AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
*hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs* I love you guys!!! Or as people in Pittsburgh (2 hours away from me) would say, "I love yunz!!" ^^; Yes, odd ways of speaking they have!! (apparently I do, too...because that sentence was worded like Yoda!) Anyhoo, I really appreciate your comments. You're all so sweet. I thank you soooo much for keeping Koneako in your prayers (and I'm sure she is thankful, too). *nods* Or thoughts...or hopes...or whatever it is you do. ^_^ *hugs her* She is just such a wonderful girl. Anyhoo, I'm glad you all liked my new wallpaper, too! It was featured for a while. About the thunderstorms, yes, I do indeed love them!! Gi-chan, hehe, so I might like them more than you? Possibly so! Steph, I wub you! *huggles* I do believe you should get your spiders to cut your grass for you AND do a little rain dance! I appreciated all of your support with me and my depression...and annoyances with my laptop. I just don't know what's wrong with it!!! Sam, like you, my laptop was used! It was my oldest brother's, and he gave it to me for X-mas...and he's had it for some years, too. ^^; I need a new one! Anyhoo, thanks again everyone for everything. *hugs*
I'm currently in Japanese class...not paying attention to class...I didn't have any free periods today so I couldn't post earlier. ^^; This Thursday is my Last day of school!!! Woot! All the underclassmen still have to be there until...well into June. *laugh* This is so great! ^_^ But I'm just as upset because, well, I'm going to miss a lot of people...T-T Soooo many people!! Well, I guess I'll just talk about my day so far...homeroom we had a sub, and she was a biatch! She didn't let me have my cell phone out (Markie, that's why my tm was a bit later than usual!), despite the fact that it's still before school and I helped set up the tv and all for the morning announcements. Also in homeroom I received...2 sweet gifts of Hershey's kisses!! And a heart balloon!! ^^ You see, we have this thing "Kiss a Senior Goodbye" where underclassmen can purchase chocolate kisses and balloons, too to send to a senior that they'll miss or whatever. ^_^ One was from Deepthi (I wub her!!), and the one with the balloon was from Alice (she's in my dance class). I'm so happy to have such great friends younger than me! In fact, I have more younger friends than friends my age. ^^;;
Umm...my other classes...nothing happened. I'm pretty much done my animation except for some quirks. And nothing else of interest has happened...I had dance; my last dance class ever! Woot! In highschool at least. ^^ Anyhoo, since nothing else happened today, I'll just talk about yesterday. First off, we didn't see a movie or go out to eat.
Yesterday SUCKED. Yes, I'm putting it bluntly. I was miserably depressed all day, and the major contributor to that was Koneako! I was worried about her all day!! ^^; Other than that, I was just miserable on the normal level! I couldn't help but worry and just be bleh for no other reasons. And then I went on MO later in the day to receive a PM from the mods or whatever...about then deleting one of my wallpapers!! >< That really pissed me off! They said it was because of "image quality." But then their comment was, "Please do no submit non-anime wallpapers into the misc anime category." Right...um...sure! Then make a category for NON-ANIME. It was my Miyavi one that I made for doasinfinity as a request! That was from 5/15. He's a j-pop singer...dude, I just got so pissed off about it because, well, that isn't a good reason to just go and DELETE a wallpaper...I got so worried, too. I thought that they were going to get rid of my account or something.
Well, before all of that deletion mess...I made a new wallpaper. It's a cute, pretty, light, pink, girly, sweet one. As I type it's featured as well. ^_^ I didn't think it'd be featured, but wow! It was more or less inspired by Koneako and any other friends of mine that I care for. Hosted By theOtaku.com.
So last night I was just really fed up with things...and I ended up crying before going to bed...I cried when I was praying! ^^; Jeez...yeah, call me crazy or whatever you want...anyhoo, before that I also wrote a poem. Enjoy! ^^;;;
Plushes here, there, everywhere;
Stuffed animals to keep me company.
Even now, I have an abundance;
Is it because of my insecurity?
My need for something
To love and to hug?
They keep me warm
When depressed in cold;
They smile for me,
Or so I'm told.
When I'm unable to myself.
Soft and consoling,
Though lifeless and unreal.
They're there for me,
When that's how I feel.
Pretty straight-forward...and "when that's how I feel"..."that's" refers to "lifeless and unreal", if you didn't realize that at first. ^^; Good? Bad? Well, that's just how I felt last night...as I hugged my many stuffed animals...anyhoo, here's an amv. The anime is Maria-sama ga Miteru (shojo-ai; I believe there's kissing in this one...), and I don't know what the song is. It's in Spanish I think! It's good though!! ^_^
Ok, thanks very much for visiting me. I think this post was long...anyhoo...I don't know how much visiting I can do today. We're probably going out to eat TONIGHT, and I have my essays for Philosophy to work on as well. Have a great day!!
