AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
*hugs* Thanks so much for the comments, my dear friends!! T^T I love you guys. You're all so darn sweet to me...even when I don't get to visit!! T-T You're all wonderful pep-talkers! I love your advice and encouragement...because I usually don't get that from people in real life. Anyhoo, people I haven't heard from in a while!! RACHEL (aka Box), OMG, thanks for commenting! *huggles* Same with Imasyon, Jay, Heley, and Monica! I'm glad you haven't forgotten about me. ^_^ Thanks for the compliments on the Light wallpaper I made the other day! I'm glad you liked it. Marisela and Alex, you two are awesome. *hugs* Marisela, your comment really helped to calm me and everything! Such great advice! And Alex, thanks for giving me another Misuzu plushie and having her be with me. ^_^ Reth-chan, those odd sleeping habits don't sound normal! You poor thing; I think something's up! *hugs* Alrighty, thanks a ton again!
Well, luckily that other night must've just been a fluke! I slept fine last night! Well, I FELL asleep fine at least. It was the dreams and then falling back to sleep after waking up at 7am part that troubled me! I had extremely stressful dreams where I was crying a lot in them...and it was most definitely caused by the things that happened yesterday. ^^; When I woke up at 7, I couldn't breathe at all, and I heard some sort of strange beeping sound...I didn't know where it came from, but it sure did annoy me! It actually might've been a bird, but if that's the case, then man, thats the weirdest sounding bird! *laugh* I don't know, but I couldn't fall back to sleep for a while...but I finally did to get another hour or so of sleep. ^_^ As you might be able to tell, AngelBest probably has, I'm posting a little later today! That's because it's the first morning in a LONG TIME when Corey isn't here to torment me. T-T He and mom went to the Chiropractor.
*nods* So as I said, I'm finally getting a break from that tyrant of a brother! Mom is taking him to the chiropractor and then after that, she's taking him to the mall to go around to stores and hopefully apply for some jobs. *prays* I really want him to get a job!! So today I finally have time to myself. *giant sigh of relief* It might not be for long, but I'll savor it! I can visit people, make a wallpaper (maybe), and possibly even sing and record for the next round of MyOtaku Idol! Brought to you by Kirbysdouble! I'm not sure what song I'll sing...anyhoo, so everyone interested is welcome to enter! ^_^ Go to his site for more info or PM him about it.
Oh, Kaisap, my imeem playlist is working again. For some reason it was down yesterday, but it's fine now. ^^
Ok, yesterday...sorry, but I'll probably end up ranting more about my brother...because that's all that happened yesterday, he made my day horrible. ^^; *sigh* So anyhoo, the morning time was fine (I finished all of those thank you letters, yay!), no arguments...but after that, yeah. >< I don't know, he's just been a total jerk lately. My mind isn't even thinking straight right now so I'm sorry! I was quite depressed yesterday, and it was mainly cause of him! He took out more of his frustrations on me (Yug, I think you're very right)...I'm tired of his mental and verbal abuse. You see, he wanted to set up these auctions in Ebay, right? Well, he never does any work so of course he'd be making me do them anyway...well, he gave me lots of trouble with them...cause I didn't want to do ALL the work like usual. >> He called me flat-out "stupid" to start with, and then he started another argument about me being selfish, easily angered, mean, and unsympathetic. Can you believe that?? You see, he hurt his hand a little bit before this argument happened, and because I wasn't showering him with sympathy he calls me all of that. It's VERY HARD to show him sympathy when he NEVER shows me any...when he just makes things worse for me.
For goodness' sake...he's just ridiculous...anyhoo, he said other things like me never doing anything "productive" or anything to repay him and mom after "all these years of us buying you things." WTF??? I'm sorry, but he is just retarded...he gets on my nerves so badly...sorry I always complain about him, but I can't help it. I know there's love in him somewhere, but his personality has been warped these past few years...>> Anyhoo, if you'd like to see the auctions I worked ever-so hard on, click here. I know, only 4...but they take a while...plus, I had to take all the pictures, too. *sigh* I hope they sell.
So yeah, yesterday sucked, I didn't make a wallpaper, and nothing happened except me getting upset! Today will be better since they're out of the house! I hope! T-T Anyhoo, sorry about this boring post! Here's an amv now. It's a Samurai X one; the song is "Swords" by Leftfield. Enjoy!
Well, thank you VERY much for visiting me. *hugs hugs* I appreciate those of you that keep putting up with me! ^^; Have a good day!
P.S. Yesterday I also made another MO account, Angel Misuzu. It's not on or anything, it's just in case this one ever screws up (Heave forbid!). ^^
