Sunday, July 2, 2006

Heh, well, thanks for the comments!! *hugs* I certainly didn't expect that many. ^^; So, I see that you're all just as amazed by that house as I was. I just wish I could've taken pics of it for you!! To clear things up, I'm not moving into that place! It's not our new house yet...it's just a possiblity...a very unlikely possibility since they want sooo much money for it! There's no way we could afford it...so unless the sellers are extremely kindhearted and generous, I doubt we'll get it for the low price my dad offered. ^^; But man...it'd be so cool to live in. That theater room was just amazing!!! >< Even though that house seems so cool...I really just can't imagine it as "our house." This house I'm in now is "our house" and no other!! I love it! *sigh* But everything that's been going on has created so much stress for everyone...there seems to be no way around it. ^^; I said the other day that there was crying and cursing and whatnot, well, the one crying wasn't me (for once), it was my mom. She was getting upset for me...because she knows how much I love this house since I grew up in it...so I had to comfort her. All I could do was sit there with her and hug...I've never seen my mom so sad before. I've seen her cry a lot, but this seemed to be true sadness...she seemed to small and fragile in my arms. *sob* I felt like I was the mom...because I was trying to stay strong and not cry, just comfort her...my dear, sweet mom. The cursing was coming from my dad...because he has no sympathy. He deals with problems with anger, not compassion...whenever my mom has a headache or whatever, he yells at her, not comforts her. *sigh* I hate it... Today nothing's going on. My bro's at work, my oldest brother is going to the mall, my dad's been doing house work (fixing up the outside so it looks nice to be sold), and my mom's just been doing whatever. I'm downloading some anime mp3s, yay. A couple of the auctions I put up on ebay are ending today, so check them out if you want! ^^ Hopefully we get more bids!! Let's see...I always am thinking of stuff to write while I try to sleep, but then i always forget when I do get to the computer the next day!! So I don't remember what i was going to say...I think I was going to mention how I miss school for once. I've never once, during any of my summer breaks, have missed school...but I think this one is different. ^^; I miss my independence there...and my much more computer time. I liked my breaks from my brother...he's just making this summer the worst for me. *sigh* And plus, with all this moving stuff, and my mom's problem and all...it's certainly not like my other summers. Oh well...anyhoo, I hope you all have a great day today and a great summer! ^^ P.S. Tomorrow we're going to the "Japanese store". It's name is Anime Bento...but this will be the last time we ever go cause they're closing on the 9th!!! *sob* It's horrible cause that's the only anime store near us...even though it is 40 min. away...it's still the closest! Noo!! Well, I hope we can find some good stuff though!

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Saturday, July 1, 2006

the house of your dreams!

Wah! (imagine Misuzu saying this if you know her voice ^^;) So many of you updated!!! *sob* I wonder if I'll be able to get to all of them!! Sure, I've got the time...but it hurts my back to be on the computer for long amounts of time. ^^; I'll try my best to visit though!!! Thanks for your comments on my earlier post (and yesterday's because I just read them). I shall now talk about the house! I wish I brought my camera to take pics of it...man, it'd be cool. Ok, so this house was HUGE...HUUUUUGE!!! Like almost mansion type huge. It was already owned by people so it wasn't brand-new...which made it cooler cause it had all the stuff that they bought for it in it! The guy is an art dealer, so he had paintings on practically every wall. It was really neat...I really wanted the ones that were down in the "entertainment" area. They were of 1920's gangsters and pretty ladies with those awesome hats they used to wear covering their eyes...so you couldn't see any of their eyes in teh paintings...it was just really cool. Anyhoo...back to the actual house... Right when you walk in, you see 2 stairways heading upstairs. They're carpeted in white and super rich-looking. To the right is a room with a baby grand piano in it, and to the left is the dining room. The room connecting to the piano one had a TV in it with some nice looking chairs...and had tons of big and pretty windows! The main room on that floor that was straight ahead had a fireplace and some chairs, and a huge painting. ^^; There was another smaller room next to it with another TV and such. Near there was the kitchen...it looked like a deluxe super-rich person's kitchen!!! It was so nice (it had black marble counters and a huge fridge)...and it certainly didn't affect my mom badly. ^^; There was also a bathroom (with a bath) on that floor as well. Now to the top floor! I think there were 3 bedrooms...or maybe 4...I don't remember. Each had their own bathroom (with bath/shower included) and walk-in closet! The master bedroom was crazy though...the walk-in closet was as long as the whole hallway in my house now. It was huge!! >< The bathroom was like you just walked into a Roman bath-house. The shower was so cool with dark green tiles and a little bench dealie in it...and the bath was white and gold. It reminded me of a Roman bath because there were even white columns in front of it! It was just amazing...man!! I should've taken pictures!! >< Now for the best part of the house! The entertainment floor!! This was downstairs. There was a pool table, a bar, and even a closet specifically for the alcohol. ^^; Next to that area was a nice sitting/reading area with a huge bookcase of books (that the owners probably never read but just bought at an auction or something). The guy had his own special "train room" for his train sets...and the wife had a painting room! ^^ It had the nice studio lighting and everything...so, yeah, she's a painter. Of course there was another bathroom (and another bath) down there...near the best room of them all...the THEATER ROOM!!! It was just like a movie theater...I swear...it was the coolest thing ever. Huge screen, nice leather seats (2 rows), great surround sound, and even lights on the walls that you could dim (just like a real movie theater!) That room alone cost over $60,000 to do... So, to sum it all up...the house was like a rich rapper's house (almost)...and it's pretty much unattainable. They want 2 million for it...and of course my dad doesn't have that money. So he gave them an offer well below that...but I doubt they'll accept it. ^^; I love my house right now, and I really don't want to move at all...but I gotta say, that house was crazy! *sigh* It was amazing...and it'd be awesome to live in it...but I don't think I could ever see it as our house. I doubt it'll become our house, but...even still, nothing can replace where I am now, where I've grown up.

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Thanks for your comments like usual. *hugs* I only glanced at them...I'll read them more in detail later. I don't quite have time right now. ^^; We're just about to leave to look at that house...that might be our new house if they accept my dad's extremely low offer. I'll tell you all about the house when I get back so please check my site again later! I don't know what time though...but I've got lots of time today since my bro already left for work (1:00) and works till 9:30. We didn't go to the Japanese store yesterday (thank goodness). We're gonna go with everyone on monday. ^^ Yay! *sigh* Last night was horrible...there was lots of crying, yelling, cursing...packing...crap...all cause of this whole moving issue. It's not fun for anyone, not fun. Well, I hope you all have a wonderful day...better than mine. *sigh*

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Friday, June 30, 2006

  

I love all your comments so much!! ^^ It doesn't matter if it doesn't break my record of 22, certainly not! I'm happy with whatever you guys give me. ^^ I'm lucky enough to have such good friends that bother to check my site...I hope that all of you get double-digit comments sometime (if you want them). So, thanks again! Unfortunatley, I didn't put pics up of my dog yet...nor did I even put them on my computer. ^^; So I'm not sure when I'll do that, sorry! EmilySadako, I hope that your sister is better now, and good luck with those FCATS!! Sosuke, thanks for sacrificing sleep for me! *laugh* I hope your neck doesn't hurt anymore. ^^; Kilwoon, I'm sorry to hear that you are without water! Yeah, we use it for so much, and we only miss it when it's gone...*sigh* But you see, I can't just stop doing stuff for/with my brother...I'd feel bad. ^^; I was complaining to my mom last night, and she's really concerned, but even she doesn't know what to do about it...because he is so controlling and all. He just needs to move out and be on his own...he's an adult but acts and is treated like a 5 year old, so his frustrations come out...and always at me. *sigh* No visiting time today! Sorry! *sob* I'm not sure what we're gonna do today...my bro wants to go to the "Japanese store" as we call it, which is an anime store that is like 40 minutes away from us...it's the only one in our vicinity. ^^; But I don't wanna go if it's just going to be me and him. We usually all go (me, him, mom, and dad), but my dad's working today so he wouldn't be able to go...but since my brother is so hard-headed, he still wants to go. I want to go...but not just with him alone. Well, my dad seems to be making it apparent that moving is a definite...though we haven't even seen the house! We don't even know if the seller is going to accept my dad's offer since it's so much lower than what they're selling the house for. It's annoying...it's frustrating! My mom doesn't even want to move (nor does she think we were going to), but my dad is like "start packing your stuff in boxes!" He's already packing stuff from the room I'm in right now. *sigh* You can't just move out right away! We would need to buy that house first, and then sell ours! And boxing things up would take forever. Sorry...but I just don't want to. Sorry...I always seem to belabor the same points...I never have anything new to say. Gao...sorry. I just can't get these things off my mind. I bet you're tired and annoyed listening to me go on about my brother and this whole moving crap. Cause it's not like you can help any more than you have. ^^; I just feel that I need to get this out...need to complain in writing to get it out!! Thanks for reading my posts and caring about me...and I'm sorry I can't visit you guys more often to repay you. *sigh* I hope this day goes well for you (and me). I'm tired cause I couldn't sleep...I didn't take a sleeping pill cause I didnt' want to...but now I'm just really tired...*sigh* Alright, again, I hope you have a great day!

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

  

So...I come to my site and look at my comments...I think, "Holy sh**!!" SOOO MANY COMMENTS! This is a record for me!! I must record this...June 28th-most comments ever- 22. Thank you all sooooooooo much! *hugs hugs hugs* I suppose that yesterday was a boring day for you guys or at least just a very free/open day...seeing how almost all of my friends on my list commented!! Thank you so much. *nods* Wow, 22! I'm still in shock...that'll never happen again, I assure you. Everyone said such wonderful things, too. Thanks for encouraging me about the possible move...and I see that some of you will want to watch that movie, "Together"! ^^ That's great. It is in Chinese with English subtitles. And I said it was a tear-jerker, but I didn't really cry. ^^; I sure could've though! Thanks again to all of my friends that gave me a record-amount of comments yeterday! I read each one, and I appreciate everything that's said. Well then...it's sunny today. *nods* It was sunny for the most part yesterday, but during the night it thunderstormed again. I didn't sleep well last night so I took half of a sleeping pill...those really knock you out! ^^; I took it at 3:30am and I slept till 9:45...when I woke up though I thought it was like 7 or something, but wow, it wasn't...but then I just laid in bed longer until 10:40. ^^ I can't wake up in a single-digit time during the summer!!! So...let's see...what'd I do yesterday? Ah, yes, nothing. Even though my brother had work, I still didn't have much fun. He controls me even when he's there. Before leaving, he gave me a list of things to do. *sigh* It's so stupid!!! >< So I did most of them...because they're not that bad...it was putting up some auctions on ebay of anime stuff we got tired of. If you're interested, our (my family's) sellername on ebay is iluvlamp. There will be more auctions up later, too. ^^ Still, my brother just pisses me off so much...he never appreciates me and what I do for him. Nothing's ever good enough for him...like these auctions...there's always something wrong with them that he has to point out or change...blaming me for it. *sigh* Today though, hahahaha, he had to open at work!!! Lucky for him (hahah, sarcasm), Staples opens at 7am! SO he had to wake up at like 6. He hasn't woken up before 11 in years so it's great! ^^ Feel the pain!! Sorry...I think I've gone crazy... Gao...thanks again for all the comments. I don't think I really deserve them all though...especially since I didn't get to visit everyone's sites yesterday. I'm sorry. *bows* Today I don't have as much time on the computer though...so I've already visited most of you and I'll check the others that have updated so far. I'm sorry if I don't get to yours. I think I'm gonna play some DDR if it's not too hot in the room...then do some other crap my brother wanted me to do. *sigh* Oh, and my dad wants me to sign up for the next SATs...I don't want to...I'm not looking forward to college or anything. *sigh* About the pics of my dog, I still haven't put them on the computer so you'll have to wait to see him!! ^^; Sorry, I'll get them on sooner or later! Well, thanks again for the comments, and I hope that you all have a pleasant day with no mishaps.

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Thanks for all your encouragements!! *hugs* But unforunately I might HAVE to move...last night my mom started crying because she was thinking about how horrible it would be...because she knows how much I love this house and this area and all. *sigh* So this saturday we'll look at this probably million dollar house that we probably won't buy...but oh well. I don't want to move...*sob* It really gets to me thinking about it...sure, we probably won't move far away because they still want me in teh same school district, but I just dont want to. I love my house, yard, pool, everything!! I'm sure it won't happen too soon...but still...gao... It's actually sunny right now! Wow, what a change...but I still love the rain. ^^ I miss it already! We didn't go to any malls yesterday...well, my mom and dad did, but I didn't and neither did my bro. We just stayed home and watched anime and played some video games! Last night we watched this Chinese movie called "together." You must see it!! IT was soooooooooo good. It was so touching...so, yeah, it was a bit of a drama. It's about this father and son who are really poor, and the son is this violin prodigy...the father wants him to get a famous teacher so he can become rich and famous so they go to Beijing. Lots of stuff happens and there are misunderstandings, twists and turns, the boy's crush on this lady (he's only 13)...well, it's just a super great movie!! Quite the tear-jerker. ^^ So find it if you can to watch!! My bro works today so I'll visit sites later, ok? *hugs* Thanks for always visiting me even when I can't. ^^ It's so nice of you!! Also thank you guys for looking at my wallpapers the other day. Well, I suppose I'll go now! Oh, and my stomach sorta got better yesterday...I ate food...but then later after lunch, I felt worse! ^^; Anyhoo, have a fantabulous day! (This was a much shorter post!) P.S. I'll put up pics of my dog later...maybe tonight or tomorrow or something. ^^

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Awww....you guys are so nice! Thanks for your comments and sypmathy towards my mom's plight. *hugs* I'm surprised I got so many despite my inability to visit you!! We don't know if we'll move...if we are, we still need to find another house. Mom and dad found one that they really liked, but it's super expensive!!!! >< There's no way we could afford it...but they're taking us (me and my bros) to look at it on saturday. *sigh* I'm not looking forward to it...I don't want to move. *sighs again* My dog is hillarious looking now!!! He got cut so he looks like a puppy. *laugh* It's so different from his usual look...so it's so weird. I swear, now he looks like a strange breed of super miniature black and white deer. ^^; His legs are skinny like a deer's...and his head is shaped like one, too. *laugh* I'll have to put pics up of him. Today...probably no computer time. I'm not sure...but probably definitely not. So I'm sorry for nto visiting!!! *sob* My bro doesn't work (I think). But I'm not sure what we're doing today anyway...something about going to some mall or not, I'm not sure. Cause my mom wants to go to one mall, but my bro wants to go to this other one that's further away, and I really don't care. So I'm not sure what I'm doing! Oh, it's still rainy. Flash flood warnings and whatnot still...it's nice, and I love the rain(I go stand in it all the time), but it majorly affects my mom's headaches and other aches. *sigh* Yesterday we got this delivery of this auction we won on ebay. ^^ It was of over 40 oldish anime tapes! They're great, and sooooooooo cool!! Like a ton of 80s anime that I've never seen...and lots that we already had, but still, it's awesome. *nods* Wanna-be's *laugh*, yes, that's a strange name...it's about the female wrestling business or something. Explorer Woman Ray, AD Police Files (awesomeness cause I love Bubblegum Crisis), and many other that you probably never heard of. ^^ Well, I'd better go now...I'm not feeling too well actually. I feel sorta sick to my stomach...I hope it's just cause I need to eat breakfast...everyone have a great day! (or a fantabulous one!)

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Monday, June 26, 2006

Thankies everyone!! *hugs* I'm glad you like my new bg. ^^ And thanks also for your encouraging words/sympathy as far as my mom and the whole moving issue goes. Sosuke, she's having this problem because we got a new kitchen! ^^; So getting it done all over again would probably make it worse...it just seems that whatever this new substance they used for whatever in it gives my mom these reactions. It even happened when they (mom and dad) went to check out a new house to possibly move into...so that sucks. Apparently new houses are being made with some crap that my mom is allergic to, and that's what they used in our kitchen. *sigh* Hey, guess what?? They finally put up some of my wallpapers!!!! ^^ So please check them out! They didn't put up the Puchiko one...or Air one *sob*, but they put up my Utena one and this other pretty one I did last night. ^^ So enjoy! It's still rainy! Wow, it's been like 3 days! It's great! The only problem is that I can't go up to the pool. ^^; Oh well. My brother doesn't work today, so sorry...NO VISITING TIME! *sob* I'm really sorry! And I'm not sure about tomorrow either...*sigh* My dog is finally getting groomed today...finally!!! He's as hairy and fat-looking as a strange bear-like creature. *laugh* The lady that's coming to cut him we had do it before, but it took us forever to actually contact her! We'd always get her message machine, and then when she would call back (after us trying to call her 5 times), we'd miss her call. ^^; We finally got her though! So today at 1 my dog Totoro will actually look like a dog! Well, I think that's a shorter post. ^^ Sorry I can't visit today...and yes, Kilwoon, "fantabulous" is my favorite word. *laugh* I'm glad it made you laugh! So I hope everyone has a super fantabulous day today as well!

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Well, thanks for your comments!! ^^ I always enjoy reading them. *nods* I see that a lot of you like rainy days as well. Yup, it's still raining today, too!! I got lucky though cause my electricity did not go out yet!! ^^ Yay! I hope it doesn't! So I got to visit almost everyone's sites yesterday (except for like 3 people that updated really late). It took quite some time...there's so many of you!! Anyhoo, thanks for complimenting my new bg. Yes, it's summery! I'm sorry for changing my Cloud bg so quickly...I love Cloud, but for some reason I got a fickle feeling and really wanted a change! I even submitted this wallpaper and it's actually up! They never put up any of my other wallpapers though...like an Air one I did and an Utena and Digi Charat...*sigh* So I tried again today...we'll see if they decide to put them on or not. The problem with my new bg is that I feel it's too crowded...it seems too cluttered! See, this is why I don't change! Once I find a good bg I should stay with it! ^^; Well, I'll keep this Someday's Dreamer up for a bit longer than a day I suppose. *laugh* Then I might just go back to my Misuzu gao one again. ^^ Anyhoo...as for today...my brother is still working! Yay! He's so hesitant with everything so that's why he actually hasn't quitted yet. He likes the thought of money coming in...no matter how horrible the job is...but he might change his schedule to working only 2 days a week. ^^; That's not much of a work week...but if he does do that, at least I'll get some "me time." I haven't talked online with anyone for a long time...usually I'd spend 2 hours at least talking with Harvey, but his internet has been down...it's back, but I don't know if we'll get to talk today. *sigh* You guys that are friends with him should actually visit him when he updates!! I know I've asked you guys to visit his site sometimes...and you would (for that one day, but that's it). Well...anyway...I'm just concerned. ^^; I guess I'll have to buy the manga that I desire online...probably animecastle. *sigh* It's too bad that that evil Borders returned my dear Descendants of Darkness!! >< See, I watched the anime and really liked it, so that's why I wanted the manga, too. ^^ This post is pretty random...nothing too interesting or new in it, sorry! Let's see...ah yes, I have a pressing matter that I could talk about...moving. As you've known (if you've been my friend for a while), my mom has had that stupid allergic reaction problem with the new kitchen...and it hasn't gotten better. She still has to stay in her room all the time, and that's why I've been doing the cooking recently. Well, my mom and dad have been going around looking at houses recently...to move into should our stupid problem not get solved. We can't have my mom being a prisoner in her own room for the rest of her life...but I don't want to move! I'm very anti-change, so of course moving is a big no-no for me. ^^; I love this house...and where we live right now...so I really hope that my mom gets better so that we won't have to move. It sucks... Sorry...I really made this post long this time I think...^^; It's not as long as some of my others though...it's just because I made a lot of paragraphs! Well, I thank those of you who took the time to actually read it all. *hugs* Have a fantabulous day!

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Saturday, June 24, 2006

how quickly i change...

Yuppers...Cloud is gone! Sorry!! ^^; See, when I change bgs...then I change them a lot. I really liked my gao Misuzu one so that's why I was hesitant to change it...cause I knew I'd change the new one again and again! See, I actually changed it today (like 10 minutes ago), but I just changed it again. ^^; So fickle...well, this is from Someday's Dreamers. ^^ It's Yume. I love that anime...it's really sweet and touching. I actually made this wallpaper...so I hope it's ok!! I hope you can read everything all right and all. Sorry again for being so fickle. ^^;

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