AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Well...I can't think of an interesting way to start this so...just...thanks for the comments!! Just 10! That's ok though; I suppose lots of people were busy having fun on their saturday or something. ^_^ I'm pretty sure I visited more than 10 people, but it's fine! *huggles* I appreciated all of what was said. Xanth, it was nice to have a good lengthy comment from you once again! *laugh* That's right, slaves! I just need armies of slaves to do the sewing work for me. Haha. darkeangel, I thank you for your opinion on bras...*laugh* It most definitely amused me! I'm glad that you all liked my wallpaper, whether you knew the character or not (I didn't even!), and some of you liked that amv but not everyone. That's fine. ^^ Hmmm...I didn't get any other eager responses though...about MyO Idol! Sorry, kirbysdouble, it seems that I have failed! I don't think we'll get any other entries. ^^; Anyhoo, I feel like I should put up a glossary in my profile or something about commonly used names in my posts! That way you'd know who's who. ^^; destinyssweetman, Markie is Hoaryu on MO. We don't know each other in person yet. *nods* Hmm...so, yes, thanks again for the comments!!!
*yawn* I wish I could've slept better this morning...argh...I woke up at 8:30 to go to the bathroom, and I was like "brrr....it's cold!!! Luckily I'm still tired so I'll be able to go back to bed...in my covers..." So I lay back down, and I bundle up, but nah...I was still cold (dude, it's probably 50 degrees out there, NOT freezing...yet I'm cold?) so I even put my jacket on...still cold. I couldn't fall back to sleep!!! >< I hate that! So I just lied there until 10:30...being uncomfortable. ^^; I'm still chilly, even now! If it isn't 80 degrees+ outside then I don't think we need the air conditioning on. Anyhoo, other than that...well, I don't remember my dreams this time! So I suppose that's it for my morning time.
Just a quick question, do you guys like how my posts are always organized? Because I pretty much have this same order of paragraphs each time...is that good? Or do you like more random/spontaneous posts? If that's the case, I'm sorry! ^^; I'm quite concrete sequential and have OCD tendencies like that! But putting this question here made it different from usual. ^_^
As for yesterday...yesterday sorta sucked. I did get a lot of visiting done, and had a good amount of time to myself when Corey was working, but I was that chipper. ^^; I got into one of my down moods...and I just didn't feel like doing anything or being happy! I felt like crying, but I didn't. If I don't have a specific reason to cry, then I shouldn't...like I don't know why I get depressed most of the time; I just do. Anyhoo, so I made two new wallpapers yesterday...two new wallpapers! But they SUCK. I'm not very happy with either of them, and I was surprised to see how few downloads I got on the one...though usually my wallpapers in that style get a ton! I think it's cause it really did SUCK, and I shouldn't have even submitted it. The other one I'm getting used to, and I think is ok...but as some people in the comments already mentioned, it IS too busy-looking and some stuff wasn't needed. I guess I just wasn't in a good wallpaper-making mood either. Maybe I should take a break?
If you want to see the wallpapers, you'll have to go to my portfolio and see them yourself; I don't feel like putting them in my post for once. ^^; Constructive criticism is much appreciated! Though I don't always take it well. *laugh*
Sorry, this post is taking another depressing turn! Here's a poem I wrote last night, before going to bed! ^_^; It's um, ABOUT suicide. That doesn't mean I was being suicidal.
Why is it that we suffer
Through life,
Despite knowing that it's
So easily ended with a knife?
The strength to go on
Isn't always there--
It slips away so simply
With a thought of "I don't care."
Some fancy objects that are sharp,
Others pop too many pills,
But in their thoughts it doesn't matter,
Just as long as it kills.
So how does one handle
All these morbid feelings?
Being cheated and ripped off
By the life God's been dealing.
I had more at the end of this poem...but I took it off because it didn't really fit. I don't know; whatever! ^^; Depressing? Yes. I'm sorry if I ruined anyone's day with this! It could use a better ending, but I didn't know if I wanted to keep it morbid or make it uplifting...so it just ends there. You like it? ^^;;
Now then, as for today...I hope I get out of this slump of a mood and have a good day. Corey's home, of course, so who knows how much visiting I can get done today. I'm sorry if I don't get to all of you. *hugs* I don't know if we'll do anything though, like see a movie or whatever, so yeah, I don't know! Anyhoo, here's an amv! The song is "Castles and Dreams" by Blackmore's Night, and the anime is Utena. ^_^ It's from the show, not the movie this time! ^^; In the tv series, Utena's (pink) hair is long, but it's short in the movie. This is shoujo-ai, but I don't think there's anything in this one...unless they show the ending when Utena and Anthy kiss. That's all. Enjoy!
Thanks so much for visiting me...and putting up with this post of mine! ^^; *hugs* I hope you have a wonderful day regardless!
