Monday, December 18, 2006

Warning: narret interruption, thanks, brain and dog sculpting, & today

Helloz, everyone! *hugs* Thanks a ton zomg, interruption from narret!!! luves you allls!! *laugh* If you're wondering, those last couple of sentences were outbursts from Narret (my friend Lindsay). *laugh* She just came over behind me and reached over my shoulders to type that...anyhoo, as I was saying. *laugh* Thanks for the comments! I got longer ones, too! ^^ GYORoxas, OMG! I haven't heard from you in literally forever! Thanks so much for your comment yesterday and on my other post! *nods* Everyone else, thanks for the compliments on my theme and I actually don't think I'm sick...it's just been weird lately. I've been feeling sick to my stomach almost every morning. ^^; But I guess it's not the flu. Anyhoo, thanks for all the wishes of good luck on my brain project! I'll write about that next! So, yesterday I worked on my model of a brain for psychology class. It took a while, but I got it done! It looks NOTHING like a brain! *laugh* Seriously, it's barely even 3D...and it looks like a piece of crap. My oldest brother, who is sorta an artistic person, was going to help me...but he didn't do much. He just did the brain stem, but I gotta admit, he sure did sculpt a NICE brain stem. *laugh* So this project is actually due on wednesday. Wow, early? Yes! I just had to get it done because I have all this other crap due for English on wednesday. I just have no clue how I"m going to bring in my brain. ^^; Anyhoo, when I got tired of working on building my brain (*laugh* This all just sounds so weird) I started to make a doggie. Hehe, so I molded a cute little doggie out of the white clay I had left over...I wuv him; he's so cute. ^^ I like him better than my stupid brain... Hmm...other than that, I really didn't do much! I chatted some with Hoaryu, but that's all...yesterday was boring! ^^; This morning is boring! I did nothing but program and be BORED TO DEATH in law and justice. Practically every guy in the class left for some sports field trip, so it was empty. *laugh* Next I have English, where I'm going to have to take a quiz on the next section of reading in FGT, and then discuss in our groups. While I've been typing this, my friends have been on this quiz site putting in random people/thing's names and seeing what their "gangsta" names and such are. *laugh* It's quite amusing...anyhoo, I'm really trailing off here to nothingness. Sorry about that! This was a short and boring post. ^^; Oh, I just remembered...I'm staying after school today to work on my gingerbread house. *nods* Hopefully I can get it done. Well, that's all for me; have a fantabulous day! *hugs*

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

Warning: thanks/shouts-outs, ill, mp3s, KH2, brain project, & wp

Hello, everyone! *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments yesterday...I heard from people who I haven't heard from in a long time!!! Or that I just never heard from! *hugs everyone* Thanks Perios, Mr.Cloud, Asialonewolfe, & KaizDarkAngel! I haven't seen a comment from you guys in a long time. *nods* And of course Yug, Xanth, Spirit, EmilySadako, and Hoaryu...thanks a bunch for your comments as well. I suppose we all agree that fathers and brothers can be jerks. *sigh* It's a fact of life I suppose...but still, he really didn't need to say that. Yes, it dose sorta sound funny, but...eh, oh well. And about my dog, he's always been like that. His favorite is my one brother and him only. We've had him for 5-6 years, and he still bites me. *sigh* He's just evil. ^^; He hasn't bitten me in a while though...so that's why I guess I overreacted yesterday. Sorry about that, and thanks again for all your comments. Well, at the moment...I still feel a bit sick. ^^; Maybe I'm getting a bit of the flu or something? I don't know...but I sure hope not. Um, so yesterday (thanks to ALL of you) I "bought" my day of mass-downloading at the mp3 site that I was badgering you guys to visit! So I went on a downloading-spree of all sorts of anime and video game soundtracks...unfortunately, not all of the soundtracks' links worked (boo...I wanted Rozen Maiden Traumend...) so I couldn't download some of them. But I did get quite a few! While they were downloading, I chatted with Hoaryu. ^^ Then...I had lunch and played KH2. *laugh* I did the Little Mermaid part where I have to be in the musical...man, that was corny. ^^; Now i see why GameInformer (though, I admit, it's a mean opinion) said that Sora was #4 dork of the year. *laugh* I love Sora though! So what if he sings under the sea in a mermaid outfit? *laugh* Anyhoo, I was able to have that time to myself cause my brother was at his acupuncture appointment. Today...unfortunately, I must start working on my psychology project--my BRAIN PROJECT. I have no clue how to sculpt a brain! ^^; Even with all of the worksheets and diagrams that our teacher gave us, I still don't know where the parts are...ugh, this is going to suck. My mom bought me clay and stuff yesterday for me to use, which was very nice of her. *nods* It's just a shame that there wasn't a brain mold, too...*sigh* I am NOT looking forward to doing this. Well, that's all I can think of to say right now. ^^; Oh, I just remembered...I tried submitting my wallpaper again...AGAIN, but it's not up...so I don't they'll ever let me submit it. Ok, anyhoo, thanks again for visiting me, and I hope you have a wonderful day! I'm sorry if I can't visit anyone today!

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

Warning: thanks/dad's teasing, projects, crappy, & evil dog

*hugs everyone* Thanks for the few comments yesterday! I guess everyone was busy or something...*sigh* That's fine. Yes, Yug, Fried Green Tomatoes is a strange title...and so far I'm not too sure how it fits in. It's a book that takes place in the South and, uh, stuff happens...it talks about these people that own a cafe, who happen to be lesbians, and all the stuff that happens to them. It's actually really interesting. *nods* Happy birthday to my fellow UWP member, EmilySadako! *hugs* ^^ Yes, I actually lost more than 3 pounds since whenever...umm...yeah...stress and crap does that. *sigh* My dad gave me such a hard time last night about it. "Where are you losing it from?" Me:"How am I supposed to know??? It's not like the scale says how much you weigh where!" Dad:"Well...I'm just asking...it's not your butt, but you're probably losing it from your..." [insert long pause here with him insinuating "boobs"] "...shoulders." Me:"Shoulders?? Yeah...RIGHT. You were going to say boobs, weren't you????!!!!" Then I pursued him and started punching him and threatening him with all my might as he denied what he was going to say with a guilty face...*sigh* My dad is not good for a girl's self-esteem... So, thanks again for the comments. Yes, that's a lot of questions I have to answer for that book...and I already finished the ones for monday but I should probably work on the part for wednesday since that's so much...and I already have another big project due then for psychology. We have to make a 3D model of a brain and label all the parts and everything. It's going to be terrible...*sigh* So I need to get clay or something to do it. I really don't want to. Well, I feel pretty darn crappy right now. Not only do I feel like throwing up, but I just finished crying. You know why? Cause of my stupid dog. I had to wash his...uh...bum (yes, bum) because he doesn't quite finish the job all by himself (it's really disgusting), and I was the only one who could do it. Well, every time I tried to clean him, he viciously growled and bit at me. I just had enough. EACH TIME he did that...and I swear, I had scissors and I was really THIS CLOSE to STABBING him. I'm not even kidding...I really wanted to. I love my dog to pieces, but he doesn't like me at all...and, well, when he starts to bite me, it sends me off the deep-end. Call me crazy, ok. Fine, whatever. I just haven't cried in a while, and I really needed it...so I'm glad that my dog gave me the excuse to. I would never stab him, but I sure wanted to. Please forgive my violent outburst. Ok, that's all for me...I hope this wasn't too scary to read for you. Thanks for dropping by, and I hope you all have a great weekend. I'm sorry if I can't visit anyone today.

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Friday, December 15, 2006

Warning: thanks, homework, losing weight, friends, & that's it

Hello, everyone! *hugs* Thanks sooo much for the comments yesterday. I literally LOL-ed at most of your reactions with the cookies...and xanth, I especially loved your little memory about your gingerbread house. *laugh* It was hilarious!! I seriously couldn't contain myself. I read the comments this morning, and I really needed them cause I was in a crabby/bleh mood and felt like I haven't laughed for a while...which might've been true. ^^; Anyhoo, I'm glad that you guys were brave enough to eat my cookies (umm...the cookies that I made...if you'd prefer it worded that way *laugh*), and yay for no one actually dying! Thanks, Shizuka, for offering me some of yours. *nods* I'm glad that you all love my new theme. ^^ I'm really happy about it, too. So pretty...and the music, too. When I'm done with my gingerbread house, I'll most definitely take a picture of it and show you guys. *nods* MO can't stop me from doing that!! Well, thanks again for the comments! If you didn't read my post yesterday...go ahead today! It's really entertaining! So I'm posting in Japanese class right now...I was supposed to make up a conversation today, but the phones in our school aren't working for some reason. ^^; So, yeah, I'm posting instead. So far today I had law and justice, english, and (of course) japanese. I had to write some paper thing for L&J, and in english I did a lot. We had a vocabulary quiz, a quiz on the pages we read in Fried Green Tomatoes, and then we had to go to our discussion groups for FGT and DISCUSS. Also due today was a whole boatload of questions for the reading. We had to read pgs.3-87 and answer questions...you know how many questions there were??? OVER 100!!!! >< And we only had a day to do it...sooo stupid. There was a question for pretty much every sentence or something. At least this weekend's reading is shorter...but the one after that will suck. That'll be over 100 pages to read and probably even more questions!! *sigh* Too much... Um, nothing really happened yesterday other than me doing homework. I found out that I've lost weight (not a good thing). Since the last time I was weighed...oh, a couple months ago...or probably not that long, I've lost 3 pounds. I know, that's not much...but, um, it's not good. I'm nowhere near overweight, in fact, just as me and my friend were talking about yesterday, I'm actually a bit underweight. *sigh* I guess all this feeling depressed and crap has caused it...I haven't been eating as much. Well, I'm really hungry right now though (I haven't had lunch yet), so I'll eat my fill! I really feel like crap right now though! Weird nervous feeling...for some strange reason...I don't like it. Hoaryu and his friends (and mine...yokoslash and Hylian88) are going home today for the holidays. *nods* Very happy for them...but I'm lonely...*laughs awkwardly* We had a lot of fun chatting time before...so I really hope he can get back on the computer today...hopefully...cause I don't get time on the weekends. *sigh* Anyhoo, sorry that was random...uh, I don't have much else to say!! Thanks for stopping by, and if you didn't read yesterday's post, well go ahead because it's more interesting than today's! ^^; Have a good day! P.S. Go visit and add my friend, Narret if you haven't already. ^^ That'd be really nice of you if you did. Thanks.

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Thursday, December 14, 2006

Warning: thanks, cookies, today, yesterday, & new avi

Ok! Posting time! ^^ Much later than usual...really sorry about that...REALLY. ^^; I didn't have any campus time today OR Japanese class...so I didn't have access to a computer at school. ^^; Sorry about that! Anyhoo, thanks a ton for all the comments! *hugs* I love you guys! *blush* Yug!!! >< Don't make fun of me like that...*sob* Yes...romancey mood...and I like my word, "romancey". Hehe, yes, Saijinto, very Shakespeare-like. Anyhoo, I'm glad you all thought it'd be fun to be steered around blindfolded...even though it really wasn't. ^^; And no, my partners weren't PUSHING me into people, they were trying to push me AROUND them...to NOT CRASH. *laugh* That just didn't work very well. ^^; Um, so, yeah. Thanks again for the comments, especially the long ones! *hugs everyone* Sorry, this thanks section wasn't very long this time...^^; Forgive me! Hmm....I'm eating a blueberry toaster-strudel (that doesn't look spelled right...but oh well) right now, and it's yummy. *laugh* Um, as Hoaryu and Hylian found out yesterday...I made COOKIES! ^^ Yes, I made cookies yesterday. They're shortbread cookies with chocolate drops in the middle. The only thing is...they're not very good...*sigh* They were great when I first took them out and ate one (I even told Hoaryu how PERFECT they were)...but now, they suck. My dad even blatantly said that they were "terrible." Well, thanks. So...if you want any. *hands them out to the people that aren't afraid of dying* Now that that's over with. *cough, looks around...* Uh-oh...dead people all around me. *sigh* Sorry about that... So today was pretty darn boring. I seriously, right now, can't remember much of anything that happened...it's as if NOTHING happened all day, or I like my mind/soul completely left my body for the duration of the day...weird. It's that freaky feeling again. *sigh* Anyhoo, I do remember working more on my gingerbread house. It's sooooooo colorful...like, rainbow to the max, and if you stare at it for a while...you'll get a seizure. *laugh* It's not very Christmas-y, that's for sure...I KNOW I wouldn't want to go to a ski chalet that looks like mine. ^^; Other than that, I had dance. I'm really tired from it now. She made us do a lot, including some hip-hop...bleh. Sorry to those of you that like it, but I'm just NOT a hip-hop person...especially with the dancing. ^^; Anyhoo, the rest of the day escapes me at the moment, sorry. Yesterday, I chatted with Hoayru for a while, and then I did my homework, which consisted of writing quiz questions (15) for this huge-arse article that we had to read about elephants going berserk and harming humans. After that...let's see....I played KH2; surprise, right? *laugh* Then it was dinner time, and I ate...alone. My oldest bro was at a party, and my other brother always eats upstairs now. My dad eats in his room, and my mom eats up in her room as well...so there I was, left all alone in that big room. *sigh* I was so lonely feeling (and depressed, just like most/all of today) that I barely ate. I had like 3 bites total of whatever food it was. Yup. Alrighty, I shall leave you all now. Thanks so much for stopping by...I love you guys!! ^^ Oh, and notice another new avatar made by my friend Harvey (asher.xs). ^^ It's, of course, of Misuzu. Oh...and a new theme! Sorry, as much as I love Tsuzuki...and that winter theme, well, Harvey sent me this wallpaper, and I love it. ^^ So, I thought I'd have my everything Misuzu theme again... Well, I hope you all have a wonderful day, and I'm sorry for the late post! And I'm also sorry if I don't get to your sites...cause I have a crap-load of homework to do tonight! *hugs everyone*

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Little Update

No animal rights club meeting today! ^^ Yay! That means I get home at normal time...which is in like 15-20 minutes or something. On another note, in psychology class today, we were dragged around and pushed in the (hopefully) right direction by our partners while blindfolded...I ran into a lot of people...and almost fell down the stairs. *laugh* Some other stuff has happened since I last posted (oh...4 hours ago), but I won't get into it...that'd make for too much for you guys to read. ^^; Ok, well, thanks for the comments so far! *hugs*

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Warning: lots of thanks, shout-outs, still no wallpaper, yesterday, brother, & lately

*hugs everyone* Thanks so much for the comments yesterday! ^^ Most of them were quite long and in-depth, greatly appreciated. Hehe, yes, Hylian...I used to always get HUGE comments. Lately, they've been shorter, but yesterday I got some long ones for once! ^^ You should've been my friend a few months back when *laugh* I had all my friends that would post REALLY HUGE comments just because, and then I'd have a "contest" about who would post the longest...and then everyone started "competing", and, well, *laugh* you know what they did? They copied and pasted MY POST to their comment! *laugh* It was a mean joke...but still funny. Anyhoo, midnight-chan, don't worry! Like I said, I love reading your (and everyone else's) long comments! Thanks so much for the advice about the whole friends thing...I do initiate conversations (I feel I'm always the one doing it anyway), and well, whatever. I was talking with Hoaryu (aka Ma-...nope, I'm not gonna tell you *laugh*) yesterday about my problem, and so he helped me more. *nods* It's ok...oh, and NOW I'm getting the animal rights club emails. She finally added my address yesterday, so yay. Thanks again everyone for the comments! OMG, another HUGE THANKS to everyone!! I have 200 guestbook signings! Wow! And almost 2500 visits! I totally need to make a "thank you" banner thing...definitely. Anyhoo, these stupid MO jerks haven't put up my wallpaper yet...I swear, I'm going crazy here! I worked on it more last night and added more "effects" cause now they're like "we won't accept any wallpapers that are just a collage of still pictures (with no effects)"...um...right. I've always had "effects" on the pictures I used, and I didn't just collage them! So...yeah...I'm really getting irritated here by them. There's no problem going on with MO, they just hate me. Other people's wallpapers have been going up...*sigh* It's stupid cause a lot of wallpapers that they DO accept, are just a white background with ONE PICTURE pasted on there...yeah, creative. Let's see...so there's an animal rights club meeting today (I'm pretty sure), this time a full meeting. Yesterday's was just to hand out boxes for us to put in areas for the collection of used blankets and whatnot for animal shelters to use. Hmm...then I got home...then I went on the computer, chatted with Hoaryu for a bit (and Hylian), then did some homework...and then played a good amount of KH2. *nods* I'm still not very far in it (I don't think)...I'm at the Pirates of the Caribbean place now. Hmm...*thinks* Oh yeah, I was going to say this...that, wow, I finally am having a normal sibling relationship with my brother. Now that he has work, when he gets home I'm still on the computer...and he just goes up to his, and then I play games or do whatever, and then there's dinner and THEN we watch anime or play stuff together. It's such a breath of fresh air. You see, before, when he didn't have a job, he was home all day...and we'd always do things together. I was pretty much FORCED to be with him all day, and he'd always make me get off the computer. Now, it's really great! Unfortunately, that's still the case on the weekends though...too bad he doesn't work then. *sigh* I'm still rushed to just do my computer stuff right when I wake up, and then that's it for the day. Man, I LOVE my new song I put on my site...it's so sad! *laugh* When I read my posts to it, or whatever, gosh, I feel like crying! ^^; Um...yeah, so I've been in a pretty romancey (that's not a word...) mood lately. Ok, I'm leaving it at that. *laugh* So, club today (I hope), then I have some homework I need to do...so I don't know how much computer time I'll have today. Thanks so much for stopping by, my wonderful friends! ^^ I love you guys so much! Have a wonderful wednesday (or as Winnie the Pooh would say, "Windsday"). *laugh*

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Warning: thanks/shout-outs, music/proxies, club, invisible, blog, & long?

Hello, all! ^^ Thanks soooo much for the comments yesterday. I heard from a lot of wonderful friends of mine that I haven't heard from in a while...or just people that I plain ol' love! *laugh* But I love all of you...anyhoo, as you may or may not be able to tell...I have new music on my site! ^^ Thanks, Reki, for confirming that for me. See, I can't hear it...so I don't know if it works! At home, I use Firefox and bg music doesn't really work on there...and at school, the place I got my song from is BLOCKED. SO, I can't hear it here. *laugh* So please tell me first off if you can hear music! It's from Air TV again. *nods* Anyhoo, Harvey, midnight-chan, maiden of ice, Yug...*hugs* It's been a while! Thanks so much for remembering me. ^^ Midnight-chan, I like your long rambling comments! They're a breath of fresh-air! Yug, I'm afraid of ghosts, too!!! *sob* Harvey, Tom Cruise is in Minority Report, not Matt Damon. You're thinking of The Bourne Identity...I also got them mixed up. ^^; Oh, and yokoslash...I love your new avi...makes me want to stare at it all day. *hugs Cloud* Well, punishment STILL needs to be dealt out to MO because there's still no sign of my wallpaper. *sigh* Jerks...*cough* But my friends of mine here, thanks so much for sticking up for me! I'm in campus right now...doing nothing! Well, posting of course...and listening to music. I was trying to find a good proxy site so I can listen to the mp3s on that site here at school, but even the proxy sites are blocked! So if anyone has a good suggestion, please tell me!! ^^ Maybe it won't be blocked! Hmm...what to talk about...I had something I wanted to say, but now I completely forget. ^^; Uh...well, I've reached my 20 points on that mp3 site thanks to you guys! I actually have 23, so now I can have a day of mass-downloading!! ^^ It's so awesome! Thanks! Ok...that wasn't what I was going to say though! *thinks* *thinks harder* Ugh, this is too hard. Thinking is hard to do...*laugh* After school today I have a 10 minute meeting for animal rights club (Why? I have no clue!), and tomorrow there's a meeting, too...though I wasn't directly informed. I NEVER get the emails about the club meetings. I've given them my email address countless times, yet I still haven't gotten any info! >< I just don't exist I guess. I find that to be happening a lot recently...I'm constantly forgotten about or treated as if I don't exist. ^^; Do I really not have that much of a presence? Friends rarely talk to me, so I just don't bother talking to them...and at lunch, I feel like I should just sit alone anyway. My 2 friends that used to sit with me, now just go to the library...so I never see them, and it's as if they don't care about how I feel. So lately, I've just figured that it's best to be distant from people...just not care, and not talk to anyone if I don't have to. Lindsay (Narret) is the only person that I actually have fun conversations with at school (other than you, awesome friends of mine...but that's via the internet). *sigh* Let's see...in law and justice today, it was terribly boring and I hated it. He was talking non-stop about taxes...and then he made us read a boring article about the "rule of law", which he got off of some political BLOG. *laugh* He asked if we knew what a blog was...um...*laugh* It was so funny cause no one answered! As if we wouldn't know what one is. ^^; Ok, well, that was random, but I just thought I'd get that out there. I have a lot more work to do for English. We're starting this book, Fried Green Tomatoes, and we have to do a discussion group and study questions for each part...and it sucks. *sigh* I thought I'd be done after Hamlet and the autobiography! But no...oh well. Ok, I'll leave you guys now! Sorry if this post was really long. ^^; I can't ever judge the length of my posts. *laugh* Thanks for stopping by, and try to have an AWESOME day!

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Monday, December 11, 2006

new music

Just in case you're wondering...I changed my background music. ^^ It's from Air TV, of course. I love that anime sooo much...especially the music. This song is much shorter than my previous one, but still so pretty. Tell me if you can here it and if you like it! *nods* Or if I should change it back...or get a new song...or something! *laugh* There's lots of songs I wanna have on here, but I have to keep SOME Air on here since I changed my avi. ^^; I'll probably put back another Misuzu one...cause I just can't live without her! *laugh* Edit as of 5 minutes later...*laugh* Ok, so I just changed my avi...I made a new one with Misuzu on it. ^^; What'd I say? Even though I loved my adorable "hugs time" avi...I just couldn't abandon Misuzu...

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Warning: thanks, programming, punishment, kh2, class, & nothing

*hugs* Thanks so much for all your comments and everything! Yes, you guys are loved. *nods* I just was possessed to write that second post yesterday...which really said nothing but "thanks" again. ^^; Anyhoo, yes, yesterday's post was a short one! Very rare for me, right? Well, it's because (Like I said) I had to go to church...so that meant I didn't get my morning computer time. ^^; Then when I got home, I was posting...and my brother was rushing me to get off. *sigh* He is 97% of the time a jerk, and only 3% nice....yup. I could go on and on about him, but I won't cause that would seem mean. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks for all the comments, and Mizuki, I hope your mom figures out that the clothes you want are COOL and should be bought! *nods* Hehe, and thanks to the people that visited that mp3 site for me! I'm still 2 people away from getting a day of mass-downloading...so I'm getting close though. So, yesterday...hmm...nothing much happened. I added some stuff to my wallpaper that I've been desparately trying to submit here in hopes that they would actually accept it!!!! But...it STILL ISN'T UP...OMG, I swear, what do they have against me? Hoaryu, I demand you to deal out some punishment for me!!! *cough* Anyhoo, as I said I had programming work to do...and I did it! ^^ I finally got that wretched program done that I've been working on for weeks! It finally worksss!!!!! *laugh* That was so awesome...but then again, I ahrdly did any of it by myself. ^^; My teacher helped me through it all pretty much...Hah, oh well. And then there was this other project that i had to do, but well, I didn't have to do anything! My friend sent it to me...and I didn't have to do anything....yup, that's some good workmanship! *laugh* After my "working" I played some KH2. Yup, yup, there's some fun! I am really getting into this game...I didn't care much for #1, but I really love #2! Well, so far I've only had programming class and law and justice. I got back the second part of my programming test...and, well, I got a C on it. *sigh* Oh well...at least I got an A- on the first part! Which I've never done before! ^^ Heh, I got so many of the problems wrong though...like I had no clue what the question was asking. *laugh* So just right off the batt...(-4 points) Well, I'm always going to suck in that class. *laugh* Anyhoo, after that, in law and justice...we finished watching the movie Minority Reports. Man, that is a REALLY good movie. *nods* I really recommend it if you've never seen it before. Let's see...I don't think anything special is happening today. *thinks* Nope, nothing that I know of. Sorry, I'm really boring lately! All I ever have to talk about is...NOTHING! I haven't even written a poem in a while...sorry for that, too. Ok, well, I'm gonna go now!! I hope you all have a wonderful day...even though it's monday! Don't let monday laugh in your face!

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