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Friday, July 27, 2007


Warning: thanks, sleep, grandma, movie, yesterday night, today, & sorry/amv
^_^; Thanks for the comments, everyone. *hugs* Yes, ye ol' "iron will poster" (according to Angelbest) is back yet again...posting...obviously. You guys really aren't getting tired of hearing from me?? Just wondering again...anyhoo...thanks for all the comments on my new wallpaper/bg and downloads! I was amazed that it got featured yesterday! Sure, not for very long, but still...I didn't think it would! ^_^ *hugs* Thanks for the congrats to my parents on their anniversary! They've been together for 33 years exactly. *nods* I just said 30+ because I didn't know how many...but now I do...33. I find that amazing...so many couples these days break up and get divorced so easily...I'm really thankful that my parents have stayed together with relatively few problems! Anyhoo, Moon Fangs, I actually could translate most of that French you said! I didn't know you spoke it; that's very cool!! ^^ Mota, Mami-chan, Krusty...and anyone else that hasn't been here in a while; thanks so much for commenting again! *hugs* I've missed you! Doas, I always enjoy your long & detailed comments. XD You're one of the few people that give me commentary on everything I mention! I mean, lots of you do, but you do a good summary...like what I was saying before, how my posts are 80% rambling and 20% importance...I get comments 3 sentences long to my 6+ paragraph posts. Eh, whatever, sorry. Ignore me!! >< Thanks for the comments no matter what! *huggles*

Yup, the "sleep paragraph"...it has found a nice home here in my posts...for the summer, at least. Before I'd talk about what happened in the morning hours of school or on the way to school, depending upon when I could post (what period)! But I no longer have that to mention during the summer...therefore, sleep talk! I slept fine. I just had a bunch more weird dreams...one where I woke up almost crying again...I almost cried, but I didn't want to...I don't even remember what it was about either...but it was apparently very stressful! I know one dream related to what my mom was telling me about last night, about my grandma...and how her condition is getting worse.

Alzheimer's, you know...it's really sad. She, like most of my relatives, live in CA while I'm here in PA (the other side of the country)...so we rarely see her and the others. We only get an account of what's going on from when my aunts or grandpa call...Aunt Sunny called mom and was telling her that grandma can't even seem to talk now...she opens her mouth to say something, but nothing comes out. Like she's forgotten how to speak or something. In a way, it's good we're out here, far from them...to see this happening, but it's also bad because what if she gets much worse and we can't visit them in time? Grandma and grandpa are coming to visit here in October, but who knows if they'll be able to make it...>> *sigh*

Anyhoo...so yesterday was my parents' anniversary. To "celebrate" we went to see that movie, "I Now Pronounce you Chuck and Larry" (thanks to those that knew the title when I didn't!), and I really liked it!! It was humorous, but not "LOL"-funny, but I liked it for its deeper meaning and messages. ^_^ Yeah, that may sound corny and, "How on earth can you get that from an Adam Sandler movie??" But you can! The messages it sends about love, friendship, and treatment of others, despite who they are...it was really sweet actually. I recommend it to you!! My dad, however, didn't care for it...he seems to be a homophobe, and it really gets to me...>> He oftentimes says such mean things about gays...and it hurts me because, well, i'm bi...when I said that, he thought I was joking anyway...*sigh* Anyhoo, so he FELL ASLEEP during the movie...I found that very rude...sure, he's fallen asleep in movies before, but usually they were deserving of that (boring...), but this wasn't! I still can't believe it.

After the movie, we went out to eat...to this place called "Cheeseburger paradise" or something...well, we went there before, and it was pretty good...but not this time. HAH, paradise? NO WAY. The food was nasty...I'll just put it that way. No one got a good meal...it was terrible. I won't even describe it because it was so gross. ^^; *laugh* But at least we always get a good laugh out of terrible restaurants! It brings us together as a family...or something. ^^; So, when we got home, mom decided to make some hot cereal for us to have instead. XD While doing that, we put on the Lostprophets CD "Start Something"...and, well, I LOVE Lostprophets...but this CD brings only bad memories to my mind. Every song on there reminded me of that ex-friend of mine because I got it and listened to it when we were still sorta friends but going down...>> so it reminded me of all the terrible things she said...and that terrible year...and other bad things; I remember the exact day we got it (mom and I), and how Corey was in a terrible mood and made my day horrible...yeah, I remember things really vividly when music or something like that is involved. ^^; Anyhoo, so that put me in a rather depressed mood...I felt like crap for the rest of the night...

So hopefully my mood picks up today...who knows...but, um, today mom and I are meeting D (Derek, my oldest bro) for lunch...and he's bringing his girlfriend! This mystery girl we've been hearing so much about...it's crazy...neither of my brothers have had girlfriends...and I've never met them when they had them (for, like, a day or something...they didn't last long). So I'm somewhat nervous about meeting her! ^^; I know D won't act like he usually does cause he'll probably be trying to show off for her or something. ^_^; It's going to be awkward. So, yeah, I'll need to get ready soon to leave for that...later, Corey is going to acupuncture, so if mom and I get back then...I'll have some computer time. Yay. Sorry I didn't visit many yesterday...I didn't feel up to it...when I got my tiny bit of time...

Sorry, this post is going long, isn't it? ^^; Well, there's always a lot on my mind! >< Sorry! Now for an amv...*picks out random one from faves* The song is "Petal to the Metal" by Kazzer, and the anime is Gad Guard (really good show)! Enjoy!

Well, thanks again, like usual...for putting up with me and my rambling posts. *hugs* I do apologize for any inconveniences! Whether it be my posts or lack of commenting. T-T *hugs* Have a good day!

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