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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
Warning: uh...stuff
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I know...I said I wouldn't post...but I couldn't resist. ^^; I'm sneaking on in Japanese class...I really shouldn't cause I'm far behind, but oh well. I'll make this really quick. Thanks so much for your few comments. *hugs* If you didn't read yesterday's post, go ahead...there's a new wallpaper by me (thanks to those that commented/downloaded already), and pretty much everything else is depressing. Well, this post is going to be no different.
Last night was our first night staying in our new house...it sucked. The only good thing was that I finished putting all of my clothes in my new closet; that's it. My mom is getting even worse reactions than before...if you're confused by what I just said, well, it's a long story and I won't get into it, but the whole reason why we moved was to get my mom better, and here she's getting worse. She's not happy, and no one else is about everything. Last night, I had no dinner. My dinner consisted of milk and hot chocolate...yeah. Real healthy. It sucked. We have no food in the house, therefore there's nothing to eat...therefore I'm losing more weight. *sigh* I won't get more into that...but it sucks. Other than that, I didn't sleep well at all because I haven't slept in a bed and in a room by myself for over 10 years. (Yes, that's right...I've been sleeping on my mom's floor for all these years...I'm a baby.) I had to take a part of a sleeping pill...and so did my mom. We didn't have an alarm so I was surprised that I woke up on time. THere were crows cawing at 1am, and the trash truck came at 5...and I could hear cars driving by. *sigh* It was like spending the night at a bad hotel.
Today has sucked, too. First period, programming....and again, I find myself hopeless. I did nothing but self-depricate the WHOLE TIME. "I suck...I don't know how to do anything...etc." My friend tried to cheer me up, but it didn't work. I can't do anything. Then in gourmet, well, I just had to let my stress out. Luckily my teacher in that class is the nicest ever...I just sat and cried and told her everything about what's been going on. I just cried and cried. *sigh* And then I still cried after class as I went to english...it sucked. She (my gourmet teacher) is so nice though...we had this final project to do for class, and since we don't have food at home, and she knows that things have been tough...well, she exempted me from having to do it. ^^ That's one good thing. Everything else...just depressing...
Well, I have to go now...so I'm really sorry about, well, everything. I don't know when I'll get a computer/internet working at home...probably for a longer time than I thought. Thanks for visiting, and sorry for being a hypocrite. ^^;
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