AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
*huggles* Thanks a ton for the comments. I read most of them, but I didn't get to all of them...I'm not feeling too well, and I've gotten a later start to my posting cause of that. :( That means less time...probably...anyhoo...thanks for the wonderful comments and downloads on my wallpaper!! It got featured. ^_^ I was amazed by that...I really didn't think it would. XD Lys, I loved your comment on it...and yeah, her eyes look like that in that scan. *laugh* Roleni-chan, of course I'll make you that wallpaper! Awesome. ^^ Shi-chan!!! Thanks for signing the cooking club's gb; yup, like the others, I've added you. You're now a member! ^^ Woo, people I haven't heard from in a while! *hugs* Koten, saekimidori, RMC, my fellow Japanese guy-crazed Angel (XD), and of course my one and only dear friend that I know in person Narret!!! *glomps all of you* Thanks for commenting again; I've really missed you! Anyhoo, thanks to those that gave me sleeping tips and sympathy. ^^; Unfortunately, last night wasn't a good night either...thanks again for the comments; I'll read them ALL when I can.
Argh, so yeah, like I said...I didn't sleep well again. It took a while (I'm always laying there for well over an hour) again, and then when I fell asleep I was plagued with bad dreams. *sigh* So much stress or something...in every dream, someone or something was dying...or being killed or killing...or blowing things up...>> Jeez, it sucked. In one, I was afraid that my parents had died in a plane explosion or something, and in another I was constantly fearing that Totoro would be run over...and in one, everyone (including me) was going to die...needless to say, I didn't have pleasant dreams. I woke up a lot, and I felt like crap this morning. I had/have that anxiety feeling, and at the moment, I still feel bad. I'm achy everywhere, and my stomach hurts...*sigh* I don't think I'm sick, but I don't know...
Yesterday, I attempted to enjoy my day with Corey and dad still gone...I did, somewhat. I played more FFXII, visited some people (not everyone...of course...and a lot of you got my crappy comments that I hate leaving of "I don't have time etc..." sorry again...), and mom and I went to the pool. I read manga over there and went in the jacuzzi, hoping that would make my back etc. feel better. Eh, it didn't really help...when we went back, I made a wallpaper. It's doctormister's birthday gift! She really liked it, so yay. ^^ It's of Ritsuka from Loveless. It's quite...bright...and interesting, but I think it's cool. XD My friend AurionAddict (aka Rachel) helped me choose which PNG to use. Please download/comment if you want! Hosted By theOtaku.com.
So dad and Corey came back before dinnertime, when I was still on the computer and downloading music...you know when the men are home immediately...just by the aura in the air or something...*sigh* Right when they got home, it was non-stop complaining from Corey. Jeez, he's back alright...I asked my dad, "Didn't you want to get lost at sea???" AKA "why didn't you stay out there longer and keep him away??" So, yeah, now it's back to how it was before...except now it seems that he has MORE aches, pains and overall complaints to dish out...
At night, mom and I watched 2 more I Dream of Jeannie episodes, while I "dined" on my S'mores I made. XD Yum. After that, I went and checked MO again to see who updated that I might be able to visit...a lot...*sigh* But Lindsay (Narret) updated, and I was so glad. I was getting worried about her. See, we know each other from school...we've been friends for about 6 years, and she's such a dear friend to me. Anyhoo, she's been so stressed out and busy with work and going off to college...so I haven't seen her all summer, aside from her graduation party. T_T I read her post, and it made me feel even worse...cause she's feeling depressed about a lot of things, including possible loss of friendships since she's been so busy...and since she's moving for college...so I spent a lot of time leaving her a huge comment; I hope she reads it.
Thinking about her and missing her...and whatnot, well, it brought to me a poem idea...again, while I was trying to sleep...I wrote it down. Here it is.
I want to see your face
One more time;
Feel your skin
Against mine...
As we dance in the starlight
And the moon shines
Once more through the blinds.
I want to feel your warmth
From your body,
Radiating from your laughs,
Illuminating your smile
Once more before you leave.
XD Yes, corny...a bit...umm...yeah, anyhoo, it's just the poem that popped into my head. I hope you like it. Was it any good? ^^;
Today I was supposed to do things with some friends, but luckily she wasn't able to...that's good because I don't know how I'll be feeling for the rest of the day. Sorry again if I don't visit your site...though I usually push myself to TRY to get to everyone...>> So here's an amv then! The song is "Spiral" by Armin Van Buuren, and it's to a lot of Ghibli Studios anime. Enjoy!
Thanks for putting up with me, like usual. ^^; I know, I have huge posts...and this one is probably even longer. T_T *hugs* Thanks. I hope you have a good day!!
