Friday, April 6, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, friends back, yesterday, & amv

Woooow. ^___^ 20 comments!! *hugs hugs hugs hugs* I love you guys sooooooo much, but I say that everyday...so, yeah. Whether you comment everyday or not, I STILL LOVE YOU. *hugs* You're all the best friends anyone could ever ask for! Thanks for everything that was said. *nods* Thegrantinator, thanks for visiting my site! You're not a bad friend! I'm sorry I haven't commented on yours yet. ^^; To be honest, I was waiting for you to comment first! *laugh* So there ya go! Anyhoo, thanks to everyone with their suggestions/sympathy about my brother and whatnot. ^^; And yes, most of you have been getting those chain letters, too!! I see certain ones as being sweet or whatever, but then there are just those stupid ones that have been circling recently (TAG YOU'RE IT). ^^; I'm glad that you liked the vid; I got mixed reviews because some people love Nickelback and some hate them, so yeah. ^_^ asialonewolfe, I love your analysis of everything! Your comments always amaze me. *hugs* Okies, so thanks again to everyone for your comments!! Alrighty, now on to my usual order of things (is it annoying? *laugh*) I slept better last night! I just woke up some in the morning hours because I was cold again. ^^; Cold and hungry!! And what sucks is that when I did wake up, I didn't make a proper breakfast worthy of filling my tummy...I made toast and scrambled eggs, but the eggs turned out overcooked and bleh. *laugh* I ate what I could, but really, this isn't what I wanted!!! Haha. Anyhoo, I'm chatting with Rachel (aurionaddict) right now on AIM. I *heart* her. ^_^ She's been playing Rogue Galaxy, and then yesterday...a horror of all horrors occurred!! In the middle of saving, her dad accidentally stepped on the power switch...turning it off, and completely erasing all of her 40 hours of playtime!!! How horrible...>< So now she's trying to regain those hours back by playing it again. ^^ I wish her the best of luck! *nods* Doodododo!!! (<---what is that??) *laugh* Anyhoo, good news! Deceiver is back and a-okay! ^_^ You might remember me mentioning her disappearance a week ago or so and being worried, but she's back and everything is fine. She's just been really busy! ^__^ So she's ok!! And my other friend that said they were going away, shoningoeyes (sorry, spelled wrong again), decided to come back as well. ^^ AND Reno said that he's not gonna leave either!! Wooot! Isn't that all great news? And I got an email from Magnus the other day, so yeah. All is good in the world of online friends at the moment. *nods* Okies...I guess I'll talk about yesterday!! The workmen dudes called and canceled their appointment or whatever so now they're supposed to come next wednesday. Go figure, right? They cancel THE MORNING of when they're supposed to come. We should be like a doctor's office and instead have them pay us if they don't cancel before 24 hours. *laugh* Anyhoo, so they didn't come...I posted in the morning and chatted some with markie, then I had my breakfast and watched Top Model with Corey. *sob* I was soooo sad because of who left!!! She was one of my favorites!! Grrr...how dare they kick her off!! (I'm not naming names in case any of you watch the show and didn't get to see it!). *laugh* Anyhoo, so the rest of the day was filled with watching anime and being dragged along by my brother's will, which isn't ALL that bad...cause we do watch anime together and stuff, but it's just that...well, you know. Anyhoo, I got about and hour before dinner to be on the computer so I took that time to visit most of you (and have an amusing conversation with Markie)!! ^^ Then it was dinner time, and after that, more watching of anime: Monster (VERY VERY GOOD; it's totally suspenseful), Ouran Host club (most of you know this one! Hehe. I love the Zuka club! *laugh*), and Honey & Clover (well, you know, it's awesome. ^^ And yes, Hagu is 19+ years old! She must have some disease or something that's making her small!!). So that was basically my day! Before going to bed, I went online again to finish up visitations, and then Mom and I watched an ep. of I Love Lucy. ^_^ I love old shows!!!! Classic black and white stuff! *laugh* Alrighty, so obviously again, I didn't make another wallpaper! ^^; That's because I didn't get the time though, so yeah. Today I'll probably be able to! I'm not sure what we're going to do today...maybe some shopping (at the mall and whatnot), maybe not! ~15 minutes later after being on the phone with Karen~ I'll just have to see!! Anyhoo...yeah, that friend of mine likes to talk...*laugh* Anyhoo, I don't know how long this post is, and I was going to have some survey thing here...but, nah, I won't. I guess I'll just insert an amv! I ran out of good Honey & Clover amvs, so here's an Ouran one! ^^ It focuses on Hikaru and Kaoru, and the song is "Dirty Little Secret" by All-American Rejects (not really a fan, but I like this song). Enjoy! (For those of you who haven't seen the anime, they're twin brothers...they're "relationship" is a bit iffy, and some take it as shonen-ai, so be warned!) Ok! I guess I should go now...hehe. ^^ Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day!!

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Thursday, April 5, 2007

Warning: thanks, sorry, misc thoughs, yesterday, & amv

*hugglesglomphugsattack* I love you guys. ^_^ I could seriously just end my thanking paragraph like that...and you'd all be content, right? *laugh* Well, of course I can't do that to you...anyhoo, so thanks a TON for the comments. Not as many, but again, it's ok! I love you all!! Ahem, enough love yet? ...anyhoo, thanks so much for the compliments on my wallpaper. ^^ asialonewolfe, your comment was the best and most detailed about it! I was quite surprised; thanks for seeing irony in it because, hey, I didn't even think of that when I wrote it...amazing! You're awesome at analyzing my poetry and themes of my wallpapers!!! ^__^ Anyhoo, Yug, yes, I always think your comments are hilarious! And, wow, you're starting to watch Honey & Clover? That's great!! I just watched ep.17 and you only JUST find out what Morita does for a job! Hippie25, yeah, Clariten D...that WOULD work, right? *laugh* I just take Clariten because the "D" (the decongestant) gives me bad side-effects! I have a heart murmur so any meds with a stimulant (which that is) increases my heart palpitations, which aren't fun! ^^; Anyhoo, thanks to everyone for everything! Oh, and yes, as kirbysdouble pointed out, my new song on here was originally done by the group Seal; this is Angela Aki's version. ^^ Alrighty, gotta type fast...type fast!!!! >< Corey doesn't work today, which is a total bummer for many reasons of course, and they all revolve around using the computer. ^^; You've all heard me complain about him before, so I'll keep this complaint short...grrrrr...he's so darn controlling!!! Bleh, and when he's home that means: barely any visiting, barely any Markie chatting, barely any anything. ^^; So I'm sorry ahead of time if I don't get to your site today!!! *bows in apology* This is the first time that I've had off on a day that he doesn't have to work (other than sundays)...so now I'm not just pissed about him being home after school, he's here all day while I'm here all day...^^; Well, maybe he'll be nice and I can have computer time later. Anyhoo, off that topic... So it's yet another morning. Another day has gone by, and another day has arrived...on this seemingly endless cycle. I feel like I'm wasting my life...but then again, what is "life"???? Bleh, I might end up turning this into another philosophical rant, which I don't want to do! *laugh* I was just going to mention my sleep...a bit better than last night, though I woke up several times again. At least I could breathe better. Now then...*is still pondering meaning of life* And my spring break is almost over! I don't even have monday off...boo! Sorry. *laugh* I'm really inputing random thoughts here...um, so yeah. Some house alarm work-dudes are supposed to be here now (SUPPOSED to...) reworking our alarm system or something. We didn't like the one company so we're switching. Well, you can never except workmen to be here on time...they're always late! I guess I'll talk about yesterday now...it was even more nothing than usual! I didn't even make a new wallpaper! *laugh* I bet you're all surprised at that! ^^; I've been spoiling you all with new wallpapers everyday, but you get a break today. Umm...so what did I do??? I chatted with Markie for most of the day and downloaded tons of songs. ^^ I got all the Honey & Clover songs, which are AWESOME. Because as Neko nana Mode said, "Honey and Clover is a great series. It also has some of the best Japanese indie music Nana has heard. One of the artists also did the opening to Boogiepop Phantom." And he knows his stuff, despite his talking in third person, love for yuri, and attempts at cross-dressing. *laugh* Anyhoo, so that's really all I did...my back ached like crazy so I took a break from the computer and did some reading. Someplace to be Flying by Charles de Lint. ^^ It's very good!! Other than that, I did more nothing...yup, that's all. Oh, Top Model was on...but I only watched the first half; we recorded it so I'll see the rest today. Redmoonchick, don't give away who leaves!!! As for today, well, I'm not sure. It all depends on how long these work guys are going to take (if they ever get here). We might go out and do stuff, or we might just stay home...either way, I won't be on the computer as much as I'd like! ^^; So sorry again! *hugs hugs* I suppose I'll put a vid here...it's another Honey & Clover amv (oh, and the girl, Hagu, who has blond hair and is really little...is actually 19 years old. ^^;). The song is "Far away" by Nickelback. Hmm...I guess I got nothing else to talk about! I'm sorry!! If I had a wallpaper, that'd take up more space...but nope. If you didn't see some of my others, then just go on off to my portfolio and check 'em out. ^_^ Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day! P.S. STOP SENDING ME THOSE STUPID CHAIN LETTERS. THEY'RE FILLING UP MY INBOX, AND I DON'T SEND THEM! *laugh* Sorry, just had to say that...coming here to see 7 new messages and almost all of those being chain letters, yeah...

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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, yesterday stuff, wallpaper, & amv

Hello, everyone! ^^ How are all of you today? Anyhoo, thanks soooo much for the comments yesterday! Not as many, but who cares? You're all just as wonderful! *hugs hugs* I love my friends on here sooo much. Now then...I'm glad you liked my wallpapers, despite me hating the Rei one. *laugh* And, yes, I said my Honey&Clover one was simple, but I'm still glad you guys liked it! And same with the vid; hehe, I LOVE that one. *laugh* That's great those of you that could watch it enjoyed it as well. *nods* Maybe later in this post I'll inform you guys more about Honey & Clover. ^^ Yug, really, I LOVE your comments. They always make me laugh! Of course my brother didn't eat any baby...*laugh* And wow, when you get bored at night (though you should be sleeping) you steal your sister's blankets? Hah, that's funny. Lys! *hugs* I've missed you! ^_^ I understand that you've been busy so it's fine! Oh, and so apparently, that scarlet88 person that I've been complaining about recently (who makes all those wallpapers) has been taken care of? ^^; I think so cause I haven't seen any of their stuff! Thanks for telling me, kirbysdouble. Oh, and good news! Reno isn't leaving MO. ^__^ Alrighty, thankies again for everything! Now then...last night/this morning, yet again, I didn't sleep well! ^^; That's not a surprise though anymore, right? I just don't know why...come on!! It's my break. *sigh* I should be able to sleep well, but NOOOOoooo. This time it was my allergies. Boo on them...I'm constantly tortured by a stuffy nose!! Especially at night...so last night was worse than usual, it didn't matter what medicine I took, that I used my medicated nose spray, AND menthol nose gel stuff...bleh, nothing helped!! ^^; So, yeah, it sucked. I fell asleep somewhere past 1, even though I laid down at 11:30; I woke up at 4:30, 7:30, AND 9...AND 10:20...so yeah, I woke up a lot and then just would lie there for a while until I fell back to sleep. Yet again, I had crappy dreams also, so no GOOD sleep...despite... Despite it being the perfect sleeping morning. It's all nice and rainy!! It even thundered some last night. Grr...I love this weather, especially when I can sleep late through it! It's the perfect rain right now...sorta, except that it's a bit too chilly. I love the rain. ^__^ Anyhoo, um...for breakfast I had pancakes, leftover from when my mom made them for dinner the other night. *nods* Yes, breakfast for dinner! I love it. Anyhoo, so I was eating them...and my dog was being quite the cute little beggar. He kept whining and jumping up at my leg...*laugh* He really wanted these pancakes! So I gave him some pieces...hehe. He's so fat. *laugh* Anyhoo, yeah, I guess that's all I have to say about this morning! Yesterday, like I said, my mom and I went out and had lunch with D, and then we went shopping. ^^ We ate at Einstein Bros. Bagels, and I had this sausage and omelet bagel sandwich thing...it was good, but eh, I'm not used to that food or something. *laugh* It made me feel sick later! ^^; Anyhoo, so then we went to the mall. Mom and I went to Delia's, and I got some cute shirts. There were so many cute things there...but I just got a few. ^^ After that was the Sanrio store, hehe. So I got a cute new watch of their new kitty character. That's my "Easter gift" though so I have to wait. Umm...after that, we went into Hot Topic. Jeez, there were sooooo many cute and pretty things I wanted!!! >_< I WANTED THEM...but then...then...those equally cute items just had to burst my bubble. Most of them only fit well/look good on....girls with a bigger bust. ^^; *sigh* Same with a lot of the stuff at Delia's...I think I went through each store with mom saying, "You know...this is sooo cute; too bad I can't wear it cause I have small boobs." *sigh* So Hot Topic didn't help either...I just felt worse and worse about myself! ^^; And there were cute skirts, too, but I hate my legs and I feel weird wearing skirts anyway. *double sigh* So yesterday's trip out was good, but it wasn't good for my self-esteem... After that, we went to the grocery store. I was still pretty crappy feeling there, and when we got home I didn't feel chipper either. I kept apologizing to Markie, too. ^^; Anyhoo, so after a while of being "bleh", I decided to make a new wallpaper. I'm very happy with it...VERY!! So making that made me happier. So please take a look at it! ^^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Alrighty, I don't think anything else happened yesterday...and as for today, I'm just going to laze around the house doing nothing. Here's another Honey & Clover amv (oh, crap...I was going to talk about the show, wasn't I? Sorry! I'll do that some other time. ^^;). The song is "Watch the Sky" by Something Corporate. I really like it. It mainly focuses on Takemoto though he's not my fave. Enjoy! Well, I think I've rambled for long enough...^^; Thanks for visiting me, and have a great day!!! P.S. I changed the song in my profile. ^^ It's another song redone by Angela Aki. Oh, and apparently scarlet88 still has wallpapers up...

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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, yesterday, wallpapers, today/D, & amv

*hugs hugs* Wow, seriously, how do I get so many comments? ^^; I'm always amazed when I see that many...*hugs hugs* I love you all soooo much!! No, REALLY, I don't know what I'd do without all of you. If I hadn't joined MO over a year ago...well, I think I'd be lost. ^^; I would be sooo depressed and crap, it wouldn't be funny. I'm glad I found (or your found me) such wonderful friends. Anyhoo...thanks for the comments!! I'm glad you all liked my new wallpaper. ^^ I made more yesterday...*laugh* So, yeah...more on those later. Again, thanks for the sleeping sympathy *laugh* and of course all of the advice for my brother D. *nods* It's greatly appreciated. I'll tell him some of your thoughts...and maybe it'll help. Oh, and Yug...*laugh* I was exaggerating about the 50 trashtrucks! There weren't THAT many, but there were a lot. *laugh* And you're idea of what I looked like really wasn't that far off. ^^; I DO have long light brown/blondish hair, but my eyes are green. *nods* Anyhoo, thanks again for all the comments!!! Ok...*takes a bite of cherry yogurt* Umm...guess I'll talk about how I slept! *laugh* Man, I'm always out of things to say when I'm on break! ^^; Cause nothing happens to me...so, yeah. Anyhoo, I didn't sleep that great. I had more really freaky dreams...some scarier than others, and this time I remember them. ^^; Well, for the most part that is. Another thing that didn't aid in my sleeping was the fact that I was quite chilly!!! From the early morning hours on, I was COLD....even though yesterday it was such a warm day and everything. The thing that really got me was that I couldn't pull up my covers. *laugh* Cause they were TUCKED in. ^^; I didn't want them that way, but when my mom helped me redo my bed, well, she tucked them...tuck or no-tuck? I go for no-tuck. *nods* Anyhoo, so yeah...didn't sleep that great. Now I'm up, chatting with Markie, posting (obviously), and eating cherry yogurt. Now then...I'll talk about yesterday I guess. ^^; I did...*drum roll* NOTHING! That's right, big surprise. My mom wasn't feeling well so we didn't go out like we thought we were. Instead, we just stayed home...just the girls and my dog. I played DDR for the first time in quite a while; though out of shape, I wasn't out of practice as far as the scores went. I was pissed off each time I'd get ONE "boo" for a song and therefore, screwing up my "AA" rank. I was dead tired after playing...and then I had lunch, which was some teriyaki noodle bowl thing, which actually wasn't that bad. *thinks* Then I went back on the computer to chat more, and I made more wallpapers. I made 2: a Rei (Evangelion) wallpaper, which I despise (*stabs wallpaper with a knife* Grrr....) because I took so long on it, but it didn't come out at all like i wanted it to. I was trying out different effects and whatnot so, yeah. Bleh. Anyhoo, then I made a Honey & Clover one, which I DO like. ^^ It's simple, but nice. It was hard to find pics to use for it though...apparently it's not a very popular/common anime/manga. So here they are. Please comment/download if you can. ^^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Thank you! ^_^ Okies, now on to today...today we ARE going to go out. Mom and I are meeting D for lunch, and hopefully we can cheer him up some. He seemed better yesterday though because he sent me an email about his friend Justin's wife's having her baby. Derek likes babies for some reason. *laugh* He has more maternal instincts than I do! So we joke around (or I do) with him about him wanting to "steal" other people's babies. *laugh* I asked him if he did steal the baby, and he texted back, "I ate the baby. :-) He in my belly." *laugh* So that showed that at least he was happy enough to have his sense of humor back. ^_^ So, yeah, anyhoo, we're going to have lunch with him and then do some shopping. *nods* Alrighty, amv time!!! ^__^ I managed to find some Honey & Clover ones...but I'll just show you one for today. The song is "Falling for the First Time" by Barenaked Ladies (*laugh* I was always, um, amused by their name...) and, like I said, it's with Honey & Clover. ^^ There might be some spoilers, but how I see it...if it's an anime that you've never seen, how would you know what's a spoiler or not? You don't know any of the characters or what's going on, so you really wouldn't know. ^^; And at least for me, I tend to forget stuff I see anyway...*laugh* Enjoy! I think it matches really well! ^^ Okies, that's it for me! I think I have to get ready to go now...thanks for visiting me, and have a great day! ^_^

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Monday, April 2, 2007

Warning: thanks, 1st spring break morning, yesterday/depressed D, wallpaper, & today

Wow...thanks so much for the comments! ^^ 20! I'm really surprised because when I went to bed last night, I only had 12...so, wow, thanks to those 8 extra people that commented this morning and later last night! ^___^ It's amazing! *hugs hugs hugs* I love you guys. Anyhoo, thanks Mota for letting me know...that amv I had on yesterday is no longer available! ^^; That really sucks because my bro and I loved that one...boo, anyhoo, thanks for all the comments on my wallpaper. ^^ I'm glad you guys liked it! So many of you favorited it, too!! ^__^ Well, I have ANOTHER wallpaper to share with you guys today, too...so, yeah. That'll be later. A couple of you have already seen it so thanks, Emi and Doasinfinity! Um, so none of you have any info on Deceiver? Hmm...that really sucks. I hope she's ok. Thanks, Yug, for praying for her! I did, too last night! *nods* Thanks also for your agreement with my point of view of the featured wallpapers!! 5/6 walls last night were scarlet88's, and again...most of them looked like no effects were done to them. Seriously, it's plagiarism!! Anyhoo, thanks again for the comments! *hugs* Spring break! ^___^ My first official day of it! Yay! And I got to sleep late, sorta! There were many interruptions this morning though, and I just wasn't comfortable! Stupid creaky bed! *laugh* Each time I moved, it made this super creaking noise...it was sooooo horrible. Other than that, there were the usual 50 trashtrucks or whatever that come by in our neighborhood at really early hours of the morning...*cough*4:30am*cough* Yeah, it sucked. I also had very strange dreams...*thinks* Yeah, they were strange, but now I don't remember them so oh well! Anyhoo, so I'm finishing up my breakfast now, and let Markie know that nothing was wrong with me. *laugh* He forgot I was on my spring break so he freaked out that I didn't send him my usual text message at 7:30am! *hugs him* Well, it's all good now! Okies, now then...what to talk about? Yesterday I guess! Nothing really happened, like usual. Watched more Honey & Clover and started a new anime called Monster. *nods* VERY good so far. Similar to Blackjack, if you ever saw that. It involves doctors and whatnot...it's quite suspenseful and, again, very good. ^^ Other than that, well, Derek came over to visit. He was quite depressed though...he's been getting so depressed lately over not having a girlfriend and about that stupid biatch at his work that's been messing with him. Last night he was the worst in a long time...I was just joking with him, and he seriously said that he wanted to die. He said that he's so weak and he can't do anything so he might as well die. It's horrible. I didn't think that he, of all people, would be having suicidal thoughts...but then again, it shouldn't surprise me. Before my being depressed, he was even worse...when he was in high school. Mom and dad had to bring him to a psychologist and whatnot, but that was 10 years ago...and now, well, now he's having the same feelings. I prayed for him last night, along with all of my friends on here that are having troubles, and I really hope that he's ok. Anyhoo, off of that note...yesterday I made another new wallpaper. doasinfinity13 wasn't feeling well yesterday, and she posted this pic...of a girl looking out a window in bed. I thought it was such a cute yet sad picture, so I told her I'd make a wallpaper with it. ^^ So I did. Here it is, so yeah...you know the deal. *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com. I was amazed that I already had over 40 downloads of it this morning! ^^ Maybe it was featured during the night or morning when I wasn't on? ^^; Who knows...anyhoo, thanks for looking at it! Umm...today...well, I could choose to do NOTHING on one of my days off, or I could take up my mom's offer of going to the mall and library. ^^ I'm not sure which I'll do, but I'm sure either way it'll be good. Staying home, relaxing, and being on the computer or going out, buying manga and whatnot, and going to the library. Both very good things...so I guess I'll decide later what to do. *nods* Alrighty, here's an amv. The anime is FMA (which I'm really not a fan of, sorry! ^^;), and the song is an Irish song! *laugh* The band is Carbon Leaf and the song is "Desperation song". I think it's really good...Irish music, yay! ^^ Okies, thanks for visiting me!! *hugs hugs* I hope you all have a great day, break or not!

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Sunday, April 1, 2007

Warning: thankies, april fool's, Deceiver??, yesterday, wallpaper, & amv

^__________^ I love you guys. *hugs hugs* But I'm sure you already knew that, right?? Hehe, but anyhoo...thanks SO much for the comments!! 16. *nods* Wow, I'm quite amazed! Even though I visited about 24 of the people that updated yesterday on my list...that's still pretty darn good. *hugs* But really, you're all so nice! I'm glad you guys didn't die from my ugliness. *laugh* Thanks for all the compliments on my picture! ^^ *is shocked* Really, for you to all say such nice things...maybe it's cause it's April Fool's day? Nah, just kidding. *hugs* THanks again. And same with the poem...yes, depressing, sorry about that!! ^^; I'm glad you liked it nonetheless...but I think you're all tiring of my depressing poems, and you really don't like reading them! ^^; But ulterego, feel free to print it out! ^_^ I don't mind! Okies, and finally, thanks for the comments and everything on my wallpaper! *hugs* You're the best!! Happy April Fool's day! Happy? Eh...it's not really a good thing...*laugh* And it's not a holiday or anything...whatever. I never liked April Fool's day! I'm not a person that enjoys lying and tricking people, and I hate being fooled...so either way it's not good! Luckily this isn't a school day, otherwise, well, yeah...who knows what would happen!! Anyhoo...so it's sunday, and we WERE going to go to church since it's Palm Sunday, but we didn't...cause my mom was achy, my dad was exhausted from stuff yesterday, and Corey is/was, well, complaining of course. Next sunday is Easter though, so we'll have to go! ^^; Umm...so yeah, Corey doesn't work today so that means barely any computer time! *bows in apology* So I"m terribly sorry if I don't make it to your sites today. I just discovered that one of my good friends, Deceiver, is no longer on my list nor has their gb signing...I'm really worried. She wasn't doing too well (mentally, being quite suicidal) in her last post so that's making me ever more worried. I wish I had her email address. Does anyone know anything about what happened??? I hope she just turned off her profile for some reason and nothing's REALLY wrong... Ok, now that I got that out there...umm...yesterday...*thinks* After being on the computer, Corey came home. We had lunch and then he rested some so I could go back on. I made another wallpaper (yes, ANOTHER...sorry! ^^;) because I have nothing else to do! *laugh* Chatted more with Markie, but then I was abruptly kicked off in the middle of our chat...so that sucked. Other than that, we just watched some more Ouran, and another VERY good anime (if you haven't see it, I really suggest it!!) called Honey & Clover. ^__^ It's funny, but it has its serious stuff...and it's just really good. The music is awesome, too. I wanted to show you one of my favorite parts of it so far, where they play a make-shift game of twister. *laugh* But youtube only had that part with French subtitles. ^^; So...if you ever watch the show, the first part of episode 8 is when it happens. *laugh* Ok...first off, I was going to rant about wallpapers that usually get to be featured...but should I? Yes, yes I will. Anyhoo, I notice that most of the ones that become featured are ones that people did NOTHING to. They're just pre-made random anime pictures that they made 1024x768! Most of them by this scarlet88 person I think...it's like, COME ON. Accept and feature wallpapers from people that actually worked on them!! I can always tell which are going to be featured, simply cause they're just a picture with nothing done...and if that's not the case, then it HAS to be from Naruto/Inuyasha/Bleach/FMA. Ok, sorry about that...Alrighty...here's my new wallpaper. It's cute! ^_^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Thanks ahead of time for downloading and commenting. *nods* Umm...what else to say...I don't think we're going to do anything today of course. ^^; Oh well. Um, sorry again for always writing depressing posts! Yes, I write them when I'm feeling down...so I can't help it. *sigh* Anyhoo, here's an AMV! The song is "Crossroads" by Bone Thugz N Harmony (they're an older rap group from the 90's...I'm a total freak when it comes to music. I really like old-school rap/hip-hop! Just not the new stuff. ^^;), and the anime used is several...Lain, Evangelion, *thinks* others that I can't remember at the moment! Oh, Sailor Moon...and then at the end, a VERY good choice, Transformers the movie. ^__^ So sad when Optimus Prime dies...anyhoo, enjoy! Well, was this post shorter, too? I'm not sure...but yeah, yesterday's was sorta...sorry about that to people that like my long posts! *hugs* I just couldn't think of anything else to say. Oh, Yug, I don't think you'll get *_* blind from that amv. *laugh* Thanks for visiting, and have a great sunday!!!

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Saturday, March 31, 2007

Warning: thanks, pic of me, morning, yesterday, poem, & shorter?

Nyaaw~! *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments!!! Wow, 15? ^__^ *hugs hugs* I love you guys; seriously, MO has become such a wonderful little (really big) family to me (and I'm sure most of you, too)!! I'm glad you liked my drawings, even though all of you certainly didn't vote...or comment ON them, but oh well. ^^; Thanks for the thought anyways! Hmm...some of you wanted to see the pic of me...and only Driffter actually PMed me for it! So she knows what I look like! But seeing how...eh...how lots of you DID want to see hideous me, I guess I'll put it in this post...*is reluctant* Anyhoo, yes, spring break for me! Too bad some of you don't even have one! *hugs* That really sucks! Oh yes, and I'm glad that you enjoyed the vids from yesterday! I'm still in awe of that guy playing the piano...kirbysdouble, even if you say he made lots of mistakes, well, it's certainly better than I could ever do! *laugh* Ok, thanks again for all of your comments! If you want to see a pic of me...click here!! I'm not going to just display it in the wide-open of my post...so you're going to have to WORK for it! *laugh* Yes, apparently, work = clicking on links, because so few of you actually click on and vote/etc. on my pictures/wallpapers! I appreciate those of you that do, and if you can't, well, I still understand...I love you guys no matter what. *nods* Saturday morning...and I didn't sleep THAT well during the morning hours. We had those tv delivery guys come back to take away the wrong tv that they delivered last time...and bring the RIGHT tv. *sigh* Well they DID take away the other tv...but the one that they brought, wasn't the right one!!! Apparently, the one that we wanted (the floor model) is no longer in stock or something. ^^; So this totally sucks! They were SOOOOOooooo loud...talking, walking up and down the steps with the huge tv, knocking against things...dog barking...man, it sucked. ^^; Other than that though, I slept well. Now I'm awake, eating my blueberry toaster strudels, and after posting...i shall chat with Markie. *hugs him* Yesterday...hmm...*thinks* I spent a lot of time on MO, chatting and whatnot, and then...then I took a shower and wanted to do some karaoke. Well, after going downstairs, I realized that, "Oh...right...the xbox isn't down here anymore...we were going to hook it up to the new tv upstairs!" so that was out of the question. Instead, I just made another new wallpaper. ^^; It's of Nina and Ayu from Ultra Maniac. It's a very spring-themed and light one. *nods* So...please do the usual, thanks! *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com. Umm...now I could insert the poem I wrote yesterday...during one of my "down" moments. ^^; Sure, why not? I'm just showering you with "gifts" today! *laugh* A pic of me, new wallpaper, and a poem! Even though it IS slightly depressing..eh, whatever. I hate myself, I hate me... For not wanting to look, For not wanting to see The real truth That lies inside me. I want to let go; I want to be free From this feeling That lies inside me. It's something like guilt, Nothing like glee; I get lost within this That lies inside me. It makes me cry; It just won't leave... But maybe it would With you beside me. Yeah...so there you have it! ^^; Um, I guess I already have too much crap in this post for a video, too, so maybe you could just watch some of my previous ones if you haven't...or something...that is, if you're really bored! *thinks* I don't think I'm doing anything today; I'm just happy that corey works until 2 so I have some time to myself, woot! Hmm...this is a shorter post, isn't it? Wow...I think at least...sorry! Or rather, I hope you don't mind! Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day! ^^ P.S. This post looked too short...so here's a vid anyway! The song is "Short People" by Randy Newman. *laugh* And, well, it's adorable...*laugh*

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Friday, March 30, 2007

Warning: thanks, spring break/today, yesterday/glasses/no pics, drawings!, & vid

SPRING BREAK!!! Yeah, wooooot! *parties* *laugh* [no partying actually occurred during the making of this post] Ahem, anyhoo...thanks sooooooo much for the comments you guys! 19!!! ^__^ Wow! I feel so loved...awwwww! *hugs hugs* Thanks so much. I'm glad you liked my wallpapers (and, yes, my one DOES look like a package! *laugh* Yummy chocolate must be inside there...hehe.), and even my one with the stupid tree...man, I hate that tree, but whatever. *laugh* Shishou!! Thanks for giving me Magnus's email address; it's greatly appreciated! ^^ Hehe, I see most of you got a kick out of my porno name (if I were to be one, haha), and apparently Narret come up with one (or something like one); meet, The Whore Next Door!!! Haha, that's great, Lindsay. And yes, it's very sad that Magnus and Reno are leaving us...TOO sad!!! *sob* But it's not like they're gone for good, right? They're still alive! Anyhoo, thanks again everyone! I am home right now! ^__^ Home from my half-day at school, and now it's finally spring break! Though it's only a week...boo, but still, that's a whole week of sleeping late! I'm not doing anything special or going anywhere; my main concern is sleeping late. *nods* Ok, I guess I'll talk about this morning at school....I didn't really do much! I had fashion trends, and all we did was watch a Project Runway episode. Then I had Japanese, where I actually did work! Imagine that! I finished my kanji packet, did 2 days' worth of homework, and took the quiz. ^^ After that I had English, and we just watched "Death of a Salesman" and the making of since we finished the play the other time. And now...well, now I'm here at home. ^^; Yesterday! *thinks* Oh, right! I got my new glasses! ^__^ *dances around* I'm still getting used to them though so things are more blurry than clear at the moment! They're still as cute as I remembered, but they don't look THAT different from the pair I had before. ^^; So no one really noticed, but oh well. I took a pic of me with them on...but I refuse to show it on here since I have horrible self-esteem! ^^ I find myself hideous in every picture, and so yeah. I don't have cool styled hair, not dyed or anything; I don't wear make-up, and I'm just not that great! No matter how much my mom (and Markie) tries to tell me otherwise, I'm always going to hate pictures of me. *nods* So if you REALLY want to see it...pm me, and maybe I'll show you, but it's not going here for the public eye! *laugh* Anyhoo, so I got my glasses, and then we (mom and I) did some shopping. Then I got home, chatted with markie, and wow...for the first time in MONTHS I DREW. Like, holy crap. It's seemed like forever since I last drew something/someone. ^^; So anyhoo, I drew Misuzu (Air, of course), and I drew Souseiseki (Rozen Maiden, if you haven't seen this anime...you SHOULD. It's one of the best ever, and there's 3 series now. If you don't know the character, well, go to my guestbook and look at the bg, it's of her. ^^ Before I had her twin, Suiseiseki, on my gb, but I changed it.) Anyhoo, so below you'll see the thumbnails for them...so PLEASE vote and comment!!! *puppy dog eyes* (thanks Necury for already doing so!) Just Misuzu Hosted By theOtaku.com. Souseiseki Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hmmm...what else to talk about? *thinks* Well, Corey works tomorrow, and that's great! That means more computer time for me, and it's even more awesome since Markie's going home...so that means we can chat, too. ^__^ Other than that, I don't think I have anything of interest to mention! ...hmm...nope. So I guess I'll put a vid here! The song is "Here with Me" by Michelle Branch (I LOVE THIS SONG! ^^) and it's to Kingdom Hearts. I think that the person that made this vid used way too much...well, "blinking" effects or whatever with the pic, but oh well. I LOVE the song so it's all good. *laugh* Alrighty, I shall go now and finish eating my toast! ^^ Thanks so much for visiting me, and I hope you have a greatly wonderful day! P.S.Holy crap. Watch this vid if you can...cause, wow, this guy is crazy!!! >_< I wish I could play the piano like that...I haven't played in so long, and we couldn't move the piano to our new house...boo...*sigh* Anyhoo, I just had to have this here since I found it. ^^; It's insanely amazing!

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Warning: thanks, slow computers/morning, friends leaving, yesterday(porno names), WPs, & vid

*waits for computer to load* GAaah!!! >< These stupid school computers are still having troubles...grrrr...stupid worm virus thing!!! ^^; Anyhoo, sorry about that, thanks a lot for the comments yesterday!!! *hugs hugs* Counting the comments from BOTH posts...I got 27!! ^_____^ New record, I think, but then again...some of the comments were by the same person on both, but whatever! I love you guys! *hugs* I'm glad that you liked my poem...I just hate seeing friends depressed (just like most of you hate it when I'm depressed). And especially depressed to the point of wanting to kill themselves! Jeez though, I feel like such a hypocrite...cause I've had suicidal thoughts before, and I get SO depressed often, but then I got and say that stuff...ah, whatever! Thanks again! *hugs* Yug, wow, you ate 3 bananas since you started your comment?? That's crazy! Hah, I like bananas, too though. I don't know why some people don't...oh, and I'm keeping the contents of a certain text message a secret. *nods* Haha, thanks again everyone! Ok...since these stupid copmuters (oh, I love that typo...*laugh*)have been causing so many problems...I don't think I have as much time to post...boo...ok, so anyway..I'm in first period campus (silver star rose, "campus" is basically a free period) and in my old programming room. I gave Deepthi a nice little box of my home-made chocolates, and she loves them. ^^ She's been thanking me this whole time! *laugh* Anyhoo, so...oh right, this morning...well, I decided to be a total klutz with my cereal. ^^; So I have my cereal in my bowl, milk in my glass and everything; I'm walking over to sit down and eat, and what do I do??? I hit the chair, and there goes all my cereal and milk...all over the floor...and on my jacket...*sigh* Quite the mess!!! ^^; And that wasted a lot of my time before leaving to clean it up! Bah, how stupid! Anyhoo...it's all good now...cause I have a half-day today! ^__^ And like I said yesterday, I'm going to get my new glasses today after school. Hooray! You know what? This month seems to be a horrible time for people on MO! So many of my friends it seems are depressed and/or are leaving MO completely!! Magnus and Reno the Turk (currently Phatom Dark Thief) are leaving for good...it's soooo sad. *sigh* They were both such great friends. And another friend, Shonigeneyes (sorry, this is definitely spelled wrong...and there are numbers after, sorry I forgot!) is also taking a leave from MO. What's the deal??? *sigh* That's 3 within the span of 3 days! Man...I hope no one else leaves... Ok, so yesterday. *thinks* I don't remember anything to talk about...I'll waste what little time I have left to think about what happened so I won't! I do know that I made 2 more wallpapers! ^^ Both Ouran...so I"ll put them in this post of course for you to enjoy. *hugs* Oh, on a completely random note..thanks to Markie (haha...), I've figured that if I ever became a porno star (hah, there's NO WAY I would ever though) my porno name would be Kinky Minx. Hahaha...*laugh* Yeah, sorry kids, that's...umm, yeah. *laugh* Random and perverted. Sorry! ^^; But it sounds good, right? *laugh* Here are the wallpapers! LOOOK! ^__^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Now then...yes, running out of time! *thinks* Nothing else comes to mind...I have another half day tomorrow, and then it's my spring break, woot! ^^ Other than that...*thinks* Here's a video!! Good old-fashioned 80's Bubblegum Crisis music vid. *nods* One of my favorite songs from it, "Akuma to Tenshi no Kiss" (Devil and Angel's Kiss). Enjoy! Alrighty, I think I'm going to go now...shorter post, was it? ^^; Probably...sorry! Anyhoo, thanks for visiting me and have a great day! *hugs*

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Warning: it's a poem of helpful proportions

Many friends of mine, or friends of friends...it seems are going through tough times right now. Some are considering suicide...others have been cutting...*sigh* It's not good...so I went about the best way I can think of to "help." I wrote a poem. Enjoy! ^^; I hope it does SOMETHING...it sucks, I know, but whatever. What's the point of dying, When there's so much left to live? You give up on trying, And refute all we give. Suicide is selfish; It gets you nowhere. It grants your one wish, But to us, it's not fair. Loved ones are present, Though you may not notice. You think it's resentment-- That you won't be missed. But it's all not true So please hang on. Don't think that you're through Because death means you're gone. Thanks for reading it...now please go and read/comment on my first post!!

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