Sunday, December 10, 2006

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I'd just like to say again...that I love you guys. Thanks so much for everything...and yes, that was a short post. ^^; Hoaryu, it's ok if you don't get to that site...I completely understand how stupid schools are...blocking everything. *laugh* We did have a conversation about that. Anyhoo...why did I post again? Umm...well, I guess just to say thanks to those that already commented today! I felt this urge to thank again. Read my earlier post if you hadn't already! As I said, it's a short one.

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Warning: thanks, hugs, short post, today, yesterday, & mp3s

Hello, everyone! *hugs a ton* Thanks soooooooo much for the comments yesterday. I love you guys sooo much!!! Hehe, wide feet unite! *high fives Rachel (AurionAddict)* Yup, I suppose having wide feet isn't that bad...except when I'm trying to find shoes. ^^; Um, yeah...like my feet aren't big at all. I wear somewhere around a 6.5 to a 7.5 (depends on the brand and whatnot)...but my feet are just a bit wider than normal. At least my feet aren't like my mom's...she only wears a 5. ^^; She has TINY feet. *laugh* So she always has such a tough time finding shoes that fit. Anyhoo, thanks for the congrats on the karaoke revolution score, and the hopes for me to feel better. I don't know if it's a cold...because, well, it probably just isn't. ^^; When you're depressed, you get a whole bunch of other side effects like being ache-y and tired and stuff...so, yeah. About the shopping, I like shopping with my mom/family (I always do), but I just don't like looking for clothes (unless it's hot topic, which, Mizuki, my mom likes to buy me clothes from...not like your mom at all. ^^;) and walking/waiting around for soooo long. As for my cell phone, I'm completely anti-phones. I never talk on them at all...it's like a phone-phobia. *laugh* I just like having one now cause it's a camera phone...then why didn't I just get a camera? Well, this post will be very short...my brother's getting all "come on, you can do that later" on me. We went to church this morning so that's why I couldn't post earlier, when I usually do. I don't know if I can visit anyone today...but I'll try...when I'm doing my homework. I have some programming projects to do/finish, so that'll suck...but I think that's it. Um, nothing really happened yesterday. I still felt depressed, and I didn't get to sing at all...and I honestly don't remember anything that happened. ^^; My brother was being a jerk all day, especially to my mom...I guess that one compliment was a total fluke. *sigh* Yup...so I can't think of anything else to talk about. Sorry!!! You guys (if you haven't already) MUST check out that anime/game mp3 downloading site I have up in my profile!! Click on that link, please! You must all be wondering WHY I want you so badly...well, once I get 20 people to click on it (I'm a member there), I get a whole day of mass-downloading. ^^; And I'm still 6 off...so please, click that link that's at the bottom of my profile! Thankies! ^^ *hugs all of you* I assure you it's the best site ever anyway!! Ok, well, I've gots to go now...thanks for visiting me and everything. I love you all tons. Have a wonderful day!

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Saturday, December 9, 2006

Warning: thanks, wp, mall trip, depressed, singing, & today

Unyuuu~ (patented sound used by Hina-Ichigo from Rozen Maiden) Anyhoo, thanks a lot for the comments! I'm amazed that only 2 people said something about me getting a cell phone. ^^; Oh well...that's fine though. NNM, yay! You're not dead! And, yes, to put it bluntly, you ARE going to Hell! *laugh* I'm glad you liked my wallpaper. *nods* It is strange that the OVA still hasn't been fansubbed though...I still need to see Marimite Haru (the second season). Anyhoo, I really don't know why MO won't put it up!!! There's NO REASON why they shouldn't, and I don't have a deviantart account. There'd really be no point to having one for me. I've always avoided that site...cause I'm so easily intimidated by the crazy-amazing artists there. I suck compared to them. Well, thanks again for all the comments! Um, so yesterday my mom and I went to the mall. It was a 3-hour or more trip...man, that's tough on me. It was pretty boring for most of the time since I was just following her around and waiting while she looked at clothes and had to return a purse. Then we went to the Coach store to get me these shoes...well, after a lot more waiting, the shoes didn't fit (none of them). They were too narrow...stupid wide feet! >< Argh, so I got no shoes out of that trip. Oh well, I'm fine with my one pair of sneakers. Anyhoo, after that we went to eat lunch, and it was off to Borders! Yay! ^^ So I got some manga...but I can't have any of it yet. ^^; It's all being saved for Christmas. Then we looked at the Sanrio store, but I didn't see anything I wanted...then it was off to Hot Topic, but again, nothing. After that, it was off to the car to go home! Yay! So, that was my day. When I got home, I went on the computer for a little bit...but that was it cause I wasn't feeling well. Not only was my head hurting, but I was generally feeling overly tired and...that over-used word "depressed." That feeling continued all night, and I literally just laid on the floor for quite some time while my brother played games. Then my other brother came upstairs and wanted me to play karaoke revolution. A request to sing! I said, "No...I can't...I'm too tired, and I won't be able to sing well. I don't want to." But then my other brother (the one that's always a jerk) actually said, "but you always sing good!" ^^; That was crazy. So I sung some songs, and on the one "All I wanted"...well, I got PERFECT. I got 100% greats. Like, no, that's just impossible...well, I almost got perfect...I got 49993 points. A perfect score = 50000. I was 7 points off. Wow, I didn't think I could sing that well...but then again, that was on easy mode. *laugh* Ok, that's it for me...I won't have visiting time today; I'm sorry! I still feel pretty bleh right now, and I hope that it doesn't last all today, too. Thanks for visiting me, and I hope you have a wonderful day!

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Friday, December 8, 2006

Warning: thanks, tackles, half-day, anime mp3 link, no wp yet, own cell phone, & shopping

Hello, everyone! *hugs* I'd like to say THANK YOU all for your comments yesterday...and thanks especially to AurionAddict for the immense hugs, glomps, AND tackles!!! *does the same things back* ^^ I'm sooo happy that you're back!!!!!!! Yay!! Thanks for that huge comment, and same to you, Mizuki (I still wanna call you Ayumi-chan...*laugh*). Ok, so I'm not bipolar then. Thanks for clearing that up for me, Aurion. I didn't know that the level of energy is the key to diagnosing it. Well, I still feel like that sometimes though...but my dad definitely is. He's taking medicine for bipolar as well. Anyhoo, thanks for everything that was said about me being in a better mood yesterday and about what I should do with art club...yup, I've been considering not going anymore, but then I wouldn't be in the club, and I couldn't technically have that on my resume/transcript thing...and I wouldn't be in the yearbook. *sigh* What does that make me? ^^; I don't know...but, yeah, maybe I should just quit it. I hate going because I'm always left out and crap. Yes, Mizuki, we were both rooting for AJ in the beginning! I LOVED her...too bad she didn't win...*sigh* But at least Caridee did. And, yay for KH2 again! ^^ Hoaryu, I could've used that hot pocket yesterday...but, uh, yeah, it really doesn't matter now. *laugh* Ok...so I'm outta school right now! Hooray for half-days/early releases! ^^ I just wish they were in the afternoon instead...then I could sleep late. ^^; That's all I really care about--sleeping. *laugh* Um, as you can see, up in my profile...after my literary club banner, I put the link to that anime/game mp3 downloading site! So, click away and have fun! ^^ Well, I tried submitting my wallpaper AGAIN. That was like the 21st time or something. >< Argh, I have no clue why they won't put it up!! If you wanna see it, here's the link...but it's not to MO, it's just...*sigh* Stupid MO, I just don't get it. Someone please tell me why they won't accept it!! Well, I'm super happy right now...you know why? I FINALLY have my own cell phone! Yesterday, my dad got new phones for us (cause, remember, he ran over his...), and I finally got my own. And it's a camera phone. ^^ Wow, I just feel so cool now...*laugh* More independent/grown-up now...^^; Ok, well, maybe not, but I'm still happy. I took pics of my dog with it, and I took some of my gingerbread house today (not finished), but there's really not point since I don't have a cable to connect it to my comp and upload the pics...and, yeah. I also took a pic of my Komugi poster, and I'm using that as my main screen's wallpaper. *laugh* It's just so cool! But I probably won't used it much anyway. ^^; I never like talking to people on the phone... Since today was a half-day, and my brother's working till I don't know when, I told my mom I could go shopping with her. So we're going to go to the mall to buy stuff. She wants to get me new shoes/boots cause I only have one pair. ^^; I'm comfortable with my one pair of sneakers!! *laugh* But at least if I go, then I can find more stuff I like in Hot Topic and get more manga...to save for Christmas, but still, I'll get them. *nods* So I won't be online until whenever we get back...so hopefully I can visit sites then or whatever (like have some fun witty-ful awesome time!). ^^ Alrighty, I'd best get going now. Thanks a ton for visiting me like usual. *hugs* I love you guys! I hope that you try to stay warm (it's freezing here!!!), and have a fantastic friday! Yay friday! Woot, the weekend's coming up...that means sleeping late! ^^

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Thursday, December 7, 2006

Warning: thanks, replies, not so depressed, yesterday, hungry, & crappy art club

Aww....thanks so much for the comments yesterday. *hugs you all back* I'm glad you liked that pic (which is now my avi), and yes, Bishieluver, it is indeed all of the adjectives you used in one. You just wanna hug her!!! >_< *laugh* Oh, and the name of the song on my site is "Summer Lights-background version" or "Natsukage" from Air TV. Anyhoo, thanks for the congrats, sympathy, and wishes to see my gingerbread house. I'm gonna work on it some more today, but it won't be done for quite some time. Whenever it is though, I'll definitely take a pic of it and show you guys! *nods* No eating, Saijinto, no eating. *shakes head* You can't fool me with those shifty eyes...I know what those mean. Um, well, I didn't really write much yesterday...so there isn't much else for me to comment on/reply to. ^^; So, thanks again! Well, as you may or may not be able to tell, I'm in a better mood today. I swear, maybe I'm bipolar? ^^; I go through mood swings so easily...depressed to happy to depressed to...happy? It's like every other day or something. Well, I'm not going to think too much about it; when I'm depressed, I'm depressed...and when I'm not, I'm thankful for it. Certain people make me less depressed though, especially witty people. *laugh* Um, so yeah. Yesterday, when I got home, my brother was already home...so I was all worried that I wouldn't get any computer time/time to myself, but it was fine cause that pervert was on his computer for practically the whole night. So I went on the comp for a bit, did my homework, and then played KH2. I was still pretty depressed feeling for most of the day, but then at 8pm was America's Next Top Model (new friends of mine that may not know...I love that show ^^;), and it was the last episode. It was nerve-wracking the whole time! I didn't want Melrose to win AT ALL...so I was dreading that she might've won, but she didn't! HAHAHA! When they showed Caridee's pic at the end...I got so giddy and happy! ^^ Yay for her! She's so funny, weird, and she's been through a lot of stuff...even suicide attempts, so I'm really glad that she's ANTM now. *nods* Go here to see pics of her and the other models if you wanna see them. *nods* Umm...other news...I'm starving right now. I really want lunch, but I have to wait another half-hour. *sigh* Stupid class that never ends! Let's see, what else to talk about...I went to art club, and I'm really hating it now. I always feel left out and lonely. I have "friends" there, but they never want to talk to me...so I hate it! I'm rethinking ever going again. ^^; Things like that are what make me depressed. Ok, that's all for me right now. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me! I hope you all have a ultra super fantabulous day today!

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Wednesday, December 6, 2006

Warning: shorter post, thanks, depressed, gingerbread house, & hugs time

Thankies so much for all the comments!! ^^ Like, wow, you guys are amazing. *nods* First off, I'd like to answer the question that a few of you had about how I knew I was in the top 500. Well, a friend of mine that visited my site via the "member listing", which shows the recently updated people and the top 500, asked me how to get in it! And I'm like, "Wait...I'm in the top 500???" So then I checked the member listing, and there I was, #487. ^^ Yay for over 2400 visits...maybe 2500 now. I don't know. Anyhoo, it's all thanks to you guys! *Hugs* Thanks for the other comments as well...I don't really have time right now to comment on all of them though, so sorry!! My day was going well yesterday...until that stupid program. *sigh* I still don't get it. Hoaryu, I was having an enjoyable time until you decided to leave for a while (making me start on my programming...). Anyhoo, so that sent me into one of my depression modes. *sigh* That continued into the morning today, and it only broke during gourmet where I got a ton of compliments on my gingerbread house so far. When it's done, I'll show ya'll a pic. *nods* I'm going to animal rights club today after school, and my brother's coming home earlier from work...so that's why I won't have much time for visiting and whatnot. I also don't have any campuses today, so I'm writing this in Japanese class. ^^; I hope my feeling depressed goes away soon...but until then... Sorry for the short post, but I bet you guys don't mind...cause yesterday's was really long. If you didn't read it, go ahead! Thanks for visiting me today, and have a wonderful day.

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Tuesday, December 5, 2006

   top 500

OMG, I was just informed that I'm in the top 500 here...^^ I had no clue! It turns out I'm #487!! Thanks so much you guys for your visits!!!! I love you! Sorry...I just had to say this...it's so exciting! On another note, I'm going crazy with this stupid programming project!! >< It was just working before...but now I can't get it to work!!

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Warning: thanks, mp3 site, debate over, autobio over, deleted file, & that's it

Lalalala...I'm in 3rd period campus (my free period)...and I'm going to be here for another whole hour! It's wonderful, these block days, especially when it's a day when I have campus (or two, like today). Anyhoo, I'd like to thank you all very much for the comments!!! ^^ I love you guys, seriously. I had a varied array of friends comment; ones that I haven't heard from in a while, new friends, and regulars. *nods* I'd like to thank all of you for wishing me luck on that debate! I'll talk about that in a later paragraph. I'm glad also that you enjoyed that site for the mp3s. If those of you that didn't visit yesterday, or just didn't try that site out, well, here is the link again! ^^ So visit away! Wings of Dream, the D.O.D. song I was listening to when I commented was "Boundless Love." I believe it might be on the second soundtrack (under Yami no Matsuei). I bought the first soundtrack, but thanks to this site, I can just download the whole second one. *nods* Anyhoo, it's still freezing in this school, and MO STILL hasn't put up my wallpaper! *sigh* They definitely have a conspiracy against us, or at least me. Hmm...I wonder why they won't put it up! *sigh* Well, thanks again for the comments everyone! Ok, now I'll talk about the debate! ^^ As you can tell, I'm NOT dreading it nor complaining! Our team went FIRST yesterday because my team member lost a game of rock-paper-scissors (yes, really professional way to decide order). So anyway, we did pretty well (at least I thought), but it turned out that we were "the best debate of the day." After the debate, the audience (rest of the class members) voted on who they thought had a better argument/were more believable. Well, we were voted for! ^^ So my partner and I get extra credit on our Hamlet essays. It's wonderful! I'm officially done with Hamlet! Yay! After school yesterday, I had to go grocery shopping with my mom first...so that delayed my return home to 4:00. Well, after going on MO for a half-hour, I started working on my dreaded autobiography revisions. Well...it took me the first 20 minutes or so to try to get the formatting done!!! I couldn't get stupid Word to format it right...to have the first page have a top margin of 2", the rest have 1", and the first page have no page number. It took so long...and it was so stupid! So I ended up cheating a bit after I got the margins right. I drew a white box and placed it over the "page 1" number...hehe, to cover it up. There was never a 1 there! ^^; Yeah, so anyhoo, after that then I worked on revising. I added to my connections between the poems and memoirs, expanded the one memoir, and I think that's it. I didn't want to "make the conclusion more interesting." I don't know what was meant by that...more interesting? Um, yeah. So today after school, I need to go to Staples and get it professionally bound. *nods* I hope it works right! Ah, so yesterday was actually a really good day for me...up until right before going to bed. *sigh* I did something really stupid...my bro wanted me to put in Sakura Taisen 2, and load the game just to see it again (I finished it a while ago). Well, we had so many save files that I didn't know which one was the last one. ^^; Now, remember, this game is an IMPORT...it's all in Japanese. And yes, I might know a lot of Japanese, but I dont' know ALL of it...especially kanji. Well, the menues had lots of kanji, unlike the usual katakana...so I didn't remember what was what. *sigh* I ended up choosing..."delete file"...instead. *double sigh* On the finished game file...so all of the data from finishing the game, and all of the scores and whatnot from the mini games that you get after finishing the game...are gone. My bro got mad at me, and I got mad at myself. Now I'll have to finish it again and try to get that stuff back. Luckily there was a save file from before the last battle (I think), so I can start there...but it was just a bad end to my good day. ^^; Alrighty, that's all for me today...at least right now. I don't think there's anything else special to mention. Thanks for visiting me, and I'll try my best to visit some of you today, too!

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Monday, December 4, 2006

Warning: thanks, shout-outs, cold, English, mp3s, & no wallpaper

Helloz, everyone! *hugs* Thanks a ton for the comments. All of you so kindly wished me luck with my homework. ^^ That was very sweet...I'm sure it all helped because I prepared the info I (hopefully) need for my Hamlet debate, which might be today or not. I don't know when our group is going...but whenever it is, I'm sure it'll suck. ^^; I hate debates and anything like that. Aww, a lot of you said that you were sick...or are getting better, or are just getting sick, and that's terrible! *hugs* I really hope that you all get well! I'm amazed that I didn't get sick yet. ^^; My throat was sorta hurting the other day, but that ended soon...so I'm fine right now. Um, Jungy! *hugs* I've missed you, and Rachel, too!! Jungy, you wanted to know about the two BGs? Well, the guestbook/quiz results pages' bg is the link that you put in "Styles". You know, where it says to put the link for the bg you want? The the main page's bg is what you put in your profile...like with all that html and whatnot. *nods* Sorry, that's the best I can describe it. ^^; Ok, thanks again to everyone! I'm really cold...it's been cold in every class so far today!! Good thing I'm wearing my gloves...well, partial gloves. ^^; They're the kind that is open on the finger parts...my friend used to call them "hobo gloves." Anyhoo, they're black and white striped, and they're only partially keeping my hands warm...brrr...stupid school! Turn on the heat!! >< It's only 30-something degrees out there!!! Ugh, so anyhoo...next period I have English, which is when I'll see if I'm doing my Hamlet debate today or not. *sigh* I really hope that I don't go first or anything...it's going to suck! Tonight I have to work on revising my autobiography, so that'll take quite a bit of time...*sigh* But then, after that's done, I need to get it "professionally bound" at Staples tomorrow to hand in on wednesday...and then this stupid autobiography project will finally be over and done with! ^^ I can't wait. Yesterday I went on a total mp3-downloading spree. My brother found this site on a forum that he goes on that has like every possible soundtrack to download...from anime to videogames, it's amazing! ^^ So go here to experience the joy! So, yeah, I downloaded lots of stuff...and I'm listening to them now. ^^ Other than that, I just did my homework yesterday...nothing special. Well, I've got nothing else to say...except that MO is still yet to put up my wallpaper. *sigh* Very disappointing...if they never put it up, I'll just have to upload it and give you guys the link to at least look at it. I hope you all have a good monday (as if that's possible *laugh*), and try to get healthy!! *hugs*

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Sunday, December 3, 2006

Warning: thanks/shout-outs, homework, yesterday, D.o.D., & thanks/sorry

Well, thankies for the comments yesterday! ^^ I'm glad that you like my new backgrounds. I really love my gb one of Sachiko...so that'll probably end up being my main page's bg soon...like when I decide that I need some Spring during Winter. *laugh* It's just so pretty...all of the characters from Marimite are super beautiful. *nods* Anyhoo, my wallpaper still isn't up! I see that lots of you have been having troubles with MO, too...they DO have a conspiracy against us and our wallpapers and whatnot! *sigh* I've already submitted it like 4-5 times. ^^; It's not plagiarized...and I didn't just take a pic and make it bigger...I worked on it!!! >< Bleh, well, I just hope they're having problems or really slow or something. Aww!! Lots of you (or people you know) ARE sick! Please feel better!! I just said that cause I've noticed people are getting colds and whatnot around this time of year. ^^; I'm not sick yet...so I hope all of you stay/get healthy! Thanks again for the comments! Hmm...well, I'm going to reiterate for the 50th time or something that I have to work on preparing for my Hamlet debate tomorrow. So I need to write down the quotes and info I need today...that'll take a while. *sigh* Sorry, I won't ever mention it again! I know you're all tired of reading about me and my Hamlet work! Other than that, I don't really have any other homework today...but then tomorrow I need to work my butt off on revising my autobiography!!! Yesterday, um, nothing happened. It was just a normal boring day for me...played some video games (a little KH2), and watched some anime. I didn't get to visit anyone's site. I'm sorry!! Maybe today I can sneak on during my homework time. ^^; I'm really sorry again! Anyhoo, last night I got some time to read some manga...in one sitting I finished vol.10 of Descendants of Darkness (Wings of Dream, we can definitely talk about it...I have #11, but I haven't seen 12 out yet...recently. ^^; And yes, this manga/anime really isn't hardcore yaoi. Shizuka, you would probably be able to watch/read it. ^^; There's only maybe only 3 scenes in the past 10 volumes I've read that are yaoi/close to it...like almost kissing and whatnot. Other than that, it's just a really good comedy/drama/fantasy manga. *nods* Heck, my brother watched the anime with me...if he can watch it, then that means it's not too yaoi. ^^;). Let's see...nothing else of interest happened yesterday. My brother was a pain...he's always complaining, but that's nothing new. So, yeah, I guess that's all I have to say! *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me...and I'm really sorry again for my lack of commenting on your sites, especially on the weekend when most of you can get on more often to update. Well, have a wonderful day and feel better to those sickies out there!

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