AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
So many wonderful friends!! *hugs* Thanks so much for the comments. ^_^ Lots of friends that are new or that haven't been here in a long time! *group hugs* New friends like InfiniteRain141 (I know you commented before, but I didn't get to welcome you!) and ElvenNinja! Welcome to my site! *hugs* And people that haven't been here in a while: Gi-chan (I've missed you!!! Yes, your comment made me smile. ^^ *hugs*), Emmah, Kiyo-chan, Iruka sensei, Roleni-chan, IchigoShirayuki, Sesshy, and Amila! XD That's so many people! For some of you, it's been like a month! *hugs* But thanks so much, and thanks to everyone else, too. A lot of you asked "what is Persona 3"? Well, it's a video game for PS2. *nods* Veryvery fun, and like I said, addicting! Thanks to those that commented/downloaded my last wallpaper. I think it's one of my faves, too. Mello and Near. ^^ Thanks for the encouragement and the sympathy and whatnot about my grandma...you're all wonderful. Thanks again!
Ooooh, I so wish I were at home right now...still in bed...sleeping the day away! It's chilly and rainy!! T^T My favorite kind of weather to be at home relaxing in! Darn it, why'd I have to wake up early this morning??? The stupid FYE class, that's why! It's sooo pointless...but anyhoo, I slept pretty good. I usually sleep well when it's raining. It's finally feeling like fall! Up until 2 days ago, it was still 90 degrees (32 C) and humid! It was insane. So hopefully now it'll start getting cooler...umm...as for my sleep, it was ok, but I had several bad/scary dreams. :( Ones with wild animals attacking me and one with some scary lady calling on our phone...like coming to kill us or something; the electricity was out, and she kept saying, "You're gonna die" or something. It was just scary...I hate my dreams!! ><
So yeah, here I am now...in the library...waiting to go to the bathroom. XD The janitor lady is still cleaning it! Hurry up! *laugh* Anyhoo, I have about an hour until my fashion marketing class; today we're going to do some group thing where we had to bring in "inspirational items" (either print out pics or bring something in) and we're going to come up with designs for outfits? I'm not sure. Then after that, I'm going to the writing center to have my meeting and get help with my English essay (the one on love -__-). I don't really like getting help on writing and whatnot...makes me feel uncomfortable and stupid, but eh, I get extra credit if I go! ^^; I don't know if the writing assistant will help or not, but we'll see. This essay is due monday, and then we have another essay (a summary) on wednesday! Too much!
So yesterday...was a pretty crappy day! I become utterly socially exhausted! Just like that other day...-__-; My sociability is completely depleted. *sigh* In math, well, again not many people came...and lots of kids were asking questions on the homework; I thought, "oh good! They're finally doing stuff in class", but then...well, they just kept asking our teacher to do EVERY problem! They obviously didn't do the homework, and they were just hoping to copy it all. -__- LAZY! *sigh* After that, I ate lunch alone, and then I had history. It was boring as heck, and my "friend" in that class was talking to me in the beginning about how she and her roommate were watching Kenshin together. I was like, "Oh? Kenshin? I love Kenshin! I didn't know you liked anime!" Well, NO. She doesn't...her roommate does...so she basically kept making fun of anime and dissing it. *sigh* That's where I began being socially exhausted. >> You KNOW anime is my life so don't go saying "WTF?" about every aspect of it!! -__- So anyhoo, I should meet her roommate though...apparently she's a big Utena fan as well. ^^ Très cool!
After that, I had French...nothing interesting. Then English...torture, mainly because of the annoying guy. UGH. Just die or something!! Well, not die, but still...leave me alone! *sigh* Blah blah blah...then I'm finally home, yay. Grandma and grandpa came back just as we arrived (practically) from taking a ride somewhere (dad gave grandpa the keys to the car). Now here's another sad and really bad example of that darn Alzheimer's...so grandma came in first, and she just stood at the end of the hallway, right before the kitchen. She just stood there and STARED, open-eyed and shocked...scared. Mom was there and we both said, "Hi, grandma! Welcome back. Did you have a nice time?" She kept staring...then she looked at mom and said, "Where?? Is this...? Is this...? Am I?" No complete sentences (she really can't form any anymore...); she didn't know where she was. Mom answered, "you're here, momma! It's my house; you're staying here, remember?" *sigh* Well, she finally acknowledged that...but then she saw ME. She stood there, stared, and then pointed at me, shock in her eyes, "I don't know...! I don't know! Who??" T__T Mom: "It's Kelsey; my daughter. You know her!" T__T No, she doesn't...I've been forgotten...oh, this is just terrible and heart-breaking. :( What's worse? To forget or be forgotten? Neither.
*sigh* So yeah, I've had enough of people...though, I still really appreciate you guys. I'm glad I've found such wonderful friends here. Anyhoo, I have no school tomorrow (YAY), but I'm not sure what we're doing. I'll hopefully post, but if not, don't be alarmed. *hugs* Ugh...I feel sick...I haven't been eating much lately; darn you, stress...darn you, feeling like crap! -__-; Well, anyhoo, here's an amv. It's an Utena one. The song is "Castles in the Sky" by Ian van Dahl. Enjoy!
Well, this has gone on for long enough, right? Sorry. ^^;; And no wallpaper either...*hugs* Sorry for anything; I'll see how much I can visit today. Have a great day!
