Saturday, December 2, 2006

Warning: lots of thanks, new bgs, no wall yet, programming probs, & sorry

Wow! ^^ Thanks for the exuberant (yes, a big word! *laugh*) amount of comments yesterday! 14! ^^ Like, wow, I guess you guys had a lot of time on your hands or something...and of all places to do, you visited me! Thanks! A lot of them were just "have a nice day", but that's fine; I'm glad that you want me to have a "nice day." Thanks for the b-day wishes to Shizuka. Hehe, Ayumi-chan (sorry, I still wanna call you that!), I made a card for her, too. *nods* I doubt it was as good as yours though. Yug, you entered that same contest Narret did? Wow, what a coincidence! I hope that you get the results soon. That would suck if they got lost in the mail or something. *nods* Feel better, Hoaryu! And to everyone that said to me "have fun with KH2", thanks cause I did. ^^ I played it for over an hour...and it was a very nice time for me. All this past week I didn't get to play any video games cause of all the work. ^^; So, thanks again for the comments! As you can see, my bg is now a wintry one...since it's december. It's of Tsuzuki from Descendants of Darkness (Yami no Matsuei). I also changed my guestbook page, too. It's of Sachiko from Maria-sama ga Miteru (Marimite, what my last bg was from...and what my wallpaper that I submitted is from. It's a "yuri" show, which is the opposite of "yaoi". It's basically a romance between girls. ^^; But it's nothing raunchy.) So on my main page, I have a bg from a yaoi, and on the other I have one from a yuri! *laugh* That's funny...ok, well, maybe only to me it's noticeable...whatever. So, anyhoo, take a look at both of them! Sorry if the text is a bit hard to read...on some parts, but I couldn't find a better color than black. Um, my wallpaper still isn't up...those MO jerks better get it up today! >< I even resubmitted it twice. *laugh* How long does it usually take you guys? Cause this isn't fair! Should I try submitting it again? ^^; So yesterday...I spent more time with my teacher trying to help me with that programming project. We didn't finish, and he said that "it's one of the hardest. I don't even remember how to do it exactly...I'm sorta winging it here." ^^; So, he doesn't know what he's doing...so I saved my program on his computer, and he said he'd look at it and work on it over the weekend. Let's see what happens with that! Ok, that's all for me! Thanks for visiting, and I'm sorry but no visits from me today...or this weekend since my bro doesn't work on saturdays yet. I'm sorry!!! I hope you all have a wonderful day, and if you're sick, feel better!

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Friday, December 1, 2006

Warning: short better mood, thanks, shizuka b-day, work, some relaxing, & poem contest

Hello everyone! I'm posting in Japanese class right now...yup, yup. Anyhoo, thanks for the comments yesterday. ^^; Um, yeah, I was in a better mood yesterday, but that didn't last for long. My "better moods" tend to last for an hour at most. *sigh* So I was in a good mood from after I got help after school up until I finished my new wallpaper (which isn't up yet...boo). Once I finished my wallpaper, and I started working on my computer programming, well, that's when my mood dropped yet again. *sigh* I didn't know how to do it still...I couldn't get it to work right. I again worked a while on it, and then I had to work on the rest of my java homework (about 20 short-answers...), which took well over another hour. It was probably 2 hours...but anyway, I was just so frustrated with that class yesterday, and I still am. I had the second part of the test today, and I (along with everyone else) didn't finish...so that'll be finished monday, and I don't think I did too well so far. *sigh* Next period I have campus (free period), but guess where I'm spending it instead of having fun?? That's right! With my teacher getting MORE HELP!!! >< I'm going crazy here! Ok...I am crazy, but not crazy enough to not say "Happy birthday" to my dear friend, Shizuka!! *hugs* I hope it's wonderful! Anyhoo, I'll change my bg this weekend or something, and I'll give you guys a link to my new wallpaper whenever these MO jerks decide to put it up. ^^; Now then...today in English, we were given time to work on revising our autobiographies. I was so worried about all the things I needed to fix or change, but then I asked my teacher about it, and she said that it really isn't that bad. I mainly need to focus on connecting/explaining how my poems relate to the events/memoirs...and I need to expand my one memoir. Oh, AND she gave us a one-day extension for it! So now it's due on wednesday instead. ^^ That's a good thing...too bad there's still the Hamlet debates next week, which I really need to prepare for...monday. Ah, it's friday...almost the weekend. I think tonight will be the first night where I won't be doing homework/programming...unless I really feel like it. I'll get to play some KH2 finally. *nods* I hope, that is. I'll try to visit some people. Oh, I just remembered something. My friend, Lindsay (aka Narret on MO), is in the finals for this poetry contest thing. She wrote a poem and submitted it a couple months ago for poetry.com, and they sent her a letter saying that her poem is in the finals and that it could be published in a book they're coming out with...and she'll win money! I wish I knew about that contest. ^^; Oh well. I wish her luck! Ok, that's it for me! It's a rainy, dark, and warm december 1st...very weird. Anyhoo, thanks for visiting me, and I really mean it. *hugs* I'm sorry for my lack of visiting...I try my best. I hope you all have a nice day!

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Thursday, November 30, 2006

helped

I feel like posting...again. ^^; Wow, only 2 comments so far? Well, that's fine...it is still pretty early anyway. I just wanted to say that I'm in a better mood right now cause that after school help session with my programming teacher actually did help! I think I can do that program now. *nods* Now I just need to finish it and do the rest of the homework...bleh, oh well. *hugs* Thanks to all for everything! And sorry again if I can't visit you today. ^^; Oh, I just made a new wallpaper...so hopefully it'll be up tomorrow. It's of Yoshino from Maria-sama ga Miteru (what my current bg is from). ^^

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Warning: short thanks/depressed yesterday, programming, weather and change, & anti-social

Hello, everyone. Thanks for the few comments yesterday! Even though it looks like a lot of people updated...which I didn't get to visit, sorry!! ^^; Yesterday was just terrible. I felt like crap and depressed ALL DAY. I was also extremely frustrated with my stupid computer programming work...I worked for about 2 hours studying for the part of the test today and doing ONE program...which I still have no clue how to do. It works for some things, but it doesn't do everything right, and I'm just really fed up with it! My brain was totally shot yesterday from all the studying and everything. I really wanted to sleep all morning today, but stupid school. *sigh* I just wanted to sleep all yesterday, too, but of course that's not possible. I was not in the mood to do anything...I'm sure today will be the same. I had the first part of my computer programming test today, and I actually don't think I did too badly...I HOPE. Usually when I feel sorta good about a test though, that means I did really bad. *sigh* Tomorrow I have the short answer part of it to do, so tonight I have to study more and finish my homework. Bleh...today I also have a vocabulary quiz that I didn't get time to study for. Just wonderful. Then we have to work on our debates which are due monday...man...it sucks. Today's the day before December, and tomorrow's December 1st (amazing, right?)...but the temperatures here are really nice and warm. It's supposed to get up near 70 today and tomorrow, but then it'll get really chilly. There might be flurries on monday. *nods* I like the snow...so once it gets to be Decembery (Yes...that's right) I'll change my bg to the one I have on my guestbook page. Right now I'm actually in my programming teacher's room. I just finished working on one of the programs, so now I just have that one to fix...but I'll probably end up having to redo it all. I'm coming in after school today for help as well. Hmm...nothing else going on...nope. Hopefully my spirits won't be in too low of a slump today...maybe I'll see some friends and talk to them cause yesterday I basically had NO contact with anyone. ^^; I'm becoming more and more anti-social, and yeah. Well, that's all for me. I hope you didn't dread reading it...or die. Thanks for visiting me, and have a fantabulous day. I'm sorry again if I don't get to visit much.

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Warning: thanks/shout-outs, english stuff, after this, depressed yesterday, & yeah

Arigatou, minna! Thanks for your comments yesterday. *nods* Yummy, yummy gingerbread houses! I didn't know that so many of you made some before. Very interesting. ^^ I'm glad you thought the Eeyore thing was cute, too. My necklace doesn't look exactly like that. Eeyore's in a bit different position...but still similar style and super cuteness. *nods* Aww, Hoaryu, you're called Eeyore sometimes? He's not boring and neither are you! My oldest bro calls himself Eeyore (and said he used to be called that too) because he's such a downer...always gloomy, but I don't think so. ^^; Anyhoo, thoa-kun! Wow, it's sure been a long time since I heard from you! Thanks for that quote. ^^ And yay, Yug, I do hope you get your internet then! Everyone else, thanks a bunch for your comments as well. So I'm in Japanese right now...not watching today's class because it's all review for the midterm. I'll watch it later...so I can do this now! ^^; I had English before this, and you know what that means! I had my Hamlet test...and it took the entire 1.5 hours! *sigh* It was exhausting. My hands were killing me cause I wrote so much. I don't think I did too badly though. I hope...^^; I got back my autobiography rought draft, too. I got a 91! Pretty darn good I'd say! It just has a lot of revising that needs to be done...I didn't do a very good job of connecting my theme (poetry) throughout my bio, well, more like I didn't explain my poems enough to relate to the events. I also need to cut out some pieces of my memoirs cause they weren't relevant...and my one section needs to be elaborated. *sigh* My teacher was also wondering about the order of my memoirs. Why did I arrange them in that order? "You have to have a method to it." Well, they're in chronological order! Duh! >< It's so stupid...I'm surprised that despite getting a 91%, I still have so much to do. After this I have lunch (yum, I'm starving), and then we seniors have to go to an assembly thing about cap and gown orders for graduation. After that I'm going to work on my computer programming stuff. *sigh* Test tomorrow...I did some of my homework for it yesterday, but there's still much to do, and I have no clue how to do the programming projects!!! >< Oh, I also have a vocabulary quiz tomorrow...man, way too much stuff to do. So that's my day...and tomorrow. Really interesting, right? *sigh* Yesterday I was really depressed feeling...for most of the day. It totally sucks. I was so bleh that I even dreamed about being depressed and crying! *sigh* So I of course woke up that way this morning...I was so tired and exhausted (mentally, I suppose) that I didn't want to get up...but of course I must go to school. My mom asked if I was alright, but I just answered with "I'm just really tired." That's true, but I'm just always depressed for no major reason. I never tell her that because I'm sure she'll ask why, and I won't know how to answer. Nothing will help! Ok, that's it for me...I guess I'll go now and visit some people's sites (some). I'm sorry for...well, anything and everything. Thanks for visiting me! Have a nice day!

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Warning: THANKS, stupid school work, today, & Eeyore

Posting...posting...posting a bit later than usual for me! I'm doing it in the afternoon, after school! Hah! Imagine that. Well, it's because I didn't have a free period today, so yeah. Thanks a ton for the comments, even though a lot were just apologies for not having time to read my post...but that's ok! ^^ OMG, Yug!!! *hugs* I've missed you so much! I LOVED the poem you wrote me. Don't worry! I'm not mad or anything...I completely understand. I hope that you get your internet soon at your new house and that everything works out for you. Oh, my inbox is full? Poo...stupid thing...even though it says I have 196/250 or something. Stupid! Anyhoo...Grifter and Hoaryu, I admire your love for old games as well! ^^ Hehe, the good ol' systems...especially SEGA ones. *nods* Thanks to everyone else for the encouragement on my paper and tests and debates...bleh. I hope I do ok. ^^; So, bleh. Yeah...school is stupid. I have a computer programming test on thursday AND friday. He split it up to be on 2 days. Also due on friday for the class are the programming projects and all the homework. And what's that hw worth? A measly 5 points! 5 points on the test for, like, 50 questions or something. It's stupid...and I don't know how to do anything. *sigh* Tomorrow I have my Hamlet test so tonight I MUST study...then we'll get time to work on practicing/researching stuff for our debates. Hmm...so the debate will be monday, and the final draft of our autobiography is due next tuesday (I think). Stupid work! >< Today at school, nothing much happened other than in gourmet we started to put together our gingerbread houses! ^^ We used "royal frosting" to secure the walls, and then next time we'll put on the roofs and stuff. It should be fun! Other than that, I had service club today with Ms.Jones, and it was fun like usual. I graded tests (it was so funny how stupid the kids were...they got SO MANY wrong *laugh* sorry ^^;), stapled things, and helped her find stuff (on the internet and stuff that was in her desk drawers!). So that was basically my day...yup, boring. My brother is getting more training today for his job (yay!); today he gets instructions from a cop about what to do during a robbery and stuff (he's working at a bank). That should be cool. I hope he sticks with this job for more than a month! Yup...nothing interesting with me. ^^; Sorry! I don't even have a poem to write...cause I suck. Oh, I forgot to mention what I wore today! Yesterday, my mom, oldest brother Derek, and I went to the mall. I spent lots of time in Hot Topic, and got super cute Eeyore things! A shirt and an adorable pendant/necklace with a chibi Eeyore on it...awww...so cute. I love Winnie the Pooh characters. ^^ <--necklace sorta looks like this. ^^ Ok, that's all for me! I hope you have a wonderful day, and thanks for visiting me!

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Monday, November 27, 2006

Warning: thanks, bro's job, yesterday, Hamlet, & boring

Thankies!! ^^ I loved reading all the comments yesterday...Ali-chan, like holy crap! It's been forever since I've read one of your super long comments! ^^ It was a breath of fresh air! Yug hasn't been on in a long time...so I haven't had any of her long comments either...so, yeah. There haven't been any people competing for longest comment lately! ^^; And Orpheous! It's been a long time with you, too!! Anyhoo, thanks to all of you for your advice about my brother. I can't really ignore him since I'm pretty much forced to spend time with him all the time...LUCKILY though, he's starting his new job today! Well, the training for it...so, yeah. I'll have freedom from him for a bit. *hugs* So thanks to all of you for your wonderful words of caring and everything...It makes me glad to know that I'd actually be missed if I didn't post. ^^; *hugs hugs hugs* Well, yesterday was a much better day. I think it was because my brother was a bit worried about starting the training for his real job today...and he sorta just wanted to have lots of fun and be nice as a "last day before going back to work" sorta thing. ^^ We got out our wonderful Dreamcast (well, one of the 3 that we have...) and played some good ol' games. Sakura Taisen columns (an import puzzle game with the Sakura Taisen characters...I love all Sakura Taisen games!) was one of them...along with Project Justice, Soul Caliber 2, and on the Sega Collections, we played some real oldies! We finished Golden Axe and Streets of Rage 2 (I think it's 2...) for like the 4th time or something. I love old games! So, yeah, we had fun with those...and watched some anime, and then later in the day I had to work on that Hamlet paper. I have English class next so I'll hand it in then! Seriously though, my mind wasn't there at all...what I was typing and what I was thinking didn't really connect. ^^; I don't think it flowed well at all...so I'll probably get a crappy grade, but at least that's done with. Now there's still the Hamlet debate AND test! *sigh* Hmm...so I already talked about yesterday...and nothing is really going to happen today; I don't think! ^^; Wow, Thanksgiving break is over...man, it sorta sucked. I wish we got out the Dreamcast earlier cause it's so much more fun than what we were doing before...bleh. I only got out of teh house once the entire week off! Just to see that movie...other than that, I was at home and in my pajamas. Lazy! Yup, that's me! And boring! Sorry!! *sigh* Well, that's it for me! ^^; Yeah, this was a sorta short post...very boring, sorry! I'll try to visit some people today, but like usual...I doubt I can get to everyone, especially if you update late! Sorry!! I only got to like 3 people yesterday, so yeah. Anyhoo, I hope you all have/had a good day back to school/work/wherever!

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

Warning: thanks, depressing yesterday, stupid essay, & school tomorrow

Well, thanks for the few comments yesterday. I suppose a lot of people were busy even though it was Saturday...a day where there's usually a lot more comment. Oh well, it doesn't matter. Thanks for the encouragement to still write however much I want...if I want, and I'm glad to know that some of you would miss my posts if I didn't write one each day. Orpheous, I sure have missed you! ^^ It's been forever! And MDA, yeah, you never comment on my site...so it was good to hear from ya for once! Thanks to Shizuka, EmilySadako, XxKawaiixX, and Hoaryu, too for your comments. *hugs* Yesterday sucked. I swear...I was depressed, angry, and felt like crap and it was mostly because of my jerk of a brother (Corey, not the oldest). Nothing I ever do is good enough to him. I always fail somehow...and something's always my fault, and I'm useless. That's how he made me feel yesterday because of stupid crap like things we got on ebay that weren't right...and it's my fault because I was the one on the computer looking at them. I didn't even want the one thing! And the other looked completely legit, not bootlegged or anything! I hate it...I completely hated him all yesterday because he made me feel like crap all day. Worthless, useless, a failure, and all of these feelings I do take to heart, even though my mom says to just ignore him. It's not possible when I'm with him all day!!! So I really felt like stabbing him or me yesterday...it was terrible. Today will suck as well because I have to write that Hamlet essay. It's my last day before going back to school from my Thanksgiving break. Ugh, I don't want to...I don't want to wake up early again, and I especially don't want to go back to that horrid English class. Everything else will probably be a breath of fresh air. I won't have to be stuck in the house with my brother...who will finally have a full-time job now! Tomorrow's his first training day at that bank. Thank goodness...he'll be out of the house. Well, thanks for dropping by my humble little site...I was actually only going to write a really short paragraph today because I felt my long posts were unneeded...and you wouldn't miss me, but thanks to some of your comments, I felt like writing more again. Thanks, and I hope you all have a great sunday! I hope mine's not as bad as yesterday...

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

Warning: cell phone resurrected (sorta), thanks, questions, yesterday & tomorrow, sorry

Aww, thankies for the comments you guys! *hugs* Hehe, thanks for the condolences about my father's cell phone...*laugh* You know what's funny? It still worked!! Well, the bottom half. ^^; We tested it out yesterday...I turned it on, and of course since it was broken in half, the screen didn't work (and the hearing piece didn't either), but I saw the lights on the numbers go on so then I waited a bit...then I pressed the button that would've been "contacts", then I pressed "h" for home, and pressed send. *laugh* It called home! I had mom pick up, and I could talk to her and she could hear me, but I just couldn't hear anything she said since the hearing part was broken off. ^^; It was quite hilarious and amazing! Anyhoo...thanks for your comments about my Thanksgiving and for telling me about yours, too. *nods* Hmm...I'm really not in the mood today to write something lengthy...I'm having those feelings of "my long posts are annoying you, and you're all getting tired of coming here...having to read so much and comment everyday." I'm sorry that I post everyday. *sigh* Is it annoying? Should I take breaks every once in a while? How much of my posts do you usually read (all? just the first paragraph? Just the last? the middle?)? Just wondering...please answer those questions. ^^; Well, yesterday was pretty good for me since my brother had acupuncture (I forgot he had it yesterday) so I was able to have free time. I visited everyone who updated before 4pm eastern time, and then after that I played Kingdom Hearts 2 for an hour or more. That was fun. *nods* Tomorrow won't be fun though...cause I have to write that Hamlet essay. It hopefully won't be too bad. I hope! >< I just really don't want to write it...bleh. Sorry for the short post (if you really like my long ones)...I'm also sorry that I probably won't get to visit many people today. I hope you all have a wonderful saturday! Enjoy it! I hope it goes slowly...cause I don't want this Thanksgiving break to end. ^^;

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Friday, November 24, 2006

Warning: new bg, thanks, my thanksgiving, dad's broken cell, & more sorries

Nyaaww...^^ Thankies for the comments!! 15! That's a record for the past many months! I see that some of you even returned later (Shizuka) to check out what I did to my site! As some of you noticed, I changed my bg! ^^; Seems sudden, right? I didn't even mention I was going to at all...and I sorta just changed my bg, but yeah. It was another spur the moment type thing for me! I was looking for Marimite (short for Maria-sama ga Miteru) pictures on this forum, and the one I'm using for my bg was one of them...I got lots of cute pics, and I just loved this one! I thought, hey why not? It's still fall! So anyway, all the characters on there are super-deformed versions of the chara. in the show. *nods* I'll still keep my Misuzu avatars I suppose...but I'll keep on changing my theme. Anyhoo...thanks so much for the comments! Especially the wishes for a happy thanksgiving and the ones about the 007 movie...which, I see, that most people don't want to see. ^^; *hugs to all* Alrighty, I guess I'll talk a bit about my thanksgiving yesterday. I'll have to make it sorta quick since I got on the computer later...so, yeah. Yesterday just seemed like any other day to me. It didn't seem like Thanksgiving at all. *sigh* The only difference from being like most other days was that there was turkey, stuffing, and cranberries...and crappily made bread by my dad. It wasn't at all like other years because of my mom not being able to go downstairs and all. We didn't get any of her freshly baked breads and pies...or any of the special appetizers. *sigh* We didn't get to play a board game as a family like we usually would do...and the biggest thing was that we didn't sit at the dining room table (usually the only time when we do) and have a formal prayer before eating! We all just sat in front of our TVs and ate...and bleh, I really don't like turkey that much. The whole meal to me makes me feel sick. I always end up getting a headache after eating it because all of the flavors seem to mesh into one...^^; So, yeah, that was my Thanksgiving. It went very quickly, and it wasn't exciting. My dad went shopping at 5am this morning at all the stores trying to get deals...he's always up that early so it makes no difference to him. Well, apparently, when he bent outside of his car to pick up the newspaper...his cellphone dropped out of his pocket. Later, when he was coming out of the stores, he was looking for his phone, but couldn't find it. After much frantic searching, he decided to call it...he heard his message machine the first time, but the second was a high pitched sound. ^^; When he got home, he discovered his phone...on the road...crushed. *laugh* It's funny, but absolutely terrible because we can't get new phones until Dec.6 or something. It's just something that could only happen to my dad... Well, that's all for me today. I'm sorry again for my lack of commenting on your sites...you're all so nice to me, but I can't ever return the favors. *sigh* I'm sorry!!! I'm sorry!! Thanks for visiting me...I really appreciate it, and have a wonderful day after Thanksgiving! Hopefully you all didn't get too fat! *laugh*

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