AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Warning: thanks, morning/dreams, yesterday's sleet and crap, the other day/awkward, today, &amv
Wow! *rests eyes for a second and yawns* It just took me about 10 minutes to fully read all of your comments from yesterday!!! *hugs all of you a ton* ^__^ That's certainly not a bad thing though!! I love reading all of your comments, especially these long ones! I got 16 again, too; maybe that's my new lucky number? Nah, probably not. Anyhoo...I got comments from people I haven't heard from in a long time!!! And they're SO in store for some major huggles/glomps/nuzzles/hugs!!! Aerith and Jungy! Even Perios, Midnight-chan, & Darkhuntress! *hugglesglompssupernuzzlehugattcks them* Yeah. *laugh* That'a some huge word there!!! ^___^ I've missed you guys so much! Jungy!!!! Yay, a comment from the great OLS president!! Hehe. ^^ Anyhoo...off to actually reply/comment on these! Thanks so much for the sympathy and whatnot about my brother. It's greatly appreciated. ^^; I see that only a few of you have seen 300 so far, and some of you have heard of it...saying that you probably don't want to see it! BUT just the same, lots of you said you wanted to, too! *laugh* So, yeah...those of you that saw it, thanks for your input on it. *nods* Uh-oh...well, I'm just gonna end the thanks here cause I have a feeling this paragraph will go on forever if I go through each thing! So...*hugs more* Thanks everyone for commenting! (Of course, Jungy, I've never stopped thanking. ^^)
*stretches* Ah. Yes, so...I'm obviously posting in the morning...right after I woke up. *nods* Since that's basically my time to be on the computer before the all-controlling brother known as Corey gets up and then ruins...or rather, monopolizes my day. *nods* Anyhoo...I slept pretty well last night, but I did have some very...um, interesting dreams. *laugh* The first one was good, and I'm amazed I could really remember it; and just the fact that I was SINGING in it, and singing one of my favorite songs ("Hallelujah" by Angela Aki, I showed you guys this vid a while back) was pretty cool. Like I was singing that song in my dream and being totally awesome/perfect at it, and when I woke up from it...I was still singing it in my head! How often do dreams involve sound and songs that you remember? ^^; Not often...I don't think. Anyhoo, then the other dream, well, I'm not going to mention it. *laugh* It wasn't good.
Yesterday it sleeted ALL DAY. *nods* It was quite amazing!!! Some of the downpours of ice was really cool, too...I couldn't believe that it kept going like that all day. It didn't even change to snow or rain, just constant sleet! And it's even crazier since just wednesday it was about 80 degrees outside! *laugh* Funky weather in March!! Other than looking outside yesterday, I did my usual watching anime and watching my brother play games...and then him ordering me around to do stuff like "find stuff to buy online". Ok...right...That basically means, "I want this, this, and this...so look for them and put them in carts on stores for cheap, and then get mommy to buy them for me." *sigh*...*double sigh* I don't like constant buying of stuff, especially when it's mainly him that wants it. He doesn't repay mom, even though he has a job and is 8 years older than me. He just constantly WANTS stuff. I feel bad for mom...and since he's always getting things, well, I don't really ever ask for anything...cause i feel bad about it. ^^; If I ever want something, he makes me feel like I'm selfish...so that's what it's become; I feel selfish or bad whenever I'm given something (now on my own)...or like last month, when my mom told me the phone bill (cell phone), mine was really high cause of all the texting I've been doing...so I felt bad about it, and I WANTED to pay her the money for it. But she didn't want me to...she said that it was ok, and I didn't have to, but I WANTED TO. ^^; Is that weird or what?
Umm...I remembered later in the day something that I wanted to talk about yesterday, but I didn't add it cause, well, as you all knew that read it...my post yesterday was unnecessarily HUGE (sorry about that). I'll talk about it now then...so this is about thursday, which would have been "yesterday" if I wrote about it yesterday. Anyhoo, so that day totally sucked. I felt weird, depersonalized, and just completely nonexistent all day. That day felt like FOREVER...maybe it was just because of that Al Gore movie and being in homeroom for so long, or maybe it was because of the screwed up schedule, but I just felt horribly weird all day. And it got even worse in foods...*sigh* That's usually my favorite class, since Narret's in it, but it got messed up last time because of this girl. This girl that I used to be best friends with, but she and I, well, broke up a few years ago because...well, she did it. I could go on and on about this, but she said some really horrible things to me and didn't want to be my friend anymore...caused this huge argument against me, and I didn't know why. We had so much fun together...and, ah jeez, I'm going to stop talking about the past now, but really, it was horrible. So anyhoo, we haven't talked at all these past 2 years, even though we've seen each other in the halls and whatnot, I've completely avoided her at all costs because I felt so awkward around her ever since all of those words of hatred she threw at me. I used to attempt to wave to her and talk, but she never would back...so anyhoo, my one friend in the class invited her to come since she had a free period, and well, I sure didn't want that. She acted to me as if we were good friends, as if nothing happened, and as if she really CARED about what's been happening to me...I was a vague as possible, and I avoided any eye contact with her the whole time. It was the most awkward feelings I've ever had, and I hated it...she made that period feel like the longest one ever. I told her my email address cause she asked, but I doubt she'll email me...it's too late, she can't make up for the things she did to me...I never want to be friends again.
Narret, you know who I'm talking about, right? I don't know if you ever knew about what happened between us though...so, yeah. Anyhoo...off that topic now!!! The groomer lady should be getting here soon to attend to my messy dog, and then after that we're going to go to my eye appointment for me to have my eyes checked. No, I wear glasses still, and I like them. I don't want to wear contacts for several reasons; one of which being because I think I look better in glasses. *laugh* Other than that, we might be looking to buy a new tv...and that's it. *nods*
How long is this post?? Too long for me to post a vid? Eh...whatever. The song is "Communicate" by BT (great techno/electronica artist), and it's to the anime Elfen Lied. *nods* It's really an awesome amv...seriously, the person that made it matched it up all SO WELL. ^__^ Enjoy!!!
That's it for me...sorry if this post was really long again. ^^; I can't help it!! *hugs* I'm sorry again cause I probably won't be able to visit many people, if any, today. *bows in apology* Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day!
