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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I'm sorry

*sob* I'm sorry...I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry x50 billion!! Please forgive me everyone...it seems like all I've been able to do recently is apologize to you guys for not visiting sites and stuff. *sigh* I've just been busy...and really easily sidetracked.

Thank you for your few comments on yesterday's post though. I still don't quite feel well, but I cheered up today when I talked to Harvey (dspR) online. We had quite the conversation, I must tell you! *laugh* For some reason, I just got all giddy and hyper when talking to him. ^^; He said I "literally exhausted" him with the conversation. So because of that...I didn't start on my english paper revisions. *sigh* Now I must do those...right NOW. If not, I'll die!

So again, I'm really sorry for not getting around to sites today. I hope that you'll forgive me and not take me off your friends list. I feel like I've been a really bad friend to you guys. I have so many on my list, but I hardly ever get to visit half of them (though a lot of them don't even visit me, so yeah. ^^;), but so many of you comment on my site almost everyday. I thank you, and I must say sorry for not being fair...I wouldn't blame you if you did take me off your friends list. *sigh* I'm sorry. I'll try better next time...I hope. I love all of you, and I'd visit everyone of you everday if I could! I really would...so I'm sorry again.

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Monday, May 15, 2006

My oldest brother just set up our new computer!!! ^^ So we didn't have internet for most of the day...I don't know if I really like this new one too much though. It seems so weird. ^^; Well, thanks for all your helpful comments on yesterday's post! I'm glad that you guys liked my drawing, too. It sounds like most people had ok mother's days, and I suppose that's good. My mom said that it was the best one ever, but I don't see how it could have been seeing how she was still stuck in her room the whole time. *sigh* That was nice of her to say though.

I'm cold right now...and I don't feel too well. My throat has been hurting off and on recently. It's really weird cause it's not that same sore/stinging feeling throat, it's like lumpy. ^^; Well, I'm sorry for not commenting on most of your sites again today...but I don't feel up to looking at this weird new computer and not feeling well. I hope that today went well (and will continue to go well) for all of you. At least I have tomorrow off from school for teacher's meetings. ^^

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

  

Yes, well, thanks to those of you who already commented! Mother's day is going fairly well so far. I worked on editing my english paper, and you know what? I drew! For the first time in a few months. ^^; I drew Kuga Natsuki from Mai HIME. I looked at the figure I just recently got of her to draw the pic...it was quite hard. I messed up on her hand, so ignore its horridity (if that's even a word)! I submitted it so look for it soon!! ^^ I also submitted some Comic Party wallpapers, which are already up, so please take a look at those, too! Thankies! I have no clue how people get so many comments and votes on their pics...^^; I have hardly any. *sigh*

Oh, and here's something weird that's been happening. My guestbook signs have been going down! Why is that?? Are some of you deleting them or something? Like I had 98 yesterday, but now it's 96...^^;

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First off, thank you guys for your comments yesterday! ^^ I was amazed that I got really long comments, too. That doesn't usually happen to me! I'm sorry that some of you have also known the pain of losing friends, but I'm especially sorry for those of you who haven't felt it because you never had friends to begin with. I don't know how that's even possible, especially when you're so sweet, kind, funny, smart, and everything. Everyone here deserves the best friends in the world! *hugs* Even if they are mostly on the internet, who cares? Friends are friends whether you know them in person or not. *nods* The tree hasn't fallen yet, thank goodness. We tried calling tree-cutter people to come yesterday, but none of them picked up. ^^; Hah, "all-day service"! Yeah, right...with all these off and on storms here, the tree could fall any minute, but they don't care!

Happy mother's day! ...to everyone's mothers, whether they're near them, far away, or no longer with them. I hope that all of you spend some time thinking of your mom, whether you love them or hate them, see them or don't. They're the one that bore you! Without moms, we wouldn't be here. ^^; Anyhoo, I love my mommy so much! She already opened some things...one gift from my dad, which was a perfume. Nice, right? Well, it turns out that my mom already had it, and she even went with him the one time they got it before...my dad doesn't have a good memory. ^^;

Well, I hope that you all have a good mother's day and a good week!! *hugs* I have to make revisions on my stupid english paper...*sigh* So I'm not looking forward to that, but I have to do it. Good luck to all of you with whatever things you have to do!

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

Well then, I'm glad that you guys liked my poem! ^^ Yes, it was a bit sad...but that's what I was going for cause that's what I've been through. So many times I've had great friends, whom I've had so much fun with, completely stop being friends with me...they'd leave me for other "better" friends. Now when we see each other in the hall, it's like I'm not even there. I try to say "hi", but I get no reply. (wow, that rhymed. ^^;) So that's basically why I wrote that poem...it represents all the times friends just stray from each other so that soon it's like they never knew each other. *sigh* I'm so glad that you guys liked it though cause I'm not that great with poetry. I only just started "writing" like a couple weeks ago...^^;

Umm...yeah...what else to talk about...hmmm. Well, I could say thanks again to all of you for your support. *hugs* I guess I just can't leave you guys! Tomorrow's mother's day, and I didn't really get her a present. My dad got me one to give her...*sigh* I have no money so that's why. I can't even drive yet despite being 17. I just hope that she has a great mother's day cause she sure deserves it after all this crap that's been happening. I hope that your weekends/mother's days go well.

Oh yeah, we've been having some thunderstorms and stuff around here...and there's this huge tree (one among many) by our house...and well, it's not exactly stable. ^^; Let's hope that it doesn't fall over on our house any time soon...

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Friday, May 12, 2006

  

*hearts* *hugs* I love all of you!! I could never leave this place...never. ^^; Sorry I sorta lied about not posting or commenting anymore...cause I thought I wasn't going to, but that just seems impossible. I need all of you guys' support, and I want to be all of your support, too. I'll try to take off some of my burdens...but it's hard to do that. I thank every one of you for commenting yesterday. *nods* I'll keep praying, thank you again Shizuka. Now, I shall put down a poem that I wrote today! I wrote it right after school as I was waiting to be picked up. It came to mind cause I was standing near a girl I used to be friends with.

Names forgotten
Passing Days
Do I know you?
Maybe so.

Familiar faces
Summer nights
I know I know you.
Are you sure?

Inside jokes
Feigning enjoyment
I thought I knew you.
I don't know.

Sitting together
Being ignored
I guess I was wrong.
You know me no more.

Memories intact
Purposely forgotten
We walk past each other.
Do I know you?


Ok, well, that's my poem...it represents my friends problems and how they've gone...I'm sure you can figure out what line means what and who's speaking it. ^^; Enjoy! Oh, and again, it'd be great if you checked out my friend's site:dspR. He's really nice...and is looking for more friends. *nods* Be warned though, he writes long posts, too!

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Thursday, May 11, 2006

  

I'm sorry you guys, for worrying you all...at least the people that read yesterday's last post. I just really wanted to get all that frustration out...*sob* It's been building up inside of me, and I just couldn't hold it in any longer. So, I guess I lied...there's no way I couldn't come back here...you've all become like a family to me. Your kind comments mean so much to me...I'm just sorry I can't help everyone. Reading a lot of your posts make me so angry and upset for you...they make me want to help, but I know my block of text will, in the end, amount to nothing. Don't worry, Sosuke. It's not like I'm going away forever! In fact, I doubt I'll go away at all...I just don't know if I can keep up with all the problems in all of my friends' lives. I'll probably still post everyday, but I just don't know if I can go around to everyone's sites and comment. *sigh* I'm just really, really sorry. All of this stuff at home, and all of this stuff going on in your lives has been detaining my mind from its normal concentration...so, yeah. Thanks for putting up with me and my stupidity. Gao...

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

   sorry...another post

Since most of you alreayd commented today, I doubt anyone will read this. I'm crying right now. I'm exhausted...I'm tired of all of this!! I'm tired of my mom having to always stay in her room...and all this crap! Dinners aren't the same, our whole life isn't the same! Everything just crashed around us because of a stupid kitchen renovation...it's so stupid! I'm tired of taking on all these roles! I don't like doing the dishes all the time, cleaning, and taking care of everyone all the time! I love you all...my friends and my family, but I can't handle all these burdens...it's hard! *sob* My dad doesn't even acknowledge how hard I've been working...it's like he has no sympathetic gene in his body. So, guys, I'm really sorry...but I think I might take a break from going on here for a bit. *sob* I'm really sorry...but I think I need a break from all these burdens...no matter how much I love you guys and want you to do well and live wonderful lives, I can't handle everything at one time...I'm sorry! *sob* I have so many school projects, too...I just wish everything was back to how it was before! I'm sorry if you're reading this and are completely clueless as to what's been going on with my mom, but again, you'll have to go through my archives to find my post about it...entitled "poor mommy." Ok, well, I pray for the best for all of you...and i just want a rest from people for a bit...so I'm sorry if I don't go online tomorrow...or the next day, if I do, it's probably to tell you to read this post.

Yes, I was crying the entire time I wrote this.

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   pleased to present...

THanks you guys!! ^^ I'm gonna do my hw right now...yes, it sucks...and it's hard being the "mother" around the house now...but I can do it! I hope...I was going to do my hw earlier, but I got sidetracked again with my friend. ^^; The same one I helped yesterday!! He's soooo great! *laugh* We had a lot of fun talking online...you should so visit his site! Here:dspR
He'd totally appreciate some nice people like you guys being his friends! ^^ Well, thanks again for your comments, my dear sweet friends! *nods* Again...I'm sorry for not seeing everyone's sites today...please forgive me! I love you all! If what you wrote is of great importance for advice, then email me: infiniteciel@gmail.com. Ok, off to do homework now!

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Hello, friends! ^^ Well, thanks like usual for the comments on yesterday's post...even though it was quite the long post. ^^; I'm sure it intimidated lots of people. I couldn't help it! I just had to write that all out!! I was so happy so, yeah...I'm glad that all of you are willing to help me along with your other friends because it makes you happy. AurionAddict, I'm sorry that so many of your friends are having issues! Just keep trying to help them. *nods* Shizuka, thanks so much for your long comment! G-gao...*laugh* Aww, so cute. Definitely, if we can't help, we must let it all to God. I indeed pray everynight for my family and all of my friends to get better and whatnot. *nods* Reki! *hugs* Thanks for your support, too, and Rachel and EmilySadako. Now then, those of you who didn't comment...at least try to skim my post from yesterday, please. ^^;

Well, today I seriously need to work on some homework...I haven't done my hw for about a week. ^^; I've been getting sidetracked easily cause of my free time away from my bro when he works...He's working today and tomorrow. Tomorrow it's the early shift!! Haha! He has to wake up early with me!! First time in years for him, lol. Anyhoo...my oldest brother (yes, I have 2 bros) has a sprained ankle. It sucks...he has crutches and can't walk. I have to serve him all the time, too. ^^; *sigh* Now I'm practically taking over the role as mom at home...cooking, doing dishes, taking care of injured brother...all cause my mom can't go downstairs anymore cause of the stupid kitchen crap.

*sigh* It's hard...it's really hard trying to help everyone...but I'm gonna keep trying...I just want the best for everyone.

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