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*hugs* *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments everyone! Nope, it wasn't 11...but it WAS when I checked last night before going to bed! Yuppers, Wings of Dream, you were the 11th commenter, but then Grif, Yug, and Magnus commented...making it 14. But that's certainly not a bad thing!! *hugs* Magnus, you've been away for so long! I'm so glad that you're back. ^^ Anyhoo, thanks for, well, everything that you guys said. Like, holy crap, Hyli!! Long enough comment?? Hah, but I read it all of course!! I love long comments. ^^ Most of you said that "noo!! Bambi shouldn't be blown up!" *laugh* But, Reki...you disagreed! *laugh* You were the only one to want to blow Bambi up! ^^; Anyhoo...I can't really remember/think of stuff to reply to here...but thanks all the same to those of you that visited. *hugs*
So...here I am in Ms. Jones' room. *nods* It's 5th period, and I'm supposed to be doing service club for her, but I requested a free period for today...so, yay, here I am. ^^ All of my other 5th period classes totally suck because they have the last lunch (I'm starving by then...and I have no friends in it...), but at least this one day I can have the first lunch and hang out with Ms. Jones. Anyhoo...what has happened so far today? *thinks* I had gourmet 2, and we started making the cake for a jelly roll...I don't like my group very much. It used to be good the first day, but now this other girl joined our class, and she's good friends with the other 2 girls in my group; therefore, I am completely left out of everything. ^^; I'm hoping to switch that class to the other days...where I have friends. THen I had philosophy; our teacher was absent again so we just had a study hall. After that was animation...I finished my flipbook, that's it. Then I had art 3D...another class that SHOULD be fun, but it isn't because of the abundance of jerks and lack of friends. *sigh* I really dislike my classes...
I'm going to see my guidance counselor after school today so I can hopefully change my schedule around. I don't think I want to take photo anymore because I don't have a camera...and I don't want to use the cheap $1 ones that she can lend out; that, and again, NO FRIENDS. Plus, the lab fee is $25...which is added to all of my other lab fees for my other classes ($45 for fashion trends, $35 for foods 2 and gourmet 2, and $10 for art 3D). *sigh* That's TOO MUCH MONEY. So I really hope that I can change that class or something...then maybe I'll have more free periods. *sigh*
Thanks to those of you that wished/prayed for my friend's well-being. She's doing a bit better, and I'm so glad that she was online last night. We talked for a while, and I tried helping her...and she tried helping me, too. (Sorry, Hoaryu, that's why I took so long with responding and stuff...*hugs*) I wrote a poem with her in mind and sent it to her yesterday. She said she really liked it...it's the one I was trying to think of the night before. It's was created with her in mind, but I think I can apply it to any of you, my friends, whenever you feel down or whatever. Here it is:
I want to be there for you,
To wipe your tears away.
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
And I will always stay.
You aren't all alone
Though you probably think so.
You have friends that care
And for you, I let love grow.
It intertwines between us
Drawing us together
So don't cut it down--
Let it grow forever.
Loneliness overflows
From the cup of your soul,
But don't let it drown you
And make your heart full.
I'll pour out that loneliness
Down the drain of despair
To free you from that feeling
Taking away all of your air.
I'll be here if you want me
To help you escape
From those helpless feelings;
Emotions committing rape.
Seeing you like this...
It hurts me so.
Please don't suffer alone;
I'll let the love grow.
*hugs* So, yeah, it's definitely one of my longest poems yet...that's for sure! ^^; On the subject of poems, as suggested by Yug, I decided to submit one of mine to poetry.com to their contest. Unfortunately, the ones I wanted to do were too long...so I chose the one I wrote a few weeks ago and combined two of the lines to make it work. I wonder if I'll win anything!
Now to talk about something...uh, well, not that great. My dad goes on this annual fishing trip/tournament with his friend and these 15 other guys down in Cabo, Mexico. Every summer as of a few years ago, ok? He LOVES going on that trip...and this year it's from june 6-11. Now then, off to the PROBLEM. I am a senior in highschool, and that obviously means that I'm graduating this year...and graduations tend to be in june! ^^; This year graduation is on JUNE 8, smack dab in the middle of his fishing trip. I told him last night since he asked, and he got so mad...torn between two loves. Fishing trip that occurs once every year or daughter's high school graduation that occurs once in her lifetime? *thinks* Hmm...what to choose? Well, after much complaint about having to miss this fishing trip...he sided on...GOING ON THE TRIP. He IS NOT GOING TO MY GRADUATION. Instead, he's going to be down in Mexico, with a bunch of guys, on a boat, fishing to see who catches the biggest one. *sigh* I said that I didn't care what he did...but I really do. I can't believe FISH were chosen over ME.
Alrighty...that's it for my post. I think it's pretty long so sorry about that. ^^; At least it's a bit more interesting...I think. *sigh* Thanks for visiting me, and I'll try my best to visit you guys today sometime. I barely got to anyone yesterday; sorry!!! *hugs* Thanks again, and have a good day!
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