Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Warning: thanks, today, sorry, & lack of concentration

Hello, everyone! *hugs* You guys are so awesome...it's unbelievable. I'm glad you enjoyed reading about my prison trip...and about Lindsay's, um, interestingly funny comment. *laugh* If you didn't quite get it...or figure it out...well, PM me if you really want to know about it. ^^; I'd just rather not write it here...I told Hoaryu what it was, and he cracked up, so yeah. It has A LOT to do with the word "skull" in skull panda. Anyhoo...*hugs* Thanks to the 14 people that commented! I got lots of hugs and sweet words about me being depressed...Magnus, *laugh* I don't know about all those spiders!! I love my mommy and wouldn't want her in some strange coccoon of spider webs just so I can cry. *laugh* Thanks for the suggestion though! I didn't get to cry, and I probably still should...cause I want to, but oh well...I'll find some reason to...soon, like when we move. ^^; Ok then, thanks again for the comments~! Well, right now I'm in Japanese class...listening to my class and posting. *laugh* I haven't really been paying much attention...since I've been on MO, chatting with Hoaryu and Hyli, and well, POSTING. So, yeah. I'm behind with the classes...but oh well. So far I've had law and justice class, during which we talked about yesterday's field trip and then read crap from the book. Then I had english. We had a vocab quiz and went over the new vocabulary lesson...and played that "game." This time, Leslie volunteered to go in our group, so I had an interesting time trying to teach her the words. ^^; I wasn't as good as her since I couldn't think up dirty ways to remember the words...I also felt awkward teaching her, because...well, I just am...thinking about whether I still like her or not...or whatever. *shakes head wildly* Ok! I won't talk about that anymore... *sigh* Today sucks. You know why? My brother doesn't have to work today (he's working a shorter day on saturday)...so that means I won't have visiting time. Sorry!! I don't have visiting time or any chatting time after school...it really sucks...I'm so sorry. For those of you that have been my friends since I started (or near there...during the summer, too), you'll know my dilemma with my brother and computer time. Remember when he used to not work...or only work part-time and not work certain days? I spent most of my posts complaining, and I would go a week or more without commenting on anyone's sites. I'm so amazed that a lot of you have still stayed my friends...even through that. *hugs* So I'm sorry again for not being able to comment or anything. I'm really tired right now...bleh...I just want to sleep. Lately I've also been having trouble concentrating on stuff, like homework. That's common with depression...and lack of sleep, so yeah. I just don't like it...like when I think about having to do some reading, or work on my programming...I just really DON'T WANT TO DO IT. I put it off...and then end up doing it cause my conscious gets to me, but I really just feel like giving up right away and just...bleh, doing nothing. I don't know how I'll even pass this next chapter in programming. I haven't committed anything to memory yet...I have no clue how to do anything...I read the chapter, but it made no sense, and my teacher has basically been helping me the whole time. *sigh* I suck! I wish school didn't exist...at least right now... Ok, I'm going to go now. I really have to pay attention to my classes...I suppose. ^^; Thanks for visiting me, and sorry for no comments today. *hugs*

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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Warning: thanks, prison, food, & bleh

*hugs* I love you guys so much!! Thanks a lot for the comments...19! Well, really 17...I suppose...since Hyli and Hoaryu commented twice just to tell me my inbox was full. ^^; It isn't anymore! Anyhoo, I really appreciate all of the comments you gave me...I got so many long ones! And a requested one from my friend Rachel (AurionAddict). ^^ I wub her so much...we've decided that we're almost exact copies of each other. *laugh* At least our feelings and whatnot...if you don't believe me, read her comment and get a gist...cause, yeah. Anyhoo, I'll talk about my prison trip in this post, and again, I loved the comments...with all of the attempts at helping me and everything. I could feel the empathy and sympathy flowing from the text on the computer screen! Ok! Maybe not! But...yeah! Ok then, as I said...prison field trip was today! It was pretty fun. *nods* Though I gotta say...the actual tour was the least fun. ^^; I enjoyed the bus ride and lunch the best! I sat with Lindsay (Narret) and she's crazy...well, she has one of the worst minds out there. *laugh* This guy that we hung out with (well...he's in our class, and that's basically it) had on a shirt with "skull panda" on it. Terribly cute, but terribly susceptible to Lindsay's dirty mind...she starts cracking up for a reason unknown to us, we ask her what was wrong, and she doesn't directly answer..."No...no...you'll hate me if I say it! My mind is a terrible place...you'll probably be very disturbed if I tell you." Well, she later tells me what she first thought of when she saw skull panda, and we keep on laughing about it, making the thought even worse, and not telling the guy what she said. ^^; I don't even want to type it cause it's so bad...let's just say the F-word is involved along with skull...and skull panda...and it's disturbing yet funny at the same time. Adding words such as "gang", "dark alley", and "he had it coming"...make it even worse of a thought. Oh, and "ripe." Sorry...I'm being very vague about this whole thing...simply cause you probably won't think it's that funny and because it just wouldn't come out AS funny with me typing it. Anyhoo, so at the prison we didn't get to talk to an inmate like they said we would cause we didn't have time. We saw the brand-new maximum security cells, control room, medical area...and...the minimal security dining area. There was one inmate, however, that decided to yell outside the bars, "Woo, look at the girls! Check out those butts!! HEY, I'm crazy! I killed 3 guys, ate 'em, and raped 'em! You don't wanna get near me...and you don't wanna come here!" ...he was probably just arrested for drugs, but he was funny nonetheless. ^^; The warren and sergeant that talked to us/walked with us were great though. They have great senses of humor, and they said that you need that to be in their line of work. *nods* After prison, we had lunch...and we ate at the Atlanta Bread Company. Yummy. We still had some time left so we went on over to the Barnes and Noble...where I checked out the manga section and fantasy section...and couldn't buy anything cause all I had left was $1.81. ^^; The guy that was with us (who we were teasing his skull panda shirt) actually offered to buy the one book I wanted for me...I declined: 1.because we didn't have much time left and 2.I felt in no way comfortable having a guy buy me something like that...even though I'd probably have to pay him back anyway. ^^; No thanks. I don't like him, and he hopefully doesn't like me...anyhoo...so that was my trip! Now I'm back home. We went back to school for a bit, and I got help with my programming. I finished the one program, yay. Now I'm really tired...and I want to sleep...I still have that lingering "bleh" feeling of depression with me, and I just want to cry. I don't want to though cause my mom would be like, "Why are you crying???" and freak out...so, yeah. I need a reason to cry. *sigh* Ok, sorry for the long post!! ^^; You probably didn't read it all, but oh well! Thanks for visiting me anyway! Oh, and resengun, thanks a lot for telling your friends about me. ^^ Very sweet of you. Well, have a good day everyone!

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Monday, January 8, 2007

Warning: thanks, hw, field trip, & confused

Posting time...hmm....well, thanks a lot for the comments. ^^ I got pretty many just short ones...and I think I really confused you guys with that whole phone thing. ^^; Sorry about that. I won't get back into it, but I just don't think I explained it well enough cause some people that I was calling my own house and I didn't like doing that and stuff...well, that's not what it was. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments though! I love you guys! *hugs* Hmm...so, yeah, maybe Hogan did know that we were moving soon, and that why he stayed there all day. Sorta like a farewell party or something. ^^ I'm gonna miss him, but the owner lady said that maybe I could come visit sometime, and during the summer she has her horses there. I've never seen/ridden horses before...but, yeah. ^^; So, again, thanks for the comments and everything! I'm in 3rd period campus right now, chatting with Hoaryu and Hylian. I love those guys. ^^ Anyhoo, yesterday was terrible...as far as homework went. I had so much to do for English, reading and answering questions for Fried Green Tomatoes. It's a really good book, it's just that i hate having to answer so many questions and do this other thing for the discussion groups. Don't they know that dissecting a book this much makes us dislike it? I mean, I'm enjoying the book as it is...but it takes so long when you have to do all this other stuff. So it took me like over 2 hours to do all that stuff...and THEN I had to work on my programming crap. *sigh* I got sooo fed up with it that i was on the verge of crying. I hate it so much cause I can't figure out anything on my own. I'm horrible. So I gave up, and emailed my teacher again...with the whole "I'm really sorry again...you must be annoyed with me...I couldn't figure it out. I need help!" So this morning, I had class, and he said, "Boy, Kelsey, you sure sounded bummed out last night." after asking me how I was. "Yeah, bummed out...I was on the verge of crying from frustration!!" So he helped me today though...and I got the one program to work, but I still have the other to do. *sigh* I suck. Tomorrow there's a field trip for law and justice class! I'm going on it...though I don't want to miss my classes tomorrow. *sigh* But it should be fun. We're going to prison! Yuppers! ^^ We're visiting the local prison to learn more about it. I'll tell you guys about it tomorrow I suppose. Yesterday, of course, I was really depressed-feeling. I didn't cry though...but I felt like it, and I still do. *sigh* I hate it. I want to cry right now, but I'm in school...and it'd be for no particular reason either. ^^; I'm a very confused person right now, too. I don't know what I want...in anything...in love, when deciding what to watch, eat...pretty much anything. I'm very confused. That girl I told you about before, well, I had a dream with her in it the other night...and she was hugging me, but this morning (just a few minutes ago), she sat next to me to do her english work. We were talking, and I asked her about her date the other day...and she said it was great. I'm glad it went well for her, and she said that her whole weekend was the best ever. *sigh* It doesn't matter...I guess I don't like her anymore, but I'm not sure about liking anyone. My previous poem was probably all a lie. I don't want to be alone...I want someone, anyone to be there and hug me...I guess that's all I want. I'm a baby. *sigh* I'm just really confused about EVERYTHING, especially myself. I find myself often saying, "I hate myself. I hate me." I'm just very unsatisfied with who I am...last night, it rained a lot. I love the rain. And I just wanted to go out and stand in it, get soaked, until I got sick. Well, thanks for reading my post...or however much of it you did. *hugs* Thanks for being here for me. I hope you have a great day! P.S. So many of you have already updated...WHY??? *sigh* I don't know if I can get to all of them...sorry.

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Sunday, January 7, 2007

Warning: thanks, Hogan story, homework/depressed, & sorry

*hugs everyone* Thanks so much for the comments!! ^^ I got ones from a lot of people that think German Shepards are soooooooooo cute, which I agree, and then I got some from cat-lovers. *nods* That's fine, too! Anyhoo, I hope you all had fun taking that EIQ test thing. I'm surprised that some of you (that I've heard back from about it) have gotten a lower score than me! ^^; I just don't know how that's possible...but it doesn't really matter. Don't believe those tests; they're just fun to do. Yeah, I did pretty much speed-type that post. *laugh* I think it took me 7 or 8 minutes to do...which sounds like a long time, but usually it takes me 10-15 minutes to write one of my huge-arse posts. ^^; So, yeah, thanks again to all of the people that commented! I love you all!! So, Hogan (the german shepard that lives in a house through the woods) stayed all day yesterday. *laugh* ALL DAY. He usually goes back on his own after maybe an hour at most!! Yesterday, he didn't want to go back at all! He just stayed outside our door and wanted to play. ^^; So I'd go out there and play with him some...threw him Frisbees (which he quickly broke in half) and sticks, and he'd catch them in the air sometimes. *nods* He's such a good dog...but anyhoo, no matter how many times I told him to go back, and how many times I just shut the door in his face (awwwwwww...I felt so bad doing that!!! He would just stare at the door and wanna come in...), he just stayed here. ^^; When Totoro would want to go out, well, we had to take him out back on his leash...to protect him from Hogan because, well, he's afraid of him. *laugh* Totoro is 1/3 Hogan's size or something. So anyhoo, after about 3-4 hours of him being there...I decided to call the number on his tag (this is a very brave thing for me to do! I hate calling numbers!!), and I got the message machine. Well, later, I got a call back from the lady that lives where I called...and for some reason I got a different number, not the number of Hogan's owner! She was really nice though and said that they knew the family, and actually said that her husband was playing with the owner guy of Hogan. What a coincidence! So she called him to tell him, and then much later (like 5:00) they finally came to pick him up. In case you're wondering, the whole phone number thing was weird...cause even she tried calling the guy's number, and it ended up ringing HER house! ^^; So they need to figure that out. Ok, that's the end of my dog story, sorry for taking up so much space with it... Anyhoo, I got an email back from my teacher with some tips on how to do that program...I don't know if it'll help me much cause I'm stupid, but we'll see. I have a TON of homework today, what with all of the reading/questions to do for english and those 2 programs. It sucks. *sigh* Yesterday, I went with Derek to see his apartment; it's really nice and big...but lonely-feeling. I felt pretty depressed for a lot of yesterday (starting with seeing Hogan outside all day...with no one paying attention to him) especially when I thought about how Derek won't be living with us anymore, and when I thought...we're really moving soon...I'm going to miss this house so much. I wanted to cry a lot yesterday, but I held it in. ^^; *sigh* Well, thanks for visiting me! *hugs* I love you guys, and sorry for the boring post. ^^; Thanks again, and I hope you have a great day! Sorry for no visiting time on my part again!!!

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Saturday, January 6, 2007

Warning: dog/thanks, test/moving, warm/programming, & sorry

I'm gonna either have to be a speed typer right now, or just make a shorter post...sorry, cause I don't have much time! I slept later for reasons I'll say later, and I was just busy with the "neighbor's" (they live who knows how far away through the woods on the other side..." dog, Hogan, that decided to pay me a visit. ^^ He's soooo cute...he's a German Shepard, and he's really nice. He first came over last or 2 winters ago...no, actually, he first came over like 5 summers ago! When we were on a trip to CA, but Derek was home, and he said some strange big dog was in our yard. *laugh* So, yeah, anyhoo...I was playing with him for a bit and saying "goodbye" since I'll never seen him again once we move. *sigh* Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments! I got a lot again! *hugs you all* I'm glad you liked my prison design (well, my and Narret's). *laugh* Ok, Mota, we'll kitty posters, too. *nods* Hahaha....make sure you don't get arrested and have to go to Hammurabi penitentiary! Thanks again!!! *hugs* Here's the link to that EIQ test I was talking about:EIQ test. *nods* So if you were curious, well, go ahead! Anyhoo, so I'm really tired right now from the lack of sleep during the morning...cause of Derek's moving. The only time he could rent the moving truck thing was first thing in the morning! 7am, so he and my dad...and then later his friend, were over here making tons of noise with the moving of all the heavy furniture down the stairs. That wouldn't have been so bad if my dog wasn't BARKING NON-STOP the whole time..."What's going on????? What's going on??? What is that??" <--probably what my dog was saying in his annoying barks...and at the moment, he's still barking because of Hogan being outside. *sigh* Hogan usually comes over on warmer days. Despite it being January, it's 70 something degrees!!! It's crazy!!! So, yeah, I guess he picked the right day to wander through those woods...anyhoo, I want some snow. *thinks* Last night I was working on some programming, to NO AVAIL. I didn't know how to do anything...and Hoaryu couldn't help either. *laugh* So I emailed my teacher, but I'm sure that he won't reply by monday...it sucks. I suck. I have no clue how to do anything. >< Argh. Sorry...it's the weekend...so that means little to no visiting. *bows in apology* Also, no chatting or whatever. *sigh* Well, I guess I'd better go check on the dog(s) again...thanks for visiting me. Much love. *hugs*

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Friday, January 5, 2007

Warning: THANKS, review, prison, today, & weekend

*HUGS* Oh my goddess...*laugh* RECORD AMOUNT OF COMMENTS. Sure, it wasn't like I got 29 different people commenting, but I did get a total of 29 comments! Most ever for me! ^^ Thanks soooo much!! I love you people...but then again, I say that all the time. Thanks for all of the compliments on the banner I made for bishieluver! She got it to work thanks to Hyli-chan's (hehe) advice...though I already mentioned that as probably being a problem...but whatever! Anyhoo, all that matters is that it's solved, and yeah. ^^ So thanks again for the compliments on it. Thanks also for the congrats about the over 2700 hits! It's all because of you guys, you know! All I did was post almost everyday. ^^; Yug, I LOVED the cute puppy pic that you gave me...SOOO CUTE...like, fall over helpless cute. I'll talk more about that later. Hehe. Thanks for the support and whatnot about the whole relationship thing, and about my friend that I mentioned. *nods* ^^ Superchick...yeah, it's a bit confusing, but I won't get into it here. ^^; Well, thanks again to all of you!! Ok, now I'll tell you about what you might be interested in...that programming test I mentioned yesterday. My teacher let me redo that problem, and guess what??? I GOT IT RIGHT! So that meant that I got a total of 9 points added to my test's grade, making it a B- instead of a C-! ^^ Oh, that made me so happy. About my friend, she's going on that date today with that guy...and she looked to be thinking about it all class. I hope it goes well for her...cause she didn't really want to go. Hmm...I guess that's all for more, um, updating about yesterday's stuff! Now for today! Law and Justice was FUN today...know why? *laugh* Cause our final project is to design a prison. We're to work in groups, and I"m working with Lindsay (Narret on MO). It was so much fun...*laugh* It's going to have a "death chamber" where the prisoners that killed someone (our motto is "If you killed someone, we kill you back) get to choose their form of death from a menu. *laugh* Our prison's called "Hammurabi Penitentiary" after the great Hammurabi, a leader from many many many many years ago that came up with the policy of "an eye for an eye." Hehe, so anyhoo...other features include: instead of barbed wire, there's a fence with a tube with slost on top that houses VERY ANGRY hornets that come out and attack a person if they try to escape, a moat that is in between the male's and female's prisons and the death chamber, many recreation areas...such as a b-ball court in the middle of a track, and pits filled with angry scorpions, turtles, and a pink snake. *laugh* Oh, and about the cute doggie pic...well, there are going to be posters of cute puppies all over the place condemning the prisoners...and warning them to never hurt puppies! There are other features, but those are the ones that I'll list for now...haha...our teacher, Mr.Bellavance, just goes along with it, laughing. We're his faves anyway. Other than that...in psychology, we took a EIQ test online (emotional IQ). I got fairly low, an 87...which is out of 150. I don't disagree though; we all know that I have low self-esteem and I get depressed a lot. ^^; Hmm...what else happened today...my Brazilian friend, Deborah, leaves today for Brazil...I'll miss her. She was in my gourmet class. *nods* I don't think anything else interesting has happened today! I have service club next, with my all-time fave Ms.Jones, where I get to grade papers from her stupid classes! *laugh* It's always so much fun marking all those wrong answers. At the moment, my face is really itchy...*sigh* It's stupid...allergic to something. Anyhoo, it's almost the weekend, yay! But...no yay...cause then I dont' get much computer time. *sigh* Derek (my oldest bro, not the jerk) is moving out tomorrow to his apartment! I hope all goes well...I'll sure miss him at home. ^^; I just feel so badly that I didn't spend as much time with him as I should've...all cause of Corey, the controlling jerk brother. *sigh* Well, that's all for me today. *hugs* Have a fantabulous friday!! THanks for visiting me! *hugs*

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Thursday, January 4, 2007

testing

This is the banner I made for Bishieluver01...like it? Anyhoo, for some reason it refuses to show up on her site. ^^; Won't work or something...so I'm just testing it out on mine...weird. Can you see it? I can...but some ppl can't... Well, go read my other post now...it's, uh, long...and, I don't know. I'm regretting some of the stuff I wrote, but whatever...I'm not getting the comments that I'm looking for. ^^; It's fine though. *hugs*

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Warning: lots of thanks, test, & liking people

Hello, everyone! *hugs a ton* Thanks so much for your comments yesterday...I got a lot, and many of them were quite long. I'd also like to say: That's right! I have over 2700 visits...and it's all thanks to you guys. *hugs* Thanks so much! Anyhoo, thanks again for your condolences and whatnot about my being depressed. I really appreciate them. They cheer me up a bit, I'd say. It's nice to know that I have friends on here at least that care about me. *hugs* Well, I'm in campus right now...sitting next to Narret, and chatting with Hoaryu and Hylian88. ^^ I love these people...so much fun to talk to. *hugs them* Anyhoo, I had computer programming and law and justice so far (yes, L&J is short for that), and well...I got back my test from programming. *sigh* A 71%. I did terrible, like usual. I actually got lower, but he gave us an extra point cause we didn't learn one of the questions...BUT, BUT!!! The one problem, it was out of 10 points, I got -8...hahaha...BAD. Cause I was confused about it, so I told him that...and, well, he let me redo that problem today. ^^; That was really nice of him, but I still don't think I got it right...but at least maybe I won't have 8 points off for it! Maybe just 2...or 3...or something. *thinks* Next period I have english with that new teacher, and I have a quiz on the reading from that book. I don't really remember the stuff though...cause I finished reading that part like last saturday or sunday or something. ^^; So I hope I get time to study first...cause I got a C on the last quiz. Um, so yesterday's class, like i said, was interesting with that stupid vocabularly thing. I felt so embarrassed when I was struggling with the definition...all because of Leslie and her perverted helping! ^^; "It's a full moon tonight! I can't help it...I get horny." *laugh* Yup, that's what all class was like yesterday with her. She broke up with her boyfriend 3 days before, after them being together for 2 YEARS! *sigh* They were seen everywhere together, and they even had wedding plans and everything. I mentioned her in a post before, too, when I said that I had a crush on her...and it was a total wasted thing cause of her boyfriend, well, now he's out of the picture, but that means nothing. *sigh* She said some girls have actually asked her out...but she turned them down; why, I don't know exacly, but whatever. She has a date with some guy this friday that her ex is making her go on "to forget about him." ^^; She shouldn't have to do that... Anyhoo, sorry about that. ^^; Didn't really want to mention her...but I did. I wish there was no such feeling as "like" or "love"...it gets in the way, and I'm so uncomfortable with it. I'm afraid of relationships all together...I suppose it doesn't matter with who. I just AM. I'm afraid of people liking me more than a friend, and I'm afraid of liking them more, too...I guess I just don't want a commitment or something. *sigh* Sorry, why am I talking about this so freely??? Argh...well, please don't hate me for it...please... Well, I'm gonna go now...I think I tortured you enough with my post. Have a great day! And below is an alligator made by my friend Lindsay (Narret): ~~^^^^*<

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Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Warning: thanks/shout-outs, today so far/making a fool, sick/depressed, & club

*sigh* Thanks for the comments everyone. *hugs* Again, I got a good amount...so, yeah. As I said in my late post yesterday, I changed the music on my site. It takes a while to load though...but it's worth it! ^^; It's from the second season of Maria-sama ga Miteru (Marimite). It's so pretty...anyhoo, thanks for the comments/compliments on my poem yesterday. I'm glad that you liked my pathetically depressing poem...thanks to those of you that gave me hugs because you know that unfortunately, a lot of what I wrote is pretty true about myself. *hugs* Shizuka, you've been with me for a while with this...same with you Reki, and Jungy (thanks so much for your comments! Compliments from the master writer are really, well, special. ^^)...and Mota and EmilySadako. You've all been friends of mine for quite some time. *hugs* So you guys know me and my depressed moods. ^^; Wings of Dream, umm...do I feel better after I write the poems? Well, I'd like to say that I do, but not always...Anyhoo, thanks again, and it sucks that it's back to school time for almost everyone...again. I'm in Japanese class right now, typing this, because for one thing, I don't have a campus today, and...well, I have a justified reason for not watching my classes--they won't load. Stupid quicktime Japanese classes that don't load...so, yeah. Um...so far I've had law and justice and english class. In L&J, we watched some of My Cousin Vinny. *laugh* That is a GOOD movie. Then in English, with my NEW teacher...no longer that pregnant biatch from before (since she had her baby). She started out seeming nice and everything...and I like her a lot more cause she moved all the reading stuff that was due to tomorrow, and the stuff that's due friday is due monday now! Even though I already had today's stuff done...anyhoo, so we went through the new vocabulary lesson, and we did that game where one person in the group goes up and, well, participates in the "game"...and I was the person. My team didn't win (unfortunately) because I missed one or two words, and it was really ridiculous that she wasn't going to give me the point for a word (ensconce) because my definition wasn't "exact." *sigh* I made a complete full of myself because the girl in my group (leslie, the girl I had...and maybe still has a crush on) made me think of, well, naughty things to remember the words. ^^; So I couldn't quite get the definition out...without cracking up and hesitating. Ugh, I felt so stupid. Now, yeah, I feel like CRAP. For the past few days, my throat has been hurting so I'm probably getting sick. *sigh* I haven't been sick all school-year...but now I probably am. I thought it was just from all my singing, but I guess not since it still hurts. Other than that, I'm still quite depressed-feeling. I actually feel like crying at the moment...I almost broke into tears like 10 minutes ago or whatever, because I was telling Kupo about us moving and stuff...then I saw my one friend that never eats lunch with me anymore, and we talked...and I really just didn't feel like talking to her at all though. *sigh* I haven't been the most social person as of late...for the past few school days, I find myself only talking to teachers or people that I have to associate with because they ask me stuff or whatever. Anti-social to the max, I just don't feel like talking to people anymore...they usually don't want to talk to me anyway, so why should I bother? Hmm...today there's an animal rights club meeting, but I'm not going. I thought I had a lot of homework to do, but no, that's not the case anymore...but I still don't want to go. It's ending up just like art club--no friends, feeling left out. So, yeah, I'm not going. Well, I have cooking for friends today though...so hopefully that'll cheer me up some. I like cooking, and plus we're doing it for a good cause (giving it to homeless people/shut-ins), so yeah. I wonder what we'll make today. Well, thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I'm sorry about this depressing post...I'm just not lively today at all. Thanks for being here for me though, and I hope I can visit some sites today. *hugs* Have a great day!

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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

new song

Well, I just changed the song on my site. *nods* It's not from AIR this time though...but it's still pretty. It's from Maria-sama ga Miteru ~Haru~ (the second season). I think this song is soooo pretty...so, yeah. ^^; I hope you like it (if you can hear it), and read my last post now! It has a poem! Thanks.

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