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Birthday 1988-11-12 Gender
Female Location PA in the USA Member Since 2006-02-14 Occupation Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name Kelsey
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Achievements getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals to find my purpose in life Hobbies watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
*stares at comments and wonders how long it would take me to read them all* Hmmm...I only read some of them right now, sorry!! ^^;;; I got so many, and all of them were VERY long!! *huggles* Thanks soooo much. Like, wow. Anyhoo, I'm glad that you liked my wallpaper! ^_^ I really liked making that one, too. Thanks for the comments about my list of facts! Most of you are quite similar, what with the shyness on the phone, liking the rain, and whatever else I said! *laugh* Hyli, wow, now THAT's the long comment that I was used to! I swear, it was longer than my post! ^^; Markie, yours, too. *hugs* Yes, I do have different anime on my "currently watching list", don't I? Stopped watching Tsuyokiss cause it started to suck more. *laugh* Asatte no Houkou is still pretty good though, and Winter Garden is only 2 episodes, so yeah. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks again so much for everything!
Ok, so right now I'm in Ms.Jones's room. ^_^ I had service club, and I finished what little work she had for me to do. All I did was go through the schedules to find the kids that had detentions she needed to give...so once I found their schedule, I wrote down where they'd be during her free periods so she could GIVE them the detentions! ^^ Isn't that fun? I loved looking at the reasons for their detentions, especially when I know the person! *laugh* Cause Ms.Jones is in charge of the alphabet that includes my homeroom...and I think I was there when the one girl said to my homeroom teacher that "teacher detentions are bullshit". ^^;; Haha, serves her right. Anyhoo, so I did that, and now I'm on here obviously...listening to some Angela Aki on imeem because my mp3 player's battery has died! I need to charge it when I get home.
So today...I've had gourmet 2, and we ate our full-coure meal that we made (obviously), which included the cornish game hen, garlic roasted potatoes, biscuit, and veggie stir fry. I wasn't looking forward to this, mainly cause of that biatchy girl, but she wasn't here today!! ^_^ Yay! So I actually got to talk some to the other girls and was somewhat included. The food was ok, most was pretty dry-tasting...but eh...and plus that was at 8am. ^^;;; Yeah. After that was philosophy class, and man, I'm getting bothered by what we talk about...I guess cause I'm too much of a "thinker" or something...so I get fed up, confused, and just plain old disturbed by thinking about the universe, its creation, the concept of time, and death and crap...*sigh* Um, so yeah, after that was animation, where I barely did any work again...I just don't feel like doing that project because I suck so much. Then I had art 3D, where I worked on my wolfie sculpture. It's actually coming along quite well! His face looked weird, so my teacher helped me fix it. ^^; I've been working on the texture of his fur now.
Yup, so that brings me to now. As for yesterday...uh.....*thinks* Well, I don't remember much of anything happening. Just the usual probably...yeah, my memory is awesome these days. I did talk to Markie after school, and also chatted for a bit with Rachel (AA) after dinner. Yesterday, for the most part, was ok...except that I was pretty depressed for certain reasons really unknown still...and I still am like that today! *sigh* Bleh..it's so stupid! I just get depressed, and I sorta know why, but I don't really, and then when I try to think of WHY, it makes me feel worse. Anyhoo, so I made another wallpaper. As far as my knowledge goes, it was featured this morning! ^^ I wonder if it still is. Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Yeah, so please download/comment if you'd like! This wallpaper was more of a poetry one...like I got the pic, did my changes to it, and then I thought of a poem that would go along with the character's thoughts. I enjoy doing that.
After making the wallpaper, I replied to Magnus's email. She's been doing ok, and she's really been missing us on MO...and some of you noticed that she turned her profile back on. She's just been meandering around sites, taking a look in on us...and she's been considering coming back, but she's not quite sure. She's worried about the workload of commenting on sites and getting caught up with us. I gave her my advice on the subject, and I think that whatever she decides will be fine. ^^ Continuing with the subject of friends, Sweet-Mizuki is back! *hugs her* I've missed you so much!! ^__^
Back to the topic of Magnus's email...she asked me a question..."What is your reason for waking up each morning?" I found that a very hard question to answer these days...I see no point sometimes...I feel like sleeping and dreaming is more real and more "fun" than actually being awake. I find it a chore to get up and go through the day...quite often...I don't feel like I'm living each day AT ALL. It's all just an illusion, and I hate it. I'm confused, and I don't know why...thus being one of my reasons for being depressed I suppose. Anyhoo, came up with a poem last night...
I feel like I'm cheating;
To be two sides in one.
Feelings swaying
Here and there,
But every way is wrong.
Confusing swirls
About my heart,
And I don't know
Which way is right.
I'd stay in the middle;
I'd split myself in two,
But neither can be done,
So what am I to do?
Yup....^^; Umm...I know exactly what I was thinking with this poem...ehh...so, yeah. I hope you liked it! ^^; Regardless of its obscurity and whatnot. Now for an amv! The song is "Stand in the Rain" by Superchick, and the anime is Rozen Maiden. ^_^
Alrighty, I think I've taken up enough of your time...^^; Thanks for visiting me, and have a great day! *hugs*