Friday, September 8, 2006

Warning: thanks/shout-outs, hw, laudry, bro's workday, school so far, Harvey's b-day, a much shorter post!!

^^ Thanks for the comments, though few! I suppose everyone was quite busy yesterday. *nods* Quite understandable. *nods nods* School has started for everyone that still goes to school now...I think, so yeah. NNM, why would you be crying? You needn't cry over my poem! Thanks though! ^^; I hope you weren't crying for other depressing reasons. *hugs* Thanks, Reki, Skomie, Cat, and EK, too for your comments as well! ^^ It makes me happy to know that you took the time out of your busy schedule to visit me. *hugs* Yes, I had a lot of hw yesterday...well, not really a lot, it was only in 2 subjects, but a lot of stuff in those classes. Computer programming stuff is hard...so far. ^^; Then I had to take notes on this reading for English. Hmm...yeah...that's all for the shout-outs section, sorry! I have a feeling this post will be shorter this time. I really don't have anything to talk about. Yesterday, as I said, I had a lot of hw, and while doing it I kept on getting up to keep putting loads of laundry in. Our washing machine is sorta dying...so sometimes it doesn't turn on...so when it does, I have to get in all the loads!! So every 40 minutes, the washing would be done and then I'd have to take out/put in stuff the dryer. It was an annoying process. ^^; I listened to Air music while doing all that stuff though...so it wasn't too bad. Corey was working at the vet's and had a horribly long day. He worked pretty much 12 hours!! 8am to about 8pm...actually later...so it was more than 12 hours. ^^; That is torture...especially with the people that work there...so I can understand why he'd complain so much. So he's probably going to quit soon...again. *sigh* Today, so far, has been an ok day at school. Nothing too exciting at all. I've had computer programming and law & justice class so far...so, yeah. I still have pretty much all my classes to go!! Next is English, and we're going to work on our first memoir (for the autobiography paper). I'm not sure what I'll write on first...*sigh* I hope this huge memoir/autobiography thing won't be too bad. Since I'm great at casual writing (like in all my posts), that shouldn't be a problem...it's just trying to think of an event in my life that's in-depth enough to take up 3 pages. Heck, I should just copy and past 2 or 3 of my posts!! There, there's my life! *sigh* I doubt I can do that...^^; Umm...see...told you! I knew this would be a crappier, much shorter, more boring post! Sorry!! Well, I hope that all of you are having/had/will have a good day at school/or wherever!! *hugs* Oh, and again, visit Harvey!! It's his b-day today! ^^ Happy birthday, Harvey! Ok, I'm going now... P.S. I didn't leave. *laugh* Actually I did, I'm on the comp later in the day now. Anyhoo, remember that Air wallpaper I did? Well, they took it off!! I don't know how, when, or why...but it's no longer on the site!!! Why do they hate my Air wallpapers so much??

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Thursday, September 7, 2006

Warning: tons of thanks, hw, weird yakisoba, mom's b-day cry, school day, & Harvey's new account

Hello, my fellow MO friends! I love you guys!! I know, I've said it a billion times, and I'll say it again...you're the best friends I have, and thank you for the comments!!! I didn't think so many people would get to read my post. Thanks for taking the time. *nods* All of your comments were very meaningful...thanks again. The whole sympathy thing...it's not like I hate it just cause he won't give me sympathy, it's just that he always has to "compare" problems and say that he has it "the worst"! For goodness' sake...why would anyone want to be the worst in something??? It annoys me so much when my mom is suffering, and all he can do is think of himself. *sigh* He'll never change, but at least he was a bit nicer yesterday. Midnight shadow, thanks for the super long comment! ^^ And one more thanks to all of you that "gave" my mom any presents and wished her a happy b-day! Oh, and NNM, (yes, another thank you...sorry...I lied) thanks for taking the time to read all my posts! I don't think I'm really cute...but I am a lot like Misuzu. ^^; Thanks though. Wow, that was a lot of separate thanks...it seemed like I said "thanks" in almost every sentence! Anyhoo, first off I'd like to mention how I have quite a bit of homework tonight. ^^; Computer programming class and English I must work on...so, after I post, I'll visit some sites and then do my homework! Yes, that's right! I have my priorities straight! *laugh* It's just that hardly anyone has updated yet so I think I can visit them. ^^ At the moment, I'm eating teriyaki yakisoba...it's...not so good. ^^; It smells weird, and the taste is...bleh. So, if you wanted to buy the maruchan brand yakisoba (the same company that makes the 10 cent ramen), you probably shouldn't get the teriyaki flavor. ^^; Now then...back to more important stuff... Yesterday, as you know, was my mom's birthday! We went out to eat...and, like usual, it was horrible. We just don't learn from our mistakes!! Never go to a fancy/expensive restaurant! The food always sucks, and then you get completely ripped off! After that, we got home and then it was presents time! ^^ My mom should've saved my poem as the last present...but, no...I guess she didn't think she'd have the reaction that she did. ^^; My present was in the middle of the present order, so anyhoo, after she reads it (out-loud) she starts crying (of course). It was so sweet. I hugged her, and then I started crying (even more of course)!! My dad and brothers were saying stuff like, "Man...why didn't you save that for last??? Now all of the rest of the presents will seem like crap! She can't enjoy them now...I guess we all know whose present is the favorite." *laugh* It was quite funny. Hahaha, my present was the best! It was such a tear-jerker! It's cause it was so meaningful and touching...my mom was also amazed at how I came up with it in the shower. ^^; Cause she thinks she's a horrible writer, so she was impressed with my poem...I haven't shown her any of my others. ^^; Plus, my brothers didn't put any thought into their gifts...a gift card, and nothing! Corey really didn't get her anything...oh, no, wait...he bought her a soft pretzel. Today's day at school was ok. I had my 2 tests on my summer reading books...I got stuck on several questions on the one book (Red Azalea), even though I liked that book and read it sooner! I hope I did alright...I barely finished in time cause I wrote so much. ^^; In "gourmet" class, we made lemonade. *laugh* Yeah, real gourmet. My teacher changed which lunch we'd have, so I got to have lunch with my friends! Yay! Now I'll be able to see them...too bad I don't have any classes with them, but at least there's lunch to look forward to. On a completely different note (not dealing with school), my dear friend Harvey got a new account! He's no longer dspR (yay!), he's now Asher.xs, so please visit him (if you can)! ^^ Well, I'll finally end this post here...I think I wrote too much...like usual...sorry!! I actually had more stuff I wanted to say, but I won't write it down...that'd be way too much then. ^^; I hope you guys all had a fine day at school (if you go to school) cause I think everyon's started now! Have a relaxing evening! P.S. I just looked at the post on my site...*laugh* It's not even that long! I thought it was way longer than usual! Man, I don't know how to guage the length of my posts...

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Wednesday, September 6, 2006

Warning: another post??? WTF??, it's a quicky, don't worry

Sorry...I just felt like writing a shorter post here...I doubt any of you will have time to read my post I did earlier. ^^; Sorry it's so long...it's ok if you don't get to it...I realize now that it sounds stupid and selfish. So, read it if you want. If you don't, I'll just say again that my mom's b-day is today! I don't have time to visit, sorry! I only visited like 3 people...and I really didn't do in-depth comments either. ^^; Sorry again! So, read my earlier post if you have tons of time on your hands...if not, that's fine. *nods* I hope your day goes well.

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Warning: thanks, mom's b-day today, & lots of complaining about my brother

^^ *hugs a ton* You guys are soooo sweet. Thanks for the comments! I didn't think many people would get to cause I posted a little later than usual...and lost of people are back to school now!! So, thanks again! Anyhoo, I'm glad that you liked the poem for my mom...that's good you didn't think it was corny or anything. ^^ Today's her b-day (wait...Yug...today's your mom's b-day too??), so I'll give her her poem and the recipebook that I bought her! I typed up and attempted to make the poem look fancier...sorta like a card, last night. Today seems to be a popular day for b-days...cause one of my "semi-friend's" b-days is today, and if Yug, you're mom's is today, too! I also saw another girl in school today with balloons and stuff! Anyhoo, back to your comments. Thanks, Skomie!! You wrote a really long one for once! And *hugs* that was sweet of you to read my myspace blog, too. ^^ I really appreciate it. I'm glad that people still like the music I have up...and yeah, it does make you wanna cry (bishieluver, I understand *nods*). Thanks, Shizuka, for the comparison to Misuzu...I suppose I am a lot like her. ^^; I hope to make better/new friends this year... So, yesterday (after school), I felt like crap. I was horribly depressed (duh) and I just really, ugh, had the lowest self-esteem/confidence ever. I kept on going through my day with my mom, telling her about how I have no friends at school and stuff...and it just made me bleh. Right when I got home, I had to put away groceries (and my mom got a ton), and I had to do other stuff (my mind fails me at the moment what it was I had to do), and then I finally could have my snack (past 3:30) of chicken yakisoba! Then I went on the computer...and after doing stuff on myspace, I went on here. Just the whole time I felt fed up with my life, or at least just my day. Then I had some homework to do for Japanese...then I had to help with dinner. I didn't have much fun despite my brother working till past 7. When Corey got home, ugh...I swear...it was horrible. He hates his new job at the vet's. He complains all the time!! He has no integrity/endurance for jobs at all...if it's not absolutely perfect for him, then he complains and complains until he quits. So what if there's a worker there that reminds him of his cranky old college professor??? There's tons of people out there, and not all of them are nice! You have to work with it!! >< He just doesn't understand that! And, he's always pleading for attention and sympathy...that's why he complains all the time. Yet, even though I had a horrible day at school, he doesn't give me any sympathy. So, for once, I actually told him how I felt. I told him, "Why do you always have to compare who has the worst day? Why is it that you always have to have the worst day and get all the sympathy? You never give me sympathy when I have a horrible day cause you always have the 'worst'." Then he said, "why should I have any sympathy for you?" That was utterly horrible. He's such a jerk. My dad was there the whole time, too, but he doesn't say anything to help!! Corey is 25 years old yet he acts like he's 4!! He isn't mature at all. It just annoyed me so much. I was already fed up for the day and tired, but then he just had to make it worse! Later, though, he actually seemed to understand what I said...sorta. He tried to ask me more about my day and told me what he did when he was in school...but whatever...it still won't change him. Then, later, I tried to have a mini psychiatrist session with him...trying to get him to admit that crying is good for you and doesn't mean that you're weak if you do cry. He's a complete iron-heart that believes only weak people cry...he's "tough" so he can't cry. He's soooo stupid!! But he really needs to cry...I told him that. With all the stresses and problems he's had over the years...he's never cried, so all those feelings have been bottled up. He still held to his hardheaded and hard-hearted idea though...that it's best to move on and forget stuff, than to stop and take time to relieve the emotions through crying. He also said that "you should only cry if you're really sad." You can cry if you're happy, too. He just has a messed up sense of...well, everything. I shouldn't even bother trying to tell him...in fact, I've really never stood up to him or even said things like that to him before. It seems like it's impossible to tell him anything cause he immediately gets defensive. *sigh* Last night I somehow got enough courage to at least say some stuff to him... Ok...sorry for taking up so much time here complaining about my brother!!!! Sorry!!! It's just that he really bothers me! He doesn't help when I feel depressed and crap! He makes it worse. *sigh* Sorry...again...for probably boring you...and confusing you. This post might not make much sense...sorry...cause I'm sitting by my one friend right now in campus and she keeps on talking. ^^; I can't quite concentrate!! So...I'll end this post now! Thanks for sticking with me...and suffering through my posts. *hugs* I love you guys!!! I hope that the rest of my day goes well...so far not so bad...but then again, I've only had 2 classes (the only ones I have friends in). I'll visit whoever I can in my free period later! After school, no time! Mom's b-day!! Have a great day!

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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

Warning: no more copying of posts!!! ^^;, my school day, & mom's b-day poem

*laugh* OMG...people!! *laugh* I can't believe that now you're copying my post to put in your comments!! DistantLuv123, I commend you for being the first to do so (unique idea)...midnightshadow, then you and Yug both did the same thing!!! Tsk, tsk! Copying someone else's idea! *laugh* Well, it's ok...but please don't do it again! I mean the whole copying and pasting my post into a comment...^^; That goes for everyone!! It's funny...but it won't make your actual comment longer, and plus, I don't really care if your comment is long or not! I love reading whatever you write! It's just that Angel Asuka, a while back, started writing these huge comments...that were rivaling Yug's...so just to play with the idea, I started saying they won or whatever for longest comment. ^^; If it really gets people that competitive to do something like that, then I won't say it anymore. Sorry. You all win for being my best friends, and all of you write the best comments I could ever ask for! Thanks so much! ^^ So, sorry again about the whole longest comment thing...you needn't worry about how long your comment is. So, yeah, thanks again to all of you! *hugs* Anyhoo, here I am, last period of school, in my favorite teacher's room on the laptop. ^^ I have a free period almost everyday last period, and sometimes during 3rd period...so unfortunately, unless it's the days I have it 3rd, my post will be later than usual. Sorry! Now then, about stupid school...well, my first day was...ugh, not that great. My classes are alright, as in the teachers, but I really don't have any friends in any...it totally sucks. I have semi-friends, like people that I know and are friendly with, but they're not really my good friends, you know? I haven't seen my 2 best friends all day...so I don't think I have a class with them. *sigh* Lunch sucks, too, cause again, no friends. I sat with a group of "semi-friends"...and mostly just sat and listened to their conversations. *sigh* It'll be a lonely school year... The big senior project for this year is the autobiography for English. It's going to be a bit of a pain...seeing how I think my life is horribly boring...but probably all this writing of posts will help me out. ^^; It sucks though (yes, another crappy thing), cause my teacher is pregnant...and due in december...so that means we have to have our papers in before then!! We'll have to write a lot more/quicker compared to the other classes because of it! *sigh* Oh well...anyhoo, I'm taking gourmet (higher cooking class), psychology (sorta fun...should be...maybe...if i had better friends), law and justice (with one of my fave teachers, Mr.Bellavance), and some other crappy courses. Oh, and I'm taking Japanese 2...and it's really stupid cause they didn't really plan out the Japanese classes well!! They combined all 3 levels into one class...and they didn't have a place for us to be! ^^; Since the class is online, we all have to have computers...so, yeah. Alright, enough of school...I have some first day homework stuff (if I can remember correctly)..but really not that much. My brother works till 7 tonight, so when I get home and eat something...and do homework, I'll visit sites, ok? Yay! Not everyday I'll be able to though...especially on the weekend...and I don't know about wednesday or friday (unless I happen to have free periods then). Ok, here's the poem I wrote for my mom...please...be kind...it's a bit corny...I'm not much for writing poems with rhyme-schemes, but my mom likes that...it's sorta supposed to be like "roses are red, violets are blue" sorta thing...but not. ^^; Your long hair is brown, Your eyes are, too I'll never find a mommy (yes, mommy...) Better than you. I'll love you forever Whether you like it or not And of course I'll treasure Everything you've taught. Don't worry about wrinkles; You still look thirty Even with the chemicals That made this house dirty. I hope that your birthday Contains miracles abound Because you're my mommy, The best one around. Ok, so again...it's corny...and sappy...but it's for my mom. ^^; And, yeah, I added in the part about the chemicals...cause of teh stupid kitchen crap and all. (if you don't know what this is about...cause you're a new friend, well, it's a long story) I'll end this post now!! Sorry for taking up so much of your time! Thanks for reading my post (if you did)...and I hope that those of you that also started school today had a good day!!! *hugs* Jaa ne!

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Monday, September 4, 2006

Warning: Thanks, mini Japanese lesson,more laudry, death of a croc hunter,& school tomorrow *sob*

*hugs all y'all* ("y'all"?? Why?? *laugh*) Thankies for the comments!! I especially would like to thank the people that commented even a day or 2 after I posted. ^^ Cause, obviously, MO wasn't working...like 2 days ago, starting late-ish afternoon I couldn't get on! And same with most of yesterday until evening! ^^; That was sooo weird...I wonder what happened? Well, it's good that it's back though! Even though...actually...I would've liked it to not come back until like tomorrow or something. ^^; Because yesterday, I had hardly any computer time, and today is the same. So I wouldn't have had to feel bad about not visiting!! *sob* Anyhoo, Yug...you might've had the longest comment yesterday! Again! But Rachel (mewmewlover55) came in a close second! ^^ Angel Asuka, to explain your query on "sumimasen" (and yes, I've seen Furuba! ^^) and "gomen"...I shall write about it in the next paragraph! Angel Zakuro's mini Japanese lesson! Part 1: the differences between "sumimasen", "gomen", and "gomennasai"! ^^ Teehee...well, sorta like a lesson. If you already know, feel free to skip this paragraph! Ok, "sumimasen" is one of the most versatile words in Japanese! It can mean "excuse me", "thanks", and "sorry". Say you're walking down the street in Japan, and you're lost! You want to get someone's attention...so try saying "sumimasen"! Or say you've just bumped into someone by accident, "sumimasen" works! Or say someone just did a favor for you...and you sorta feel bad about it, but you still want to say thank you...say "sumimasen". ^^ Oh the wonderfulness of "sumimasen"! Next is "gomen" and "gomennasai". Both mean "sorry/I'm sorry". It's just that "gommenasai" is a more formal way of saying it. Don't use "gomen" if you're talking to someone of higher authority than you, or someone you don't really know, ok? *laugh* Well, I hope I explained that fairly well! This ends Angel Zakuro's mini Japanese lesson Pt.1! ^^ Well...now that that's out of the way...back to my life! *sigh* My...life...ugh...well, the past few days, that you haven't heard about, weren't that special. I cooked more, cleaned more, and did more laundry...even though we were in a panic the other day cause our laundry machine wouldn't work! Luckily, though, yesterday it started working again! Yay! So I got to do 2 more loads of laundry! Including my brothers' disgustingly stinky clothes! ^^; I don't mind laundry too much...but it's still stupid that what my dad said (everyone would do their own laundry) sure didn't come true. *sigh* Other than that, nothing exciting in my life. In other news, world-famous "Crocodile Hunter", Steve Irwin, died. It's very sad!! I'd watch his nature shows!! Him and his "Crikey!"...his Australian accent and amusing antics out in the wild with dangerous animals! Click on the link up there to read about his death. It was all cause of a stupid poisonous stingray...stabbing him in the heart. *sigh* It's so stupid when people die young...he was only 44 or something...and he had a kid and wife and everything! Alrighty, now back to my life again! Tomorrow is the unfortunate day of my return back to school. *sob* NOOOOOO!!!! I'm really not looking forward to it...I'm scared and worried...and I'm really worried about my mom. Like I said in my last post, she gets depressed during these seasons, so she'll be even more lonely when I'm at school! I mean, come on! She'll be stuck in her room the whole time! She'll just have to go out and shop often or something...but really...who'll bring her stuff? Who'll be her pal?? *sob* I dont' want to go to school!! I didn't even get my stuff read yet (backpack and whatnot). Oh, and my mom's b-day is wednesday. I got her a gift already, and I was thinking of writing a poem for her as well. I was coming up with some last night...while trying to sleep like usual. I didn't write it down though. *sigh* I hope I can remember it long enough to write it down in a card or whatever! Ok...I'll end this now...I fear that I might've made this post waaaaaay too long. Sorry!!! >< Really, I'm sorry! If I didn't do that Japanese lesson, it wouldn't have been so long! But it was interesting, right? ^^; *sigh* Well, I hope you all have a great day!! I'm sorry I can't visit anyone's sites!! I'll have to savor my last day of summer...though I'm sure I'll be worrying and drowning in my anxiety all day instead.

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Saturday, September 2, 2006

Warning: shout-outs, talk on import dating games, rain, my birth??, seasons, & yesterday's contemplation

Arigatou-gozaimasu. ^^ Thanks for the comments~! I got a few more than usual. When I first checked yesterday (early in the day), I had 3 comments...and out of those 3, 2 said that the post was too long for them to read. ^^; When I read those I was afraid that everyone that followed would say the same thing..."That's a long post! Wow!" and not even bother to try to read it. ^^; But I was wrong! Thank you guys for reading and commenting!! *hugs* I'm glad I didn't kill anyone with boredom. Yes, NNM, I certainly do know that Kanon and Air are dating sims. I wanted to get the Air game...and I could've...but my mom didn't let me. ^^; It was on an auction on ebay, for dreamcast. I love my dreamcast system since I have this disc that allows me to play imports. I know enough Japanese to get through most games, so yeah. ^^ Teehee, NNM, "I don't like that look on your face." I don't know what you mean by that...it's ok to want the Rei game. *nods* You get to dress her up and stuff. *laugh* Pervy, but fun! It's a really short game though. Anyhoo, I'm glad that everyone likes the bg music! Too bad I can't even hear it. ^^; Yug, you won for the longest comment yesterday! *hugs* Congrats! You didn't kill me either! Call me whatever you'd like. ^^ What is it about rainy days...that makes me like them so much?? It really is weird. I wonder if when I was born it was raining or something. *laugh* I was a premature baby...I only weighed 3.3lbs! My poor mommy had to be in the hospital for so many months before I was even born...then she had to have a C-section to have me. ^^; I was a lot of work for her. Anyhoo...why on earth am I talking about when I was born??? Sorry about that! Back to the rain...it's so nice! I just love going out and standing in it...or just watching it. It's so relaxing. It mainly sprinkled yesterday, but then last night it got heavier, and now it's still raining pretty steadily. ^^ It's another chilly day, too. Yay for fallish weather! (Jeez, sorry, I think this is the 3rd day in a row I mentioned that...) My mom doesn't like fall/winter weather though...cause that means it's back to school time and she'll be lonely. She really gets depressed during these seasons. *sigh* I hate that... So, yesterday...umm...my brother got home early so I couldn't be on the computer much. Sorry if I didn't visit all of you guys. I don't even remember anything about yesterday though...like how I felt and stuff. Was I depressed? Was I happier than usual? I don't remember. I made macaroni and cheese for dinner...I know that. *laugh* Hmm...today, my bro works till 6 or something. This is the last saturday he'll work though. *sigh* No more Staples...just his job at the vet's, and they don't have him work on the weekends. I'm really going to miss my computer time on saturdays though...especially once school starts...it's going to suck horribly. This is my last weekend of the summer...the worst summer of my life. I wonder if it's a good thing that this summer is ending or not? Does that mean that the school year will seem better since this summer has been so horrible? Hmm...I don't know, but I sure don't want to wake up early! To please all of you that hate reading long posts, I shall cut this post off here! You may still think it's long...but it's shorter than usual! Sorry to those of you that actually enjoy reading my essays-for-posts. ^^; I really don't have much else to talk about...so I guess this is fine. My mom and dad wants me to get out of the house and do "fun" stuff...so I might not get that much time on the computer. *sigh* I don't know...I just know that there's more laundry to be done and the washer isn't working right! >< Ok then...I'll bid you adieu...have a wonderful day (whether it's rainy or not)!

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Friday, September 1, 2006

Warning: thanks, anime full of bishies, shoutouts, dating sims, bg music, cleaning, & rain! oh...and apparently a long post...

*hugs* Thanks for the comments...despite my horrible post. ^^; I'm surprised you guys could find anything to really comment on...most of what I talked about wasn't that important or anything. So thanks!! I see that you all share the same hatred for evil mail people that ruin stuff!! The DVDs were fine, but the case was damaged...and I didn't want those cracks on the beautiful faces of the guys!!! >< The Heroic Legend of Arslan is and older anime (1992 it was made...or 1991) and is filled with total bishies!!! *huggles them all* So, if you can ever find it and are in the mood to see some old-school hot anime guys, well...do watch The Heroic Legend of Arslan!! It's 4 hours of goodness. ^^ Anyhoo, back to shout-outs...Yug, you poor thing! That sucks you couldn't write me a longer comment, but that's quite alright! Ugh, you can't go back to school on the 5th, too!! I go back on the 5th as well!! >< It's horrible...let's start the countdown till our deaths...*sigh* Wow, I didn't know that so many of my friends on here are seniors, too!! Most of you guys are younger than me, but now i have more friends of the same age as well. ^^ Let's all do our best to graduate! Mota, I hope that your year gets more relaxing and fun! *hugs* Hmm...was that a shorter shout-out section (hehe, alliteration!) or not? I don't know...I think it's cause I talked about Arslan that it looks longer. ^^; Another anime (one that's newer) that you must check out if you're in the mood for a lot of bishies is Harukanaru toki no naka de. Yeah, that's a long title. It means "In a distant/far away time". It's sorta like Fushigi Yuugi, but it's much less episodes and so far...its' not as lovey-dovey. ^^; I've only watched one ep. so far, but man...the bishies!! >< It was originally a dating sim game where you'd play as the girl and go to this school...with all those hot guys...and you try to win their hearts! ^^ Hehe, I so want that game. I've only played games where you're the guy and you try to win the hearts of girls. *laugh* They're just as fun though! (like Sakura Taisen and the Rei Ayanami game...yeah, they're both imports. I got them for my dear old dreamcast system! ^^) Thanks to Angel Asuka, I now have music on my site. The link is up in my profile to get anime music bg codes. It doesn't work, however, if you're using firefox (darn it!!). That's what i alawys use though...so I can't hear it...unless I go onto internet explorer. ^^; So if you want to hear a song from Air, "Natsukage" (my favorite song...I want to play it on the piano!! ><), then you'll have to use internet explorer...unless you have some super computer that'll play anything and do everything!! If you have that, then I really envy you! Anyhoo, I haven't talked about my day yet...well, nothing really happened yesterday except that I was putting manga that I already read into this plastic box...cause my mom/dad want me to have my room look more like a bedroom, instead of a storage house, for when we have people come to look at it...when we sell it. *sigh* So, yeah, I cleaned and cleaned...I did more laundry, too. Today, it's nice and chilly out! Well, more "cool" than "chilly". It's supposed to start raining later today and then rain for at least 24 hours! ^^ I love the rain!! It must be cause of that one hurricane...that has a ridiculous name. So I'm happy that I'll have dark and rainy days before I have to go back to school...cause it's so hard to wake up early when it's dark and rainy! ^^; For the first time in months, I'm wearing a sweatshirt! That just shows how cool it is! Well, unfortunately, my brother comes home early from work today (around 1:30 or something) so I don't have much time on the computer. *sigh* I'll try to visit as many people as I can though! Tomorrow though, he works his last day at Staples, and it's a pretty long day...so I should get ample computer time then. ^^ Well, I wish you all the best! *hugs* I'm sure I didn't kill anyone with this post...I hope...though I'm sure the guys really don't care about anime with bishies. Sorry guys for taking up a lot of the post with that! ^^; Have a great day! Sorry for torturing you with a long post!

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

Warning: thanks, ebay troubles, nice weather, school, & crappiest post ever

Sorry for the little bit later than usual post! ^^; Yeah, later by like an hour...and it really doesn't matter cause most people don't check till later anyway! Ok, so, anyhoo...thankies for the comments everyone! *hugs* Not everyone said something about my poem...but that's fine. I like how a lot of you got other meanings from it, and you used your imagination to think up reasons for the actress/singer's stage fright...Jungy, I'm not sure if she did something wrong...but perhaps! It's all in the mind of the reader to analyze writings. Sometimes what the reader comes up with isn't what the writer intended, but it might be even better! So, thanks again for the compliments. Sorry, Shizuka...I can't seem to write cheerful poems. ^^; They all seem to have a downside to them. *takes brownie* Yum! Thanks! I love brownies! Your brownies, shizuka, are much better than my cookies. *nods* YugiohYamy (you need a better nickname...I'll just call you "Yug", ok?), you definitely won for longest comment on yesterday's post! *hugs* Congrats!! That's cause Angel Asuka didn't have time to write a long one...so you won that time! Obnoxious, you got 2nd place yesterday! Good job on figuring out the meaning of my poem before reading the next paragraph! ^^ And I'll try eating ice cream to cheer me up, that's good it works for you. Oh, and don't worry about the whole yaoi thing...MANY people don't like it. ^^; Oh, and thanks so much NNM! The poem was awesome! Ok then...let's see...oh, and thanks for the comments on my wallpaper! ^^ I'm glad you guys liked it. Anyhoo, I just spend most of my time this morning on ebay...not looking for stuff to buy or having fun...but doing "business." You see, we sold some stuff before, and we haven't quite gotten paid yet...and the one person is no longer an ebay member! They got a negative feedback about how they didn't pay for an auction...and that auction just so happened to be for the same item that they won from us! ^^; They said they'd pay by money order...so I hope that we get it soon! The other person hasn't replied yet to my message about paying...so I also hope that they get back to me soon. The other big problem is that I just won this Arslan box set...and I got it in the mail today...and well, it was damaged! There's a cut on the barcode, and the plastic case (where the DVDs are held) is all cracked!! So I had to email them about it cause the DVD's supposed to be brand new and everything! *sigh* I sure hope that they give us another one without any trouble... Yesterday was an ok day. I started out "bleh" aka depressed, but then as the day went on (and as my bro went to work) I cheered up sorta. I like having time to myself. I read, and played video games, went online, etc...so it was nice. My bro works today (at the vet's), and he just called...great...he's coming home for lunch. *sigh* So, I guess I'll have to go offline when he gets here then go back on...ugh...stupid! Then I'll get to visit you guys! My mom wanted to go to the mall today, but then she decided not to cause the weather is soo nice! It's actually cool-ish. ^^ It's not hot at all! It's barely 70 degrees. I love this kind of tempurature...it's starting to get to feel autumn-like. I like Fall weather, but I dont like it cause of school...ugh...my first day is on tuesday! *sob* I know lots of you have already started (I feel sorry for you guys *hugs*), so that's why you're busier than usual...I'm gonna be a senior! Can you believe it?? I sure can't...but anyway, senior year is supposed to be an easy/relaxing/fun year. I hope it ends up that way for me. ^^; Hopefully I won't have too much work to do so then I'll be able to post everyday still and visit you guys when I can. I'm taking "fun" classes (cooking, fashion design, art classes), and I'm not taking a science either. It's great to be able to choose what main subjects you want to take or not. ^^ I wasn't going to take math, but then I felt guilty...cause my teacher from last year was so nice and said that I was so talented in math that I shouldn't stop. ^^; Ok...this paragraph doesn't seem to be very interesting nor does it make much sense...I really had nothing to write about today, so yeah. Sorry!! I'll stop talking about boring crap now... This was probably my stupidest and most boring post of all time!! I'm deeply sorry if I killed anyone with boredom! Yug, you needn't worry about killing me...I really laughed and enjoyed your comment...I'm more worried about the health of you guys. ^^; Thanks for reading this post...if you did at all...sorry if any of you died from boredom...or wanted to kill yourselves. I'm rather unsatisfied with this post myself, so, yeah. I don't blame you if you don't comment! ^^; Anyhoo, have a great and unboring day! (I hope I didn't ruin your day!)

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Warning: apologies, thanks, explaination, depression, cookies, & a poem

Holy crap...those were some more long comments!! >_< Man, I love you guys! Are you all competing for who can write the longest comments or something?? Kilwoon, you used to have the longest...until Angel Asuka came along...but now, YugiohYamy, my goodness!! That might have been the longest! I'm not sure cause Asuka didn't put any spaces between paragraphs or anything, but you did...so yours seemed longer...hmm...well, for now it's a tie! Asuka and YY are now tied for longest comment! ^^ Congrats! Ok, now then...I'd like to say sorry for writing all that stuff on yaoi...please forgive me. *bows* I didn't think that so many of my guy friends would comment...or friends that aren't really into it. ^^; Sorry! But it doesn't offend me of you like it or not, cause everyone has different tastes in things. I didn't know shonen-ai and yaoi were different...well, I like both! ^^; Maybe some of the stuff I've been reading isn't yaoi but just shonen-ai? I don't know! Sorry again!! Also, thanks Kilwoon for caring so much about me and my feelings...but I"m afraid that this post will probably be one about me not being chipper. ^^; Thanks, Jungy, for commenting twice! That was nice of you. Yes, I'm anti-porno/hentai all the way...romance is wonderful and kissing scenes, but not hardcore sex, you know? That really DISGUSTS me...so most of the yaoi manga that I get (though barely any) really doesn't have the sex scenes...so it's probably more shonen-ai, but whatever...enough of that talk. ^^; As you'll notice...I never used to have subjects for any of my posts, but now I'll start doing little "warning" titles with what's in my posts...that way, if they're super long and you don't have time to read, but you see something there you'd like to comment on, then you can sorta skim for it or whatever. ^^; I hope that makes sense. Thanks to those of you that commented on my air wallpaper! If you didn't, then go ahead and click the link. ^^ Thanks so much for complimenting it! But if it weren't for Angel Asuka, then I wouldn't have gotten that pic to make it from! Today's post will be shorter...I suppose. Yesterday, the morning half was good...but then later in the day I felt wiped out and depressed. *sigh* I just don't know...these depressing feelings come over me for no particular reason but just to make me feel sad!! It was very hard for me to smile...even fake smile with my mom (like talking)...but she always knows I suppose when I'm depressed. She tells me to tell her what's wrong, but I can't...cause there really isn't anything "wrong"...I just feel depressed! I made chocolate chip cookies though...and they turned out like crap...at least I thought so, and my brothers were complaining about them. *sigh* So that really didn't make me feel good. Here *hands everyone a cookie*. I hope you guys like them though! Hmm...let's see if I can write a poem right now...I was thinking of one last night...but I probably forgot it. ^^; Out of the lights And into the darkness I escape from my fears. So many people out there, It's too much to bear All of them staring Waiting for me. The curtains close, Trying their patience. I avoid their glares By departing the stairs. Running away, I have no courage. I can't go back there, Not back to their stares. So I remain in hiding, Out of the lights And into the darkness. Hmm...another off-topic sorta weird poem, huh? Yeah, if you can't tell it's about an actress...or possibly a singer...with stage fright? Yeah, well, something like that. At first I was going to have it model my feelings of being afraid of groups of people...but then I thought, "hey, being out in the light...is sorta like being on stage...I think I'll roll with that idea." ^^; I have stage fright, definitely. I'd love to be an actress or singer (if I sung better), but I'm waaaay too afraid of doing stuff in front of people. So, yeah, I hope you enjoyed the poem!! Thanks for reading my post...no matter how much of it you read. *hugs* I'll go back online later (around 4-5) to visit sites since that's when my bro goes to work today. I hope that all of you have a better than great day today!

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