's a black t-shirt with little white hearts on it, and it came with a belt. The belt was too big so my mom lent me one of hers to wear. ^_^ I've already gottn a few compliments! And they were from teachers actually! So, yay I suppose! Another good thing! My friend, Koneako, who made me that button isn't leaving MO! She said yesterday that she was deleting her account...and I was soooo sad, but then she decided against it, so yay! ^__^ *hugs her* Yesterday...*thinks, or rather, looks at notes of what to write about* Right! Um...so I had photo yesterday, and we had our film due then. (hahaha, only me and this other girl DID it! ^^; NO ONE else did the project...lazy jerks.) So first of all I had to take out the film from the camera...problem--my teacher did it for me before so I had no idea if I was rewinding it right. ^^; Assuming that my camera's counter would be right in saying that it was back to start, I opened it up...NOPE. WRONG. It wasn't rewound at all!!! So I ended up exposing half of my film...luckily it was only half!! If all of it was ruined, I'd be SOOO upset. ^^; Anyhoo, so that was that terrible class, then I had fashion trends...more sewing, which I suck at. I screwed up a lot, and my teacher screwed me and the other girl i'm sorta friends with over, too...she didn't tell us how to do some of the things right, so yeah. It sucked. Umm...so yeah, other stuff happened...like an amusing English class. The new play we're reading, Fences, is pretty darn funny...sexual innuendos quite often, and I'm usually the butt (hahaha...) of the jokes because I was playing Rose, the wife of Troy, and well, he does most of the frisky talk. Hahaha...anyhoo...after school, just the usual chatting with Markie (*hgus him*), and then I made a new wallpaper!! It was featured earlier, and maybe it still is, so that's awesome! ^_^ Thanks to Lys who already commented on it! So everyone else, I hope that you like it! Hosted By theOtaku.com. *sigh* One bad thing to talk about! Corey has yet again decided that it's time for him to QUIT this job...man, can't he keep a job for more than a month??? GAWD...he told me that, and it totally made me want to...well, yeah, I just can't believe him. Anyhoo, more on last night! I was about to go to bed, when a poem idea came into my head...so I decided to write it down so as to not forget it! ^^; Well, I used my cell phone's light to write it down by...*laugh* And right then Markie texted me, which was funny! Anyhoo...*stares at barely legible writing* Here it is! It's a bit of a downer, and yeah...pretty much true to what I was thinking... I feel as though I'm wasting my life-- Rather than making it happen, I'm watching it happen. My day ends just as quickly as it begins, In the same place, With the same feelings. I ask, "What have I done today?" Nothing. "What did I accomplish?" Nothing. "What was I worth?" Nothing. "What will I do about it?" Nothing. "What will come of it?" Nothing. Such pessimistic views in life Shouldn't be held, But when I recount my day That just passed me by, Again, I answer with... Nothing. Alrighty (was it good? ^^;)...umm...yeah...*laugh* Now that I have your, uh, non-chipper attention! Here's an amv that should cheer ya up. The song is "Beautiful Day", which was originally by U2, but this is Sanctus Real's cover. And the anime is FLCL! I think I've gone on long enough...you're probably all brain-dead now! ^^; Sorry...anyhoo, thanks for visiting me, and have a great day!

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Monday, April 23, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning/sleep, yesterday/hot!, new wp's, today, act of kindness, & amv

*huggles* Oooh, I could just hug you guys all day! But it's not like I'm doing it in person anyway...*laugh* But oh well!! I love you guys. ^___^ Thanks soo much for the comments! Roleni-chan, aww! Don't worry, I wouldn't dare delete you. ^^; We just met anyway, and that's so sweet of you to love me already! *hugs* So you've also been keeping in contact with Magnus? Yay! Lys, of course I loved your button; everything you make is awesome! That's great you've also had fun at the circus. ^_^ Yug! *laugh* At first I was like..."Your cake tastes like penguin??? How would she know what penguin tastes like??" Oh, but now I get it! It's a type of cake; sounds yummy! *laugh* Jenna, thanks again for taking the canabalistic approach to my problem! No one else seemed to agree to it...but I did! Hehe, and I think you're also the only one to watch the amv and like it, so thanks! Indeed, there is much killing in Black Lagoon. ^__^ Anyhoo, thanks to everyone for the comments on my post, about the circus and everything else! *hugs* First period, old programming room...that's where I am now. ^^ That's no surprise! Just chatting away with Deepthi sitting next to me (*laugh* She's so great! ^_^), and telling her about my circus experience. [Speaking of which...I forgot to reply to your comment, Markie! *laugh* What do you plan on doing to Alberto???] Anyhoo...Uhhh...so nothing has happened this morning as yet! I didn't sleep very well; I had to take a sleeping pill at around 12:30 because I just couldn't sleep! ^^; So, yeah, I'm tired...but still, at the moment, in a good mood. I wonder how long that will last? Well, I guess I'll talk about yesterday now! It was REALLY HOT...well, for our weather...because all last week it still felt like winter! But yesterday it was 70+ degrees, and today it's supposed to go up to 80! ^^; Anyhoo, so nothing much happenedd...that I can remember. *laugh* Uhh...*long pause* Well, my laptop was being retarded; it's been screwing up a lot lately, so when D came over, he had me do some tests. Well, according to them, there's nothing wrong! ^^; So that doesn't help me out at all. Derek was feeling better, so that's why he came over. Right when he came, he wanted to play basketball...^^; So, yeah, I joined him outside and just took some shots. We played "horse", which if you don't know, is a game where each person takes turns taking shots from different places and if the one person makes it, the other has to make it from that same spot; if they miss, then they get one letter of the word--the first person to spell the word, loses. Anyhoo, I sucked of course and lost...*laugh* But as long as he had a good time! ^^ Then after that, I went on the computer, chatted with Rachel (aurionaddict), made Koneako a button (hope you like it!! *hugs hugs*), and made 2 new wallpapers! The one wallpaper is the matching one to my last Ouran one. ^_^ It's got the tropical theme going on, and it includes the other characters that weren't in my last one. The other wallpaper is a Maria-sama ga Miteru (Marimite) one. I really like it. *nods* I made it look like they're walking through the garden...but at the same time it's like a painting. Well, please comment/download if you can! ^^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hosted By theOtaku.com. As for today...hmm...*thinks* I have photo (gotta develop my film! I wonder how many pictures I took...I lost count. ^^;), fashion, oooh, and foods! Foods with Narret! Oh...right..but there will be no cooking...we're going to present our projects on international foods. ^^; Boo, oh well. Oh, I forgot to mention one thing about the circus when I was talking about it. At one point they had this "bellobration" (cause Bello is the main clown guy's name), and they were throwing these hats to the crowd. We were SURE to get one since we were in the second row! Well, when he threw it (only ONE...) Corey caught it, but so did this little boy behind him. Corey was going to take it, but then he saw that the kid also grabbed for it...so, out of PURE, well, who knows what (it was amazement to me), he let the kid have it. OMG, my brother...showed kindness...and wasn't selfish. Ok, so yeah, it seemed only natural to give it away to a nice little kid (and he was foreign, too), but everything is surprising to me with him. ^^; I thought it was so nice that I was almost brought to tears! *laugh* The dad thanked him, and the kid kept trying to be like, "No, are you sure? Here, you take it." But Corey let him have it. ^_^ Ok, now for an amv! The song is "Who Knew" by Pink (she's so cool), and the anime is Ouran. It revolves around the twins, and I think it matches darn well! Alrighty, I'll end this here...I'm afraid I've rambled on too long! *hugs* Thanks for visiting me, and have a fantabulous day!!

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Sunday, April 22, 2007

Warning:thanks, morning, circus!, other stuff yesterday, nanami-chan,new button, & amv

Hello, everyone! *hugs* Thanks soooooo much for the comments yesterday. ^_^ I love yous guys. Hehe, Jenna...I LOVED your comment about my "arch-nemesis" that I mentioned yesterday..."Rawr to evil arch-nemesis! >:E *bites her head*" Teehee! *laugh* Thanks for biting her head for me. ^__^ Doasinfinity, it sure seems like a lot of little kids have fears of clowns! I really don't know why...but I hope you can go to the circus sometime cause it's really fun! Thanks to everyone's compliments on my new theme! ^^ I'm glad you like it and that the text matches well, cause yeah, I'm not used to having it something other than black! Markie, the anime I mentioned, "Madonna", it's most certainly NOT about the Madonna as in the singer. *laugh* The plot line is very similar to Gokusen (if any of you have seen it...it's very good/funny. *nods*), where this female teacher is assigned to this class of rowdy boys led by one of them. The difference in the two shows (other than when they were made) is that in Madonna, she helps them by forming a rugby team. ^^; Random...*laugh* Anyhoo, thanks again to everyone for the comments! So, yeah...I just woke up...umm...I slept pretty well, though it was chilly, and my dreams were ok except for one I really didn't like. ^^; It wasn't a BAD dream, it was just...uh...creepy. Anyhoo, I looked at my gmail inbox...and noticed that I have some emails I need to reply to! *laugh* I know this is random, but I just felt like mentioning it! It's been a whole week or something since I got them...and I just keep staring at them, and their length, and then putting them off...one is from Magnus, so I'm really sorry! ^^; I read it the day she sent it to me (last week), but I just haven't gotten the time to reply yet. I also took a look at my pm inbox...and wow, I need to do some deleting!!! ^^; 370 something/500...I hate deleting messages though!! Speaking of deleting, I should also do some spring cleaning of my friends list...so many people on there that don't visit me/haven't updated in a LONG time...it's just I feel bad when I do that... Ok!!! I shall now talk about yesterday! ^__^ We went to the circus as I said! It was an hour+ drive to get to where it was, but even still we were pretty early (which was a VERY good thing). We got in there and then searched around for our seats...we were supposed to be in 206 (as in row 2, section 6)...we kept looking and saw everything around it. My dad asked someone about it, and well, what do you know??? Our seats DIDN'T exist!!! Where they were supposed to be, they had the sound system dude. Needless to say I (and my dad especially) were pissed...my mom and brother were annoyed, but eh. Anyhoo, so we had to go to "guest services" and get new tickets. We had to swim against the current of massive crowds of people to get there, but luckily there wasn't a line there to do the exchange. *nods* So after we got the tickets, I stopped being pissed off. *laugh* We found our new seats, and wow!!! They were SO CLOSE! Second row!! It was sooo awesome because our seats were right next to a lot of the events (or whatever you'd call all the stuff that goes on!). There were all the animals that had their turns being out and performing, like horses, elephants, doggies (sooooo cute!!!! One did a backflip 5 times in a row!!!), tigers...yeah, I guess those were all the animals. They were awesome! The tiger guy really had to be brave in that cage. ^^; Umm...then of course there was stuff with clowns and their little scenes; the main clown/mascot for B&B circus, Bello, was quite humorous, and he's so amazing, too, because he did pretty much every stunt there was along with the performers. There was tightrope walkers (brothers from Mexico; Alberto was still as good-looking as he was last year!! ^_^ And this time...at the very end of the show, he was standing right in front of us!! Hehe.), trapeze artists, Chinese contortionists, and probably other stuff that I don't remember! ^^ Overall, it was VERY fun. I was smiling the whole time...so much so that my face hurt afterwards! *laugh* For a souvenir, I got a plush clown monkey. ^^ Really cute. When we got home...I took some pictures for my photography project, then had dinner (which was pizza). After that (and earlier in the day), I chatted with Rachel (aurionaddict), and we talked about my prom. I'm considering taking her, but first we have to hang out to get to know each other in person more. ^^; The only other problem is the ticket price...since it's $70 per ticket! Bah...I don't know what I'll do for prom. Anyhoo, so she's feeling a bit better from being sick; she missed out on going to a friend's party though. Umm...nothing else happened yesterday, other than finishing off the Monster episodes that we had, finishing Nanami-chan (or, well, the episodes that youtube had...), and nothing else. I didn't make a new wallpaper, sorry! But I did get to visit a lot of you surprisingly! ^^ <--Nanami-chan! SOoooo adorable! Oh, if you'll look up in my profile, yet another button has appeared! ^_____^ This one's from Lys! *hugs her* I just feel so loved...why have so many people been making me things??? I need to make you all stuff, too then! Anyhoo, amv time! This time it's a Black Lagoon amv (very good series, action-packed and, well, vulgar-words packed, too! Revy is soooo hardcore), and the song is the opening theme song "Red Fraction." Enjoy! Thanks for visiting me, and have a great day! I'll hopefully be able to visit some people later...but I'm not sure yet so sorry in advance!

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

Warning: thanks, new stuff/morning, yesterday's trip, wp's, circus today/sorry, & amv

It's Saturday!! Woooo, finally. Anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments! ^^ *hugs* You guys are the best! You really really are!! You even put up with that super long post. *nods* No one even said "wow, that's a long post..." *laugh* So thanks again! I see that the people (or at least most of them) that got tagged acknowledged that fact and either already did their facts or will! ^_^ Awww, Amila?? How can you say that?? Guys won't touch you with a ten-foot pole??? Aww! *hugs* I'm sure you'll be able to go to a dance sometime with a guy! You're such a wonderful person! Jenna, thanks for your long comment! I enjoyed it all. *laugh* Oh, and some of you were asking about the Flying Spaghetti Monster...yes, I suppose you could just look it up on wikipedia; there's an official site for this "religion", but I dont remember what it is! Umm...anyhoo...thanks for your advice with the prom thing, too. AurionAddict says she wouldn't mind going with me, but she is from a different school...and we actually haven't met in person yet! But if that doesn't happen, then maybe I'll go by myself...though I'd rather not. It seems like a lot of you have done that. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks again for the comments! Well now...as you can see...quite obviously, I changed my site! ^^ Well, I didn't really change the "layout" like a lot of you have been doing...I'm completely inept at html stuff so I don't have any box thing or special layout. I just have the bare basics! ^^; But, wow, it's much lighter than usual for me! *laugh* I usually keep the text black...but here it is now, periwinkle. Hopefully it looks ok! I've also added a couple things up top, like a new button made by Koneako and in the "banners from friends" an award/card from her as well!! *hugs her* Thanks so much again, Koneako!! ^__^ Oh, and my new bg is my newest wallpaper that I made yesterday, so yeah, I'll give you the link later. Hmm...I slept pretty well! I had some weird school dreams, but they weren't too bad...man, I could've slept all day! *laugh* One bad thing is that AurionAddict has been quite sick lately! I hope that she feels better soon. *nods* Okies...so yesterday! We went to the chiropractor like I said before. I had my back and neck cracked (it hurt sorta but it felt great at the same time! I needed that). He said I was pretty off-kilter, and I should do these neck "exercises" so that my shoulders and whatnot won't hurt as much...ahah, yeah, well...I'm not sure if I will though! *laugh* After that, we met up with my dad at Wendy's and had lunch...then...then we went to the mall. Got some older anime called Madonna (made in 1989; we never heard of it!), and then went to Hot Topic where I got 3 new shirts/tops. One of 50% off. ^^ All their clothes are sooooo cute!!!! Anyhoo, then we went to Borders, but I didn't get any manga/books. I DID see that they released (I think Tokyopop did) the translated novel of The Twelve Kingdoms. Yes, it was first a book/novel before anything else! My friend told me that a couple years back, and I was reading a fan translation of it online...but there were so many pages so it was pretty hard! *laugh* Next time, I'm definitely buying it! I hope it's still there!! *nods* So that trip was good, other than Corey being annoying and seeing my arch-nemesis from school at the DVD place.......*sigh* I hate her so much. She's made my life a living-heck since elementary school...grrrrrrrrr...but I won't get into that now. ^^ When we got home, lucky for me! Corey and dad went metal detecting again so that meant computer time! ^__^ I got to chat with Markie finally, and I made 2 new wallpapers! One is from Ouran, and it's totally bright and tropical! And the other is my Misuzu one that I have as my bg now. ^^ I hope you like them! Please do the usual if you can! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Today!!!!! My family and I are going to the circus!! ^______^ This is the second time in my life! The last time was just last year. *nods* It was sooo much fun. I didn't care that we were surrounded with families with little kids! I just loved it all. ^^ So that's a bit later today. I hope it's just as fun today! D isn't coming though...just like last time...he can be such a party-pooper! He's totally gonna miss out! I still have my clown bear that I got (it is Barnam and Bailey's Circus...or however you spell it) last time, and he's sitting on my dresser. ^_^ So because of this and because of Corey being home, I'm not sure if I can visit anyone today! We'll be out for most of the day! ^^; *hugs hugs* I'm so sorry! This week has sucked for me as far as being able to comment! Now for an amv! Since I have more Misuzu going on, here's an Air amv. ^_^ The song is "Dream" by Michelle Tumes (I had some of her songs on my site before). It's sooo pretty! Enjoy! Well, I'd better go now! I still need breakfast...and then we'll probably have to get ready to go. Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day/weekend!

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Friday, April 20, 2007

Warning: to save time, thanks, today, yesterday, tagged, & vid

[This post was written the night before in order to make time for tomorrow!! Which is really today...because...yeah...oh, this is always so confusing when someone writes up a post the day before! *laugh* Anyhoo, but when i say "today" I mean "today" as in friday...so, yeah...I'm writing in the future tense right now, which is thursday night!] Thanks soooo much for the comments! *hugs* I love you guys soooo much...but I tell you that everyday so I suppose you already knew that! ^^; I'm really spoiling you guys with love! But one can never have enough of that. *nods* Hehe. Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the downloads/comments on my wallpaper! It got featured. ^^ *is totally amazed* Two days in a row! I guess the darker themed wallpapers ARE more popular. Anyhoo...I also see that I have more requests to be counselors for Stand Up! That's great! I'll just have to remember to tell Wolfspeed about them. *nods* Or if interested, you could just pm her yourselves. Ummm...a couple of you somehow got the idea that I was having morning sickness! *laugh* I have NO CLUE where that came from...I said I was feeling sick, as in my throat hurting and stuff, not that I had morning sickness like a pregnant lady!!! Haha, well, thanks again for everything that was said. Oh, and Markie, we NEED to talk about that topic of yawning...we didn't get to... Okies, so....right now...well, right now I should be going to bed...but that's cause this is the night before...[to be edited to fit friday ON friday]Ok, now it's friday!!! And this spacebar SUCKS. I'm in philosophy, learning about the "Flying Spaghetti Monster" religion. *laugh* So, yeah, nothing has happened yet!! ^^; As for yesterday, well, I felt like crap! How about them apples??? My head killed...like it was the worst headache ever. It hurt so much that I just wanted to sleep or something, but instead I had that stupid Japanese script/project thing to do. I even had some extra time to actually be on the computer and visit and stuff, but I felt too bad to do so. *sigh* It sucked so much. Another thing was that I felt pretty depressed...and that was triggered by lunch time at school (that's weird, right? usually my lunches are fun...). I sat with Narret and the others, and usually all the conversations are SO fun! Well, they were still fun, but it's just that...they started talking about prom. They talked and asked each other about what they're dresses are like, and they talked about who they're going with and everything. *sigh* Narret's going with Ben (her boyfriend), and everyone else at the table has someone as well...I was the only one that didn't, and it's not like they asked me anyway. I had nothing to contribute to the conversation and I felt SO left out and depressed. *sigh* I always say that I don't like dances and that I never want to go to one...but when they talk about it, it sounds so fun. I want to dress up and have fun with people...but I can't. I have no one to go with. I can't even take a friend that's a girl...because they all have someone anyway!!!!!! >< Grrr...so those thoughts ruined my day as well. Ummm...so, yeah...what else happened yesterday? *thinks* I worked on my Japanese stuff for a while (took longer than I thought) so I really didn't have much fun. I didn't get to make a new wallpaper (sorry!!), and all Corey and I watched was the last episode of Ouran (nooo!!! *sob*) and some Nanami-chan episodes. That show is soooooo cute! ^__^ I love Nanami!! I just want to huggle it like crazy! Anyhoo...oh, right! darkhuntress (Jenna) tagged me! *laugh* "Tagged"...hmm...well, apparently that means I need to list random stuff about myself! 6 I think...so here we go! 1. I'm a total baby when it comes to many things. Sleeping is one of them...I still sleep with my stuffed animal (Puffy the puffalump) and with a night-light. ^^ 2. If you walk into my room, you'd swear you'd have just entered that of a 5 year old...*laugh* Stuffed animals everywhere and Winnie the Pooh bedsheets/pillow case and other plushies. 3. I love blueberry-filled pastries and other items of the sort, but I don't like normal blueberries by themselves. ^^; Same goes with tomatoes...ugh, I hate plain tomatoes, but ketchup and whatnot are my friends. *nods* 4. Sweet foods are top on my list! If something's not sweet enough, heck, I just add sugar. I even add sugar to my hot chocolate!! It makes everything better. ^^ 5. I'm a very routine-oriented person...sorta OCD-like. I always have to do certain things in a certain order or at the same times or else it screws me up!! Examples: posting everyday no matter what; when going to school, I always call my mom on my dad's cell phone when we reach this certain building before the school. 6. Umm...*thinks* Though I'm 18, I'm usually mistaken for being younger...just last year, at the YMCA, in the dressing room...(how embarrassing) a lady thought (and even said it to my face) that I was 13!!! She told me I wasn't allowed to be in the "adult's" dressing room...hahahaha...yeah, I'm underdeveloped or something. *laugh* Okies, now I have to tag 6 more people, right? To do the same thing? I choose Markie, Reki, Yug, kirbysdouble, Hyli, and Amila (talim of the wind)!!! Haha, so if you guys have the time and feel like doing this...go ahead!! ^^ Now then...anyhoo, I have a half-day today, and like I said before, I'm going to the chiropractor with mom and Corey. Hopefully I'll feel less achy! Ooh, tomorrow we're going to the circus!! Yup, that's right! ^__^ It should be fun I hope!! But it sucks cause...well, lack of computer time...I'm so sorry you guys. *hugs* This week has just been really bad for me!! ^^; Now for an amv!! The song is "Radical Dreamers", which was the ending theme to Chrono Cross (one of the best games out there!!! it's for ps1) and it's to KH2. ^^ Enjoy! It matches and is sooo pretty! Alrighty, that's enough outta me!! Thanks for visiting, and have a wonderful day! *hugs*

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning/sick?, yesterday, today's crap, vid, & sorry

^____^ Thank you all soooooo much for your comments yesterday!! You know I love you guys. ^^ Not as many, but heck, they were some of the best! Yug!!!! *hugs* Happy birthday again, and I've missed you!! NNM, yes, biatchy. *laugh* Anyhoo, I see that most of you were interested in the Day of Silence and would have also participated if you had known!! That's so awesome. ^^ As for the Stand Up site, well, I'll talk more about that later (maybe), but this is wonderful! More people that want to help out as counselors! We can't have too many, but I'll tell Wolfspeed that some of you want to contribute! If anyone else would like to help, please tell me or her! Now then, I'm sooo happy that you guys loved my wallpaper yesterday! It was even featured for a bit! ^^ Mine are never featured as long as some (usually Naruto ones), but it's still awesome! Thanks so much to everyone about everything! *hugs* *yawns* No, really, I just yawned. Anyway, so it's first period campus (free period), and here I am in my old programming room! Talking with Deepthi (though Dr.B was all like, "Are you distracting my students?" *laugh* Yes! I AM!), and just, well, doing MO stuff. I'm really tired, and I just wish that I could go back to sleep! I surprisingly didn't have bad dreams last night...but then again, I don't remember any of what I dreamed about last night...so, yeah. Bad or good, I don't know! My throat hurts!!! >< It started hurting yesterday, so this really really sucks. I might be getting sick...and it's probably because of D! Since we visited him the other day, and he was so miserable (flu symptoms)...so I might be sick. *sigh* Anyhoo, I woke up and a bit later, before leaving for school, I got a sweet text message from Markie (Hoaryu, if you didn't know), and that put me in a good mood. ^_^ Hopefully I'll stay happy for the day...though I doubt it! Yeah, so yesterday...I got home and was unable to have my usual fun/relaxing/chatting time on the computer because of my controlling brother Corey. Let me clear some things up about him. I complain about him a lot, but usually the time that we're together, he's nice to me or he makes me laugh and stuff. It's not like he's this constantly bad guy...I'm just annoyed when he doesn't work (when he should), and I can't get on the computer. And another thing is that when he's home, it's not like we have to share a computer...we both have our own, it's just I can never get on BECAUSE he's so controlling. I always feel bad or too weak to speak up for myself and what I want to do, so I just do whatever he wants. *sigh* I know this sounds stupid, and you're all gonna lecture me (kirbysdouble...), but yeah. Anyhoo, back to yesterday...I did some Japanese work, made the other bg for Stand Up, and made another wallpaper (after watching some anime with Corey, like Monster and Ouran). My new wallpaper is of Suigintou from Rozen Maiden. If you haven't seen that anime, you must!!! It's awesome! ^^ After I made it though, I noticed in the featured wallpapers one using the same pic. ^^; But they didn't know who she was, so hah! I was just like, "Crap...of all the luck...the same picture!!" Anyhoo, I hope you like it! (the "poem" or quote rather is something that she feels/says in the anime...sort of) Hosted By theOtaku.com. Umm...also yesterday was America's Next Top Model. Redmoonchick and I are both completely crushed because our favorite was sent home!!! *sob* I won't say who if you didn't see the episode, but you'd already know if you knew who our fave is. ^^; Anyhoo, today!! Today's going to suck as well. Corey took off, so yeah. I have that script/project for Japanese to write (it's due tomorrow...and I really should've done it earlier...), and poor Totoro (our dog) has to be taken to the vet! His breath has been REALLY stinky lately, and that's just not normal for him...so he might have something wrong with either his teeth or stomach. So after school I'll have to go with mom (unless dad goes with her) to take him to the vet. *sigh* So the chances of me getting online are very slim!!!! >< Soooooo sorry! Yesterday I could only visit some people, too. This sucks...this whole week is against me! Tomorrow I have a half day, and I'm planning on going with mom and Corey to the chiropractor (I need it!)...so again, who knows when I'll be on the computer! I don't even know if I'll be able to post early-ish!! Grrr...*sigh* Anyhoo, here's a music vid. The song is Kotoko's "We Survive", and it's to the Tales series of video games. ^^ (tales of symphonia, eternia, legendia, abyss, etc.) Ok, thanks so much for visiting me! I hope you have a good day, and sorry again if I can't visit a lot of you!

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Warning: thanks, right now/today, yesterday stuff, crap, & sorry

^^; Thanks for the comments everyone!! That's good I didn't kill anyone with that post...though it was quite long!! Sorry! But some of it (very little actually...*laugh*) was story! Thanks for your comments on it, too. Yes, it's just the VERY VERY beginning...and I meant it to be pretty vague. ^^; It's to, um, DRAG you into the story! Hahaha! *laugh* No, it's probably just really badly written...I've never written a story before! ^^; You know me! Just poetry! (haha, that rhymed...see?) Thanks for the compliments on the wallpaper, too. ^_^ This post will be shorter! I know it! Cause i don't have much time to post... I'm in Japanese class right now, and I just had to make up two conversations. ^^; Yeah...I really screwed up the one. Gosh!! *laugh* Counters for months and days and stuff are soooo confusing...so I kept on messing up. Haha, anyhoo, so far today...*thinks* Well, for one thing, It's the Day of Silence. I really should be participating (I did last year), but since I had those conversations to do...I couldn't...*sigh* I felt so bad about it all day, too...like really guilty. If you don't know what the Day of Silence is, well, go look it up! It's to stand up against discrimination towards gays/lesbians/bisexuals and their allies. *nods* Anyhoo, I think I've just had a boring day. I had art 3D, and I started sculpting a mini wolf statue. It's like a "sculpture sketch", so yeah. Then next time I'll start on the actual one! It's really cute. ^___^ Hmm...what else? I had dance, and that was good. I'm getting the routing down, somewhat. ^^; Nothing else is popping...oh! I remember now... I had gourmet first period, you know, with those biatchy girls. Well, after we finished making our biscuits, we were just sitting at our table. They were discussing their prom dresses and crap, and I really didn't care. I just sat there listening...and not being paid attention to. *sigh* Mrs.Bakken (my teacher) was soooo nice and noticed that I looked a bit down...so she called me over to help her. For the rest of the class I peeled potatoes and talked with her! ^^ Doesn't sound fun at first, but to me, it was way more fun than sitting at that table. *sigh* Yesterday...umm...I made another new wallpaper. A darker one this time. Other than that...uhhhhh...chatted with Markie and Wolfspeed, and did my Japanese work. Wolfspeed and I are starting up this site (it was her idea though) called Stand Up! ^_^ It's going to be a help/advice site for anyone to come and ask questions or tell us their problems. Then, well, obviously...we'll help them out! ^^ *hugs her* It's going to be awesome. Anyhoo, I can't remember anything else so here's my wallpaper! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Yup, today...Corey doesn't work...he has a doctor's appointment, and tomorrow and the next day he's taking off, too. *sigh* It's gonna suck!! Markie's already grouchy enough because of it. *hugs him* sorry!!! And I'm sorry I probably won't be able to visit much either!!! Anyhoo, here's an amv...the bell just wrung so I need to go! It's Utada's "Hotel Lobby" to KH2. ^^ Thanks for visiting me, and have a great day!!

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Warning: thanks, today/last night, yesterday, new wp, dad's b-day, lazy corey, story, & amv

*hugs hugs hugs* So many comments! 21!! *hugs you all that many times* I love you guys. ^__^ Thanks so much for the comments...to take the time out of your busy schedules just to visit me. ^^; And my huge rambling posts...I really appreciate you all, no matter what you say. Thanks for all of the hugs, sympathy for my depressed mood (and heart problem thing), and all the compliments on my wallpaper. Yes, like all of my wallpapers, that poem was written by me. ^^ I'm glad you liked it, cause yeah, I wanted it to fit the picture. I see that most of you agreed (especially if you make wallpapers) that theO should have a commentary/description area for wallpapers, too. Wallpapers have just as much thought put into them as drawings, so they deserve a description box as well!! *nods* I also see that a lot of you like the rain, too. ^_^ Indeed, it's my favorite weather, but I just wish it wasn't that cold!! So, yeah, anyhoo, thanks again to all of you that commented (and to those that couldn't because of whatever reason). Sooooooooooooo hungry and tired right now. I'm currently in Japanese class, waiting for it to end so I can go to lunch! ^^; I really just want to go to sleep...I attempted to during philosophy, but those desks just aren't comfortable enough. *laugh* Otherwise, I seriously could've. Anyhoo, I slept ok last night despite more disturbing dreams!! What's with me??? ^^; This time there were these guys (that end up being zombies or some sort of freaky things) that were shooting at me and other people in some store. I was running away most of the time...other people I knew might've been there, but I don't remember. All I know is that it was scary, I got shot in it, and there was a lot of exploding body parts. Probably seeing it now as a movie would crack me up, but being it in it in my dream was SCARY. ^^; It was probably triggered because of hearing on the news about that horrible shooting down in Virginia at Virginia Tech...it's SOOOO HORRIBLE. I can't stand hearing about that news...it makes me so angry and upset that it happened. 33 people (or something like that) were killed!!! Argh, I hate people that do crap like that...then the killer killed himself, too. Bahhhhh...off of these terrible subjects... *thinks* Today? What happened so far today? Hmm...boring philosophy class (we watched a vid about the Popes throughout history), photo (I was done so I just did some scrapbook thing...and then I did something else!!! Something known as starting a STORY. Dude, me? Writing a story? Hahaha...yeah, I don't usually do that. The idea came to me a few nights ago when I was trying to sleep...I don't know when I'll post it cause right now I just have a paragraph+ done. ^^; Maybe I'll put it here anyway...just so you can see how it goes!) Anyhoo, back to my day...in Japanese I've just been trying to catch up and stuff. After this is finally lunch, and then I have cooking for friends, but only for the first half of 8th period, then I'm going to work on my animation project cause I suck!! Yesterday...*thinks* Oh, right! My dad's birthday. We went out to eat, and the food was pretty good. I just got a hamburger, so yeah. My conversation with Markie was awesome to say the least. *laugh* Other than that usual stuff, I made another wallpaper (this time it's bright and colorful! It's Renge from Ouran Host Club). I ended up having a hilarious laughing fit after watching an amv that involved some yaoi...and Corey made a comment, and well, that comment caused me to laugh like crazy. *laugh* I guess yesterday was a good day for laughing after the day before being depressed!! Because at lunch, Narret and I had many hilarious discussions (which I told Markie about), and well, yeah...they were awesome. Haha. They involved suggestive themes and adult situations. *laugh* Anyhoo, Derek was/is sick so he couldn't join our little "party" out to eat. We visited him to bring him medicine and soup and stuff. Hopefully he gets better soon!! Ok, here's the new wallpaper. Please do the usual, thanks!! *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com. Oooooh, I have stuff to complain about. This week will SUCK. Corey's taking off tomorrow, thursday, AND friday...and he doesn't work on saturday either. Stupid lazy jerk. He has a doctor's appointment on one of the days, and well, he just decides that he NEEDS those other days off, too. *sigh* Nooooooooo....so I'm really pissed off about that. Hopefully I can still manage my computer time, or else...yeah. More complaints. Other than that, I have a Japanese project thing due on friday, and I really need to work on it. ^^; I'm soooo lazy. Do you want to read the first part of my story? ^^; No? Well, if you dont' want to, then just skip this part...it's from the point of view of a girl, and yes, she's being rejected by another girl. This story was sorta brought about from the real-life story of one of my friends...enjoy! -------------------------------------------- . It all ended that day...including my will to live. It all ended the moment her open hand struck my pale cheek, turning it a sharp shade of red. The pain that tingled throughout my skin penetrated my very being, destroying my composition of heart more than the capillaries beneath the thin layer of skin. I wanted to cry, but as I lifted my eyes level to hers--her crystal blue eyes that singed my soul--I felt too ashamed, too embarrassed, too weak to let those tears fall. . "Freak," that's what she called me. It was the one word that stood out to me in the slew of others--a medley of shocked profanity. --------------------------------------- Good? Bad? Needs a lot of work? ^^; Well, that's just the beginning (and all I've written so far ^^;), and maybe when I'm bored again it'll be continued. Now for an amv, just because...you like them (if you can see them). The song is "Heart and Soul" by Nami Tamaki (I think)...and the anime is just a bunch of stuff, like Tokyo Mew Mew and others that for some reason I can't think of!! Thanks so much for visiting me, and have a wonderful day! *hugs*

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Monday, April 16, 2007

Warning: thanks/sorry, this crappy morning/dad's b-day,yesterday movie/depressed, new wp, & amv

*is really tired and cranky* Morning, people!! *sigh* Well, thanks so much for the comments...SOOO MUCH. I'm sorry again for yesterday's post. ^^; A couple of people (*cough*kirbysdouble and coolcatkyo*cough*) still didn't really pay attention to my post it seems...and just complained about the amv I had up! ^^; I said it probably didn't match at all, but I just liked the song. Well, whatever, I took it off anyway. If you didn't see it (or any AMV's I've had up) and you want to, my UN on youtube is AngelSugarMisuzu. Now then, thanks again so much for the comments. I got some empathetic comments to my cause...and Shishou, wow, thanks a ton for commenting on both posts! ^^ imasyon, I enjoyed reading your comment as well. *nods* Thanks for the hugs everyone, too! Well, those that gave me hugs. *laugh* Thanks also for the downloads/comments on my 80th wallpaper yesterday, too. ^_^ Ok, so thanks again and sorry again for being such a complainer yesterday. *hugs* Now then...as for why I'm so darn cranky this morning...it's all because of the weather and stupid school. Like I said yesterday, it was raining like crazy...well, it rained ALL DAY and night, but then later on it got COLDER, thus making the rain turn into snow! Ok, so it's freezing and the winds are blowing at 40mph...NOT GOOD. I woke up around 5 because of one of those stupidly loud trash trucks, and I stayed awake all thanks to the electricity going out!!! The winds were sooooo strong that a power line must've fallen or something, and well, I couldn't go back to sleep...without my nightlight...^^; and while knowing that I'd have to get up in an hour without an alarm. Needless to say, I didn't get much more sleep until I had to get up. I woke up, later than usual, and went into my mom's room to get HER up (she's usually up before me though cause of the alarm), and then we were wandering around waiting to see if there was school! I tried calling with my cell phone, but no one picked up...then we waited forever to listen to the radio, but they didn't say our county's school closings. So I finally just got ready, really late, and I was pissed off the whole time. ^^; I wonder when our electricity will come back...hopefully by the time I get home!!!! >< The roads were horrible--flooding, ice, snow--but my school's so stupid, and they never close. Anyhoo...so that was a rude awakening...*laugh* And what a morning!! It's my dad's birthday, and let's just say it hasn't been that pleasant for him!! ^^; Cause he's the one that drives me to school...and I was complaining the whole time. I hate being late, and I hate not going to school for no reason, so I wanted to go!! And get here on time!! So, yeah, I was late...end of story! I'm tired, and I wish I could've slept, but oh well. *yawns* Now I'm in my first period campus (free period) with my old programming class. I love them. *laugh* It's so much fun being here but not having to do any of their work! As for yesterday, we DID see the movie Blades of Glory. *nods* It was very funny!!! ^^ I enjoyed it a lot. *laugh* Some of you said you didn't want to see it, but I'd recommend it if you like comedies or movies with Will Ferrel. Most of yesterday though was spent with me out in the rain. ^^; Simply because I like it so much...I'd just go out there and stand in it! I know, that's weird, but that's just what I do. When we got back from the movie, I had some computer time so I visited a few people and then made another wallpaper. I got into one of my depressed moods...right before making it, so yeah, I ended up making it a darker themed-one. *sigh* I submitted it, but then HOURS LATER I noticed my spelling mistake. ^^; I put that in the comment on it (yes, I always have to comment on my own wallpapers now...why don't they have a description section for wallpapers like they do fanart????) so you can just read it! Anyhoo, so I felt like depressed crap for the rest of the night, and even Corey sorta noticed and (surprise!) asked me if I was alright. I didn't really say that I was depressed cause I know nothing good would come of telling him that. Markie helped me out with his text messages, but I wasn't feeling completely happy. ^^; *hugs him* Anyhoo, here's the wallpaper...please comment/download! Hosted By theOtaku.com. Other problems of yesterday included my stupid heart palpitations...they seem to becoming more frequent. *sigh* So my mom says that I'll probably have to see a doctor to get me medicine to help with them. Oh, and before I said that, yes, I have a heart murmur, which is also known as "mitrovalve prolapse". *nods* Ok, now for an amv which I'm sure is GOOD! It's GOOD AND SAD. Be warned, it'll make you cry...especially if you've seen either Air or Chrono Crusade. The song is "Concrete Angel" by Martina McBride. Enjoy! I know I almost cried when watching it. ^^; But then again, I wanted to cry yesterday anyway!! Ok, this is enough out of me...I hope that you have a good day, and thanks for visiting me!

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