Thursday, September 28, 2006

Warning: crap!, no time!, stupid mistakes!!! >

*sob* Gao...crap!!! >< Stupid!! Stupid!! *sigh* As you can tell, I no longer have anything up in my profile or anywhere on the sides...everything is gone. *sigh* It's all because I was helping out a friend with his site, but you see, I normally keep myself "logged in forever" or whatever, so I logged out to get into my friend's, and then helped them with their stuff...then when I submitted the changes, the changes were made to my site!!! >< So I just had to delete everything...cause they were all my friend's info and stuff...crap...crap!!! So that just wasted like all of my time here on the computer. *sigh* Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh, so frustrating! I didn't even get to read your comments yet...sorry, but they'll have to wait till tomorrow. Thanks so much for all of them though...cause they all look nice and long. ^^ I look forward to reading them! Again, sorry for everything...and now I'll have to do that marquee again with all your banners again...crap! That'll take some time! >< Ok...I'm gonna go now...sorry...I hope you all have a great day! I'll tell you about today tomorrow (if that makes sense...).

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Warning: this is pretty much just a depressing post

Gao...*sigh* Hello, everyone! *hugs* Thanks, like usual, for your comments...for all of your tips on how to deal with my brother and all...and all of your similies relating him and his going through jobs. *laugh* "he goes through jobs the way a person with a cold does tissues!"~Reki (Claes); "he goes through jobs like cookies :D hehe.... i love cookies XD"~Rachel (mewmewlover) So, yeah, those were awesome. NNM, um...I don't think I could kick him in the balls...^^; I sure wouldn't have the guts to do that, and I know I'd get in trouble. Xanth *hugs*, yes, your card was great! I know you didn't draw it, but I still loved it! Hey, give me those Crasins! Thanks, Saijinto, for the wishes of having a greater day today and even greater tomorrow etc. Maiden of Ice...*hugs* I've missed you so much! ^^ Thanks so much for visiting me...and saying such nice things. Skomie, thanks for dropping by even though you didn't have much time to comment! Shizuka, your comment, like usual, was extremely sweet and sincere...I just don't know if I can be that strong. *sigh* kid buu byebye, hey! You never drop by! And I'm sorry I never come to your site...^^; Ok, well, I'm in 7th period campus with Ms.Jones (like usual)...and I'm pretty darn bleh today. I'm listening to an anime CD with mp3s...lots of random ones...umm, so today has been pretty crappy for me. I've been depressed all day. *sigh* This feeling of worthlessness and weakness has consumed me...and I felt so uneeded. I feel like I'm really annoying to the people around me. For example, as you know (if you read yesterday's post) I wasn't in school (cause of the field trip), so I missed work. So today, English was my major concern...at the end of the day yesterday I went to see my teacher and ask her what I missed, but she was on her way to a meeting...and she kept on telling me that, but I just kept on saying stuff, as if I didn't hear her (maybe I didn't). So today, I wait to ask her in the beginning of class, but she tells me to wait until "she gets class started." She told it to me with a face like "you're annoying, go away." So, after that...we were supposed to go to the writing center to work on our 3rd memoir, and I was staying first to get what I missed. After getting the work, I left out of the room...to the library cause that's where we usually go...so I get there, and I notice that no one from my class is there. *sigh* Then I realized, "Oh, did she say writing center? Crap..." So I walk there, and I see my teacher in the hall...I profusely apologized for the mistake, blaming it on "the effects of cold medicine"...she just said, "Oh, it's ok...dont' worry about it," but the way she said it and how she looked didn't convey that message. Yesterday she gave back our first memoir (graded), and so I missed that, too...so I went to her to ask her if she had it...no, of course not, it was in her room...and so anyway, I don't want to keep rambling on here...I think you're all plain old bored and possibly confused at this point. So, the point is, I kept on asking her for stuff and for clarifications of things and I just felt really stupid, uneeded, and annoying. I ended up hardly getting any of my 3rd memoir done...I just couldn't write about my humorous dining experiences when I felt super depressed. Instead, I just wrote down how I was feeling...I could've just posted that here, but I won't. *sigh* All during class, and especially after, I really felt like crying...I felt so pathetic and depressed...but I didn't. I didn't cry cause it would've been really weird to just all of a sudden start crying at the computer in class. Anyhoo, my mom and dad have been continuing their search for a house for us to move into. They found one that my mom really likes. She didn't get a reaction in it either...but then again, she's taking her powerful medicine, so it really does't matter. My dad says that if all goes well, we should be having Christmas in the new house...*sigh* That's not possible...we don't have anything packed...and it's not for certain that we'll get that house anyway...but still, we would have to move so quickly. I can't!!! I don't want to!! >< Plus, I'd be having my autobiography and stuff due around the same time...they'd expect me to balance all this school work with the stress and confusion of moving?? *sob* I hate this. Yesterday, as far as my brother goes, wasn't too bad (there were a few incidents of him being annoying/mean, but not too horrible)...but it was one of my low days (after getting home). The field trip was great and happy, but once I got home...all those good feelings just went away. So I just felt depressed all yesterday, too. *sigh* I gave my oldest bro, Derek, a little mini counseling session...it was more like a mutual thing though...cause he's had to see a psychologist about his depression in the past, and so we have a lot in common. I've been to a psychologist before, but it wasn't for my depression...but anyway, we talked while doing the dishes and stuff. I hugged him a few times, too...cause well, I never knew he went to a psychologist and everyting. He's been sorta depressed lately about a lot of things, but I didn't know it was that serious. *sigh* I guess depression runs in the family; it's just that we don't do anyting about it (like meds or whatever). *sigh* Sorry...sorry about this horribly depressing post. It's just how I'm feeling, so yeah. Also sorry that I won't have visiting time either...of course...luckily hardly anyone has updated yet today...so I won't have to worry too much. Ugh, well, I think I was going to say something else, but I forgot. So I hope you all have a cheery day despite my let-down of a post. ^^;

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Warning: thanks, helpless, no more work, field trip!, & that's it. ^^;

*sob* Thanks so much you guys...really...^^ All of your comments were so meaningful and encouraging. *hugs* They really are almost bringing me to the edge of crying. ^^; Thanks so much for your little boosts of confidence and everything. Midnight-chan, I can see that it's one of your pet peeves...and I'm sorry that I'm a part of it. ^^; I just can't seem to stand up for myself. *sigh* My mom just told me today (a little bit ago) that "it's going to be ok! stand up for yourself! tell him if you want to do something or whatever...and enlist my help." *sigh* But even if my mom "helps", it doesn't seem to do anything. My brother is a complete controlling jerk...and I hate it. Everyone's always telling me that I should do something about it...that I have my own life and stuff...but for some reason, I just can't bring myself to do anything. *sigh* Even my oldest brother, Derek, looks at me with this look...while saying that same stuff...he sorta feels sorry for me and ashamed that I can't, or rather don't, do anything about this whole situation. I just...don't know what to do...and it's horrible. Anyhoo, back to comments...thanks Yug for the poem! *hugs* Another beautiful one! ^^ It was very sweet...and I think your comment might've been longer than Angel Asuka's actually. ^^; Thanks to both of you for such huge comments! *hugs* And again, thanks to everyone else...for everything. Now then, I'm still cranky at the moment...for another reason that's still pertinent. My brother no longer has a job...no more vet's assistant...the vet called today and, well, sorta fired him. ^^; He knew he didn't like working there and everything, so yeah. If he hadn't called, my brother was going to tell him on thursday he quit...but too bad. *sigh* So now he's not even going to work another day. More un-freedom! >< I hate it so much...but again, "I have my own will" is what I'd like to say and act on, but unfortunately I'm too weak. So today we (law & justice class) went down to Philly for our field trip! The ride there took way longer than usual...over an hour on a stupid school bus. I just read and listened to Do As Infinity. ^^ I read Descendants of Darkness vol.9...and then when I finished it I just read the book I've been reading, Night of the Wolf. I bought lots of souvenirs (a cute stuffed bear, chocolate-covered raisins, chocolate/marshmallow cookies, lollipop...yeah...). I didn't really learn that much. *laugh* We did have to fill out a worksheet though. I'm so glad Mr.Bellavance was there cause he's so fun. He's such an awesome teacher...so me and my friends mainly just hung around him. *laugh* I think of him as my second dad. Haha. So, yeah, it was a nice trip. *nods* Well...again...I have no visiting time...or much time to say anything here. *sigh* It's a shorter post, but maybe that's good for most of you...I'm giving you a break since yesterday's was so long. ^^; Well, I hope you all had/have a phenomenal day! I wonder if I spelled it right...

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Monday, September 25, 2006

Warning: really long post!, thanks/shout-outs, card!, the world's against me, stupid brother, & field trip

Alrighty, here I am! *hugs* I did not die! ^^ I'm doing much better, thanks! I appreciate all of your wonderful words of condolences...and all of the cards I got. ^^ Here's one from Xanth: Thanks so much, xanth! It's another Air card. *nods* Just what I like! Sooooo super cute!! ^^ I'm surprised at how much effort you guys put into these...just for me! ^^; I've never had people care so much about me when I was sick. It's not like in anime...where it seems whenever a character is sick, all they're friends decide, "Hey, we should go visit them!" *sigh* It never works out that way...so I think this is as close as you can get! *hugs* Thank you, my friends, whether you just commented or sent me a card. ^^ Everyone of you mean the world to me...sappy? Yes? Well, who cares??!! It's true! Anyhoo, NNM, I sent you a pm...but just in case you don't get it...well, I didn't get any email from you. ^^; Send it again! Yug, wow!!! Amazing poem!! You just made it up right then and there for me? *hugs* It's great! And, no, you're not a burden!! >< Again to NNM, yeah...I thought xbox sucked, too...but then I got it. ^^; DOA extreme volleyball is my life. *laugh* Yes, I still have an readily use my VHS player. *nods* Most of the anime tapes I have are sorta like collectibles...they're so old no one decided to put them on DVD. ^^; KagomeInuyasha, you don't need to make me a card if you don't want! Plus, I'm sorta getting better anyway. *hugs* Thanks for the thought though! Ok then...at the moment, I'm in Ms.Jones's room...obviously typing this. I'm listening to some older anime mp3s...with pretty much one ear. *laugh* My stupid headphones are dying on me so I can only hear stuff out of the left ear! >< Stupid! *sigh* At least I have some backup ones at home. Anyhoo, it has seemed that everything (since last night) has been against me and my freedom to be on the computer. Last night was horrible (as far as my brother goes). He again called me "worthless" and "unable to do anything right" because he told me write this email to this person about some anime we want...and apparently I didn't say everything that he wanted in there...so, even though I was working hard on my computer abuse paper, out of the kindness of my heart, I decided to write the stupid email anyway. Of course, later he asks me if I "wrote this", "said that", etc., and of course I didn't...cause I didn't think it mattered. So anyway, he goes into that argument about me not being able to do anything right and that he should just do everything from now on. *sigh* He's said that so many times, but because he's such a lazy ass he still asks, or rather, tells me to do stuff!! He's the one that's incapable of doing anything...argh!! >< He just pisses me off so much!! So anyhoo, this morning...I get up, go downstairs to get breakfast and everything...and, well, I see that my brother is upstairs talking to mom. I hear parts of their conversation which included, "she gave me...", "I feel like crap...", and "not going." Then he turns to me and says, "You got me sick!" with an angry face...but I'm sure he was actually happy about that because he didn't have to go to work today!! And that is what made me upset!! NO WORK for him...and that means NO FREETIME/COMPUTER TIME/VISITING TIME/FUN/FREEDOM/ME TIME for me! >< I was really looking forward to it today, too. I was actually going to go on gaia for once...*sigh* So anyhoo, this morning I thought "ok fine...so he won't work, but I still have 2 campuses today at school...so that should be ok." Well, my first free period (3rd) was rudely interrupted by a stupid senior picture thing! It took the whole period, too! We had to stand outside and form an "'07" (for our graduation year) out on the field for them to take a picture of. Before that, they also had to take a pic of us on the bleachers. It was so stupid...and it wasted my time! *sigh* So this period is the only time I get today to be on the computer... Now then, I suppose I'll talk about my computer abuse paper...it was stupid...I hated doing it...it took me forever...and I had no clue what I was writing on. The end. More stuff happened last night that made it horrible, too. My dad was super crabby and yelling at me to help out with dinner...but I couldn't cause I was doing my paper! So he gets all pissed off (mainly cause he didn't want to miss the football game), and rushes around everywhere yelling. Admist all the rushing, when opening up the fridge, a jar of this peach sauce drops...and breaks, shatters of glass everywhere (along with peach). So that just made him even more pissed off. Even though I helped out with the cleaning (he didn't ask me to), he didn't say one nice word...ugh...I just truly disliked being home last night...and I doubt today will be any better. Hmm...other than that stupid senior pic thing, today's school day hasn't been too bad. Tomorrow for law & justice we're going on a field trip to the Constitution center! Probably boring...but oh well...and only people in that class can go, so I'll be missing all my other classes during the day. *sigh* I don't want that...I'll miss out on gourmet! We're making cookies! >< *sigh* Then I'll have to make up all that work, too...stupid...I didn't have to go on the trip, but I decided it'd be sorta fun or something. ^^; I don't even know why I decided to go actually. Hopefully it won't be too bad and I won't miss too much work either. *sigh* Oh...and hopefully my brother will be well enough to go to work tomorrow, too... I think I made this post too long...yeah...way too long! ^^; Sorry!! I can't seem to have a happy medium with my posts...sorry! So thanks for stopping by and being such great friends in so many ways! *hugs* I'm sorry I can't/don't repay the kindness more often. Have a great day!

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

Warning: Thanks a ton!!, nice gifts, yesterday, today, & sorry still sorta short!

^^ Awww...thanks so much you guys! *hugs even though I'm sick still* Hehe, now I think I got all of you sick...and sick again for some of you. ^^; Anyhoo, I loved all your comments. I think they're helping me get better! I'm terribly sorry about yesterday's short post!!! >< I know I disappointed a lot of you. Today's post...might not be very long either...stupid brother...so we'll see. *sigh* Anyhoo, NNM, yes! I want Utada's songs!!! ^^ Please, if you can, attach them to an email to me or something! Or tell me how to get them! *nods* Wow, a lot of you live in/near Montreal! I didn't know that! ^^ That's pretty cool! *nods* Alice, wow...I cant' believe you left me such a long comment! *laugh* It's crazy that your comment was longer than my post! I'm glad you had a fun time playing the Sims with your friend (yeah, it's a really fun game). ^^ And everyone else, of course, I love you! Thanks so much for all your caring words!! Here are some "gifts" that a couple of my friends sent me yesterday! ^^ A button from Ayumi-chan, and not just one but 3 get-well cards from Shizuka!! ^^ button from Ayumi-chan 3 Get-well cards from Shizuka There you have 'em! All beautiful, ne? ^^ (If they didn't come up right away...try reloading!) Thanks so much you guys!!! They all helped me feel better. *nods* Even your little button Ayumi-chan! ^^ Now then...what to talk about...hmm...yesterday I felt so crappy. I couldn't breathe at all. I had to take a ton of medicine...and I was blowing my nose like crazy! Yeah, so it was just a cold. Now I'm doing better, and it's probably because I slept better last night. Probably because of the medicine. ^^; I didn't get to play KH2 yet though. *laugh* I was mainly playing xbox games...and watching anime (mainly this totally old-school anime movie made in 1980 called "Toward the Terra". it was awesome! and it was almost 2 hours long. *nods* Then, when trying to rewind it...the VCR almost killed it. Stupid old tapes!) For dinner, we had yummy Korean BBQ beef. ^^ It was...yummy. Hmm...other than that, I did more laundry, cleaned more...and my usual chores despite being sick. Today I have a paper due for my AP computer programming class...it's on Computer abuse! *laugh* At first I thought it was beating/hitting your computer. *laugh* Just kidding...but anyway, it's stuff like downloading things illegally and stuff. I don't know much about it though. ^^; So it might be some work for me to get 3 pages written on it. *sigh* At least I already finished my memoir so that I don't have to work on it today, too. Oh, those of you that want to read it...sorry, I said I'd email it to you...tell me again!! And if you don't have your email address on your site, tell me that too! *nods* Well, I think I'd best go now...sorry! This post is longer than yesterday's though. ^^ Maybe tomorrow will be an even longer one! Oh, sorry no visiting time today...like usual...I'm still feeling sick...but hopefully I can get fully well today. Thanks again for all your love! ^^ Have a great day!

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

Warning: sick! super short post....

*sob* Gao...*cough* Crap...now I really can't breathe! >< Sorry, guys...I really have no time to post right now, and I'm still feeling crappy sick. *sigh* I didn't want to leave you hanging with no post though...cause then you'd think I died. ^^; So I'm just doing this super short post...sorry!!! *hugs* Thanks a ton for the comments. Thanks for all of your concern and "remedies." *nods* I hope that all of you that are also sick get better, too!!! It's that beginning of the school year that gets ya! So, yeah, I didn't sleep well last night either...but at least there's the weekend now. Those of you who commented and I hadn't heard from in a long time! *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting! ^^ Anyhoo, I finally got Kingdom Hearts 2. ^^ Yeah, finally. It was actually the other day. My brother found it used at blockbuster with a wrong price label! It was only $26. *nods* So maybe today I'll start playing it. So far I've just seen the opening movie...and fell in love with Hikaru Utada's new song. ^^ It's awesome. Oh, and my dad came back from Montreal yesterday, too. My souvenir he gave me was a beret! Hehe, a French beret! ^^ I love hats...and it looks pretty good on me. It's black...and super cute! Sorry again...this is all I have time and energy for. *sigh* I hope you all have a healthy and fun day!! *hugs*

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Friday, September 22, 2006

Warning: sick, short shout-outs, my half-day, yesterday, today, & it's shorter! maybe...

Nyaaaa~...I'm sick! >< Horribly stuffy nose...sore throat...you know, the whole "I've got a cold" shpeal (?). I had a terrible time trying to sleep last night...couldn't breathe at all. ^^; Argh!!! I can't wait till I get to the coughing stage. *laugh* Once I get there, I end up sounding like a boy going through puberty, and man is it funny!! Hehe, pretty weird to like to be sick...but at least then...cause I sound so funny. Anyhoo, thanks for the comments! *hugs* You guys are awesome! *laugh* NNM, "I'm just a sweet transvestite from transexual Transalvania"...that was amazing. You're the best. *laugh* I'm sure you could get on America's Next Top Model!! chii00, yay!! Wow, that's awesome you like it, too! ^^ EmilySadako, I hope you feel better, too! Xanth (I've missed you!!), to get some songs from Air on your site, click the little button up in my profile that's at the bottom. *nods* "Music codes" or whatever. Ugh...I gotta make this post quick! School's just about over (we have an early release today!)....the bell just rung! Crap! Well...I think I'll save this...and when I get home I'll finish it up! ^^; ~to be continued~ Ok! (continuation) I'm home now! ^^; Let's see...what can I talk about? Again, I'm gonna make this quick...I don't have visiting time today (though I did visit whoever has updated already, which is about 11:30am)...and I'm really just feeling miserable at the moment!! I hate being sick! *sigh* Except when my voice sounds funny....*laugh* Anyhoo, so today was a half-day, and we had all of our classes shortened. In computer programming, we just...well, programmed. We started writing this essay in Law & Justice. In gourmet, we tried our salsas that we made the last class (I didn't want to try any though...cause of my cold). Then I had English! We had that cultural literacy quiz (super easy), and then we finished up the vocab game/contest! ^^ Hehe...I won!!!! Yay!! So my group members and I get 5 extra credit points on the quiz. ^^ Hehe...I never win stuff!! I'm glad that I'm good at remembering vocabulary! That's the one thing I'm almost always good at...^^; Ok, then I had psychology...we had a quiz. After that was Japanese, and so I just watched yesterday's class (some of it) cause we didn't have class the other day so we were behind. We were supposed to have a quiz, but we'll have it on monday. Last but no least, I had campus! So that's where I checked my emails, visited sites, and then started this post. *nods* Yesterday, other than being sick, was good. I finished my second memoir...which I'm darn proud of. ^^ I really like it...and my mom thinks it's great (really accurate and funny). So, if you guys wanna read it...then ask me, and I"ll email it to you or something. The memoir's due monday, so I have it done ahead of time! That's cause I have that computer programming paper on computer abuse (*laugh*...no...you're not beating your computer) due monday, too. So for once I did something ahead of time! ^^ Anyhoo, my brother was actually considerate/sympathetic yesterday, too. He worked, so it was probably cause he was really tired...not awake enough to put up a fight. *sigh* Today we were supposed to go shopping, but now we won't since I'm sick. ^^; At least I have the weekend to recover!! So again, sorry no visiting time...probably not tomorrow or sunday either. *sigh* Sorry if this post is a bit shorter than usual! I hope you all have a healthy day!

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

Warning: shout-outs, starving!, english class, yesterday, & sick?

Unyaaa~...Thanks for commenting on my site, everyone! *hugs* I love you guys! Hehe. ^^ Yes, my schedule was sorta confusing...but not so bad...especially compared to yours, Yug! To everyone, I'd definitely recommend Hikaru no Go! ^^ I haven't read the manga, but I've seen the whole anime (in Japanese)...I don't like the English dub of it at all. ^^; You can watch them in english on toonami's (cartoon network) site. Yes, Reki...Harvey is definitely a master of making avatars and things (not just Air ones either! It's just that I sorta request them...)! I wuv him so. ^^ Hmm...I don't think there were really any other specific shout-outs to do...Oh, Chii00, *hugs back again* thanks for the compliment! My avatar (and bg) is from the anime Air TV. It's a bitter-sweet drama/some comedy anime...it has a very sad end. It follows this guy, Yukito, and his coming to this little shore town where he lived (I think) when he was little. He meets this girl, Misuzu (the one on my avi etc.), and well...it focuses on her tragic fate. I dont' want to give away too much here...^^; So, yeah, thanks again to all of you! Oh, and if you really want to read my memoir (when I'm done), I can email it to you (posting it on here would make it look...waaaaaay too long and stuff. ^^;) Let's see....right now...I'm in Japanese (but earlier than usual cause it's another block day), and I'm STARVING!!! I still haven't had lunch yet...he gave us the last lunch of the day (C, which starts at 12:20)...I still have twenty minutes before I can eat! >< I feel sick to my stomach...but since I'm in the library I can't eat anything! *sigh* Well...this is all just a momentary problem...it'll pass soon. *laugh* So, yeah, today I had Law & Justice, English and Japanese...and after lunch will be the mysterious 8th period, where I'll have "cooking for friends" and...*sigh* a meeting with my GUIDANCE COUNSELOR. *double sigh* If she makes me cry again, I'll update you on it. Ugh...my ears hurt...I had to use those stupid big huge and tight headphones to listen to my Japanese class on the comp...cause my headphone weren't working. ^^; Ok, so I can talk about English class a bit in-depth now...my teacher said that seniors (in general) are pretty much culturally illiterate...so, yeah. *laugh* So she and this other teacher decided on creating a part in the curriculum to teach us some culture! Today she gave us this packet of questions (general questions about anything), and we were supposed to answer them and get answers from other people. There was stuff on artistic and music styles, history, writers, scientific stuff, among many other things! I really didn't know a lot actually. ^^; But in the end we got all the answers...so tomorrow we have a quiz on it. After we did that, we got out our vocabulary books...to start the lesson! To "help us learn" the lesson better, she created a "game." The way it worked was: she separated us into groups (4) and one person wasn't allowed to look at the words at all, and the others were supposed to teach that person in the "hot seat." So they used motions, plain ol' definitions, and other stuff to help them remember...well, obviously, I ended up being the person in the hot seat. *sigh* So, everyone in my group just pretty much read through each word and the definition (and synonyms and antonyms). I already remembered some of them even though the teacher just read through them once...for some reason, I have a really good short-term memory (sorta photographic...sorta), so that's why I was the one picked. ^^; My group members were pretty surprised (and happy) that I already knew most of the words. *laugh* So anyway, after that, the actual game ensued. The chosen person from each group went up and the teacher asked us the words (definition, synonyms, antonyms etc.). The winning group gets 5 extra credit points on the quiz! We didn't get to finish the game yet today, but so far, I'm tied in first. ^^ I didn't screw up yet! Yay!! Hopefully I'll remember the words tomorrow! Wow, I think I wrote a lot there...sorry...just about one class. ^^; Anyhoo, yesterday was alright. Even though my brother didn't work, he wasn't rude to me. The premier of America's Next Top Model (yeah...hate me if you must...I love that show...) was on, so I watched the first half (recorded the rest). ^^ We made hamburger helper for dinner. *laugh* I've never had it before...and I also cut up apples. Yeah...real exciting...I did more laundry, too...I think that's about it. Yesterday wasn't too interesting, sorry! Ok! I'll end this post now...it's almost time for lunch! Yeah! I'll have visiting time today (yay). Tomorrow is a half-day (early release), and we're having each class shortened...so maybe I can get a post in...I don't know. ^^; Well, sorry there's no poem today either...I'll work on one sometime! I hope you all have a fantabulous day! *cough* I forgot to mention...my throat hurts...hope I'm not getting sick...*sigh* P.S. Yeah, I think I am getting sick...now I'm all stuffed up. *sigh* My throat still hurts, too. Ugh...I have homework to do...so I'm sorry if I don't get to all of your sites. *bows* (this part was posted much later...4:30pm)

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Warning: thanks, hikaru no go, flex schedule, yesterday, no visiting time, & that's it. ^^;

^^ Hehe. Thanks soooo much for the comments!!! You guys are the best! Thanks for complimenting my grades on those standardized tests...and thanks for your sympathy about the whole burning my eyes thanks to the onions/hot peppers on my hands deal...*laugh* Surprsingly, they still sorta hurt. ^^; Weird...well, I hope they feel better soon. Ah, yes, NNM, I'm pretty sure getting sprayed in the eye with pepper spray and still having to apprehend the criminal is 30+ times worse than what happened to me. ^^; You win there. Oh, and how dare you be a former evil brother!! >< Thanks for the tip, but I don't think it'll work...for one thing, I don't curse, and another thing...it would just make things way worse. And yes, I've gotten my parents involved, and even they can't do anything. *sigh* He just needs to grow up...despite being 25. Mota, I don't know why it'd say my inbox was full...it said that I had 197/250, but just in case, I erased some more. Thanks for telling me! ^^ *laugh* Saijinto, that poor friend of yours...hehe, but the story sounds funny. Everyone else, thankies a ton, too...especially you, Harvey! ^^ As you can see, he made me a new avatar. *points to avatar* Another Misuzu one, yay! ^^ Alrighty, so at the moment, like most other days, I'm in my 3rd period campus (free period) in the library. I'm listening to some Hikaru no Go music (I love that show...I saw it first probably 2-3 years ago, and I've rewatched it several times. ^^) So, today at school is our first experimental "flex schedule", which is pretty much a "block schedule" day. We have periods 1,3,5,7 today and tomorrow will be 2,4,6, and this new and weird period 8. So I get to be here in the library for over an hour! Yay! ^^ Then I'll have lunch (man, lunch at 10:45??), then psychology and dance last. I had computer programming first, and it was actually sorta fun cause I was better understanding what I was doing. *nods* We have a lot of projects to do though...so hopefully I can get them all done. Last night, like I think I mentioned I was going to do, I worked on my second memoir. This one is on our horribly funny trip to Florida (I think I said that before, too). Again, the minimum amount of pages is 3 double-spaced, and I already have 2 single-spaced...and I'm only about half-way done. ^^; All I did was describe a little bit about getting there and then went in-depth with describing our horrible hotel room. The main attraction during our trip was the dinner we had at this place called "Silas's steakhouse." Any of you heard of it? Well, it was the most...well, entertaining though disgusting dinner we've ever had. *laugh* I can't wait to go into describing our meals and service. Hehe. Hmm...I thought I wrote more than just 2 pages...cause I worked on it for a while. *sigh* Oh well. It's due monday, so I have more time to work on it...but I have a computer programming paper due monday, too, so that's why I'm working on this ahead of time. *nods* Other than that, I read (for fun) and played some games. My oldest brother Derek had to go to a business meeting in New York, so he took the train. I had to wake up a little earlier so that my dad could drop him off after dropping me off at school. My dad is now off in Montréal for business...so anyhoo, Derek was supposed to come home around 5:30 or so, but he missed the train! He didn't know where to go so he asked this guy, and he pointed him in the wrong direction...causing him to miss the train. And to make matters worse, his ankle and knee are still hurt, so he sorta had to limp everywhere. ^^; Poor thing. So anyway, my mom had to pick him up at the station at 7:40 or something (at night), and no one had dinner yet. Corey came home from work around the same time, so we just had pizza...dinner at 8pm. I've never eaten that late (or at least not often). *laugh* Because Corey was so tired from work, he didn't put up any fights...thus there being no confrontations. Today...today I won't have visiting time (other than those that already updated now at around 10am). Sorry!! My brother doesn't work, so yeah. *sigh* Sorry I haven't written any poetry in a while either...I was sorta thinking of one last night, but I'm not sure yet. ^^; I wanted to make a new wallpaper last night, too...but I didn't. *sigh* Sorry guys! I'm not being very productive here. Well, seeing how nothing important has happened yet...and I already told you about yesterday, I guess I'll end this post! Thanks to all of you that took the time to read/comment! I love you guys! *hugs* Have a more than great day!

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Warning: thanks, PSSAs, burning eyes!, service club, block schedule, & sorry...probably pretty long

Why, thank y'all for your comments about everything!! *hugs* ^^ Some of you didn't mention the stuff about my counselor thing...but whatever. ^^; It's ok. I'm glad that you guys liked my outfit I wore (though you didn't really see me wearing it *laugh*). I have so many hot topic fairy shirts...I LOVE them! ^^ Fairies, yay! Anyhoo...thanks for the condolences dealing with my brother as well. *sigh* He's just...extremely immature, and though he'd never admit it, he's probably depressed. So, since I'm with him most often, I get the brunt of his wrath most often as well. It's a never-ending cycle. *sigh* Those of you with other quote ideas (or your own fave), thanks! Reki, of course, yours was awesome. ^^ Hooray for Gunslinger Girls! You can get some really great quotes from anime. *nods* Grifter, yours was simple yet meaningful as well. *laugh* Hooray for being too lazy to ever find out who said it! Back to the counselor thing, yes, they tend to make things worse...so anyway, I emailed her telling her I didn't want those social worker meetings, and she said that's fine...unless it's just another one of her mind games. Hmm...right now...right now I'm at home (it's almost 4...by the time I finish this post it'll probably be well past 4 *laugh*) eating chicken yakisoba. ^^ Unfortunately, it's gotten sorta cold sitting here in front of the computer while I was typing other things...hmm...oh well. ^^; Anyhoo, I just got the results for the PSSAs (Pennsylvania state standard assessments....aka stadardized tests) I took last year! It made me sooo happy!! Like, holy crap! ^^ In the reading and math sections, I got "advanced" (which is the highest) for every one but one section (algebra or something). So I got a pretty good total there...but what amazed me was the writing/composition section!!! >_< I have NEVER done this well before in it...EVER!!! I got PERFECT scores for both essays!!! That's right, 80/80 for both! Then they grade on "revisions"...which I got 19/20, and then the mult.choice (I dont' even remember that...)I got 11/12. ^^ So, yeah...I'm so happy right now. Again...I've never done so well in the writing parts before. *smiles* I love you guys! It must be all thanks to you! Ok...enough of that. *laugh* About my school day today...it was ok (gee, how creative). Nothing really went wrong until 3rd period gourmet (or cooking, if you want to call it that). We were making salsa! And I was in charge of the horrible job of chopping the powerful onions and jalapeno pepper. >< She gave us gloves to use when chopping the pepper though (very good thing). So, anyhoo, I went about my business chopping...I finished the jalapeño, and then I moved onto the onion (I hate onions). I started tearing up (darn those stupid onions!! So sad! ><)...why on earth do they make you cry?? So anyhoo, I went to the sink to rinse my hands/eyes mid-chop. I didn't quite wash my hands enough...and then I rubbed my eyes (worse mistake you can possibly make!!)...burning!! >< I burned my eyes from the onion/pepper on my hands still...it hurt so much. My eyes were all red and watery, and they stung. So I went to the bathroom to rinse them some more...well, they still hurt, and even now they feel sorta weird. ^^; *sigh* So, yeah, I really don't want to eat our salsa. *laugh* My friend Deborah (Brazilian exchange student) was trying to help me. *laugh* She's so cute (though she's 7 inches taller than me)...cause she doesn't quite know english fully. So when she'd say things, they didn't turn out right...and it was just so cute!! "Be careful! Don't touch eyes!!" When I got back from the bathroom, "Your eyes still hurt? What happen? You stick finger in your eye?" *laugh* Awww... Alrighty, that was my school day. Well, not all of it...obviously. The other post-worthy thing that happened was I had my first service club day with Ms.Jones. ^^ I helped her file stuff, put things away, and set up a lab (she's a biology teacher). It was fun...and the fire alarm went off in the middle (someone probably pulled it)...and she was like, "Well...I don't even know where we go! We'll just stick together! It doesn't matter just as long as you're safe!" ^^ Then she realized she's a fire marshal! *laugh* She's a fire marshall and is supposed to know where to go and what to do, but she didn't even know what parking space we were to go! *laugh* She's such an awesome teacher. I love her! She's sooo cool...I think I mentioned that before. Oh, and um...take "love" however you want...but I'm not "in love" with her. *laugh* Well, I suppose I should end this post now!! Is it long enough? Too long? I don't know. ^^; I should start on my second memoir (well, continue it) tonight...other than that, I just have some programming stuff to do. So it's not too much homework. Oh, I forgot to say that tomorrow's my school's first "block schedule" day...and I have campus (free period) for 3rd! It's gonna be awesome! Over an hour of free computer time! Haha! Ok...that's good...I think I should go now. ^^ Have a great rest of the day! (just as I though...it's past 4...4:15...)

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