Sunday, January 21, 2007

Warning;sorry no internet, thanks, more falling, hurting, and dropping, & sorry again

AHHHH! >< I'm sooooooooooooooo sorry for not posting yesterday...I obviously STILL do not have internet at my house...*sob* So I'm totally going through entertainment withdrawl. ^^; No anime, video games, or internet at home in over a week...I'm dying here!! The only reason I'm posting today is because I'm over Narret's house to work on our prison design project. *nods* Thank you, Lindsay!!!!! I'm so glad she's letting me take advantage of her internet...and water. Our water at home sucks so much. It's literally "dry" water...when you drink it, it makes you even more thirsty! Anyhoo, thanks for the comments, but I didn't really read them all...I'll do that tomorrow during school. Anyhoo, thanks for, well, everything...about the whole falling down stairs thing and whatnot. It turns out that I really have bad luck with stairs...either that, or I have just completely lost my sense of coordination. *sigh* I fell/tripped on our front steps outside our front door last night...and they're BRICK. I had my dog in my arms,and it was really cold so I wanted to get him inside to go to bed...so I ran, and tripped, and fell...thus hurting my wrist (twisted backwards) and my leg. So I now have scrapes and bruises all over the place. Two huge bruises on my knees from before, and now the new ones from last night...man, what's wrong with me? I can't even walk right anymore...I'm so afraid of stairs now. ^^; So, like I said, I'm over Narret's house right now...working on our awesome prison project. I guess I'd better go help her with it. ^^; She's been doing most of the work! Anything else to talk about? Hmm...no entertainment...bad sleep with More BAD DREAMS. Oh, yeah! i forgot to say...I AM dropping my programming class. I got the form signed/filled out and everything. *sigh* I didn't really want to give up...but it gave me so much stress that I really didn't need right now. I feel bad about dropping it...but oh well. Thanks Hoaryu for your text messages the other night about it. *hugs* Ok, I'm gonna go now...I'm so sorry again for no posting/commenting...I really wonder when I'll be able to comment again? I'm SO SorRY!! *hugs* Well, have a good sunday! And I hope I don't fall down anymore stairs...owww...my leg hurts...no broken bones though. Thanks for visiting me!

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Friday, January 19, 2007

Warning: thanks, falling, dropping, & stuff

Postin', Postin'...yuppers, I'm postin' in Japanese class. Hah, there's nothing strange about that! Anyhoo, thanks SO MUCH for the comments...I love you guys more than you could ever know! *hugs* I got lots of long comments, too. ^^ All of you are so sweet...thanks for the compliments again on my new wallpaper, and Yug, I LOVE THOSE DOGGY PICTURES...hehe. The first puppy one was especially adorable. When I saw those, I smiled...a big smile. Thanks also for all of your encouragement with my programming class and moving stress...but I have something to say regarding programming, which I'll talk about after this. *hugs* So, um, thanks again people! I got double the amount of comments I got the other day! Alrighty then... So, I already said where I was. I gotta make this post sorta quick though...cause I have like only 10 minutes, and you know how long it takes me to post these huge posts! ^^; Anyhoo, I'll start from this morning...no, I'll...yes, I WILL start with this morning (yesterday just sucked, nothing else to say). After having another pretty bad night of sleep, I woke up, went to the bathroom, got changed...and then went down the stairs in the dark. *sigh* Our new shiny, sleek, wooden stairs are UNFORGIVING to those wearing socks...I ended up slipping and falling down the last couple of steps onto my knees. No, I didn't think to land on my butt...I landed forward on both of my knees, and oww, it hurt. They still hurt, and it really sucks cause I have dance next! NOOO!! Now then, about my programming class...I talked to my mom and guidance counselor about dropping it. *sigh* I'm really contemplating it...I haven't yet talked to my teacher about it, but I will. It's just that I can't handle all of this stress that's going on with our house/family and everything along with that class. I don't know when we'll get internet and whatnot, so I don't know when I can use the computer to download the program that we use in the class. It sucks. There's a program due monday AND THAT TEST. He says I can turn in the program whenever I can, but I'm certainly not excused from that test. *sigh* I'm SO gonna do poorly...on that and the midterm. So, anyhoo, if I do drop it...I won't get any credit. *sigh* I'm none too happy about that because I stressed and overworked for a half of a school year in that class, and it'll all go to waste, but I really don't want to spend the rest of my senior year struggling with this stupid class that I'll never use in my future. Sorry if I disappointed you guys with my quitting-ness...but who knows, maybe my teacher will talk me out of it (hah...). Hmm...what else...I had many bad dreams involving yelling and whatnot...I cried yesterday (already mentioned that before)...and I told my mom that, and she sorta got mad about that. She doesn't like it when I cry in front of or tell teachers my problems, she then feels like I don't trust her or something, which is SO NOT TRUE. *sigh* Anyhoo, I'm really feeling the anime/video game withdrawl...I haven't watched/played anything in a week!!! >< I'm gonna go crazy! GIVE ME ENTERTAINMENT!! Ok, I gotta go now...to dance class...I hope it's not too bad. Thanks for visiting me and being my great friends. *hugs* Have a good day!

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Warning: uh...stuff

I know...I said I wouldn't post...but I couldn't resist. ^^; I'm sneaking on in Japanese class...I really shouldn't cause I'm far behind, but oh well. I'll make this really quick. Thanks so much for your few comments. *hugs* If you didn't read yesterday's post, go ahead...there's a new wallpaper by me (thanks to those that commented/downloaded already), and pretty much everything else is depressing. Well, this post is going to be no different. Last night was our first night staying in our new house...it sucked. The only good thing was that I finished putting all of my clothes in my new closet; that's it. My mom is getting even worse reactions than before...if you're confused by what I just said, well, it's a long story and I won't get into it, but the whole reason why we moved was to get my mom better, and here she's getting worse. She's not happy, and no one else is about everything. Last night, I had no dinner. My dinner consisted of milk and hot chocolate...yeah. Real healthy. It sucked. We have no food in the house, therefore there's nothing to eat...therefore I'm losing more weight. *sigh* I won't get more into that...but it sucks. Other than that, I didn't sleep well at all because I haven't slept in a bed and in a room by myself for over 10 years. (Yes, that's right...I've been sleeping on my mom's floor for all these years...I'm a baby.) I had to take a part of a sleeping pill...and so did my mom. We didn't have an alarm so I was surprised that I woke up on time. THere were crows cawing at 1am, and the trash truck came at 5...and I could hear cars driving by. *sigh* It was like spending the night at a bad hotel. Today has sucked, too. First period, programming....and again, I find myself hopeless. I did nothing but self-depricate the WHOLE TIME. "I suck...I don't know how to do anything...etc." My friend tried to cheer me up, but it didn't work. I can't do anything. Then in gourmet, well, I just had to let my stress out. Luckily my teacher in that class is the nicest ever...I just sat and cried and told her everything about what's been going on. I just cried and cried. *sigh* And then I still cried after class as I went to english...it sucked. She (my gourmet teacher) is so nice though...we had this final project to do for class, and since we don't have food at home, and she knows that things have been tough...well, she exempted me from having to do it. ^^ That's one good thing. Everything else...just depressing... Well, I have to go now...so I'm really sorry about, well, everything. I don't know when I'll get a computer/internet working at home...probably for a longer time than I thought. Thanks for visiting, and sorry for being a hypocrite. ^^;

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Warning: thanks/shout-outs, internet, today, & moving stress

MORNING...it's morning. *sigh* Stupid morning...anyhoo, thanks a lot for the comments! *hugs* I'm glad you liked the vid/music...and to all of you that said that you don't mind yuri cause you love yaoi, too...well, *hugs to all of you* ^^ Hehe. Same with me. Anyhoo, all of you are so supportive with everything...so thanks a lot. I really don't know what I'd do without you! So I don't know how I'm going to survive for over a day without internet and yous guys! *grabs onto you all* Harvey, you needn't envy me. ^^; There's nothing fun about moving like how and why we are...and I personally don't care about my own bathroom. I could care less. But I'm sure if you apply to Immaculata, you'll get it! ^^ Good luck! Anyhoo, darkhuntress...*laugh* Hooray, we'll be freaks together!!! No, you're not weird one bit. *nods* Well, thanks again to all of you that visited me!! I'm in third period campus right now...savoring my internet-time...*grasps onto internet and doesn't want to let it go* YOU CAN'T MAKE ME LEAVE!!! >< *growls like a feral animal* Anyhoo...sorry about that...I need to get my stress out somehow!! So, yeah, I have this free period and one more later...but none tomorrow and no computer at home (OR INTERNET)...and I'm not sure when we'll get all that set up...so that's why I'm HOLDING ON FOR DEAR LIFE. Sure, it might just be for a day...*laugh* But it drives me crazy if I don't get on here to talk to you guys!! *hugs* I'm a total freak here...sorry...I'm a complete schedule person. If I don't do certain things everyday/almost same time, then I feel REALLY WEIRD. Ok... Sorry about that, I think all of this moving stress is driving me crazy. I'm actually glad to be at school...so I don't have to be home with the moving men and all that mess, to get away from everything...but then here I am at school, with all of the stress that comes along with THAT. *sigh* First period computer programming sucked, as usual. I didnt' know how to do anything on my own, and I'm so far behind. I didn't even finish the first lab. *sigh* Midterms are coming up, and our teacher hasn't even told us about them...oh God, I hope that he does...or just doesn't have one at all!! >< It's horrible! *sigh* My friend that is a total genius with programming was trying to cheer me up this morning, and our teacher was like, "Less chit-chat, and more programming!" "But she's trying to raise my self-esteem..." "We dont' need cheerleader time, so stop it." *sigh* Then I said to myself..."Fine...well, don't mind me while I get all suicidal..." Sorry...it's just, I'm really fed up with a lot of things right now, but don't worry, I wouldn't do anything to hurt myself...sometimes I feel like it, but I'd never do anything for real cause I'm a total chicken, which is a good thing in this respect. So all yesterday was spent packing more and lifting more heavy boxes and taking them over to the new house. Yes, moving does mean finding out how much stuff we have...and it's a lot. I wish we didn't have so much crap! *sigh* I only got like a half-hour of KH2 playing time while I was eating lunch, and then it was back to work...everything sucks...especially with my mom. She's been getting reactions (from the house???), so we're getting so worried...and even my face has been reacting a bit. But we can't do anything about it now...I hope that this move won't be for nothing...*sigh* And, man, I have so much school work, too...with no furniture to do it on...I guess I'll just be reading tonight! On the floor...and unpacking stuff... Well, thanks for visiting me. Sorry about the overly depressing/cranky post. ^^; I hope you all have a good day! P.S. I forgot! I made a wallpaper yesterday...my last day (probably) to make a wallpaper on photoshop...*sigh* I'll miss my photoshop. Anyhoo, so click on the thumbnail, download it, comment, or whatever you want. *hugs* thanks! Hosted By theOtaku.com.

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Warning: thanks, packing/moving, & vid

'Morning everyone...well, almost afternoon...^^; Thanks so much for the comments!!! This will be my last post from home until we get internet and everything set up at our new house...but I can post and stuff tomorrow during school since I have 2 free periods, so yeah. Anyhoo, I see you're all amazed at the fact that I'll have my own bathroom in my room...*laugh* I suppose that was the most important thing I said yesterday, too! ^^; That and me finding my Fruits Basket cell phone stickers. *nods* I'm glad that you liked the music video, too. A lot of you seemed to have already heard it! I'm amazed! ^^ It IS from some anime...that song...but I'm not sure which. *laugh* Possibly Blood+...but I've never seen it. So, yeah, anyhoo, thanks again for everything. *hugs* Jee...it's been like 20 minutes since I first started writing this post. *laugh* I've been sidetracked with watching...well, trying to find a good AMV on youtube to put on here for you guys. ^^; And after all of my looking, I probably won't even put one up! *laugh* Anyhoo...so yesterday was filled with lifting, packing, and moving...and driving back and forth between this house and our new one. My arms are pretty sore since I'm not used to menial labor at all. *laugh* Boy, those boxes sure were heavy!! Other than that, I really didn't do anything!! Just moving...and that's what today's going to be, too...despite me having today off...*sigh* I wish I could play some KH2...I'm almost to the end. Anyhoo, things weren't that great yesterday at the new house. My mom had a reaction, and she (along with all of us) worried that she might be allergic to the new house...and if that's so...well, it'll be horrible. It'll be too late though since that house is ours now...and we can't change it. My dad is getting angry right now at my mom for stuff...and he's pretty much been on edge all yesterday. *sigh* Things are tough around here...bleh. So, anyhoo, I'm tired...and my one eye feels like it got punched. *laugh* I don't know why though!! I must've slept on it weird. After I post I'll try to visit some of you, but then it'll be back to packing and carrying boxes. Tomorrow we're having moving men come to take the rest of the heavy stuff. Tonight we're disconnecting all the computers and electronics...so that means today's my last day to have "fun" until we get everything set up in the new house. Thursday, don't expect even a post from me...since I don't have any free periods at school that day, and I don't have internet at home. I'm sorry!!! Man...this post is just going nowhere, and fast! Sorry! I'm not happy about this post at all. *laugh* Yesterday's I liked...yes, I actually re-read my posts and gauge them...I'm a freak, I know. So I think I will just leave you with this one music video I found. The song is from Legends of Mana (video game...I'm pretty sure...cause I have some of the Mana games, but I haven't heard this song before!) and it's really good. The song is set to Maria-sama ga Miteru (one of my favorite anime), featuring Yumi (has pigtails) and Sachiko (long, dark blue hair)...and then later it shows Shimako and this other girl (can't remember her name). If you have something against or can't handle yuri (girlxgirl), then don't watch...but there's really only hugging in this one, no kissing. Anyhoo...I hope you like it: Sorry for such a boring/repetitive post! It's a shame, but I must go now...and continue to pack things...so I guess I won't be able to visit anyone! I'm really sorry!!! *hugs* Thanks for visiting silly ol' me. Have a great day! P.S. NOTE TO THOSE OF YOU IN THE OLS (or want to join!): Click on my banner up in my profile to be directed to the NEW site for the Literary club...it'll replace the old site of LinLang. The freewebs site is still the other main site though. *nods* In case you're wondering, too...Jungy promoted me to vice president of the club. *nods* ^^ Ok, that's all. Have a good day! ~packing still in progress~

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Monday, January 15, 2007

Warning: thanks, yesterday, Karas, angela aki vid, & thanks

Heya...thanks for the comments, you guys (well...girls, too...actually, mostly girls *laugh*). I'm glad you all liked my wallpaper though most of you (all of you) just looked at the thumbnail and didn't actually comment on it...and probably didn't download it either, but that's fine. I dont' mind. Thanks to those of you that said that you enjoy my long posts! ^^ I'm glad that they're not too hard on ya. KanuchGrrl...*laugh* Yes, I am American, but I'm not going to argue with you on that point. The majority of Americans are terrible drivers. *nods* Thanks also to more congrats on me getting into college and wishes of luck with our move. Hmm...I guess that's all I have to say as far as thanks go! I'm so glad that I made new friends (thanks to you, resengun) otherwise I wouldn't have gotten many comments at all...and I'm really missing certain people's comments a lot... So, yesterday, like i thought...we did more packing. It's sorta exciting, but I know that I'll be sad when we really move out of here. But it is cool that I'll have my own room with my OWN BATHROOM, shower and all. *nods* I can't wait to get new bookshelves and arrange all of my books/manga...and anime figures. Other than that...I can't think of anything really exciting/happy about getting this new house. ^^; Anyhoo, yesterday I found my Furuba cell phone stickers! I've been looking for them for months, thinking that they were in one of the boxes of stuff that we already packed. Well, it turns out that they were actually in my wallet...*laugh* That just shows how NOT OFTEN I look in my wallet. ^^; So I got them out and decorated my cell phone...cute Yuki, Kyo, and Tohru stickers. I didn't use my last Shigure one yet though. So now my cell phone's all cute! ^^ I also put a Tohru one on my mp3 player. *nods* Other than the packing and stuff, my brother and I watched this anime OVA (which we thought was just a movie at first) called Karas. It's REALLY GOOD. It was soooooo cool...and action-packed. The bad thing was that we thought it was a movie since they packed all the episodes together to make it seem like one...so when the end came we were like, "WTF???? THAT'S IT???? It can't end that way!!!" until we saw that the next 3 episodes would be released in a few months..."oh...we shouldn't be that pissed...there's a continuation." *laugh* I just don't want to wait until April. ^^; Ok...for a lack of stuff to say, other than I have today and tomorrow off from school...and it's a shame that I have to spend these days moving...well, I'm going to post a music vid here that I love. It's "This Love" by Angela Aki. It's one of my favorite songs EVER. She's awesome...she's part Italian-American part Japanese. ^^ I agree that she looks a bit ridiculous while singing and playing the piano like that...but mainly just listen to the song. *laugh* She is really pretty though...ok...anyhoo... Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* I love you guys...and again, I'm really sorry if I don't get to visit you much this week...I don't know how I'll survive without internet...whenever that is! Have a great day!

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Warning: thanks/sorry, moving, wallpaper/yesterday, & sorry again

Hello, everyone! ^^ Thanks for the comments. I see that a lot of you seem to be getting confused more easily with my posts as of late...I'm sorry. ^^; I guess either I'm just not being that clear, my speed-typing is getting the best of me, my posts are really TOO LONG, or I'm just going off the deep-end with nonsense. Sorry!! Thanks for the congratulations again about getting into college, and thanks a lot Xanth for the card~! ^^ I Love it!! You always find such awesome Air pictures to use by your favorite artist! *hugs* A lot of you wouldn't do the roleplaying, eh? Only for extra credit? Well, yes, I still do get the extra credit, and the RP-ing won't be that bad...I just have to dress up as her and basically act like her personality for the duration of the class. I don't have to memorize any lines, really ACT, or anything! *laugh* So, yeah, thanks again for everything! Yuppers, so I'm posting again today...and I'll probably be able to tomorrow and maybe tuesday at home, but wednesday I'll only be able to post/comment during school when I have my free periods because at our new house, we won't have internet and stuff yet...Thursday, I'm pretty sure I won't even get to post. *bows in apology* When it gets closer to that time, I'll tell you about it. Things are getting more confusing and worrisome with this move so I really can't be too exact with when I'll be on and when I won't...*sigh* Sorry. Today I'm sure I won't get to VISIT anyone...there is a lot of packing and stuff that needs to be done before tomorrow...so I'll be busy. Tomorrow we start moving some of our boxes to the new house, and tuesday is when we have these moving men come to do the bigger furniture...wednesday is when we'll have beds so that night will be our first night/day staying in the new house. *sigh* I'm scared...I don't wanna move!!! >< Yesterday...*thinks* I downloaded a lot of music...and made a wallpaper! It's of a chocobo from Final Fantasy. *nods* I DIDN'T DRAW IT. My friend AurionAddict did. I just did the background part and the little quote dealie. So here it is: Hosted By theOtaku.com. Wow...I'm amazed that MO got these thumbnail links and stuff...it's cool. Anyhoo, I basically just played video games yesterday and watched anime. I finished (well, my brother and I finished) watching Maria-sama ga Miteru Haru, which was really good...and same with Boys Be. *nods* Other than that...I barely ate...I found out that I've lost around 6 pounds from the recent stress, and that's not good. ^^; My oldest bro I DON'T NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT." It's weird...but whatever...umm...I can't think of anything else interesting. Today, like I said, will probably be filled with a lot of packing. I'm sorry ahead of time for the lack of visitations. *sigh* I hope you have a wonderful day! *hugs* Thanks for visiting me though.

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

Warning: thanks, today, last night, project, & sorry

*hugs* Morning everyone! Or...uh...almost afternoon here actually. ^^; Anyhoo, THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE COMMENTS. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! *hugs* Am I too free with my love? *laugh* Anyhoo...I really appreciate all of the congratulations about me getting into the college I wanted. ^^ That and the sympathy about my dad not having faith in me about getting in. I also got a lot of sweet comments dealing with my moving...thanks. It's going to be tough because, yeah, I've lived in this house practically all my life (16/18 years), and I'm really going to miss it. *sigh* Grifter, your comment was chock full of quotes it seemed! *laugh* Every line sounded so philosophical! ^^ Harvey...I hope you don't get back into your depressed state. It's always strange with us...when I'm depressed, you're happy and visa-versa. ^^; Everyone else, thanks a bunch, too!!!! *HUGS* So, here I am...on a saturday...taking my time posting and whatnot! That's cause my brother has work today since he didn't work on wednesday. It's only till 1 though...and it's almost 12 now...but he said he'd do other stuff afterwards anyway. ^^; I'm not sure how long I'll be on though because my mom and dad want to go and pick out a new computer desk and monitor and stuff for when we move...since we can't take this one apparently. They want me to come along, but I don't know...I dont' really feel like going. ^^; Also right now, I'm mass-downloading more anime/game mp3s at that site that I have the banner/link up in my profile. *points up there* All thanks to you guys clicking/going there! ^^ So if you haven't checked the place out, feel free to cause it's awesome! Yesterday, along with chatting with Hoaryu...*cough* I really buckled down and disciplined myself to do school work!! I finished my book report that's due this coming friday...yes, I did it a week ahead. ^^; That's because everything's gonna be crazy with the move, and I don't know when I'll have computer/internet back up and running in the new house. So, yeah, I feel so proud of myself getting that done! I really half-assed it though...*laugh* It wasn't as detailed as I made my previous one. ^^; Too much stuff happens in these books (The wolf King was the one I did for this)...so I just skipped around in the summary and everything. After that, I was able to play some KH2 before having dinner which consisted of cheesesteaks....pretty good, I guess. After dinner, my brother was playing Ape Escape 3. It's such a cute game...and the music's awesome, too, so that's what I happen to be downloading right now! *laugh* Hmm...nothing else really happened yesterday...I can't even remember school all that much. ^^; There are some things I forgot to tell you the other day...or at least I THINK I forgot to tell you. Well, remember me telling you about a project that we have to do for english for Fried Green Tomatoes? Well, maybe not...maybe I didn't even tell you...but anyhoo, we have to recreate the cafe that's in the book. Each kid has to contribute something, whether it's cooking the food and bringing it in, making posters, researching the music of the time, or ROLEPLAYING. I was at first signed up to do the cooking cause I like to cook...and I thought that'd be easy...well, lots of kids were signed up for it, and only 2 kids volunteered for the roleplaying. So our teacher was begging us to volunteer to be the other characters in the book...she even bribed us with 5 extra credit points. No one raised their hand. "Come on, guys...we still need a Grady and an Evelyn. Ok...well, we could do without Grady, but we NEED an Evelyn." Well, I started thinking about it...I'm not usually one to like, um, doing stuff like this in front of the class...but seeing how Evelyn was my favorite character (*laugh* She's this lady that gets depressed alot...and then she forms a split-personality of Towanda that happens to be VERY sexist. *laugh* Bombs in porn, anyone?), I decided to raise my hand. *nods* So when we do that, I have to dress up as her...and just basically act like her, which shouldn't be too hard for me! *laugh* Ok, that's it for me today. Sorry, I think this post might've turned out really long...^^; I can't even tell. Forgive me if it is. I'll try to visit some people today, but seeing how it's the weekend...and we're going to be packing and stuff, well, I probably won't get to many of you. Sorry. Have a good day! *hugs*

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Friday, January 12, 2007

Warning: thanks, college, yesterday, & move

Hello, my friends! *HUGS* I love you guys...you're the best...how many times have I told you that??? But I'm totally serious...I don't know what I'd do without you guys. *hugs* I'm so glad that I joined MO almost a year ago...it's wonderful. So, yeah, thanks so much for the comments!!! YUG! >_< OMG, cutest pictures EVER...each one brought a big smile to my face. Especially this one: SO CUTE. *smiles* And the other pics were so cute, too. Anyhoo, I'm glad you all liked my poem...though, yes, it's sad. ^^; Sorry 'bout that...all I'm capable of writing is sad/tear-inducing stuff!!! I'm sorry!! But again, thanks for saying that you enjoyed it. Do you want to read my autobiography? I had Hoaryu read it...and even he was almost crying...I don't know if you guys wanna read it. *laugh* Alrighty then, so thanks AGAIN for everything. *hugs* I'm in Japanese class...posting of course. ^^; I didn't have a campus (free) period today, so yeah. The first thing I'd like to make clear is that, yes, I'm moving this coming week...but I'm still going to the same school at least. *nods* I'm technically out of the district, but since I moved after this certain date, I was able to stay! So there's one thing...another thing is that some of you are assuming that I'm in college. ^^; NO, I'm not YET...I'm a senior. BUT I HAVE GOOD NEWS. I found out yesterday that I was accepted into the college that I applied to!!! ^^ Yuppers! That one and only college that I applied to!! HOORAY! So now I don't have to worry about not getting into college this year...cause that was the only place I applied...*laugh* My dad was mad at me for only applying to one, but hey, who cares now? I'm in!! And I got a great (I think) scholarship there, too! It's basically half-price tuition now! ^^ That's what made my dad the happiest...knowing that he won't have to pay as much. Something that made me feel bad about about that whole college thing...and with my dad is that he didn't have any faith in me. He didn't think that I was going to make it in, and he also thought that I WOULDN'T get a scholarship (or not much) because my SAT score wasn't that high. Apparently he didn't care that my GPA was above a 4.0. I just couldn't believe that he didn't even think that I'd get in...*sigh* It really made me feel bad...him, of all people, not having any faith in me! He just seemed like the happiest person in the world though...when I told him that I saved him money...that's all he cares about. So that was basically the highlight of my day yesterday. That, and I got to play KH2 before going to bed last night. *nods* I NEVER get to...it's cause my brother (the jerk one) was really tired so he just rested while I played. ^^; My oldest bro though had a great b-day. *nods* He liked his gifts (mainly home stuff for his apartment), and we went out to eat...which was fun, I suppose. THe food wasn't that great, but the waiter was funny. ^^; He was really nice, and boy could he talk! Other than that, I did my homework...and struggled with my programming (of course), which I quickly gave up on. *sigh* So today, I'm staying after school for a bit to get more help with my programming. I got the one program done, but I can't get the other yet. *sigh* This is the big weekend/week of our MOVE. I don't want to...and I have so much crap to do with school and everything. *sigh* I have no clue when we will and will not have a computer/internet...so you probably won't see any posts from me on tuesday and wednesday (unless I have campus at school). ^^; Sorry!! Ok, that's all for me! I gotta go to dance now! Have a great day, and thanks for visiting!!! *hugs*

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Warning: thanks, bro's b-day/no time/sorry, poem, & sorry again!

Hiya, everyone! *hugs* Thanks for the comments...though MUCH fewer than the past few days! ^^; You guys have been spoiling me with 10+ comments everyday, so that now me only getting 7 is a shock! But, really, it's fine. *nods* I understand...especially since I barely visited anyone. I think I only got to 3 people's sites...maybe 4, maybe. So, yeah...it's ok...thanks for the comments though...with the encouragement on my programming (again), and I think that's all that was really important! I'm really sorry! I can't believe I took like 5 paragraphs or whatever just to get some comments out of you about my programming problems!! I'm sorry! Anyhoo...thanks again... Alrighty, today is january 11...my oldest brother, Derek's, birthday. *nods* Happy birthday to him! He's not the perverted jerk one! Anyhoo, so we're going out to eat tonight...which sucks. I don't want to cause I have a lot of homework due tomorrow...*sigh* More programming, which I'm hopeless in (thanks hoaryu for saying i'm not hopeless though...), and more reading/questions for english. *sigh* I have a lot of work, and I'm going for more programming help during my other campus...so, yeah. I won't have much computer/fun time today. I'm really sorry. ^^; I'm SO STRESSED OUT...everything...moving...everything. Anyhoo, so I went to my guidance counselor first thing this morning (instead of going to art club), and decided to rant and rave. I haven't gotten to cry for a while, so I went there...and luckily no one else was there, so after getting stuff done with my schedule I...*closes door* "Ok, I'm gonna close the door now so I can just start crying now, ok?" *breaks down complaining about everything, feeling bad...whatever* Yuppers...so I got my crying out...my counselor really didn't help me all that much, but at least I got to cry! ^^; *sigh* I'm a pathetic mess lately. I just talked about how I don't know what I'm doing in my classes, how I don't want to move, how I'm really stressed out, how I'm depressed for no reason...yup, all that crap. Now then...a poem...I don't have it finished right NOW, but maybe along the way it'll get there...it's basically my morning. I keep my bangs long To cover my eyes. So then you can't see them Tear-streaked with lies. Green with some brown Turn swollen and red. I don't want to be here, Away from my bed. Tears blur my vision As I walk to class. I don't look at his face As I hand him the pass. I know it's hopeless For me to do well, But I try anyway... As my eyes swell. HMMMmmmmmm....yeah. So that's my depressing poem of the day. ^^; Which is basically, like I said, this morning for me...then going to my programming class. It's an awfully plain and, uh, uncreative poem...but whatever. I don't care. I suck anyway... So, sorry again for, well, everything. I won't be able to visit anyone. *hugs* I hope you liked that poem...sorta. I hope you all have a good day!

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