AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Thanks for the comments...seriously. *Hugs* Though I still don't know where everyone went. :( I guess that just shows that most people don't read/comment on posts that are a day or two old...-__-; If it's not highlighted in blue, then forget about it! *sigh* Yes, my 5th and 6th commenters (that commented sunday) said "how can you have so few comments???" I was just as surprised...oh well. Everyone's just busy...and way too busy for me. .__. It's ok though! *hugs* No problem. Thanks to those that did comment! Those that didn't, tis ok; don't bother apologizing. Um, anyhoo, yes, I have a lot of manga! Remember, it's been accumulated over many years! XD And about 70 or so of them came from this anime dvd/manga lot that I won on ebay, which basically cut the price of them in half. *nods* Anyhoo, thanks for the cheering up and whatnot. Don't worry, I would never hurt myself...I hate pain way too much; I'm too afraid. Just the thoughts come to mind. -__- *sigh* Lys, I hope you feel better soon. *hugs* chii00, darkeangel, and ulterego, welcome back!! At least for that one day it was nice hearing from you again. ^^ It's been soooo long! There's more I could reply to, but I won't...thanks again everyone!
*blows nose* Ugh. Still sick...this is sooo stupid. I thought I was getting better...but apparently not! This morning I woke up with that stupid anxiety feeling, too. I hate it. So because of all this mess I couldn't sleep as long as I could've...this is my day where I just have fashion marketing, and it starts at 11:35am. I have my mom come in and get me up at 10:30, but since I'm already up posting...she doesn't really need to. But this morning, I basically woke up the same as my other days--more around 9. *sigh* I'll be tired again today...of course, I had really weird dreams again. School Rumble morphing into Loveless. Very strange. Note: I've never seen Loveless before; I want to though, and we're going to buy the DVD set online for about $22. XD So why am I having dreams involving it? Weird. I also had a dream where I was in French class and didn't know what I was doing; I started crying in class...and in real life...it hurt...so, yeah, waking up crying ain't fun either.
*sigh* Umm...so yesterday...sucked...mentally. -__-; The actual day at school wasn't too bad. I took the math test, and it was only 10 questions!!! NOT GOOD. The test is worth 150 points...so 15 points each...I hope I did well. I think I did. ^^; Najah tried to cheat during the test off of me...God, I really hope that our teacher didn't see it...PLEASE. My problem is that I care too darn much about other people...so that I felt bad for her not knowing; I wanted to help, but it's a test! Argh.. T__T Anyhoo, after math I was supposed to meet Madii for lunch...so I went to the cafe...and waited...and waited...she never came. *sigh* That was depressing. I thought she forgot about me or something, but no, she was being talked to by her teacher...she didn't do any of her work. ^^; Oh well. Then I had history. We watched a video on ancient Greece and whatnot; all I got out of it was how gay they were. *laugh* How it was totally normal for men to have young boys as lovers...teehee...
Hmm...then I had French. *thinks* I don't remember much of it; I guess nothing really happened (thank goodness it wasn't like my dream). Then I had 10 minutes or so to myself; that's when I went to the library and just checked MO...I have a lot of PM's to reply to. -__-; So just hold your horses if you sent me one; I've been really busy and not in the right mind to do anything social...*sigh* So anyhoo, I had English, and I wasn't up to it. Stupid love essay. STUPID. It's due tomorrow, and I finished it last night...I did it early because of those darn fashion designer posters that i have due on thursday, and I wanted to work on them today. Well, I worked on my essay last night, and I can tell you that it's the worst thing I've ever written. It's horrible. I couldn't collect any good thoughts about my thesis, and it's all jumbled up. My mind was too preoccupied on being depressed and feeling sick...*sigh* I even emailed my teacher about it...she says to go to the writing center...-__-;
Sorry, this is getting long...and I haven't even begun to tell you about how crappy I feel. But I guess it really doesn't matter. You're probably all tired of hearing friends being emo on here. *sigh* It's just that I haven't been happy at all lately...yesterday was terrible...and blah!!! >< I have lots of things due this week; I'm not looking forward to the posters! My grandparents arrive tonight...oh goody. *sigh* The next two weeks are going to be really weird, slow, and stressful. We just don't know how it's going to be with them living in our house for that long...so, yeah, they arrive tonight...I'm sorry ahead of time if I barely get to visit during the next 2 weeks with them here. I don't know how my schedule will be, so yeah...busy...crap...
Meh...so here's an amv. The song is "Alone" by Amorphis, and the anime is Samurai Champloo. Enjoy!
Thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I'm sorry this post was so low-key...sorry for burdening you (if I am). Also sorry for pretty much NOT commenting at all yesterday. I just couldn't do it. .__. *sigh* Thanks again, sorry again, and have a good day!
