AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Thank you guys soooo much! *huggles* ♥ Hehe, hearts! I can make them now! *laugh* Anyhoo, thanks for the comments...I sorta feel guilty getting all these nice comments from you guys when I haven't been doing the same...as much as I should anyways. *bows in apology* Um, so yeah...anyhoo...*hugs* Jungy!!! Yes, yes, I'm a druggie-girl...*laugh* That cracked me up!! I think it's great that lots of you picked up on "the pill" joke; haha, I'm not taking THE pill...just a sleeping pill. Um, Silver Star Rose, it's been a while!! *hugs* Yay! But, no! I didn't get a REAL horse; *laugh* that was just in the video game I was playing. ^_^ Yug, I loved your comment as always--what with its random Death Note-ness. No, I'm not Kira; I don't want to kill you!! *huggles* With hugs maybe. ^_~ Curse, don't worry about it; I'm guilty of the same thing...so don't worry about commenting. Thanks for the comments and whatnot on my wallpaper! I'm glad you liked it! I'll talk more about that stuff later though. ^^; Oh, and some friends were super surprised that I liked Cantarella (apparently not many people know about it!); Yes, I DO! And to those that seemed interested...remember, it's a manga, not anime. Thanks again, and I hope that some of you will look into Monster sometime as well. ^__^
Ok, so I was a bad girl last night...T-T I took 1/4 of a sleeping pill. *laugh* How can I be a druggie-girl if I don't even take a whole piece?? ^^; But anyhoo, it was rough again trying to sleep last night...so I just didn't want to waste any more precious hours of sleep...that's why! I didn't get it either because I felt so tired before I lied down! I thought I was going to fall right asleep...but instead thoughts kept going through my mind. NON-STOP. I wrote a poem (I'll post it later), and just the whole time I was laying there I was just thinking angry and totally emo thoughts. ^^;;;; *sigh* I swear, I really wanted to stab something...of course I couldn't so I just ended up hitting my bed...and my head (don't worry, I didn't hurt myself...my tiny little arms couldn't hurt a fly). >> Well, so when I did fall asleep I had crappy dreams about my favorite stuffed animal Puffy (you know, Jungy) being ripped up. TTT-TTT Yeah, well, that was my night...
Here's the poem that I wrote...it didn't really convey how I was feeling...like, at the time. I wanted to make another frustrated and depressing one, but instead I made it more analytical...I don't know...um, I hope you like (?) it.
♥
They say to "listen to your heart,"
But that's a hard thing to do.
It doesn't speak in terms
That are sensible to you.
So what about the mind?
Can't we think our problems through?
No, that makes it even harder
To decipher what is true.
I don't quite understand them--
These faculties of ours;
Our minds that think too much,
And our hearts that push and cower.
It's sometimes just too confusing;
To which should we look for power?
A combination of the two;
Of course that would seem right,
But balancing both sense and passion
Provide an un-ending fight.
So I'll give up for now on this
Until someone comes through with the light.
♥
Yeah, I used a lot of big words it seems! That's why it's not like most of my others...^^;;
Ok, so yesterday...well, for the most part, it was another nothing day...but it was even more nothing than the other. I wasn't in the best of moods...for some reason I couldn't concentrate on ANYTHING. Like visiting sites--I'd go to one of yours and start to read, but then I'd get this feeling that shook me...I just couldn't focus on anything. I'm really sorry. I only got to like 5 people MAYBE. T_T I'm sorry. I was in an emo mood I suppose...it was good early on in the day, and I was chatting with Box (aka Rachel aka aurionaddict) on myspace (heave forbid! I haven't been on there in soooo long) and some with Jungy via PM's...and a new friend that also likes Cantarella. Anyhoo, then as the day went one I just couldn't keep happy...
Another thing that frustrated me was MO! So I made my new wallpaper...and I went to the page, and everything was screwed up. Some of you already saw that update about the possible "Otakulypse 2.0"...yeah, I knew something was up!! >< ARGH, so it really pissed me off...now things are supposedly back to normal, and I had to re-submit my wallpaper...and it sucks cause I already had 20+ downloads on it despite the messed up site. T-T Well, so yeah...I really like it. I'm proud of it. It's of Shinku from Rozen Maiden...please download/comment!! *hugs* Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Yeah, so today is Corey's last day at work...last f-ing day!!! >< Boo on him...why is he such a lazy jerk??? Anyhoo, so now his "real summer", as he puts it, will begin...he had better get another job soon...soon! Anyhoo, so with that comes less "me time" for, well, me. These coming weeks when he is jobless will cause me to probably go slightly crazy. I won't get much computer time so I'm terribly sorry ahead of time for any lack of visitations...*sigh* I'm already bad enough as it is!!! I hope you can forgive me. Um, so....I don't know what else to say. I wish he were like my oldest brother D...but he's not...
Ok, I'll go look for an amv now. *laugh* Well, this one is just crazy. Some of you (Driffter, Shishou) have heard some Dresdon Girls songs!! And they're, yup, crazy...anyhoo, this is "Girl Anachronism" and the anime is Ouran. It revolves around Renge...haha...be prepared. ^^ I like it though; it really grows on you the more you listen!
Well, I must thank you dearly for visiting me. *hugs* I love you all...I'm sorry I haven't been a better friend lately. Have a wonderful day!
