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1988-11-12
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2006-02-14
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Kelsey
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getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
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my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Thursday, August 9, 2007
Warning: written ahead, thanks, today, crappy mall trip yesterday with rude guys, & sorry again
(written last night as if it were today to save time...man..I'm so tired...I hate getting up early! >< Sorry, I said I might not post...but I still did...)
Well, since I have to get ready early for that darn college orientation today...I'm writing this ahead of time...bleh, I don't like doing that...especially since I can't really reply to the comments! :( [I have, like, 3 days of comments to catch up on reading...] Well, anyhoo, thanks for all the comments! You guys are the best! *hugs* I really appreciate them all the time...but then again, why wouldn't I? Thanks to those that downloaded/commented on my wallpaper and wished me good luck today...and also wished me well with my mall trip...^^; I'll talk about that now...I'm going to make this post short because, well, I wasn't even going to post today. ^^;;; So I'm sorry...
The mall trip wasn't all that great...*sigh* I honestly can't count how many times I sighed yesterday, whether it be at the mall or when I got home...*sighs again* Ok, so I got there somewhat late because my mom took forever (which I knew she would do) to get ready. I get there and meet up with my friends; it was great seeing them again--Kin, Karen, Laura (Karen's twin sister), and Kristen. I gave them all hugs and it was all good...until we all got our food (my "lunch" consisting of just a milk shake; I'm becoming less and less healthy with my eating...I think I'm turning into L. XD I've eaten nothing but sweets this summer!) and we had to meet those "friends" of Kin that she invited...this guy she met at her orientation and his best friend (ALSO a guy)...I'm not comfortable around guys at all...it's seemed to have projected into more of a phobia lately. ^^;; Seriously...*sigh* Anyhoo...I wasn't comfortable sitting with them or being near them at all...Kin talked with them the whole time...
That's the problem with her; she always has to have someone else come along when we get together!! It's like she doesn't want to hang out with just us...:( Anyway, so we first headed off to this clothes store that I didn't want to be in at all...it was SO BORING. We were there for 40 f-ing minutes. And during those 40 minutes, the one guy presented himself to be VERY RUDE to me....jeez...this is the first time he talked to me and Karen...he asked, "So...how many boyfriends has Kin had?" We looked at each other surprised and answered, "Umm...1? Yeah, one I guess..." He said, "Oh...wow. She's only had ONE? And she's 20? Crazy...so, um, how many boyfriends have you guys had?" *sigh* Karen: "One. *laughs*" Me: "Zero." [SO??? So what if I haven't?? HUH????] The guy: "Oh...I'm sorry about that...so, is Kin rich?" [duh, you could tell he was interested in her...] Karen and I laughed and both said, "Uh, no...she's average...NOT rich. XD" Well, he seemed disappointed and then asked us where we like to spend our money and on what. Me: "I like Hot Topic." Him: "Oh...you like THAT place? It's...interesting...I've never been there..." [translation: "eewww...I can't believe you shop there! I hate that place; it scares me."] Then I said I liked buying manga and books...again, his answer consisted of "Oh, you're into THAT stuff?" He laughed at me...what a jerk...
*sigh* So anyhoo, that part of the day really got to me...those guys were horrible...I didn't have any fun...I just wanted to go to Borders, which I did...and got 3 manga (yay)...I was so glad to go home, but then Corey got on my nerves anyway...*sigh* So MORE sighing ensued...needless to say that I was pretty depressed and also extremely nervous about this whole orientation thing...T___T I barely ate anything, and I went to the bathroom a lot...>> let's just say: me + social events = stressed out, exhausted, and a nervous wreck. Anyhoo, today's that darn orientation...I'm really nervous, and I don't want to go. I hope that it goes alright. *sigh* My dad's going with me...which I didn't want, but my mom couldn't go due to her allergies to newly renovated buildings (which my college has been). *triple sigh*
Sorry I didn't visit anyone yesterday either...I didn't get the time...I got to like 5 people...I'm really sorry...and today will be worse. Really, please forgive me. V__V I feel so badly about it...*hugs* Thanks for sticking with me though...I'm really sorry again...*sigh* And, um, no amv today...I also made this post really long and involved with that mall trip...I bet you're all bored by it...but it just bothered me a lot, and I needed to get it off my chest...Thanks again for visiting me. Do have a good day for me!
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