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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

  

Wah...sorry it took me a while to get a post up today. ^^; Gao...yes, "gao." I've been saying it a lot lately...picked it up from Misuzu. ^^; Tomoko Kawakami has such a cute voice! And I can imitate it sorta well...so, yeah. Anyhoo, I LOVE you all!! *hugs to everyone* I had an amazing record amount of comments yesterday, 15! ^^ I should mark that historical date down! *writes in calendar* There! Now that that's out of the way, I'd like to say thank you again to all of those that commented. I guess that Misuzu's gao story really intrigued you all into wanting to see Air! ^^ *laugh* Yes, Shizuka...Yukito's "gao gao stegosaurus" shirt is awesome. I so want one! Though the gao story is indeed cute, it is also sad...the show overall is a tear-jerker, rather bitter-sweet. *sob* Ok then...on to other business...

First off I'd like to apologize to all of you whose sites I didn't get to visit today!!! Please, please forgive me!!!! *bows in forgiveness* There's just so many of you! ^^; I try my darndest to get to everyone's, but I can't always. See, I check you guys' first, and then I post on mine...so sometimes I run out of time for my own post. ^^; So today, I'm really sorry if you don't see a comment from me, but I really wish the best for you all!! *hugs*

Anyhoo, if you can't tell, I'm fairly happy right now! It's great! I haven't felt this happy in a long time! ^^ It's a great feeling...it really is. Do you know why I'm happy? It's cause I helped out a friend. I feel so darn good when I help people! Last night and tonight (2 different people) I talked to my friends online (one on AIM and one on gmail's chat thing)...both of them had problems, some worse than others, and some more life-impacting than others, but still they were problems. I talked today with a friend for over 2 hours online...about his problems, everything...and at first it seemed very doubtful, but I think I helped him! Towards the end, he seemed much happier and said that I helped. ^^ He along with my other friend I talked to, said that I should be a psychologist.

I like listening to people's problems and helping them--giving them advice and consoling them and whatnot. "I love talking to you," my other friend said..."you really help a lot. Maybe it's your motherly personality or something...it's weird, but I feel like I can talk to you about this stuff." *blush* Well, I'm just overjoyed...it means so much to me to hear that...to be appreciated and to have helped someone out. It makes me happy when I see others dear to me happy...I thank you...I thank all of you. I hope that all of you continue to give me advice as well because I sure need it, too. I appreciate everything you can offer me, whether it is advice or your problems.

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Monday, May 8, 2006

chicks = baby dinosaurs

Sorry...recently, at least to me, it seems like my posts have been everywhere. Like I start out happy and stuff, but then I write something about being depressed, and then I write another post later that has a lot of random stuff...^^; I guess my thoughts have just been jumbled lately.

To those of you who commented on yesterday's later post, I thank you for complimenting my new background!! ^^ Yes, it's another Air one. It's of Misuzu saying her patented "Gao"...when she gets upset or does something stupid. "Gao" is the Japanese sound effect for what dinosaurs say...and she thinks that chicks are baby dinosaurs. At a festival when she was younger, she wanted her aunt to buy her a chick, which she called a "baby dinosaur." It's so cute...*sob* But she didn't get one, so then she became upset...so after that, she'd say "gao" when sad or whatnot.

Well, I don't really have anything else to say right now. ^^; I sorta want to complain about my household right now though...*sigh* But unfortunately, I must go for this class is almost over! Maybe I'll post later about what's going on at home...Shizuka, I'm glad that you'll be praying for my mom. Every thought counts, and I thank you.

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Sunday, May 7, 2006

My friend xanth reborn made the banner I just put on my page!! ^^ Thanks a lot! I think it's really pretty. Even though she just put my name on the pic, I still think it's really cool. Thanks again! Oh, and as you can see, I changed my background. I hope you like it...if not, just tell me and I'll switch back to my old one!

I'm tired now. I DDR-ed a lot...and I had to help with a lot of sweeping outside, to clean up the pool area. We took the cover off of our pool so that tomorrow it's gonna get all cleaned up and stuff. So in maybe a week or more...it'll be safe to swim in! That'll be nice. I'm still feeling a little depressed for no particular reason right now, but I won't complain anymore. I'm getting tired of only writing depressing posts...I'm sorry I have to bore you with them. ^^;

Well, I guess I'd better to help make dinner now...my mom hasn't gotten any better with her stupid kitchen/allergy problem. It's so horrible, and the stupid doctors haven't helped at all. If you guys are reading this, and haven't been familiarized with this problem I'm talking about, you should probably go back into my archives and find my post about it...I think it's on page 5 or something, entitled "poor mommy". ^^; Thanks for everyone's support on everything. *nods* Shizuka, your comment was especially sweet, thanks.

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Hiya guys! ^^ Wow, I'm surprised that I got so many comments yesterday even though I just wrote something short about not being able to go on. ^^; Well, thanks for even more compliments about my poem!! I try, I try! And, wow, I'm gaining more friends that like the anime Air! I'm glad! I was going to change my background, but I guess I won't yet since I seem to be attracting more people here cause of it! ^^; I have 525 visits! Yay! Thanks to everyone that visits my site!! *hugs*

Um...yeah...ok, I think I just burned out all my energy on that first paragraph. ^^; It was all hyper and happy. *sigh* I was gonna tell you about what I did friday night...but all of a sudden, I feel really drained. I don't know...this depressing feeling just came over me. ^^; It sure doesn't help when lots of my friends on here are having problems, too...I want to help, but I'm sorry cause I don't really have experience with those kinds of things. *sob* I'm sorry...please get well everyone, and I hope that things work out the way you want them to. I guess I'm not feeling up to writing much also cause I've been talking online with my one friend, and she's sorta asking me for my whole life story...I swear, it's like a psychiatrist's meeting. She's nice and all, but she thinks that I have interesting stuff in my life to tell her...but I don't. So I've just told her more about my depressing friend problems and my stomach problem I had in 4th and 6th grade. They're not things I like to relive. *sigh* Well, I think I'm gonna play some DDR right now...maybe then I'll cheer up. I pray that all of you have a good rest of the weekend...and I really want everything to go well for all of you.

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Saturday, May 6, 2006

Gomennasai, minna! Sorry this is sorta a late post! ^^; Also, it's not gonna be very long...my brother didn't have work today, so I didn't get to be on the comp till now...for like 5 minutes...*sigh* He's working tomorrow though so I'll have all day to be on! I'm sorry to those of you whose sites I didn't/don't get to visit. *hugs* I hope that you all have a good weekend! I'll write about what I did last night tomorrow. Oh, and thanks to those of you who liked my poem! ^^ I know it's not as good as Paintwriter's and my other friends' poems, but I am an amateur...^^; So, yeah, genki de ne! (stay well!) ^^

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Friday, May 5, 2006

I'm listening to ARIA the animation's songs right now. ^^ They're so pretty. I haven't seen the anime yet, but I do like the manga. Anyhoo, as promised, a poem! It's short but sweet...hope you like it and don't think it's just some piece of crap. ^^;

Walking, always walking,
Walking for what seems to be forever,
My walking turns to running.
I can see the light,
It's the light in your eyes.
It's shimmering from so far away,
But I keep on going
Until I collapse
Into your arms.

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   wordiness

Tired...*snores* Huh? What? *shakes head* Oh, morning! Anyhoo, seemed like I wrote too much yesterday...hardly anyone commented on my last post. ^^; To those of you that did, thanks for complimenting my poem!! ^^ I'm glad that you thought it was good...I more or less just started writing stuff. I didn't exactly think that one out actually. ^^; There was another one that I did sorta think out, but I didn't post it yet. What'd you think of my hopes and dreams? All probably impossible! I guess the abundance of text intimidated you guys from reading it all...*sigh* I'm sorry...I'll write less now. Later though, I probably will post a poem so watch out!

I had fun yesterday on gaia. I was on for 2 hours or something...which is the most I've ever been on there. ^^; I was able to cause my brother was working. I was having fun cause my one friend was online and we were posting on our RP. It's getting to be quite romantic now! Quite different from how it started out...Well, I hope that you all have a great cinco de mayo today! ^^ My thoughts are with all of you!

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Thursday, May 4, 2006

   dreams and poem

Ok, well, before I put down a poem that will hopefully just spring to my mind...I'd like to talk about the things that people don't know about me! In other words, things that I'd really like to do, but that are pretty much impossible for me due to certain reasons. Here's the list:
1.I want to become a professional singer and sing on stage for lots of people. I enjoy singing, especially j-pop/anime songs, but I'm not very good...when I really get into a song, whether it be sad or not, I tend to get all teary-eyed. ^^; I'm scared to death of being in front of lots of people, so that's why I sure wouldn't be able to do it, too.
2.I also wish that I could be a dancer...any type of dancer, but preferrably one that can dance any way they want to good music! I'd probably want to dance while I sing. ^^; Again...a big problem cause of being in front of lots of ppl, and cause I don't dance that well.
3.I want to be a writer...ok, that may only be a surprise to people that don't read my posts on here, like my "friends" at school. They only know the side of me that dislikes writing.
4.I want to be a model...or at least be on America's Next Top Model! I love that show (yeah, a bit embarassing...). Whenever they do certain things (challenges), I try it and am like, "Hey! I can do that even better! Man...if only I were taller..." Height is a problem, and I'm sure many don't think I'm "pretty."
5.Similar to dancing and singing, I'd want to be an actress. Yes, an actress. I'm told that I can act really well...and I'm good at performing, but that's only in front of my family or a small group of friends, that's it.
6. Umm...I think that's it...I think...^^; (sorry I took up so much room with this!!) Ok, poem time!

Afraid of being alone,
Afraid of being together,
I don't know what it is I want,
Except to become a feather
Then I'll fly away,
Carried by the wind
In the sky that is so infinite.
I won't have to deal with these feelings anymore
If I could just fly away.
No more worrying about being lonely,
No more worrying about hurting you.
Just the never-ending currents
Of wind beneath me...
Carrying me into the sky, as a feather
With no weight upon me.

P.S. Look forward to another poem tomorrow. I would put it on today...but I wrote way too much already. ^^;

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Thanks everyone for your comments about my math test!! ^^ Yeah, I was soooo happy to see that! I couldn't believe that I got a 100. It is quite hard to do...so, yeah. ^^; Umm...I think I should've said that I was writing a "non-fan fic" about spongebob...cause I HATE him so much! It's just that I have to do something for that project, and I do enjoy writing stories with other characters. I don't know a thing about the show or anything, so I had to look it up on wikipedia...it's absurd! Look up spongebob on there, and you get all sorts of info on him and everything else on the show as if he were a real living person!!! >< It's disturbing and disgusting...so yeah, I just wanted to get this out so you guys didn't get the wrong impression and think that I like spongebob and am writing a fanfic cause I'm a fan...because I'm NOT a fan! ^^;

Alright, now that I got that out of the way...I think later I'll be able to write the poem that I had in my mind. I don't have much time now since this class is about over. Yup, I'm looking forward to my bro working today and tomorrow! It will be oh-so relaxing. ^^ I want to let all of you know that I care about every one of you, and all of your comments make me feel so much better. I'm surrounded by the warmth of your comforting words...and I feel the love that all of you want to share with me and all of your other friends as well. I think I'm fine without having too many friends at school or having a boyfriend or anything cause I have all of you! *hugs*

P.S. Check my site later, too, cause I'll probably have another post with a poem and/or my secret desires for the future (which will never happen)!

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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

Scratch that...my brother's now working tomorrow and friday instead. Some girl called and switched shifts with him. *sigh* And I was so looking forward to my time away from him today...

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