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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
*hugs hugs* Thanks so much for commenting. Yesterday's post was a boring so I really appreciate those that found things to comment on! *hugs* Like my L wallpaper! I'm so glad you liked it. ^_^ I do, too, so yeah. *laugh* Rethguals, congrats on being the first commenter on my post! You wanted to be that, and you did! Anyhoo, I loved all of your points of view on friends and making wallpapers and whatnot for friends. *nods* Gi-chan, you're totally right! If anyone draws or makes wallpapers and submits them, then that means they're making them for other people...for them to see, to share with them. ^^ My brother just doesn't have a sense of selflessness or giving/caring at the moment. I think he's forgotten what it's like to have friends you care about. ^^; But, um, yeah, EternalParadise and Shishou! It's nice to hear from you again. I've missed you guys! *hugs* Shishou, that was sweet of you to say that about me. ^///^ I doubt I'm the nicest person ever, but thanks. *hugs* Doas, thanks for the long comment and analysis of my dreams; that's so interesting!!! *nods* Hmm...nothing much else to say I guess...just thanks again!!
Well, I didn't sleep that great...T-T Sorry. T^T My mind was just too awake and alert and thinking more! I need something to make my mind rest...other than sleeping pills! ^^; I took a third or a fourth of one past 2am...so, yeah. It sucks, but oh well...I haven't been taking them very often lately, which is good! Anyhoo, so I probably had more weird dreams, but I don't remember them this time. I woke up in the morning to our neighbors' barking dogs and other noises...so it was hard to rest...but there's nothing we can do about it! When I got up, I checked my emails, replied to PM's...and surprisingly, went through my fanart! ^^; I decided to re-submit one and submit another fanart that I did years ago. *laugh* I haven't been drawing at all lately...so I only have old artwork. I really should re-submit most of my old pieces because back then, I didn't have friends...and no one voted or commented on them. Oh well. So I'm currently waiting for them to upload so I can show you. *waits*
Last night, also while trying to sleep...a poem, or at least words, came into my head. So I decided to write it down! Without a light on! Hah, but I'm so amazed that I wrote pretty darn well in the dark (well, I DO have a night-light...*laugh*). XD I wrote on the lines and everything. Anyhoo, so here it is...think what you want on it.
"I'm sorry."
For what?
"For everything."
Everything?
Is that what I mean?
"I don't know."
I just let it all out...
For loving and leaving,
For losing and grieving,
I'm filled with self-doubt.
I just don't get it;
I really don't.
"I'm sorry."
Am I?
I just don't know...
"I'm sorry."
Yeah, so like I said...think what you want on it. I didn't try to force much rhyme into it this time. ^^; It's just sorta there...hmm...I won't say if that's how I've been feeling exactly, but I kind of have...I'm just going to leave it at that...did you like it? ^^;
Ah, yes, Kaisap has told me, and I read in her post...and I visited etc. that the Otaku Cooking Club is now up and running! It's open for business, if you will. ^__^ All are welcome, even if you don't cook or don't think you cook well! Bakers and everyone are welcome, too! *hugs* So please visit if interested!
*still waiting for art to submit* Anyhoo, yesterday...well...it wasn't that interesting. I suppose that's why I'm trying to fill this post with goodies for you to direct your attention to instead. ^^; After watching some anime (the first Maria-sama ga Miteru OAV episode) and having lunch, we were all going to go over to the pool. That didn't happen; instead, just mom and I went to the pool. ^^ The guys (aka Dad and Corey) went to this car lot far away to try and find Corey a car to buy. Yes, he NEEDS his own car...>> Maybe when that happens he'll get his job, too. *sigh* Anyhoo, so it was nice by the pool. Totoro had a fun time, though he almost always limps now. I read and went into the jacuzzi. After that nice time there, we went back home (our new home; our pool is at our old house that we're trying to sell) and didn't do much. ^^; I took a shower, then started on a wallpaper but didn't finish it...then it was dinnertime.
After dinner, we watched Advent Children (finally!!), and I really enjoyed it! Of course, I liked it more than Corey because of all the fangirl service. XD *laugh* Bishounen galore, right? Vincent, Sephy, Reno, etcetera etcetera! Hehe. It's funny cause Corey must've been uncomfortable watching it or something...he talked all the way through (man it was annoying) probably because, I don't know, he felt weird watching a show with mostly good-looking guys in it? ^^; I don't know!! But he sure did talk a lot! So, yeah, now I can finally say that I saw FFVII: AC! ^_^
Oh yes, another thing that happened yesterday...was that I checked my emails and got one from a friend ("real life"), and she told me that she was having this going-away party. She's going to Argentina for a year as an exchange student or something! That's pretty darn cool! So anyhoo, she wondered if I could go to the party...I'm not sure yet. But another thing she asked was whether I had this book she gave me! ^^; She GAVE it to me. I swear I thought she gave it to me as a gift...but she was asking if I still had it as if she was only letting me borrow it...so I don't get it. She hasn't replied back yet, but um, yeah...why would she want it back after giving it to me? Well, it's somewhere, and I loved that book...and she gave it to me to keep...so I don't think I'm giving it back. ^^; What does it mean???
As for today, I'm not sure what we're doing...the idea was that we were going to see a movie, but you know how that usually goes with my family. So who knows?? I'm sorry again if I don't get to visit much. I got to most people yesterday though...MOST, not all. *looks* Oooh, ok! My pictures have uploaded! So please vote/comment!! TT-TT Like I said, I drew these a while ago...they're both Fisheye (from Sailor Moon Super S; he's one of the villains), though one is colored and the other isn't. So thanks very much if you do vote/comment! ^_^ Fisheye Colored Version Hosted By theOtaku.com. Flustered Fisheye Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Okies, well, I suppose I should have an amv now. This post is full of goodies, isn't it? ^^; I hope you don't mind! Commenting on poems, post, visiting clubs, and fanart...and amv! This was Kaisap's request/suggestion of an amv! It's "Azumanga DIE-OH"! *laugh* Humorous, very. It's of Azumanga Daioh and has different songs. Enjoy! (I didn't make it)
Wow, I feel like it's taken me forever to write this post! Longer than usual...and I don't even think I wrote as much...^^;;; I don't know, but I hope you're not dead from it. *hugs* Thanks for visiting me, and have a wonderful day!!
