Sunday, March 18, 2007

Warning: thankies a ton, sorries, yesterday's appointments, other stuff, today, & vids

*roughly 20 minutes after starting to read comments* Waaah...*is still in shock* ^^; I gotta say, you guys are pure awesome!!!! *supernuzzleglompattackomegahugsx50billion* Haha!! I made an even longer hug attack!! ^___^ That's for all of you because...I love you guys. I got 17 comments!! (ok, so 16 & 17 are my new lucky numbers! *laugh* Thanks Mota!) And they were all SO LONG!! I was in awe. ^^ No one came in just to say "that's a long post *ends comment*" Sure, almost everyone commented on how long the post was...but it didn't stop you guys from actually reading and commenting! *hugs* I had no clue that my post really was that long...sorry!!! ^^; Today I'll give you guys a break! *laugh* It won't be that long, that's for sure! Anyhoo, just to answer some questions...my brother Corey is 26; my oldest brother (who recently moved out) Derek is 28. I'm 18. *nods* Yes...they're OLD!! Um, about my friend thing. *sigh* I got mixed advice; some of you said to try and patch things up with her, and some of you said to just forget about her because of all the crap she put me through. I really don't want to be friends with her again...and I doubt I'll have a time where I'll have to talk with her again anyway. She hasn't sent me an email yet so I doubt she will. She's the one that was the focus of several of my poems...which involved broken friendships and stuff. ^^; She never gave me a serious apology, and I know I'll still be awkward around her...I can't forget the things she said to me. Anyhoo...thanks SOOOOO MUCH for all the comments again!! *hugs* Ok...ok...this post WILL be shorter (maybe...probably not)! I'm sorry to those of you that actually like my long posts! ^^; Umm...*thinks* So here I am, after just waking up...being on the computer like usual. I only faintly remember my dreams last night, and they weren't particularly good or bad, so yeah. I gotta say sorry again about my lack of visiting on the weekend and these past 4 days actually...it's all because of my brother being home. *bows in apology* I only got to some people's sites yesterday, and I have no clue about today either. *sigh* I'm sooooooooo sorry!!!! *hugs* That's why I always have to thank you guys...I'm always amazed that people still care about me enough to visit even when I don't have time to visit you. *hugs* Yesterday...well, no doggie groomer. My mom called her up not to come because the roads were still pretty iffy from the storm the other day. *nods* So she'll be coming next week (poor totoro...he's such a mess!!! ^^;) But I DID go to my eye doctor appointment! Haha!! My eyes got WORSE again!! *laugh* My eyes just keep on getting worse! It's quite amazing actually. ^^; It's only been a few months since my last new prescription, too. Now I'm -4.00. So after getting my eyes examined, we waiting around for Corey...we didn't know where he was, and seriously, we treat him like a 5 year old, too. *sigh* We were worried about not finding him, and the only reason we worry about him like we do is because we're afraid of the wrath that we'd suffer from him. He's always yelling at us (me and mom) and getting mad and blaming everyone for everything...GAWD....>< Sorry, more complaining about him! I'll stop!! ^^; Anyhoo, so we went down to the glasses place, Lenscrafters, and I started to look around at the new frames. I didn't know if I just wanted to keep the ones I have or get a new pair. I tried lots on, and then my mom had me try this pair (they were plastic frames), and I thought I looked pretty good in them! ^^; I never look good in those plastic frames styles! These are more oval shaped though, not the usual rectangular...and, so yeah. We decided on those. The thing is that they didn't have my prescription lens in so they had to be ordered. ^^; THUS, the moral of my story is that I don't have my new glasses yet; I have to wait another week or so, and glasses/lenses cost A LOT OF MONEY. >> $300 for just lenses anyone? So nothing else really happened yesterday...and if it did, I don't remember. *laugh* My brother even started saying that maybe I have short-term memory loss. ^^; Cause I couldn't remember any of the songs my mom and I were listening to/dancing to the night before...which is true. I couldn't remember them at all! I swear, what's going on? *laugh* Anyhoo...I texted Markie several times (*hugs him*), and oh, right! I remember now. After the glasses trip, we went to Circuit City to buy a tv for our tv room. We got one, but it's going to be delivered, and I also got some CDs. ^^ 2 Evanescence CDs and a Michelle Branch. *nods* Yay! Okies, that's all for yesterday then! Today...we MIGHT go see 300. I see again that lots of you want to see it! Rachel (aurionaddict)! *hugs* I wub you! ^_^ I wish we could see it together. *laugh* But, um, I hope you get to see it with your friends! *nods* Anyhoo, so we might see it...but knowing my family, we probably won't. *laugh* If not, then it'll just be a normal day of nothing. (hah, "day of nothing"...if you've seen the anime Zero no Tsukaima, well, there's a day called that in it...*laugh* It's a good anime! Just started watching it recently. *nods*) Alrighty, so since I'm giving you a break with long postage (I think...), here are some music vids! The first is...hahahaha!!! Azumanga to the Team Rocket (as in pokemon) theme song! It's SOOO awesomely hilariou! *laugh* The person that made it did it so well!! Hehe, so Yukari is supposed to be James; Tomo is Jesse; and Osaka is Meowth. *laugh* Then the second one is of Maria-sama ga Miteru, and the song is "All you Really Wanted"...but I don't know who it's by. ^^; Enjoy! Was this post shorter at all? *laugh* I never know...sorry! *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me, and sorry I probably won't get to your sites again. *sigh* Have a wonderful day!

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Saturday, March 17, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning/dreams, yesterday's sleet and crap, the other day/awkward, today, &amv

Wow! *rests eyes for a second and yawns* It just took me about 10 minutes to fully read all of your comments from yesterday!!! *hugs all of you a ton* ^__^ That's certainly not a bad thing though!! I love reading all of your comments, especially these long ones! I got 16 again, too; maybe that's my new lucky number? Nah, probably not. Anyhoo...I got comments from people I haven't heard from in a long time!!! And they're SO in store for some major huggles/glomps/nuzzles/hugs!!! Aerith and Jungy! Even Perios, Midnight-chan, & Darkhuntress! *hugglesglompssupernuzzlehugattcks them* Yeah. *laugh* That'a some huge word there!!! ^___^ I've missed you guys so much! Jungy!!!! Yay, a comment from the great OLS president!! Hehe. ^^ Anyhoo...off to actually reply/comment on these! Thanks so much for the sympathy and whatnot about my brother. It's greatly appreciated. ^^; I see that only a few of you have seen 300 so far, and some of you have heard of it...saying that you probably don't want to see it! BUT just the same, lots of you said you wanted to, too! *laugh* So, yeah...those of you that saw it, thanks for your input on it. *nods* Uh-oh...well, I'm just gonna end the thanks here cause I have a feeling this paragraph will go on forever if I go through each thing! So...*hugs more* Thanks everyone for commenting! (Of course, Jungy, I've never stopped thanking. ^^) *stretches* Ah. Yes, so...I'm obviously posting in the morning...right after I woke up. *nods* Since that's basically my time to be on the computer before the all-controlling brother known as Corey gets up and then ruins...or rather, monopolizes my day. *nods* Anyhoo...I slept pretty well last night, but I did have some very...um, interesting dreams. *laugh* The first one was good, and I'm amazed I could really remember it; and just the fact that I was SINGING in it, and singing one of my favorite songs ("Hallelujah" by Angela Aki, I showed you guys this vid a while back) was pretty cool. Like I was singing that song in my dream and being totally awesome/perfect at it, and when I woke up from it...I was still singing it in my head! How often do dreams involve sound and songs that you remember? ^^; Not often...I don't think. Anyhoo, then the other dream, well, I'm not going to mention it. *laugh* It wasn't good. Yesterday it sleeted ALL DAY. *nods* It was quite amazing!!! Some of the downpours of ice was really cool, too...I couldn't believe that it kept going like that all day. It didn't even change to snow or rain, just constant sleet! And it's even crazier since just wednesday it was about 80 degrees outside! *laugh* Funky weather in March!! Other than looking outside yesterday, I did my usual watching anime and watching my brother play games...and then him ordering me around to do stuff like "find stuff to buy online". Ok...right...That basically means, "I want this, this, and this...so look for them and put them in carts on stores for cheap, and then get mommy to buy them for me." *sigh*...*double sigh* I don't like constant buying of stuff, especially when it's mainly him that wants it. He doesn't repay mom, even though he has a job and is 8 years older than me. He just constantly WANTS stuff. I feel bad for mom...and since he's always getting things, well, I don't really ever ask for anything...cause i feel bad about it. ^^; If I ever want something, he makes me feel like I'm selfish...so that's what it's become; I feel selfish or bad whenever I'm given something (now on my own)...or like last month, when my mom told me the phone bill (cell phone), mine was really high cause of all the texting I've been doing...so I felt bad about it, and I WANTED to pay her the money for it. But she didn't want me to...she said that it was ok, and I didn't have to, but I WANTED TO. ^^; Is that weird or what? Umm...I remembered later in the day something that I wanted to talk about yesterday, but I didn't add it cause, well, as you all knew that read it...my post yesterday was unnecessarily HUGE (sorry about that). I'll talk about it now then...so this is about thursday, which would have been "yesterday" if I wrote about it yesterday. Anyhoo, so that day totally sucked. I felt weird, depersonalized, and just completely nonexistent all day. That day felt like FOREVER...maybe it was just because of that Al Gore movie and being in homeroom for so long, or maybe it was because of the screwed up schedule, but I just felt horribly weird all day. And it got even worse in foods...*sigh* That's usually my favorite class, since Narret's in it, but it got messed up last time because of this girl. This girl that I used to be best friends with, but she and I, well, broke up a few years ago because...well, she did it. I could go on and on about this, but she said some really horrible things to me and didn't want to be my friend anymore...caused this huge argument against me, and I didn't know why. We had so much fun together...and, ah jeez, I'm going to stop talking about the past now, but really, it was horrible. So anyhoo, we haven't talked at all these past 2 years, even though we've seen each other in the halls and whatnot, I've completely avoided her at all costs because I felt so awkward around her ever since all of those words of hatred she threw at me. I used to attempt to wave to her and talk, but she never would back...so anyhoo, my one friend in the class invited her to come since she had a free period, and well, I sure didn't want that. She acted to me as if we were good friends, as if nothing happened, and as if she really CARED about what's been happening to me...I was a vague as possible, and I avoided any eye contact with her the whole time. It was the most awkward feelings I've ever had, and I hated it...she made that period feel like the longest one ever. I told her my email address cause she asked, but I doubt she'll email me...it's too late, she can't make up for the things she did to me...I never want to be friends again. Narret, you know who I'm talking about, right? I don't know if you ever knew about what happened between us though...so, yeah. Anyhoo...off that topic now!!! The groomer lady should be getting here soon to attend to my messy dog, and then after that we're going to go to my eye appointment for me to have my eyes checked. No, I wear glasses still, and I like them. I don't want to wear contacts for several reasons; one of which being because I think I look better in glasses. *laugh* Other than that, we might be looking to buy a new tv...and that's it. *nods* How long is this post?? Too long for me to post a vid? Eh...whatever. The song is "Communicate" by BT (great techno/electronica artist), and it's to the anime Elfen Lied. *nods* It's really an awesome amv...seriously, the person that made it matched it up all SO WELL. ^__^ Enjoy!!! That's it for me...sorry if this post was really long again. ^^; I can't help it!! *hugs* I'm sorry again cause I probably won't be able to visit many people, if any, today. *bows in apology* Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day!

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Friday, March 16, 2007

Warning: thanks, icy early off/brother off, complaints of today, amusing philosophy, tomorrow, yesterday, & sorry

*hugs hugs hugs* Thank you SOOO much for all the comments yesterday...I got 16! I was quite surprised because, well, because I barely got to visit anyone (more on that later). ^^ Thanks a ton to those of you that went to my portfolio, commented, and downloaded my wallpapers. ^__^ And also thanks on the compliments about being an otaku legend now. *nods* I really got a lot of short comments though...*laugh* Markie, you definitely had the longest one, so go you! *hugs* So, yeah, other than that...I don't really know what to comment on. *laugh* Just thanks, and wow...several of you also had to watch a movie on global warming!! What a crazy coincidence...was it the same Al Gore one? ^^; Anyhoo, thanks again! Here I am...at home...that's right, HOME. We got out early because of sleet!! Icy-ful snowy goodness! It was just raining last night and this morning, but then..wam! So, yeah, it's still sleeting a lot. It didn't seem like I got out early at all though. ^^; We were released at 12, but I only just got home at almost 1:30 because my dad had some errands to do, and we had to wait a long time before getting off of school grounds. The roads are pretty dangerous, but despite that...my dad had me practice my driving. ^^; At least it was just on the driveway (of our old house...which is basically this hugely steep hill!!!). I was slipping everywhere, and it was really hard to get up it, but somehow I managed. *laugh* No crashing! It's a miracle! Anyhoo...so now for me to complain!! MY BROTHER CALLED OFF WORK AGAIN TODAY. When my mom told me that over the phone after getting out...I got so PISSED OFF. I felt like cursing like crazy...but I don't curse...but I really really really have moments when I really really want to. *sigh* So anyhoo... When we finally get home, I come in and see my brother (all comfy still in his pajamas...), and I don't really say hi to him. He didn't say it to me (like usual), so why should I bother. Plus, the one time he said it, I didn't even hear him. So then he gets all pissy at me and crap cause I didn't say hi. "No hi for me? Why not? Jeez, all you want is your computer time. Aren't you happy I'm home??" I was just saying that I was "surprised" that he was home and crap...yeah, that's what it was, being "surprised" and "pissed off." I mean, doesn't he ever work?? Seriously!! He must think it's all a game! He just takes off work whenever he wants, and he quits jobs all the time...I know, I always make him out to be such a horrible person, but he does have his points...it's just that he's usually an annoying jerk. So I'm sorry that I'm always complaining about him to you guys...but...*sigh* So, other than that...I don't remember much of today. In philosophy, my teacher got off-track thanks to this kid (really though, THANKS) and started talking about that movie, 300!!! ^__^ I wanted to see it, and now I want to see it even more. They make it out to sound really f-ing awesome...bloody and gory; tons of killings, stabbings, decapitations, and nothing but sweet Spartan action scenes! Hahah, my teacher was saying how it's a "horrible movie" in the sense that it has no real plot or anything...but it's, and I quote, "really kick-ass. It's like watching on a huge 40 feet screen one of those really badass action fighting games." *laugh* My teacher is so hilarious. He's always cursing and stuff, too. Haha. Anyhoo...so, yeah, no plot + awesome killingful action scenes = 300. I hope we see it this weekend or something...wait, speaking of which... Tomorrow I have an eye doctor appointment. My eyes just keep getting worse! *laugh* So I might have to get new glasses again! ^^; We're also having over the dog groomer to get my poor Totoro a major overhaul...he's deeply in need of a shave, toenail clipping, and bath. So, yeah...that's for tomorrow...I doubt I'll be on the computer much...*sigh* Oh, I just remembered something else that happened today (sorry for the random insertion). I had photo, and we developed our film/negatives. I didn't have my teacher check to see if I put the film on the reel correctly before doing the developing though cause she was busy. ^^; I thought it felt all right, so I went along with it. BAD IDEA. So after going through all the steps, and when I had the negatives dry...I noticed that they got torn in some spots. They ripped/got holes in them/tore. *sigh* So now some of my pictures are ruined...*double sigh* How'd that happen???? Guess I should've had her check first...*triple sigh* So, yeah, I'm sorry that I didn't get to visit many people yesterday!! For one, my brother was home (again...), and for another...I actually had work to do so that when I did get my computer time, I was doing homework and stuff. I had this philosophy essay to do (which he said was due monday...but he really wanted it in today if we could), and I was helping good ol' Narret out. In order for her to have any fun this weekend, she needed to send out these 2 scholarship applications. The one she already got a teacher to do a recommendation for her, but the other...she had no one, and she needed it by today. All it said was that the questions/letter had to be answered by a "non-family member" so she asked me. I at first didn't really want to...but then, hey, why not? It's for my very good friend, and I really want her to be able to do something other than suffer her father's wrath this weekend. So I wrote her recommendation letter yesterday, too. ^^ You're welcome again, Lindsay! *hugs* Oh, as a thank you from her, she made me that banner up there! *points to top of profile* ^___^ I love it! So cute...I love that pic of Misuzu. And Narret doesn't have anything but MS Paint! So, yeah, wow. Umm...so I gotta say a major "sorry" to you guys again today...cause I might not be able to visit a lot of you. *hugs* Please forgive me!!! Thanks for visiting me though, and I hope that you have a wonderful day!

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Warning: thanks/promotions, tired morning/today, new wallpapers, yesterday crap, & sorry

*hugs* Thankies so much for all the comments!! ^__^ I love you all. *hugs* Anyhoo, yeah, wow...thanks for the congrats on becoming a "legend" here. ^^; I still don't know how that happened...but more on that later...no, how about now? Anyhoo, it seems like MO had their date to do the promoting of people deserving of it. The night before...I suppose it was! Cause a lot of you that were otakuites are now senior otakus, and some also are legends! ^^ Congrats to you guys as well! *laugh* Driffter especially! I thought it was hilarious that you said IN your comment that you weren't even a senior otaku yet...but I was like, "wait a second...she IS." *laugh* I'm also glad that lots of you liked my poem! *hugs* Yeah, it wasn't AS depressing as my past ones, so yeah. *laugh* Anyhoo...thanks for everything...and, no, my brother isn't this wonderful caring person that some of you made him out to be yesterday. ^^;;;;;;;;;;;; He's the complete OPPOSITE, that's why I was so surprised that he asked me what was wrong...ok, that's it...um, thanks again! Oh jeez....I'm SOOOO TIRED. I wanted to sleep this morning...not come in and watch Al Gore's "Inconvenient Truth", a documentary on global warming. I WANTED TO SLEEP so badly...but me being me, well, I can't sleep during the day...or rather, when I'm already up...no matter HOW tired I am. ^^; And especially while sitting in these horribly uncomfortable desks. Anyhoo, so now I have campus, and I'm in my programming room, talking with my friend Deepthi (who's still quite sick, but she came in today). Okies...so today won't be so bad! After this I'm gonna have lunch with Narret, followed by foods with her, too (cooking and eating!), and then though...I'll have fashion trends (bleh), and then english (yay). ^^ First off I'll talk about the coolness of being a Legend here! My inbox can now hold up to 500 messages (wow!!), and things that I submit are AUTOMATICALLY accepted!! Hehe!!! ^___^ So no waiting period for me and worrying about whether they'll accept my wallpapers or not! So what I did last night was submit the couple of wallpapers that they refused to accept before for whatever reasons! Including my new one (that's my bg). ^_^ So PLEASE go and look at them in my portfolio, ok? The links right there where it says "porfolio", so yeah. Thanks! *hugs* Now to talk about yesterday! I COULD go through each class...but, eh, I'll just be quick about them. In gourmet, that biatch girl wasn't there, and plus we didn't do any cooking. Instead, we watched our teacher do a demo for our candy-making unit! So yummy chocolate galore!! ^__^ No one else in the class liked white chocolate, so I took/ate everything that she made with it...*laugh* I gave 4 of the chocolate pops away (one to my friend Karen, one to Maddii, one to Christen, and one to Ms.Jones). I had service club with Ms. Jones, and she had playing the track nationals from last weekend (she coaches for track), and it was cute seeing her all excited and re-cheering them on and stuff. My work for her yesterday included putting the laptops away and filing more schedules. ^^; I had lunch with Narret yesterday...and she was feeling down; I tried to cheer her up, and she got a bit happier later in the day, but now she's back to feeling upset...all thanks to her dad. (visit her site and read her post from yesterday if you wanna know about it). Okies, so after school, I of course chatted with Markie. *hugs him* I had 3 psychic occurrences (i can never spell that right) with texting him in the middle of his again. *laugh* I don't know how I do it! Haha. Umm...now to the downside of yesterday! I felt like crap ALL DAY. It was horrible. ^^; I felt sick to my stomach all day...and I'd feel worse after I ate anything. Bleh. Also horrible was my heart murmur. I had almost constant heart palpitations yesterday. I told my mom about it, and she said that it'd probably go away in a few days...but if it continues to be that frequent then I might have to go to the doctor and have to take medicine to help. ^^; Eh...oh well. So far I'm better today though, so that's good. Ok! Complaining paragraph!! My brother decided to "CALL OFF" work today. That lazy jerk...he's not sick, just having aches from his work...ARGH. >< So that means I can't have my usual relaxing after school schedule!!!! GRRR...>< He's soooo f-ing lazy!! I swear! He has NO work ethic whatsoever...he wants to quit this job, but come on! He's quit so many; how will he ever get another one again??? I hate this. Anyhoo, at least I actually have homework to do tonight (I'm THANKFUL for it???), which includes an essay for philosophy and watching/doing my Japanese class stuff. So that'll at least give me an excuse to be on the computer. Anyhoo, yeah, he's so annoying... That's it for me today...I suppose. *hugs* Please check out my portfolio, and I hope you have a wonderful day! Thanks for visiting! P.S. I just remembered other little stuff that happened yesterday...but I'll omit it for the sake of yous guys that don't like reading HUGE posts. ^^; It wasn't that important, so yeah.

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Warning: thanks, new bg/bored to death, yesterday, today, poem, & vid

Morning everyone...oh jeez...I'm SOOOO f-ing tired, it's not even funny!! >< I also feel like crap, but more on that later! Anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments yesterday!! ^___^ Those of you that commented late last night saw my new bg! *nods* It's of Misuzu again (I made this wallpaper, but I haven't submitted it yet). I hope you like it! I also changed the one on the gb/quiz/archives page to Suiseiseki from Rozen Maiden (I didn't make that one). So, yeah, anyhoo...a lot of you have never seen Bladerunner! Well, that's no surprise really...and same with Bubblegum Crisis (NO, it has nothing to do with a lack of supply of bubblgum or anything like that! *laugh*). Some of you have seen the 2040 one, but I prefer the original 80s version (though the newer one's good, too). Haha, I also see that a lot of you are preparing yourself for when I have a pissy post to write about my brother! *laugh* It's not today luckily, but probably tomorrow...^^; Thanks again for the comments! *hugs* Ok, so I already said how I changed my bg...aww, Misuzu looks so vulnerable in this picture!! >_< Aww, so sad and cute...anyhoo, I don't know if I'm going to submit it or not cause the last time I had one of my wallpapers as my bg first before submitting it...they never accepted it, so I'm gonna wait...and maybe do more stuff with it first. *nods* Umm...so yeah, I'll talk about this morning!! It was BORING HELL. Today's "film" was a documentary about the evolution of news...including newspapers, news on TV, and news via the internet/blogs. *sigh* It was like DEATH. Seriously...I was interested in the first 20 minutes, but then after that...it was shear torture. Luckily it didn't run for the entire 2.5 hours so here I am in the computer lab for the rest of the time...oh, about a half-hour. (Thank you Mr.Devault for unlocking it for us!!!) Man, if he didn't let us in here...I'd be dying even more of boredom. ^^; I've been feeling like crap all morning, too, all thanks to being a girl. I'll stop there so as to not gross any guys out. *laugh* I slept fairly well...except for the disturbing dreams...gah!! >< Maybe I should get one of those dreamcatcher things? *laugh* Do they actually work?? Now I guess I'll talk about yesterday...if I can remember it. ^^; *thinks* *literally took a 3 minute pause just thinking about what happened yesterday* Ok, well, I've come to the decision that the only thing of yesterday I remember is foods with Narret! *hugs her* We had quite amusing conversations...*laugh* That, as Markie already knows, involved "classy ladies-only events"...which is really just a fancy term for us fooling around and talking about making a lesbian porno. *laugh* And about her boyfriend wanting to get a stripper pole...but who would be the one doing the pole dancing, neither of us are sure. *laugh* He can be quite the, um, yeah...nevermind. Anyhoo, so other than our wonderful time together (I hope you cheer up, Lindsay! I hope we see each other some time today. ^^;), and my conversing with Markie after school...and some with Hyli...well, I really can't remember anything!! My brother was being his usual controlling self, but later in the evening he seemed unusually considerate? ^^; He actually asked me if something was bothering me last night...cause I was just sitting outside on the front step staring. Amazing; I never thought he was capable of thinking outside his own realm of self. (that doesn't happen often at all though...) *thinks* Later today? I wonder if something will happen...after this I have first period (gourmet 2 with those biatches...bleh), then third period (computer animation), which is when the lunches will be so I have no clue which one I'm going to have. ^^; Hopefully one with friends!! *sigh* Then...then *looks at schedule*...oh, then I have service club! With Ms.Jones. ^^ And after that is english. So hopefully today won't be too bad...it's lunch that I'm worried about. Argh...um, now for a poem! ^^; I wrote it during my complete and utter boredom during the movie. It's...eh...not exactly depressing...it's more revolving around love-sickness or something. Dont' think too much about it as being what I'm thinking or anything though...or do...I don't know. I write what I write, so just read it! *laugh* My heart clenches tightly, Restricting my breath. This feeling without you Is worse than death. I look for your eyes In the darkened room I, of course, don't see them, So it heightens my gloom. I sit up in my bed, And look around, Finding no warmth-- It's as if I drowned. Lying back down, I close my eyes... And I start to dream-- It's your love's own guise. Ok...so it's shorter than some of my others...and not very good. ^^; I really crossed out a lot of stuff on my notebook while trying to work things out!! I still don't think it came out how I wanted, but oh well. I hope you liked it! Or something. ^^; Now for a touching AMV...the anime is Air, of course. And the song is called "Agape", which is one of my most favorite of all times. It's sung by the group Melocure, which is really Ritsuko Okazaki and this other girl. (Ritsuko died a few years back; I think I told you this before...she had such a beautiful voice, and she did the composing for this song and many many others, too...along with the piano playing. She's the one that has the really soft voice that sings some of the song.) The song is from Ufo Princess Valkyrie (a great show), and it matches really well! So enjoy! Okies, that's it for me. Thanks for visiting me! ^^ I hope that you have a wonderful day. THIS JUST IN!!! I'M AN OTAKU LEGEND...HOW??? ^^; How on earth did that happen? I bet ya it's some sort of glitch in the system...cause there's no way. *laugh* If it changes later though, I'll be upset, but I don't think that I've been here long enough or anything to have that title...

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Warning: thanks, bladerunner/bbc, yesterday, messed up today, & vid

Tired...umm...*thinks* I have to type fast again! *laugh* I only have like 15 minutes now. Stupid shortened periods cause of testing!!! >< Anyhoo...because of that, I haven't exactly read all of your comments in-depth! *hugs* I will later though. I just skimmed them. So, yeah, thanks a ton for all of the comments! Most of you were quite amazed that I typed all of that in ten minutes. *laugh* I am, too! ^^; I don't know how I got to be such a fast typer...practice I guess! Hehe. I used to suck so much, but that was years ago...anyhoo, thanks for the comments about my day. ^^; THe sympathy is always appreciated. My arm still hurts when I touch it, but that's not too bad. Umm...I'm surprisingly not sore from all of that exercise in dance yesterday! Probably cause I have other aches and pains I'm focusing on. *laugh* I'm glad you liked the vid, too; I put it up in my profile now (*points up there*) instead of the Kiki's Delivery song. ^^ Alrighty, so thanks a ton for all of the comments (lots of long ones, too!). Okies, so now I'm in my first period campus AFTER that 2 1/2 hour long homeroom! ^^ One down, two...no, three to go! ^^; The rest of this week will suck though..today we got to watch the movie "BladeRunner." *nods* It's truly an awesome movie, despite it being made in the 70s. Have any of you seen the anime Bubblegum Crisis? (preferrably the original 80s one) Because, well, it was based off of this movie (which was a book first). ^__^ It was really cool to watch it and then make the connections to Bubblegum Crisis. Like, "Wow! Her name's Pris~!! And they're replicants! Haha...just like her band, Priss and the Replicants! Oh, wow...the piano song that the girl is playing is called 'Largo', just like the bad guys' name in BBC!" Hah, along with many others...if you haven't seen Bladerunner or Bubblegum...well, then this made no sense to you. *laugh* Sorry, but I was just excited! I thought that this morning was going to be terribly boring and kill me...but luckily the worksheets weren't that bad on it. ^^; The rest of this week though...I dont' know cause I don't even take a science or history. I hope I don't have to do anything. ^^; Now to talk about yesterday, I guess. After school...I did my usual chatting with Markie (*hugs him*), then he had to go and get paid...though I was feeling achy, I stayed on for just a bit more and chatted with HellKaisersAngel. ^^ We had a very nice conversation *hugs her*, and she helped me with certain problems I was having...and I was able to help her, too. We're pretty similar in certain ways! *laugh* After that, i was beginning to get depressed...I was worried about Rachel (AurionAddict) since I haven't heard from her in over a week. But THEN! I got an email from her. ^_^ It made me so happy that I did the happy dance...*laugh* Well, yeah. *happy dance* Anyhoo, so after that...umm...I think I just played some games...watched more PaniPoni Dash and Ouran Host Club with my brother. *nods* That's all! Hmm...today...shortened periods cause of the testing and crap, and everything's out of order, too. So I have foods with Narret AFTER lunch today...and photo. I dont' have fashion today though, so yay, I don't have to do any mindless cutting out of patterns and suck a sewing! ^^ *thinks* Eh...I don't know if there's anything else of interest to mention. *laugh* My brother Derek came over last night for dinner...*thinks* I really have nothing else. Corey (my annoying brother) is SOOOO lazy...but you guys already knew that. ^^; He's planning on "calling off" work this week, either tomorrow or thursday...just to have a day off. My GOD, he's horrible. *sigh* So whenever that is, you'll probably get a really pissed off post! *laugh* Ok, thanks for visiting me! I hope you have a wonderful day...and here's a vid just to take up space...The song is "Room of Angels" from the game Silent Hill 4 (sung by voice actress, Melissa Willamson...she's awesome!! ^^ I could tell you who she's played, but I won't right now.), and it's to Descendants of Darkness. Enjoy!

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Monday, March 12, 2007

Warning: thanks, today, this stupid week, yesterday, bad memory, & amv

My...back...hurts...^^; Yes, what a wonderful greeting! *laugh* Anyhoo, afternoon my dear friends! Thanks SO much for all the comments! *hugs* ^__^ You're the best...but you probably all knew that already. Ooh, let's see if I can write this post in 10 minutes!! Cause that's all I have! Anyhoo, thankies so much for the comments again; I'm glad that you liked the music vids!! Hahaha...they're definitely my favorite ones...well, a couple of my faves. *nods* So if you didn't watch them, you MUST! *laugh* Well, you certainly dont' have to, but...they cheer me up somehow. ^^; Thanks for the condolences about my arm...it's feeling a bit better, but it's still quite sore! I couldn't even sleep on it. ^^; Xanth! I've missed you! *hugs* I'm glad you like my bg...hehe, I made it. ^_^ Ummm...oh, and I was amazed that a lot of you didn't even know it was DST!! I always know when it's time for daylight savings cause I hate it so much! *laugh* I complain up until the day and on it...and after it...^^; Until it's over!!! So, yeah, thanks again people! HHhhhhmmmmmmmm....*thinks* I'm in Japanese class right now...NOT watching my class...*laugh* I'm such a delinquent. ^^; Not really, but whatever. Anyhoo...gotta type fast! *thinks* I'll talk about today. I had gourmet 2 first period, you know, with those biatchy girls that I don't like...yet again, i was stuck doing the dishes. *sigh* And the apple tarte things we made weren't even that good...probably cause I didn't get to help out at all! ^^; Anyhoo, then it was philosophy...bleh, so boring...I want to sleep. I want to sleep now, too!! Ok...after that was animation--nothing special other than I made my "aardvark" into a bat. *laugh* Next class was Art 3D...my hated metal-works!!!! >< Today I did filing...I FILED my stupid little metal "jewelry" piece. I jabbed my hand a lot with the file, too...*sigh* I'm not cut out for that crap!! Then I had dance...and man am I tired. It was more like high-intensity fitness or something; I DON'T need to do THAT many crunches or pushups!!! I'm NOT FAT. ^^; Ehhh...whatever...uh, then was lunch; I didn't sit with Narret cause she sat and ate outside with some friends, but I didn't want to...since it's not THAT warm. That brings me to where I am now. ^^; *thinks* This week! Ok! I'm gonna do more complaining!! This week is the stupid state testing, PSSAs, for the juniors...I'm a senior so I took them last year. BUTTTTTT!!!! You know what they're making us do during the testing??? We have to stay in homeroom for OVER TWO HOURS and watch idiotic educational films and fill out worksheets and crap!!!!! >< FOR EVERY SUBJECT. It makes no sense to me...will I really have to do all that crap even though I'm not taking a history, math, OR science? I'm only taking an english class, and it's plays/playwrights, not the one that has to do with the movie we're going to watch! *sigh* I hate my school...it's so stupid...bah!!! Yesterday...um...thanks to DST, Markie and I couldn't chat, but it's all good! *hugs him* I really didn't do anything at all...I don't even remember what I did. *laugh* I haven't been able to remember anything lately. ^^; Honestly, I couldn't even remember if I already put salt on my scrambled eggs yesterday morning...it was a span of 15 seconds, and I couldn't remember...I don't even remember what happened this weekend! My teacher asked me this morning what I did, and I honestly answered, "I don't remember." ^^; *sigh* TIRED... For a lack of stuff...here's an AMV. The song is "Tooi kono Machi de"; it was the song to the ending credits of the first Cardcaptor Sakura movie, and it's to Air (the game, not anime)! ^^ Enjoy if you can! It's really well-made. *nods* Matches so well!!! *hugs whoever made it* Well, that's all for me!! Off to english class! *hugs* Thanks for visiting, and have a wonderful day!

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

Warning: thanks, daylight savings boo, yesterday, today, & vids

Morning everyone! *hugs* Grr...not a very good morning though...cause of stupid daylight savings time. I'll go on a total rant and rave on that in a later paragraph though, ok? ^^ Anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments! I got a lot again. *hugs* You guys are all so lucky to have time to comment on the weekends! I usually can't...I got to a lot of sites yesterday though, but some of the last visits I made had to be rushed (sorry!!). ^^; Now then...off the the comments, my record amount of comments? *thinks* Well, on one post I think it WAS 23, but I think at some point I beat that...and with 2 posts in one day, I think I had 30-something. *nods* Quite amazing. Anyhoo, silver star rose, you liked my poem? Aww, thanks! *hugs* You want to steal it for your site? No problem. Just give me the credit for writing it, and you can do whatever you want with it! *laugh* Jenna! *huggles back* ^___^ I'm sure lots of people haven't ever had a chicken pot pie before...they're good, but I don't really like the frozen kind that much. ^^; Anyhoo, that's good that those of you that could see/hear the vids i put up like them! *laugh* Especially the adorable kuma one! Okies, I'll stop thanking now...*hugs* Alright, so now's my time to complain and rant and rave about stupid daylight savings time...I do believe I do it every year, too. *laugh* This time though, it's a month earlier!!! Grrr...>< Stupid congress! No one else does this, right? no other countries set their clocks forward and back twice a year???? It's ridiculous! Stupid United States...what's the point of doing this? See, normally it'd be 10:21am right now, but because of daylight savings time...it's already 11:21. There is NO POINT in doing this. We're not living in the old days of candlelight, and I don't see how it's necessarily conserving energy or helping the farmers! Now it's still really dark when we have to wake up so we have to turn the lights on THEN instead. Farmers, hah, well they can just have those huge stadium spotlights for their fields! Bleh...I hate losing an hour of sleep to this...sorry, I'll stop ranting now. I just think it's ridiculous that we're still doing this, and now they started it a month earlier. Anyhoo...so I'll talk about yesterday! It was good until my brother got home from work! No, it was AWESOME until he got home from work...cause I was having a very entertaining chat with Markie. *hugs him* After that, Corey got home, and like usual, he was a total crab...and he was even more crabby when my dad came in cause the first thing he did when he saw him was yell at him for eating food on the couch...so that made Corey worse. So then stuff happened (including my dad accidentally closing the door of the pantry on me while I was in it...I was leaning against the door though, so when he was closing it, he pinched my arm really hard with the door...it still hurts...it's probably bruised), and for some reason the internet decided to die. It really pissed me off...and when I wanted to try and fix it, Corey was like, "Forget about it...come on! Let's just watch something! Come on!" Yes, he's always ordering me around to do everything with him...that's how it always is, and always has been for years. It's not like I don't enjoy watching anime with him or playing games, it's just that I ALWAYS have to do crap with him...and he gets mad if I don't. *sigh* So one of the things we watched was PaniPoni Dash. *nods* It's really funny! *laugh* It's like Azumanga combined with Sensei no Ojikan, combined with Excel Saga, combined with Digi Charat (and Tsukuyomi Moon Phase because of the character designs!). *laugh* Yeah, that's a lot...but, anyhoo, it's good! ^^ Umm...what else to say...*thinks* Obviously I ended up getting the internet to work...otherwise I wouldn't be posting now! How about today? Well, I need to take my stop-action photos for my photo class...and luckily it's a nice and bright day outside, and not too chilly! Ok, video time! *laugh* The first is the song "LGFUaD" by Motion City Soundtrack. If you've never heard the song before, then you're probably like, "what kind of title is that??" Well, the letters stand for words...and you'll know them right when you first hear it. *laugh* It's to the anime Kaleido Star. *nods* Man, I love that song though! Hah, it's got such a catchy tune...anyhoo, and the second is the Ghostbusters theme (yeah, that's right) to Descendants of Darkness. *laugh* That one is great...it really matches well! Alrighty, I must go now...and hopefully chat some with Markie. Thanks for visiting me, and I know that today I won't be able to visit many of you...I'm sorry!!! *hugs* Have a great day!

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Warning: thankies, morning/noon, yesterday, & music vids

WOW. ^__^ So many comments! 22!!!! *hugs you all a ton* That's how it seems to go...I get the most on fridays! *hugs* Ooh, thanks so much. ^^ Even though a lot of them were just one-sentencers mentioning the length of my post...or nothing in particular, well, thanks anyway! *hugs* I'm glad that those of you that looked at my wallpaper liked it...I got some comments (4, but I commented once...*laugh* I wanted to mention how the picture I used was originally black and white, but then I colored it in to look like that), and a few downloads. ^^; Thanks all the same though! And some of you even went back to my other post and read my poem...aww, thankies. *hugs* I also see that I'm not alone with not sewing well...*laugh* Indeed! I must pay other people to do the sewing for me! Haha! And I'll find some models for my photos somehow (thanks for volunteering Markie and Jay *laugh*). Anyhoo...so yeah, thanks a ton for the comments. For once I got almost as many comments as I did sites that I visited! ^^ So it's saturday! Hooray! Usually I'm all like, "boo...saturday...my brother doesn't work...", but not today! He has to work. *laugh* So here I am just relaxing, eating my breakfast (though it's almost noon) of hot chocolate and toast, and yeah, enjoying myself. ^^ I'm not sure what's going to happen today...my mom might want me going out to visit Derek with her and bring some stuff over to his apartment since he's having a little get-together (apartment-warming party). But hopefully that's later so I can have my chatting time with Markie. *hugs him* Hmm...so that's all I can think of for this morning/today...oh, no I guess I could say that I had a TON of dreams last night. ^^; Most of them being bad or just really weird. I haven't had a good dream in a while...jeez, Misuzu-like much? *laugh* Oh! I forgot! I changed the song on my site now. *nods* It's another Michelle Tumes song (actually, the only OTHER song by her that imeem had *laugh*). It's soooo pretty as well...and I love the lyrics, too, so please listen! *thinks* Yesterday...hmm...I didn't get to talk about my school-day, so I'll try to remember it now. ^^; Philosophy was sorta interesting; my teacher always goes off on tangents about bands that he likes and stuff, so he talked about Frank Zappa. After that was foods 2!!! With Narret!!! ^^ Oh, it was so much fun! We finished baking our chicken pot pies, and then we ate them! ^____^ So yummy...man, I want more now! *laugh* Then I had photo (just the usual watching demonstrations of how to do stuff, and my teacher getting mad at the increasingly annoying jerky boys in my class)...after that, fashion trends. More cutting of pattern pieces, and then a lot of back-breaking leaning over to pin the pieces down. THAT was so annoying. Next was lunch, with Narret, which was indeed more than entertaining...*laugh* The rest of the day was uneventful, so I'll just skip it...when I got home, it was Markie-chatting time, and that was fun of course. ^^ *hugs* Hmm...I guess this gets to the part of the post when I don't have anything to say! Thus forcing me to insert music videos! If you didn't watch yesterday's, well, I really recommend that you do cause they're really AWESOME. ^__^ Today's will be..."Boku wa Kuma" by Hikaru Utada. *laugh* It's so WEIRD yet CUTE...haha, she's singing about being this bear...so you gotta watch it. The second one is "Pretty Baby" by Vanessa Carlton, and it's to Maria-sama ga Miteru (it's yuri, but I don't think there was any kissing or anything in this vid...so, yeah). Enjoy! Well, I guess that's all for me. ^^ *hugs* Thanks for visiting me, and I'll try my best to visit you guys today!! If I can't get to all of you though, I'm SOOOOO SORRY. Have a good day!

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Friday, March 9, 2007

Warning: thanks, better, yesterday/today, new wallpaper, & vids

Eheh. ^^; Sorry about yesterday's post...that's what I'd like to say first off. *laugh* No one really wanted to read how depressed I was...and I'm sorry for making you all worry. If you want to read a good poem by me, though depressed though...then go ahead and look at my first post from yesterday. *nods* Anyhoo, thanks to those of you that did actually comment on my post with kind words. *hugs* You're all very sweet (and kirbysdouble, I forgive you ^^;). AngelBest Dream, I enjoyed your comment very much; thanks! Markie, well, you know you're awesome. *hugs* Thanks also to those that commented on my second post and then DID go back to my other one. ^^; I appreciate it very much. As you may be able to tell, I'm in a better mood today so far...so, yeah. Thanks again! Ok, so first period campus in my programming room! Yeah! And my friend Deepthi (that I mentioned before as being really sick) is back...or at least for today. She has this stomach problem (like what I had in 6th grade!!!), and she's only here today because if she's absent any more days, she'll have to repeat the grade. ^^; That's really not good...*hugs her* I know the pain of what she's been going through, and ugh...terrible. Anyhoo, so I'm happy to see her, and I just like being in this room for some reason...it's more friendly than my gourmet 2 class. *sigh* Anyhoo, so I'm listening to my mp3 player (an Angela Aki song is on! ^^)...with one ear piece having the squishy thing on, and the other without...*sigh* It sucks!! I can't use them without the squishy cover thing...it hurts my ear, and doesn't exactly fit. *laugh* So I'm just gonna have to buy the squishy covers (my friend said that I can find them somewhere...). Don't you love my terminology? "Squishy cover things"...yup. *thinks* So I was still pretty depressed yesterday...all day until my chat with Markie, I suppose. *hugs him* I took more pictures of my dog for my photo project...but I still have many more left to do. ^^; And no one wants to model (model?...not really) for me! *laugh* Other than you, Markie, but...um, you can't! Anyhoo, so I have photo today, which I still don't want to go to, but oh well. And same with fashion trends...why do I suck so much at sewing??? What was I thinking saying that I was going to major in fashion marketing??? >< Ugh...I'm quickly regretting that decision...I like the design part, but NOT the sewing. Oh, also today I have foods 2 with Narret. ^^ We get to finish making our chicken pot pies, and I believe we get to eat them as well! Hooray! Last night, I also made a wallpaper..it's of Roppanmatsu (the adult version) from Excel Saga. So below you'll see the thumbnail like usual, so please comment/download! *hugs* What I notice with my wallpapers...or something that proves to be a problem in me getting a lot of downloads is that the ones I make aren't from popular anime. ^^; They're from more unknown shows...they're NOT Inuyasha, FMA, Naruto, or Bleach. *laugh* Simply cause I don't care for them...sorry to those of you that really love those anime, but I'm just saying that they're not my faves. ^^; Anyhoo, here's the wallpaper: Hosted By theOtaku.com. I can't think of anything else to say...so here are some music videos, ok? *laugh* I'm pretty sure that a lot of you won't be able to see/hear them because you might be in school (like I am, but I sent the codes to myself)...but take a look at them whenever you can, cause they're awesome!!! One is another song by Angela Aki. This time she's live, and partway during the song she starts talking to the audience about how she always wanted to try singing this one part of the song (Train-Train) with the audience coming in and singing the background part and stuff. She seems so fun! *laugh* Anyhoo, and the other is "only this Moment" by Royksopp (this awesome Norweigen electronica artist) to Ah My Goddess. Enjoy! Okies, I'm done. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me...I hope that your day goes well, and that this post didn't kill you. ^^;

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