Sunday, October 8, 2006

Warning: thankies, packing stuff, yesterday's cleaning, SATs, future, & sorry

Awww, thankies you guys. *hugs* Midnight-chan, a HUGE thank you to you!! Haven't heard from you in a while, and you seriously took the time to read all of my previous posts??? *hugs* Thanks!! That's so sweet of you. ^^ I actually haven't taken the SATs yet...I thought they were last week, but they're actually this saturday! ^^; Scary...*laugh* I'm glad that we share interests (Jackass and Top Model)! Thanks again for the long comment! *nods* Reki, wow! Finally you're back! *hugs* I've missed you, too! EmilySadako, mireille5 (happy b-day), Saijinto, Yug, Cat, and NNM (who commented via PM)! Thanks so much for your advice and everything, too!! Especially with the friends thing...I'm sure that if I knew you guys in person at school, then we'd be great friends! *nods* Too bad that isn't true...*sigh* Ok...what to talk about...*thinks* Well, yesterday made me realize that we're really moving. We started the daunting task of packing up my figures (anime of course, capsule figures, statues, etc.). I put away some of my statues and larger figures back in their boxes, and as for my capsule figs, they were wrapped in tissue paper and put in a big plasic box. We only got 2 shelves done though...^^; There's only, oh, I don't know...5 shelves left? *laugh* I've got a ton. It's going to take a while! *sigh* I seriously though am not looking forward to the future...I'm thinking so much about it and it's making me worry already! How am I going balance schoolwork with moving and packing stuff?? What if there's a paper due when we're moving and we packed up the computer already?? How will I sleep my first night there? What'll my dog think and do?? *sigh* >< It's scaring the heck out of me...I'm probably going to cry so much!!!! I feel like crying just thinking about never being able to come back here again. I'm sorry, guys...you have to listen to me worry and complain and everything about moving all the time...as if no one's ever done it before. *sigh* I'm sorry. It's just, I've never moved before! The date for us to move in is supposedly Jan.15...a monday. I'll be in school! >< Ugh...ok...I'll stop now... Other than packing stuff yesterday, nothing really happened. I tried cleaning these cookie sheets that my dad more or less ruined thanks to him using them for greasy food. My mom got mad cause she's had those for 32 years! They've been with her since their marriage! So I tried my best to clean them, but I can't seem to get it all off! It's this gross sticky oily stuff that's on them...and it won't come off. ^^; But then again, why should I be cleaning them?? My dad did it! He just ignores what my mom says though...he doesn't care. Man, I really need a shower...ok...random thought, but I really need one! *laugh* I don't have much homework to do today...yay! That's a first! My next memoir is due next monday, so I get a while to relax. *nods* Oh no...SATs on sat.! *laugh* It makes sense! I haven't done any studying/preparing for them at all...not like most people. ^^; I don't really care too much about them. Hey, if they're like the state standardized tests, then I should do fine. *nods* I hope...Hmmm...I don't really have much else to talk about. I wish I could come up with a poem right now! Sorry! I feel so useless! ^^; I can't call myself a writer or anything...I barely ever write. I can't call myself an artist...I barely ever draw. *sigh* I'm really nothing! THere's nothing that I'm good enough that I'd want to do for my future...there's nothing that I'm especially good at or that I do often enough. *sigh* I suck!!! >< Alrighty, I shall end this post now...I need breakfast. *sigh* I'm sorry that I'm not more of a friend to you guys. Really, I'm sorry. I hope that you all have a fantastic sunday though! *hugs*

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Saturday, October 7, 2006

Warning: freaky dream, thanks, yesterday at school, non-socialization, sorry, & yesterday's post

Nyaaa....I'm still tired feeling. ^^; I guess I slept too much or something...it sure was nice though! I had a lot of dreams, and one of them...well, I was on MO, and the dream was about me going on here and my site got messed up (like before), and I was trying to get it back to normal in my small amount of time on the computer...and also in my dream was the fact that I looked at my comments from yesterday and there were 5 of them. And, wow, my dream was right...freaky...there really were 5 of them...in my dream I wrote a post about how "few comments there were" and stuff, but I won't say that. Thanks a lot you guys! *hugs* Yug, wow. *laugh* That sure does sound like a different halloween costume!! I'm a senior so next year I'll be going to college...I'm thinking that I'll actually have more computer time by then...I hope...^^; I see that most of you agreed that "girly colors" is poo...*laugh* and that you don't like Eminem. *nods* I hate him so much...ewww...NNM, I hope that you start winning those bets! *laugh* We can't have you becoming a constant cross-dresser (unless you really want to be one). ^^ Hmm...let's see...what to talk about...probably nothing much. I bet this post will be shorter! Yesterday was...ok, I suppose. I had my law and justice quiz, which was alright...I hope. In computer programming, my teacher was going over the test and he said that he might let us do a retake on the short answer part! ^^ That'd be great! In gourmet, we made waffles! They were really good, and it was the first time for my Brazilian friend Deborah to ever have a waffle! It was funny because she didn't pronounce it right the whole time...she'd call them "wafles", you know, with a long "A" sound. *laugh* In english class, we watched some of the Hamlet movie...it's terribly boring and they cast so horribley! The director or whatever was so full of himself that he wanted to play Hamlet...and he's this old guy!! >< Hamlet's supposed to be young and handsome, not old and ugly with white hair!! He looks the same age as his uncle-turned-father! ^^; Ewww...umm...anyhoo, then there was psychology. All we did was read an article...then I had japanese where I took a quiz...and last was dance class. ^^ I can safely say that I probably didn't really talk to anyone all day...I'm just pretty much giving up on socializing. If my "friends" don't really want to talk to me, then I just won't bother ever talking to them. I'm even rethinking going to art club anymore...all I do is just sit there while all of my "friends" are socializing with everyone else...never once coming up to me. Yes, yes, I do try to go up to them and talk...but I'm quickly brushed off. *sigh* I just don't get it...it's so stupid. My one friend, Kathleen, she always sends me emails and wants me to help her out with her problems...and she "enjoys" talking with him through the emails, but she never wants to talk to me at school. *sigh* She's even taking over my previous friends...like, she's always with them now, and I never even see them anymore. *sigh* She sits with them at lunch, and like in her last email (which I didn't quite read fully) she was talking about what a great time she was having with them! Yeah, thanks, tell me all about that! I love hearing about how much fun you're having with my friends...while I'm NOT! Um, yeah, I think I'll stop now...again, of course, I can't visit. *sigh* Maybe I can sneak on sometime...but I doubt it. Thanks so much for visiting me. *hugs* I wish I could do the same for you. If you didn't read yesterday's post, and you're interested in getting a little description of the house we'll most likely be moving into in January or something...well, read it! Have a marvelous day!

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Friday, October 6, 2006

Warning: thanks, school, house, & idea of moving

Arigatou, minna! For the comments, that is. ^^ *laugh* OMG, NNM...I'm sorry. I'll stop talking about those sexy models...I know, it makes you self-conscious. *laugh* I doubt your butt looks big in that dress! ^^; Why are you wearing a dress anyway? *laugh* AurionAddict, thankies a ton for visiting me again! I'm so happy! ^^ Your comment was awesomely long. *nods* Hehe, yay for a.j.! I'm glad that most of you agreed that she was the coolest/prettiest. *nods* Hehe, that's funny, Ayumi-chan! Canada's next top model, eh? And they get a cabin?? Wow. *laugh* Mota, I loved your little scenario there if your initials were G.O.D. Thanks so much to everyone else that encouraged me with the whole moving thing...I'll go into stuff about the house in this post I guess (though I don't have much time...sorry!! I didn't have any free periods today at school...*sob*) Ah, I got 7 comments...not 8 this time! I know why, cause Reki (Claes) almost always visits, but this time she didn't! ^^; Ok, so I'm pretty cold right now...it's a dark and chilly day. *nods* I like those days when I can jsut sleep late and relax at home...but I couldn't today! >< *sigh* It was so hard to wake up! Anyhoo, I did get a C on my computer test...I was right...*sigh* But...BUT! I might get a couple extra points since he sorta graded it wrong....but I'll still have a C. ^^; My english teacher (here's another thing that annoys me about her) has a section in grading for "class participation"...she grades that for each week, out of 25 points (5 points per day). Except for this week (the first one I got perfect), I've gotten D's in participation! Like, WTF?? I try to raise my hand and answer stuff...but not everyday, and even when I do, she doesn't call on me! It's so retarded. It's not like I do anything bad during class! *sigh* I can't stand her! But...that'll never change...at least she'll be outta here in december. Alrighty, I suppose I'll talk about the house now. As you may or may not know, with all the crap that's been happening here at my home, we're being forced to move. Yesterday, my parents took me and my brother to see the house...the house that is going to be ours...the one that they already signed the papers and everything for! I can't believe that they bought it and stuff before we even saw it. *sigh* But anyhoo, so we go there...and it's actually sorta nice. It's HUGE though. From the outside, it doesn't look that big, but when you go in...there's a ton of rooms! ^^; I think it's too big...since my oldest bro (D)is moving out to an apartment anyway! It's too much space! The room that they "picked out" for me is ok...it was the girl's room anyway so it's lighter colors (poo...) and "girly." *laugh* I was totally disgusted though that on the door to the bathroom (yes, this room has its own b-room) she had a poster of Eminem...eeewwwww...you know, that white rapper? ^^; Sorry, I really have a thing against him. So anyhoo, their family is moving (obviously) not too far away (like us) so that next year, instead of going to whatever school she was going to, she'll be going to my schoo. She'll be a senior, and I'll be outta there! *sigh* College...wow...I can not imagine that...so anyhoo, back to the house. The basement is finished to be like a "bachelor's pad" for the son that was living there, so most likely, my bro will have his room there, too. Umm...after looking at the whole house, my mom asked us how we liked it...and of course, not wanting to move and being completely new to this whole idea with this house and all...we didn't respond positively. I just can't "like" that house just like that! I have to learn to love it...you know? So she got really offended and mad at us. My bro was saying things about it, too, that weren't that nice...but for once, I actually sided and defended him. Even though he doesn't want to admit it, he doesn't want to move either. Despite his adamant, "I hate this house! We should move!" attitude, he really doesn't want to...and that's why he's 25 and still living with us. ^^; With no stable job. *laugh* He always threatens to move back to CA, but of course, he's too...hmm...afraid? to do so. Well, I think I'll end this post now! Sorry it's shorter! And I'm most sorry that I can't visit any sites today...*sigh* And most likely on the weekend either. *bows* I'm SORRY!!!! I hope that you have a wonderful weekend and all! *hugs*

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Thursday, October 5, 2006

Warning: thanks, computer test, memoir, top model a.j., bumbling dad, & english next

Yayz, you guys are awesome! ^^ Thanks so much for the comments yesterday! Hehe, 9 instead of 8! *laugh* It's ok no matter how many comments I get though...cause I know you guys all care. *hugs* Anyhoo, yeah...can you believe that? My teacher thinking about giving her daughter the initials "GOD"?? I wasn't offended by it...cause I could tell she was joking...I think. ^^; It just shows what kind of person she is! Like, the whole time she was talking about it, she was laughing nonstop with her bellowing (almost man-like) laugh. Yes, Shizuka, I think that your comment was truly correct and beautiful. *nods* AurionAddict! *hugs* You finally got to comment on my site! Welcome back! ^^ I was so happy to read your humorous and caring comments once again. *nods* I sure do hope I can get some time soon...to create some DoD wallpapers! >< Everyone else, thanks for the encouragment and all. *nods* Sorry...I guess this'll be a shorter thanks section. ^^; Ok! So I'm in 3rd period campus right now, listening to .hack music! Yuki Kajiura is like the best composer ever! ^^ Anyhoo, I finished my computer test this morning...I was the last one done...I was able to study a bit more last night so I went back and corrected at least 4 problems that I had gotten wrong yesterday. *nods* That's good, but I still don't think I did well on the short answer ones...especially the last ones. *sigh* I completely guessed on one...ugh, I'm pretty sure it'll be another C or something. So last night, I worked on and finished my 3rd memoir. I completely changed my theme...liked I mentioned before, I was going to be writing about all of my humorous dining experiences out...but instead...I ended up writing about something more pertinant to things that are going on now with my family. I wrote about my house...my home. I talked about the surroundings, and then with each surrounding, I told a story about something that happened there. I went through my memories of where I live because I wont' be living in this house anymore soon. *sigh* I wanted my mom to read it, but she said she might cry...^^; My writing tends to evoke that emotion in people. I'm out to make people cry!!!! >< So, anyhoo, I'm really happy right now with that memoir done. The next one is due sometime next week...I think...*sigh* but until then! A sorta sense of freedom! Hmm...I was going to say something...but what?? Crap! How could I...oh, ok! I think I was going to talk a bit about America's Next Top Model! I watched last night's episode and loved it! ^^ Hooray for a.j.! She's my favorite model...she's soooooo cool...so pretty! And her personality is a lot like mine. *nods* I sure do hope she wins. She did really well last night with winning the challenges and everything. >_< She's just so awesome! I wish I were friends with her...or something...^^; Ok, sorry, this was a really short paragraph...I just thought I'd mentioned her. Sorry. ^^; Click on the links to see her pics and stuff, ok? Ok...so I seriously can't let my dad do anything. He hates doing stuff like the laundry and cooking and stuff...and even when he does it, he does it wrong!!! Like this morning, my mom asked him to do this little load of laundry...and OMG, he doesn't do it right...ok, so there are 2 places in the washing machine to put the liquids, one is for the detergent (on the right), and the other is for the fabric softener(on the left). They have to be put in their respective areas or else the clothes won't be done right! *laugh* The clothes won't get clean (which usually is the main purpose of doing laundry). So, I find this morning...that he put the detergent in the softener place, and the softener in the holes for the detergent...*sigh* And he's done many loads before...ALL the same!! So each one of the loads he's done actually have never been cleaned! ^^; He apparently can't read or something...cause they're disticntly marked! *sigh* That's why I have to do it all the time... Well, there might've been other stuff I wanted to talk about...but I can't remember anything right now, plus I have to go to English in a few minutes so I'd best stop! Thanks so much for still being my friends...and visiting me when you can. During my 7th period campus, I'll try to visit those of you that updated. *nods* I hope you all have a grand ol' day! ^^ P.S. I just remembered what I was going to say...today, after school, my mom and dad are taking me to that new house that will probably be ours to move into...*sigh* I don't know if I'll like it...I love my home now! I don't want to move...

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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

Warning: thanks/shout-outs, campus, tests!!, memoir, GOD, Top Model, & that's it

Ok, posting time! A few of you have already updated...but we'll see if I can visit. ^^; Yesterday I was able to actually visit several people! I was quite proud of myself! ^^ I snuck on while doing my computer programming stuff...so that's why. Anyhoo, thanks a bunch for the comments! Yes, 8 again! *laugh* 8 is the traditional "lucky number" in Japan...so it fits, I suppose. *nods* Thanks, Alice-chan, for another immensely huge comment! Wow, you do have a lot of work to do...and you're only in 7th grade! Poor thing! I wish you luck with all that! Cat, thanks for the encouragement and hugs! *hugs* Shizuka...hehe, yeah...actually my dad is always crabby these days. He can't stand the "switching of roles" now that my mom hasn't been able to cook dinner and stuff...he just doesn't adjust his thinking at all! NNM...uh...^^; What was that poem or whatever about having big balls?? *laugh* Just a bit disturbing. ^^; Ooh, Yug, I really should read those books! They sound good...so I want to see the Eragon movie! ^^ Everyone else (Reki, EmilySadako, Saijinto) thanks a ton for your kind words, too! *hugs* So, at the moment, I'm in 7th period campus...but not in Ms.Jones's room. *sob* She's the coach for the track team, and she had a meet today...so yeah. ^^; I couldn't be in her room then! So I'm just in the library. I had to walk so far cause I was just in the library the period before for Japanese...then I went all the way to Ms.Jones's room, but then I had to come back! ^^; Anyhoo, I'm sure I'm killing you with boredom about that...so I'll talk about my day now. First period was my computer programming class...and test. ^^; I didn't finish, but then again no one did. What I did finish though, I'm sure I did horribley on it!!!! >< *sigh* I didn't remember anything...and a lot of stuff on there wasn't what our teacher said we needed to know!! But at least he said (since none of us finished), "Go home tonight and study more! I'm not telling you to not study, I'm telling you to look over the problems on the test and study again tonight!!" *laugh* I've never had a teacher say that. Usually they say not to look ahead on the test if you don't finish and stuff. ^^; I don't know how much that'll help me still though...I already forgot most of what I needed to look up!!! Besides my computer test, tomorrow I have a law and justice quiz. That should be easy though cause my teacher's always been easy...I had him for history in 10th grade, too, and I never studied, but I still got A+'s. *laugh* So, yeah, no worries there. But...the major thing is the memoir! *sigh* I barely have one paragraph of it done...it'll take me forever...and things at home just haven't been condusive to working ahead on it! Luckily though, I told my teacher that, and she said it's ok if I hand it in on friday...it probably won't be considered late. But I'm going to try my darndest to finish that and do my studying tonight, too! *sigh* Good-bye fun...^^; Another thing about my English teacher, well, today she was talking about what she might name her baby. It's going to be a girl, and her choices are Sophia, Isabella, and Guliana (sp?). At the end of class, she said (jokingly, maybe) that she'd name her child "Guliana Olivia DiPrinzio"...so that her initials would be "GOD". *laugh* Wow...she said, "Yeah, I'll introduce her like...'here's my child, God.'" ^^; Wow. That's all I have to say about that. Hmm...yesterday...what happened yesterday...I can't remember. ^^; Probably just the same old crap that isn't really worth mentioning! *laugh* Sorry! Let's see, tonight is the next episode of America's Next Top Model! ^^ I can't wait! Yay! But, of course, I'll just have to tape it and watch it later...stupid homework!! >< *sigh* I really want to make some wallpapers, but I never get any time! I have some great ideas for some...mainly ones that'll be Descendants of Darkness themed. Hehe. Oh! I just remembered something that happened yesterday, not to me, but my brother. He actually went out looking for a job! He went around to banks (yeah, banks...*laugh* He'll take just about any job), and filled out some applications and had an interview! He actually did something! So I really hope that he gets one of those jobs...please! And please work when I'm home so I can be free!! >< Alrighty, I'd best end my post now! Thanks for stopping by, my dear friends of mine. I'm sorry if I don't get to visit any/all of you today...like usual...it'd be nice if I had someone to log in as me and go around telling my friends that I'm busy...that is, the ones that actually don't visit me. ^^; Anyhoo, I hope you all have the best day ever (somehow...for some reason)! ^^

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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

Warning: comments, thanks, school, last night/yesterday, & end

Okie-dokie! ^^ Hello, my fellow MO friends...how are you all doing today? (Hah, I started out my post differently!) Now then, thanks so much for the comments! I think that 8 must be my lucky number now...I don't usually get more than that lately. ^^; I'm always amazed at how some people continue to get 15+ comments! So many of my friends haven't been updating at all...so they haven't been visiting me either. Some do update, but they don't get to visit me. ^^; I wouldn't blame them though...since I don't get to visit many people, if any, these days. *sigh* I'm sorry! They must think I'm a jerk that doesn't want to be friends with them...*sigh* Anyhoo, thanks for the comments. Most of them were short (that's fine), but Alice-chan (can I call you that?)! Yours was so long! Thankies a ton! ^^ Yes, I do have an N64 (I have so many video game systems...like every one ever except for xbox360 and some of the older systems like Sega Saturn). I usually like movie theaters to be quiet, but for Jackass 2...*laugh* The uproarious laughter just added to the "wonderful" atmosphere. *laugh* So, yeah, it was a good thing there. I see that lots of you also need new glasses...hooray for bad eyesight!! ^^; Xanth, good job on sneaking on! *hugs* Covenant? Hot demon guys??? ^^ I wanna see the Eragon movie, too...it looks like some hunky guys are in it...there was this huge poster for it in the theater, and I just couldn't stop staring. *laugh* I haven't read any of the books though...yet. ^^; Wow...I think that might've been longer than usual. ^^; Sorry! Anyhoo, about my computer programming paper...well...my teacher didn't word his email right!!! >< He meant to say "most of you did very well", not "didn't"...so, yeah, I got 29/30. ^^ I still need to finish this one program for tomorrow and study a lot for the test! *sigh* I don't think I'll do very well on the test though...^^; Next period I have the quiz on the first act of Hamlet. I hope I do well...though I don't think I will...I always do horribly on the "identify the quotes" parts!! Like, in 9th grade, when we read Romeo and Juliet, I always got C's on those quizzes...since I'd always get all of the quotes wrong. ^^; How am I supposed to remember everything that everyone said???? *sigh* So, yeah, tonight I'll work on programming stuff...but then I'll still have my memoir to do for thursday. *double sigh* I don't know how I'm gonna be able to do that...it's going to be my worst one!! >< Ugh...stupid school... Last night, my dad was a problem for me. He barely helped out with dinner, and he didn't help at all with the dishes...so I go into his room, where he still had his plate and everything, and tell him to take it up and help with the cleaning...well, he gets mad and tells me to "go away" and "sometimes dads don't have to do things." I was like "WTF?? Everyone has to help out now that mom can't do this..." He thinks that I'm some ungrateful and lazy kid that does nothing!! He doesn't appreciate all the work I do! Like yesterday, I had all my homework I did (psychology paper and Hamlet stuff), I helped make dinner, and I did 4 loads of laundry! Hah, I do more work than him!! So after he said that, I went back in the kitchen and finished the clean-up despite his doing nothing...then I told mom about it...cause my dad was telling her how we children "don't appreciate him." Well, the moral of the story is that I got frustrated and started crying...and he didn't even apologize. He's so hard-headed...that's where my one brother gets it from...stupid jerks. Before trying to sleep last night, my mom was again trying to boost my self-esteem and confidence...again saying that I "wasn't like this before." *sigh* All the stuff she said did to me was make me cry...so I couldn't breathe at all...so I didn't sleep well. *sigh* I'm tired! Ok, so, yeah...I think I'll end my post now...sorry it's sorta in the middle of this other paragraph, but whatever! I'm sorry that I never get to visit anyone! *hugs* I hope that you all have a wonderful day!

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Monday, October 2, 2006

Warning: thanks, Jungy's back, fears, Jackass 2, school stuff, & bad eyesight

*hugs* Thankies, everyone! ^^ I'm glad that some of you still think of me as a friend. *hugs* You guys have stuck with me even though I never get to visit your sites...*sob* It's so sweet. Thanks again. Yeah, for some reason my site was getting all freaky on me again...so my bg wasn't coming up. ^^; But I uploaded the pic again so now it's fine. *nods* But I'm thinking of changing my theme to a new Air one...maybe...but I doubt I'll be able to do that anytime soon. Jungy!!! I've missed you! I haven't heard from you in forever! *hugs* Yes, I'll relink my site to the Literary club one...and you updated its theme? Well, I'll have to look at it! Hehe, man slaves...and yaoi not being a guilty pleasure! Haha, NNM!! ^^ But ugh, yeah, I've had so many scary dreams...usually caused by video games. When I first watched my brother play Resident Evil (#1, so that was soooo many years ago...I was like 7 or whatever), I was scared to death. I couldn't ever sleep in my own room for fear that zombies would get me...before that, vampires were my fear (but now I love them! ^^), and even now though, I still fear ghosts...so that's why, even though it looks like such an interesting and fun game, I can't watch/play any Fatal Frame games. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks again to everyone that commented yesterday!! All sympathizing with my hatred/fear for the dentist...^^; Yesterday we did go and see Jackass 2. It was sooooo hilarious! *laugh* I mean, almost all of the stunts were disgusting in some way (I've had my share of seeing guys' butts for a while...), but the disgusting-ness and stupidity of the guys is what made it so funny. The audience in my theater were all so loud! It was great! After each stunt there'd be a huge outburst of laughter, and the guys behind us were always saying stuff like, "Man...that's f***ing disgusting..." and things along that line. ^^; I've never heard the f-word used so many times in the span of an hour and a half...*laugh* Poor Bam...he's my favorite. He had some of the worst stuff done to him. ^^; I don't want to give any of the stuff away though...if any of you still need to see it. *nods* So, today, I have to work on my psychology case study. *nods* I'll do that later...and maybe I'll sneak in some visiting time when I'm working on it (maybe). I also have to study and answer questions for Hamlet though...so I'll do that before my case study. It shouldn't be too bad...^^; I got an email from my computer science teacher, and he said that "many of you [meaning us] did poorly on your computer ethics paper so I'm giving you a chance to rewrite it." ^^; That doesn't sound too good...I thought I did well! *sigh* If I got most of the points off because I didn't cite stuff, well, that's unfair cause he didn't say we needed to! I'll just have to find out tomorrow. Too bad I can't check my grade online. See, we have this online grading system thing where we can sign in and see all of our grades, but for some reason, I can't log in! My login stuff doesn't work! >< So I went to this lady that was supposed to help out with it, but all she did was give me the same password again. *sigh* Stupid! Hmm...so, yeah, I have today off (in case you didn't know). It's a teacher-in service day (teacher's meetings), but it's also yom kippur (sp? it's a Jewish holiday). So pretty much they scheduled the meetings as the same day as the holiday. ^^ Yeah, so I got to sleep late today! Man, I just wish my brother would stop being such a lazy jerk and go find another job...*sigh* He has no enthusiasm or anything whatsoever...ugh. Today I was going to have an eye appoitment (my eyes just keep getting worse), but since I have all this work to do...we didn't schedule it. I need new glasses though!! Well, I think I'll end this here. *nods* I'm sorry again if I don't get to visit anyone...really, I'm sorry!!! >< Those of you that still come to visit me despite that, at least you guys know that I still care. *hugs* Thanks. I hope you all have a great day!

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Sunday, October 1, 2006

Warning: lots of thanks, recap of my work, bad sleep, dentists, move, & thanks again

Arigatou!! *hugs* Thanks so much for commenting, everyone! It was all very nice of you...to say all those nice things about me. ^^ Kilwoon, I hope to meet you someday...well, I hope to meet any of you, my dear MO friends!! Hehe, I definitely need someone to intsill more confidence in me...^^; Sorry...I'm sorry I say such things about me, but I really don't think I'm that great. *sigh* Anyhoo, EmilySadako, good luck with those tests!! I hope you do well on them! *nods* Shizuka, I thank you a ton for giving me that link!!! *hugs* Wow!! I'm so happy you had it! ^^ Now I have my Air music back on my site! All that's left to make my site like before is to put the banner/link to the Literary club back on! ^^ I'll do that later. So, yeah, thanks a lot everyone...but I really am sorry that I never get to visit you guys. *sigh* Oh, and of course, we didn't see a movie yesterday, but we will today (maybe)! Let's see...nothing happened yesterday...just as I thought. We decided against going to the movies so we just stayed home and did nothing. I played video games and watched anime...the usual nothing. ^^; At night, before going to bed, I read the first act of Hamlet like I was supposed to...so now I just have to answer questions for it and study it more for the quiz on tuesday. Tomorrow (I suppose) I'll work on that psychology paper...then...maybe I'll do some programming and studying for that test (though it's on wednesday)...but that big problem is the memoir due thursday. *sigh* It's going to turn out so horrible. I hate how boring my life is!! There's nothing of interest to write about! Sure, I manage to write a post everyday...but I can't write a memoir like I write these posts. ^^; I'm afraid my teacher (the one I hate) won't like my memoir...and will think my topic isn't significant enough to be a memoir. *sigh* "Hilarious dining experiences"...yeah...that's my topic...cause we can never have a good and normal dinner out. Real exciting...*sigh* I didn't sleep too well last night. I woke up a lot from having bad dreams! They were all violent and stuff...with killings and scary stuff...and pain. ^^; I don't know why!!! I didn't play any violent games yesterday! >< And the pain part came from my tooth...my wisdom tooth that's coming in. *sigh* Each time I bite down, I can feel it pinching my cheek/gums...and I don't like it! I haven't been to the dentist in over a year, and I'm afraid that they'll want to cut it out...but I don't want that! But then again, I don't want it to be uncomfortable! I'm afraid...I don't want to go to the dentist! *sob* So my mom will have to set up an appointment soon...we've been saying that for months. ^^; We just keep putting it off! *sigh* And since I still go to a children's dentist, I won't be able to go there for much longer...since in november I'll be 18! >< Nooooo!!! I like my dentist....she's nice! *sigh* Well, I guess I have nothing else to talk about...^^; My brother was pretty annoying yesterday, but not terribly mean. My dad was the same way...ugh...all this talk about moving...they pretty much bought that new house, but we still don't know if my mom will be completely well in it! She has to go back and stay in it for a while...to see if she gets a reaction. And now she's afraid that the stuff in our house might have the contaminent (sp?) on it! If we move the furniture and whatnot, will we be bringing that bad substance along with us? *sigh* So much trouble... Ok, now I'll end this post! I tricked you earlier! ^^; I'm sorry that I can't visit any of you! I hope that all of you have a good weekend! Even though I know a lot of you have a ton of homework and stuff, too...good luck! *hugs* Thanks for sticking with me! P.S. NNM...uh, no. *laugh* Jackass isn't one of my "guilty little pleasures." *laugh* my guilty pleasure = yaoi. Hehe, I know you love it.

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Warning: sorry,thanks, work, yesterday, today, & useless

^^; Sorry guys! I didn't realize my post yesterday was so long...really, I didn't. In fact, I looked back at it and thought, "Gee...what are they talking about? I've written longer ones..." *laugh* It's just I guess you're all getting used to my short "I've got no time to write anything" posts. ^^; Sorry! I'll see how much I can write today...hmm...I don't know cause I don't think there is much to talk about. Oh well, anyhoo...thanks so much for your comments! *hugs* NNM, I'll gladly accept all of that yummy food. ^^ And yes, you did say "cool and collected", and yes again, you did sound that way to me. We have to make up our own case study, but thanks anyway! I'm doing it on a person that has DID (dissociative identity disorder, aka multiple personalities). *nods* Midnight-chan! *hugs* Thanks for visiting! ^^ Wow, I didn't think anyone would ever reread all of my posts that they missed...I bet it took a while. Thanks! Perios, of course I still know you!! *hugs* I'm surprised that you still know me considering I haven't been visiting your site at all! I'm sorry!! Everyone else, thanks again...for encouraging and sympathizing with me over all that work I have to do. ^^; All that work...*sigh* I guess at night I'll read Hamlet, and then on monday I'll work on my case study for psychology...in between those days, maybe I'll work on some other stuff, but I doubt it. *sigh* The 3rd memoir is going to be the worst of the work...oh, and my computer programming test. Ugh, and I have to take the SATs next saturday!! Next week will be the worst!! >< I hate it!! I haven't even done any studying for the SATs...my mom says that I shouldn't have to...but then again, I haven't even taken the PSATs...so I'm not very prepared. ^^; I just hope that my memory/knowledge doesn't fail me! Yesterday, I pretty much talked about yesterday...and complained about what I wanted to complain about. Except, I didn't get to talk about "cooking with friends." It wasn't very fun...cause the guys that were there were all the delinquents and stoners...and I swear, they had to be high or something. They were all such jerks!!! I could go into more details...but I don't have time. ^^; Last night, I was pretty much being self-deprecating while talking with my mom, and she doesn't like that. I was depressed right when I got home. *sigh* So then at night, I let out my feelings/complaints/whatever while talking with my mom...but then she got offended cause I told her to "be quiet." Thus, she stopped talking to me...of course, all's well this morning with her, but I find it ridiculous...that other families have horrible fights with cursing and whatnot back and forth, but in my family, even a little "be quiet" (saying "shut up" is absolutely terrible) sets off discomfort. ^^; But, like I said, it's fine now. My mom just doesn't like it when I say bad stuff about myself cause she thinks I'm "perfect." *sigh* "You should be happy! You've always been content with who you are, and you've never put yourself down so much before! Where's that confidence?" Well...apparently, I lost it somewhere along the way... Today, we might see a movie (I know, I say this almost all the time...and almost everytime we end up not going). *laugh* My brothers and I wanna see Jackass 2. *laugh* You guys must think I'm crazy for wanting to see that...I bet you're all surprised that I'd like it, too. ^^; Sorry!! Anyhoo, if we don't see that...we might see Fearless (with Jet Li). If not...then we just won't see a movie (like usual), and we'll just stay home doing nothing. Of course, I have no visiting time today. Sorry!!! I'm sooooo sorry! *hugs* I wish I did...I wish I could...*sigh* I'm such a horrible friend...ugh...I'm sorry. Well, I don't have anything else to really talk about now, and my time is pretty much up. I hope this post is just the right length! ^^; I'm really sorry again that I can't visit you guys...nor have I written a poem or anything. I really do suck. *sigh* As you can see though, I got my profile back up! I rewrote all of it...so most of the stuff I have there now is different from before. *nods* The only thing I still don't have is the bg music! I can't find that site I got the song from!! "Kitty's anime music codes" or something...but for some reason, I can't find it. ^^; Do any of you have the link? Or have another site where I can get anime music codes for my site? Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* You guys are the best! I hope you all have a fantabulous day!

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Friday, September 29, 2006

Warning: a lot of thanks, lots of work, memoir, yesterday, & today

*hugs* Thanks, you guys...for the past 2 days' comments. ^^ I'm sorry I delivered such pathetic posts these past few days...either they were extremely depressing or really short. *sigh* ^^; So, as you can see, I still (well, at least right now...as I'm typing this...maybe after I post, I'll do stuff) haven't done anything else with my page other than put up my bg. That was all I managed to do with my time yesterday. *sigh* It was sooooo frustrating! All because I was helping out a friend (typhoon fox)!! ^^; So, yeah, hopefully I can find the links/pics of the banners that those of you gave me...that I've had up in my profile. I hope...cause I don't think I saved all of them (and right now I'm at school). Thanks so much to all of you that gave me food! Hehe, brownies, cookies, cake, etc...yummy! Yeah. *laugh* Mota, I hope I don't get a cavity from the internet sweets! ^^ NNM, I really appreciated your little "cool and collected" speech the other day. *nods* It was very nice...and Harvey, thanks a ton for visiting (I'm happy that you're keeping your promise). *hugs* Shizuka, your comments are very accepted by me. I love reading them...and it's so sweet of you to keep me in your prayers. EmilySadako, thanks for visiting! It's ok that you haven't been here in a while. *nods* I see we both know what those stupid teachers are like. Everyone else that commented 2 days ago, thanks so much! *hugs* Your comments all helped, too. As for yesterday's, yes, if I need any help, I'd be glad to call on any one of you! ^^ Thanks for your offers! Ok, that was a nice thank you paragraph...there was a lot of "thanks" in there. ^^; Sorry if I didn't mention you specifically!! But that doesn't mean that don't matter to me!!!! >< You're all my dearest friends! Anyhoo, I'm in Japanese right now...today's a block day, and I already watched my class and took the quiz...so that means free time! ^^ It's a shame I didn't have any of my campus periods during these block schedule days...boo...it sucks. Oh well, the next time I think I will though. *nods* Maybe after I post, I'll be able to do a little visiting (I hope). If not, then I'm terribly sorry for the weekend is a time where I get nothing on the computer...*sigh* And I have a ton of work I have to do, too. I don't wanna! I have a case study due for psychology (at least a page, single-spaced); I have to read Act 1 of Hamlet and answer questions (I have a quiz on it also); I have computer programming stuff to do and study...and then next thursday, I have my third memoir due. *sigh* I don't want to write it...it's going to be horrible...too much work for next week! Sure, I have a 3-day weekend, but who cares? I only ever do stuff the day before school anyway... About my memoir, well, I finally got it from my teacher (the biatchy pregnant one that I was talking about 2 days ago...that I thought saw me as annoying)...I got a 91%. Not bad. She made lots of comments though, that I had to be more descriptive...well, I couldn't be that descriptive with the topic I wrote on. ^^; She also wanted me to completely take out the whole first page. Oh, and she thought I used too many parentheses! I can't help it if I want to insert my own little side comments or whatnot in parentheses!!! It's just what I do...*sigh* I don't want to rewrite though...and I don't have to (I don't think). Ugh...I just hate English with her! >< So much work! And I have so much work in my other classes, too! *sigh* Stupid! So, today has been an alright day at school...considering I've only had 3 classes. I feel like falling asleep though. I'm so tired...and I'm still sick. *cough* I've been coughing and blowing my nose still! Yesterday...let's see...I said I was going to talk about yesterday...well, I can't really remember it very much. *thinks* Oh, well, I had service club with Ms.Jones! ^^ It was fun! She had me grade all these quizzes and stuff (on drawing models of elements with the electrons and stuff...), and she graded one (that she thought would be perfect) so I could use it as the key. So I start grading them...and I notice that a lot of them have the same one wrong (with the same wrong answer). Then I looked at the periodic table and noticed that the first one (that was supposed to be all right) was wrong!! And that was about half-way through the pile...so, ok, I thought that just those would need to be changed, but then...as I neared the end, I found another one that seemed off. So I checked again, and well, what'd you know! It was wrong!! *laugh* So only the last 3 tests that I graded were graded correctly. And it was all beacause Ms.Jones graded the first one wrong! We laughed about it, and some other fun stuff happened, but I don't want to bore you guys to death with that. *laugh* It would be too hard to explain anyway. Other than that, I had gourmet class, computer programming, and psychology (where we had to teach the class in groups about a disorder...our time was waaaaaaay shorter than how long it should've been.) ^^; Hmm...I guess that's all. ^^; I don't know what'll happen later in the day...except that after this I have lunch (I'm so hungry) and then I'll have "cooking with friends." ^^ Thanks so much for being here for me everyone. *hugs* I hope you all have a marvelous day!

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