Monday, October 16, 2006

Warning: thanks & my future, Harvey's ok!, today so far, memoir, & yeah

Hi nyaaa~! ^^ How ya'll doin? No one has updated yet...it's 9:50am...well, that's fine with me...since I can't visit. ^^; So many people updated over the weekend though! And commented, thanks!! *hugs* I'm just soooo sorry that, unlike most people, I don't get more time on the weekends for the computer...*sigh* Anyhoo, thanks a ton for all the comments! Thanks for complimenting/encouraging me with the SATs! Also, thanks for sympathizing with not knowing what to do in the future...^^; I really have no clue, and I see that some of you are in the same boat. Sure, people say that there's plenty of time for me to decide, but is that really true? I'm a senior...and I have to decide on colleges and crap...and what I want to do, but...*sigh* I have no clue. Aww, Jungy, thanks for saying I'm a great writer...I don't really think so though...and I doubt I could become a writer or anything. At least you know that's what you've wanted to do since you were 4! *sigh* My dad insists that I do something with psychology or be a social worker of some kind...NO THANKS! I don't want other people's problems completely shoved on me and on my conscious. Sure, I enjoy helping people, and I'm told I'm very good at that...but to do it for a profession might be way too stressful. *sigh* I just don't know what I want to do...I tend to not have a mind of my own...I don't make many decisions in my life. I'm always asking others what to do instead. ^^; So, anyhoo, thanks a lot everyone! At the moment, I'm in a better mood...sorta. I just got super happy cause I checked my emails and there was one from Harvey! ^^ No one said they knew anything about where he was or anything...but that's fine now! ^^ He's ok...he was just really busy. *nods* I'm just so relieved nothing bad happened! Anyhoo, I'm listening to a CD that I burned yesterday. Lots of yummyful anime/game songs. *nods* I'm in 3rd period campus...with nothing really interesting to talk about yet! I had computer programming and law&justice, and we really didn't do much. I programmed, and yeah. In law and justice, my teacher made me put my book away...I don't get it. When I had him in 10th grade, I remember I used to read his whole class period away, and he didn't care, but now he makes me put my book away! *laugh* Other kids are drawing and sleeping...but they don't get in trouble. ^^; Oh, NNM. Hehe, it's ok..I won't say that you're a lecher anymore...well, make it seem like I'm saying that you are. I never once said that you were!!! Oh, and no, I didn't play tag in Toys R Us either. *laugh* Anyoo...back on topic, sorry, I just felt I had to address that matter. *cough* Now then...yes, I wrote my memoir last night. It took me a while, and I really hate how it turned out. I wrote about the kitchen renovation and how it affected our whole lifestyle with my mom being allergic and whatnot...and that causing us to have to move. It was a very confusing topic to write on! The memoir ended up being very jumbled...so I'm pretty sure I'll get a crappy grade on it. *sigh* Only one more memoir to do though!! And then there's the overall huge autobiography...*sigh* I'm not looking forward to that...umm, yeah, I guess that's all there is on that topic. Memoirs=stupid and teacher=pissy pregnant biatch. I don't think there's much for me to talk about today...hmmm...nope. I have a psychology test today, and I didn't study yet...so, yeah. I'll do that during lunch. We might go out to eat tonight...maybe...and that's all! *laugh* I hope that you will all have a fantabulous day today! I'm sorry if I killed you all with boredom!! ^^;

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Warning: thanks a lot, SAT day, CDs, memoir, & missing Harvey

Wow! Thanks so much for all the comments! I'm exhausted just from reading them all! *laugh* Cause I just read yesterday's and the day before's...so that's 22! ^^ Thanks! I'm actually going to try to make this a shorter post...try to...but anyhoo, thanks for all the encouragement with the SATs. EmilySadako, I wish you much luck with your PSATs!!!! *hugs* I'm sure you'll do well! Get that scholarship!! *nods* AurionAddict, nice to hear from ya again, and I'm glad to have your support as well...with that similar situation. It was also very nice to hear from EK, Perios, cheerchick, boredteenager, maiden of ice, Saijinto, and Ali-chan again!! *hugs all* I haven't heard from you guys in a really, really long time!! ^^ Thanks so much! And Shizuka, it's ok if you think what I talked about before is wrong. ^^; Lots of people do...so, yeah...I don't know how I feel really. NNM, *laugh* yeah, I *cough* know that you support me. Whatever happens, happens...I'm sure nothing will come of it anyway. ^^; So again, thanks a ton to all of you!! Alrighty, so I slept well last night! ^^ Of course, I was dead tired and mentally exhausted from taking the SATs and whatnot. I just hope I did well!! And yes...am I really crazy for thinking them to be easy? ^^; I guess it was all the PSSAs we've been taking...and stuff...I don't know. *laugh* I probably did really BAD because I thought they were easy!!! >< I hope not! Anyhoo, so I got there at school early and saw some friends. We waited for quite some time until we could go to our testing room...blah blah blah, I took the SATs. The essay was really easy (I was so worried about it, too). However, I am "not allowed to discuss any questions from the SATs in detail via any communication, including emails, text messages, blogs, or other forms." *laugh* So I won't tell you what it was! I had more difficulty with math cause I really didn't remember how to do a lot of them...or I didn't have much time to really spend time thinking about them. ^^; I completely guessed on a few. The english parts (I got a lot of those! 7/10 were english sections!) were pretty easy...just read the passage and answer the questions, or replace the underlined sentence with one that sounds better, or insert the best words! ^^; So, yeah, I'm sure all of you will do fantastically with it when you have to take it!! *nods* After the test, man...it was sooooo long! I sat outside, waiting for my mom to pick me up. I sat with Leslie (previously mentioned), and we talked about stuff...mainly school stuff...I was asked, of course, about what I want to do for college and in my future...which, OF COURSE, I said, "I don't know." *sigh* Everyone knows what they want to do...I just don't... After getting picked up, we went shopping...went to Toys R Us (got some games), and then we went to K-Mart! Yes, ever so exciting! That's it. *laugh* Then at home, it was a usually day of watching anime and playing video games. ^^; My brother was nice and made a few more CDs for me/us! Guilty Gear X soundtracks, more Rumble Roses songs, and a CD with some totally random old stuff! *laugh* Have any of you ever seen the movie (animated) "The Brave Little Toaster"? I loved that movie as a kid. *nods* It was made in the 80s I think...anyhoo, he got some songs from that!! It's amazing! *laugh* So, yeah, that was nice of him. *nods* Ugh, today...I have to write my memoir...*sigh* #4. I SOOOO don't want to!! It's such a pain, and I really don't know what to do about it! I was going to write about this whole house situation with my mom sorta deal...but my mom doesn't want me to, and I think it'd be really confusing. ^^; Man! This is no weekend! It was like having a 6-day school week...and today I still have work to do so it really isn't relaxing. *sigh* Stupid!! I have other stuff to do, but I didn't bring it home...cause I didn't feel like it...^^; Ok, I'll end this post now...was it shorter? *laugh* Probably not. Sorry!! No visiting time today either...like usual...I'm SOOO SORRY!!! *sob* Hey, have any of you heard from Harvey (asher.xs) lately? I'm getting worried...he hasn't replied to any of my emails, he hasn't updated in 2 weeks, and he hasn't commented in like a month! He usually at least replies to my emails...I hope nothing bad happened. I'm not sure if he's been on gaia cause I like never go on anymore...if any of you have any info on him, please tell me! Ok then, NOW I'll end this post! I hope you all have a wonderful sunday! *hugs*

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

Sorry! Quick post! ^^;

I just got back from taking the SATs...and doing some shopping afterwards. ^^; I am really exhausted now...I wish I could just go to sleept! Too bad I can't sleep during the day. Anyhoo, I actually thought it was pretty easy. ^^; My brothers and people think I'm crazy for thinking it was easy! Oh well, I hope that's a good thing...and I didn't even study. I just hope I did well! Anyhoo, my eyes are tired from reading so much and thinking...so I'll read your comments later (probably tomorrow). Sorry! I do see that lots of people commented that I haven't heard from in a really long time!!! ^^ *hugs* Thanks! If you didn't read yesterday's post, go ahead today! You get an extra day! *laugh* Thanks so much for visiting and everything. *nods* I love you guys! I'll talk more about other stuff tomorrow...I hope you all have a fantabulous day, and I'm sorry for not being able to visit anyone!!! *sigh*

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Friday, October 13, 2006

Warning: thanks for the 2000, guidance counselor, memoir, liking girls...again...SATS! ><, & sorry

Hello everyone. *hugs* Thanks a ton for the comments! 8! ^^ And thanks 50 billion for helping me get to 2000 visits!!!!!! *hugs* Right now, I have 2004...wow, 2 more and it'd be this year. ^^; Anyhoo, so I love you guys! Hardluckwoman and Angel Kitsune, it'd be so cool if you made me banners. ^^ That'd be soooo sweet of you! But you really don't have to if you don't want. Sorry, Kitsune, I don't really know how to make them...so, yeah...I haven't made any of the banners I have on my site. ^^; Jungy! *hugs* It's been quite a while! Yay for piano! *nods* Heh, yeah, piano society would be cool....and good explanation there for the whole sexuality thing. *nods* You're the only one (other than NNM *cough* you must be sick...all that coughing...) that really commented on that, so I thank you. Monica, thanks for visiting as well! I'm so glad that you don't hate me!!! NNM, yeah, seriously...some US manga companies really piss me off...they only bring out a few volumes of a series and then just completely stop!!! >< Any manga released by ADV (I hate them) manga is like that...and Raijin Comics went out of business or something, too. So, yeah, I'm missing out on a lot of series that I wanted to read! *sigh* Ok, so at the moment I'm posting in Japanese class. I just took my quiz and I finished watching the class, so yeah. I would've had time today during a certain campus...which is next...BUT I got a stupid f-ing pass from my stupid f-ing guidance counselor. *sigh* Now it's the new counselor since my old one that totally messed me up in my mind is gone due to her having a baby! I hope this lady isn't so bad...but I doubt that'll happen. *sigh* The meeting's going to be about college and crap, which I have such a difficulty talking about. I swear, I'm going to probably end up crying...like usual...ugh!!!!! So much stress recently... So today in English, we were given time in the writing center/library to work on our fourth memoir. I, however, barely got any done. I just couldn't think...I feel that there's nothing of importanced in my life to talk about, and the stuff that has happened is so confusing that I don't know how I'll write about it...*sigh* I'm going to do it on this whole kitchen ruining my family's lifestyle and whatnot. I suppose that's one of the most prominent things that has happened to me lately...so yeah. It's going to be so hard to write about though...I don't know how I'll do it! So anyway, I was sitting next to this girl, Leslie, who is sorta my friend...we've never talked before this year, and it's not like we talk outside of class or anything, but she's a really good friend. Anyhoo, she was having trouble thinking of what to write about, too...cause she really doesn't trust our teacher with what she wants to write about. I have no clue what it was about...but she started crying when she thought about it. All I know is that it has to do with her backstabbing friends and her being a "very depressed girl" before. *sigh* It made me sad when she said that...cause I couldn't help at all, and she wouldn't tell me anything. She and our teacher went out to her room to talk about it privately. I wish I knew more about her...all I know is that she's the girlfriend of this really goofy and ugly guy. ^^; That brings up again the point of..."deviating from straight sexuality." *sigh* I think I like her. ^^; She looks at me...like with real sweetness and honest encouragment/trust (or something) whenever we talk. Like when she was talking to our teacher today, after most of her sentences she'd look up at me and then look at our teacher. She just seems really nice...and sorry...but I'm having these weird feelings of liking her. *sigh* Right before Japanese, she was in the library (w/her boyfriend), and she waved to me, smiled, and I did the same. Then when leaving, she said "bye", and when she was packing up...she kept glancing at me (cause I was too) and smiling. Then we wished each other luck with the memoirs. ^^; Ok...am I weird or what????? >< Man!! I'm so confused...do I just really like her as a friend because of her being nice to me (cause I'm that weak)? Or is it more? *sigh* I've had these feelings before for other people...girls...and I don't know what to do about it. Is it wrong? ^^; Sorry...if I made any of you uncomfortable reading this...though, NNM, I'm sure you were loving it. Alrighty, class is almost over! I shall end this post here...crap!!! I still didn't complain about the SATS!! Argh!!! >< So, tomorrow I have to get up early....SATS from 8am to 1pm...5 hours of my saturday are gone, wasted!!!! *sigh* I'll be so tired...so I'm terribly sorry if you don't see a post from me tomorrow. I doubt I'll get any time. Sorry. *bows* I hope you all have a great day/weekend!! P.S. Thanks a billion, Hardluckwoman, for this super fantabulous banner/award for my 2000 hits!!!! ^^ Marvel at its beauty! Cute Misuzu!! >_<

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Yayness!!

2000 visits has been reached!!! *hugs* THANKS SO MUCH!! ^^ Exactly 2000 at the moment (6:20pm)....ok, please read my other post, thanks again!!! >_<

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Warning: thanks lots!! >_< and other stuff! *laugh* don't feel like typing it all

Thanks to the six of you that commented! *hugs* I suppose now that's the regular number! Arigatou, minna! ^^ I am nearing the 2000 visits mark!!! >_< It's crazy!! I could never believe that I'd get that...so, right now I have 1993. I love you guys!! *hugs* I wonder how many you need to be in the top 500...I'm sure that most/all of you noticed that they no longer have the popularity ranking thing. I guess that it affected too many people negatively or something...wanting to be super popular and stuff. But still, I am curious! ^^; Anyhoo, thanks a ton Shizuka for all of your sweet encouraging words. *nods* Of course, you, NNM, Reki, Rachel, and mirelle5, as well...and it's quite alright, asialonewolf, that you couldn't read my post. *nods* I understand! So, um, yeah...yesterday was my first fully happy day in a really long time, well, at least for me. Things didn't go so well for my mom though...I'll mention that later. So, again thanks for your comments and visitations! ^^ Alrighty, so now I am listening to the Rozen Maiden soundtrack! ^^ It's ultra super fantabulous! I love the music...especially the piano songs...I can play the piano, and I printed out some sheet music from Rozen Maiden. Unfortunately, I haven't played the piano in a really long time though...months...^^; I feel bad about that. Anyhoo, I'm in 3rd period campus posting this...obviously. *laugh* Nothing has happened yet today of interest. I just programmed and had law&justice. So, yeah, nothing to really say about today at the moment! Yesterday, like I mentioned, was a great day for me. My brother was consistently nice to me all day...somehow. ^^; I wonder how he'll be today! My dad, however, was a total...ugh...I swear, he must be bipolar! He even has medication, but he never takes it! *sigh* So anyway, he tends to blow up at anything...seriously. He has this thing where he wants to throw away anything of ours. he always says, "Oh, you're not using it! Either give it away or throw it away! We can't be moving all this crap into the new house!" Even before all of this, before we were moving...he's had this problem of wanting to throw our stuff away. Heaven forbid throw away any of his ancient books (seriously, they're from teh 1700s and stuff) or other junk! But it's ok for him to want to throw things of ours away (or give them away) without telling us...so anyhoo, last night he wanted to give away my mom's fine china! Um, NO! She got sooooooo mad at that. So they aruged for quite some time about how he always wants to get rid of anything that's ours...as if he doesn't want anything of us around. I think he'd be most happy in a small house with nothing but clocks to keep him company...not us. *sigh* And he NEVER apologizes either. Yeah, so other than that...it was a fantabulous day. We were just all afraid of talking to/getting near my dad. ^^; My bro and I finished watching Gunslinger Girls for the 3rd time. It's the BEST SHOW EVER, well, at least one of them! You know it, Reki and NNM! ^^ It's such a sad ending though...*sob* Poor Angelica. Anyhoo, I watched America's Next Top Model...and again, very sad!! I liked Megg...I didn't want her to go! She was one of a.j.'s good friends! So they were all crying...and man, it made me so sad. I love a.j. though! *laugh* I was seriously acting obsessed with her yesterday...so maybe I am? So what? ^^; Call me a lesbian, but whatever. *laugh* I don't know what I am...so I just go with bi cause I've had many crushes on guys, but recently...I've been liking girls, too. ^^; My gross brother always picks up on that fact...and, he "supports" it...well, that's just cause he's a dirty pervert. NNM, you're the same way, right? Mr.I-love-yuri. *laugh* Ok...sorry...really weird transition here...sorry! Don't be all freaked out at me! Ok, well, I don't think there isn't much else I wanna talk about today! I could complain more about saturday though! UGH...>< SATS!!!!! I have to wake up early and get there at like the same time school usually starts (it's the weekend! OMG, I don't want to!), and the test goes until 1pm. You kidding me? A 6-hour test? WTF??!! It's the biggest waste of time...EVER. I know, like everyone has to take it...blah, blah, blah, college, blah, blah...*sigh* I still don't want to take it. Waste of my weekend! ^^; Ok, sorry, I'll stop complaining about that now... I shall take my leave now! I hope today fares thee well! *laugh* Hamlet came in handy last night...the final Jeopardy question I totally got right cause I just read that act and knew that quote...^^ Sorry...random...ok, have a good day! P.S. I just noticed my title got cut off somehow...so I just retyped another one, which doesn't tell you a thing! *laugh*

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Warning: thanks, Rumble Roses, a nice day, bad night, & that's it

Thanks, you guys, for the comments (of course!). ^^ Though few (I wonder what's happened to everyone?) they were all nice...yeah, my teacher is stupid, and NNM, I wish I could kick her in the balls. *laugh* Too bad she doesn't have them, and her being pregnant...well, this sounds extremely cruel and sadistic, but I could kick her in the baby. *laugh* Ok, anyhoo...I wouldn't do anything of the sort...I spent a lot of yesterday complaining about the whole memoir thing to my mom. She finds her to be an absolute hypocrite as well. My teacher is saying that she's "not grading our memories/events", but she obviously is. It just really pisses me off...so much that I don't even want to write the next ones! *sigh* Reki, that joke was hilarious! *laugh* I think you told it well! I've never heard it before, but I really liked it. Haha, "counting your ribs." Yeah, just in case any were missing! ^^ Thanks also for the compliments on my new bg. *nods* Right now, I'm in last period....in the library. I was supposed to have service club with Ms.Jones today, but she has a meet (track, she's the coach) so she let me go to the library. *nods* Lucky! Otherwise I wouldn't have found time to post today! ^^ I'm listening to the soundtrack to the video game "Rumble Roses." *laugh* It's a female wrestling game...it's awesome. The songs are the entrance songs for the characters, and they're all really great! The one girl's is a different mix/version of "Look to the Sky", which I'm sure most of you know from DDR. *nods* My brother (the pervy one that's usually annoying) burned it for me...along with the soundtrack to Rozen Maiden. Though he most likely got the songs from the perverted forum he belongs to, and it's not like these CDs are just for me (he'll listen a lot, too)...it was very sweet of him to think of me. This is one of the first things he's done for me in a long time! He never goes out of his way to do something nice for someone...so I suppose late last night he burned them, and he put them outside my door with notes saying, "To the kid [that's me], listen to this when you're bored at school!" and the other said, "Listen to this right away!", which I did. ^^ I listened to the Rumble Roses one in the morning when I was having breakfast. It was such a surprise, though a little one...and he even told me about downloading the soundtracks yesterday, but it still made me feel happy. ^^ I'm a freak when it comes to stuff like that...like if someone actually does something just for me without me asking...I find it so nice/sweet that I pretty much want to cry. ^^; Sometimes I do. *laugh* I'm a crybaby, ok! Anyhoo, the next good thing happened in gourmet today. My teacher, while I was filling up my water bottle, said, "Kelsey, I like the way you get along with everyone. You really do a good job of making people feel good and included. Thank you." etc...^^ That really made me feel happy. No one's ever told me that...indeed, I always try my best to do so, but usually it just goes unoticed and ignored. ^^; I'm usually left out of things, so I try to include others...that's probably me just being selfish though...wanting to have friends like that. *sigh* Oh well, it was still nice of her. And then, at lunch, I opened my lunchbox...and found that my mom wrote me a sweet little note saying some encouraging things. ^^ A little embarrassing, but so...very...uplifting. So, yeah, so far today has been a wonderful day! I'm really tired, and I have lots of stuff to complain about still...but I won't because hopefully this day will be a good one despite all that. Yesterday was a terribly stressful day...mainly at home. I won't go into it, but I'll just say that there was lots of yelling (mostly involving my dad) and confusion...and stress all caused by the moving thing and my mom's problem/illness. She got a reaction yesterday, so that's sorta what started the stress...she was outside sewing on her machine when it happened, so she's come to the horrible conclusion that we wont' be able to bring our furniture with us to the new house because it'll probably affect her. *sigh* Well, I think I made this post too long...again...like usual. *sigh* I was going to make this a short one, but I guess that never happens with me! ^^; Well, I hope you all have a happy day, and I'm sorry for not visiting all of you!

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Warning: new bg, thanks, today, memoir & stupid teacher, & sorry!

Aww, thank you guys. *hugs* I am very grateful for all of your sweet comments on everything! For those of you that checked earlier in the day, now you can see that I changed my bg. *nods* It's another Air one...Misuzu, of course. ^^ Yes, I suppose it is peaceful. It's a darker one than what I've had before...I realize it's a little hard to read the text in some areas, but there really is no better color than black! ^^; So I hope you don't mind it too much...oh, and I'm a little bothered with how Misuzu isn't directly in the middle like how she's supposed to be...stupid MO and their weird dimensions. Anyhoo, I'm glad that I got a lot of positive feedback on my poem that isn't quite finished. ^^; I was just sorta struggling with it...so maybe I'll pick it back up in a few days and finish it. Thanks again for the advice. Now then, I shall talk about my memoir and stupid english teacher...which, Sasori, wasn't pmsing...since she's pregnant. *laugh* My friend said that most women in their third trimester of pregnancy get all bitchy. Ok, anyhoo...I'm writing this in my Japanese class. We didn't have class yesterday cause of the block schedule so I watched yesterday's class today. And today's wasn't up yet so I'm free to roam the internet at will! ^^ So I'm using that time now to post. Yay! At the moment I'm listening to Utada's KH2 songs...all thanks to NNM. ^^ Anyhoo, I was going to talk about today and my memoir and crap. So today is the even schedule...thus me having periods 2,4,6, and the special #8. I've had law and justice, english, I'm currently in Japanese, and then I'm going to have Cooking (with friends)! Nothing interesting happened in any classes except for english...I got back my memoir so I could see why she took so many points off. First off, she gave this whole spheal about how she's "not grading our memories", she's not saying "oh, this was a C-event or this was an "A-event"...hah, liar. Even though right before that, she was telling us that we should start writing about more important things. "I can hardly believe that what some of you are writing about is that important to you that you'd want to remember it 5 years from now." Now then, doesn't that sound like grading our memories/events to you? Well, she's so stupid...anyhoo, I wrote about my trip to Florida...my hilariously horrible trip. The major parts that made it so bad were the terrible conditions of our hotel room! Duh! I worked so hard with describing each detail of the rooms because that is what I remembered most as being funny and whatnot...and then she says, "What is this here for? Why do you have 3 pages of descriptions of the rooms? What is the point? Where's the focus??" Well, isn't it obvious??? >< So she gave me a 2 for focus (out of 4), and on the other grading thing about focus...it's out of 8 or something, again I got a 2. WTF?? What's the focus? (*laugh* I just realized that WTF could stand for "what's the focus", too...haha). Ok, so I'm just pissed off at her and her hypocrital ideas and her not understanding my "focus" that is very obvious. Alright, sorry, that was a pretty long thing just about that...but it annoyed me so much! My friend had the same problem. It just seems to ridiculous that...ugh...whatever. She wants us to "dig deeper" into what "interests" us and what "means something" to us...umm...she really just wants to get some dirt on us. She really just wants us to talk about bad crap that we've done or that has happened to us...she wants something interesting to read and delve into our personal lives...that's all. *sigh* Ok, I'll stop talking about that now... Sorry, this post was just all about my stupid teacher and memoir crap...sorry! I bet you all died of boredom and annoyance. I could talk about some stuff that happened yesterday, but I won't...since it'll take up too much room. I don't want to kill you. So I hope you all have a wonderful day! *hugs* Thanks for stopping by!

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Monday, October 9, 2006

new theme

Instead of just adding another P.S. to my previous post...I decided to say that I changed my bg. ^^ Well...it's pretty obvious...unless you're blind or your computer doesn't work. ^^; So, yeah, please read my other post!!! *hugs* Thanks!

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Warning: Columbus day, thanks, nothing day, english, yesterday, & a crappy poem

*sigh* Hello, guys! I'm tired! So...tired...I really don't feel like being here at school! It's such a useless day...and for goodness's sake, it's Columbus day! A lot of schools here have off, same with libraries, banks, post offices, etc...so why did my school decide to be stupid and not let us have off?? *sigh* I had to take part of a sleeping pill last night...well, I didn't have to, my mom sorta said I should. ^^; Ok, weird, anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments! You guys are so sweet...being so encouraging and all...*sigh* Thanks for believing in me and saying that I'm good at stuff (like writing). Thanks also for wishing me luck on the SATs this saturday! ^^ I'm not too worried about them; I just don't want to wake up early on a saturday!! *sigh* What a waste...Good luck, EmilySadako, with your PSATs! And Mota, I'm sure you'll do well on the SATs in december! *nods* So, yeah, Shizuka, Saijinto, mirelle5, NNM, Reki, Mota, and EmilySadako, thankies a ton for being here for me. *hugs* If only everyone were as caring as my friends on here... Ok, so today, like I sorta mentioned...is a nothing day! I really feel like I don't need to be here! It's our odd day block schedule for day 4...which means my schedule for today is: computer programming, campus, lunch, psychology, campus. In other words, other than programming...I will do nothing! Campus is a free period, so right now I'm in the library, and then later I'll probably go to Ms.Jones. In psychology, we're going to be watching a movie! I think it'll be A Beautiful Mind. I've never seen it, but I've heard it's good. *nods* If we're not seeing that...then I'm not sure what it's going to be. ^^; So, yeah, there's nothing worth while being here for...except free time! Hehe. ^^ So I'll be able to visit some people...that is, the ones that update during the day! (earlier) Right now, I'm listening to one of my anime CDs...with random stuff that I downloaded. At them moment, I'm jamming out to Getbackers songs! ^^ "Changin'"! *laugh* Then I have some of the songs sung by the seiyuu. Alrighty...enough of that wonderfulness... So, I just checked my grades...and noticed that my english grade is no longer an A- but a B+. I wondered why, so I clicked it...and saw my grade for my second memoir. >< OMG! I hate her sooo much! Stupid teacher...I can't wait to see what it was she found wrong with it. I spent so much time and actually had fun with that memoir (the florida trip one). I thought I did way better on that one than the first! *sigh* It's not like i got a bad grade...I got a B (170/200). I just don't find it fair that I got a lower grade on the one I tried harder on. *sigh* She makes me so mad! I did everything she said to do...I used so much description!! Ugh...so I have to wait until tomorrow to get it back though, but man, that just makes me angry. Yesterday was a fine day. Yes, "fine." I can't think of any other words to use...it wasn't "great", but it wasn't "bad." My brother was somewhat annoying...and was sorta mean during certain parts of the day, but not terrible. I didn't do anymore packing of stuff yesterday. *sigh* That's going to be hard! Oh well. Whatever...um, other than that, the football game was on, and my mom and dad (and D) watched it. I'm not a sports person, especially football, so I didn't really care. All I know is that we (the Philadelphia Eagles) won, so that's good. ^^ I realized that I have no life whatsoever! *laugh* My day is full of nothingness...mundane activities that can barely called "activities". I pretty much watched anime all day! I played some games, but the majority of my day was spent sitting on my butt in the same chair all day! ^^; I feel so useless...bleh...whatever. Maybe you'll get a poem out of me today since I have so much time! As I walk down the road, I turn around and look back. The transient surroundings Mirror the things that I lack. Tears well up in my eyes, Dissolving all around me The surroundings that I loved so much: That house, that deer, that tree. Rarrgh...>< This poem isn't exactly finished...I just spent a good while on it, but I can't really seem to find the flow. *laugh* I had this idea last night, but it's just not working for me now! I'm really disliking this poem now. ^^; It's supposed to be representing me and my whole moving thing...but whatever...it sucks! I know it can't just end there, but I give up on it. ^^; Alrighty, well, I think I've extended my stay too long here...I must bid you all a farewell! I hope you guys have a great day! P.S.I just had psychology...so then I realized, hey, I did see that movie before. ^^; I saw it last year in math. *laugh*

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