Monday, November 13, 2006

Warning: post-birthday post! ^^;

*hugs x 50 billion* >_< Thanks sooooooooooooo much everyone! Arigatou, minna! Like, wow. I love you guys! I got so many cards from friends on here! And even if you didn't send me a card, don't worry, I don't mind! Just you're being here for me is enough. ^^ So I suppose I'll show them off at the end of the post, ok? Well, the ones I can show, that is...cause some were sent as e-cards, and so yeah. Actually, only 2 of them were and both had Ginji (Getbackers) on them! Hehe, yeah, EmilySadako, how dare they not have any Akabane ones!!! But Gin-chan is just as cute. ^^ Then all of the other cards except for, I guess, 2 or 3 had Misuzu (Air TV) on them! Hehe, you guys know me well! ^^ Thanks again, I love you!! So, yeah, had my b-day celebration yesterday. We did see that Borat movie, and I thought it was funny. Yes, EmilySadako, it was pretty stupid. ^^; But I didn't think it was horrible...I was actually more surprised at how much it showed the crudeness of America. Like, it was amazing how many insensitive and biased people there still are in the US! Especially with stuff dealing with the war in Iraq and stuff. Anyhoo, only one part was especially disgusting...eewwww...well, 2 parts I suppose. Anyway, it was funny, but not that great. I probably wouln't see it again if I had the choice. When we got home, I opened some presents. ^^ Then after dinner, I opened the rest. I got lots of wonderful clothing items from Hot Topic (shirts, gloves, and a cool jacket with a fairy on it)! ^^ I also got a cute Hello Kitty clock (it has choco cat on it ^^)...some video games (for xbox and the DS), Howl's Moving Castle (I loved that movie!), and...the gift that I'm currently using right now, an mp3 player! My oldest brother, Derek, bought it for me! It's so cute...it's a Samsung Pendant, and it's so little and cute. You can attach it to this thing that has the headphones on it and wear it around your neck like a necklace (hence the name "pendant"). My brother said that he's never spent so much money on a gift before! So I'm really happy. ^^ On the other hand, my pervy jerk brother, Corey, gave me nothing and didn't even say "happy birthday" to me once. So, back to school...I was so tired. I didn't want to wake up! >< Oh well. At least I have all next week off for Thanksgiving. Um, I don't think there's anything interesting to talk about today or this week yet...so, yeah. I'll just end this with all the b-day cards (well, not all...the ones that I have here ^^; Some are saved at home or can't be displayed...so I'm sorry if you don't see yours!). It's a post-birthday post! *laugh* Thanks again everyone, and I'm sorry if you got tired of reading about my b-day....sorry!!! ^^; Tomorrow I won't talk about it! Have a marvelous day! Thanks to all of you! ^^ And again, even if you didn't send me one (or not yet...Shizuka, just get better!), it's ok! I still love you! And I'm sorry if you sent me one, but I couldn't get it to work on here. ^^; (Oh, and if you don't see any floating by, then use internet explorer! or reload...)

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

Warning: birthday!

Hey, guys!!! Guess what?? Well, I'm sure if you've been reading my posts that you know...it's my birthday! *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments yesterday. ^^ I got more b-day cards, too. Thanks to Kumquat and Mota! Mota, *laugh* yes, I would LOVE to hug Ginji. Hehe...sooo cute! And Kumquat, I liked yours, too! Pretty picture! ^^ Hehe, thankies so much you guys. I'm glad that I know I'll have a wonderful b-day here on the MO! Saijinto, don't worry if you don't get the scanner to work soon. I don't mind. *nods* Hehe, yeah, I've heard that the Borat movie does have a lot of inappropriate stuff in it, but I saw Jackass 2...so I doubt it'll be as bad as that. *laugh* We're going to see the movie today since we didn't yesterday! Again, thanks so much for the cards and comments! So, like I said, we'll see the movie today! Right after it though we need to come home so my parents can see the second half of the football game. ^^; Stupid football. It's so much more important than my b-day that my oldest bro (Derek) is going to a football bbq party thing instead of celebrating with me at the movies. ^^; I don't mind though cause it's really good for him. *nods* He never gets invited to do social things like this, and he really wants to go. ^^ Last night we went out to eat for my b-day dinner instead of tonight. The food was pretty good...but there was too much! *laugh* ^^; I could barely eat half! Anyhoo...so, yeah...I guess that's all there really is to say right now! ^^; I'll wait to display my b-day cards...just in case I get more soon...or not, but yeah. I'll just put them up tomorrow or something. *hugs* Alrighty, I shall end this short b-day post here! I'm going to have to get ready soon. Tomorrow I'll tell you all about my presents! ^^ Thankies again, and I hope that you all have a fantabulous day!

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

Warning: thanks a lot, autobio crap, b-day cards, yesterday, today, & b-day tomorrow!

Hontou ni, hontou ni arigatou!!! (Really, really thank you!!) Everyone, your comments were so sweet...thanks for all of the encouragement and sympathy to my plight. *hugs* It was such a horrible night...it was so wasted and stressful. Well, the good thing is that my dad didn't call my teacher. *sigh of relief* But I'm still angry about what happened...my dad just loses it over certain things. He's always focusing on the business matters of everything and NOT sympathy. *sigh* Yeah, Mota, he needs to look up the definition of "autobiography." The first thing he said to me was, "What is this?" in a very rude tone of voice...it was so mean. He then said, "This isn't an autobiography. Is this what she wanted you to write?" He, being so old-fashioned, is used to the meaning being: write about your lief starting from when you were born. ex."I was born in the year xxxx, and then we moved to this other place where i grew up, etc..." Um, yeah, no...that's not what I wrote. Anyhoo, *hugs* thanks again a ton to you friends that commented! I already received 2 b-day cards! Thanks so much, Aerith and Xanth! *hugs* I saved both of the cards to my comp, and if you guys don't mind...tomorrow I'll probably display their wonderfulness, unless you don't want me to. ^^; Well, yesterday was pretty much what I described...I was exhausted and my eyes were burning from all the crying the night before. The first 2 periods of school I did absolutely NOTHING. I just completely refused. I just sat there staring at the computer screen...or with my head down because they hurt to have them open. ^^; At home, nothing too interesting happened. It was just the usual played video games and watched anime routine. I still didn't want to talk to my dad though. Hmm...and my head hurt a lot later, too. Yeah, that was yesterday. So today I don't know what I'm going to do. My dad needs to go down to this out of the way place to pick up something, and he and my mom need to go pick up my b-day cake, too...but I wanted to see a movie today (Borat? Is that how it's spelled?) I heard it was really funny so, yeah. Once again, Tomorrow's my birthday! ^^ I hope that it goes well. Luckily I don't have any homework to do! Usually on a sunday I'd have tons of english hw to do, like Hamlet or stuff with the autobio, but at least those are done with. Hmm...this is a pretty straight-forward post, nothing too interesting/different/contemplative. It was just a basic "what happened yesterday, what'll happen today maybe, and what about tomorrow" post. ^^; Thanks again for all the wonderful comments and love! *hugs* The b-day cards have been great so far! Today's a very nice and warm day (very out of the ordinary for this time of year!) so I hope that all of you find some warmth in it as well. *hugs* P.S. I'm deeply sorry for not being able to comment today or tomorrow (probably)...I'm sorry!!! *hugs*

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Friday, November 10, 2006

Warning: short thanks & a lot of crying

Thanks so much for the comments, you guys. I loved them all...and it was quite a lot: 11! *hugs* I appreciate everything you said, but I'm sorry that today I won't get into specifics, nor will this post be my usual 4-5-6 paragraph "essay." ^^; If you thought yesterday's was short, asialonewolfe, well...check out today's! I'm sorry guys! Bleh.....................................I am officially brain-dead. My eyes are burning, and I just want to sleep. I don't want to be here in stupid school today. I did my autobiography last night, and I was really happy about it being done and everything...but, well, rule #1 of the autobiography: NEVER SHOW IT TO YOUR PARENTS. I know that now. I certainly never wanted my dad to read it. He got pissed off at the teacher and at me for writing about such private stuff. It turned into a 2 hour argument/discussion during which I cried the whole time. My eyes are puffy and burning, and I just want to sleep. So much crying occurred last night, and I never even want to see my autobiography ever again..too bad this is just the rough draft. If it wasn't, then I'd definitely burn it for sure...or something. My dad wanted me to rewrite it because of all the personal/private things I talked about...and because I used real names. He was so upset that my teacher wanted us writing stuff like this that he was going to call her, but I told him NOT TO. If he did, they'd go at it for hours, yelling back and forth because they're both the most hard-headed people ever. If he did, then it'd ruin my grade and my class for the rest of the semester...I would fail, or be kicked out. It's happened to one of my other friends when their parents got upset with her. I'm exhausted, and my dad's words are still echoing in my head. I wish I could just wipe my memory from last night... Sorry again guys. I hope that your day is filled with wondrfullness...and I hope that my b-day on sunday won't be too bad.

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Thursday, November 9, 2006

Warning: THANKS, more english complaints and stuff, my birthday, brother problems, & changing bg

Awww, thanks so much you guys!! All of your comments yesterday were so...umm...GREAT! ^^ asialonewolfe, I'm glad that you can totally sympathize with me. Yes, we are quite similar with our personalities and problems. *nods* I know you're not a sadist; I completely understand what you were saying. Hehe, "you go girl!" ^^ I'll try my best. Aerith, Reki, Kilwoon (that one part of your comment didn't make sense...lots of numbers and letters ^^; it was leet? (?) my friend just translated it for me *laugh*), sasori XIII, and Saijinto, thank you all for your wonderful sympathetic hatred towards my teacher, too. Hehe...yes, Reki, bring out that crowbar! *laugh* So, yeah, I just need to bear (?) with her for a little bit longer...then I'll never have to see that stupid biatch teacher again. I just want this paper done!! >< Again, thanks so much to the commenters yesterday! *hugs* I'm in 3rd period campus (free period), listening to some random anime mp3s, and posting...while posting on this other forum...while listening to/talking to Narret and chatting online with Harvey. *nods* I have the dreaded English class next period...*sigh* NOOOOOOOO!!!!! I don't wanna go! You can't make me! *sob* Ugh, but we'll probably just be talking about Hamlet today since we finished it...so, tomorrow that Hellish paper known as the autobiography is due...well, the rough draft of it. I worked on it some yesterday, and I got the introduction done (which is about 3 pages). My intro, which sets the scene/describes the theme we'll be using (poetry in my case), seems more like another memoir...so I wonder if it'll count. *sigh* So tonight I have to work work work on it!! I must do the whole bulk of it pretty much...and I might have to come up with more poems, too. ^^; Cause some of mine aren't that great or didn't really have to do with an event in my life...*sigh* I hate this project...so...much! Oh, this SUNDAY is my BIRTHDAY! ^^ I haven't even been thinking about it because of all this stupid work I've been having. I'm going to be 18! Wow! I can't believe it...nope, I just can't. I don't look 18, and I don't act 18...I'm so dependent on my parents for everything. ^^; So, yeah...this was a short paragraph. *laugh* Things at home haven't been so great, especially for my brother. Now he's been getting a reaction to the downstairs of the house. It's not exactly like what my mom gets, but it's still bad. His face gets really red, and he says it burns...so now we've been mainly staying upstairs in the "green room", playing video games/watching anime there. I don't really like it...having to be in one room for most of the day. ^^; I don't get any bad reactions, luckily, so I shouldn't have to be confined in the upstairs...but since I always do everything with him (yes, that stupid annoying older brother that I always complain about), well...I sorta have to. *sigh* Yeah, I know...I'm weak and easily controlled. I know that. Another bad thing for him (and me) is that he still hasn't gotten word back from that bank about whether he got the job or not. *sigh* He's gotten letters with a big "no, sorry" on them from other banks...but there's still this other big one. *sigh* I really HOPE he gets the job...PLEASE!!! Alrighty, I think this post has gone on for long enough. ^^; Sorry!! Oh, I was thinking that I'd flip-flop my bg's (gb and main page) in december or something, since my gb background is wintery. *nods* Ok, sorry about that! Anyhoo, thanks so much for visiting me you guys! *hugs* Have a très cool day! ^^

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

Warning: thanks/shout-outs, more crap with my teacher and stuff...

Helloz....I'm not too genki (happy/energetic) today. *sigh* This week, especially today has been terribly stressful, and it's all thanks to my stupid teacher/my english class. Anyhoo, thanks a lot for the comments. All very appreciated. *hugs* I was glad to hear from you, maiden of ice, again! And I think this was the first time hearing from you, vega. ^^ Thanks a lot for visiting me! *laugh* EmilySadako...ummm..."pickles in a jar." *laugh* I loved your comment. Saijinto, that's good that you're not a lazy guy. *nods* I commend you on that. Everyone else, I thank you greatly as well. *hugs* Nyaaa....I didn't have any free periods today, so this post is going to be especially short and blah. Today sucked, like I said. All morning and last night I was dreading coming to school...especially going to my english class. I didn't want to face my teacher, whom I swear is out to torment me. Like I said yesterday, I was supposed to email her my questions about the autobiography, and that was the first thing I did yesterday. She didn't email me back all day...and I complained non-stop to my mom about it. My teacher isn't doing her job...she doesn't cater to her students' needs, and I swear, she has no sympathy. So anyway, I was just so fed up with her and so afraid to confront her that I was ready to cry anytime...and I did cry. I cried right in front of her face when she was "helping me" with answering my questions. She didn't help at all, and she told me, "Well, crying isn't going to help anything. You won't get anything done if you cry." Then she proceeded to ask me questions about my paper and stuff... She gave me suggestions as to how I could write it, but I didn't understand what she meant. I just answered with "yeah, that helped...thanks" and left. I didn't want to see her anymore, so with my dripping nose and tear-streamed face, I asked to go to the bathroom...I can't believe she didn't even care that i was crying...all over my papers! I hate her! Ugh, I wish she were dead. Anyhoo, I completely rejected her idea, and I've decided to have my theme be my poetry, you know, like the poems I've written about my feelings about a certain event or whatever's been going on with me...so I'll have a poem before each story/memoir. Whatever, it'll probably suck, but whatever. I just want it over with...OVER...so it's due this friday, and I'm going to have to work on it some tonight. Well, that's pretty much it. Everything I talk about nowadays relates to my stupid teacher and autobiography project...sorry. *sigh* Thanks for taking the time to read this...if you really did. ^^; Even if you didn't, thanks for dropping by my site. *hugs* Have a nice day!

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Tuesday, November 7, 2006

Warning: thanks, shout-outs, new theme, at home, english teacher problems, japanese fun, & sorry!

I have today off from school! ^^ I'm not sure exactly why, but I don't think I'll question it. *laugh* Thanks sooooooooooo much for the compliments on my new theme! ^^ I'm glad that you guys liked it so much! It's definitely different for me. *nods* Just having a plain one with no anime character. ^^; And I really like my gb/quiz result bg a lot, too though...so I might end up flip-flopping them soon, so you guys that don't see my gb page often (which I don't either) can see it. *nods* Yes, EmilySadako, I gotta say...you were soooo right on with a lot of what you said! About the whole grade thing and guys not wanting to do the chores part. ^^; Yeah...my dad'll probably just use that as an excuse to not do anymore laundry! He rarely does it, but when he does it turns out bad! *sigh* My sweater!!! Hmm, so most of you get fake trees, huh? I didn't know that! I suppose they are a lot more convenient, but they seem to be more expensive actually. ^^; Like the one we got cost more than when we'd get a real tree! Yeah, chibi-mashumaro, I've seen a lot of anime. *nods* That's interesting that you've seen a lot of those, too! ^^ I really recommend them to everyone! Aria TV, Air TV, Peacemaker Kurogane, Rozen Maiden, and for those that don't mind yuri (girlxgirl romance) Maria-sama ga Miteru. *nods* Well, thanks again to everyone for your superb comments! *laugh* I said "superb"... So, I'm obviously home right now since I said I didn't have school today. I just woke up for the most part...it's around 11 am. *nods* I just emailed my teacher my questions...Oh! Right, I'd better talk about that first. Ok, like usual, I HATE my english teacher. I have yet another reason why! So yesterday, like I said I had to do, I went and talked to my teacher about getting a meeting with her to discuss the autobiography and how I'm sooo confused about it. She said that the only free time she had was THURSDAY 7th period. Now, take note that this paper is due FRIDAY. The only time she could fit me in was the LAST PERIOD of the day before it's due. *cough* I agreed, despite how stupid it sounded. Seeing her anytime was better than none...but I didn't think that I'd be writing my whole paper the night before; it'd be impossible, but that's what I'd have to do if that was the only time I could ask her questions. So, I agreed and I also said that I'd email her questions beforehand...she asked, "Why? Why would you do that? Then why are we having the meeting?" Yes, she said that...and in such a...ugh, mean way. Anyhoo, so a few minutes later she calls me back and says, "Sorry, I have an in-service meeting then so we can't conference." I answer with "Oh, it's ok. I'll just email you my questions." So that's what I just did. It was very stressful on me...I hate talking to her...it's soooo stressful for me! I'm afraid to talk to her, even through emails! And can you believe I just kept on getting shuffled down the line of importance like that? Ugh! I can't stand her!!!! *sigh* I just hope she helps me... Well, today's voting day. *nods* I'm not quite old enough yet though...so just everyone else in my family is voting. Um, yeah...let's see...what else...yesterday was fun during Japanese. I had to make up 2 conversations with my teacher, and I loved talking to her! She was so funny, and when she asked me what I had for lunch, and I answered...she replied, "That's it?? Really? You should eat more! Promise me that next time you'll eat more for lunch!" *laugh* All that in japanese, of course...so I just thought it was funny. And when I couldn't remember the word for "newspaper" (shinbun), I said, "ah!! My mind completely gone right now...I can't remember! Ah!" So she said quickly and in a funny way, "Oh! Get it back! Bring it back! Come on!" *laugh* So, yeah, I like my japanese teacher, just not my English. Ok, I'll end this post now...was it long? ^^; I think it was...especially the part about my english teacher. Sorry!! *hugs* Well, thanks a lot of visiting me, and I'm sorry again for rarely visiting you guys and everything. Have a beautiful day!

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Monday, November 6, 2006

Look!

It's a new theme! *laugh* I couldn't decide on what anime I should have my bg be...so I just made it be this super cool and pretty decorative one. ^^; Maybe later I'll add some character (like Misuzu) to it, but for now...it's good how it is. *nods* Oh, and I changed the guestbook etc. bg, too. It's now of Tsuzuki from Descendants of Darkness (Yami no Matsuei). ^^ Enjoy!

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Warning: thanks, possible new themes, school so far, quizzes, the weekend, & fake tree

Posting time! ^^; Probably not very interesting, but whatever! *hugs* Thanks for the comments everyone! ^^ Yes, school sucks...especially English! I hate my teacher, but today I must force myself to attempt to ask her about my autobiography for help...sometime, somehow! ^^; I'm really afraid of her; she's such a biatchy and intimidating pregnant lady. *sigh* And I swear that she hates me. Anyhoo, as you can see, I still haven't changed my theme. I really want to though, but I just can't find a good wallpaper to use! I want one that is either Air (again) or from an anime that I'm watching currently or I recently watched like: Aria TV, Maria-sama ga Miteru, Rozen Maiden, or Peacemaker Kurogane. So, if any of you can help me find wallpapers for those...well, thanks! That'd be awesome! ^^ *hugs* Well, thanks again to those of you that commented! I'm in my 3rd period campus right now (and while posting this, I'm emailing Harvey). My CD player's batteries are low...so I'm saving them up for my second free period later in the day. ^^; I have a Hamlet quiz and cultural literacy quiz next period! Nooo!! >< I hope I don't do too badly...like how I did on my last computer programming test...*sigh* I got a D+! Ugh, I suck!!! I didn't think I did that badly...at least I still got a B overall because of my perfect lab grades. ^^; Those are the only things keeping me afloat! Hmm...there was something I was going to say...but what was it??? What??? *thinks* Oh! Yeah! *sigh* My dad...ruined one of my sweaters. He washed it in with the normal wash clothes...when it was supposed to either be dry cleaned or on delicate. *sigh* I LOVED that sweater! It was my favorite color of purple...and I just wore it the other day and got compliments on it! >< I was soooo angry at him last night...SOOOO angry. I understand that he was just trying to help, but there was a reason for that sweater and the other "delicate" clothes to be in a separate basket! ^^; And he didn't even say sorry...anyhoo, yeah, that was really exciting, right? I can't believe how boring of a person I am!! Hmm...what else can I talk about? Well, tomorrow I don't have school...which is good, but I'm still worried about the whole autobiography thing and college applications stuff. I suck!!! Alright, so enough of this...nothing else happened this weekend. Oh, right, this will be the first year that for Christmas we'll have a fake tree. ^^; Cause my mom can't go downstairs...so we have to have a fake one upstairs. *sigh* Oh well...anyhoo, I'll end this now. I must go fail more quizzes! I hope that you all have a lovely day! *hugs* Thanks for visiting me!

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Sunday, November 5, 2006

Warning: thanks and shout-outs, school work, & sorry!!!!

Thanks for the comments! ^^ Was everything in working order yesterday, as in the date of the post and the commenting situation? ^^; I hope so. I did notice though that it had my friday's post there still as being on the 4th...which was wrong, but oh well. So I DID post ONCE yesterday, the one before it was actually friday's. *nods* Anyhoo, I obviously didn't change my theme yet...I'm lazy that way, and maybe I won't even change it. *laugh* Maybe it'll just be another Air theme! Yeah, xanth, run for the hills! *laugh* Heaven forbid I do a theme that isn't Air! ^^; I don't know, I'm still thinking about it...but lots of you said that you were changing yours so now I feel pressured to change mine, too! ^^; Anyhoo...*hugs* Aerith! Wings of Dream! *hugs both* I haven't heard from you guys in soooooooooo long! Thanks so much for visiting me again, and yes, I've missed you tons, too! Yes, EmilySadako...I feel that my family is ungrateful and stuff, too. *nods* Spirit, thankies for dropping by, too! Sorry I haven't been able to visit a lot of you lately...*sigh* So, um, yeah...I don't think there's actually much to talk about today! ^^; I pretty much said everything yesterday. Today I have the rest of Hamlet to read (yes, for English), questions to answer about it, cultural literacy stuff to look up (that's pretty much questions on anything...history, literature, science...but it's for English class), and that's mainly what I have to do today. However, I've been worrying about things to come...like I really should be working on my college application(s), and this friday the rough draft of our huge autobiography is due!!!! >< *sigh* I'm so clueless about how to arrange it and everything...it's going to be so hard. Plus, I hate my teacher, and she never helps me. How am I supposed to get help/conferencing about my paper when she says she's "all booked up" with other students??????? That's not fair!!!!!!!!!! I hate her! *sigh* So, nothing really happened yesterday...so I really don't have anything else to say. ^^; Sorry! If I were a really good writer, I'd probably insert a poem now...but I'm not; I suck. I pretty much give up on everything I do, so that's probably included now. *sigh* So I'm sorry guys if you're looking for poems of mine, and I haven't delivered, nor have I visited many of you often. I'm sorry!!!! I can't even change my theme like I say I am!!! T.T I'm sorry everyone...and this was a very boring post, I know. So if you have tons of time on your hands and you didn't read yesterday's post, well, go ahead, ok? Yesterday's is the one towards the top of the 4th. Well, have a fantabulous day everyone! Again, I'm sorry!!

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