AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
Personal
Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Thankies for the comments. *hugs* I got several from people who haven't been around in a while!! Like ulterego, ichigirl, MDA, Amila, and bishieluver!! Thanks so much!! I've missed you, and it certainly was quite the surprise hearing from some of you. ^_^ Thanks for coming back, even if it was just for one post! I would've had very few comments if you guys didn't happen to come here yesterday. XD Especially since 9breaker, you commented twice! It was humorous to read the same comment, just slightly different. You must've forgotten that you already commented! Anyhoo, some of you are the same as me: really scared of bees, but others (like 9breaker) don't mind them...even befriends them! I couldn't imagine doing that. *shakes head* How do you even PET a bee?? Umm...I'm glad you liked the wallpaper; it was featured all day, and I got so many downloads! I couldn't believe it. ^^; How is it that I get more downloads on one that I barely spent time on?? Oh well. Oh, and I'm glad you like the new theme. Thanks again everyone!
I'm pretty tired this morning...I fell asleep pretty well though...but I just woke up a lot. Weird dreams, realistic dreams, dreams that just made me wake up right away. :( Plus, I didn't feel well...hopefully my stomach ache goes away. Having that and feeling hot and cold throughout the night didn't help...but whatever. *sigh* Nothing else to say.
Hmmm...*thinks* I forgot what I was going to say here...-___-; Errr...stupid memory!! >< *thinks more* Oh well, I guess I'll talk about yesterday then!! Nothing happened yesterday! Isn't that surprising??? We didn't go out at all...well, mom and dad did, but they just did errands. I, like usual, had to stay home with Corey...*sigh* I got to play some FF12; we watched more anime (re-watching Muteki Kanban Musume, very funny); I got a little computer time...I didn't make a wallpaper, sorry. It's not like it'd be that great anyway...I really envy those people that can make really great ones all the time! Like Sesshy, Lys, Shishou, filo05, sweetdevil...T___T I know you guys say mine are really great, but they aren't...when one of them says that my wallpaper needs a lot of work, then I KNOW it does...v_v
Anyhoo...I'm just going to rant on something here...something that I seem to do a lot...but, ugh, I'm really tired of...I don't know...this life I'm living?? No, don't worry, I'm not suicidal...I just wish certain things in it were better. You know why I like to post here everyday?? It's because at least this way I get out the things that are bothering me or I actually get feedback from what I say! I'm not being totally ignored...being in the house with my brother almost all the time makes me feel insignificant. He never listens to anything I say...if I try to tell him something I find interesting (maybe like my dreams), he doesn't make any sound of acknowledgment as if he heard what I said...he just ignores. He doesn't talk to ME, he talks to our DOG...things that should be directed towards me or things maybe about me (said rudely) are said to our dog. "Right, Totoro?" T___T The only person I can talk to and complain about things or whatever is my mom...I tell her my dreams and everything, and she listens! But I can't always talk to her, especially since I'm with Corey for most of the day...but he never gives me any credit...also, nothing is ever mine. It's either shared or his. If I want something for myself, then I'm deemed "selfish" or "greedy." I know, I went over this before...
Sorry...but I need to get that out of my system...I'm tired of being treated like an inanimate object...scratch that, he values those more than me...*sigh* Sometimes I do wonder what it'd be like if I died. Would he even care?? Who knows...jeez...sorry for going on and on about this problem that you're tired of hearing about. :( I just have nothing else interesting to talk about, I guess...I still have that crap to do before school starts...and I have to find SOME WAY to get out of that all-day orientation the saturday before the first day...T__T Ugh.
Sorry, boring today...and not feeling great...I'll just show an amv like usual...The song is "Cool Vibes" by Vanilla Ninja (they're songs are really good! just starting listening to them yesterday), and the anime is Peacemaker Kurogane (I love that show!).
Well, thanks for visiting me...I think this post was shorter than usual...probably...I don't think anything is up for today either, but um, sorry if I don't visit. *hugs* Have a good day!!
