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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
Personal
Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
T__T *hugs* Thanks for the comments, you guys...my amount is going down, but that's understandable, and I don't mind! I always get wonderful comments from wonderful friends...thank you. *hugs* Driffter, Marisela, Imasyon, and littlemiko!! It's been quite a while since I last heard from you guys. ^_^ I'm glad you took some time to visit me. Littlemiko, you know I'm always willing to talk with you about your problems. *hugs* I have before. *nods* Yug, you see how I'm feeling, and that's similar to your sister so I suggest you being nicer to her!! *nods* Anyhoo, thanks to everyone for your sweet words of advice and encouragement about everything. :( I really appreciate it...I can't say that it's totally cheered me up, but it gave me some good insight and...errr, yeah. I know you guys care for me, and I thank you so very much. *hugs* Caring for a person you don't even know in person...it's crazy, but that's what we do here. ^_^
Umm...I'm really tired. ^^; I didn't sleep well at all last night...thanks to a lot of things...all stress-related. *sigh* I had a horrible stomachache again...I felt nauseous, too....-__- I tossed and turned and didn't feel better at all...and I had a lot of things on my mind that were bothering me...since yesterday was a really stressful and bad day for me. T_T So I just had to take a piece of a sleeping pill to fall asleep...I don't think I would've slept at all if I didn't...I woke up a lot, too...still not feeling well...now I feel a little better though...oh, and another thing is that one of my wisdom teeth is coming through, and it hurts. I can't even close my mouth without feeling this pinching sensation. T__T I don't want to go to the dentist and have them say "Oh, we'll have to pull them..." Ugh...
You don't have to read this if you don't want to...it's about what happened yesterday, but it's similar to what I'm always complaining about. Anyhoo, so after an ok morning getting along with Corey, he got the mail...yay, a delivery. You see, we ordered some DVD's from animecastle (an anime store online) a week or so ago, and we've been waiting for them. So he opens the box only to find that all of the DVD's are in horrible shape...the covers and everything are wrinkled and wet...we later found out that the store had a "minor flood" and that, well, ruined some of their merchandise. -__- So Corey got really mad about that...but even more so at the fact that one of the dvd's was the wrong volume...so he turned immediately to blaming me because I was the one that ordered (with mom). *sigh* Blaming, blaming...guilt trip....mean...yelling...everything...I wanted to cry so badly, but I didn't...he would've just made fun of me more or something...
I called mom while we were making lunch, and I couldn't really say much since Corey was right there...but mom got the hints that he was rude to me again...and that I wanted to cry. T___T I was about to over the phone...I should've...*sigh* When dad got home, he tried to cheer me up because mom called him and told him what happened...so when he did make me laugh, I laughed so hard...that's when tears came out. Anyhoo, so the day proceeded with me still upset at my brother because he never apologizes, and he was angry at the situation all day...still holding it against me...putting me on a guilt trip for the whole day...even at night, when he watched me place orders elsewhere to get those darn DVD's, so I wouldn't "screw up again." *sigh* Nothing my parents say to him changes him...Lys, I wish that my parents could put him in his place, but he's an adult of 26 years. He doesn't readily change his personality or way of doing things...even when I say something about it...
So I was really stressed out from the day, obviously, and that's probably what made me feel sick. I was also upset that the internet decided to die downstairs...so when I got my computer time, I couldn't even do anything. *sigh* Sorry. :( I ended up just working on that "failure" wallpaper that I wasted an hour on 3 days ago...I didn't really have a choice. Then I burned it to a CD and submitted it from the laptop. I knew it wouldn't get featured; oh well. Please comment/download if you want. Hosted By theOtaku.com.
-__- So after a miserable yesterday, I hope that today goes better...though it's already started badly for my dad, who went over to the old house to get it looking good for an open house today...and he noticed that there's a leak in the basement and other things. He's really stressed over the house; we need to sell it!! T___T Ugh, this summer has sucked...and now i only have less than 2 weeks left...I still need to do that homework crap before the 24th...
Anyhoo, here's an amv. I liked yesterday's...Peacemaker Kurogane is a really good anime. Today is a Honey & Clover one (thanks again, filo05, for making me that wallpaper!!). The song is "Believe"...but I don't know the singer or anything. Enjoy!
Thanks for visiting me. Sorry if this post was repetitive or just depressing. T__T I can't help it...*hugs* Thanks for everything, and sorry about my lack of visits. Have a good day!
