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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
T________T *hugs* Thanks a ton for the comments...yes, I know I said I wasn't going to post yesterday...but I just HAD to get out that frustration...as you could tell. ^^; And thanks a lot for the sympathy and whatnot about those guys! I got a lot of equally angry comments, which made me laugh. Several of you would've slapped him, some just curse him out, and others would've fought back verbally with "Well, how many girlfriends have you had??" I obviously didn't do any of those things, and I didn't talk to Kin at all about it...anyhoo, thanks again. And about eating healthfully, well, it's not like I'm totally unhealthy. I think it was just that stressful day that affected me. Though, I admit, I still eat as many sweets as L. XD They're just balanced with other healthier things. Anyhoo, thanks for the comfort with being stressed and the luck for my orientation...I'll talk about that today. *hugs* Thanks again!
I probably could've slept a lot this morning...but I didn't...I at least fell asleep quickly thanks to being tired from waking up early!! I hate waking up early for things. >.< But at least that makes me sleep well. ^^; The neighbor's stupid dogs were barking a lot this morning though, so that woke me up...then I had that darn anxiety feeling again. I don't like it at all...my heart beats so fast and for no reason! *sigh* But I'm just glad I slept naturally.
Ok, so yesterday was that orientation. I have to say that it wasn't TOO bad...I really worried a lot over nothing (I always do that...I worry and am so afraid of the "unknown"). It was just really boring and involved a lot of information-spewing. People talked to us about a lot of things, most of which I don't remember, and we were taken in groups with our similar majors. Several girls were also in fashion marketing (I was surprised! I thought there were only going to be a few), and one of them, Sarah, talked to me right off the bat. So I sorta made friends with her. She was nice, and we stuck together for most of the time, until lunch...when she met this other girl and guy. -_- I made another friend (kind of), Jessie, who doesn't have the same major as me though...but we'll have that FYE class together. She looked like she was into anime and video games so that's why I took to her. XD We didn't talk about hobbies though so I'm not sure.
Anyhoo, the funny things that happened yesterday involved my dad. After we finished lunch, we wondered around campus trying to find some things that my dad was interested in getting for me (parking pass etc.)...so we were outside for a TINY bit, and then he opened the door and went back in. A while later, when he was talking to this lady in an office (there are a ton of offices there...) I looked at his jacket (he had a suit on)...only to notice some white substance on it. "Hmm...what's that? Eewwww!! It's bird poo!!!" XD So during that little time we were outside, a bird must've pooped on my dad's jacket. I told him, and he was quite surprised and upset. Hah, he was walking around with bird poo on him. Another funny thing was that...well, my dad loves taking naps, and he didn't miss his opportunity yesterday. ^^; While the parents were in the library (we kids had another presentation to sit through), he went to "read a book." He ended up falling asleep there...and when he woke up, they were all gone. XD Only my dad could do that...
So, yeah, it wasn't that bad...but they did give us MORE THINGS TO DO before school actually starts. --_-- That means more stress. *sigh* Another thing online to do, along with that stupid AlcoholEdu course, and there's also another orientation day, Saturday the 25th (27th is first day)...*sigh* I don't want to go...I want my summer back!! T__T Well, when I got home, more bad things happened, increasing my stress and depression. I'm so socially exhausted...you know my friend Karen? That set up the mall trip? Well, she sent me this email about how I'm "insensitive" to other people and how she felt like I just cared about Kin during the trip...that I didn't enjoy being with her because Kin was always off with those guys. T__T She said other rude things to me, which were NOT true...it wasn't like that at all!!! And she even mentioned that ex-friend who totally ruined me emotionally...that was a "low blow" sorta thing...*sigh* So I was just so sick of friends at that point that I really didn't visit anyone...she called and apologized about it, but I don't care...-_-
I made a wallpaper...so please comment and download! I wanted to make a depressing one cause that's how I was feeling, but it didn't end up that way... I know it isn't great...I suck...I should stop making them. ^^; Hosted By theOtaku.com.
This post is getting long...but oh well! Just bare with me please!! *sigh* Yes, I've been quite stressed lately with a lot of things!! I'm just really tired of this summer...it wasn't much of a summer...I want it back...it was supposed to be MY SUMMER, not the summer yet again controlled by my brother and ruined by stupid friendships. And I'm sorry again that I haven't visited a lot lately...like I said, I'm pretty "socially exhausted" at this point...I may read your post, but I probably won't comment...and if I comment, then you're lucky...really...I'm sorry. T___T I also barely get any time to do so anyway...here's an amv...the song is "that's what girls do" by No Secrets, and the anime is Tiny Snow Fairy Sugar (I love it!!!)
-_________-; Again, please forgive me...I tortured you with another huge post...and my lack of commenting sure doesn't help. *hugs* Thanks so much for staying my friends...I really appreciate it...have a good day!
