Thursday, March 8, 2007

This is just, like, another warning...I guess. If you are happy/in a good mood and you don't want it to be disturbed, then just don't read my earlier post...it's depressed-filled, with a depressing poem by yours truly, to boot. So if you have no intention of me upsetting your happy or trying to help me out, then please don't bother reading/commenting...I'm not up for useless comments that mention how they don't want to be depressed by reading what I write. Thanks. As you can see, I'm still not chipper...

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Warning: thanks, lost stuff, depressed morning, depressed yesterday, & depressed poem

Mid-morning everyone! It's not first period! ^^; This is my one and only day having campus 4th period, yay. Anyhoo, so thanks a ton for the comments. *hugs* You're all so wonderful. Long comments, short comments, I love reading all of them! So, yeah, we didn't get out early or anything for snow yesterday...it snowed all day, too, but that didn't matter. ^^; It didn't really cover the streets so that's why. *sigh* Oh well; there isn't anything you can do about it! The weather does as it wishes! Magnus, you were the only one that mentioned having Mississippi mud pie before! *hugs* Isn't it SO yummy?? Chii00, long time no see! ^_^ Thanks for commenting! *hugs* Same with Mew HolliBerrii. *nods* Anyhoo, so thanks for all the glomps, hugs, and whatnot to help me with getting un-depressed. Not sure how much that really helped, but thanks all the same! So...I'll do my usual order of things...it's 4th period, and I'm here in the library. I just had computer animation, and when I got in here...to my dismay, I discovered one of my headphone ear piece covers (you know, those soft squishy things that cover the earpieces?? that most of you probably dont' use??? Well, I USE them. ^^;) missing!! It fell off at some point from my last class (or possibly the class before) and now...*sigh* Man, that pisses me off. How am I supposed to get another one?? Buy a whole 'nother set of headphones to take one off?? *sigh* Ugh, how unlucky! There's no way I'll find it...it's a little black soft squishy thing! Easily kicked around! It wasn't on the ground between here and my computer animation room...I didn't check the classroom, so maybe it's there (but I don't have time to check again!). Ugh...this sucks. So now I don't have the covers on, and it's uncomfortable. ^^; They dont' fit in my ears right without them! Bleh...ok, sorry, I'll stop rambling on about losing that... So art club was today, but I didn't go again. It makes me feel more out of place and depressed to go, so I don't think I'll ever go again. *sigh* Oh well...and then first period, I had gourmet 2, which was horrible. I love cooking so much, but that class takes all the fun out of it for me simply because of my group. I was again stuck with no jobs, just cleaning. Great, so I'm the dishwasher...wonderful. I really feel like I'm CONTRIBUTING to the cooking that way. *sigh* And the girls in my group even made a lot of mistakes in the recipe...the biatch girl used butter instead of shortening in the dough, and for the apples to be carmelized in, well, the other girl accidently put in SALT instead of SUGAR...luckily she asked our teacher why it looked wrong; yeah. If I had been included, then it wouldn't have turned out wrong..gah, I hate it. *sigh* Then I had philosophy, which was interesting yet boring at the same time. The end. I'm still feeling depressed, but yesterday was just TERRIBLE. Man, I literally didn't want to do anything...most of the evening was spent lying on the couch or my bed...I felt so tired and bleh. I was playing Tales of Legendia for a bit (like only 15 minutes), but then I thought..."eh...I'm playing and the game itself is fun, but I'm not HAVING fun," so I gave up and that's when I just plopped on soft bed-like areas...oh, one good thing, my mom bought me that dirt-cheap Strawberry Shortcake camera from Toys R Us for me to use for my class. *laugh* It's pink and adorable....so, yeah, I don't have to borrow those cheapy $1 no-flash cameras. I already took some pictures of my dog for the project, and I have a feeling he's going to be my only subject...no one else in my family wants to be in my pictures. Anyhoo, so at around 5:30pm, when I was laying on my bed...I decided to write a depressing poem...it actually took quite some time for me to get it all out. This time I have some sort of theme/analogy thing going on...but, eh, whatever. I was depressed, therefore, it's a craptacular depressing poem. Here: Eyelids weld shut To bar the tears in. It burns and it sears To build that fake grin. Lying down on my bed Made with pillow and sheet, I contruct the barrier To prolong my defeat. I don't want to give in, And disassemble my walls, Causing my defense to cave in, As the first tear falls. I knew it wouldn't work-- This barrier of mine, But I don't really care; It suits me just fine. So I'll build it again, Knowing it won't last long-- My barrier for tears-- Because emotions are too strong. ...so, yeah. Crappy, I know. Reading it now I think it sounds stupid...but whatever. And I realized that when I wrote this in my notebook (oh, speaking of which!! Whenever I mentioned "notepad", you ALL thought I was talking about the program, notepad. *laugh* I meant an actual physical notepad...you know, with paper and lines? ^^;), I was spelling "barrier" wrong the entire time...I always had it "barriar"...right, well, that just shows how cognitive I was at the time. I have nothing to say about the rest of the day...other than I have dance next (boo), and I have to work on my essay part of the english test last period. Thanks for visiting me. ^^; *hugs* I hope you all have a great day.

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Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Warning: thanks, snow not good enough/brain dead, yesterday school, yesterday after, depressed, & no vid for you

Ehhhhhhhhhhhh....*yawn* (no, seriously, I just yawned before typing that...) TIRED. I don't want to be awake right now. ^^; I shouldn't be awake right now! There's snow! Bleh, oh well. *sigh* Anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments! 12! That's one more than 11, but still wonderful. ^^ Thanks so much! Yes, Driffter, you were lucky number 11! *hugs* You really don't get anything as a prize...but good job anyway! I saw your comment on my wallpaper, and I replied to your comment there, so if you want, check it out again. ^^ I'm glad you guys enjoyed my Akabane wallpaper (the Captain! Yes, Lindsay! Hehe.). I always got a kick out of that picture (it's from the...third? fourth? closing credits, when all the characters are dancing all chibi-like) so I decided to make a wallie of my own. *nods* Anyhoo, thanks also for your comments on whatever else I said...my friend Deepthi, that I mentioned yesterday, is still sick! ^^; I really hope she gets well soon. Oh, and yes, my psychicness, or whatever it is, is just pure awesome. I don't know how I do it! *laugh* Thanks again for the comments! So, yeah, as I said...it's first period, and it's snowing. It snowed some earlier, but it wasn't enough for a delay or anything...and now it's just snowing lightly so I doubt we'll have an early dismissal or anything. *sigh* Boo. I SO wanted to sleep late this morning...eh, oh well. I usually have campus every other day first period, but since they messed with the schedules, I had it yesterday and today, but then it'll go back to normal. *thinks* My brain is dead...I oftentimes find myself staring at the computer screen for a while...trying to think of what I was going to say next...or try to remember something. ^^; That's what I just did...*stares more* Next paragraph, I guess. I think I'll talk about yesterday then. In philosophy, we went online and took some multiple intelligence quizzes! They're fun. ^^ They're just like personality quizzes...and they told me about what subjects/ways/categories I learn/think best in and whatnot. We get to do more today. *nods* Then I had cooking! With Narret! ^__^ We just ate though...our cajun feast! Jambalaya, corn spoon bread, and Mississippi mud cake (which we made...with the wrong type of sugar. *laugh* it was really hard, but still good!). The jambalaya was GOOD...BUT I burned my tongue on it. ^^; First bite, too...so it ruined everything else. My tongue really hurt (oh, and it wasn't spicy, it was just heat-hot), and it's still bothering me. I'm really sensitive to heat...boo...I should've blown on it more! ^^; (oh, and I have cooking with her again today, yay!) Anyhoo, so after that, *thinks* was photo and fashion again. More sitting without a camera (I WILL get one soon though) and more sewing. Yup, so that was my day at school. When I got home, or rather, when I got out of school, I didn't get to have my usual fun/relaxation. My brother didn't have work so him and his crabby self controlled what I did for the rest of the day. He complains about EVERYTHING, and he has a problem with EVERYTHING, and EVERYTHING must be done HIS way. *sigh* Ugh, I could complain and complain about him, but I won't. Anyhoo, so I mainly survived off of text messages from Markie (only 1 psychic occurance yesterday) and a little computer time...but, unfortunately, I actually did homework. ^^; I was pretty far behind with my Japanese stuff (cause I've been lazy...) so I decided to actually work on it. It took quite a while! I texted Markie saying, "Actually doing homework takes a lot of time and effort!" Hah, I haven't really done any in a while, so yeah. But because that took so long, I didn't study/read for my Much Ado test today...^^; Our teacher just sorta surprised us yesterday with, "Oh, you have a test on it tomorrow...objective questions first, then on thursday you'll have the essay." Yup, ok! I'm not prepared, but oh well. I basically spent the rest of the night being extremely tired and relatively depressed...I didn't want to do anything at all, and I really didn't. I ended up lying on the floor a lot. ^^; Hopefully today will be better though. Last night, I even had to write down stuff on my notepad about yesterday...like what happened. My memory's going! ^^; Eh, oh well...*laugh* That's why I guess posting everyday helps me. It helps me to remember what I have to do or what's going on. Ok, I was going to share a hilarious amv with you today...but this post is pretty long already, and most of you probably won't be able to see it anyway (being at school; it's blocked here, too, but I emailed myself with the link) so I'll save it. Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* I hope you all have a wonderful day.

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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Warning: thanks, morning, yesterday/new wallpaper, today, & sorry

*yawn* Man, I'm tired...um, yeah, so it's first period. ^^; Morning everyone! Whether it be good or bad, it's the morning! Bleh...I hate mornings. Anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments (of course). My lucky number 11! Hehe, well then...what to reply to...*looks* Yes, Yug, you spelled "bonjour" right. *nods* ^^ I took French for 3 years...yeah, but then I quit it and took Japanese! Yeah, I think you got it right, Grifter ol' boy. My brother has quit (or will quit) 3 jobs after this one...all in one year! I think later in my post, if I'm so desparate for crap to talk about, I'll mention his philosophy on work and his work history...^^; Yuppers, so I got to grade stupid kids' papers; it was quite fun! *laugh* Then my teacher and I make fun of them...hahaha, she's so great. Anyhoo, I'm glad you all were amused/intrigued/...hungry at the thought of pasta for breakfast! *laugh* It was fetuccini alfredo, and boy was it yummy! ^^ I was amazed that I was eating that so early in the morning. Okies, yeah, so I think I've gone on long enough with these replies! Thanks so much for everything. I love you guys. ^^ Ok...so like I said...I'm in first period campus right now, just posting. My friend Deepthi, who's in this programming class (the one that's a total genius at it), isn't here! Apprently, according to our teacher, she's been sick for quite some time...I hope she's not deathly ill. ^^; I sent her an email so hopefully she'll get back to me! If I remembered enough about programming, I would have made her a get-well program. *laugh* Anyhoo, so that's basically my morning so far...I woke up very tired...I had a lot of bad dreams (well, maybe not A LOT, but I had some), and I don't remember when I really went to sleep...^^; Yeah, so that's it for this paragraph! Now to talk about yesterday. *thinks* When I got back from school, I went online, and I chatted with two of my most favorite-est people, Rachel and Markie. ^^ Rachel was doing much better yesterday (so yay! I was happy she was happy. ^^). Umm...other than those fun conversations, I basically did nothing. I made yet another wallpaper!! It's of Akabane from GetBackers. Hehe. *nods* Emi, I know you'll love it. ^_^ I'll put the thumbnail in this post for you guys to click and whatnot. Anyhoo...so I was even MORE psychic yesterday. ^^; Seriously, it was freaky...like now I'm totally believing I have some strange power!! Almost EVERY text message I sent...was sent in the middle of Markie's. *laugh* The only one that wasn't was the one before bed, but all the others...seriously, it's unbelievable. ^^; I even said in one, "Now I'm hesitant to tm you! I think 'Uh-oh...what if I tm him in the middle of his again?'", and wouldn't you know it? I did...again. *laugh* Then later I had a psychic moment with my brother...we both did the same exact thing in this one mini game in gamecube's One Piece: Pirate's Carnival. It was funny. ^^; Anyhoo...so yeah, that was yesterday in a nutshell! Here's the wallpaper: Hosted By theOtaku.com. Please do the usual that I ask...if you want. ^^; Download and whatnot. Thanks. *hugs* Okies...now then...I'm not sure what's up for today, other than I have foods with Narret (yay! We'll have some fun, don't worry!), and then I have my crappy photo class that I hate (and I don't have a camera for...), and then fashion trends (boo, I suck at sewing). Eh...yeah, so...oh CRAP. I gotta say that my brother Corey (the one that's thinking about quitting his job again), doesn't have work today. *sigh* Boo...so that means when I get out of school, I won't have my normal relaxing schedule. *sigh* I don't even know how much computer time I'll have so I gotta say a major sorry for probably not visiting today. *bows* And I have to say sorry for yesterday, too. I was only able to get to a few sites. ^^; I was too immersed in my important conversations...so I'm really sorry. *bows again* Um. *thinks* Do you want to hear about my brother and how lazy he is anymore? Nah, probably not...and I don't want to kill you with making this post longer. ^^; Yesterday's was much SHORTER than usual, and today's is sorta average I guess. I guess I'll stop now...hopefully I'll be a bit more happy today cause yesterday, or rather, last night...I got this depressed feeling going on. Boo, oh well. Thanks for visiting me! I hope you all have a wonderful day. *hugs*

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Monday, March 5, 2007

Warning: STUFF!!!

Hmm...posting, but I'm pretty sure that 11 minutes isn't enough time for me to finish this! *laugh* ^^; Or maybe it is...this'll probably end up being a crappy short post! Anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments everyone...though I got less than I thought I would. ^^; Especially since I managed to get time in yesterday to visit people! I think I visited everyone that updated before...well, before whenever I stopped (6pm eastern time...or something). Anyhoo, thanks all the same. Some of you looked at my wallpaper and commented, so thanks for that. ^^ If you didn't yet, please go right ahead to my previous post and check out my new Air wallpaper! Anyhoo, thanks also for the comments about the new shoes...haha. Driffter, yay, a comment! Oh, and don't worry. ^^; Yaoi isn't for everyone...even I don't like that hardcore stuff. *laugh* Or at least, I don't read it...anyhoo...thanks again everyone! So I finally got done here in service club. ^^; Man, Ms.Jones sure had a lot of papers for me to grade!! I didn't think she would...but she took up almost all of this block period. *laugh* And it's even longer than the other periods since it's during the lunches...well, it was still fun though. I enjoy putting red lines and minuses everywhere on other kids' papers. *laugh* Sorry, kids, NO MERCY. Hmm...so, yeah, that's interesting...now to talk about my day I suppose. Before this I had computer animation. I was just having fun drawing in and customizing this aardvark that we're going to animate...*laugh* I put bows on him and stuff. ^^; So cute. Before animation, I had gourmet 2, you know, with that evil biatch girl. This time, the one other NICE girl wasn't here...so that's ok, BUT still. ^^; We made pasta from scratch!! It was amazing! Rolling out the dough, putting it through that machine thing...and then we (well, I say "we", but as usual...I didn't get to do much...) made an alfredo sauce for it. It was so yummy!! ^^ Even though it was at almost 9am!! *laugh* Yes, pasta for breakfast...mmm... *thinks* I guess I'll talk about yesterday...if anything at all happened. ^^; *thinks hard* Uh...I did nothing all day...watched some anime, played some games, got to visit some sites...*thinks more* Yeah, that's it. Oh, well, I found out that I'm more psychic than I initially thought with Markie. *laugh* I always seem to text message him while he's in the middle of texting me! How does that work??? Hahaha...so it happened yesterday, possibly twice...yes, twice in one day. *laugh* I'm a psychic nurse!! Um, yeah, anyhoo...that was really the bulk of my yesterday--nothing. Oh jeez, this post is going nowhere and fast! I only have 2 more minutes until I go to English...boo. Well, it shouldn't be that bad since we're just reading Much Ado About Nothing. I enjoy reading Shakespeare. ^^ *thinks* What else to talk about? Oh, well, I could mention how lazy my brother Corey is! Yes, he's thinking about QUITTING his job at the bank...now then, for those of you that have known me for quite some time, you probably could guess or say HOW MANY jobs he's quit since last year...*laugh* And it's a lot! ^^; He's so lazy!! He finds something to complain about in each one...ugh, I sure hope he doesn't though...without getting a new one first. That'll mean less computer time for me!!! Boo!! The bell just wrung...I gotta go to english! Thanks for visiting me! ^^ I hope you have a great day!

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Sunday, March 4, 2007

Warning: thanks, shopping, pink shoes, yesterday/wallpaper, & amv

Morning everyone! Well...close to noon-time here...whenever I post on the weekend, it's almost right after I wake up, but that's practically noon, so yeah. Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments!!! I still got a good amount despite me not being able to visit anyone yesterday. ^^; I'm sorry again about that. It's the stupid weekends!! I never get the time to be on the computer!!! *bows in apology* So that means the same for today...I'm sorry ahead of time for probably not visiting anyone. Anyhoo, I see that lots of you have had those kinds of dreams, eh? Yug, my goodness!! What a long comment, and most of it was just about your dream! *laugh* I was quite amused by it though. Magnus, yeah, I thought your dream would be along those lines, hehe. ^^ And to everyone that made the comment about my mom, yes, I was so happy to see her finally in the kitchen again. ^__^ She's getting better I suppose! Well, I hope...and thanks also for the well wishes for my friend. *hugs her* A lot of yesterday was spent helping her, and so yeah, I hope she's feeling better. ^^ Thanks for the comments again!! Ok, so yesterday...we DID in fact go shopping! First we went to Toys R Us to check the video games, but we ended up getting out of there with nothing...cause there weren't any good deals. After that, it was off to Sports Authority to get me some shoes--well, sneakers. I only wear sneakers, my one pair of Ugg boots, and my black sketchers boots...so, yeah. Anyhoo, I ended up getting two pairs! Oh my gosh! I never get two pairs of shoes...*laugh* I usually just get one, and then stick with them for however long it takes for them to practically rip. ^^; One pair is silver and lilac, and the other--get this--they're pink!! >_< They were in the "youth" section with the other younger girls' shoes...hahaha...but they fit! I was amazed at their sizes. ^^; It doesn't make sense that a youth size 5 is basically the same size as a women's 7 or 7 1/2! The girls' size 5 1/2 was too big for me! *laugh* Anyhoo, so they're awesome...I totally wanted them cause they're like Kaname's from Full Metal Panic...look below for a diagram. ^^ So after the shoe shopping, we went over to the mall, met up with Derek, and got food...after that, it was off to Borders for me to get 2 manga. ^^ Cantarella vol.6 and Gorgeous Carat vol.4 (both yaoi by You Higuri)...hehe. ^^ Anyhoo, that was basically our trip out, after a quick check at the library. Upon getting home, I was able to have some more computer time, but I used that to email Rachel in hopes of helping her out some. ^^; (I wub you!!) Then it was dinnertime....and, yeah, that's it. *laugh* I did make a new wallpaper though! It's another Misuzu one. ^^ I really like it...I'm amazed that MO actually accepted it because knowing them, I thought they wouldn't take it...since they usually don't accept the ones that I really like/take time on! ^^; So please click/download/comment, ok? Hosted By theOtaku.com. Yuppers, so it being the weekend...again, sorry for no visiting time. *hugs* I love you all though! ^^ Hmm...amvs...yes, I suppose I should shove some in here to take up room. Well, I'll just put one here cause it's sorta long...but well worth the listening! ^^ The song is "Player" by Origa (sings the GITS songs), and it's to KH2. *nods* Enjoy! Okies, that's it for me! *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting, and I hope you all have a wonderful day.

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Saturday, March 3, 2007

Warning: thanks, dreams/sleep, yesterday, today/amvs, & sorry

Morning everyone. *hugs* Thanks SO MUCH for the comments...you're all wonderful...even though several of them were just "man, that's a long post.." and stuff. *laugh* YES, I'm already aware of my posts being long...I don't need to be told that!! ^^; Please just make some effort to read it...even just ONE paragraph! Just skim it! ^^; Anyhoo, thanks to all of you for your, um, laughing at/along with me about the breaking of the saws and my driving experience. redmoonchick, hah, yeah, I was sorta kidding...*laugh* But, um, yeah. Anyhoo, with it being the weekend...I don't have much time to post so this post is really going to be short this time; I know it! So, yeah, weekend = sleeping late. That's pretty much what I did except I woke up a lot during the night/morning cause of crappy dreams. I don't really remember them except one involved a lot of yelling in my family, me included. I'm pretty sure I remember what we were all yelling about, too, but I won't say it. ^^; It all seemed really realistic though. Have you ever had those dreams where they almost seem like they're NOT dreams? Where in your dream you're waking up from your bed (or wherever you sleep) and then it goes on from there as if it's all real??? Well, those dreams happen to me a lot, and that's what the one this morning was. ^^; I fell back to sleep though...and then completely slept through 10am. I didn't wake up once during that. Before I knew it...11:10! Hmm...nothing happened yesterday...when I got home, I went on the computer, finding that Rachel needed help (whom I did try to help...i wub you so much! I promise I'll get to that email when I can! I would never abandon you! *hugs*), and we chatted for a bit until she had to go, then of course, Markie and I chatted...*laugh* For QUITE some time, hehe. It was yet another amazingly riveting conversation...darn hilarious, and I won't go into the details, but let's just say it was almost a continuation of last time's that involved doctor and nurse. *laugh* After that, it was dinner time, and my mom made it!!! For those of you that have known me for a while, you'd know that my mom hasn't been able to do anything anywhere in the house for about a year now...and last night though, she made dinner. She made baked-potato soup, and it was the BEST!!!! ^^ So, yeah, she's just been easing herself into going other places in the house to build up her immunity. I just hope it all works. ^^; Today we might go out shopping. I need new shoes, so yeah. ^^; My dad is away for the weekend at his friend/business partner's wedding. He didn't want to go...but, eh, what can he do? So I won't see him until tomorrow night. Ok, now for a lack of stuff to say...and for me wanting to get to something important, here are some AMVs. The first is from Bakuretsu Tenshi (Burst Angel) featuring Jo mainly. The song is "click click boom"...but I'm not sure who sings it. It's really made well though!! I think it matches wonderfully. *nods* The next is a Naruto one, and the song is "Once in a Blue Moon" by Sydney Forest (the Kiki's delivery Service songs singer). ^^ It's a pretty song. Enjoy! Alrighty, that's it for me. I'm very SORRY, but I won't be able to visit anyone today...most likely. I never can on the weekends! So I'm really sorry again!! Thanks so much for visiting, and I hope you have a wonderful weekend! *hugs* P.S. You know those ads they have at the top of your MO? ^^; They have to do with what you say on your site and stuff, right? Most of mine deal with poems and love...and depression and crap, but lately, I've been getting "funeral ringtones." Why? ^^;

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Friday, March 2, 2007

Warning: thanks, today, yesterday, going out to eat/driving, & relationships

Awwww, thankies for all the comments. ^^ 16 again! That's just amazing. *hugs* I love you guys to death!!!!! BUT I wouldn't want any of you dying...so you'd just have to be revitalized by my powers, teehee. ^__^ Anyhoo, so thanks so much to all of you that commented, and to those that looked at my wallpaperes, too. I'm glad you liked them. *laugh* Yes, Markie, I wanted to capture Kaname's crazy in that one...I've had that screencap for a while, and I'm like, "hahaha...that would be a great wallpaper", so yeah. Anyhoo, thanks for the sympathy (Rachel, I WUB YOU TO DEATH. We'll make it through somehow...and, yeah, our teacher told us about that Claudio guy being a doc in House. *nods* I don't watch that show myself, but yeah.) and, well, just everything you guys said...even the one-sentence people that didn't have time to read/comment at all! ^^ So, yeah, thanks again. Okies...so, today...right now I'm in Japanese (I already took my quiz. I have other stuff to do, but I'd rather be on here. ^^;) because I don't have any free periods today...boo. It's an even block scheduling day, so it's all messed up. I had philosophy, then art 3D (I finally finished that blasted sawing!!! HAHAHAH!!! Now I have to file, sand, polish, etc...*sigh* I broke a ton more saws today, like usual. *laugh* That sucks that some of you that mentioned your jewelry class said that you guys have to pay for the saws...if I did, well then, I'd have a very LARGE DEBT. ^^; Anyhoo, so after art was Japanese...where I am now, and then after lunch I'm going to cooking for friends. Yay. I love cooking. ^^ So, yeah, nothing too out of the ordinary today in classes...philosophy was like death; it was so boring. That's it! *thinks* Yesterday...oh yeah! Ok, so I basically told about my day and my crappy day before, so AFTER school was good. I got on my laptop and chatted with Markie for the amount of time that I could...before having to do my homework and then go out to eat. *hugs him* So that wasn't very long, but still, any time is better than none! ^^ Anyhoo, so then I did my stupid philosophy homework, which I totally BS-ed cause I had no clue what to do, and then we were waiting for Corey to come home so we could go out to eat. That's when stuff happened, well, sort of. So we went to this place called Max and Erma's at my brother's request. It looked packed, and there were a ton of people waiting, so we were really hesitant about going in! BUT we still did, and hahahaha, somehow we managed to completely bypass the waiting system and were seated right away. *laugh* We were so surprised. Now then, I forgot to mention that my dad parked in the take-out parking space...so we kept on telling him to go out and move the car or else we'd be towed. ^^; THAT leads to the next topic of conversation. My dad didn't want to go and move it, being all lazy and tired and stuff, so he's like (to me), "Here, you go move it. *hands me keys*" ^^; I say, "Umm...but I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRIVE. Sure, I'm 18, but I dont' have my license nor do I know the first thing about driving...and I'll probably crash!!" Well, my dad being my dad, he gave up for a while, but then dragged me outside and put me in the driver's seat. ^^; He was instructing me as to how to do stuff, but then he's like, "No wait...get out. I think the guy in the car next to us is a cop. Uh-oh..." *laugh* So I quickly got out and got into the back and he backed out...but once we got out into the open area of the parking lot (thank goodness there were no cars around there!!!), he made me switch places, and he told me...how to drive. ^^; I was scared to death, thinking I'd crash into anything!! I didn't know how to do anything, but then I ended up driving...very SLOWLY...and parking the car. ^^; I can't believe I parked. It was amazing, but I sure didn't like it! Ok, so driving out of the way...we went back into the restaurant, and we ate, and then somehow Derek (my oldest brother) brought up the topic of me text messaging "boys." *sigh* Corey and my dad (they don't know about you, Markie!!) then turn around to me and start asking me all these questions and start teasing...I didn't give out any information!!! I decided to go to the bathroom, and my mom said that while I was there, they were all trying to elicit information from her. ^^; Ehhhh...I don't know why I'm keeping this all a secret, but then again I sorta do...my dad is SO against internet relationships and crap, so yeah. My brothers (Corey and Derek) just tease and crap...and Corey thinks that I'm just a lesbian. *sigh* Somehow I made it out of that conversation, but whatever. Umm...so, yeah...I think that's all to talk about today. ^^; Thanks so much for visiting me! *hugs* I hope you have a great day!

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Thursday, March 1, 2007

Warning:...eh...I don't even wanna bother

*hugs* Thanks everyone for your comments! I got quite a lot yesterday--16! That's all so nice of you. Heh, a lot of you said that you'd go check out my portfolio...SOME of you did and commented, but I just find it funny that no one downloaded my wallpaper. *laugh* My Digi Charat one had new comments, but it was still the 8 downloads that I last saw it as! That's ok though. I completely understand...it wasn't that great anyway. So, yeah, I'm glad you all were entertained by my actual cheery post about the day before. Yes indeedy, Magnus...chopping them up sure sounded like fun! Too bad I missed my chance to do that today! *hugs* Hehe, Rachel (AurionAddict), you've actually seen the Much Ado movie? Awesome!! You're the only person that commented on that. *laugh* You like Claudio's actor? Haha, that's cool...I find Keanu Reeves (or however you spell his name) to be extremely hilarious in his part...he's such a bad actor!!! Anyhoo, so thanks again to those that commented. *hugs* Ok, so sorry...this is a much later post than usual! I doubt I'll get as many comments, but oh well. It couldn't be helped. I didn't get one free period of any kind today to post...so, yeah. Hmm...what to talk about first? My crappy yesterday? Or today? *thinks* I guess today first since it's shorter. In gourmet, we finished our broccoli soup, and it turned out surprisingly good. Philosophy, we had another sub...and we did nothing but read/highlight/take notes. Then I had computer animation, during which I finished the current assignment and then visited Hoaryu's site (that's all I could do). Following that was art 3D...more SAWING. I hate stupid f-ing "jewelry-making." HAH, it's just sawing metal into shapes...and I SUCK at it. I broke probably 7 saw blades today. I think by the end of the year, I will have broken over 100...yup. Then after that I had dance, which I wasn't looking forward to (darn you stupid hip-hop class), but then a Godsend!! We didn't have to get changed cause we had a sub (hooray!) so we just watched a movie, Honey. Then I had lunch...with Narret (more amusing conversations and her with her...um, bottle...yeah, won't go into that *laugh*), and then Japanese--did my conversation and actually watched most of the class. Following that, I had english where we watched more of the Much Ado movie. Ok, the end. Now here I am. Alrighty, now to talk about yesterday!!!!!!! During school was GOOD. Every moment when I was with Narret we had continuous laughter...for very naughty reasons indeed. So she brightened my day, but then I had animal rights club after school...which was OK, BUT...well, that meant that I couldn't take that bit of time to be on the computer to chat with Markie. He was feeling miserable yesterday and the stupid-arse (yes, arse) library wasn't open, so that meant no chatting. *sigh* Knowing that really bummed me out. Right when I got into the car, my mom told me about her doctor's appointment (she went to ANOTHER one to help her allergy problem thing...), and it wasn't that great. Thinking about that made me depressed, and thinking that I couldn't talk to Markie made me more depressed...I didn't want to do anything, really. Other things at school happened, too, that made me feel like crap, but I really don't remember them at all. Ok, so I had homework to do last night, and I did it...though it seemed to take me forever because of my lack of energy. Time goes by, and then dinner comes...after dinner, 8pm, hooray, new season of America's Next Top Model. I was so excited, and I had the recorder (on the cable box) all set up and everything...BUT, things just had to screw me over again. The cable box just had to pick the perfect day to decide to get some virus or something and completely die. It said that it had on there recorded some program on 1989...yeah, RIGHT. It recorded something on 12/30/1989. This cable box wasn't even around back then...so, being curious, I clicked on it...well, that's what killed the cable box. SO it couldn't record anything, and none of the channels worked either. That's just another thing that pissed me off yesterday. My brother didn't help the situation at all either...so, yeah. Before going to bed came...and I was worried about Markie since he didn't text me all evening. Turns out he was napping, so that's fine...but, still. Anyhoo, so I was about to go to bed, but I had all this strange depressed/angry energy in me. So I decided to write on my notepad...just angry thoughts. ANGRY thoughts. After that, it being 11pm, I decided to hop on my laptop and check my emails...thank goodness Rachel emailed me (previously mentioned Rachel), and I decided to reply back...letting out my frustrations, telling her my problems and crap. I also had many moments of keyboard outbursts...like so: AOIWETOANDF;KNAW4RHO;HTWAOHWOTIARAIETF;AHIG, to get out my depressed/angry feeling. I then proceeded to comment on her site (i wub her), and the comment was similar...I think the total keyboard teretz (I know, that's not how it's spelled) syndrome outbursts were my way of getting out that frustration. I think I was having that feeling that some people take out with cutting themselves...instead, I went crazy typing. So after that, I went to bed, said my prayers...and laid there uncomfortably. After a while, I then proceeded to ask my mom for a sleeping pill. Yay, I then went to sleep. Ok, so that's my horrible yesterday. I'm still feeling the effects of crapdom today, too. At least I think I can chat with Markie some...before I have to do homework and go out to eat. Boo. Oh, I made new wallpapers last night, too. PLEASE look at them. They're both of Kaname from Full Metal Panic. One is just plain old ridiculous and the other is my usual sweet style with a poem. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Hosted By theOtaku.com. Thanks for visiting me everyone. Sorry for this, um, angry/depressed post again. ^^; I love you guys, and have a good day!

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Warning: thanks/portfolio, new song/morning, much better yesterday, markie fun, & today

*hugs* Thanks so much for the comments yesterday! ^^ I love you guys (how many times will I say that???). I have a feeling that this thanking paragraph will be fairly short again though. ^^; Many of you just came by to say, "No time to read, sorry!" or "quick comment" or "just dropping by"...stuff along those lines. *laugh* Sorry! I guess I really do make my posts too long...why do I even bother? Well, I just do...so there. I guess it's ok that you guys can't all read my posts fully. ^^; I understand. *nods* Magnus! *hugs* Thanks so much always for your monster hugs, and hmm...I think I SHOULD take that knife I was using to chop them up instead. *laugh* Thanks for the comment, Harvey, long time no see. ^^ Markie, well, I gotta thank you a TON...of course...especiallly since you were the one with the longest comment, hehe. *hugs* Anyhoo, so I'm glad that the few people that looked at my wallpaper liked it. Thanks to those that actually bothered to click on it and comment or whatever. If you didn't (which is a lot of you!!!) PLEASE go to my portfolio and check out my wallpapers! Thankies. *hugs* Ok, um, thanks again! So, as some of you may have noticed...I changed the song on my site. Furthermore, it is neither from Air nor by Angela Aki! *laugh* It's actually a contemporary Christian song by Michelle Tumes. *nods* She's such a beautiful singer...her voice is all light and airy and stuff. ^^ It's called "Lovely", and it's an older song...the first time I heard it was probably 3 or 4 years ago actually. It's not like I'm super religious or anything, but that doesn't stop me from listening to good music, no matter what the genre is! Anyhoo, so I hope you like it (if you can hear it, that is *laugh*). Um...so, yeah, here I am in first period campus in ye old programming room. Nope, no random chemistry labs for us to do though. ^^; They were finishing up a test (haha!! I didn't have to take and fail that one!!!). Hmm...so, yeah, I guess that's the info for this morning. Oh! But, um, random note of what I'm wearing today...my black and white outfit with the penguin shirt, black and white striped gloves, white pants, and hehe, my tie. Yes, I am wearing a tie today...^___^ Ok! NOW off to talk about a MUCH better yesterday. I'd say it was at least 30 awesome times better than the day before. Sure, my gourmet class still sucked, along with whatever other classes and stuff I complained about yesterday, but then the day got better. ^^ Lunch was so much...jeez, I can't think of a word other than "better" *laugh* because I sat at the table where Narret sits. *nods* I wasn't really ignored either...so, yay. We talked quite a bit about totally random things, including our crazy imaginations and deciding where two of her imaginary dragons were at the time. *laugh* We landed on the decision of "They're totally partying at a gay bar in Madrid." Hahaha...yup, definitely. She let me borrow one of her dragons, Black Ice, too...to, well, keep me company. ^^ Yes, that's right, I'm crazy! Haha! It's all thanks to her, too. *laugh* But we both decided on this phrase... ~"It's better to be crazy and happy than sane and depressed." So there you have it. *nods* Anyhoo, so lunch was good...then after that I had Japanese. *thinks* I don't think I did much in that class like usual. Then was English...we watched act 2 of Much Ado About Nothing, so yeah. The REAL fun happened after school...in my conversation/chat with Markie. Hehe. *hugs him* Man, it was one of the most riveting and awesome conversations ever...the little scenario we came up with was, well, CLASSIC. Hahaha...I still laugh when I think about it. I won't go into the details (trust me, you woundn't want me to...*laugh*), but let's just say that it involved doctor and nurse roles. *laugh* Anyhoo, so after that awesomeness, I had to do boring Philosophy homework...and then it was time for dinner. Nothing else happened that day, so yeah. *nods* Man...but it was such a better day!! I wonder how today will be? Hmm... I have foods 2 today with Narret, yay! So we is going to do some cooking! I think we're making jambalaya today. *nods* I'm also giving her this Wolverine poster that was found in our house. Yuppers, she loves her X-men, so she deserves it! ^^ Bet you can't wait till 3rd period, linsday! (that is to say...if you read this post before then *laugh*) Um, other than that, today won't be that great. I have photo (NOOO...) and fashion trends. After school though, I have an animal rights club meeting. I haven't been to one in a long time, but then again, I don't think that there's been a meeting for a while. ^^; She has to retake the yearbook photo, so yeah. Sorry, Markie, that means that I'll be late to getting on! The meeting is supposed to be over at 3:30...so we'll see. We're also going to make hankerchiefs (spelling??) for doggies at a shelter. ^^ Okies, so that's today! Thanks so much for visiting me today. *hugs* You're all the best. ^^ I hope you have a great day!!

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